I Can't Be Normal Anymore

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  • @prewardetective
    @prewardetective 5 лет назад +8

    Song used: Normal by AJR
    Song used according to youtube: Pretender (Acoustic) by AJR.
    *Hm, seems legit*

  • @GandyDaGei
    @GandyDaGei 5 лет назад +13

    Hello. Gandalf here :)
    I like your video. The editing is beautiful and i love the song. I love AJR. I also loved your last Moomin video. It is probably my favorite so far. You are quite good at setting the tone and emotion the your videos have. Its really inspirering.
    I dont really know you at all. But i do have some advice, if you would want to listen
    I don't know your normal live or your feelings but perhaps if you are so sure, you are alone with certain things, try to find other people who like it. You might not have a lot of friends who like Moomin, but theres a whole fandom on here by now, who loves video like these, especially such well made ones. I bet you could find people who like a lot of the stuff you are into.
    And most importantly:
    Talk. Write. Make video. Express yourself and your feelings, even if you don't feel like they are being heard. Never ignore feelings like these. They are important. To what you are feeling now and what you will feel even a day after. And so are your actions.
    And i can promise you, you are not alone. Even if it might feel like it.
    It might feel cold right now.
    *But after all Spring arrived not long ago, and soon it'll be summer. So lighten up, friend. You are not alone. Even if it feels like it. And always remember, that things do get better.*
    *This is not your whole life that you are looking at. It is only a bit of hardship. And you will get through it, no matter how dark it is. I believe in you, so you should believe in yourself too.*
    *You are important, my friend*

    • @mr_smiless
      @mr_smiless 4 года назад

      Gandalf The Gay hello again

    • @KajiCarson
      @KajiCarson 2 года назад

      Valuable comment, thank you for sharing.

  • @SchizophrenicFrankie
    @SchizophrenicFrankie 5 лет назад +8

    Yo dude, as a casual watcher of your cool AMVs, you have my full support. I've also gone through bad depressive episodes, what's most important is the people who support you, like your fans. We're here for you 😊

  • @dianalay5852
    @dianalay5852 5 лет назад +7

    Such a sad ending, but I liked how you picked up a song and your montage is up to par.

  • @Ronno2003
    @Ronno2003 4 года назад +1

    Hey, how have you been?

    • @xXCrossArrowXx
      @xXCrossArrowXx  4 года назад +3

      Honestly, I'm in a much better place since I posted this video. I took time to heal from my breakup. I moved into my new apartment for college and just finished my first semester there. I've made so many new friends and traveled alone for the first time to a convention (and made even more friends). I've discovered more about myself and have grown as a person. I truly am happy where I'm at in life right now. I wouldn't trade what I have right now for anything. I'm ok. Thank you for asking ❤

    • @Ronno2003
      @Ronno2003 4 года назад +1

      I'm very glad you're doing better now

  • @iliveinaconstantstateoffea9634
    @iliveinaconstantstateoffea9634 5 лет назад

    So I'm late to the not so party, but I have to admit I hated my subscriptions for a while, and only today did I change that and watch your vid.
    I know this'll sound boring as fuck, but as someone who struggles with severe depression every day, I feel ya.
    I've gotten way better through therapy and meds and actually sleeping and working my thoughts out. It has taken me roughly 2 years to not think about suicide every second of my life, but hey, here we are.
    It's progress and it's great.
    So you need a chat or whatever, I'm pretty sure I can be there for you.

  • @ramboarte
    @ramboarte 5 лет назад +6

    hi, my english sucks but I've read what you wrote and I couldn't just don't say nothing.
    Two of my most important friends abandonaded me, slow and painfully. it took me 5 months for accept it and, I can't feel what you had felt but, I too had felt so lonly and lost in these times. I don't want to say I am fully recovered yet but I want to say that, If the people that means a lot to you dont want to listen anymore, then you should really let go of them. even if it means that you'll be alone. everyone has emotions and everyone must talk about them ,this is no bad thing! one thing that is helping me is to freely talk about what I'm feeling, it can be annonymously or even irl if Im confident.yes, it is hard af but in the end you'll find out that there're people who will wanna talk about your problems. tell your friends that they're being dicks, you and everyone deserve someone who will really be there for them. and you will find that person, dont need to be someone important just need to be someone there. I hope I've helped your heart feel a little better and if I'm lucky, even a little warmer! love you and your work a lot

  • @sashawayblight4920
    @sashawayblight4920 4 года назад

    I read the link in the desc and just felt like I had to say something.
    When I was reading the link, I realised how much I could relate to it. I used to have a few friends who didn't like what I liked (books, moomins, gravity falls, etc.). One of them, my best friend, had replaced me right in front of my face, it was painful to see her with someone so horrible, I used to cry about it all the time. Yet looking back, she didn't care about me like I cared for her, she didn't have many friends before she met me, then used that to f*cking replace me. I can't believe I cried about it.
    But anyways, enough about my stupid problem, more on you (I'm sorry if this doesn't help though because I'm not good at this type of thing), you are loved, if you're not loved by your friends, you're loved by the people in your communities. Share your love for things and don't turn them down because other people don't give two sh*ts about it. It's wonderful how you put this vent into a moomin amv, because it expresses who you are. And also, this is very important, being normal is SO boring, okay? Being normal is like being everyone else, instead of being you.
    I've probably not helped at all and just gone off track, but these are beautiful.

    • @alicedolly3683
      @alicedolly3683 4 года назад

      Being normal is not bad, being "special" or a "freak" is just a fucking cliche

  • @Ronno2003
    @Ronno2003 5 лет назад +1

    I'm so sorry you have to go through this...
    There _are_ a lot of people who care about you, and you *are* a fun person.
    And, feel better soon

    • @xXCrossArrowXx
      @xXCrossArrowXx  5 лет назад

      Thank you; Depression has affected me bad since Freshman year. It's gotten better over the years but when it hits it hits hard. Thank you again for your kind words.

    • @Ronno2003
      @Ronno2003 5 лет назад

      No problem. And that freaking sucks-
      life can be cruel, but hang on, it'll get better, I guarantee.

  • @sl33tpaws62
    @sl33tpaws62 5 лет назад +1

    This is really nice. I hope you feel better soon!

  • @rileym97
    @rileym97 4 года назад +1

    I know I’m a little late, but I hope your doing better dude, if not, you can talk to me. Idk if your gonna get it right away, but I’ll make sure to reply :)

    • @xXCrossArrowXx
      @xXCrossArrowXx  4 года назад +2

      Check my recent vid! Thanks for the concern though!

  • @alicedolly3683
    @alicedolly3683 5 лет назад

    Bueno, intenta hacer algo para mejorar. Diles cómo te sientes o ve con un psiquiatra.