Rens Dad Is Martin Gill, Martin Gill UK is his user name he comments on a lot of Reactors Channels and is obviously proud of his Son, thank you for another Great reaction and spreading Rens Music
Just to add a bit of context for this movie. I read that Ren's dad made it for a ministry department involved in issues surrounding youth violence and shows how quick actions done without thought can lead to serious consequences. The short is called Eggs.
From what I've read online, it seems his "day job" is being a psychotherapist who incorporates art, drama etc. into his work. Music and filmmaking go hand in hand with that of course.
Same I've found the bodies of my 2 best friends from suicide and all I could was hold on to their cold bodies and scream it should've been me. I deserve it, not them....I've been on deaths door 4 times and declared legally dead after giving birth but I'm still alive....why? Why me? Why am I the one alive? Why am I here....I'm nothing special..
I am on a Ren reaction binge. I just want so say I am very proud of you guys for expressing your feelings about depression and PTSD. The narrative that you are weak as a person if you express these types of emotions needs to end. As a country we are failing not only our veterans, but the general population when it comes to these issues. Much Love to you and your families. Keep being good people. Others, like myself, need some positive influences to get through this life.
Love the line, "have i lost the meidas touch or have my sad eyes blinded me" very true line about outlook and view, how view can be changed based on attitude, mood, past, and what we read into the world to create our reality.
Martin Gill is REN’s dad - you should watch the film EGG - which stars a young Ren in an acting role . It is a public service announcement which Martin Gill did for the ministry of justice in the uk . It’s about peer pressure and consequences. Greet reaction by the way . Greetings from Canadian
Rens way of writing about psychosis and illness reminds me of the thoughts I've always had. Using the allegories of different religions and philosophies to understand and make sense of what's happening in your head. You realize most of your life you spent imagining this idea of who's you become as an adult until the illness sets in. Battling for years finding the truth of whether it's your brain or you cursed some sort of deity to be different..until you forsake your true self. And when that diagnosis comes to understand yourself it's all so foreign but right.
This song from Ren directly connects to Ren's song "Freckled Angel" and Ren's friend Joe Hughes. The last stanza talks directly to this: When he gave up the fight A quick decision late in the night That stayed with me for all of my life I miss you so
Apparently the lyrics are are from the viewpoint of his deceased friend ('I've been talking to the dead', 'there are bodies in the floors', 'walk right out of this tomb'), on how he imagines his friend is feeling after un-lifing himself - the lyrics make more sense that way. Then the last stanza is Ren's message to his friend. Whatever, it is a beautiful song that deserves much more airplay.
Depression and anxiety for almost 50 years… REN’s words hit right in the heart ❤️ the way he can express his feelings… that’s why we all feel it so deeply. When you have felt this pain there is no way to describe it but somehow he does. He’s a true artist and I am so thankful for him and his work ❤ ; Their voices together are magical ❤❤
I was in the middle of a months-long depressive cycle and the last time it started the an intense spiral, the "bad Ren" verse from Hi Ren where he starts going off about being eternal started playing over the top and drowned it out and made me laugh. The spiral stopped cold and it pulled me out of the whole cycle. It hasn't cured me but it did save me.
Thank you for being vulnerable, and sharing that Sarah. You are in our thoughts, my friend, and we appreciate you taking the time to watch our channel. - C -
Chinchilla is dropping new music on the 21st. This song hits so close to home for me. Ever since my mom passed I've struggled to sleep because I hear her talking to me. She's not at peace and it's a huge struggle for me. Another great reaction. Love you guys but will say again Brian is my favorite, just raw emotion
What I absolutely love about these multiple reactions from numerous people is that you can tell who, like myself has/goes though these struggles and the lyrics just hitting them differently. What I hate is that these feelings and emotions span across the whole globe affecting a huge amount of the population. I’m literally thousands of miles away in a little Scottish city and I can feel the connection Brian has with these lyrics much like I do. Cedric does an amazing job reacting but Brian’s resonates with me so much more as I’m fighting these battles with myself and have done for years. You are not alone Brian, I see you. Keep on keeping on, you are enough. Much love 🌺
This∆^^ I have been known to say I don't trust people who haven't come through hard things. I'm finding Ren's music weeds out who I can trust at that level.
@@LeapOfFaaaith I get that, I'm just confused by people that either haven't gone through stuff or are just mentally strong enough to deal with things. Baffles me as it's my "normal". I find that people like myself, and I'm going to assume you also, seem to be far more intune with others emotions. Hurt people don't necessarily hurt, if anything we give too much. Sending love and positive vibes 🌺
This song is one of my favorites… so haunting, so beautiful.. and a peek into the world these youngsters must navigate these days. I’m so grateful to have found REN (and Chinchilla); I’m an ‘oldie’.. with 2 GenZ grandsons, and this rabbit hole has helped me better understand them, and their world. I listen to, and appreciate all types of music - but rap wasn’t on my radar at all until Hi REN .. which of course led me to all the rest of his amazing music!! Thank-you for your thoughtful review of this artful piece honoring REN’s friend.
As usual, great reaction. As you already know, Ren's best friend, Joe Hughes, committed suicide; Ren alluded to it in one of his songs, stating that he lost his best friend before he was 25. The pain of this loss is evident in a few of his songs, "Freckled Angels" being one examples. It is dedicated to Joe Hughes, who committed suicide on the 27th of December, 2010. Someone else commented that the video was shot at the bridge that Ren's friend jumped from. His body was never recovered. Their live performance of "Chalk Outlines" is still my favorite song, partly because I can relate to it due to my own daily struggles. Although, losing your best friend to suicide is also something I experienced when I was 19 y/o (almost 38 years ago). “How to Be Me” definitely runs a close second, though. I would also recommend their busking sessions in Brighton, performing “Sexual Healing” (Marvin Gaye cover) and “One Dance / Drunk in Love” (Drake/Beyoncé cover); those performances are of a much lighter mood and very enjoyable. Chinchilla's songs "Cold Water" and "Shadows [Tails]" are beautiful, and her live performance of “Fingers” is amazing, but her entire catalog is worth listening to. Here is the link to her YT channel: ruclips.net/channel/UCZc7gfR6BH-mGJh0_EgHAIQ
The build up of the "mmmmMMMMM" to the "oh, i cant breathe" was stated really well by another reactor as giving the feeling of sleep paralysis TRYING to scream. Great work C&B happy to drop a sub, this is my first video i have seen from you guys and look forward to more!
Both of these artists have the ability to turn on the connection to your emotions. Chinchilla on her song Fingers sings notes that you can't help but feel. Maybe you could check out the live version of that. She has also got new music coming as a new independent artist. Can't wait.
Thank you so much for sharing your own experiences with depression and anxiety. I can definitely relate but even more, it’s such an important part of removing the stigma and ignorance around mental illness. I love Ren for this too and he and Chinchilla are just amazing overall. Thank you for supporting them!
As someone who has struggled with depression and anxiety I totally relate to this song and to you Brian. Thank you for your authentic and touching reaction.
You two hit on something I find very unique to Ren without mentioning it. Ren loves making songs where people can listen to it and come out with two (or several) interpretations. Ren loves using religious imagery/themes but never makes it just that. It's always a fun time deep diving into his songs. Awesome reaction!
These two are an awesome collaboration, as well as amazing individual talents. When my partner passed away, my depression was deep. I found music/lyrics like this lifted me up. I wasn't alone. 26 years ago, people didn't know how to react to the loss of one half of a long standing male/male couple. I miss Bob every day, with good memories, and only occasional tears.
Those two have such an on screen chemistry. I have no idea what if any relationship they have off screen, but the way they look at each other, they make it look like whatever they have goes way deeper.
What always gets me is watching these two incredible performers and the love and respect they have for each other. Chinchilla needs to be seen and heard by more people.
It's a fantastic song and as you both said, their voices compliment each others beautifully. I agree, it's fantastic that our music tastes evolve, I used to curse my dad's classical albums, but a few years ago, I saw Foo Fighters and Beethoven's 9th at the Royal Albert Hall in the space of a week! Ren is comfortable in so many lanes, from blues to rock, rap to reggae and everything in between.
Yes, their voices melt together. And that glorious sound melts me. I've never been so excited to see a musician/performer. This feels like a world event. As far as how you do your reactions: keep it up, your way is best.
Not sure if this makes sense but i like how you can clearly hear both voices at the same time crystal clear. lots of things have to click for that to happen through the vocal ranges and for it to be the case from start to finish.
Never been here. Ren brought me here. But the cold hard honesty that you guys have shown, just wow. I'll continue to follow you. Your hearts are not alone.
I just discovered Chinchilla....I knew about Ren and heard his stuff so it gives me such a thrill to discover another artist through theses duets...She is such a beautiful singer.
Yes, you can tell Martin is so proud of his son, and it is awesome to read the expression of love he has for his sons talent. Thank you so much for watching our channel. - C -
Thank you for your guys take. Love this. Love y'all. My son committed suicide right before Christmas last year. Ren ... String ties, laughter. No genre. Amazing¡!!
@@CedricandBrian straight A student. Husband of 20 years left us for another family, and my son got hooked on ketamine... Had no value on his life. INSANE. Thank you for your concern. Just appreciate y'all. Thank you
Sending Ren so many 🙏🏻 🙏🏻for his recovery. Such a beautiful, relatable song. I feel ya Brian 🤗. That feeling of shortness of breath can be overwhelming. I try to take deep breaths to calm myself . It doesn’t always help (especially when I’m driving). The line that hits me the hardest is “I forgot how to be me”. I have given so much of myself to helping my children (14 & 10) deal/cope with their disorders (Aspergers & ADHD) that I have become semi-automatic with my own life. Trying to change behaviors/habits that are not good for me, but damn it’s hard to break out of a rut. Great reaction. ❤️ you guys. Please, take care. ✌🏻🙏🏻❤️😊
Thank you for reacting to this track. This song is beautiful and gives me goosebumps every time. Ren & Chinchilla sound so beautiful together. The lyrics in this song certainly resonate. Love hearing your thoughts 😀
It just shows that people who you think are ok are really struggling. Thank you for speaking about your struggle, so important for you, me and others to share but also ask for help when it's needed. Please reach out don't do it on your own. Love and best wishes from the UK 🇬🇧 😊
The first time I heard this song, I had just ended a relationship that I thought was doomed, after which all past traumas and experiences culminated in a moment...and this song played and expressed what I couldn't. Losing yourself to another person, is how how I interpreted these lyrics, but lyrics speak differently to each of us depending on our unique circumstances. Thank you, Brian, for sharing your own vulnerability.
I never had to deal with anxiety until I had a stroke in 2016 and now it's my way of life. I refuse to take meds and take things that are natural (like Ashwaghanda, 5htp, CBD, and even THC at one point). Keep your head up and stay strong, it's worth fighting for!
If you want to check out something from Chinchilla herself, the place to go would be her VERO live version of her song Fingers. It’s awesome! Will curl your eyebrows!
If you would like to see/hear Chinchilla at her absolute best, search the following---"VERO Presents: CHINCHILLA - FINGERS Live for HungerT" ----It's an amazing song and gives me chills every time I watch it, which is usually once a day.
Songs like this help us struggling not feel alone and u can hear it and not feel alone not just in your head my boyfriend of 11 years passed away from depression and I wish he heard of ren before. He left behind 4 beautiful children and me n idk who I am anymore he also batteled addiction so love this song I still talk to him still feel him this song is so real
Interesting reaction. Having asked similar questions I took "Hallelujah" as sarcastic or sardonic when he says, "Halleluja where is my God, where are you?/Halleluja nothing is pulling me through". I've had my own near-"Joe" moments and consistently imagine that Footsteps poem, where there are usually 2 paths of footprints where you're walking with God. But whether I believe that when there is only one step of footprints (during the hardest struggles) it is because God is carrying me... As a child I was comforted by the poem, but as a teenager and as an adult, I've definitely doubted and been angry, asking where is God now? ... Saying Halleluja mockingly...cynically. I like that Ren usually writes in a way that forces the listener to consider multiple interpretations, and then leaves it there. Thanks for the reaction. I've just found your channel, and hoping you have reacted to "Ocean", "Humble", and "Power", which top my playlist these days.
Maybe I didn’t use the right term when I said “haters.“ We have received some comments on our Ren reactions where people basically state they don’t see the allure in his music 🤷🏽♂️. They are those of us who know better though 😉👍🏾. Thank you for watching our channel and supporting us. - C -
Hey Cedric and Brian. Sorry I'm behind. I relate Brian. I only have 1 person to talk to. My family is either dead to me or have passed on. Honestly, no friends. I always say I'm drowning. Every time I feel like I'm coming up for air. Someone or something pushes me back under the water. At night, the voices become a hamster wheel. They don't stop and just keep going more and more, faster and faster. I can't shut them off. I have until October to figure out how/where I'm going to live. My housing will come to an end. I'm alone. Truly. I have a cat, a dog, a parrot, and 4 walls to listen....the voices/noise just grows and no solutions are given. I understand too well. I've been fighting this for 4 decades. Sometimes, you just get tired and wonder why you're even fighting....Have a great weekend.
What the heck was i thinking watching this at work. Got my eyes watering up over here. Not sure if you guys have done anything from his recently split band The Big Push or not but their orignals are so good and the covers!! Don't get me started on the covers. Phenomenal!!!
The anxiety so strong that you have to manually breath otherwise it feels like your body is trying to forget to breath. It's scary to feel that. One thing I've learned through my own experiences of depression and anxiety is that especially if it feels like life around you is trying to smother you and stop you from progression, it was the strongest thing for me to think about when I felt the satisfaction of saying "no, life itself wants me gone but I will not go". Fighting and staying around is a victory in and of itself and in some ways it is a stronger victory than most people will sadly know. It's such a fine line and it often just comes down to what and when you choose to think about winning just that fight alone. So, to anyone who feels like life itself is trying to delete you from this world - know this, and take satisfaction in the FACT that you haven't lost yet. You've been getting the sh*t kicked out of you but you haven't lost. Stand your ground. Keep fighting. Keep winning in that way if nothing else
The live you mentioned was on Twitch straight after the premiere of Illest of our Time,i was lucky enough to watch it live and it was really cool.He also gave a shout out to all reactors,he said he feels good that people can lift each other up as in some of his subs go to the reactors channels and some of theirs go to his.He also gave us info on the Illest of our Time and his plans for the futute.Oh and blows a balloon up with his teeth 😁 Def worth a watch in your free time,80 mins long so i'm guessing a little long for a reaction
Thank you for sharing your story regarding the anxiety sadly you have. I too suffer from anxiety and depression and Ren truly knows how to describe what we go through. This is one of my favorite songs. Peace to you both.
Thank you for reacting to this - so sad but so beautiful. Really pleased you get how special Ren is. But perhaps you now need to hear a fun Ren? I recommend his band The Big Push playing Bongo Bong :)
Ren was in a good band called The Big Push. It's worth checking out some of their music videos also, such as Dignity, Sweet Little Lady, Precious, Why My Woman etc.
Double meaning with the hills and valleys as this also refers to his home in Wales, Wales is known for hills and valleys. Ren is truly iconic and a voice of our generation and needs our support throughout, to keep him from corporation and free him to create and keep well.
This hit hard so beautiful and powerful but made me realize how far I've come since those dark times look out for each other coz the system don't care love and light to all
I just wanted to chime in that I also relate to the feeling of being constantly suffocated by the depression, no matter if I hide in my room or if I go out in public. I once described to a therapist that I see my depression as a heavy cloak or blanket. Technically, it can come off and be set aside... I'm bipolar so inevitably there are times when I'm not depressed, but it's never out of sight or mind. And when I'm wearing it, it's so heavy and suffocating. It blocks out the light and my senses, I can't feel anything but sadness or numbness. It just exhausts me from carrying such a heavy load all the time. And of course, no one else can see it.
Beautiful song, heartfelt reaction. Really appreciate hearing how you relate to Ren's music and admire his artistry. This song packs quite a punch. Would love to see you branch out to another worthwhile rabbit hole - twenty one pilots. Their artistry is phenomenal as well, and they deal with substantial topics, especially mental health. Lots of meaningful layers and beautifully constructed music. I would suggest starting with the official vids for Car Radio, Migraine, and Holding On to You. They blend genres effortlessly, and the lyricism is next level. It's a very cathartic music journey. They don't disappoint.
Hi Cedric and Brian! I'm Florencia from Argentina! You really need yo check it out: The Big Push "I shot the sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop". You'e going to blow your mind. AMAZING!
Hello Florencia. Thank you so much for the recommendation, and I think we need to give that a listen as several people have recommended it to us. Thank you so much for the love and support from Argentina, and we look forward to hearing from you soon. - C -
I understand that reaction channels usually do live versions of songs so they don't get flagged for copyrighted music. But I wish one reaction channel would do the studio-lyric video. To me it hits the soul with more impact. Love you guys, love your videos!
I’m a relatively new subscriber, so I haven’t seen everything you’ve put out yet, but I subbed because of your authenticity. Reactions, at least the good ones, are a shared experience which is what makes them compelling (imo). They also give exposure to artists that aren’t considered ‘bankable’ to the mainstream, despite them having a ton of talent. I appreciate the different perspectives you guys have and how vulnerable your reactions are.
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave that comment, and we truly appreciate it. Hope you get a chance to watch some of our other videos, and continue watching as I’m sure we will be sharing your comment on an upcoming reaction 😉👍🏾. - C -
Hello Cedric and Brian! I am from Türkiye and I watched this lovely reaction video of yours at 06:33 AM. I didn't sleep at all tonight and watched a lot of video's in your channel. First of all, thank you guys so much for the 'real' sincerity in both of you. Please don't get offended but when I am watching your video's, I feel like I am listening two wise and funny uncle of mine. This is an amazing feeling because you guys are making me feel like you're in the family! I want to sit somewhere with you and talk for hours... Also I am so much younger than you, therefore I believe I have a lot of things to learn from you guys. Thank you again for everything 🙏🏻 If you guys ever think about visiting Istanbul, find me hahahaha😂
There’s a lyric from a Juice WRLD, song called Wishing Well. ‘I can’t breathe I’m waiting for the exhale’ I think that may be the most perfect way to describe anxiety.
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It's Martin Gill UK (not Gilluk)...he's a great musician in his own right
you're doing great
As said elsewhere, That'll be Martin Gill (From the) UK 😉
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Another great reaction boys. It's Martin Gill, Ren Gill's dad legit!! The UK bit is his location!!
It is his dad. He's answered a question for me as well, in one of his own video posts. He said it was Ren's first 'acting' video called Egg.
@@davideastham Yeah. I've seen it. The very young Ren being a 'bully'. His sister is also in it!
Rens Dad Is Martin Gill, Martin Gill UK is his user name he comments on a lot of Reactors Channels and is obviously proud of his Son, thank you for another Great reaction and spreading Rens Music
Chinchilla has said that she is very shy and the fingernails are like her armor ❤ and she makes all of her own hats ❤ Great reaction ❤
Martin Gill is Ren's dad, he comments on lot's
💙 There voices are beautiful, mesmerising & haunting 💕 the story behind this is sad, rip Joe 💙
Martin Gill is indeed Ren Gill's dad guys! He's a musician and short film maker. There's a short film on his channel where young Ren acted in it.
Just to add a bit of context for this movie. I read that Ren's dad made it for a ministry department involved in issues surrounding youth violence and shows how quick actions done without thought can lead to serious consequences. The short is called Eggs.
From what I've read online, it seems his "day job" is being a psychotherapist who incorporates art, drama etc. into his work. Music and filmmaking go hand in hand with that of course.
That last line rips my heart out every time. I've lost too many friends and there's no justification for why I'm still here.
Same
I've found the bodies of my 2 best friends from suicide and all I could was hold on to their cold bodies and scream it should've been me. I deserve it, not them....I've been on deaths door 4 times and declared legally dead after giving birth but I'm still alive....why? Why me? Why am I the one alive? Why am I here....I'm nothing special..
I am on a Ren reaction binge. I just want so say I am very proud of you guys for expressing your feelings about depression and PTSD. The narrative that you are weak as a person if you express these types of emotions needs to end. As a country we are failing not only our veterans, but the general population when it comes to these issues. Much Love to you and your families. Keep being good people. Others, like myself, need some positive influences to get through this life.
Love the line, "have i lost the meidas touch or have my sad eyes blinded me" very true line about outlook and view, how view can be changed based on attitude, mood, past, and what we read into the world to create our reality.
Martin Gill is REN’s dad - you should watch the film EGG - which stars a young Ren in an acting role . It is a public service announcement which Martin Gill did for the ministry of justice in the uk . It’s about peer pressure and consequences. Greet reaction by the way . Greetings from Canadian
I love that Ren leaves his songs open to interpretation. Even one so personal. To me this song reminds me of how I felt before I left my abusive ex.
Ren's eyes as he looks up to ask "Where is my God? Where are you?" break me.
Rens way of writing about psychosis and illness reminds me of the thoughts I've always had. Using the allegories of different religions and philosophies to understand and make sense of what's happening in your head. You realize most of your life you spent imagining this idea of who's you become as an adult until the illness sets in. Battling for years finding the truth of whether it's your brain or you cursed some sort of deity to be different..until you forsake your true self. And when that diagnosis comes to understand yourself it's all so foreign but right.
This song from Ren directly connects to Ren's song "Freckled Angel" and Ren's friend Joe Hughes. The last stanza talks directly to this:
When he gave up the fight
A quick decision late in the night
That stayed with me for all of my life
I miss you so
What a star Chinchilla is!
Apparently the lyrics are are from the viewpoint of his deceased friend ('I've been talking to the dead', 'there are bodies in the floors', 'walk right out of this tomb'), on how he imagines his friend is feeling after un-lifing himself - the lyrics make more sense that way. Then the last stanza is Ren's message to his friend. Whatever, it is a beautiful song that deserves much more airplay.
Depression and anxiety for almost 50 years… REN’s words hit right in the heart ❤️ the way he can express his feelings… that’s why we all feel it so deeply. When you have felt this pain there is no way to describe it but somehow he does. He’s a true artist and I am so thankful for him and his work ❤ ; Their voices together are magical ❤❤
Man, I've heard this song a fair few times, but this review gave tears
I was in the middle of a months-long depressive cycle and the last time it started the an intense spiral, the "bad Ren" verse from Hi Ren where he starts going off about being eternal started playing over the top and drowned it out and made me laugh. The spiral stopped cold and it pulled me out of the whole cycle. It hasn't cured me but it did save me.
Thank you for being vulnerable, and sharing that Sarah. You are in our thoughts, my friend, and we appreciate you taking the time to watch our channel.
- C -
Chinchilla is dropping new music on the 21st. This song hits so close to home for me. Ever since my mom passed I've struggled to sleep because I hear her talking to me. She's not at peace and it's a huge struggle for me. Another great reaction. Love you guys but will say again Brian is my favorite, just raw emotion
Ren is on a remix that's released tomorrow also.
Also.... very sorry to hear of your mom's passing. May she find peace soon & you finally hear nothing but your breath again.... sooner than later.
What I absolutely love about these multiple reactions from numerous people is that you can tell who, like myself has/goes though these struggles and the lyrics just hitting them differently. What I hate is that these feelings and emotions span across the whole globe affecting a huge amount of the population. I’m literally thousands of miles away in a little Scottish city and I can feel the connection Brian has with these lyrics much like I do. Cedric does an amazing job reacting but Brian’s resonates with me so much more as I’m fighting these battles with myself and have done for years. You are not alone Brian, I see you. Keep on keeping on, you are enough. Much love 🌺
This∆^^ I have been known to say I don't trust people who haven't come through hard things. I'm finding Ren's music weeds out who I can trust at that level.
@@LeapOfFaaaith I get that, I'm just confused by people that either haven't gone through stuff or are just mentally strong enough to deal with things. Baffles me as it's my "normal". I find that people like myself, and I'm going to assume you also, seem to be far more intune with others emotions. Hurt people don't necessarily hurt, if anything we give too much. Sending love and positive vibes 🌺
This song is one of my favorites… so haunting, so beautiful.. and a peek into the world these youngsters must navigate these days. I’m so grateful to have found REN (and Chinchilla); I’m an ‘oldie’.. with 2 GenZ grandsons, and this rabbit hole has helped me better understand them, and their world. I listen to, and appreciate all types of music - but rap wasn’t on my radar at all until Hi REN .. which of course led me to all the rest of his amazing music!! Thank-you for your thoughtful review of this artful piece honoring REN’s friend.
As usual, great reaction. As you already know, Ren's best friend, Joe Hughes, committed suicide; Ren alluded to it in one of his songs, stating that he lost his best friend before he was 25. The pain of this loss is evident in a few of his songs, "Freckled Angels" being one examples. It is dedicated to Joe Hughes, who committed suicide on the 27th of December, 2010. Someone else commented that the video was shot at the bridge that Ren's friend jumped from. His body was never recovered.
Their live performance of "Chalk Outlines" is still my favorite song, partly because I can relate to it due to my own daily struggles. Although, losing your best friend to suicide is also something I experienced when I was 19 y/o (almost 38 years ago). “How to Be Me” definitely runs a close second, though. I would also recommend their busking sessions in Brighton, performing “Sexual Healing” (Marvin Gaye cover) and “One Dance / Drunk in Love” (Drake/Beyoncé cover); those performances are of a much lighter mood and very enjoyable.
Chinchilla's songs "Cold Water" and "Shadows [Tails]" are beautiful, and her live performance of “Fingers” is amazing, but her entire catalog is worth listening to. Here is the link to her YT channel: ruclips.net/channel/UCZc7gfR6BH-mGJh0_EgHAIQ
Thank you so much for this information. :)
The build up of the "mmmmMMMMM" to the "oh, i cant breathe" was stated really well by another reactor as giving the feeling of sleep paralysis TRYING to scream.
Great work C&B happy to drop a sub, this is my first video i have seen from you guys and look forward to more!
Chinchilla wears the nails as a part of her character of “chinchilla” she has said it puts her into the right mind frame.
This is such a beautifully bittersweet song. Gives me chills every time.
Both of these artists have the ability to turn on the connection to your emotions. Chinchilla on her song Fingers sings notes that you can't help but feel. Maybe you could check out the live version of that. She has also got new music coming as a new independent artist. Can't wait.
Fingers is a great song. Both the live and the studio version video, I really dig the Clue game aspect of the video.
Fingers is a great song. Both the live and the studio version video, I really dig the Clue game aspect of the video.
21st April is the date.
I can't wait for her new work. Fingers is an amazing track, sends shivers down my spine everytime I listen to it!
The emotional intensity of this performance is off the chart. Is there anyone who doesn't know someone who 😢
Martin Gill. The uk is UK (United Kingdom).
Thank you so much for sharing your own experiences with depression and anxiety. I can definitely relate but even more, it’s such an important part of removing the stigma and ignorance around mental illness. I love Ren for this too and he and Chinchilla are just amazing overall. Thank you for supporting them!
As someone who has struggled with depression and anxiety I totally relate to this song and to you Brian. Thank you for your authentic and touching reaction.
Dear god, is a great song. Definitely worth a reaction
And Do you believe.
You two hit on something I find very unique to Ren without mentioning it. Ren loves making songs where people can listen to it and come out with two (or several) interpretations. Ren loves using religious imagery/themes but never makes it just that. It's always a fun time deep diving into his songs. Awesome reaction!
These two are an awesome collaboration, as well as amazing individual talents. When my partner passed away, my depression was deep. I found music/lyrics like this lifted me up. I wasn't alone. 26 years ago, people didn't know how to react to the loss of one half of a long standing male/male couple. I miss Bob every day, with good memories, and only occasional tears.
Big hugs to you ❤
@@tcf_iceland thank you
They both have such beautiful voices and they really go well together so much 🖤
I agree. It’s like they were built to sing together! Glad you enjoyed it, and thank you for watching our channel. - C -
@@CedricandBrian I’m binge watching your channel at the moment and watched loads at work this morning 🤣🖤
@@TobiiRheaStarr LOL!!! Love it!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽. - C -
Those two have such an on screen chemistry. I have no idea what if any relationship they have off screen, but the way they look at each other, they make it look like whatever they have goes way deeper.
What always gets me is watching these two incredible performers and the love and respect they have for each other. Chinchilla needs to be seen and heard by more people.
It's a fantastic song and as you both said, their voices compliment each others beautifully. I agree, it's fantastic that our music tastes evolve, I used to curse my dad's classical albums, but a few years ago, I saw Foo Fighters and Beethoven's 9th at the Royal Albert Hall in the space of a week! Ren is comfortable in so many lanes, from blues to rock, rap to reggae and everything in between.
great reaction video guys, really appreciated your take on this amazing song. Ren and Chinchilla are magical
Yes, they are extremely magical!! Thank you for watching our channel. - C -
Yes, their voices melt together. And that glorious sound melts me. I've never been so excited to see a musician/performer. This feels like a world event.
As far as how you do your reactions: keep it up, your way is best.
Not sure if this makes sense but i like how you can clearly hear both voices at the same time crystal clear. lots of things have to click for that to happen through the vocal ranges and for it to be the case from start to finish.
Never been here. Ren brought me here. But the cold hard honesty that you guys have shown, just wow. I'll continue to follow you. Your hearts are not alone.
I just discovered Chinchilla....I knew about Ren and heard his stuff so it gives me such a thrill to discover another artist through theses duets...She is such a beautiful singer.
Martin Gill is indeed Ren's dad and a proud one! He comments sometimes on reactions to his son's videos
Yes, you can tell Martin is so proud of his son, and it is awesome to read the expression of love he has for his sons talent. Thank you so much for watching our channel. - C -
Thank you for your guys take. Love this. Love y'all. My son committed suicide right before Christmas last year. Ren ... String ties, laughter. No genre. Amazing¡!!
I am so sorry to hear that about your son. It breaks my heart. - B -
@@CedricandBrian straight A student. Husband of 20 years left us for another family, and my son got hooked on ketamine... Had no value on his life. INSANE. Thank you for your concern. Just appreciate y'all. Thank you
"martingilluk" is Martin Gill UK actually. LOL
Always play this after Chalk outlines, so hauntingly beautiful.
Michael Gill actually plays classical guitar and more so thankfully rubbed of on Ren.
Great reaction guys 👍👍👍
Martin Gill is Rens Dad ,Thank you
Ooh thank you so much guys for reacting to this, I enjoyed it
❤❤❤ Ren and Chinchilla are forces of nature ❤
I can't breathe. Where is my God. Where are you? Nothing is pulling me through. How can I be me?
You are in our thoughts, my friend, and please don’t give up on talking to God in those dark times, and moments of loneliness 🙏🏽. - C -
its Martin Gill he just added UK on the end as he is from the UK.
Thank you for the information, my friend. We appreciate you watching our channel.
- C -
Sending Ren so many 🙏🏻 🙏🏻for his recovery. Such a beautiful, relatable song. I feel ya Brian 🤗. That feeling of shortness of breath can be overwhelming. I try to take deep breaths to calm myself . It doesn’t always help (especially when I’m driving). The line that hits me the hardest is “I forgot how to be me”. I have given so much of myself to helping my children (14 & 10) deal/cope with their disorders (Aspergers & ADHD) that I have become semi-automatic with my own life. Trying to change behaviors/habits that are not good for me, but damn it’s hard to break out of a rut. Great reaction. ❤️ you guys. Please, take care. ✌🏻🙏🏻❤️😊
Rens Fathers name is Martin Gill, his name that he uses is Martin Gill UK he comments on a lot of his son’s videos
Beautiful review. Would still love to see a review of Crutch ft Bibi. Thanks
Thank you for reacting to this track. This song is beautiful and gives me goosebumps every time.
Ren & Chinchilla sound so beautiful together.
The lyrics in this song certainly resonate. Love hearing your thoughts 😀
It just shows that people who you think are ok are really struggling. Thank you for speaking about your struggle, so important for you, me and others to share but also ask for help when it's needed. Please reach out don't do it on your own. Love and best wishes from the UK 🇬🇧 😊
The first time I heard this song, I had just ended a relationship that I thought was doomed, after which all past traumas and experiences culminated in a moment...and this song played and expressed what I couldn't. Losing yourself to another person, is how how I interpreted these lyrics, but lyrics speak differently to each of us depending on our unique circumstances. Thank you, Brian, for sharing your own vulnerability.
I never had to deal with anxiety until I had a stroke in 2016 and now it's my way of life. I refuse to take meds and take things that are natural (like Ashwaghanda, 5htp, CBD, and even THC at one point). Keep your head up and stay strong, it's worth fighting for!
If you want to check out something from Chinchilla herself, the place to go would be her VERO live version of her song Fingers. It’s awesome! Will curl your eyebrows!
If you would like to see/hear Chinchilla at her absolute best, search the following---"VERO Presents: CHINCHILLA - FINGERS Live for HungerT" ----It's an amazing song and gives me chills every time I watch it, which is usually once a day.
It is 'Martin Gill UK' (You Kay) as in the United Kingdom
Ahhh, that makes sense. Thank you for that information my friend and a huge thank you for supporting us by watching our channel. - C -
Songs like this help us struggling not feel alone and u can hear it and not feel alone not just in your head my boyfriend of 11 years passed away from depression and I wish he heard of ren before. He left behind 4 beautiful children and me n idk who I am anymore he also batteled addiction so love this song I still talk to him still feel him this song is so real
Great reaction. They consider each other brother and sister when it comes to their music. Chinchilla has said it on a interview so has Ren.
It sounds cliché, but they do make beautiful music together. Thank you for watching our channel. - C -
Interesting reaction. Having asked similar questions I took "Hallelujah" as sarcastic or sardonic when he says, "Halleluja where is my God, where are you?/Halleluja nothing is pulling me through". I've had my own near-"Joe" moments and consistently imagine that Footsteps poem, where there are usually 2 paths of footprints where you're walking with God. But whether I believe that when there is only one step of footprints (during the hardest struggles) it is because God is carrying me... As a child I was comforted by the poem, but as a teenager and as an adult, I've definitely doubted and been angry, asking where is God now? ... Saying Halleluja mockingly...cynically. I like that Ren usually writes in a way that forces the listener to consider multiple interpretations, and then leaves it there. Thanks for the reaction. I've just found your channel, and hoping you have reacted to "Ocean", "Humble", and "Power", which top my playlist these days.
RIP Joe Hughes .......wonderful reaction like always gents.
Great reaction as always, thank you! Who are Ren's haters? Maybe I'm living in a bubble, but haven't seen anyone super negative.
Maybe I didn’t use the right term when I said “haters.“ We have received some comments on our Ren reactions where people basically state they don’t see the allure in his music 🤷🏽♂️. They are those of us who know better though 😉👍🏾. Thank you for watching our channel and supporting us. - C -
@@CedricandBrian My pleasure and thank you for clarifying! Really enjoying your guys reactions:)
Hey Cedric and Brian. Sorry I'm behind. I relate Brian. I only have 1 person to talk to. My family is either dead to me or have passed on. Honestly, no friends. I always say I'm drowning. Every time I feel like I'm coming up for air. Someone or something pushes me back under the water. At night, the voices become a hamster wheel. They don't stop and just keep going more and more, faster and faster. I can't shut them off. I have until October to figure out how/where I'm going to live. My housing will come to an end. I'm alone. Truly. I have a cat, a dog, a parrot, and 4 walls to listen....the voices/noise just grows and no solutions are given. I understand too well. I've been fighting this for 4 decades. Sometimes, you just get tired and wonder why you're even fighting....Have a great weekend.
What the heck was i thinking watching this at work. Got my eyes watering up over here. Not sure if you guys have done anything from his recently split band The Big Push or not but their orignals are so good and the covers!! Don't get me started on the covers. Phenomenal!!!
Chinchilla- Fingers..........WOW!!!!!
It's Martin Gill. UK is where he's from. He is Rens Dad. Also a musician.
If Cedric feels Chinchillas nails are fierce and Brian is scared of them, I strongly recommend you check out her song "Fingers".
The live version is stunning.
The Live version!
Song is relatable for many people...Ren and Chinchilla are both incredible..great reaction guys
The anxiety so strong that you have to manually breath otherwise it feels like your body is trying to forget to breath. It's scary to feel that. One thing I've learned through my own experiences of depression and anxiety is that especially if it feels like life around you is trying to smother you and stop you from progression, it was the strongest thing for me to think about when I felt the satisfaction of saying "no, life itself wants me gone but I will not go". Fighting and staying around is a victory in and of itself and in some ways it is a stronger victory than most people will sadly know. It's such a fine line and it often just comes down to what and when you choose to think about winning just that fight alone. So, to anyone who feels like life itself is trying to delete you from this world - know this, and take satisfaction in the FACT that you haven't lost yet. You've been getting the sh*t kicked out of you but you haven't lost. Stand your ground. Keep fighting. Keep winning in that way if nothing else
The live you mentioned was on Twitch straight after the premiere of Illest of our Time,i was lucky enough to watch it live and it was really cool.He also gave a shout out to all reactors,he said he feels good that people can lift each other up as in some of his subs go to the reactors channels and some of theirs go to his.He also gave us info on the Illest of our Time and his plans for the futute.Oh and blows a balloon up with his teeth 😁 Def worth a watch in your free time,80 mins long so i'm guessing a little long for a reaction
Thanks guys. Wonderful follow-up to Chalk Outlines.
I have another one to request, so incoming………..
Chills! Love the live performances. Great Reaction! Please do more Ren!
... went down the REN rabbit hole about 2 months ago. "How to be Me" is my current favorite.
Thank you for sharing your story regarding the anxiety sadly you have. I too suffer from anxiety and depression and Ren truly knows how to describe what we go through. This is one of my favorite songs. Peace to you both.
Thank you two this was so good From the UK.
Thank you for reacting to this - so sad but so beautiful. Really pleased you get how special Ren is. But perhaps you now need to hear a fun Ren? I recommend his band The Big Push playing Bongo Bong :)
People from Brighton have actually commented that this wasn't shot at the bridge, but that doesn't change the impact of the song
Thanks guys for this wonderfully vulnerable reaction. Love you guys.
Ren was in a good band called The Big Push. It's worth checking out some of their music videos also, such as Dignity, Sweet Little Lady, Precious, Why My Woman etc.
Double meaning with the hills and valleys as this also refers to his home in Wales, Wales is known for hills and valleys. Ren is truly iconic and a voice of our generation and needs our support throughout, to keep him from corporation and free him to create and keep well.
This hit hard so beautiful and powerful but made me realize how far I've come since those dark times look out for each other coz the system don't care love and light to all
I just wanted to chime in that I also relate to the feeling of being constantly suffocated by the depression, no matter if I hide in my room or if I go out in public. I once described to a therapist that I see my depression as a heavy cloak or blanket. Technically, it can come off and be set aside... I'm bipolar so inevitably there are times when I'm not depressed, but it's never out of sight or mind. And when I'm wearing it, it's so heavy and suffocating. It blocks out the light and my senses, I can't feel anything but sadness or numbness. It just exhausts me from carrying such a heavy load all the time. And of course, no one else can see it.
Beautiful song, heartfelt reaction. Really appreciate hearing how you relate to Ren's music and admire his artistry. This song packs quite a punch.
Would love to see you branch out to another worthwhile rabbit hole - twenty one pilots. Their artistry is phenomenal as well, and they deal with substantial topics, especially mental health. Lots of meaningful layers and beautifully constructed music. I would suggest starting with the official vids for Car Radio, Migraine, and Holding On to You. They blend genres effortlessly, and the lyricism is next level. It's a very cathartic music journey. They don't disappoint.
Hi Cedric and Brian! I'm Florencia from Argentina! You really need yo check it out: The Big Push "I shot the sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop". You'e going to blow your mind. AMAZING!
Hello Florencia. Thank you so much for the recommendation, and I think we need to give that a listen as several people have recommended it to us.
Thank you so much for the love and support from Argentina, and we look forward to hearing from you soon. - C -
I understand that reaction channels usually do live versions of songs so they don't get flagged for copyrighted music. But I wish one reaction channel would do the studio-lyric video. To me it hits the soul with more impact. Love you guys, love your videos!
Martin Gill (UK) is Ren’s dad. Ren’s full name is Ren Erin Gill. His father is a therapist.
I’m a relatively new subscriber, so I haven’t seen everything you’ve put out yet, but I subbed because of your authenticity. Reactions, at least the good ones, are a shared experience which is what makes them compelling (imo). They also give exposure to artists that aren’t considered ‘bankable’ to the mainstream, despite them having a ton of talent. I appreciate the different perspectives you guys have and how vulnerable your reactions are.
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave that comment, and we truly appreciate it. Hope you get a chance to watch some of our other videos, and continue watching as I’m sure we will be sharing your comment on an upcoming reaction 😉👍🏾. - C -
Hello Cedric and Brian! I am from Türkiye and I watched this lovely reaction video of yours at 06:33 AM. I didn't sleep at all tonight and watched a lot of video's in your channel. First of all, thank you guys so much for the 'real' sincerity in both of you. Please don't get offended but when I am watching your video's, I feel like I am listening two wise and funny uncle of mine. This is an amazing feeling because you guys are making me feel like you're in the family! I want to sit somewhere with you and talk for hours... Also I am so much younger than you, therefore I believe I have a lot of things to learn from you guys. Thank you again for everything 🙏🏻 If you guys ever think about visiting Istanbul, find me hahahaha😂
I was in Istanbul a few years back. The old city. Had a great time. - B -
Wonder❤ful reaction. When Ren cries out to God...rips me.
You also need to listen to the song of Ren and Sam blind Eyed. Not only can this man sing!
There’s a lyric from a Juice WRLD, song called Wishing Well. ‘I can’t breathe I’m waiting for the exhale’ I think that may be the most perfect way to describe anxiety.
Get your handkerchief ready I’ve been crying for days lol and loving it
Martin Gill.. UK ..is defo Rens Dad. Both he and Ren pop up up various reaction vids. Great reaction men. :)
You can sometimes find lyrics listed first in Comments or by putting the title and artist in Google. Helps with fast rap.
Wow. Just wow.