Imagine being immortal,and looking at the world getting destroyed bit by bit,knowing that they all will die one day and you’ll end up floating through the universe and may fall to another planet,starting a new life,and repeating that vicious circle,forever
When I looked for a hand You held up your fist When I looked for a hug You made sure not to miss And even though with time My skin turned black and blue I still would lie awake And only think of you I wished for some light But you had none to spare I tried to see you smile But you seemed not to care And even though i cried You still held me there I felt your hands land But i still somehow thought fair So as my light was dying I heard myself cry out The void already had you Things i didnt know about Even though you saw me scream And heard every shout You still thought i was wrong Trying to drag you out So i had to stop dreaming And as i lay awake I had to start my fire And i tried not to shake As i let go of your hand And you said my promises were fake I had to protect myself And let go of you in that lake And sometimes i still miss you The person i thought i could save But i became that person And i couldnt dig my own grave
@@es-rh8oo Here lies the divide between two paradigms: hope and despair. We all have to make the choice alone which one we allow our minds to operate in.
I listen to this in bed, I listen to this doing homework, I listen to this during breakdowns and panic attacks. Thank you for making videos like these.
Every single one of ya'll who came into this video immediately pulled in by the title and stayed for the music, ya'll are my people. Just accept it. Our introverted and socially traumatized ass just be listening to this on a rainy day while looking out the window imagining the scene outside just being warped out of existence by a black hole. Oddly specific I know 😂
This hit me bruv.. I jus be having multiple mental health issues, trust issues, lack of social skills due to anxiety, attachement issues which failed my first ... and probably only.. relationship. Fuck man it was... it is.. still painful the ptsd never goes away.. ah sorry if I shared too much.. anyway hope we'll find peace brother.. or fight everyday.. one day.. maybe one day.
when your just lost in the world and you just have the plan to just stay in your room with the raining balcony. This is a vibe that Sci-fi like or getting lost
I'm going through a really hard week in my life rn, grieving someone who's gone through his last scene of life. It is comforting to know he passed surrounded by friends and family and during his happiest years, but I can not help but feel that selfish human desire every now and again for him to come back. I can only wish peace of mind to everyone who knew him now.
@sakurafeathers691 I am sorry for your loss. Your not alone I also think that of amazing people who have left us, in my head the song "Running up that Hill" comes to mind. I wish I could trade places because they had so much more to live whereas I not as much.
Its been 3 months since you wrote that but i still wanna send my condolences. I literally cant imagine what that must feel like, im a very young person and the closest thing to losing a close family member that i had was when my dog died, but still not a human that was close to me. Im praying for you and yours 🙏
@@Duarteyahoo272 Thank you, and I hope you are okay after losing your pet. I know those pains as well, and I wish you solace 🫂 I am young, too (18). I didn't know the man personally, but I had looked up to him, a lot. He was young, he was courageous, he was perseverant, he was kind and humorous. He developed a community that I made so many friends in and changed my social life. I'd actually left that comment a year after his passing, around the same month I'd lost him.
this music is the warm hug I'd like to receive from my mother, I never will but at least music can make me feel protected thank u for this, whoever u r
You can do it and you can get through this. There will always be an obstacle and you will fall but you will rise again like the sun, rising everyday again and again. Never surrender just do it. with love..
this playlist instantly formed images of just pure nature and earth itself into my mind. bright green grass, wild flowers, rivers and streams and oceans, blue skys, clouds, fresh air, rain, sunsets and sunrises, trees, the moon and sun, stars in the night sky, song birds, lightning and thunder, animal life, the kind people, memories you made as a child, tropical islands, hot days and cold days, fluffy snow on a quiet winter day, vibrant and soft colors, mountains, fresh fruit and vegetables, waterfalls nowhere near urban life, jewels, aurora borealis, wind, soft soil, death, culture, cobblestone streets in villages, tears, fog, willow trees, blooming flowers of spring, fireflies, deep breaths, sleep, camping to feel what natures impact bc u aren't around it much, memories, mist, beaches, mammatus clouds, bioluminescent shores, sun halos, volcanic lightning, aurora australis, seasons, the smell of rain on pavement, snow crunching under your boots, the sound of wind blowing through the leaves, the feeling of soft snowflakes gently falling around you, when the wind feels like it could blow you away, the smell of freshly cut grass, warmth from the sun on your skin, when it feels like every grain of sand has come home with you from the beach, blood falls in Antarctica, rainbow eucalyptus trees, The Wave in Arizona, reflective self flats in Bolivia, Cenote underground natural spring in mexico, underwater forests in Kaindy Lake in Kazahkstan, sailing stones in death valley national park, fire rainbow in the sky, and all the other beautiful things in life. it was made for us to see, why else would we be here? thanks to GOD, we have everything we need.
Today I lost my mental battle and relapsed, I hate the regret afterwards. The painful reminder in the shower as it stings, when someone touches you and it hurts and you have to act normal, the hiding it and the guilt behind thinking if anyone finds out they’ll give up on you like the last one
I'm only crying everytime i listening to a relaxing music, and sad music ofc. People can't accept me in this world, this is painfull. I like to being a ghost, it's better than many people around me just bully me.
I see a Dream it walks away, never Knew how much it meant to me , I see you yet you chose to stray, never knew how much you meant to me, I stepped out into the Cool moonlight, the Dreams surrounded my lonely wallpaper of life, bows balloons and little yellow circles..... from the crib I was raised to streets you walk past me on , I see you, the wallpaper has changed but I will never leave you, how my memories immortalize you behind my eyes, I rest at night in a slumber thinking you will be alright, if you trip if you fall, I feel pain inside of me, I awake in the night arm outstretch holding onto the dreams of you.
Why do we ponder? Thoughts are my burden. I've falling into def ears, my own ears have shut down but I can hear everything in my mind, the ambience vibrates my heart as if there is still hope, that's just a lie I tell myself, if everlasting life is my curse then agony is my best friend, I imaging the world I live in, there are so many faces passing me by without a sound, but my frustrations to hear more than my thoughts is overwhelming, tears have been so continuous that only red outlines are present around my eye lids, I've ran out of tears and I can barely sleep at night, how can I feel so alone in this life with billions of people on the surface of this earth, I'll stare into everyone I come across to see if they can see me, but am a ghost, all I want is to feel a touch and the warmth of a friend, I'm invisible, I'll hide my pain with jokes and humor, but the smile last a short while and am left roaming alone again, I want to let go, I want to cry but there's no shoulders with my name, I see no end just distance ahead of me, more time....endless time, I've become no one, I am nobody, a black sheep lost amongst the wolves awaiting there meal, they drool in anticipation, even in my desire for life to end I remain standing with excitement ready for a fight. This is my life.
Sometimes it's hard to distinguish a broken person from an angel... You have a lot to fight for and many dreams to fulfill before leaving, I trust you won't give up. Rest well tonight.
I start college next year, I am going to be getting my Masters in Acting and dance. I always did theatre and attended the dance team at my high school. I lost my drive for it but for some reason I am turning 21 this year and something inside of me has just been wanting to manifest my dreams from when I was a little girl. ❤thanks I needed this! Foreal!
i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. (not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves)
To me it feels like this is a depiction of one's own hell. Perhaps the guy in life had a manic personality who needed instant gratification and material things. So he's forever tormented to a life of the mundane, with no possessions and nothing to grant him pleasure.
Really insightful. Also could work in other aspects of his psych. As in hes lost things he can never retrieve. Family, friends. Stricken with guilt and loneliness. Maybe hes lost his senses in other ways
Got nothing left in me…. Nothing left to give … Lost my mum to Covid , Lost everything… Met someone special - the most beautiful person- most beautiful soul … mind … heart … I messed it up …. Always do Even after Their situation wasn’t good Toxic environment I gave everything I had So they could move So they could get another chance at life At love They are living a good life now Happy I got one friend No family - don’t talk to them anymore toxic would be an upgrade for them…. I’m a loner through time … Loner through this existence…. Waiting for time to run out… I got nothing left in me…. Just autopilot Going through the motions …. My mask is wearing out But I remain Loner or not At least I helped one soul while I was here Never knew what love felt like…. Time didn’t exist with them …. The past didn’t exist…. Gotta move on….. ✨😔
It is difficult to distinguish broken people from angels... I trust that none of you will give up. (People who leave also give us one more reason to continue fighting, honor their memory and become the best version of yourself).
Don't know how to be anymore. Being alone is a conundrum that's bittersweet in the experience/existence of life. Numbness has it's perks as well as its pain. 🚶🏾♂️
Same here from India, Looking at stars and wondering how mysterious the universe is. We are built with the same elements within the universe, it shouldn't feel any separate entity, but the one within us
I have no friends and the only family I have is my grandmother, who I see as often as I’m able. There’s nothing that scares me more as she gets older and I cry every day
I really want to cry rn 🥲 I had just finished a few minutes ago and accidentally deleted it... The EPIC/weird dream I stayed up all night writing about because you made me remember and felt like sharing... I had even mentioned that I wrote it in my sleep journal but now I lost motivation 😭
I am looking for my home, it was around here, but now I am lost. The ashes confuses me, for everything looks the same. Tell me friend, do you know where I am now? Yes, I know where you are. Beneath the ashes lays your home, and everything else as well. Welcome back, we have been wanting for you.
ah... nothing else like home. The only thing that motivates me to go through every single hardship of life; experience the pain of discipline and master the art of being lonely, is the thought of going back home when it all comes to an end. i know it will be worth it
really love these musics, makes me feel peaceful and be able to accept all the things happened to me. btw may i ask where can i find that picture? I want to use it as my desktop background. Thanks!
Maybe everything's not going to be fine. Maybe everything's going to be horrible forever and there's nothing anyone can do. Maybe everything just sucks
Was really enjoying the music. Almost fell asleep twice in the 15 mins I was listening and two different times in that 15 mins had LOUD ads come on. :( wish I could finish it, but I can’t handle the blaring ads every 7 mins.
When you shred guitar and listen to lamb of god and testament and skeletal remains and symphony x and syslosis....and sneakily spend an equal amount of time floating through the serene and beautiful seas of atmospheric ambient music....
To anyone listening, your mind is an antenna to god. The universe is a holographic reflection of what you believe to be true. Earth is a school. Your parents and friends and encounters were chosen by you before birth. (listen to this playlist) and Imagine everyone in your life waving goodbye to you as you pass on to the next life. That feeling, the heavyness of your throat. Your eyes watering and that deep sense of appreciation for every little moment you were alive is the energy I want you to carry into tomorrow and express it to everyone you see, starting with yourself in the mirror. Cheers you brilliant beam of light made of stardust.
Thanks God for everything for every moment I live for this soul in my body thanks for the universe for putting me in those situations to make me better and stronger I'm grateful for everything I got and I'm manifesting. More and more
The beauty of music removes problems and relaxes the mind, so keep it up my friend and I'm always here to support you, I added your subs. thank you very much for sharing
We the unappreciated, The nobodies, who have been doing so much for so long, with so little, that we are now qualified to do anything with nothing, an we will inherit a world not fit to live on, from those who have done so little with so much that they couldn’t do anything without everything…
So I’m probably the only person who actually lays down at night with this in my headphones eyes closed just thinking how happy I’d be if I was dying and how at peace this music would make me feel while doing so… it’s okay 😂
bro, you're sad? wake up, stand up, rise brother, this is not over. this is not the end. you can still do it. but do it now, rise, brother... don't ever give up otherwise... you can listen to some darkcore and things will get even darker :3
As a guy who just saw his grandma in her last moments of life, I can tell you that this video is nothing like the actual "last scene of life" This music is super chill and relaxing.
Time is 4 am and I'm fucking lying on bed thinking about how miserable I am, about what I lost and it was my fault. I really just want to rid of these thoughts.
Well your not alone but dont beat yourself for right decisions what you made in one moment turned bad in another thets turn of events past gone,if you can fix it or move and smile remembering it if cant .Im here coz ive decided to have summer for me go on sea and enyoj my free time after 5+years of working every day of it.And then quit all after 1 month to go again work,why did i do thet no idea but to be honest when i come back on sea everything will be sweater and will have better fell coz il miss it so hard .Have a nice dreams :)
@@tomokcro you know that everything hits you harder at night hah, you just start thinking about your life and realize what another choice you could have done, over and over again. Anyway thank you for advice and support, your story sounds inspiring to be honest
Hey man. Shit can get tough man like I used to really love alcohol. I would get into these crazy cycles of writing drunk. And locking myself in room. Then it clicked I am young, I have time. We're never running out of time we're always running in. I worked so unforgivingly hard for 2 years. And now I can proudly say I am happy. Much love goes out to you man. Stay positive as much as you can. Don't lose who you are.
Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Feel in your head. Keep it inside. Turn it into love for them. Every sad, abusive feeling and every painful memory. Every piece of fear. Turn it all into love for them. Just hold. Wait. It will pass. Turn it all into love for them. Turn it all into love. If it's the only thing you do. Turn it all into love. How? Be alone. Be you. Let go. Sit back and breathe. Wait... And it will become love.
The Equalizer Teri : You and I know what I really am. Robert McCall : I think you can be anything you wanna be. Teri : Maybe in your world, Robert. Doesn't really happen that way in mine. Robert McCall : Change your world. Teri : [about his book] What's your new
I'm lying in my bed, it's Sunday, I should be sleeping, but my head doesn't seem to stop, and also at the same time, there seems to be nothing in it, I no longer know what to do.
Imagine that you can have a place all to yourself and you can enter it whenever you want but the (insurance) is that you must enter it when you are alone, really only yours, only yours
in the end i just dont know what to do with how overwhelmingly complex this life and the infinite interpretations that could be made.. ig i need to find one interpretation.. one understanding.. and paint a story.. or try to anyway..
Guys i thought she was the one we spend 6 months together listening to this and suddenly everything has changed, she stop calling me and barely texted, now after a year she got married.. im so fucked up..
You’ll wake up tomorrow and it’ll feel the same and the next day but then you’ll wake up one day and it won’t feel like that. You’ll have moved on with your life and one day she’ll probably get a divorce but who cares because at that point you’ve long forgotten about her. You got this.
@@aloneuniversee You're just pointing me to the same playlist a bunch of other ambient channels do. Credit the artists HERE on youtube to drive traffic to them after you got your view off of their back.
Imagine being immortal,and looking at the world getting destroyed bit by bit,knowing that they all will die one day and you’ll end up floating through the universe and may fall to another planet,starting a new life,and repeating that vicious circle,forever
how sad
and then an ad comes in...
The truth about immortality is never what it seems
I'd be ok with it.
Wow Brother, what a thought..
When I looked for a hand
You held up your fist
When I looked for a hug
You made sure not to miss
And even though with time
My skin turned black and blue
I still would lie awake
And only think of you
I wished for some light
But you had none to spare
I tried to see you smile
But you seemed not to care
And even though i cried
You still held me there
I felt your hands land
But i still somehow thought fair
So as my light was dying
I heard myself cry out
The void already had you
Things i didnt know about
Even though you saw me scream
And heard every shout
You still thought i was wrong
Trying to drag you out
So i had to stop dreaming
And as i lay awake
I had to start my fire
And i tried not to shake
As i let go of your hand
And you said my promises were fake
I had to protect myself
And let go of you in that lake
And sometimes i still miss you
The person i thought i could save
But i became that person
And i couldnt dig my own grave
May spirit be with you!! D'x
@@coolMan-ex1gd I did I write when I'm sad and Ive had a couple of pretty abusive relationships
beautiful
cadence isnt perfect but overall pretty nice
utsukushii
This music makes me feel that everything's gonna be ok
Even if it won't be?
@@es-rh8oo Here lies the divide between two paradigms: hope and despair. We all have to make the choice alone which one we allow our minds to operate in.
@@Sound0freason wise words. Thank you
You are wrong 😢 nothing gonna be ok 😢😢😢😢
I hope so..
I listen to this in bed, I listen to this doing homework, I listen to this during breakdowns and panic attacks. Thank you for making videos like these.
i get it
Every single one of ya'll who came into this video immediately pulled in by the title and stayed for the music, ya'll are my people. Just accept it. Our introverted and socially traumatized ass just be listening to this on a rainy day while looking out the window imagining the scene outside just being warped out of existence by a black hole.
Oddly specific I know 😂
This hit me bruv.. I jus be having multiple mental health issues, trust issues, lack of social skills due to anxiety, attachement issues which failed my first ... and probably only.. relationship. Fuck man it was... it is.. still painful the ptsd never goes away.. ah sorry if I shared too much.. anyway hope we'll find peace brother.. or fight everyday.. one day.. maybe one day.
I like your comment but why do you have a mask on?
Energy doesn't just disappear. It just changes into different forms. We are energy
yeah, it just vanishes into the ground and in the air
We only get to experience this once huh? Nice seeing all these comments. Glad to have others like me listening. What a life.. what a journey
when your just lost in the world and you just have the plan to just stay in your room with the raining balcony. This is a vibe that Sci-fi like or getting lost
You're 🙂
I'm going through a really hard week in my life rn, grieving someone who's gone through his last scene of life. It is comforting to know he passed surrounded by friends and family and during his happiest years, but I can not help but feel that selfish human desire every now and again for him to come back. I can only wish peace of mind to everyone who knew him now.
@sakurafeathers691 I am sorry for your loss. Your not alone I also think that of amazing people who have left us, in my head the song "Running up that Hill" comes to mind. I wish I could trade places because they had so much more to live whereas I not as much.
Its been 3 months since you wrote that but i still wanna send my condolences. I literally cant imagine what that must feel like, im a very young person and the closest thing to losing a close family member that i had was when my dog died, but still not a human that was close to me. Im praying for you and yours 🙏
@@Duarteyahoo272 Thank you, and I hope you are okay after losing your pet. I know those pains as well, and I wish you solace 🫂 I am young, too (18).
I didn't know the man personally, but I had looked up to him, a lot. He was young, he was courageous, he was perseverant, he was kind and humorous. He developed a community that I made so many friends in and changed my social life. I'd actually left that comment a year after his passing, around the same month I'd lost him.
this music is the warm hug I'd like to receive from my mother, I never will but at least music can make me feel protected
thank u for this, whoever u r
Laying in bed on my day off clean house 🏠 smoking to best indica just listening to this headphones in. My mind is a calm ocean
bro i want that while lazing on a pool ~~~
Sounds like the best life....
I wanna Join....!!!! Best way to appreciate these kind of music ❤️🔥💯
This is pretty awesome....
Yess my friend
You can do it and you can get through this. There will always be an obstacle and you will fall but you will rise again like the sun, rising everyday again and again. Never surrender just do it. with love..
Thanks. I needed this. Failed one of my University exams.
Life goes on man and sometimes you gotta look back and realize you ain’t going to take it back and wish the past could of been better
Your on to something with this idea, bringing some form of peace and closure to all of us.
🖤
No alone. No body it's alone. God is with you, me everybody and see you and love you. The life it's precious. Valérie from France 🇫🇷
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this playlist instantly formed images of just pure nature and earth itself into my mind. bright green grass, wild flowers, rivers and streams and oceans, blue skys, clouds, fresh air, rain, sunsets and sunrises, trees, the moon and sun, stars in the night sky, song birds, lightning and thunder, animal life, the kind people, memories you made as a child, tropical islands, hot days and cold days, fluffy snow on a quiet winter day, vibrant and soft colors, mountains, fresh fruit and vegetables, waterfalls nowhere near urban life, jewels, aurora borealis, wind, soft soil, death, culture, cobblestone streets in villages, tears, fog, willow trees, blooming flowers of spring, fireflies, deep breaths, sleep, camping to feel what natures impact bc u aren't around it much, memories, mist, beaches, mammatus clouds, bioluminescent shores, sun halos, volcanic lightning, aurora australis, seasons, the smell of rain on pavement, snow crunching under your boots, the sound of wind blowing through the leaves, the feeling of soft snowflakes gently falling around you, when the wind feels like it could blow you away, the smell of freshly cut grass, warmth from the sun on your skin, when it feels like every grain of sand has come home with you from the beach, blood falls in Antarctica, rainbow eucalyptus trees, The Wave in Arizona, reflective self flats in Bolivia, Cenote underground natural spring in mexico, underwater forests in Kaindy Lake in Kazahkstan, sailing stones in death valley national park, fire rainbow in the sky, and all the other beautiful things in life. it was made for us to see, why else would we be here? thanks to GOD, we have everything we need.
Initially I was tired, but then I relaxed because it can't be changed anymore
Today I lost my mental battle and relapsed, I hate the regret afterwards. The painful reminder in the shower as it stings, when someone touches you and it hurts and you have to act normal, the hiding it and the guilt behind thinking if anyone finds out they’ll give up on you like the last one
Every morning is a new opportunity to do well, make better decisions, as long as there is life there is hope.
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Words can’t explain how this video made me feel. Slept beautifully. Thank you 💛🙏🏽😴
I'm only crying everytime i listening to a relaxing music, and sad music ofc. People can't accept me in this world, this is painfull. I like to being a ghost, it's better than many people around me just bully me.
Seek Jesus Christ.
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I accept you ❤r❤r
I see a Dream it walks away, never Knew how much it meant to me , I see you yet you chose to stray, never knew how much you meant to me, I stepped out into the Cool moonlight, the Dreams surrounded my lonely wallpaper of life, bows balloons and little yellow circles..... from the crib I was raised to streets you walk past me on , I see you, the wallpaper has changed but I will never leave you, how my memories immortalize you behind my eyes, I rest at night in a slumber thinking you will be alright, if you trip if you fall, I feel pain inside of me, I awake in the night arm outstretch holding onto the dreams of you.
As I run away from my problems I realized all I needed was nature
when everything is gone nature is the last thing we have left - Jack Stabur
Why do we ponder? Thoughts are my burden. I've falling into def ears, my own ears have shut down but I can hear everything in my mind, the ambience vibrates my heart as if there is still hope, that's just a lie I tell myself, if everlasting life is my curse then agony is my best friend, I imaging the world I live in, there are so many faces passing me by without a sound, but my frustrations to hear more than my thoughts is overwhelming, tears have been so continuous that only red outlines are present around my eye lids, I've ran out of tears and I can barely sleep at night, how can I feel so alone in this life with billions of people on the surface of this earth, I'll stare into everyone I come across to see if they can see me, but am a ghost, all I want is to feel a touch and the warmth of a friend, I'm invisible, I'll hide my pain with jokes and humor, but the smile last a short while and am left roaming alone again, I want to let go, I want to cry but there's no shoulders with my name, I see no end just distance ahead of me, more time....endless time, I've become no one, I am nobody, a black sheep lost amongst the wolves awaiting there meal, they drool in anticipation, even in my desire for life to end I remain standing with excitement ready for a fight. This is my life.
It's our lives
Sometimes it's hard to distinguish a broken person from an angel... You have a lot to fight for and many dreams to fulfill before leaving, I trust you won't give up. Rest well tonight.
How are you now brother
Very much so 🤝🏾
“so this is what it feels like”
I start college next year, I am going to be getting my Masters in Acting and dance. I always did theatre and attended the dance team at my high school. I lost my drive for it but for some reason I am turning 21 this year and something inside of me has just been wanting to manifest my dreams from when I was a little girl. ❤thanks I needed this! Foreal!
Best of luck! You got this
I hope you achieve all your dreams. ✨
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
(not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves)
Its' an nice sentiment that makes alot of difference. That a person can geniuely say a few good words, to uplift an everyone day. Thx 😊
The music of how I felt my whole life thanks to Jesus Christ I don't feel as alone in this world in this vast universe
To me it feels like this is a depiction of one's own hell. Perhaps the guy in life had a manic personality who needed instant gratification and material things. So he's forever tormented to a life of the mundane, with no possessions and nothing to grant him pleasure.
Really insightful. Also could work in other aspects of his psych. As in hes lost things he can never retrieve. Family, friends. Stricken with guilt and loneliness. Maybe hes lost his senses in other ways
Listening to music every morning is great! Wish you have relaxing moments with music 🥰
Never had anyone close to me to miss
Got nothing left in me….
Nothing left to give …
Lost my mum to Covid ,
Lost everything…
Met someone special - the most beautiful person- most beautiful soul … mind … heart …
I messed it up ….
Always do
Even after
Their situation wasn’t good
Toxic environment
I gave everything I had
So they could move
So they could get another chance at life
At love
They are living a good life now
Happy
I got one friend
No family - don’t talk to them anymore toxic would be an upgrade for them….
I’m a loner through time …
Loner through this existence….
Waiting for time to run out… I got nothing left in me…. Just autopilot
Going through the motions
…. My mask is wearing out
But I remain
Loner or not
At least I helped one soul while I was here
Never knew what love felt like….
Time didn’t exist with them ….
The past didn’t exist….
Gotta move on…..
✨😔
It is difficult to distinguish broken people from angels... I trust that none of you will give up.
(People who leave also give us one more reason to continue fighting, honor their memory and become the best version of yourself).
Peace, truth, and understanding to this world.
Don't know how to be anymore. Being alone is a conundrum that's bittersweet in the experience/existence of life. Numbness has it's perks as well as its pain. 🚶🏾♂️
Can 3:00am come yet so I can drive to the inlet and listen to this while staring at the stars.
Go on! Cheers from Mexico, from another guy looking at the stars
@@FelixxxOficial Same here looking up from Germany.
Lookin up from Australia champ
what is an inlet?
Same here from India, Looking at stars and wondering how mysterious the universe is. We are built with the same elements within the universe, it shouldn't feel any separate entity, but the one within us
I have no friends and the only family I have is my grandmother, who I see as often as I’m able. There’s nothing that scares me more as she gets older and I cry every day
I love playlist like these they help me think
think what ? your life ?
Your music really captures the different moods and emotions well ,excellent work....❤
You did it. You made it. Now remember all the faces who fell with you along the way.
I really want to cry rn 🥲 I had just finished a few minutes ago and accidentally deleted it... The EPIC/weird dream I stayed up all night writing about because you made me remember and felt like sharing... I had even mentioned that I wrote it in my sleep journal but now I lost motivation 😭
I carry them with me through each success. I didn't do it. WE did it
This music makes me even more sad 😭
I don’t know where my road ends, but I can control what lies ahead.
All are truly one. There is no you, there is no me, there is no they, there is no we…All are truly one… All are only truly one…
I am looking for my home, it was around here, but now I am lost. The ashes confuses me, for everything looks the same. Tell me friend, do you know where I am now?
Yes, I know where you are. Beneath the ashes lays your home, and everything else as well. Welcome back, we have been wanting for you.
ah... nothing else like home. The only thing that motivates me to go through every single hardship of life; experience the pain of discipline and master the art of being lonely, is the thought of going back home when it all comes to an end. i know it will be worth it
he is not alone he is with HIM
really love these musics, makes me feel peaceful and be able to accept all the things happened to me.
btw may i ask where can i find that picture? I want to use it as my desktop background. Thanks!
Maybe everything's not going to be fine. Maybe everything's going to be horrible forever and there's nothing anyone can do. Maybe everything just sucks
Was really enjoying the music. Almost fell asleep twice in the 15 mins I was listening and two different times in that 15 mins had LOUD ads come on. :( wish I could finish it, but I can’t handle the blaring ads every 7 mins.
Install an adblocker-I did. It makes a world of difference
Been on a better youreself journey and sober will from now come to this comment yearly. Love you all❤ will use this comment as a sort of journal 🎉😂
When you shred guitar and listen to lamb of god and testament and skeletal remains and symphony x and syslosis....and sneakily spend an equal amount of time floating through the serene and beautiful seas of atmospheric ambient music....
In Truth, all is well. Be at peace.
This is amazing, damn. Sehr schön entspannend .
perfect song for certain areas in my game
What is your games name?
today is my last day, depression has won. This is the last song I listen to before leaving. Goodbye..
If you are still alive... please answer...
pathetic cringe comment
I hope my last scene isn’t filled with regret
This is amazing, damn
Sehr schön 🏞 🏞 🏞 entspannend ❤
To anyone listening, your mind is an antenna to god. The universe is a holographic reflection of what you believe to be true. Earth is a school. Your parents and friends and encounters were chosen by you before birth. (listen to this playlist) and Imagine everyone in your life waving goodbye to you as you pass on to the next life. That feeling, the heavyness of your throat. Your eyes watering and that deep sense of appreciation for every little moment you were alive is the energy I want you to carry into tomorrow and express it to everyone you see, starting with yourself in the mirror. Cheers you brilliant beam of light made of stardust.
Jesus Christ is the answer.
Ybudxasr❤r
Hbjader❤r
Thanks God for everything for every moment I live for this soul in my body thanks for the universe for putting me in those situations to make me better and stronger I'm grateful for everything I got and I'm manifesting. More and more
amazing!!!
🖤
"Life is going dimmer, your eyes glare the sun, but the job is never done"
The beauty of music removes problems and relaxes the mind, so keep it up my friend and I'm always here to support you, I added your subs. thank you very much for sharing
I'm not such a party pooper when I'm formally invited to the party.
I don't pick up on social cues well.
9:25 The voices in the background… are canceling out the voices in my head. If there is such a thing as tomorrow, I hope it brings happiness for me...
Goodnight 💤💤
We the unappreciated, The nobodies, who have been doing so much for so long, with so little, that we are now qualified to do anything with nothing, an we will inherit a world not fit to live on, from those who have done so little with so much that they couldn’t do anything without everything…
So I’m probably the only person who actually lays down at night with this in my headphones eyes closed just thinking how happy I’d be if I was dying and how at peace this music would make me feel while doing so… it’s okay 😂
bro, you're sad? wake up, stand up, rise brother, this is not over. this is not the end. you can still do it. but do it now, rise, brother... don't ever give up otherwise... you can listen to some darkcore and things will get even darker :3
Then let's keep fighting in the dark until it devours us completely :3
I like being alone :)
As a guy who just saw his grandma in her last moments of life, I can tell you that this video is nothing like the actual "last scene of life" This music is super chill and relaxing.
@Dannydolan88 thank you for your kind words. 👍
What introverts see: Ahh... finally!
17:46 anyone knows the name of this song? Its so freaking cool like this video!
Woooo thanks bro!
we are not alone
dad i just want you to treat me like im your little girl still
i don’t want to grow up
please don’t stop loving me
Time is 4 am and I'm fucking lying on bed thinking about how miserable I am, about what I lost and it was my fault. I really just want to rid of these thoughts.
Well your not alone but dont beat yourself for right decisions what you made in one moment turned bad in another thets turn of events past gone,if you can fix it or move and smile remembering it if cant .Im here coz ive decided to have summer for me go on sea and enyoj my free time after 5+years of working every day of it.And then quit all after 1 month to go again work,why did i do thet no idea but to be honest when i come back on sea everything will be sweater and will have better fell coz il miss it so hard .Have a nice dreams :)
@@tomokcro you know that everything hits you harder at night hah, you just start thinking about your life and realize what another choice you could have done, over and over again.
Anyway thank you for advice and support, your story sounds inspiring to be honest
Hey man. Shit can get tough man like I used to really love alcohol. I would get into these crazy cycles of writing drunk. And locking myself in room. Then it clicked I am young, I have time. We're never running out of time we're always running in. I worked so unforgivingly hard for 2 years. And now I can proudly say I am happy. Much love goes out to you man. Stay positive as much as you can. Don't lose who you are.
Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect. Disconnect.
Feel in your head. Keep it inside.
Turn it into love for them.
Every sad, abusive feeling and every painful memory. Every piece of fear.
Turn it all into love for them.
Just hold. Wait. It will pass.
Turn it all into love for them.
Turn it all into love.
If it's the only thing you do.
Turn it all into love.
How?
Be alone. Be you. Let go. Sit back and breathe. Wait...
And it will become love.
The Equalizer
Teri : You and I know what I really am.
Robert McCall : I think you can be anything you wanna be.
Teri : Maybe in your world, Robert. Doesn't really happen that way in mine.
Robert McCall : Change your world.
Teri : [about his book] What's your new
i would adore to be like this forever,,as long as i had acid for trippin,,instant coffee,,a nd endless chicken wings,,regular bbq would do...
I'm lying in my bed, it's Sunday, I should be sleeping, but my head doesn't seem to stop, and also at the same time, there seems to be nothing in it, I no longer know what to do.
I've been able to actually channel all my anger and sadness in breathing techniques, and managing to release it all to my sword.
But you support my life.
이 노래를듣고 현자가되었다
I understand and I really understand
Sometimes i ask myself why i feel so sad and upset…
only you feel that
Thank you
Thats what music is about
Listening to this in 2x is way better
Imagine that you can have a place all to yourself and you can enter it whenever you want but the (insurance) is that you must enter it when you are alone, really only yours, only yours
49:00 does anyone know the name of this song? It's beautiful.
What's the song called around 11:00? Been trying to find it on Spotify but no luck
in the end i just dont know what to do with how overwhelmingly complex this life and the infinite interpretations that could be made.. ig i need to find one interpretation.. one understanding.. and paint a story.. or try to anyway..
🖤
last scene of life, eternal scene of the hereafter.
Tx bro, mendengar audio ini membuat otak saya jadi adem
I have 4 ads in the first 10 minutes I am starting to really hate You Tube
Nobody loves me either.. Especially my husband. He makes me 😢
I first thought, its the last footage of the titanic boat that just sunk haha lol
Guys i thought she was the one we spend 6 months together listening to this and suddenly everything has changed, she stop calling me and barely texted, now after a year she got married.. im so fucked up..
You’ll wake up tomorrow and it’ll feel the same and the next day but then you’ll wake up one day and it won’t feel like that. You’ll have moved on with your life and one day she’ll probably get a divorce but who cares because at that point you’ve long forgotten about her.
You got this.
@@the1abstrakt 100% this, that's very solid advice
@@the1abstrakt this hits hard, but damn youre right man.... well said
Somehow I expected an Enya song going by this title.
Can we also get artist timestamps or track timestamps if you're the OG artist? I think everyone would love those!
@@aloneuniversee You're just pointing me to the same playlist a bunch of other ambient channels do. Credit the artists HERE on youtube to drive traffic to them after you got your view off of their back.
Thank you.
she said she doesn't feel it anymore i am mess now haha
Yes!