i remember about 6 years ago listening to this with my cousin laying in the middle of a field at my family’s old farmhouse in the middle of nowhere looking at the clear night sky’s. the moon was bright and there were a lot of stars. it’s a great memory me and my cousin have :)
this one is such a fucking gem. evokes such a specific feeling... simple but masterful songwriting. i can't imagine hearing this back when alex was first starting
Day 8: I went to the doctor for a check-up, i'm not sure when the results will arrive, but hopefully everything will be ok, the doctor was really kind!! I took a nice&long walk since i wanted to enjoy the sun light. I found some beautiful flowers which i dried up and placed them on my flower book. I took the rest of the day to read a book. I got a cup of coffe and sat on my balcony, the book was "The Little Prince", i must have read this book 5 times, it brings me a lot of comfort. Today was a nice day.
Day 106: I had lunch at my friend's house an stayed there all the afternoon. We watched some movies, painted eachother's nails and some other things. Even tough it was fun, i obviously got really tired by the end of the noon. I waited for my mom to pick me up, but since my friend lives in the center of the city i was a bit scared of being robbed or that something bad would happen to me, so i stayed inside one of the last open stores to stay a bit safer. Today was a nice day.
Day 278: Me and mom went for a walk in the morning, on our way we walked in front of a house that had two very friendly dogs, of course we could only pet them through the fence, but they were two really good boys. I painted my nails but i ended smearing them after i took a shower, i'll just re-do them tomorrow. I had a lot of time to do a lot of things these past days since i had no school, but overall i drew a lot. Today was a nice day.
ive been crazy obsessed with this song lately. i breath it, i eat it, i watch it every single day. I am literally in love with this song. Everytime i want to cry i listen to this. Everytime i feel incompetant i listen to this. Everytime i feel in love i listen to this. This is literally my anthem
Day 186: the beach was nice, but i missed home a lot. I woke up a bit later than usual since the trip back was really long and tiring, but i still got to enjoy the day. I went out for a walk and bought my favorite drink, that for some reason i couldn't found at any store when i went to the beach. And of course i spent a lot of time with my dog, 4 days apart doesnt seem like much, but it was enough to make me miss her an awful lot. Today was a nice day
Day 78: I cried because of dad again. I was helping him with some things at his office and i ended up forgetting my wallet when i got home. He texted me in the middle of class, insulting me and calling me a lot of names simply because i forgot the wallet. I know that a wallet is a essential item and it was irresponsible of me to forget it, but it was unnecessary to call me thise things and insult me like that. I tried to not cry during class, but some tears escaped, luckily my friend comforted me. I cried and let it all out when i got home, which was nice, but i'm still apprehensive because of my father Today was a bad day.
Day 318: It's been really cold again. I made tomato soup with toast for lunch, i think i didnt put enough water since it was a bit too sour, but it still tasted good, especially with the toast. I went for a walk, but i didnt go as far as i wanted because it was too cold and starting to get dark. Today was a nice day
I read my book today I wonder if I'll get an a I raised my hand today I wonder if you'll know my name I wandered back and forth I wonder what my life is worth I wandered back and forth I think im on the second floor and I remeber you and I know what you can do and I know youd do it too if time would just let you i am a rocker now I am a rocker now and ill do whatever the fuck I want and I am a cannibal I am a cannibal and ill eat whatever the fuck I want are you okay im not okay in fact im sick today I saw a picture of my face I look like a disgrace you dont know me im on the floor but im just there to explore and I remember you and I know what you can do and I know what you can do and you know I'd do it for you :-)
Day 308: Dad has inally leaved me alone for some time, he was very insistent but i think he understood why i dont want to talk to him. Today was one of my cousin's birthday and we went to a restaurant. The food wasnt very good on my opinion, but my family seemed to like it and we had a good time overall :D Today was a nice day.
im only 16 and i just found alex g this year, but lets just say i can see myself telling my kids about how great of an artist he was. He definitely plays such a big role in my teenage life, i cant imagine all the times ive cried to his songs or associated them with special people in my life. I LOV YOU ALEX my life would be boring af without you
Day 31: My uncle invited us to visit the countryside house he just bought. I'm really happy for him since he's been saving and planning this house for the past 4 years, he built it from zero near a lake. I got to take a swim with my little cousin since it's a lakeside house, we tought about fishing, but the only fishing rod we had was completely broken, so we decided to leave it for another day. I was really tired when i got home because of how much i swam, and i took a quick nap. Today was a nice day
Me with the Crane Wives. But seriously music can really change someone. I was able to love myself more and truly appreciate life with it. Crane Wives introduced me to it, and now I’m here enjoying this work of art.
Day 267: I woke up and went to school as usual, the gate was closed and i got a bit worried because i was late, but when i checked with the secretary, she told me that there would be no class because of a teachers meeting. I found it weird since no one told me anything about it, but at least i got to sleep a bit more. My dog has gotten way better after the vet visited us, her itchiness dissapeared and she's not sick anymore. Today was a nice day.
I often listen to this song and I like this artist. He's my favorite. I often see your comments and I like them. They make me feel better. A few weeks ago I attempted suicide. I was too drunk and didn't take enough pills to die. After this, I only suffer more and my mental health is at zero. All my thoughts boil down to a second suicide attempt. I'm drunk now, and I plan to be drunk. I speak English poorly so the text may look strange, I wrote it through a translator
@@jordsealco7265 hey man, i dont know you and i dont know what you're going through, but it'll get better, i promise it will. You're stronger than what's making you feel this way, you'll rise above it. You're important and you're loved even thought you may not know it.
Day 253: I finished my part of a science project, i tried to paint the illustrations on it with watercolor, but the paper ended up ripping because of the water and i had to re-do it completely. I just ended up printing the images and glueing it to the project. Im still looking for a mother's day gift and i think that ill buy mom a perfume or a lotion since she really likes those. Today was a nice day.
Day 263: My class made a surprise birthday party for our math teacher. We asked permission for the principal and we raised some money to buy a cake. The teacher really seemed to like the party. We thought that the cake was too small, but everyone got to have at least one slice. My sketchbook ran out of blank pages and i went to buy a new one. But i couldnt find any unlined notebook, and when i did they were very expensive for some reason. I'll probably just buy one online Today was a nice day.
Day 19: Another day, another school project. My teacher told us we should do a "cinema in a box" about a especific historic event of my country. I had to print some images and put them all together so i could roll them around 2 tubes, i also used a box. In the end it actually looked pretty good. it's been a while since i actually meditated, so i tried a guided 10 minute one today, it really helped me get more relaxed after school The results of my medical appointment came in the mail today while i was at school, im glad to say that my health is completely fine! I still didn't buy the missing string to the guitar, but i downloaded a guitar practice app, it helped a bit, i tried playing some songs, i got to make it not sound too bad. Today was a nice day.
I can tell this is your favorite song just because of the lyrics in ur bio and because this is the song you post your updates on the very most, even though I’ve seen them on some other songs. didn’t really have anything I wanted to say, just notice little things like this. other than that, proud of you for being able to consistently post updates and keeping your word, and from what I’ve seen most of them were good days. so proud of you for that too. 👍
Day 301: Dad messaged me again, i ignored him for my own good. I'm trying to get as distant as possible, but i always end up feeeling guilty and talking to him again even tho i know i'm just humiliating myself by doing this. I went on a walk and found a house that had 6 kittens and a mum cat in front of the house. The owner of the house said that the kittens had been born about 1 month ago. He even asked me if i didnt want to bring one of them home with me since they'll be putting them for adoption soon. But sadly i had to decline. Today was a normal day.
Day 228: I've been working on a science project for a lot of time now, it's honestly the most boring project i had this year. I need to make a lot of drawing for it and also some writing, but at least she gave us a long due date. I've been meaning to learn a new language for some time, i tried russian and ended giving up. And now i'm picking up italian and i honestly think i'm doing pretty well on it so far!! Today was a nice day.
Day 285: I went to a festa junina with mom, grandma, my aunt and my cousin. I ate a pastel and a churro, there were a lot of other things to eat and do, but i was a bit tired because of a trip back home from a little travel that we did. So i just walked around a bit and talked to a friend who was also there. Dad messaged me for the first time since february, he says hell pass by tomorrow to bring me some things, but i really dont want to see him, so ill ask my mom to get whatever he's bringing me. I dont know why he just messaged me pretending that he didnt ignore me for the last 4 months. But i dont owe anything to him, and i wont let him make me upset again. Today was a nice day.
@@ebonapar1 cara o pior é q tem um monte de gente q faz isso, mas eu acho q o mais popular é com certeza o Mr. Tortilla, eu mesma me inspirei mto nele pra fazer o diário
Day 282: My teachers went on a strike this week, mom decided it would be better to stay home, so i just went to school on monday, and i only had one class that day. My favorite mug ended up breaking, which i was expecting since i already had that mug for almost 3 years. I'll need to buy a new one tomorrow. Today was a nice day
Day 4: The first day of school since break wasnt so bad, but also wasnt all that good. I got to see my friends, they told me some of the fun things they did during break, and lots of them had new haircuts. I rlly wish the lunch we had during break would have been nicer, but i still got a taste of it even though i usually don't eat at school. Back to class again...looks like i had assignments i didn't even know about before we went on break, i finished some of them in class and i'll have to finish the other ones at home. But at the end of the day i could finally see my mom and my dog, i'm currently getting some rest. Today was a nice but tiring day.
Day 279: My uncle invited us over for lunch. My aunt had made chilli, and even tho i usually dont give a chance to chilli, it tasted really good. I painted my nails and did some more self-care things since tomorrow i have to go to school again (sadly), but i hear that there isnt going to have school on friday. I've been keeping up with my italian studies, and i can already write and understand some phrases! :D i still need to practice my pronounce. Today was a nice day.
Day 160: Mom is practically already cured, she didn't stay in bed like most days and actually was pretty active, we even baked a cake together. Last week of summer break is here. Im going to miss staying home, but i also miss going to school a bit. Today was a nice day.
Day 17: I returned back home in the morning, the trip back was longer than expect since the road was interdicted and we had to go through a longer way. I had lunch with my dad and my brother who came to visit us, it was really nice seeing my brother after so long and we got to talk a lot about what we did in those years we didn't see eachother. I found a buttercup and a daisy, which i sun-dried and placed on my flower book, the book still has a lot of place, i hope i can find some different flowers to place on it. Today was a nice day.
Day 37: I woke up later than usual today, i ate breakfast and immediately went out for a walk. It's been really sunny around here lately, i took a moment of my walk to look for some flowers, i found a bunch of dandelions and a purple flower, but i don't know exactly it's name, i placed them on flower book when i got home. I decided to re-watch Over The Garden Wall, the art in this show is simply beautiful, and the characters are amazing, Wirt is definitely my favorite. Today was a nice day.
Day 289: I've been working on a pretty cool art project lately. Me and the girl i paired up with are gonna have to storyboard some kind of dance and then make a stopmotion of it. I got the storyboard part and she got the stop motion part. We got a bit confused on which dance to choose, but in the end we decided to pick Hula. I've already done storyboarding for fun before, so its not so hard to work on the project ones, i still need to do some boards, but its going well so far. By the way, happy super late pride month
Day 9: Today i let myself wake up later than usual considering it's Saturday, i took a good stretch after getting off bed and made some breakfast. I took some special care of my hair while i listened to some music, taking care of myself honestly feels like a therapy, giving yourself some attention simply feels nice. I drew a bit, i'm currently learning anatomy and experimenting poses, i usually don't color my drawing, but i decided to give it some colours! I'm not a master at coloring but i think it turned out pretty good. Me and my mom went to the mall, we walked around while talking to eachother and of course, i bought some things, but mostly art materials and makeup. Today was a nice day.
Day 39: There was no school today because my school was doing a teacher planning, so i went to the commercial part of town. I had to go through a small grove on my way there, there was a part where almost all of the trees were all very young. I accidentally broke my earphones on my way, but i got to buy new ones when i reached the commercial part, i also bought a purse along with some other things. There was an eldery sir selling his hand-made paintings on a big sidewalk, they were mostly paintings of seaside landscapes. I asked him about the paintings and he told me he made them with memories from the small town he grew up in, it was pretty far from where i live, and it certainly looked like a really peaceful place. Today was a nice day.
Day 257: I was going to take mom to her favorite restaurant as a mother's day gift, but she wasnt feeling well in the morning and we decided not to go. Mom went to the doctor just to get checked and she's been there for almost 6 hours waiting for the results of a exam. I've been really worried about her, but hopefully it's nothing. Instead of going to the restaurant for lunch, we'll go for dinner if she's feeling better when she arrives. If she decides to stay home i'll have to think of another gift D: Today was a worried day.
Day 77: Saw II had an amazing plot twist and i'm now watching Saw III, so far so good. But i still don't know what's in the end of it. I went for a walk, but i got catched by rain mid-way, i had to hide inside one of the last restaurants open until the rain stopped. It hadn't fully stopped when i went back home, but my hoodie protected me a bit. Today was a nice day.
Day 252: Class was really boring and i had to do a test that i had completely forgotten about, but at least the subjects were easy. I went to get vaccinated in the afternoon, i had to take two vaccines, one in each arm, i don't really mind needles, i just hope my arms wont be hurting tomorrow. Today was a nice day.
Day 11: I remembered i had a guitar that i just left in my basement some while ago. I was gifted this guitar when i was really really young, so i had no idea how to play and wasnt interested in any type of instruments, so i just ended up forgetting abt it. But lately i've been rlly interest in music and i wanted to give it a try. The guitar didn't have one of the strings and was out of tune. I tried to play it the way i could, but it didn't turn out rlly good, i definitely will have to fix it in a lot of points. I finished one of my projects at school along with my group. It was rlly fun but the classroom was kind of chaotic, students everywhere, seeking for materials to get the work done. When i got home my grandma had made me some grilled cheese which tasted absolutely amazing, i'm pretty sure she used a special type of chesse. I tried to play the guitar again, this tine it turned out better than later, but i still have a lot to learn. Today was a nice day.
Day 273: Getting out of bed was really hard because of the cold weather, but tomorrow ill go to doctor (and get a sick note), mom let me skip school on wednesday , there's gonna have a town holiday on thursday and the school is probably gonna give us a day off on friday. So i practically get the week off. I'm really going back to drawing and doing creative things overall, yesterday i did a drawing on my new sketchbook, and today grandma asked me to do a painting on a kettle that she has. I painted some white roses on it, and it looked pretty good. Today was a nice day.
Day 45: I didn't sleep well last night and ended waking up late, but it wasnt really a problem, i still had some time to do all the things i needed to do. My uncle invited some members of the family to have lunch at his house. I played some rounds of Uno with my cousins and we even teached our grandma on how to play it, even though she said it was boring. I went out for a walk in the noon, it's been really hot here lately, so it had to be a smaller walk, but i still enjoyed it a lot Today was a nice day.
everytime i listen it reminds me of my deadbeat father that i used to love so much, i listened to this song with him in the car once and he ignored me for 4 years.
Day 142: Dad came to pick me up early. This time we had to go in his motorcycle and i almost had 7 heart attacks in every curve or whenever he would speed up. I've been afraid of riding motorcycles ever since i was little and i hope i never have to ride one ever again. After staying some time with dad, me and mom went to buy some School materials, but we got lost on our way trying to go to a new store that came out and we ended giving up. Today was a nice day.
in 9th grade my spotify stopped working so i used musi which has unreleased songs and i would just listen to this song on loop for the entire 1.5 hour classes
Day 238: School went by really fast today, but i had an arts projects that i just refused to do because it was way too embarassing, mostly because i didn't had a team and i didn't want to do a presentation alone in front of the whole class. Its kind of annoying to think that i've been disliking the arts subject only because i have a bad teacher. I went on a walk a little bit after lunch, but i had to come back home quickly cuz it started to rain. Today was a nice day.
Day 59: I wanted to make chai latte for the first time, i didn't have most of the ingredients and i had to go out to look for them. I struggled a lot to find Cardamom, especially because most stores were closed. But i luckily found it at a fair that i discovered by accident. I managed to get the chai latte ready kind of fast. It tasted amazing and tasted very good, and the slight spiciness adds a nice touch to it. Sadly, it didn't match with the current hot weather. Icould have served it cold, but it didn't come to my mind at the moment, but i still got to enjoy it, even though i had to drink it in front of a fan. Today was a nice day.
Day 42: My wrist was and still is hurting, i tried doing some movements with it to alleviate the pain but i think it only made it worse. Some of my classmates brought nail polish to school, we painted eachother's nails while the teacher wasnt in the classroom, we didn't got to finish some hands, but it was fun. I went to the school library for the first time in a while, they had some new books, i decided to read a bit of Don Quixote, i didn't brought the book home, but i'll probably get to finish the book during the time i stay in school Today was a nice day.
Recuerdo cuando me buleaban en la secundaria y llegaba a mi casa a escuchar esta canción del Alex g, y se sentía como un abrazo al corazón, que buenos tiempos
Day 30: I baked a chocolate cake today, i hold a lot of love for this recipe because it was the first thing my mom teached me how to bake when i was 7. I placed all the ingredients on the coaster and start to make the dough. In the end the cake turned out pretty well, i didn't ate any of it, but i shared a piece with my mom. I took a walk as i always do, in my way i found a kite on the floor, i don't know if it belonged to one of the children who were nearby or not, but i still picked it up and brought it with me, i don't actually know how to put a kite in the air, but i'll gift it to my cousin. I finally ate a piece of the cake i made along with a cup of coffe while studying the basics of the guitar online, i decided to start from the beggining, i think my process on learning how to play it will be only be slower if i rush into it. Today was a nice day P.s: one month of commenting!!
Day 155: Mom got a lot better today and went to the doctor to do sone examinations. While she was out, i did all the chores, which was tiring but needed and i also went for a quick walk after i rested. Today was a nice day.
Day 303: Even though i asked dad to leave me alone for some time, he's still messaging me. I've just been ignoring. I respected it when he stayed 5 months without talking to me, if he cant respect when i want some alone time that's just his problem. Me and my friend needed to make a story text during portuguese class, we got a bit too far with our imagination and we might not fit all the details we want to, but i think the story will turn out pretty good Today was a nice day.
Day 38: A book i ordered came in the mail, i started reading it today. So far it's a bit interesting, but i hope it'll becoke more interest as i keep reading it. I did the laundry and some other chores, i find doing domestic chores really relaxing for some reason (except for washing the dishes). I stayed out in the sun on my yard while i readed some more pages of my book, it soon started raining and i had to go back inside, but i made myself some hot cocoa, both sun and rain are nice wathers. Today was a nice day.
I remember a few years ago listening to this song on an Alex g playlist. I couldn’t use Spotify I was trapped in my room and just cried. This song helped me so much that day .
Day 243: Me, mom and grandma went to a lake. I brought a piece of bread with me so i could feed the ducks, but overall, we just walked around the lake and watched the sunset, we had to come back home earlier than we expected because grandma was not feeling well. I've been feeling throat pain and i think ill get a cold soon, but i've been taking some medicine. Today was a nice day.
@@chocolatebaunilha Alright then, peace be upon you Also I got to like day 74 before i skipped all the way to the current day because ADHD i guess 😭😭 couldn’t read it all
Day 6: Today i already woke up stressed up because of all the assignments i have to do. I spent most of my morning only doing homework. I had an awful lot of work to do at school too, i'll have to do 2 projects and study for a test next week. I had a piece of bread during break and that was the only thing i ate in 5 hours. My bus ended up getting late and i had to stay for another hour near school just waiting for the bus, i gor very angry because i couldn't just walk home because my house is too far away from the school, i also came home super late.. but thankfully i finally got home and had dinner after those hours of being hungry. I still have some homework to do. Today was a tiring day.
Day 102: Thursday class schedule is usually pretty boring, but i get to spend more times with my friends and chat with them. Summer is definitely already here and it's been hard to deal with the heat, but maybe i'll get to travel to a city that had a beach, so that's one of the benefits that comes with summer. Today was a nice day.
Day 68: I looked at my last entries and notices i've been feeling stressed lately, so i decided to try to remain calm during the day since the stress could affect me a lot. I stayed quiet and lost in my own thoughts during the day, of course i didn't ignore my classmates and family members, but i did everything to avoid any frustation, which actually worked really well. I actually got irritated with a school project, but it was just a small moment. Today was a nice day
Day 23: I started the day by taking a long walk, the wind was really strong, which didn't bother me, and actually, made the walk more pleasing. I tried drawing some instruments, i drew a violin, a guitar, a flute and the piano, out of all, the piano was the hardest to draw because i wanted to make it as detailed as possible. I finished reading "The Little Prince" again while i heard my neighbour playing his new trumpet, i was thinking on having some guitar lessons with him since he is a music teacher. Today was a nice day
Day 16: I woke up early to enjoy the day the more i can, i took a walk to explore the place right after breakfast, lots of nature and i could also ser the lake from afar. It's more of a desert place, not much people live here and i barely saw anyone's face except for my family. I went fishing with my uncle and my grandma after lunch, sadly we only catched 3, fishes, but it was worth the try. I also went for a swim in the noon, the water was rlly cold bit that didn't bother me, honestly, i could hear and see some ducks that were in the lake not too far from me, they were all adorable! We had a barbecue at night, we listened to a lot of music and i played cards with my cousins. It was really amazing to take this break from the routine. Today was a nice day.
Day 44: My mom wanted to have a special breakfast today, so we went to a bakery and got some special treats as long as some coffee. I never went to that bakery before, it had a cozy ambience and the food tasted delicious, especially the croissants. I painted my nails with some green nail polish. It was hard to handle it, the polish had a weird texture, i tought it was expired and threw it away, i used a more recently-bought one to paint my nails properly. Today was a nice day.
Day 15: Art class was rlly fun, we watched a short movie about the history of photography and we got to use a old camera to take pictures around the school. I left school sooner because i was going to a trip so my mom came to to pick me up. It was a 2 hours long car trip, glad that i had some movies installed, i re-watched the South Park Post-Covid Specials, i couldn't watch the second part entirely, but i finished watching it when i got to my destination. We arrived at the place a bit later than expected, but we went out to eat dinner in a nearby place, it's a small and very peaceful town. I have a lot of plans for tomorrow, maybe i'll go fishing and i'll definitely swim since the lake is pretty near from where i'm staying. Today was a nice day.
Day 3: Boring, to be honest i barely did anything interesting all day. Today was the last day of winter break where i live, just the thought of going back to school already made me tired. I always wondered why the last day of break always feels so weird, maybe it's because i don't like changes, especially in my routine. I always think about how much time i spend in school, 4 hours is a lot, i mean, i could have done way more pleasing things besides just going to school in those 4 hours. But sometimes school can also be pleasing, maybe because of your friends, that cool teacher who treats you nice or any other things. Sometimes i feel like im way too pessimistic about certain things, there's really no use in making yourself feel bad about something you know you'll have to go through, maybe just accepting it and try to feel nice about it will be way better for you. Today was a boring day.
Day 10: I didn't sleep very well last night, so i ate breakfast a did some small chores and went back to bed so i wouldn't be tired for the rest of the day. I went to a big pond on the afternoon. The weather was nice, there was a lot of people walking around and the water looked absolutely beautiful. Idk why but being in the middle of nature is one of the best feelings for me, i also got to feed some friendly ducks some bread crumbs! Returning home, i saw a ice cream shop i believe opened recently. I had a lot of distinct flavors, and i got to try matcha ice cream for the first time, definitely one of my new favorite flavors. At home i just listened to some music while relaxing with my dog. Today was a nice day. (10 days btw!!)
i love these comments you make! you inspire me to go out more and enjoy life itself and be grateful for just living. i hope you have a great day/night.
Day 224: I went to a birthday party of one of my mom's friend, nothing really exciting actually happened since i didn't knew most people there, i mostly just stayed swimming at the pool and ate a piece of cake, which was my favourite flavour luckily!! I came back home really tired and took a nap and i finished my geography homework afterwards Today was a nice day.
was revisiting old released unreleased and actual unreleased after going to a festival and showing some people alex. somehow post tiktok they didnt know. even at a folk festival? weird but i found dis shit here. wack af but i get it cause i used to write a ton of stuff like this too. just on reddit and not on here. hope ur life goes well man. stuff gets worse for a while until you figure out that you need to make it better. then when you do its not hard and it does get better.
Day 313: The two week break from school has started I've been continuing my studies on learning italian. I've read watching movies in a certain language can help you improve, so i watched Luca in italian. I managed to understand some words and phrases, but i obviously still need some practice. Dad still keeps messaging me, and i'm still ignoring him. I really dont get why he's being so insistant, i understand that he's upset, but its just not fair. Today was a nice day
I'm glad to see that your little break has begun, I want to say that I feel much better! I found a person who helped me find reasons to live. this person taught me how to deal with triggers and how to resist bad thoughts, because she also experienced similar problems. Im just happy now, and I like that feeling.
@@jordsealco7265 hey man, that's amazing to hear :D I'm glad you've been getting help, things will just keep getting better for you from now on. Stay safe!
Day 20: Idk why, but i thought a lot about a lot of things. The day started rlly cloudy and raining, while i was in my room, i just turned on some music and ended up staying a lot of time in my own head, i thought a lot about my childhood, myself, my relationships with people around me, about my future and a lot of other things. I think i worry too much, maybe i was just a bit emotional today, but sometimes i just think too much about my own existence. It feels sad, but it also feels comforting. I spent the whole day just in my thoughts, i didn't pay attention to class and got distracted by a lot of other little things, maybe that's why all the classes passed by so quickly. I did pay attention to my friends during break and of course to any other people whenever they talked to me. When i got back home i simply got more comfortable and...stopped thinking, it felt kind of weird going back to reality, i barely remember my day because of this big distraction. Today was a reflexive day.
Day 7: The first thing i did today was going to the dentist to adjust my braces, it was really quick, but it kinda hurt this time. I decided to not go to school today, i just felt really stressed out and since my teeth were hurting a lot, i decided to simply not go. I rested a lot but also worked a bit on my project, but most of the time i was just dwelling on my phone, without motivation. Today was a boring day
Day 130: I went to the park with my dog and spent almost the whole noon there, i bought an ice cream and watched her socialize with some other dogs, but she got confused when another dog wanted to play with her and started running around her and jumping, guess she's just a bit slow. I went with mom and grandma to my little cousin's house since it was her birthday, there wasn't a big party, just a cake and close family members, but i spent some time with my cousin and she told me about a recent trip she just did with her parents. Today was a nice day.
Day 247: I didn't had school today, so i took the morning to walk my dog. I've been picking art up again, im really motivated to learn anatomy the right way, so i've been taking some exercises and experimento to draw different poses, there are some methods that really help. But i still struggle a lot with drawing faces, so ill also have to take a look on that. Me and mom tried a new pasta recipe together, it was not authentic since we couldnt find pecorino absolutely anywhere, but i think it was close enough!! Today was a nice day.
Day 32: I felt really sick and thought it would be better to not go to school, turns out i have a fever, which made me unmotivated for the whole day. I stayed on in the sun on my balcony for some time so i could get some extra vitamin D, and of course took medicine. I felt better in the noon, practiced the guitar and played with my dog, but of course, i was still sick, and wasnt able to do a lot of activities, so i took most of the day to rest. Today was a nice day.
Day 5: Class was rlly boring today, the teachers barely gave us anything to do so i spent a lot of my time doing origami at school, i made a lot of little stars and a tsuru. During P.E we played rugby tag, which was fun, but i'm not actually good at sports. I drank some grape juice during break while i walked around school with my friend. When i got home my mom had made my favorite food! I finished some of my homework and i got to stargaze a bit. Today was a nice & normal day.
Day 126: Me and my family went to my aunt's house to celebrate christmas, each one brought something for the supper. We talked a lot and listened to some classical music. And we finally got to eat at midnight, some people from the other houses lit up fireworks and i had to lock myself and my dog in a room to try and calm her down. Today was a nice day.+merry Christmas.❤️
Day 195: I went to watch The Boy and The Heron on the cinema after school, the movie is not exactly recent, but it only arrived to Brazil just now. The movie was amazing just like Miyazaki's every other masterpiece, i definitely reccomend watching it. I've been trying to draw digitally, but I still need to learn how to color the drawing, i'm not aiming to make it look completely smooth, actually a bit pencil-ish (?) Today was a nice day.
that’s cool !! draw too !! i also try to make it look more pencillish, i always use the graphite pencil :,) although my ipad i use to draw on is completely broken so im back to traditional drawing 💪 how are you?? :)
Day 328: Last day of the 2 week break. At first i thought school would begin today, but i found out that there's gonna be a teacher conference so the school sorts out some things. So it will only begin tomorrow. Italian studies are going well! I can understand a lot of new things and even make some conversations, i've been using 2 apps that really makes things easier. One of my cousins is going to work on another city, so i went to visit her before she goes. Today was a nice day
Day 33: I still felt a bit sick when i woke up, but i couldn't just skip school for two days in a row, so i had to go. Apparently i missed a test which i would do tomorrow but they decided to apply it yesterday, i'm not sure if i'll be able to recover those points, but i hope it doesnt affect me too much this trimester. My math teacher showed the class how our grades are doing so far, happily, i got a good grade, but we'll still gonna have a test on friday. I took a quick walk when i got home, that's when i noticed that autumn is almost at the end in the southern hemisphere. Today was a nice day.
Day 111: Some of my classmates called me during class while i was at home and we chatted a bit. Practically nothing important is happening in school anymore, the teachers just stay seated, using their phone or chatting with the students during class, but no subjects or anything. Guess the teachers just got tired too. I went out for a walk with the intention of exploring some new place, but the sun was too hot and i immediately got very tired after an hour, so i had to change plans and have a smaller walk. I got mad at my dog because she was hiding something in the dirt and ended getting a trail of dirty paws over the house and i obviously had to spend a long time cleaning up everything. But i didn't get mad for long, i know that she didn't had the intention and overall had no ideia that getting the floor dirty is a bad thing, so i forgived her. Today was a nice day.
Day 25: My mom went to the doctor by the morning, so i was all alone when i woke up. I decided to clean the house and did the laundry (which is my favorite chore!!) Class went by really fast, i had a english test that i hope i do well. I accidentally fell asleep, but my teacher didn't notice, so maybe that's why the school day passed by so fast. I found some flowers, but i couldn't sun dry them since it was a cloudy day, but i placed them on my book anyway, maybe tomorrow will be more sunny. Today was a nice day
Day 55: My eye was stinging a lot when i woke up. I tried to bear it for some time but it came to a point where i had to go to the doctor. I stayed in the waiting room for about 2 hours and the pain was desperating, i couldn't look at light for too long, and even when i stayed with my eyes closed it was still stinging. When i finally went to the doctor's office she examined me and found out i had a kind of bruise in my eye, probably caused by dust or an eyelash. She used a anesthesiating eyedrop and i got relieved for some time. My eye still hurted for some time, but i bought a specific eyedrop she reccommended me and i took a quick nap when i got home. Luckily, my eye was much better when i woke up. Tomorrow i'll go for another visit so i can get my eye checked again. Today was a painful day. (But storms never last forever)
finding alex g was possibly the best thing to ever happen to me in middle school
me too ❤
same and now im gonna be a freshie 😓😓😓
You were just like me 5 years ago.
same
@@Nana-ahhyup
i remember about 6 years ago listening to this with my cousin laying in the middle of a field at my family’s old farmhouse in the middle of nowhere looking at the clear night sky’s. the moon was bright and there were a lot of stars. it’s a great memory me and my cousin have :)
lovely
Same
same
what a mesmerizing experience
I don’t care
“i am a cannibal and i’ll eat whatever the fuck i want” might be one of my favorite lyrics ever
Fr
so true
right when i read this comment that part came in
what it mean tho?
@@Bluegamerfulit means he'll eat whatever the fuck he wants
“I saw a picture of my face. I looked like a disgrace.” Felt that
Hit hard
@@djahekshskahar no fr
@@SulimCornejoyour pfp ily
Predictive text automatically puts disgrace after 'I am a'
real
Alex g feels like wandering as a confused teenager through field and through life
I love this comment
@@drcobra9173yeah same
this one is such a fucking gem. evokes such a specific feeling... simple but masterful songwriting. i can't imagine hearing this back when alex was first starting
it's the same. just really nice, whether hidden or blown up
makes me forget everything and everything returns to that one summer. makes me not regret anymore, i feel involved enough.
wish I found stuff like this earlier in my life
best way to describe Alex g
If I had found this earlier in my life I’d be dead from suicide, so I’m lucky I’m just now finding it
same. i just know 2021-2022 me would have loved this
@@Jamyr2947 same, hope you’re doing better
@@senylalalayeah me too old me would love this
Day 8:
I went to the doctor for a check-up, i'm not sure when the results will arrive, but hopefully everything will be ok, the doctor was really kind!!
I took a nice&long walk since i wanted to enjoy the sun light. I found some beautiful flowers which i dried up and placed them on my flower book.
I took the rest of the day to read a book. I got a cup of coffe and sat on my balcony, the book was "The Little Prince", i must have read this book 5 times, it brings me a lot of comfort.
Today was a nice day.
❤❤
Day 106:
I had lunch at my friend's house an stayed there all the afternoon. We watched some movies, painted eachother's nails and some other things.
Even tough it was fun, i obviously got really tired by the end of the noon. I waited for my mom to pick me up, but since my friend lives in the center of the city i was a bit scared of being robbed or that something bad would happen to me, so i stayed inside one of the last open stores to stay a bit safer.
Today was a nice day.
Many more to come
@@JayDandre-ql9hh indeed
Proud of you man.
Do you still do this? :3
Day 278:
Me and mom went for a walk in the morning, on our way we walked in front of a house that had two very friendly dogs, of course we could only pet them through the fence, but they were two really good boys.
I painted my nails but i ended smearing them after i took a shower, i'll just re-do them tomorrow.
I had a lot of time to do a lot of things these past days since i had no school, but overall i drew a lot.
Today was a nice day.
hope your day today is great :)
ive been crazy obsessed with this song lately. i breath it, i eat it, i watch it every single day. I am literally in love with this song. Everytime i want to cry i listen to this. Everytime i feel incompetant i listen to this. Everytime i feel in love i listen to this. This is literally my anthem
you’re so real omg this is how i feel about nintendo 64
do u eat it as well as whatever the fukc u want
are you okay
Alex g is out of this world
ur so real for that (im the same)
Day 186: the beach was nice, but i missed home a lot. I woke up a bit later than usual since the trip back was really long and tiring, but i still got to enjoy the day.
I went out for a walk and bought my favorite drink, that for some reason i couldn't found at any store when i went to the beach.
And of course i spent a lot of time with my dog, 4 days apart doesnt seem like much, but it was enough to make me miss her an awful lot.
Today was a nice day
I listen to this when I ride my bike to work everyday
me too
Be careful when you do that!
Such a wholesome comment :)
as you should!
Do you still?
Day 78:
I cried because of dad again.
I was helping him with some things at his office and i ended up forgetting my wallet when i got home.
He texted me in the middle of class, insulting me and calling me a lot of names simply because i forgot the wallet. I know that a wallet is a essential item and it was irresponsible of me to forget it, but it was unnecessary to call me thise things and insult me like that.
I tried to not cry during class, but some tears escaped, luckily my friend comforted me.
I cried and let it all out when i got home, which was nice, but i'm still apprehensive because of my father
Today was a bad day.
Day 318:
It's been really cold again. I made tomato soup with toast for lunch, i think i didnt put enough water since it was a bit too sour, but it still tasted good, especially with the toast.
I went for a walk, but i didnt go as far as i wanted because it was too cold and starting to get dark.
Today was a nice day
its very cold here too, please stay safe ❤ i hope tomorrow will be another nice day for you!
I love my tomato soup like that, sounds like a good day!
happy you had a good day
I read my book today
I wonder if I'll get an a
I raised my hand today
I wonder if you'll know my name
I wandered back and forth
I wonder what my life is worth
I wandered back and forth
I think im on the second floor
and I remeber you
and I know what you can do
and I know youd do it too
if time would just let you
i am a rocker now
I am a rocker now
and ill do whatever the fuck I want
and I am a cannibal
I am a cannibal
and ill eat whatever the fuck I want
are you okay
im not okay
in fact im sick today
I saw a picture of my face I look like a disgrace
you dont know me
im on the floor
but im just there to explore
and I remember you
and I know what you can do
and I know what you can do
and you know I'd do it for you :-)
thanks
No problem :-)
Shay Alexander forth
Sara w damn it :/
Sara w I just looked at your liked music. They're all bangers. Who r u, you're cool!
Day 308:
Dad has inally leaved me alone for some time, he was very insistent but i think he understood why i dont want to talk to him.
Today was one of my cousin's birthday and we went to a restaurant. The food wasnt very good on my opinion, but my family seemed to like it and we had a good time overall :D
Today was a nice day.
aw, i hope you have a trillion more nice days
im only 16 and i just found alex g this year, but lets just say i can see myself telling my kids about how great of an artist he was. He definitely plays such a big role in my teenage life, i cant imagine all the times ive cried to his songs or associated them with special people in my life. I LOV YOU ALEX my life would be boring af without you
for real!!
same! do you wanna be friends?
@@JujubaApplesauce suree what's ur handle?
my name's Anna, i'm also 16, what about u? :]@@2hot2handle_
omg ur so cool
Day 31:
My uncle invited us to visit the countryside house he just bought. I'm really happy for him since he's been saving and planning this house for the past 4 years, he built it from zero near a lake.
I got to take a swim with my little cousin since it's a lakeside house, we tought about fishing, but the only fishing rod we had was completely broken, so we decided to leave it for another day.
I was really tired when i got home because of how much i swam, and i took a quick nap.
Today was a nice day
listening to this song in 7th grade changed the trajectory of my life
been an alex g since 4th grade, going in to 8th, the trajectory is now way off
real
Me with the Crane Wives. But seriously music can really change someone. I was able to love myself more and truly appreciate life with it. Crane Wives introduced me to it, and now I’m here enjoying this work of art.
For real bro 😂
That’s so crazy I first listened to this song in the 7th grade too
Day 267:
I woke up and went to school as usual, the gate was closed and i got a bit worried because i was late, but when i checked with the secretary, she told me that there would be no class because of a teachers meeting.
I found it weird since no one told me anything about it, but at least i got to sleep a bit more.
My dog has gotten way better after the vet visited us, her itchiness dissapeared and she's not sick anymore.
Today was a nice day.
I often listen to this song and I like this artist. He's my favorite. I often see your comments and I like them. They make me feel better. A few weeks ago I attempted suicide. I was too drunk and didn't take enough pills to die. After this, I only suffer more and my mental health is at zero. All my thoughts boil down to a second suicide attempt. I'm drunk now, and I plan to be drunk. I speak English poorly so the text may look strange, I wrote it through a translator
@@jordsealco7265 hey man, i dont know you and i dont know what you're going through, but it'll get better, i promise it will.
You're stronger than what's making you feel this way, you'll rise above it.
You're important and you're loved even thought you may not know it.
im happy to hear your dog has gotten better. :)
this is like one of those obscure songs that an amazing artist makes a godly animation for
Day 253:
I finished my part of a science project, i tried to paint the illustrations on it with watercolor, but the paper ended up ripping because of the water and i had to re-do it completely. I just ended up printing the images and glueing it to the project.
Im still looking for a mother's day gift and i think that ill buy mom a perfume or a lotion since she really likes those.
Today was a nice day.
one day you’ll wake up and realize it doesn’t hurt as bad anymore
Day 263:
My class made a surprise birthday party for our math teacher. We asked permission for the principal and we raised some money to buy a cake.
The teacher really seemed to like the party. We thought that the cake was too small, but everyone got to have at least one slice.
My sketchbook ran out of blank pages and i went to buy a new one. But i couldnt find any unlined notebook, and when i did they were very expensive for some reason. I'll probably just buy one online
Today was a nice day.
i hope you get a new sketchbook soon:)
discovered this exactly two years ago today, where would i be without it. seriously.
felt that. alex g is so special
Day 19:
Another day, another school project. My teacher told us we should do a "cinema in a box" about a especific historic event of my country. I had to print some images and put them all together so i could roll them around 2 tubes, i also used a box. In the end it actually looked pretty good.
it's been a while since i actually meditated, so i tried a guided 10 minute one today, it really helped me get more relaxed after school
The results of my medical appointment came in the mail today while i was at school, im glad to say that my health is completely fine!
I still didn't buy the missing string to the guitar, but i downloaded a guitar practice app, it helped a bit, i tried playing some songs, i got to make it not sound too bad.
Today was a nice day.
I can tell this is your favorite song just because of the lyrics in ur bio and because this is the song you post your updates on the very most, even though I’ve seen them on some other songs. didn’t really have anything I wanted to say, just notice little things like this. other than that, proud of you for being able to consistently post updates and keeping your word, and from what I’ve seen most of them were good days. so proud of you for that too. 👍
@@flamrequiem thank you!! :D
I've been crying to this
Same heree
Invisible
so have i
Me too
Day 301:
Dad messaged me again, i ignored him for my own good. I'm trying to get as distant as possible, but i always end up feeeling guilty and talking to him again even tho i know i'm just humiliating myself by doing this.
I went on a walk and found a house that had 6 kittens and a mum cat in front of the house.
The owner of the house said that the kittens had been born about 1 month ago. He even asked me if i didnt want to bring one of them home with me since they'll be putting them for adoption soon. But sadly i had to decline.
Today was a normal day.
The line “and i do whatever the fuck i want” is the source of my whole life energy at this point
Day 228:
I've been working on a science project for a lot of time now, it's honestly the most boring project i had this year. I need to make a lot of drawing for it and also some writing, but at least she gave us a long due date.
I've been meaning to learn a new language for some time, i tried russian and ended giving up. And now i'm picking up italian and i honestly think i'm doing pretty well on it so far!!
Today was a nice day.
i love that you still do this, love it
Good Job Man
Day 285:
I went to a festa junina with mom, grandma, my aunt and my cousin.
I ate a pastel and a churro, there were a lot of other things to eat and do, but i was a bit tired because of a trip back home from a little travel that we did. So i just walked around a bit and talked to a friend who was also there.
Dad messaged me for the first time since february, he says hell pass by tomorrow to bring me some things, but i really dont want to see him, so ill ask my mom to get whatever he's bringing me.
I dont know why he just messaged me pretending that he didnt ignore me for the last 4 months. But i dont owe anything to him, and i wont let him make me upset again.
Today was a nice day.
hey bro do you want to explain this diary you are doing on this vid?
vc é brasileiro porraaaa
@@ebonapar1 SIIIM AKHAKAJAJA
@@chocolatebaunilha e se criassemos um movimento que comenta em vídeos como se os comentários fossem um diário? Parece divertido o que você faz
@@ebonapar1 cara o pior é q tem um monte de gente q faz isso, mas eu acho q o mais popular é com certeza o Mr. Tortilla, eu mesma me inspirei mto nele pra fazer o diário
Day 282:
My teachers went on a strike this week, mom decided it would be better to stay home, so i just went to school on monday, and i only had one class that day.
My favorite mug ended up breaking, which i was expecting since i already had that mug for almost 3 years. I'll need to buy a new one tomorrow.
Today was a nice day
I hope you find a good mug
its nice to see your still doing these
sad for the mug(( when is your summer break? mine started today
@@jordsealco7265 hi! My summer break starts in December because i live in the southern hemisphere lol
Enjoy your free time!
@@chocolatebaunilhano summer break is suck I think
this song makes me happy and sad at the same time. reminds me of sleepovers with friends i have. ugh . love alex g!!!!!!
Day 4:
The first day of school since break wasnt so bad, but also wasnt all that good. I got to see my friends, they told me some of the fun things they did during break, and lots of them had new haircuts. I rlly wish the lunch we had during break would have been nicer, but i still got a taste of it even though i usually don't eat at school.
Back to class again...looks like i had assignments i didn't even know about before we went on break, i finished some of them in class and i'll have to finish the other ones at home. But at the end of the day i could finally see my mom and my dog, i'm currently getting some rest.
Today was a nice but tiring day.
Day 279:
My uncle invited us over for lunch. My aunt had made chilli, and even tho i usually dont give a chance to chilli, it tasted really good.
I painted my nails and did some more self-care things since tomorrow i have to go to school again (sadly), but i hear that there isnt going to have school on friday.
I've been keeping up with my italian studies, and i can already write and understand some phrases! :D
i still need to practice my pronounce.
Today was a nice day.
Nice
cool
@@jordsealco7265 hey man, how's it going?
@chocolatebaunilha hi, thanks for asking, I'm feeling better rn
@@jordsealco7265 good to hear ❤️
Day 160:
Mom is practically already cured, she didn't stay in bed like most days and actually was pretty active, we even baked a cake together.
Last week of summer break is here. Im going to miss staying home, but i also miss going to school a bit.
Today was a nice day.
honestly, his voice is so soft and sweet even as he swears.
It sounds so weird hearing him cussing smh
@@Iheartsandyalexg indeed.
Day 17:
I returned back home in the morning, the trip back was longer than expect since the road was interdicted and we had to go through a longer way.
I had lunch with my dad and my brother who came to visit us, it was really nice seeing my brother after so long and we got to talk a lot about what we did in those years we didn't see eachother.
I found a buttercup and a daisy, which i sun-dried and placed on my flower book, the book still has a lot of place, i hope i can find some different flowers to place on it.
Today was a nice day.
Day 37:
I woke up later than usual today, i ate breakfast and immediately went out for a walk. It's been really sunny around here lately, i took a moment of my walk to look for some flowers, i found a bunch of dandelions and a purple flower, but i don't know exactly it's name, i placed them on flower book when i got home.
I decided to re-watch Over The Garden Wall, the art in this show is simply beautiful, and the characters are amazing, Wirt is definitely my favorite.
Today was a nice day.
This is a special song
don't know why this comment made the song seem more special to me but thanks
@@fairy-cf8sb probably because you read someone’s opinion and it resonated with you or you agreed
Your music is so good, the little recognition you have surprises me
Day 289:
I've been working on a pretty cool art project lately. Me and the girl i paired up with are gonna have to storyboard some kind of dance and then make a stopmotion of it. I got the storyboard part and she got the stop motion part.
We got a bit confused on which dance to choose, but in the end we decided to pick Hula.
I've already done storyboarding for fun before, so its not so hard to work on the project ones, i still need to do some boards, but its going well so far.
By the way, happy super late pride month
Day 9:
Today i let myself wake up later than usual considering it's Saturday, i took a good stretch after getting off bed and made some breakfast.
I took some special care of my hair while i listened to some music, taking care of myself honestly feels like a therapy, giving yourself some attention simply feels nice.
I drew a bit, i'm currently learning anatomy and experimenting poses, i usually don't color my drawing, but i decided to give it some colours! I'm not a master at coloring but i think it turned out pretty good.
Me and my mom went to the mall, we walked around while talking to eachother and of course, i bought some things, but mostly art materials and makeup.
Today was a nice day.
Day 39:
There was no school today because my school was doing a teacher planning, so i went to the commercial part of town. I had to go through a small grove on my way there, there was a part where almost all of the trees were all very young. I accidentally broke my earphones on my way, but i got to buy new ones when i reached the commercial part, i also bought a purse along with some other things.
There was an eldery sir selling his hand-made paintings on a big sidewalk, they were mostly paintings of seaside landscapes. I asked him about the paintings and he told me he made them with memories from the small town he grew up in, it was pretty far from where i live, and it certainly looked like a really peaceful place.
Today was a nice day.
Day 257:
I was going to take mom to her favorite restaurant as a mother's day gift, but she wasnt feeling well in the morning and we decided not to go.
Mom went to the doctor just to get checked and she's been there for almost 6 hours waiting for the results of a exam. I've been really worried about her, but hopefully it's nothing.
Instead of going to the restaurant for lunch, we'll go for dinner if she's feeling better when she arrives. If she decides to stay home i'll have to think of another gift D:
Today was a worried day.
Day 77:
Saw II had an amazing plot twist and i'm now watching Saw III, so far so good. But i still don't know what's in the end of it.
I went for a walk, but i got catched by rain mid-way, i had to hide inside one of the last restaurants open until the rain stopped. It hadn't fully stopped when i went back home, but my hoodie protected me a bit.
Today was a nice day.
that’s nice :3
the way u look at me like we r old friends
oh
real
Day 252:
Class was really boring and i had to do a test that i had completely forgotten about, but at least the subjects were easy.
I went to get vaccinated in the afternoon, i had to take two vaccines, one in each arm, i don't really mind needles, i just hope my arms wont be hurting tomorrow.
Today was a nice day.
Day 11:
I remembered i had a guitar that i just left in my basement some while ago. I was gifted this guitar when i was really really young, so i had no idea how to play and wasnt interested in any type of instruments, so i just ended up forgetting abt it. But lately i've been rlly interest in music and i wanted to give it a try. The guitar didn't have one of the strings and was out of tune. I tried to play it the way i could, but it didn't turn out rlly good, i definitely will have to fix it in a lot of points.
I finished one of my projects at school along with my group. It was rlly fun but the classroom was kind of chaotic, students everywhere, seeking for materials to get the work done.
When i got home my grandma had made me some grilled cheese which tasted absolutely amazing, i'm pretty sure she used a special type of chesse.
I tried to play the guitar again, this tine it turned out better than later, but i still have a lot to learn.
Today was a nice day.
alex g: in fact i'm sic today. me: heyyyy this sounds familiar
lol
James Keega n
exactly
For me too... From where is it?
+Steven Stynze the song is "The Same". album: Race. (Alex G of course)
Day 273:
Getting out of bed was really hard because of the cold weather, but tomorrow ill go to doctor (and get a sick note), mom let me skip school on wednesday , there's gonna have a town holiday on thursday and the school is probably gonna give us a day off on friday. So i practically get the week off.
I'm really going back to drawing and doing creative things overall, yesterday i did a drawing on my new sketchbook, and today grandma asked me to do a painting on a kettle that she has. I painted some white roses on it, and it looked pretty good.
Today was a nice day.
Day 45:
I didn't sleep well last night and ended waking up late, but it wasnt really a problem, i still had some time to do all the things i needed to do.
My uncle invited some members of the family to have lunch at his house. I played some rounds of Uno with my cousins and we even teached our grandma on how to play it, even though she said it was boring.
I went out for a walk in the noon, it's been really hot here lately, so it had to be a smaller walk, but i still enjoyed it a lot
Today was a nice day.
everytime i listen it reminds me of my deadbeat father that i used to love so much, i listened to this song with him in the car once and he ignored me for 4 years.
Day 142:
Dad came to pick me up early. This time we had to go in his motorcycle and i almost had 7 heart attacks in every curve or whenever he would speed up. I've been afraid of riding motorcycles ever since i was little and i hope i never have to ride one ever again.
After staying some time with dad, me and mom went to buy some School materials, but we got lost on our way trying to go to a new store that came out and we ended giving up.
Today was a nice day.
in 9th grade my spotify stopped working so i used musi which has unreleased songs and i would just listen to this song on loop for the entire 1.5 hour classes
this has been my favorite alex g song for 6 years. love it so much it brings me so much nostalgia
hearing this for the first time was magical all i could do was just sit in awe. alex g really has a gift its amazing
Day 238:
School went by really fast today, but i had an arts projects that i just refused to do because it was way too embarassing, mostly because i didn't had a team and i didn't want to do a presentation alone in front of the whole class. Its kind of annoying to think that i've been disliking the arts subject only because i have a bad teacher.
I went on a walk a little bit after lunch, but i had to come back home quickly cuz it started to rain.
Today was a nice day.
Day 59:
I wanted to make chai latte for the first time, i didn't have most of the ingredients and i had to go out to look for them.
I struggled a lot to find Cardamom, especially because most stores were closed. But i luckily found it at a fair that i discovered by accident.
I managed to get the chai latte ready kind of fast. It tasted amazing and tasted very good, and the slight spiciness adds a nice touch to it.
Sadly, it didn't match with the current hot weather. Icould have served it cold, but it didn't come to my mind at the moment, but i still got to enjoy it, even though i had to drink it in front of a fan.
Today was a nice day.
Day 42:
My wrist was and still is hurting, i tried doing some movements with it to alleviate the pain but i think it only made it worse.
Some of my classmates brought nail polish to school, we painted eachother's nails while the teacher wasnt in the classroom, we didn't got to finish some hands, but it was fun.
I went to the school library for the first time in a while, they had some new books, i decided to read a bit of Don Quixote, i didn't brought the book home, but i'll probably get to finish the book during the time i stay in school
Today was a nice day.
2 years ago i was on a mission on finding every unknown song from alex g after getting this on my recommendations
Recuerdo cuando me buleaban en la secundaria y llegaba a mi casa a escuchar esta canción del Alex g, y se sentía como un abrazo al corazón, que buenos tiempos
Day 30:
I baked a chocolate cake today, i hold a lot of love for this recipe because it was the first thing my mom teached me how to bake when i was 7. I placed all the ingredients on the coaster and start to make the dough. In the end the cake turned out pretty well, i didn't ate any of it, but i shared a piece with my mom.
I took a walk as i always do, in my way i found a kite on the floor, i don't know if it belonged to one of the children who were nearby or not, but i still picked it up and brought it with me, i don't actually know how to put a kite in the air, but i'll gift it to my cousin.
I finally ate a piece of the cake i made along with a cup of coffe while studying the basics of the guitar online, i decided to start from the beggining, i think my process on learning how to play it will be only be slower if i rush into it.
Today was a nice day
P.s: one month of commenting!!
Day 155:
Mom got a lot better today and went to the doctor to do sone examinations.
While she was out, i did all the chores, which was tiring but needed and i also went for a quick walk after i rested.
Today was a nice day.
Day 303:
Even though i asked dad to leave me alone for some time, he's still messaging me. I've just been ignoring.
I respected it when he stayed 5 months without talking to me, if he cant respect when i want some alone time that's just his problem.
Me and my friend needed to make a story text during portuguese class, we got a bit too far with our imagination and we might not fit all the details we want to, but i think the story will turn out pretty good
Today was a nice day.
I hope your dad respects your wishes soon :( And best of luck with that story, it sounds really cool!!
@@salvadorelastname9095 Tysm!
Day 38:
A book i ordered came in the mail, i started reading it today. So far it's a bit interesting, but i hope it'll becoke more interest as i keep reading it.
I did the laundry and some other chores, i find doing domestic chores really relaxing for some reason (except for washing the dishes).
I stayed out in the sun on my yard while i readed some more pages of my book, it soon started raining and i had to go back inside, but i made myself some hot cocoa, both sun and rain are nice wathers.
Today was a nice day.
I remember a few years ago listening to this song on an Alex g playlist. I couldn’t use Spotify I was trapped in my room and just cried. This song helped me so much that day .
Day 243:
Me, mom and grandma went to a lake. I brought a piece of bread with me so i could feed the ducks, but overall, we just walked around the lake and watched the sunset, we had to come back home earlier than we expected because grandma was not feeling well.
I've been feeling throat pain and i think ill get a cold soon, but i've been taking some medicine.
Today was a nice day.
this is so cool youre still commenting!
sad that youre not commenting as much as before, but its good youre taking a rest!!
@@Maxzes_ school has been keeping me busy lately :(
But in trying to go back to commenting everyday!! :D
@@chocolatebaunilha Alright then, peace be upon you
Also I got to like day 74 before i skipped all the way to the current day because ADHD i guess 😭😭 couldn’t read it all
Day 6:
Today i already woke up stressed up because of all the assignments i have to do. I spent most of my morning only doing homework.
I had an awful lot of work to do at school too, i'll have to do 2 projects and study for a test next week. I had a piece of bread during break and that was the only thing i ate in 5 hours.
My bus ended up getting late and i had to stay for another hour near school just waiting for the bus, i gor very angry because i couldn't just walk home because my house is too far away from the school, i also came home super late.. but thankfully i finally got home and had dinner after those hours of being hungry. I still have some homework to do.
Today was a tiring day.
Day 102:
Thursday class schedule is usually pretty boring, but i get to spend more times with my friends and chat with them.
Summer is definitely already here and it's been hard to deal with the heat, but maybe i'll get to travel to a city that had a beach, so that's one of the benefits that comes with summer.
Today was a nice day.
Day 68:
I looked at my last entries and notices i've been feeling stressed lately, so i decided to try to remain calm during the day since the stress could affect me a lot.
I stayed quiet and lost in my own thoughts during the day, of course i didn't ignore my classmates and family members, but i did everything to avoid any frustation, which actually worked really well. I actually got irritated with a school project, but it was just a small moment.
Today was a nice day
Day 23:
I started the day by taking a long walk, the wind was really strong, which didn't bother me, and actually, made the walk more pleasing.
I tried drawing some instruments, i drew a violin, a guitar, a flute and the piano, out of all, the piano was the hardest to draw because i wanted to make it as detailed as possible.
I finished reading "The Little Prince" again while i heard my neighbour playing his new trumpet, i was thinking on having some guitar lessons with him since he is a music teacher.
Today was a nice day
Day 16:
I woke up early to enjoy the day the more i can, i took a walk to explore the place right after breakfast, lots of nature and i could also ser the lake from afar. It's more of a desert place, not much people live here and i barely saw anyone's face except for my family.
I went fishing with my uncle and my grandma after lunch, sadly we only catched 3, fishes, but it was worth the try. I also went for a swim in the noon, the water was rlly cold bit that didn't bother me, honestly, i could hear and see some ducks that were in the lake not too far from me, they were all adorable!
We had a barbecue at night, we listened to a lot of music and i played cards with my cousins. It was really amazing to take this break from the routine.
Today was a nice day.
this is so cute :((
@@starfshh ❤️
Day 44:
My mom wanted to have a special breakfast today, so we went to a bakery and got some special treats as long as some coffee. I never went to that bakery before, it had a cozy ambience and the food tasted delicious, especially the croissants.
I painted my nails with some green nail polish. It was hard to handle it, the polish had a weird texture, i tought it was expired and threw it away, i used a more recently-bought one to paint my nails properly.
Today was a nice day.
I wish this was on Spotify
Day 15:
Art class was rlly fun, we watched a short movie about the history of photography and we got to use a old camera to take pictures around the school. I left school sooner because i was going to a trip so my mom came to to pick me up. It was a 2 hours long car trip, glad that i had some movies installed, i re-watched the South Park Post-Covid Specials, i couldn't watch the second part entirely, but i finished watching it when i got to my destination.
We arrived at the place a bit later than expected, but we went out to eat dinner in a nearby place, it's a small and very peaceful town.
I have a lot of plans for tomorrow, maybe i'll go fishing and i'll definitely swim since the lake is pretty near from where i'm staying.
Today was a nice day.
so glad i know about alex g. it made my life a whole lot better
Day 3:
Boring, to be honest i barely did anything interesting all day. Today was the last day of winter break where i live, just the thought of going back to school already made me tired. I always wondered why the last day of break always feels so weird, maybe it's because i don't like changes, especially in my routine. I always think about how much time i spend in school, 4 hours is a lot, i mean, i could have done way more pleasing things besides just going to school in those 4 hours. But sometimes school can also be pleasing, maybe because of your friends, that cool teacher who treats you nice or any other things. Sometimes i feel like im way too pessimistic about certain things, there's really no use in making yourself feel bad about something you know you'll have to go through, maybe just accepting it and try to feel nice about it will be way better for you.
Today was a boring day.
Day 10:
I didn't sleep very well last night, so i ate breakfast a did some small chores and went back to bed so i wouldn't be tired for the rest of the day.
I went to a big pond on the afternoon. The weather was nice, there was a lot of people walking around and the water looked absolutely beautiful. Idk why but being in the middle of nature is one of the best feelings for me, i also got to feed some friendly ducks some bread crumbs!
Returning home, i saw a ice cream shop i believe opened recently. I had a lot of distinct flavors, and i got to try matcha ice cream for the first time, definitely one of my new favorite flavors.
At home i just listened to some music while relaxing with my dog.
Today was a nice day.
(10 days btw!!)
i love these comments you make! you inspire me to go out more and enjoy life itself and be grateful for just living. i hope you have a great day/night.
@@SulimCornejo That's amazing man, keep enjoying life and don't ever lose this perk. :)
god dam mit why do i always come back to this song
some people can just ooze creativity
edit: actually it's probably more of a learned skill, so there is hope for the rest of us lol
what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam
what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam
what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam what a jam
This song has been with me so long, and it has been there with me through so much
Day 224:
I went to a birthday party of one of my mom's friend, nothing really exciting actually happened since i didn't knew most people there, i mostly just stayed swimming at the pool and ate a piece of cake, which was my favourite flavour luckily!!
I came back home really tired and took a nap and i finished my geography homework afterwards
Today was a nice day.
You still post on here, that’s amazing! I love reading about your days, I hope you have a wonderful month
was revisiting old released unreleased and actual unreleased after going to a festival and showing some people alex. somehow post tiktok they didnt know. even at a folk festival? weird but i found dis shit here. wack af but i get it cause i used to write a ton of stuff like this too. just on reddit and not on here.
hope ur life goes well man. stuff gets worse for a while until you figure out that you need to make it better. then when you do its not hard and it does get better.
@@tzint56 tysm❤️ wise words
Day 313:
The two week break from school has started
I've been continuing my studies on learning italian. I've read watching movies in a certain language can help you improve, so i watched Luca in italian.
I managed to understand some words and phrases, but i obviously still need some practice.
Dad still keeps messaging me, and i'm still ignoring him. I really dont get why he's being so insistant, i understand that he's upset, but its just not fair.
Today was a nice day
I'm glad to see that your little break has begun, I want to say that I feel much better! I found a person who helped me find reasons to live. this person taught me how to deal with triggers and how to resist bad thoughts, because she also experienced similar problems. Im just happy now, and I like that feeling.
@@jordsealco7265 hey man, that's amazing to hear :D
I'm glad you've been getting help, things will just keep getting better for you from now on.
Stay safe!
glad ur on break ! good luck learning Italian :))
Day 20:
Idk why, but i thought a lot about a lot of things. The day started rlly cloudy and raining, while i was in my room, i just turned on some music and ended up staying a lot of time in my own head, i thought a lot about my childhood, myself, my relationships with people around me, about my future and a lot of other things. I think i worry too much, maybe i was just a bit emotional today, but sometimes i just think too much about my own existence. It feels sad, but it also feels comforting.
I spent the whole day just in my thoughts, i didn't pay attention to class and got distracted by a lot of other little things, maybe that's why all the classes passed by so quickly.
I did pay attention to my friends during break and of course to any other people whenever they talked to me.
When i got back home i simply got more comfortable and...stopped thinking, it felt kind of weird going back to reality, i barely remember my day because of this big distraction.
Today was a reflexive day.
hi
Day 7:
The first thing i did today was going to the dentist to adjust my braces, it was really quick, but it kinda hurt this time.
I decided to not go to school today, i just felt really stressed out and since my teeth were hurting a lot, i decided to simply not go. I rested a lot but also worked a bit on my project, but most of the time i was just dwelling on my phone, without motivation.
Today was a boring day
Day 130:
I went to the park with my dog and spent almost the whole noon there, i bought an ice cream and watched her socialize with some other dogs, but she got confused when another dog wanted to play with her and started running around her and jumping, guess she's just a bit slow.
I went with mom and grandma to my little cousin's house since it was her birthday, there wasn't a big party, just a cake and close family members, but i spent some time with my cousin and she told me about a recent trip she just did with her parents.
Today was a nice day.
Day 247:
I didn't had school today, so i took the morning to walk my dog.
I've been picking art up again, im really motivated to learn anatomy the right way, so i've been taking some exercises and experimento to draw different poses, there are some methods that really help. But i still struggle a lot with drawing faces, so ill also have to take a look on that.
Me and mom tried a new pasta recipe together, it was not authentic since we couldnt find pecorino absolutely anywhere, but i think it was close enough!!
Today was a nice day.
Bro u doing it since day one ?
@@ku-reiji3666 yeah!!!
Yeah!!@@ku-reiji3666
i can't stop playing this
Day 32:
I felt really sick and thought it would be better to not go to school, turns out i have a fever, which made me unmotivated for the whole day. I stayed on in the sun on my balcony for some time so i could get some extra vitamin D, and of course took medicine.
I felt better in the noon, practiced the guitar and played with my dog, but of course, i was still sick, and wasnt able to do a lot of activities, so i took most of the day to rest.
Today was a nice day.
Day 5:
Class was rlly boring today, the teachers barely gave us anything to do so i spent a lot of my time doing origami at school, i made a lot of little stars and a tsuru. During P.E we played rugby tag, which was fun, but i'm not actually good at sports. I drank some grape juice during break while i walked around school with my friend.
When i got home my mom had made my favorite food! I finished some of my homework and i got to stargaze a bit.
Today was a nice & normal day.
Day 126:
Me and my family went to my aunt's house to celebrate christmas, each one brought something for the supper.
We talked a lot and listened to some classical music. And we finally got to eat at midnight, some people from the other houses lit up fireworks and i had to lock myself and my dog in a room to try and calm her down.
Today was a nice day.+merry Christmas.❤️
merry christmas chocolate baunilha !! 🫶🏾🫶🏾
@@senylalala Ty!! To you too❤️
@@chocolatebaunilha :D
Day 195:
I went to watch The Boy and The Heron on the cinema after school, the movie is not exactly recent, but it only arrived to Brazil just now.
The movie was amazing just like Miyazaki's every other masterpiece, i definitely reccomend watching it.
I've been trying to draw digitally, but I still need to learn how to color the drawing, i'm not aiming to make it look completely smooth, actually a bit pencil-ish (?)
Today was a nice day.
Keep drawing, you'll get better at it :)
@@therealhamburgerthief i'll keep practicing!!
so dedicated and also i love you
that’s cool !! draw too !! i also try to make it look more pencillish, i always use the graphite pencil :,) although my ipad i use to draw on is completely broken so im back to traditional drawing 💪 how are you?? :)
@@senylalala:00 thats amazing!! And yeah, i think im better at traditional ;( Im fine, how about u??
Day 328:
Last day of the 2 week break.
At first i thought school would begin today, but i found out that there's gonna be a teacher conference so the school sorts out some things. So it will only begin tomorrow.
Italian studies are going well! I can understand a lot of new things and even make some conversations, i've been using 2 apps that really makes things easier.
One of my cousins is going to work on another city, so i went to visit her before she goes.
Today was a nice day
Insanely well written, non disappointed.
Day 33:
I still felt a bit sick when i woke up, but i couldn't just skip school for two days in a row, so i had to go.
Apparently i missed a test which i would do tomorrow but they decided to apply it yesterday, i'm not sure if i'll be able to recover those points, but i hope it doesnt affect me too much this trimester.
My math teacher showed the class how our grades are doing so far, happily, i got a good grade, but we'll still gonna have a test on friday.
I took a quick walk when i got home, that's when i noticed that autumn is almost at the end in the southern hemisphere.
Today was a nice day.
Day 111:
Some of my classmates called me during class while i was at home and we chatted a bit. Practically nothing important is happening in school anymore, the teachers just stay seated, using their phone or chatting with the students during class, but no subjects or anything. Guess the teachers just got tired too.
I went out for a walk with the intention of exploring some new place, but the sun was too hot and i immediately got very tired after an hour, so i had to change plans and have a smaller walk.
I got mad at my dog because she was hiding something in the dirt and ended getting a trail of dirty paws over the house and i obviously had to spend a long time cleaning up everything. But i didn't get mad for long, i know that she didn't had the intention and overall had no ideia that getting the floor dirty is a bad thing, so i forgived her.
Today was a nice day.
Day 25:
My mom went to the doctor by the morning, so i was all alone when i woke up. I decided to clean the house and did the laundry (which is my favorite chore!!)
Class went by really fast, i had a english test that i hope i do well. I accidentally fell asleep, but my teacher didn't notice, so maybe that's why the school day passed by so fast.
I found some flowers, but i couldn't sun dry them since it was a cloudy day, but i placed them on my book anyway, maybe tomorrow will be more sunny.
Today was a nice day
Day 55:
My eye was stinging a lot when i woke up. I tried to bear it for some time but it came to a point where i had to go to the doctor. I stayed in the waiting room for about 2 hours and the pain was desperating, i couldn't look at light for too long, and even when i stayed with my eyes closed it was still stinging. When i finally went to the doctor's office she examined me and found out i had a kind of bruise in my eye, probably caused by dust or an eyelash. She used a anesthesiating eyedrop and i got relieved for some time. My eye still hurted for some time, but i bought a specific eyedrop she reccommended me and i took a quick nap when i got home. Luckily, my eye was much better when i woke up. Tomorrow i'll go for another visit so i can get my eye checked again.
Today was a painful day. (But storms never last forever)