8 months on T + reflections

I haven't posted for a while. This is my 9 months on Testogel update.
I make some reflections about how I feel that I have been perceived by cis people who knew me before my transition and by cis people who knew me after. Also some reflections on me feeling upset around cis gay mainstream and falocentric environments.
Disclaimer: I tend to not use the word dysphoria, but I do use it here to talk about my chest extreme discomfort. (on why I don't generally use the word dysphoria: pm me or I'll make a video eventually )
Cheers,
Mi.