that was his mother he was listening to her last message to him in the beginning and she never gave up trying to help him through his addiction she loved him no matter what he did or put her through and he always asked her to hate him because he was hurting her bout all I got from it hope that help you understand a Lil better big fan keep doing what you do
Nobody actually died, the recorder symbolized him saying goodbye to his negative past. It was his Mom in the video, however, he wrote the song about an ex.
Not sure if you’ve done any others from them but go down the rabbit hole, it’s worth it! My fave’s are “Home,” “The Worry List,” “Fear”...and so on, the whole world should hear them. The lead singer Justin Furstenfeld has suffered from addiction and mental health issues, follow his recovery, it’s relatable and so inspiring.
The video is showing his mom dying, but in real life, his mom is alive a d well. Thos song was his apology to those he hurt during a mental health/addiction problem. You might watch "Fear" by Blue October to hear his more healthy look at life. I think you would enjoy/appreciate the lyrics.
No one died...he laid the answering machine to rest...the message from his mom in the beginning, as anyone who has suffered from addiction/mental health issues can tell you, is him hiding from the world...you don't want the people who love you to hear/see your pain...nor do you want to see the pain you are inflicting on them....he lays the machine to rest at the end...then the last scene, sitting with his mother having tea....making progress to shake his demons
I think it’s symbolically burins the past. He wrote this about what he put his mother, and girlfriend, through. That’s a real message from his mom, and she is in the video.
I am so sorry to hear about how your father-in-law treated you, but it is noble of you to understand his issues and allow it to roll past you. Your empathy and kindness continue to be an inspiration. Much love! xoxo "Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase!"
This song was an apology to his mom, for all the bad things he's done to her in return for him loving himself. This has been my favorite song since I was 6, so ten years now.
So I just found your Blue October Hate Me video and boy do I have personal stories I could share with you. The band gave me their blessing to take their last name after getting out of domestic violence divorce and a very abusive and narcissistic adoption. The song has moved me Beyond an earthquake. I subscribed to you on RUclips and I love the humanity you brought to the video.
Justin Furstenfeld lyrics aren't built to talk over, my man. Every word is painting a story colored in emotion. You felt it though. 👍 The grave is putting the past to rest. Getting over regret for mistakes. Allowing yourself to recieve forgiveness so you can begin to heal the circumstances you've caused harm. Letting go of ego. Humility. Grace.
Justin (the singer) was a drug addict and alcoholic, he is singing to his Mother. Thankfully now he is sober and a Christian and is still putting out amazing music :)
Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase! Awesome video and great reaction! You also have $49,825 which is absolutely awesome because you deserve it. Thanks for this content. :) Have a nice day
Blue October music is absolutely a big part of my getting sober. If you get a chance, check out "Live in Texas" versions of their songs. In a promotional video, Furstenfeld said of this song: "When you're in a low place, you don't really think about other people, and it's basically an apology to the people you've hurt in the past and giving them advice that maybe you're not the best person to be hanging out with. It's an apology to people I've hurt in the past, and asking for forgiveness. Some of the issues I was going through."
Great reaction video and thanks for leading me to this song. Personally love this genre, would be awesome if there are any others like it that you would do a reaction to.
Im not sure exactly, but i think its about his mother, always helping him through his addiction and him feeling bad with how it was affecting her? He would rather her hate him and be happy, than love him and suffer from his illness. This is one song that i can really relate to though
BLUE OCTOBER Home.. I would like you to see the change in BLUE OCTOBER and Justin furstenfelds life as a musician and the better place he's in now. great videos keep up the great work. by the way the grave in the video was Justin's mom (not in real life) she's still a live and a very nice lady.
Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase! Gosh.. this was a really emotional video for me. I hope you can get that RV soon!
I've been watching your videos for a long time and this is the first time I've heard about your wife, i'm so sorry. This song really means a lot to me.
I like that song. It strikes a chord with me (pun intended). I have radial nerve damage. Luckily, mine is not as bad as yours. Glad you are on here. Hope you find a place to live with a bit more room. lol Hamsters are so cool. I had rats instead. They are also very cool as pets.
and the meaning of this song was he did drugs and his mom help him but he reacted differently did normally some people would of so this is an apology to his mom
FIRST: all the pain and shitty hands you been dealt in life and you're still here telling people not to hate one another? you're straight up inspiring and deserve all the love and kindness you get. SECOND: PLEASE REACT TO THE PRANK CALLS I MADE ON MY PAGE! WOULD LIKE TO SEE YOU LAUGHING AS OPPOSED TO CRYING!
Blue october is one of my favorite bands and I found your video it is amazing that someone else likes their music. I am also sorry for your experiences
I'm a bit late on commenting but but from the beginning to now you can see the diffrence in his music they pretty much represent his life but his new album he's happy to start a new life
Perhaps "In Loving Memory" by Alter Bridge might be a good review. No professional video to my knowledge by a nice fan-based lyrical video is floating around. Lots of feeling that will get you right in the heart.
Great reaction video! You need a pick me up song now! Perhaps some Wagakki Band? I feel like if I suggest it enough you'll do it. Just like when I kept asking for Band-Maid and you actually did it out of order haha
U see you've reacted to cancer by MCR too, I love my chemical romance, it's my favorite band, and I love your channel so far, it looks great, I hadn't seen that many of your videos yet, but you seem funny 😊
By the way. Have you ever had a look at the game Elite: Dangerous? It's a huge Space (Survival) Sandbox and especially immersive with a HOTAS setup (Thrustmaster T Flight HOTAS X is around 40 Dollars and perfect for starters). I can imagine you could quite enjoy this type of game :)
You should consider purchasing a trailer or RV possibly with the GoFundMe donations. I don't know if you have a smartphone but there is an app called offerup and I've been able to use it to buy and sell things easily, including vehicles for cheap and affordable prices. The items sometimes are use but if you could find a good RV for cheap ($5,000) you wont have to worry about bed, kitchen, bathroom or your in laws moving. Hopefully space wont be an issue but its a good idea, hope you consider it.
I thought I was the only one who "got" that. I was about to say the same, but saw your response. Everyone assumes it's his mother, but it's the "old" Justin...
I believe it's primarily because most videos in my reactions will NOT play on mobile devices. Copyright holders do not like them playing on mobile devices, for whatever reason.
Wow, didn't know that. Yes, on the desktop it plays back just fine. Just on the mobile device its showing "Video not available". YT is weird sometimes.
You are such a sweet and genuine person! Love this channel!
Thank you VERY much and have a GREAT day!
that was his mother he was listening to her last message to him in the beginning and she never gave up trying to help him through his addiction she loved him no matter what he did or put her through and he always asked her to hate him because he was hurting her bout all I got from it hope that help you understand a Lil better big fan keep doing what you do
Miawolf16 it's like symbolism
I absolutely love this song, it brings tears to my eyes almost every time I hear it
Nobody actually died, the recorder symbolized him saying goodbye to his negative past. It was his Mom in the video, however, he wrote the song about an ex.
Not sure if you’ve done any others from them but go down the rabbit hole, it’s worth it! My fave’s are “Home,” “The Worry List,” “Fear”...and so on, the whole world should hear them. The lead singer Justin Furstenfeld has suffered from addiction and mental health issues, follow his recovery, it’s relatable and so inspiring.
This song is beautiful, always tugs at the heart strings
I didn't realize the song was that deep damn
Justin the singer suffers from depression in real life and takes medication for it. He also suffered from addiction but got past it.
The video is showing his mom dying, but in real life, his mom is alive a d well. Thos song was his apology to those he hurt during a mental health/addiction problem. You might watch "Fear" by Blue October to hear his more healthy look at life. I think you would enjoy/appreciate the lyrics.
Very emotional/powerful song....glad you reacted to it :D
No one died...he laid the answering machine to rest...the message from his mom in the beginning, as anyone who has suffered from addiction/mental health issues can tell you, is him hiding from the world...you don't want the people who love you to hear/see your pain...nor do you want to see the pain you are inflicting on them....he lays the machine to rest at the end...then the last scene, sitting with his mother having tea....making progress to shake his demons
I think it’s symbolically burins the past. He wrote this about what he put his mother, and girlfriend, through. That’s a real message from his mom, and she is in the video.
The Grave was a representation of him putting his past where it should be but never forgetting.
I think I can hear the hamster rolling in its wheel lol I've been curious to what those squeaky sounds were
My mistake- I keep forgetting to remove the wheel while recording and that is EXACTLY what it is! :)
I actually really like the sound of it! Its not a bothersome Squeak knowing that its a hamster enjoying himself!
Very cool :) Thank you :)
I am so sorry to hear about how your father-in-law treated you, but it is noble of you to understand his issues and allow it to roll past you. Your empathy and kindness continue to be an inspiration. Much love! xoxo "Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase!"
I love you, sir. you're the best
This song was an apology to his mom, for all the bad things he's done to her in return for him loving himself. This has been my favorite song since I was 6, so ten years now.
So I just found your Blue October Hate Me video and boy do I have personal stories I could share with you. The band gave me their blessing to take their last name after getting out of domestic violence divorce and a very abusive and narcissistic adoption. The song has moved me Beyond an earthquake. I subscribed to you on RUclips and I love the humanity you brought to the video.
Justin Furstenfeld lyrics aren't built to talk over, my man. Every word is painting a story colored in emotion. You felt it though. 👍
The grave is putting the past to rest. Getting over regret for mistakes. Allowing yourself to recieve forgiveness so you can begin to heal the circumstances you've caused harm. Letting go of ego. Humility. Grace.
Justin (the singer) was a drug addict and alcoholic, he is singing to his Mother. Thankfully now he is sober and a Christian and is still putting out amazing music :)
God bless your pure heart,sir
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Awesome video and great reaction!
You also have $49,825 which is absolutely awesome because you deserve it.
Thanks for this content. :) Have a nice day
You should do videos to show everyone all of the mail that you get, that would be really cool to see.
I do- I haven't gotten mail in about a MONTH. Every time I get mail, I do a POSTCARDS FROM THE EDGE episode of my mail "unboxing" :)
💙 you get it... some people just don't
Blue October music is absolutely a big part of my getting sober. If you get a chance, check out "Live in Texas" versions of their songs.
In a promotional video, Furstenfeld said of this song: "When you're in a low place, you don't really think about other people, and it's basically an apology to the people you've hurt in the past and giving them advice that maybe you're not the best person to be hanging out with. It's an apology to people I've hurt in the past, and asking for forgiveness. Some of the issues I was going through."
Yes, the song was about his mother who helped him battle with bipolar depression. (and still does)
not my preferred song but definitely my favorite music group. I was so happy to see this video aha
Found you on Reddit... Love 😍 you. A good personality & entertaining. Im hooked!
And you humble me, sir.
This song never fails to make me cry
Great reaction video and thanks for leading me to this song.
Personally love this genre, would be awesome if there are any others like it that you would do a reaction to.
Im not sure exactly, but i think its about his mother, always helping him through his addiction and him feeling bad with how it was affecting her? He would rather her hate him and be happy, than love him and suffer from his illness.
This is one song that i can really relate to though
your the only youtuber that i have notifications on for. keep it up
Thank you VERY much- it is greatly appreciated!
Keep up the good work, I love ur channel!
BLUE OCTOBER Home.. I would like you to see the change in BLUE OCTOBER and Justin furstenfelds life as a musician and the better place he's in now. great videos keep up the great work. by the way the grave in the video was Justin's mom (not in real life) she's still a live and a very nice lady.
Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase!
Gosh.. this was a really emotional video for me. I hope you can get that RV soon!
you just discovered a gold mine, blue october is amazing
Just now subscribed. Because I feel what you said in the beginning, makes me wanna write songs about that
yes it was his mum who died. if you watch the funeral scene you can see her name in the centre of a wreath
I've been watching your videos for a long time and this is the first time I've heard about your wife, i'm so sorry. This song really means a lot to me.
I like that song. It strikes a chord with me (pun intended). I have radial nerve damage. Luckily, mine is not as bad as yours. Glad you are on here. Hope you find a place to live with a bit more room. lol Hamsters are so cool. I had rats instead. They are also very cool as pets.
Thank you.
Love your honest reaction during and after the video keep up the good work!
Love this song
oh this reaction hits me in the feelings
and the meaning of this song was he did drugs and his mom help him but he reacted differently did normally some people would of so this is an apology to his mom
FIRST: all the pain and shitty hands you been dealt in life and you're still here telling people not to hate one another? you're straight up inspiring and deserve all the love and kindness you get.
SECOND: PLEASE REACT TO THE PRANK CALLS I MADE ON MY PAGE! WOULD LIKE TO SEE YOU LAUGHING AS OPPOSED TO CRYING!
Please do a reaction video to Fear by Blue October
hahah thatll make him cry
I just stumbled across this guy today I love him!!!!
Thank you very much!
Your videos are fantastic.
Blue october is one of my favorite bands and I found your video it is amazing that someone else likes their music. I am also sorry for your experiences
and yes that was his mother she died in the early 00s
I'm a bit late on commenting but but from the beginning to now you can see the diffrence in his music they pretty much represent his life but his new album he's happy to start a new life
Only subscribed to you recently but damn, you are one active youtuber. Keep it up :d
you are a beautiful soul
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You've also done I don't love you and I'm not ok, I love your channel 😄
Yes! I love this band!
As always I really enjoyed your video and you really touched me.
Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase!
Perhaps "In Loving Memory" by Alter Bridge might be a good review. No professional video to my knowledge by a nice fan-based lyrical video is floating around. Lots of feeling that will get you right in the heart.
I hope the RNG chooses this for us all.
Great reaction video! You need a pick me up song now! Perhaps some Wagakki Band? I feel like if I suggest it enough you'll do it. Just like when I kept asking for Band-Maid and you actually did it out of order haha
"Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase!"
Thanks for your videos :)
It's been a very very long time since I've heard this song.
This was my very first time- how long has this been out?
oh man i remember putting this on my mp3 player before iPods were really a big thing so probably between 2006 and 2008
this is my favorite song of all time!
i honenestly have no idea why you dont have more subscribers
I love Blue October and I loved your video! Are you still accepting postcards and keychains? :)
love the videos,keep it up !
Whose cutting those god damn onions just off screen?
Highly Suspect - My Name Is Human
I haven't heard Blue October in years I enjoyed that video review thank you.
Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments.
Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase!
Except it's... not so secret anymore... is it?
Well, not so much anymore :)
Could you maybe review Say Anything - Alive With the Glory of Love?
My comment would be to attend a Blue October or 5591/Open Book live concert.
U see you've reacted to cancer by MCR too, I love my chemical romance, it's my favorite band, and I love your channel so far, it looks great, I hadn't seen that many of your videos yet, but you seem funny 😊
I try- most of my humor is deadpan and sets me up as a straight man instead of being wildly funny. I have a very dry sense of humor :)
5:05
I'm tearing up 😢
By the way. Have you ever had a look at the game Elite: Dangerous? It's a huge Space (Survival) Sandbox and especially immersive with a HOTAS setup (Thrustmaster T Flight HOTAS X is around 40 Dollars and perfect for starters). I can imagine you could quite enjoy this type of game :)
Righteous channel man! I'm subbing!
On Top - Anfa Rose is a very smooth track man, it's definetly worth a listen!
Also you should watch Revolution radio- Green day :D
love u!!!!!!!!!!
I think he and I had an epiphany at the same time 😂😂
"Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase!"
That's funny! :D
You should consider purchasing a trailer or RV possibly with the GoFundMe donations. I don't know if you have a smartphone but there is an app called offerup and I've been able to use it to buy and sell things easily, including vehicles for cheap and affordable prices. The items sometimes are use but if you could find a good RV for cheap ($5,000) you wont have to worry about bed, kitchen, bathroom or your in laws moving. Hopefully space wont be an issue but its a good idea, hope you consider it.
NearlySeniorCitizen YetAGamer...
you should do a reaction video to Mike Stud's Happy Ending
Happy Ending g.co/kgs/F5guJN
Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the secret code phrase!
Singers grave. Justin's. 💙🙏🏻
it was his own grave sir, its so sad! :'(
I thought I was the only one who "got" that. I was about to say the same, but saw your response. Everyone assumes it's his mother, but it's the "old" Justin...
I'd like to recommend I May Fall by Jeff Williams
You should react to "Highly Suspects - Lydia" and/or any other song from Highly Suspects.
"Everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the Secret Code Phrase!"
Hello :)
Hello. ☺ How's your new celebrity treating you?
please never pause the video, and can u please react to Nikki by Logic
I really wish I could watch this but youtube keeps saying it's not available
Are you watching on a mobile device? 99% of the time that is the issue.
everyone is so confused by these "SPAM" comments. Just the secret code phrase!" could you please react to the eagle has landed by avatar
prodigal by porcupine tree
Hi, NearlySeniorCitizen. You think you can do Pantera - Cemetary gates
Please react to Muse Butterflies and Hurricanes peace
A tribe called quest- we the people... Please react
I'd love if you reacted to Oasis Some might say. Thanks again. Good to see you again my friend👍✌️🍀
You should listen to "I'm Stressed out Man" by Slug Christ
His moms grave
planet dolan
Hmm it shows me the video is not available here... Anyone else?
video played fine for me
Not happening to me but if you change the youtube part of the link to youpak instead it should work :)
I believe it's primarily because most videos in my reactions will NOT play on mobile devices. Copyright holders do not like them playing on mobile devices, for whatever reason.
Wow, didn't know that. Yes, on the desktop it plays back just fine. Just on the mobile device its showing "Video not available".
YT is weird sometimes.