I remember blocking out everyone and everything from my life for about a year and half because I was too anxious to leave my house. There was this underlying panic that wouldn't just leave. I pushed so many people away, not because I didn't love them, but because I was afraid to see them. It's hard to explain. I've been fighting like crazy to face these fears and not allow own. I don't want the thing I hate most to tell me how I'm gonna live my life. I hope you guys like this one. Tried to be as honest as possible. Love you all.
I get where your coming from, wanting to go out of the house but that underlying panic that ifs always there putting what is into your head making it spiral out of control. And I feel like you got what many people feel about anxiety fit perfectly into this song.
I like how anxiety is portrayed as a toxic partner that won't let you go. it's like this toxic relationship that just won't seem to come to an end, filled with frustration, resentment, anger, fear, sadness.. I pray we all eventually find inner peace 🙏
Starting at 5:08 to 5:33, it sounds like you're singing "Hallelujah". It fits perfectly with how you feel when you finally get peace from your anxiety.
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go Joshua 1:9
Amen... remember me in yalls prayers plz...this is killing me, feel like im already dead, ive even prayed for death ..i didnt wanna be here anymore but God said im not done with u... i know if i can just make it back to God everything will be ok
I love how you always open your heart to us and bring out the hardest yet beautiful and empowering moments from your life, Nathan. You may think these songs have no power, but you have no idea how much you help and inspire persons that have gone through a lot in life. I'm so thankful and feel honored of being a loyal fan to you as also a musician and a heart and soul listener. My heart goes to yours and embraces every war and battle you've fought. We all have gone through a lot, but what matters is that we haven't given up and we haven't stopped believing. Keep going. God bless you so so much, as always, Nathan. 💯❤❤ Beautiful and inspiring as always.
@@nathanwagner762 Keep going. You're a prince and warrior of God. He will always be there for you. Thanks to you for sharing another personal chapter of your life with us. It is forever embraced in my heart. 🙏❤
I'm suffering from anxiety since I can remember. I started to fight it 15 years ago. When my therapist told me that I am so brave, I started to cry immediately. I realized for the first time that we are not weak. We are strong.
this legit is one of my favorites no one takes into consideration how much damage just anxiety can do to a person if they have anxiety disorder. it almost always comes with depression alongside it, and in a way it truly is like a toxic roommate or an abuser trying their hardest to break you, and sometimes it works... and we have to break the cycle in order to learn to cope as someone with chronic anxiety, every day is a war just to get out of bed, I'm on medication now and it's def helped, but anxiety truly is a struggle for anyone and everyone who has it. this song is one of the things I turn to when i'm feeling bad and god it helps me out so much
This is amazing! As someone who struggles with anxiety and depression, your music has become a place of peace and comfort for me. I'm never alone in my challenges, and your songs remind me of that. Thank you so much!
Honestly this song has me in tears.. I struggle with anxiety, separation anxiety, depression and ptsd. You literally summed up exactly how I've been feeling about them
You are simply platinum, I cannot understand why you are not everywhere! I NEED more singers like this and my life I love your music and the passion with which you sing it, you are magic, never change !!! nor when you are more please are you unique and I love you greetings from Puerto Rico and the song or art🎶⚡⚡🎵❤️❤️
Those last few moments... they were beautiful. The back-and-forth, followed by the intervention of something we can’t explain and someone who takes all our fears away in perfect love. Recently, I’ve started to rethink my anxiety after speaking to my parents about it. I would never accuse God of creating me with my anxiety, and because of that, I believe that it was not in His plan. I do not need to own my anxiety. By all means I shouldn’t. Because it’s not who I was created to be. As I tear up writing this message, I hope what I’ve said today will help someone tomorrow. Do not own the things you wish to change, they aren’t who you were meant to be. Change is human. And with our Lord, all things are possible.
Thank you for this When I was in high school I experienced bad anxiety that led to multiple panic attacks a day which then led to flip-flopping between anxiety and deep depression, and it's only by the grace of God i got the help I needed, even if that meant being hospitalized But now i can use that experience to help others "Look at all the things you've stolen" THIS! The amount of things i missed out on because of it,,,, "Constant panic, constant pain" "constant struggle every minute" YES; THIS IS HOW IT FEELS!!!! Panic disorder is awful; it's more than a panic attack and then moving on; it was a constant struggle every time i opened my eyes,, and then sleeping brought nightmares This and Anger speak to me the most. They're so raw and real. More artists should make songs about our darkest moments Praying for you as well, that your anxiety doesn't slip back into that state again
I can’t express this well enough just how much of a remarkable human being you are, Nathan. Your talent is infinite! Your ability to take your pain, struggle, adversity and strife and translate it into something that speaks to every soul that has suffered, bringing a sense of togetherness rather than the torment of loneliness or isolation is remarkable. Thank you for being so open with us. This song truly captures so much that I know I’m not alone in feeling or experiencing. You should be so proud of yourself for not only producing such a poignant and powerful song, but for the ways in which you’ve faced your fears. I pray that anyone who is facing or going through anxiety finds the peace, calm and stillness of soul. You are courageous and so brave and God loves you unconditionally. 🙏✨🦋🤍🦋✨🙏
I recently slightly switched my mindset up and finally after 4 years I can enjoy things again. I don't constantly look at my door in vigil as if somebody is going to knock. I don't have that constant tension in my back. Im not annoyed I don't see whats behind me. I can finally refocus after being interrupted. I can peacefully enjoy the things I love. Thanks me. I did it all on me own. Strangely now this song hits me harder than before. Funny...
Beautiful and touching as always… Anxiety is something I’ve struggled with all my life and it’s destroyed me. I get major anxiety around the people I love, and so I push them away without wanting to. It’s heartbreaking. Being so anxious that I’m going to lose them that I lose them anyway. Anxiety is a vicious cycle. You’ve described it so beautifully here…. Thank you for being so vulnerable and pouring out into these lyrics. People need to know they aren’t alone- Often when we’re asked how we are doing, we automatically say we are “okay.” Then there is this pressure like we need to be okay and we can’t be honest about what’s really going on inside. I see that everywhere- especially in the church unfortunately. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable. It’s incredibly encouraging. God bless you, Nathan! 🤍
This song brought tears to my eyes, i felt this like no other man...i cant believe i found someone that understands exactly what im going thru nit being able to even leave the house from so much anxiety... nobody can seem to wrap their head around or believe what i tell em....ive struggled with anxiety my whole life but it got so bad i had to go on disability a couple years back, now its hard to even leave my room and im just now tryna piece it all back together and get back to God...sadly ive prayed for death and that musta been a slap in the face to God that gave me this beautiful life and i don't even want it... I want my life but cannot deal with this crap anymore...cant bear anymore ...this song reminded me im not alone and im like u i refuse to let sumn I hate determine what i do but man its tough...if i can just make it back to God i know it'll be ok... New sub here. .please keep making music
I really love how you describe these feelings through music. Sometimes words aren't enough to express someone's pain or struggles. For me music is my escape from the world around me. It helps me cope with my intense emotions, so for that I thank you for your touching harmonies and melody. They really reached out and inspire me to keep on moving forward despite how much I've suffered. Thank you.
Wow... because of this, I kinda got reminded of a friend (also had anxiety), he's good now though but man thinking about his past it must be really hard to get through, also in the process of getting better, I was happy that he said I was one of the people who also helped him get better, and I didn't expect it but I was happy, I didn't know I was helping him. Anyways the lyrics was able to touch my heart realizing that anxiety is also tough to get by, "constant panic, constant pain" those words in the lyrics was mentioned by my friend, Nathan you make beautiful songs that also helps other people, and also happy you were being honest with your fans, don't worry we're here to listen, stay strong man no matter what happens in life, and God Bless! 👃 💪 🌟
I never really took the time to look at or keep up with a creator's songs before, but I seem to enjoy every single piece you make. Is this what its like to be a fan?
Incredibly worried for my future, as a 2D/3D student, and feel stuck each year passing, but your music is always here and this one brought me to burning tears. Thank you immensely for the comfort you bring to all of us🫂
This song😭. I have tears in my eyes because I think in my mind, in my own mind that has held me as a slave for a long time. Thank God that couldn't break me. You can put into words what I feel, thank you Nathan for this. I love what you do 💘🦋
Out of all your songs in which each and and everyone spoke volumes to me... This is the one that had me in tears. Anxiety is beast that follows me everywhere, every day, at every hour. I have tried so many things. Nothing has helped. From medications to begging God to take it. It’s just this perpetual cycle of peril that controls me. I have lost so much due to it. My independence is already limited due to disabilities but anxiety limits it further. I hate leaving my house. But at the same time I hate being at home because my home environment isn’t all that good. But nowhere to go even if my anxiety allowed it. Because of anxiety and c-ptsd, etc... I would self harm just because that was the only thing that would give me just a moment of peace. But that just unlocked a whole other beast that now follows me around. It’s a never ending cycle that I pray I can break one day. The chains cling so tight though... Anyways, amazing job, Nathan. I’m so proud of you for being able to free yourself from the beasts. I love how you pour out your heart and soul in every song. It’s hard to be so vulnerable especially in something that’s out there for millions of people to see. God has blessed you so much and I have no doubt you will go far in your career. The stars are the limit 🤍
As someone who still hardly goes out your music means much to me and probably to many others. You show a sight of yourself many people would rather hide cause it is easier. I guess we are not the ones to go the easy way, maybe we always search for more than other people and it is nothing what the world would give us without a long fight. People always tell me: "please go out, have fun, you are only 18. Don't use your disability as an excuse to hide yourself from the world." Sometimes I have the feeling the world is hiding from me and I just don't have it in me to go and search for it.
This song is insanely relatable to what my close friends have been going through this past year. I can't wait to show them this. Thank you Nathan for another amazing song!💙
First listened to you when Paranoia just randomly popped into my playlist and thought "goddamn, this guy and his voice are something else". Not just your voice though, it's everything about your music. The fact that every song is relatable to some or many degrees too. Welcome to my playlist forever Nathan. I've already binged so many songs already and I'm thankful to be alive at the same time as you to experience your gift.
Ever since I heard the song I just can't stop thinking about it...it has such a deep meaning and the feelings I feel, I can't really describe them Nathan, I absolutely love every single song you write, but this one is different I'd even say, to me, it's one of the best and most beautiful ones Thank you for sharing this with us❤️
You have no idea how thankful I am that I discovered your music..❤️ As a person with anxiety issues, I find your music so relaxing, it calms me down and helps me come to my senses. Thank you, Nathan!❤️ You are really making a difference in people's lives.
I struggled a lot with social anxiety growing up and only in recent years have I began to wrangle it enough to be able to have it mostly not effect my daily life by pushing past it. The way you describe it as another person, or thing, holding us back by making decisions for us that we don't want, really is a perfect way to describe it.
I love your expression of something so many including myself struggle with. Thank God I'm getting better every day and I truly hope and pray you do too!
It sounds to me like it felt powerful when you sung this, as you condemn your anxiety. I felt like I should sing with this song to fully enjoy it as well
This spoke to me on a level I never thought possible.. hearing this song, I finally felt that I could breathe, even if just a moment, but I felt it. You managed to capture the very essence of anxiety itself and it's different appearances, both in what you had to deal with, and what others deal with. You've spoken the unspoken truth about it all in just one song, and that's very hard to do, especially nowadays. Thank you from the deepest part of my heart, thank you so much.
Beautiful as always I love this I've so much trouble with anxiety this is a song many can relate to any one dealing with anxiety I wish you all the peace in the world and the strength to stay calm in the face of your anxietys you are stronger then it
0:47 "and look at all the things you've stolen. everytime you've made frozen" I lost all my friends because i stopped talking, looking in their eyes and hanging out. I was just so afraid of everything. It took them a way. Thanks you so much for making this songs. It made me relate so much
Every one of your songs is a euphoric experience that feels like your speaking directly to the listener. A perfect depiction of anxiety. Masterful! Thank you so much!!
I love your music. My pass life was not great. Growing up with no family or real true friends. But when I found your music. It helped me deeply. You music have a emotional connection with us. Everyday I just didnt want to get out of bed and I put ur music on and it helps me not to give up and try harder. Thank you for giving me hope. Thank you for writing down our feelings
I never comment on videos but I just discovered your music today and I had to leave a comment. Out of all the musicians I've heard, I must say it is a fact that you are very unique, from your style of music to the lyrics you write. Listening to your songs makes me feel that you are one of the musicians that creates and speaks directly from his soul in a eloquent and articulate manner. In a oversaturated modern music industry of artists who create cheap mainstream songs or songs that sound too similar to others, I greatly value artists who stand out. I can say for certain it is very refreshing to listen to the songs and lyrics you create. I hope you keep doing what your doing and I wish you the best in life and in your creative efforts.
Another stunnig lyrics full of emotion. The power your voice has can't be described in words. Your music keeps me going and makes me feel understood. Thank you. ❤
Your honesty is flooring. This is exactly how anxiety feels, how insidious it is to live with. Thank you for this, I can't imagine my life without your music.
your songs are some of the most moving i've ever listened to. your vocals may have brought the depth of your emotions out, but those lyrics! those resounding lyrics that make so much sense to me!! proud of you for fighting your fears, Nathan! you're an inspiration 💗💗💗
I've only discovered you only a week ago. I wish I have sooner because your songs are amazing. They speak to us all on so many levels. no matter what I'm dealing with anxiety or what, it makes me feel better knowing that your songs help me through it. You have gained a new fan sir. Keep up the good work
I've been struggling with an anxiety disorder for years and for the longest time i had no idea what was wrong with me. i always thought that i was just different and it wasnt a great feeling. i never related to a song more and reading abt your experiences honestly helps so much. No ones alone in their struggles. God bless you 🙏🏻❤️
Hey Nathan. I listen to your music now more than anyone else's. Not only are your lyrics timely, but your voice is fantastic (and the underlying grit is particularly amazing). Your music has gotten me through some tough times. I appreciate all that you do, and hope to hear more.
This song is really beautiful. It moved me to tears as I can relate to a lot of the lyrics. Sometimes I wish to let go of this pain I feel inside, but sometimes I cherish it as well as it has got me to where I am today. I struggle a lot with anxiety always nagging at the back of my head, but I've learned to open up to more people despite all my fears. Thank you Nathan for creating such a beautiful song.
Again some wonderful song to playlist. While listening to this song I felt a lot and it striked right to my heart. Thank you Nathan for keeping me out of breakdown and full of empathy. Thank you for making these wonderful songs, wish you will keep this way!
I swear, ever since I first found your music in 2019(?) You have been one of my favorite artists! And I listen to A LOT of music! But you are the one person I keep coming back to for EVERY SONG! Seriously, thank you for making music and sharing it with us, man 💞
Honestly your music isn't popular enough. So many people every day struggle with anxiety and it pains me that we can't get rid of it. It's just there.. You've helped me so much, thank you ☺️
You're gonna make me cry. You've been through everything that you sing about. You understand it so deeply. You touch others who feel the same. You've touched my struggling heart with this one and so many others. You've given me inspiration for words I could never get out. So many thoughts in my head that even when they're down on paper they don't make sense. You're so brave, I'm scared to sing. Even in front of my mom. Thank you. I think, maybe now, I can get them out. I was meant to find you on my music search.
Nathan one day this world will realise your value. Believe me you are kind of an artist who actually connects to the soul of a human being. You always connect well with your audience. loads of love from India & a big fan of yours...... All the best keep going.
Your songs man. It hits different. This one is no different. It's just so amazing. I could relate to and feel every lyric that you sang. It's honestly just phenomenal.
man... all your songs are masterpieces. this one is no exception. the way you described anxiety as if its another person... the pure emotions from this song. just... i love it so much.
Words can't express how hard this hit me. It's the first time I came across your music but I will be constant listener if this is what your content is like.
I love more than anything the storytelling, the real feelings behind your songs, and how it almost feels like I hear the pain in your voice as you sing, it's so in depth and beautiful, your songs are some of the few I've listened to that make me feel so much emotion. Thank you for everything, all the work you've done, you're an inspiration, you're amazing and I'm so glad you got over that feeling of anxiety.
I think this song is wonderful. it was worth the wait until 6am, but I'm writing a comment now because I fell asleep listening to her for the third time and she was on headphones all night. The lyrics hit me very deeply because my stepfather is so strict and toxic. at every turn I hear quarrels and bad words in my direction. he's bringing me down. I can't do that anymore ...I feel that you wrote this song, knowing my stories. Believe one day, I will come back from my knees and finally tell him enough to defeat this fear. Thank you for making me stronger, never stop making music ... have a nice day / night!✨❤️
Nathan, I just returned back to work after 2 weeks of battling my anxiety. Everything is better now, but today was a challenge, I made it though and then hearing this song gave me goosebumps. Thank you.
I really don't know how you do it. I am so grateful. Thank you. I don't know why. But thank you. This brought me to tears. I want to meet you. Hear your story. I want you to hear mine. Please I feel like your music is the only one that holds me so often. Just thank you.
Thank you so much for making my day literally every day again and again. I've been listening to your songs for a while now and I'm so happy I found you! So thank you so so much :)
I really love this sense of sincerity you bring with all your songs. Always so genuine and charged with a lot of emotion, they always get me to shed a tear or two. Keep up the good work man!!
Listening to this music is both the most beautiful but also saddest thing... I feel as if i want to be angry at someone, but i dont find the power to do so.
@@nathanwagner762 You know ur probably the first ever RUclipsr that both made me smile and cry so much. Don't take this in a bad way tho. Your songs are a great way for me to process all my emotions i can't share.
I have... no words to properly describe what this song did to and for me, and words are all I really have. From weighted beginning to soaring conclusion, this song hit each and every suffocating moment and sweet victory. I didn't used to struggle with anxiety, but now I can't be around any group of people without this tension seizing my body, like I'm afraid of being attacked. An uncomfortable heat begins stifling in my chest while the rest of my limbs start going cold, and it feels like I can’t breathe. I have to leave to find a quiet place and force myself to breathe or I start slowly degrading until I break down, which only makes it worse. This song was able to emulate those effects, but in such a way that provided clarity. This song breaks my heart because it’s everything I hate about myself made manifest, and because so many people can relate to it. And yet, the fact you’ve captured it in words where our words have failed makes what once felt intangible, tangible. It shows us not just a monster to be managed, but slain with no quarter after all its stolen. I hope you know, above all else, that even if most of us may never have the chance to meet you, that God has given you infinite meaning, value, and worth; and that He is actively revealing to others that same value through you. YOU. ARE. LOVED. He has made you with wonderous awe and fascination, and gifted you with a heart that lights the way for others. He has made it so your trials and struggles help lead others to victory, and I’m thankful to be one of them, even if the fight for me is still very much alive and kicking. I pray you never lose sight of that, even on your darkest days.
I discovered you 2 days ago. And your songs are truly amazing. Absolutely epic and stunning. So emotional and spoken from the heart. Really appreciate this. Thank you for sharing your inner demons with us. We are not alone in this world. 💜
Amazing nathan it always astounds me how you are able to get all your feelings out and articulate them in to lyrics and music you are just so talented and we get a front row seat to each and every one of your life emotions thank you hunny 😊 perfection as always xxxx
I remember blocking out everyone and everything from my life for about a year and half because I was too anxious to leave my house. There was this underlying panic that wouldn't just leave. I pushed so many people away, not because I didn't love them, but because I was afraid to see them. It's hard to explain. I've been fighting like crazy to face these fears and not allow own. I don't want the thing I hate most to tell me how I'm gonna live my life. I hope you guys like this one. Tried to be as honest as possible. Love you all.
Oh Nathan, I'm sorry to hear that, God bless you
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So sorry Nathan, Love you!
I totally understand that! So glad you can make such heartfelt honest music, it means so much
I get where your coming from, wanting to go out of the house but that underlying panic that ifs always there putting what is into your head making it spiral out of control. And I feel like you got what many people feel about anxiety fit perfectly into this song.
I like how anxiety is portrayed as a toxic partner that won't let you go.
it's like this toxic relationship that just won't seem to come to an end, filled with frustration, resentment, anger, fear, sadness..
I pray we all eventually find inner peace 🙏
Amen amen amen 🙏
Amin.
Starting at 5:08 to 5:33, it sounds like you're singing "Hallelujah". It fits perfectly with how you feel when you finally get peace from your anxiety.
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Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go
Joshua 1:9
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Amen... remember me in yalls prayers plz...this is killing me, feel like im already dead, ive even prayed for death ..i didnt wanna be here anymore but God said im not done with u... i know if i can just make it back to God everything will be ok
I love how you always open your heart to us and bring out the hardest yet beautiful and empowering moments from your life, Nathan. You may think these songs have no power, but you have no idea how much you help and inspire persons that have gone through a lot in life. I'm so thankful and feel honored of being a loyal fan to you as also a musician and a heart and soul listener. My heart goes to yours and embraces every war and battle you've fought. We all have gone through a lot, but what matters is that we haven't given up and we haven't stopped believing. Keep going. God bless you so so much, as always, Nathan. 💯❤❤ Beautiful and inspiring as always.
🥺 Means everything Claire. Thank you so much for your kind words. I’m grateful
@@nathanwagner762 Keep going. You're a prince and warrior of God. He will always be there for you. Thanks to you for sharing another personal chapter of your life with us. It is forever embraced in my heart. 🙏❤
@@pandoraedits_ Words wired to gold, stitched together in a letter.
Beautifull, the song and the comment. (^_^)
I'm suffering from anxiety since I can remember. I started to fight it 15 years ago. When my therapist told me that I am so brave, I started to cry immediately. I realized for the first time that we are not weak. We are strong.
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this legit is one of my favorites
no one takes into consideration how much damage just anxiety can do to a person if they have anxiety disorder. it almost always comes with depression alongside it, and in a way it truly is like a toxic roommate or an abuser trying their hardest to break you, and sometimes it works... and we have to break the cycle in order to learn to cope
as someone with chronic anxiety, every day is a war just to get out of bed, I'm on medication now and it's def helped, but anxiety truly is a struggle for anyone and everyone who has it. this song is one of the things I turn to when i'm feeling bad and god it helps me out so much
Glad you like the song! Much love!
All these songs from you are helping so many people deal with our most difficult demons
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We need more artists like you. you always just know all the right words to say in Ur songs
Ahh, so glad the songs can speak to you. Much love ❤️
Starset exist
@@rodrigounuruco8464 so does Citizen Soldier 👌
Citizen Soldier is amazing and so is Nathan💖
My brother, Jesus will never let you down 🙏 God bless and thank you for the music
Amen amen amen! Thanks so much for listening!
This is amazing! As someone who struggles with anxiety and depression, your music has become a place of peace and comfort for me. I'm never alone in my challenges, and your songs remind me of that. Thank you so much!
So sorry for our struggle with anxiety and depression. But so glad my music could help bring peace. Much love
I don’t have anxiety but am being stalked. Watched in bathroom, bedroom everywhere.
Your song hit the way I feel about the watchers.
Peace
BTW you have a powerful voice.
Oh no, you should tell someone about the stalker, be careful, wish you the best! Also I appreciate it!
Honestly this song has me in tears.. I struggle with anxiety, separation anxiety, depression and ptsd. You literally summed up exactly how I've been feeling about them
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Espero que en este momento te encuentres bien y si no que sea Dios en tu vida el que te de la sabiduría para no rendirte
You are simply platinum, I cannot understand why you are not everywhere! I NEED more singers like this and my life I love your music and the passion with which you sing it, you are magic, never change !!! nor when you are more please are you unique and I love you greetings from Puerto Rico and the song or art🎶⚡⚡🎵❤️❤️
De verdad éxitos !!!!!
Means the world. Bless you Nicole. So thankful for your kindness
Tus canciones describe mucho la realidad!!
The best feeling is to find a song like this where you can really understand and connect with each and every word!
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Those last few moments... they were beautiful. The back-and-forth, followed by the intervention of something we can’t explain and someone who takes all our fears away in perfect love. Recently, I’ve started to rethink my anxiety after speaking to my parents about it. I would never accuse God of creating me with my anxiety, and because of that, I believe that it was not in His plan. I do not need to own my anxiety. By all means I shouldn’t. Because it’s not who I was created to be. As I tear up writing this message, I hope what I’ve said today will help someone tomorrow. Do not own the things you wish to change, they aren’t who you were meant to be. Change is human. And with our Lord, all things are possible.
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I don’t understand how your music does not have billions of views. I’ve never heard anything so passionate and raw. Absolutely beautiful work ❤
Thank you Jazmynd6513!
Another newfound favourite! Sadly, most people relate to this. It’s like earth just took a whole new turn.
Anxieties the worst. So glad you liked it.
The instrumentals are so killer in this one man. Powerful song, jeez!
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This made me tear up. I don’t understand why my thoughts won’t stop.
Please never stop making music. It really really matters
I won’t! Thank you!
Thank you for this
When I was in high school I experienced bad anxiety that led to multiple panic attacks a day which then led to flip-flopping between anxiety and deep depression, and it's only by the grace of God i got the help I needed, even if that meant being hospitalized
But now i can use that experience to help others
"Look at all the things you've stolen" THIS! The amount of things i missed out on because of it,,,,
"Constant panic, constant pain" "constant struggle every minute" YES; THIS IS HOW IT FEELS!!!!
Panic disorder is awful; it's more than a panic attack and then moving on; it was a constant struggle every time i opened my eyes,, and then sleeping brought nightmares
This and Anger speak to me the most. They're so raw and real. More artists should make songs about our darkest moments
Praying for you as well, that your anxiety doesn't slip back into that state again
I’m blown away Nathan, this song took all the feelings I could never put words to and beautifully delivered them!
Ahhh thanks so much Joseph 😊
there we go, none of the “clean” crap, just pure nathan
welcome back
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@@nathanwagner762 congrats on 100k
Thank you😭❤️🙌😊😍
@@nathanwagner762 np mate
I can’t express this well enough just how much of a remarkable human being you are, Nathan. Your talent is infinite! Your ability to take your pain, struggle, adversity and strife and translate it into something that speaks to every soul that has suffered, bringing a sense of togetherness rather than the torment of loneliness or isolation is remarkable. Thank you for being so open with us. This song truly captures so much that I know I’m not alone in feeling or experiencing. You should be so proud of yourself for not only producing such a poignant and powerful song, but for the ways in which you’ve faced your fears. I pray that anyone who is facing or going through anxiety finds the peace, calm and stillness of soul. You are courageous and so brave and God loves you unconditionally. 🙏✨🦋🤍🦋✨🙏
Thank you! I appreciate it!
I recently slightly switched my mindset up and finally after 4 years I can enjoy things again. I don't constantly look at my door in vigil as if somebody is going to knock. I don't have that constant tension in my back. Im not annoyed I don't see whats behind me. I can finally refocus after being interrupted. I can peacefully enjoy the things I love.
Thanks me. I did it all on me own.
Strangely now this song hits me harder than before. Funny...
Beautiful and touching as always… Anxiety is something I’ve struggled with all my life and it’s destroyed me. I get major anxiety around the people I love, and so I push them away without wanting to. It’s heartbreaking. Being so anxious that I’m going to lose them that I lose them anyway. Anxiety is a vicious cycle.
You’ve described it so beautifully here…. Thank you for being so vulnerable and pouring out into these lyrics. People need to know they aren’t alone- Often when we’re asked how we are doing, we automatically say we are “okay.” Then there is this pressure like we need to be okay and we can’t be honest about what’s really going on inside. I see that everywhere- especially in the church unfortunately.
Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable. It’s incredibly encouraging.
God bless you, Nathan! 🤍
God bless! Much love!
This song brought tears to my eyes, i felt this like no other man...i cant believe i found someone that understands exactly what im going thru nit being able to even leave the house from so much anxiety... nobody can seem to wrap their head around or believe what i tell em....ive struggled with anxiety my whole life but it got so bad i had to go on disability a couple years back, now its hard to even leave my room and im just now tryna piece it all back together and get back to God...sadly ive prayed for death and that musta been a slap in the face to God that gave me this beautiful life and i don't even want it... I want my life but cannot deal with this crap anymore...cant bear anymore ...this song reminded me im not alone and im like u i refuse to let sumn I hate determine what i do but man its tough...if i can just make it back to God i know it'll be ok... New sub here. .please keep making music
I know this is about Anxiety, but damn this reminds me perfectly to my last toxic relationship. Incredible job ! I can't stop hearing your song
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I really love how you describe these feelings through music. Sometimes words aren't enough to express someone's pain or struggles.
For me music is my escape from the world around me. It helps me cope with my intense emotions, so for that I thank you for your touching harmonies and melody.
They really reached out and inspire me to keep on moving forward despite how much I've suffered. Thank you.
Much love! Keep moving forward!
Many hearts can relate to your songs, you have a gift of reaching our souls, lots of love to you xxx 💌
Much love!
Wow... because of this, I kinda got reminded of a friend (also had anxiety), he's good now though but man thinking about his past it must be really hard to get through, also in the process of getting better, I was happy that he said I was one of the people who also helped him get better, and I didn't expect it but I was happy, I didn't know I was helping him. Anyways the lyrics was able to touch my heart realizing that anxiety is also tough to get by, "constant panic, constant pain" those words in the lyrics was mentioned by my friend, Nathan you make beautiful songs that also helps other people, and also happy you were being honest with your fans, don't worry we're here to listen, stay strong man no matter what happens in life, and God Bless! 👃 💪 🌟
God bless! Thank you!
I never really took the time to look at or keep up with a creator's songs before, but I seem to enjoy every single piece you make. Is this what its like to be a fan?
Honored😊😍
Incredibly worried for my future, as a 2D/3D student, and feel stuck each year passing, but your music is always here and this one brought me to burning tears. Thank you immensely for the comfort you bring to all of us🫂
This song😭. I have tears in my eyes because I think in my mind, in my own mind that has held me as a slave for a long time. Thank God that couldn't break me. You can put into words what I feel, thank you Nathan for this. I love what you do 💘🦋
Much love!
I totally feel this deep in my soul,struggling with this horrible postpartum anxiety and depression
Stay strong! Much love!
I've been crying for the passed two hours, so this fits perfect... please don't stop doing what you do
I won’t! Thank you!
Out of all your songs in which each and and everyone spoke volumes to me... This is the one that had me in tears. Anxiety is beast that follows me everywhere, every day, at every hour. I have tried so many things. Nothing has helped. From medications to begging God to take it. It’s just this perpetual cycle of peril that controls me. I have lost so much due to it. My independence is already limited due to disabilities but anxiety limits it further. I hate leaving my house. But at the same time I hate being at home because my home environment isn’t all that good. But nowhere to go even if my anxiety allowed it. Because of anxiety and c-ptsd, etc... I would self harm just because that was the only thing that would give me just a moment of peace. But that just unlocked a whole other beast that now follows me around. It’s a never ending cycle that I pray I can break one day. The chains cling so tight though... Anyways, amazing job, Nathan. I’m so proud of you for being able to free yourself from the beasts. I love how you pour out your heart and soul in every song. It’s hard to be so vulnerable especially in something that’s out there for millions of people to see. God has blessed you so much and I have no doubt you will go far in your career. The stars are the limit 🤍
I appreciate your words!
I love how this song just somehow manages to let all those inner feelings flow out, yk
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Man, this song came at the moment when I needed... I'm almost crying... Thank you...
Sorry for the tears! Much love!
As someone who still hardly goes out your music means much to me and probably to many others. You show a sight of yourself many people would rather hide cause it is easier. I guess we are not the ones to go the easy way, maybe we always search for more than other people and it is nothing what the world would give us without a long fight. People always tell me: "please go out, have fun, you are only 18. Don't use your disability as an excuse to hide yourself from the world." Sometimes I have the feeling the world is hiding from me and I just don't have it in me to go and search for it.
I was so transported by the melody and the lyrics, that the abrupt ending felt like falling off a cliff.
Just...wow...
Bravo ♥w♥
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This is a brings me memories of listening to lonely for the first time and I love it
So glad you like it bro. Hope you’re doing wel
Aún no lo he terminado de escuchar, pero el principio me enamoró por completo, tu voz es traída del mismísimo paraíso.
Love you
Yo te amo a ti, gracias por hacer este arte tan hermoso ❤️
This song is insanely relatable to what my close friends have been going through this past year. I can't wait to show them this. Thank you Nathan for another amazing song!💙
Thank you so much for listening. Means the workd
One of the best your songs .
Its perfect 😍😍😍😍
It's the first time i see a good vocalist with good lyrics , melodies , instrumentals
Thank you!
First listened to you when Paranoia just randomly popped into my playlist and thought "goddamn, this guy and his voice are something else". Not just your voice though, it's everything about your music. The fact that every song is relatable to some or many degrees too. Welcome to my playlist forever Nathan. I've already binged so many songs already and I'm thankful to be alive at the same time as you to experience your gift.
Honored to be on the playlist
You have a nice voice, and I like the fact that you put all your feelings in your songs.
Thank you❤️
Ever since I heard the song I just can't stop thinking about it...it has such a deep meaning and the feelings I feel, I can't really describe them
Nathan, I absolutely love every single song you write, but this one is different
I'd even say, to me, it's one of the best and most beautiful ones
Thank you for sharing this with us❤️
Of course! Thank you for listening!
I want to see you in concerts my guy I swear! Absolutely love your music! Keep it up!!
Thank you! I will do my best!
You have no idea how thankful I am that I discovered your music..❤️ As a person with anxiety issues, I find your music so relaxing, it calms me down and helps me come to my senses. Thank you, Nathan!❤️ You are really making a difference in people's lives.
Means the world! Much love!
I struggled a lot with social anxiety growing up and only in recent years have I began to wrangle it enough to be able to have it mostly not effect my daily life by pushing past it. The way you describe it as another person, or thing, holding us back by making decisions for us that we don't want, really is a perfect way to describe it.
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An expansion of knowledge and understanding with one's self is all we could ever really ask for.
I love your expression of something so many including myself struggle with. Thank God I'm getting better every day and I truly hope and pray you do too!
Thank you! God bless!
It sounds to me like it felt powerful when you sung this, as you condemn your anxiety. I felt like I should sing with this song to fully enjoy it as well
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This spoke to me on a level I never thought possible.. hearing this song, I finally felt that I could breathe, even if just a moment, but I felt it. You managed to capture the very essence of anxiety itself and it's different appearances, both in what you had to deal with, and what others deal with. You've spoken the unspoken truth about it all in just one song, and that's very hard to do, especially nowadays. Thank you from the deepest part of my heart, thank you so much.
Of course! Much love!
Beautiful as always I love this I've so much trouble with anxiety this is a song many can relate to any one dealing with anxiety I wish you all the peace in the world and the strength to stay calm in the face of your anxietys you are stronger then it
Thank you!
0:47 "and look at all the things you've stolen. everytime you've made frozen"
I lost all my friends because i stopped talking, looking in their eyes and hanging out. I was just so afraid of everything. It took them a way.
Thanks you so much for making this songs. It made me relate so much
Much love
Every one of your songs is a euphoric experience that feels like your speaking directly to the listener. A perfect depiction of anxiety. Masterful! Thank you so much!!
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every time i see a new upload from you it brightens my day thank you for being so awesome
So glad it does. Bless you!
Nathan this one hit home, thank you so much for this.
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I love your music. My pass life was not great. Growing up with no family or real true friends. But when I found your music. It helped me deeply. You music have a emotional connection with us. Everyday I just didnt want to get out of bed and I put ur music on and it helps me not to give up and try harder. Thank you for giving me hope. Thank you for writing down our feelings
Of course! Stay strong!
My own service drives me nuts... But I live for the sheer thrill of the service. Just to put hope back into the eyes of future generations. 😊
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I never comment on videos but I just discovered your music today and I had to leave a comment. Out of all the musicians I've heard, I must say it is a fact that you are very unique, from your style of music to the lyrics you write. Listening to your songs makes me feel that you are one of the musicians that creates and speaks directly from his soul in a eloquent and articulate manner. In a oversaturated modern music industry of artists who create cheap mainstream songs or songs that sound too similar to others, I greatly value artists who stand out. I can say for certain it is very refreshing to listen to the songs and lyrics you create. I hope you keep doing what your doing and I wish you the best in life and in your creative efforts.
Thank you for checking out my music! I appreciate it!
Another stunnig lyrics full of emotion. The power your voice has can't be described in words. Your music keeps me going and makes me feel understood. Thank you. ❤
Glad to hear!
It’s amazing how much passion you put in each song you make it never ceases to amaze me. Keep on speaking with your lyrics and we will keep listening.
Much love! Thank you!
Boy, I really love your voice. You and Ivan Torrent are my favourite artists!
Honored!
Your honesty is flooring. This is exactly how anxiety feels, how insidious it is to live with. Thank you for this, I can't imagine my life without your music.
Of course!
Congrats on 100k!!
Thank you!
your songs are some of the most moving i've ever listened to. your vocals may have brought the depth of your emotions out, but those lyrics! those resounding lyrics that make so much sense to me!! proud of you for fighting your fears, Nathan! you're an inspiration 💗💗💗
Thank you! Means the universe!
This is beautiful "sublimissime" ! I love the emphase and the end witch leave you so alone in the face of anxiety.
Well done !
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I've only discovered you only a week ago. I wish I have sooner because your songs are amazing. They speak to us all on so many levels. no matter what I'm dealing with anxiety or what, it makes me feel better knowing that your songs help me through it. You have gained a new fan sir. Keep up the good work
Honored to have you! Thank you
We are *SO* freaking close to 100k and I can't say that you deserve it more!
Your music, lyrics and voice are just so amazing!
Thank you
I've been struggling with an anxiety disorder for years and for the longest time i had no idea what was wrong with me. i always thought that i was just different and it wasnt a great feeling. i never related to a song more and reading abt your experiences honestly helps so much. No ones alone in their struggles. God bless you 🙏🏻❤️
God bless!
Hey Nathan. I listen to your music now more than anyone else's. Not only are your lyrics timely, but your voice is fantastic (and the underlying grit is particularly amazing). Your music has gotten me through some tough times. I appreciate all that you do, and hope to hear more.
Hey! Glad to hear its gotten you through tough time!
Thank you so much Nathan. Your songs have always helped me get emotions I cannot express across. Your songs mean so much to me
honor to hear! I’m glad my music could help with that🙏
This song is really beautiful. It moved me to tears as I can relate to a lot of the lyrics. Sometimes I wish to let go of this pain I feel inside, but sometimes I cherish it as well as it has got me to where I am today. I struggle a lot with anxiety always nagging at the back of my head, but I've learned to open up to more people despite all my fears. Thank you Nathan for creating such a beautiful song.
Of course!
Again some wonderful song to playlist. While listening to this song I felt a lot and it striked right to my heart. Thank you Nathan for keeping me out of breakdown and full of empathy. Thank you for making these wonderful songs, wish you will keep this way!
I will!
I swear, ever since I first found your music in 2019(?) You have been one of my favorite artists! And I listen to A LOT of music! But you are the one person I keep coming back to for EVERY SONG! Seriously, thank you for making music and sharing it with us, man 💞
Of course! Its an honor!
Honestly your music isn't popular enough. So many people every day struggle with anxiety and it pains me that we can't get rid of it. It's just there.. You've helped me so much, thank you ☺️
Of course! Much love!
You're gonna make me cry. You've been through everything that you sing about. You understand it so deeply. You touch others who feel the same. You've touched my struggling heart with this one and so many others. You've given me inspiration for words I could never get out. So many thoughts in my head that even when they're down on paper they don't make sense. You're so brave, I'm scared to sing. Even in front of my mom. Thank you. I think, maybe now, I can get them out. I was meant to find you on my music search.
Glad! Much love!
Nathan one day this world will realise your value. Believe me you are kind of an artist who actually connects to the soul of a human being. You always connect well with your audience. loads of love from India & a big fan of yours...... All the best keep going.
I will do my best! Means the world!
You might be my new favorite artist. Really loving all of your music.
Ahh, thank you!
Your songs man. It hits different. This one is no different. It's just so amazing. I could relate to and feel every lyric that you sang. It's honestly just phenomenal.
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man... all your songs are masterpieces. this one is no exception. the way you described anxiety as if its another person... the pure emotions from this song. just... i love it so much.
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Words can't express how hard this hit me. It's the first time I came across your music but I will be constant listener if this is what your content is like.
Honored to hear!
My flesh....yes I'm a slave to it. My soul cries. Love you Nathan.
Love you ❤️
I love more than anything the storytelling, the real feelings behind your songs, and how it almost feels like I hear the pain in your voice as you sing, it's so in depth and beautiful, your songs are some of the few I've listened to that make me feel so much emotion. Thank you for everything, all the work you've done, you're an inspiration, you're amazing and I'm so glad you got over that feeling of anxiety.
I appreciate it!
all the songs you make always match our story. keep being you and never lose hope. we love you
I won't! Much love! Thank you!
To all the heartaching heartbreakers leaving us here.. heartbroken,..this one's for you.. from us 🙃. ✌️🍀✌️🍀✌️
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Beautiful as always. Thank you for sharing this emotions with us. May god bless you ❤️
Of course! Wish you many blessings!
I think this song is wonderful. it was worth the wait until 6am, but I'm writing a comment now because I fell asleep listening to her for the third time and she was on headphones all night. The lyrics hit me very deeply because my stepfather is so strict and toxic. at every turn I hear quarrels and bad words in my direction. he's bringing me down. I can't do that anymore ...I feel that you wrote this song, knowing my stories. Believe one day, I will come back from my knees and finally tell him enough to defeat this fear. Thank you for making me stronger, never stop making music ... have a nice day / night!✨❤️
Sorry to hear about your stepfather! Stay strong!
Nathan, I just returned back to work after 2 weeks of battling my anxiety. Everything is better now, but today was a challenge, I made it though and then hearing this song gave me goosebumps. Thank you.
Of course! I hope work is getting better!
I really don't know how you do it. I am so grateful. Thank you. I don't know why. But thank you. This brought me to tears. I want to meet you. Hear your story. I want you to hear mine. Please I feel like your music is the only one that holds me so often. Just thank you.
I love you
Lord, I need you everyday, every minute🙏❤️🙏 break these chains Lord, that I may serve you.
Thank you so much for making my day literally every day again and again. I've been listening to your songs for a while now and I'm so happy I found you! So thank you so so much :)
Glad to hear!
I really love this sense of sincerity you bring with all your songs. Always so genuine and charged with a lot of emotion, they always get me to shed a tear or two. Keep up the good work man!!
Much appreciation!
Listening to this music is both the most beautiful but also saddest thing... I feel as if i want to be angry at someone, but i dont find the power to do so.
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@@nathanwagner762 You know ur probably the first ever RUclipsr that both made me smile and cry so much. Don't take this in a bad way tho. Your songs are a great way for me to process all my emotions i can't share.
I won’t! I’m glad my music can help😊
I have... no words to properly describe what this song did to and for me, and words are all I really have. From weighted beginning to soaring conclusion, this song hit each and every suffocating moment and sweet victory. I didn't used to struggle with anxiety, but now I can't be around any group of people without this tension seizing my body, like I'm afraid of being attacked. An uncomfortable heat begins stifling in my chest while the rest of my limbs start going cold, and it feels like I can’t breathe. I have to leave to find a quiet place and force myself to breathe or I start slowly degrading until I break down, which only makes it worse. This song was able to emulate those effects, but in such a way that provided clarity.
This song breaks my heart because it’s everything I hate about myself made manifest, and because so many people can relate to it. And yet, the fact you’ve captured it in words where our words have failed makes what once felt intangible, tangible. It shows us not just a monster to be managed, but slain with no quarter after all its stolen.
I hope you know, above all else, that even if most of us may never have the chance to meet you, that God has given you infinite meaning, value, and worth; and that He is actively revealing to others that same value through you. YOU. ARE. LOVED. He has made you with wonderous awe and fascination, and gifted you with a heart that lights the way for others. He has made it so your trials and struggles help lead others to victory, and I’m thankful to be one of them, even if the fight for me is still very much alive and kicking. I pray you never lose sight of that, even on your darkest days.
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I discovered you 2 days ago. And your songs are truly amazing. Absolutely epic and stunning. So emotional and spoken from the heart. Really appreciate this. Thank you for sharing your inner demons with us. We are not alone in this world. 💜
Of course! Thank you for listening! Grateful you would check my music out!
@@nathanwagner762 Of course! You are amazing. 💜
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Amazing nathan it always astounds me how you are able to get all your feelings out and articulate them in to lyrics and music you are just so talented and we get a front row seat to each and every one of your life emotions thank you hunny 😊 perfection as always xxxx
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