Holy shit. So excited! Love these projects a lot! It's a surreal experience and personally I love to hear this first hand. It feels so real sometimes when you have headphones in. I highly recommend this project among all of your others! This one certainly stands out along with The Catatonic. I have a fond connection with each of these projects. Keep making more of them! I will be looking forward to it!
I recently got diagnosed with Schizophrenia, my life turned upside down so fast. It happened over one night, I forgot so many things and fell into chaos. It went on for months. I’m finally on medicine but the changes are very slow. I’m hopeful things will turn around.
Just try not to be affraid of those illusions and do not be so anxious, i think it make the life better just dont try to fight it or be controled as if your life its constantly a traunt or a fight
11:12 Do you smell that? 11:16 can you smell that? I smell fire. 11:20 I smell something burning 11:24 plastic or dinner or something too? 11:28 what's that?
11:33 Yes. 11:38 Staring at you. They know... the (incomprehensible) ---------------------------------------- 11:49 You look good! Look well. (*another voice* STOP LOOKING AT ME!) You know, (incomprehensible) what i managed to hear after that
When i listened to the original version of this my mom went into my room and started talking to me during stage 5 or 6 i don't remember, safe to say i almost had a heart attack
there's something about the image for stage 3 that's so unbearably unsettling to me; it's kind of like the uncanny valley effect where it's normal enough to not be out of the ordinary but just unusual enough to put someone one edge. the images for stage 4 and 5 are obviously disturbing and very unsettling to the point where i can't look at them but stage 3 is strangely more disturbing to me. idk, just my thoughts.
Everywhere at the End of Time Stage 3 is the scariest one for me because of that very thing. It's at this point where there is still coherence and some semblance of order but it's starting to fray and tear at the edges. It's the height of the tragedy. After that the person will already be gone, and before that they were still there, but the middle stage is where everything starts to fall apart.
Listen to this on repeat for the rest of your life. The short cycles happen forever. Over time, the patterns become predictable, and easier to deal with, but you can still get lost in them. You can hear other things you want to listen to, but it's hard (yet not impossible) to focus on anything else, when this is constantly in the background.
I AM NOT JOKING RIHT NOW ON STAGE 3 MY COMPUTER COMPLETEY LOCKED UP BUT THE MUSIC WAS STILL PLAYING, THE SECOND STAGE 4 STARTED, COMPLUTER UN FROZE WTF!
i discovered this piece yesterday and was absolutely stunned by your ability to depict the core of a paranoid state when you're locked inside your head with all these horrible thoughts and pictures swirling around. back in 2020, i had an episode and was unable to describe how i felt to anybody. i am fine now and have only minor depersonalizations / hallucinations at night from time to time, yet this piece seems to grasp every feeling, every connotation of emotion people who suffer from any kind of schizophrenia have. thank you a lot. i believe you shall receive recognition far bigger for this.
I come back to this often. It's a wonderful piece along with the other works, but this one is my favorite. I'm very conflicted about accepting the fact that I have paranoid schizophrenia, mainly because it goes off for years at a time and then comes back for just a month. I have however hallucinated, mainly when I'm in tons of stress and of course, feeling extremely paranoid. My last visual hallucination was 6 years ago. In my class, at the corner of my eye was a sack wearing child with no shoes. They were crying and as I blinked they went away. No idea how that came about. My last audible hallucination was a year ago, and it was two women and a child mumble arguing, nothing was decipherable. I know it wasn't my neighbors, these people sounded completely different. This audio came about after I had an immense feeling of fear of someone breaking in my room. A fit of paranoia. I have intense nyctophobia because of my hallucinations I've had, and I'm afraid of seeing or hearing something not there. It's conflicting because my house is also haunted, so I don't know if the footsteps are a ghost or just me losing my mind. Whatever the case, hearing this gives me a bit of eerie yet calming acceptance that I may need to address more to my counselor. I'm just afraid that people might think I'm a nutcase, like my child counselor that I had at age 10, when my hallucinations were constant. She was very rude with those type of subjects that I was involved in. At least it's been a good year since an incident occurred. On a side note, my first hallucination was when I was 4. I saw the Grim Reaper taking a shit. Weird. Edit: More scenarios have happened. It was a year ago a few months after this comment. I told my counselor and I feel my medications are working well. I hallucinated a crying old woman in my nextdoor neighbor's bus (they worked as a bus driver). I could tell it was a hallucination because the sound was right in my ear. I also want to say the "I smell something burning" thing in this is a wonderful touch. I get very paranoid about fires, which doesn't help my schizophrenia at all. Like I said I only list big scenarios, but little things happen to me too. Mainly I hallucinate burning smells. They still creep up on me through my medication sometimes.
okay so like, i remember hearing about this months ago but then i forgot about it, OMG I AM SO GLAD I GOT REMINDED OF THIS i jsut listened through the whole thing with headphones and... this was sooooooooo well made like... i dont know how to describe what i was feeling you perfectly captured like the feelings of fear, anxiety, and paranoia amazing job! this was such a perfectly done experience
I apologize if this makes this more disturbing or difficult to listen to, but this is eerily the properly closest rendition I've come across to simulate how bad the auditory part of psychosis can beome becoming tuned into different frequencies. Thank you so much for working so hard to research, or God forbid experience your own personal living hells, to be able to create this and show people, as most properly and accurately as you can to ones whom have never experienced a such like paradigm shift in their realities, how these conditions affect us so that they can begin to truly comprehend our lives, and with any hope, try to find ways for us to grow together with us to develop a truer understanding of eachother.
Same feeling, it got me offguard I am listening with headphones, the voices were playing on the right, the left, and then suddenly in front of me Guh this is really well-made
Stage 0: all of your coping mechanisms are in place, you took your meds, day off work, life couldn't be better Stage 1: your normal day at school or work but you did everything else right Stage 2: normal day at school or work but you forgot to take your meds or a triggering, stressful day. People very close to you start to notice something is wrong. Stage 3: triggering day and didn't take your meds. Like a long church service but no meds. People close to you notice something is wrong. Stage 4: didn't take meds, triggering day, little to no social support. Most people know something is wrong. Stage 5: multiple of Stage 4 days take their toll, things are very wrong Stage 6 : oh g o d, luckily a loved one found you and took you to the psych ward Stage 7: after getting help, you're much better now :)
Story time? It's story time You see about a year before I had even learnt of this project or had seen its artworks I had a nightmare where a demonic floating creature stared directly at me for 30 seconds before screaming a piercing shriek and attacking me causing me to wake up, and about 2 months ago when I first hear dof this projects earlier version and watched it, I was unnerved like most but when I got to stage 5 the pieces had connected, the demon in my nightmare looked almost identical to stage 5s artwork and had made me leap and shriek, absolutely horrifying
@@apidimus7347 thinking about it now, it was very likely a coincedence as the night I had said nightmare I was very dehydrated and the curtains in the room I was sleeping in had similar patterns, so yeah that's how I got jumpscared by a demon cat
My mother was putting my little brothers to sleep while stage 4 was happening which created a very disturbing effect where i could'nt tell if it was my mother making noise or the voices speaking.
It's so sad that some people go through this stuff everyday. If I had this I would go insane from all the voices, the constant breathing, the insults. Reminds me of that one meme where the Skelton takes its brain out of its head and tells it to shut up.
The small details in 1.5 are the cherry on top. Like the small pace changes in the song. To the off beat notes. You can clearly hear that the person is anxious and does not know what to do.
I wish someone would do one of these for Antisocial Personality Disorder (Psychopathy and Sociopathy). Being diagnosed with it is hard enough letting me empathize with other people, and I have no musical talents or I'd try my own hand at it, but it would really be kind of cool.
Good idea! I think it would be cool if people gonna do music like this to different disorders. Also, you're diagnosed with antisocial?.. I hope you ok.
0:44 Silly piano:D 2:02 Eh? 3:35 relaxing :) 5:56 silly 7:45 spooky 😈 8:42 AHHHHHHHH SCARY 10:26 do not listen you are good as you are 12:23 ??????? 14:08 :)
I think a 7B side should exist because some people commit suicide from their Schizophrenia, Since you made it look like it ends in a happy ending when for some people that isn’t the case, Reality has its twists, and as much as we’d like to like to say “Yeah! everything is better, everything will be okay!” that just isn’t the case. So I think a B side should exist for Stage 7 where it’s much worse than Stage 6 and ends with the voices going out with one last taunt before they fade away for good as you’re dead.
I’m not schizophrenic but this is a perfect display of my anxiety and self deprecation when they reach an extreme peak It’s all in my head but I can’t make them stop. Every time I do they just get louder. I try to think of anything else as a distraction. But they just keep coming back. I reached a point where I want to scream. Maybe if I do I can finally for once make myself louder than my own sick head.
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂, your anxiety is jo different than my fear of losing my mom. It's not called anxiety champ it's just called being nervous. It's life and the only way to overcome it is by being uncomfortable. Gotta be uncomfortable to be comfortable my guy
Stellar work! I love stages 0 - 2 so much, I swear I listen to them daily (of course, it goes without saying that the other stages are great as well). Do you, by chance, have an extended version of Stage 0 and/or 1? I would love to hear them. Keep up the great work!
Listened to this during a car ride home at night, heres some of my initial thoughts and reactions Stage 0: Very nice music :) did you compose these pieces yourself or are they borrowed from something? Stage 1: Ooh a more somber tone but still calming. Theres some notes in the music that feel off to me, but i cant tell if those are a natural part of the melody or like a corruption. Definitely feels like something's off though Stage 1.5: Same/similar song but somehow emptier? This time the thing that feels off is the tempo. Some notes hesitate for longer than it feels like they should, almost like it feels unsure. Theres still random sour notes too. Overall feels a little less secure Stage 2: Ooh more frantic song. Theres an echo in the background like wind whistling? Oh theres a voice. The voice hallucinations arent super concentrated but they throw my focus off the music when they do happen. I cant make out the words exactly, theyre kinds just distracting background noise Stage 3: more voices, still cant make out many words but i think i keep hearing "stupid" being said, in like a thick british way like "schewpid". Sometimes a hallucination will happen louder during a pause in the music and its startling. Oh that breathing is NOT fun Stage 4: music doesnt really have a discernable melody anymore, its so slow and deep. The voices are a lot more constant. OH GOD THE BREATHING. The way it like creeps up on you is really unnerving. Oh no the voices are evil now why do they sound so villainous. Also definitely heard "stupid" and some other words more clearly Stage 5: ooh the voices are a lot easier to understand. They say really mean things :( the voice talking about smelling something burning is a really nice addition, it heightens the paranoia feeling Stage 6: actually harder to understand now than before? Deepening the voices probably doesnt help with understanding them, but it also has an inhuman vibe now. Oh god crying. Is that from our pov or just another voice? You cant really be sure about anything. The droning music notes are so dissonant Stage 7: ooh? Return to reality? Song sounds hopeful. I keep expecting there to be voices but i dont THINK i hear any. Almost like my brain fills in the lack of background noise that i think is missing without the voices. This song is fun :) feels weird though that everything is so normal Stage 0: clicked replay and this song is definitely a little more somber sounding than 7. Interesting!! When youve got the frame of reference for what blissful reality sounds like, stage 0 kinda just gives a sense of dread since you know its gonna go downhill again
Im safe to say that my squizophrenia has a problem with cats. I thinking its more like the Louis Wain situation. I love drawing cats, and im slowly getting better with remedies and treatment for my squizophenia.
As someone who went through something very similar to this, I might have had slight schizophrenia but I had severe depression and anxiety, was put in the hospital, and has now made it through to a brighter place, I can confirm, this is, how it feels, it’s hard to get through, but eventually you’ll make it, and when you do finally, it feels so, so amazing, if you’re struggling with a mental disorder, please, for the love of god, seek help, I promise it’s better when you reach the end of it all.
Haven't been diagnosed or talked to anybody about it yet, but I've seen things at the edge of my bed, just looking at me. I've also heard sounds such as footsteps getting closer when I'm alone, and slight whispering that I know I can't actually be hearing.
If each stage was a journal entry: Stage 0: I'm really awaiting today, I get to see my family over for thanksgiving today. I'm really excited to see them! Stage 1: It sems a normal day, today I met my baby cousins. I feel a bit... bewildered with them around though. Stage 1.5: This was a pretty short day, I should get some rest. Stage 2: Today's my birthday... I got a black cat doll. Is this a sign? Do I have bad luck? Stage 3: God is talking to me, I can feel voices talking to me, I'm scared... Stage 4: Listen to the voices they know everything STAGE 5 this isn't a stagr this is arewla.: I don't have time Reality is fake, follow the voices Stage 6: Why am I here? Stage 7 (Cure/Schizo Over): It seems I had schizophrenia, scary right?
Siendo honesto, no tengo esquizofrenia, no lo sufro y no conozco a nadie que lo sufra, pero no se lo deseo a nadie, y, a todas esas personas que lo sufren, y que, lamentablemente pueden sufrir en un futuro, les deseo fuerzas, y con todo mi corazón, deseo que puedan vivir una vida plena.
Song name Ideas: Stage 0: My life Stage 1: All is Well Stage 1.5: All stays well Stage 2: Locations Stage 3: He talks Stage 4: Childish Obedience Stage 5: Hear my plea Stage 6: Sopra Stage 7: Blissful Reality
Something to know about mental illnesses is that they tend to get worse the more you think about it So you need to consider it normal to have a healthy brain, I live with someone who has schizophrenia and they are the most mentally stable person I know Trust me everything, everywhere is always ok, you just need to change your view a bit Also when people say stuff like schizophrenia is gonna make you "CraZY" or "VoiLeNt" know that they're quite dumb
Would make more sense if stage 0 and 1.5’s pictures were swapped because stage 1.5 looks more realistic and the artists earlier drawings were more realistic
I would disagree. Stage 1.5 indicates the cat is looking behind its shoulder, indicating paranoia, while in Stage 0, the cats appear as if they are having fun and socializing, indicating that the patient is having a high level of social support.
Okay, I am hyped! :3 (wait Stage 0 or 7?, Does that mean a new song is going to be made?) (Me or anyone who is probably glorifying Schizophrenia or any mental illness is f***ed up but is it bad that I enjoy the songs from it quite a bit or did at one point despite not having Schizophrenia? (I don’t want to admit what fucked up things I have done or else it’ll make you and everyone hate me. I’m worse than those disorder fakers on Tik Tok even if I don’t fake disorders.)
@@zanziboi I didn’t say you were glorifying Schizophrenia because I know that you have or experienced it I meant that me glorifying it by being a fan of the album or treating it like some sort of trendy album is f**ked up even if you didn’t have Schizophrenia, I know you’re not glorifying it. (Also the first stage in the album and the stage processes reminds me of childhood to teen hood (maybe as I was once a child growing up with autism (I don’t know if I have it I’m on the spectrum) and ADD (or ADHD if ADD and ADHD falls under the same thing or label or spectrum or I don’t know (Maybe I do?)) The First Stage reminds me of childhood (except without the chilling parts because my childhood was a good one, so for me that represents yet to come for younger me.) nothing TERRIBLE happened to me but I had some hardships. I do like the Schizophrenia Stage songs though. Is it okay if I ramble on different parts of my life in these stages? (Even though I don’t have Schizophrenia.) But I’m sorry if I assumed Ed you of that I wasn’t saying what you was doing was f***ed up I meant me having a twisted fascination with disorders or EATEOT disorder albums at one time is messed up and that makes ME and people who do feitishise or glorify disorder messed up and I know that’s not what you’re doing (and half of me doesn’t care because I like the album and that’s even more messed up. I need to go to a mental facility XD) I’m sorry, I really am for me being a jerk.
@@zanziboi Is it okay if I have a question? When in intense amounts of guilt or feelings is it normal for me to type or maybe occasionally think things like me belonging in a mental facility? Or if I might need help? (Or maybe I’m basing my personality too much on Yuri from Doki Doki Literature Club, I shouldn’t find her so relatable (In both acts maybe?)) I don’t really find her relatable I’m a fucking liar. (And that was half me going off the rails again, I’m sorry you had to see me say that.) I feel condescending at times. I think I’m a selfish narcissist but I stopped caring. :/
If it has a somewhat happy ending does that mean you’re taking medication so you don’t have to suffer from Schizophrenia? (When I become an adult or just older I might make at EATEOT album except it’s about Autism or my life, probably won’t have a happy ending or will I don’t know yet. I might eventually go insane.) Edit!: I have kind of gone insane.
@@user-qc1mc2ly8j And the “Charles Bonnet” one gives me an idea, I might make an eateot about muscle damage or leg pains (my leg once and still is kind of damaged or bent or just went out one day and it was and still is actual TORTURE and I couldn’t walk without being in agony or at all and I never want to experience something like that in any of my limbs or anywhere ever again.) (It might have screaming sounds or manic or a mania feeling or hyper feeling or emotional or malicious feeling because taking mediation for the pain made me feel that way.) And I also couldn’t or didn’t want to leave my bed.
Stage 0: I'm fine dude, it's not like I'm gonna get schizophrenia or anything! Stage 1: Yes, yes, I'm fine don't worry Stage 2: Actually, something seems wrong..? Stage 3: God is talking to me...? I'm hearing voices Stage 4: DID SOMEONE TOUCH ME?! oh... I'm fine... Stage 5: What is happening? Stage 6: PLEASE JUST GIVE ME THE MEDS! THIS IS UNBEARABLE! Stage 7A: So like I had schizophrenia, crazy right? I'm cured now... I think? Stage 7B: Why is life so cruel... I'm not gonna last any longer... I'm considering.. No..* *Stage 7A is when people's meds work and they are fine, stage 7B is people whose meds DIDN'T work and their schizophrenia is getting worse
Holy shit. So excited! Love these projects a lot! It's a surreal experience and personally I love to hear this first hand. It feels so real sometimes when you have headphones in. I highly recommend this project among all of your others! This one certainly stands out along with The Catatonic. I have a fond connection with each of these projects. Keep making more of them! I will be looking forward to it!
I recently got diagnosed with Schizophrenia, my life turned upside down so fast. It happened over one night, I forgot so many things and fell into chaos. It went on for months. I’m finally on medicine but the changes are very slow. I’m hopeful things will turn around.
how are you now? I hope you get better soon
@@toastius9939 I’m getting better slowly, but it’s still a struggle
Is the medicine helping you out? I’m praying things get better for you brother
Just try not to be affraid of those illusions and do not be so anxious, i think it make the life better just dont try to fight it or be controled as if your life its constantly a traunt or a fight
I was diagnosed with OCD a couple weeks ago. I do these strange things to prevent bad things from happening.
11:12 Do you smell that?
11:16 can you smell that? I smell fire.
11:20 I smell something burning
11:24 plastic or dinner or something too?
11:28 what's that?
I think that's worker in the brain talking about smelling fire aka demantia
It's just a burning memory
11:33 Yes.
11:38 Staring at you. They know... the (incomprehensible)
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11:49 You look good! Look well. (*another voice* STOP LOOKING AT ME!) You know, (incomprehensible)
what i managed to hear after that
The pull of the counter?
7:51 36 to love it [Left Headphone] *TEU*
The artist who made those paintings has made good art not gonna lie
Artist is Louis Wain
He actually was a artist who had schizophrenia
@@electroid4 I know, sadly...
When i listened to the original version of this my mom went into my room and started talking to me during stage 5 or 6 i don't remember, safe to say i almost had a heart attack
Did you think you had schizophrenia?
you could have chosen "i am happy because everyone loves me" painting that louis wain for the last song, other than that this album is perfect
*everybody gangsta until the voices don’t stop when you pause the video*
Lmao 😂
I bet it’s just the tv 😅
Underrated af comment lit so lit my grandma's on fire rn
Then you damn well KNOW you have schizophrenia too.
there's something about the image for stage 3 that's so unbearably unsettling to me; it's kind of like the uncanny valley effect where it's normal enough to not be out of the ordinary but just unusual enough to put someone one edge. the images for stage 4 and 5 are obviously disturbing and very unsettling to the point where i can't look at them but stage 3 is strangely more disturbing to me. idk, just my thoughts.
What makes it even more unsettling for me is that there's nothing about it that feels like it should be unsettling, but it somehow is
a person with shizo drew it
@@orangecoolcatever louis wayne
Everywhere at the End of Time Stage 3 is the scariest one for me because of that very thing. It's at this point where there is still coherence and some semblance of order but it's starting to fray and tear at the edges. It's the height of the tragedy. After that the person will already be gone, and before that they were still there, but the middle stage is where everything starts to fall apart.
I think it's cute tbh, it looks like it's waiting for me to pet it and rub its chin
The fact that most of the stage covers look like illustrations of children’s books brings me blissful yet sad nostalgia
they actually were louis wain made children books from cats
Listen to this on repeat for the rest of your life. The short cycles happen forever. Over time, the patterns become predictable, and easier to deal with, but you can still get lost in them. You can hear other things you want to listen to, but it's hard (yet not impossible) to focus on anything else, when this is constantly in the background.
I AM NOT JOKING RIHT NOW ON STAGE 3 MY COMPUTER COMPLETEY LOCKED UP BUT THE MUSIC WAS STILL PLAYING, THE SECOND STAGE 4 STARTED, COMPLUTER UN FROZE WTF!
spooky
Speak English please
Ctrl+alt+supr
@@Sellthere
he was speaking english, you nefarious nincompoop
When you take your earbuds out but you still hear the video playing
i discovered this piece yesterday and was absolutely stunned by your ability to depict the core of a paranoid state when you're locked inside your head with all these horrible thoughts and pictures swirling around. back in 2020, i had an episode and was unable to describe how i felt to anybody. i am fine now and have only minor depersonalizations / hallucinations at night from time to time, yet this piece seems to grasp every feeling, every connotation of emotion people who suffer from any kind of schizophrenia have. thank you a lot. i believe you shall receive recognition far bigger for this.
The end of stage 5 caught me off guard. Really freaky
I come back to this often. It's a wonderful piece along with the other works, but this one is my favorite. I'm very conflicted about accepting the fact that I have paranoid schizophrenia, mainly because it goes off for years at a time and then comes back for just a month. I have however hallucinated, mainly when I'm in tons of stress and of course, feeling extremely paranoid. My last visual hallucination was 6 years ago. In my class, at the corner of my eye was a sack wearing child with no shoes. They were crying and as I blinked they went away. No idea how that came about. My last audible hallucination was a year ago, and it was two women and a child mumble arguing, nothing was decipherable. I know it wasn't my neighbors, these people sounded completely different. This audio came about after I had an immense feeling of fear of someone breaking in my room. A fit of paranoia. I have intense nyctophobia because of my hallucinations I've had, and I'm afraid of seeing or hearing something not there. It's conflicting because my house is also haunted, so I don't know if the footsteps are a ghost or just me losing my mind. Whatever the case, hearing this gives me a bit of eerie yet calming acceptance that I may need to address more to my counselor. I'm just afraid that people might think I'm a nutcase, like my child counselor that I had at age 10, when my hallucinations were constant. She was very rude with those type of subjects that I was involved in. At least it's been a good year since an incident occurred.
On a side note, my first hallucination was when I was 4. I saw the Grim Reaper taking a shit. Weird.
Edit: More scenarios have happened. It was a year ago a few months after this comment. I told my counselor and I feel my medications are working well. I hallucinated a crying old woman in my nextdoor neighbor's bus (they worked as a bus driver). I could tell it was a hallucination because the sound was right in my ear. I also want to say the "I smell something burning" thing in this is a wonderful touch. I get very paranoid about fires, which doesn't help my schizophrenia at all. Like I said I only list big scenarios, but little things happen to me too. Mainly I hallucinate burning smells. They still creep up on me through my medication sometimes.
Maybe the grim needed a break for once I wouldn't blame him
@@matt1ha the ghost might be you losing your mind but due to you associating it with the haunted house, you see nothing wrong.
@@chester9585 dude they were making a joke
@@stellaoctangula9898 how are you sure it is a joke?
@@chester9585 huh?
The thumbnail is me when i realized that circles exist in minecraft
What kind of fucking minecraft do you play
U must took mc acid
@@dawidek4267 the kind with shadows turned on
@@p3rc1muz19u3 thats the bad one
@@p3rc1muz19u3 what.
man i hate, hate, hate that breathing, so scary, well done
okay so like, i remember hearing about this months ago but then i forgot about it, OMG I AM SO GLAD I GOT REMINDED OF THIS
i jsut listened through the whole thing with headphones and... this was sooooooooo well made
like... i dont know how to describe what i was feeling
you perfectly captured like the feelings of fear, anxiety, and paranoia
amazing job! this was such a perfectly done experience
Thank you so much, glad you liked it! Nothing i enjoy more than making music/art projects like this and have people appreciate it
@@zanziboi awwwwww its never a problem!!! :)) ur very talented!!!
Holy shit this is so good
I'm on the "god is talking to me" stage rn
Its freaky af, good job
Good luck on the later stages mate
A voice on Stage 5: "Stop looking at me!"
I'm on stage 1.5 It's not bad at all tbh
@@hearts4ozzy After listening through the album, do you reconsider that statement?
@@persik123they prob do
I suffer from depression and anxiety, sometimes I have episodes of psychosis. This shows exactly how they sound.
I apologize if this makes this more disturbing or difficult to listen to, but this is eerily the properly closest rendition I've come across to simulate how bad the auditory part of psychosis can beome becoming tuned into different frequencies. Thank you so much for working so hard to research, or God forbid experience your own personal living hells, to be able to create this and show people, as most properly and accurately as you can to ones whom have never experienced a such like paradigm shift in their realities, how these conditions affect us so that they can begin to truly comprehend our lives, and with any hope, try to find ways for us to grow together with us to develop a truer understanding of eachother.
11:50 I was so in depth this gave me goosebumps all over.
This is very well made, and you should be proud of this project.
Same feeling, it got me offguard
I am listening with headphones, the voices were playing on the right, the left, and then suddenly in front of me
Guh this is really well-made
THE LAST PARTS WERE SCARYYY, SHIVER ME TIMBERS
Stage 0: all of your coping mechanisms are in place, you took your meds, day off work, life couldn't be better
Stage 1: your normal day at school or work but you did everything else right
Stage 2: normal day at school or work but you forgot to take your meds or a triggering, stressful day. People very close to you start to notice something is wrong.
Stage 3: triggering day and didn't take your meds. Like a long church service but no meds. People close to you notice something is wrong.
Stage 4: didn't take meds, triggering day, little to no social support. Most people know something is wrong.
Stage 5: multiple of Stage 4 days take their toll, things are very wrong
Stage 6 : oh g o d, luckily a loved one found you and took you to the psych ward
Stage 7: after getting help, you're much better now :)
Aren't the voices supposed to stop after the video ends?
Uh oh spaghettio
their still around somewhere i swear i hear them in the kitchen when the light is off
Yeah man that’s normal. I can even see them too.
Pill time
Fr, I'm low-key freaking out
Holy shit the crying on stage 6 was freaky as hell
Story time? It's story time
You see about a year before I had even learnt of this project or had seen its artworks I had a nightmare where a demonic floating creature stared directly at me for 30 seconds before screaming a piercing shriek and attacking me causing me to wake up, and about 2 months ago when I first hear dof this projects earlier version and watched it, I was unnerved like most but when I got to stage 5 the pieces had connected, the demon in my nightmare looked almost identical to stage 5s artwork and had made me leap and shriek, absolutely horrifying
Holy shit damn
@@apidimus7347 thinking about it now, it was very likely a coincedence as the night I had said nightmare I was very dehydrated and the curtains in the room I was sleeping in had similar patterns, so yeah that's how I got jumpscared by a demon cat
dude u predicted the album
When you get jumpscared by a schizophrenia cat
Question, Was It Calling you stupid in a British accent?
My mother was putting my little brothers to sleep while stage 4 was happening which created a very disturbing effect where i could'nt tell if it was my mother making noise or the voices speaking.
It's so sad that some people go through this stuff everyday. If I had this I would go insane from all the voices, the constant breathing, the insults. Reminds me of that one meme where the Skelton takes its brain out of its head and tells it to shut up.
Wake up babe new stupid productions dropped
me rn
The small details in 1.5 are the cherry on top. Like the small pace changes in the song. To the off beat notes. You can clearly hear that the person is anxious and does not know what to do.
Finally one that has a happy ending. (Aka Stage 7)
I wish someone would do one of these for Antisocial Personality Disorder (Psychopathy and Sociopathy). Being diagnosed with it is hard enough letting me empathize with other people, and I have no musical talents or I'd try my own hand at it, but it would really be kind of cool.
Good idea! I think it would be cool if people gonna do music like this to different disorders.
Also, you're diagnosed with antisocial?.. I hope you ok.
I can do it. But I’ll need some more info
also been diagnosed but how the fuck are you supposed to make music about it?
0:44 Silly piano:D
2:02 Eh?
3:35 relaxing :)
5:56 silly
7:45 spooky 😈
8:42 AHHHHHHHH SCARY
10:26 do not listen you are good as you are
12:23 ???????
14:08 :)
I think a 7B side should exist because some people commit suicide from their Schizophrenia, Since you made it look like it ends in a happy ending when for some people that isn’t the case, Reality has its twists, and as much as we’d like to like to say “Yeah! everything is better, everything will be okay!” that just isn’t the case.
So I think a B side should exist for Stage 7 where it’s much worse than Stage 6 and ends with the voices going out with one last taunt before they fade away for good as you’re dead.
all while a weird cat is looming over you
@@placozoa lol
no, then ill be sad after the album lol
@@zzzzzzz2601 You gotta come to terms with the reality of some things, sorry buddy :c
Or maybe a 7C where everything is just normal, but too normal. And at the end it would just suddenly stop (you died).
Man when I play pisific songs I SWEAR my dad calls my name..but he never did....
I’m not schizophrenic but this is a perfect display of my anxiety and self deprecation when they reach an extreme peak
It’s all in my head but I can’t make them stop. Every time I do they just get louder. I try to think of anything else as a distraction. But they just keep coming back.
I reached a point where I want to scream. Maybe if I do I can finally for once make myself louder than my own sick head.
Ooooo you will assasinate ariana grande
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂, your anxiety is jo different than my fear of losing my mom. It's not called anxiety champ it's just called being nervous. It's life and the only way to overcome it is by being uncomfortable. Gotta be uncomfortable to be comfortable my guy
@@The_real_onefsshut up
"Anxiety this, anxiety that" It's just called "being a pussy".
womp womp
Stellar work! I love stages 0 - 2 so much, I swear I listen to them daily (of course, it goes without saying that the other stages are great as well). Do you, by chance, have an extended version of Stage 0 and/or 1? I would love to hear them. Keep up the great work!
Im currently making an album of happy piano songs with no voices or psychosis. Stay tuned..
@@zanziboi Oh, that's great to hear! I can't wait!
@@zanziboi Imagine if you make it then slowly put psychotic voices in it, and see if people notice
There used to be one by you I believe, for depression, I truly miss that one and hope you bring it back as it became my coping tool
The best bit is some of the voices are text to speech
7:52 AGH- It gets all up in your right ear for a second. That feels so weird!
I was doing all right until my lights went out right around stage 5
Listened to this during a car ride home at night, heres some of my initial thoughts and reactions
Stage 0: Very nice music :) did you compose these pieces yourself or are they borrowed from something?
Stage 1: Ooh a more somber tone but still calming. Theres some notes in the music that feel off to me, but i cant tell if those are a natural part of the melody or like a corruption. Definitely feels like something's off though
Stage 1.5: Same/similar song but somehow emptier? This time the thing that feels off is the tempo. Some notes hesitate for longer than it feels like they should, almost like it feels unsure. Theres still random sour notes too. Overall feels a little less secure
Stage 2: Ooh more frantic song. Theres an echo in the background like wind whistling? Oh theres a voice. The voice hallucinations arent super concentrated but they throw my focus off the music when they do happen. I cant make out the words exactly, theyre kinds just distracting background noise
Stage 3: more voices, still cant make out many words but i think i keep hearing "stupid" being said, in like a thick british way like "schewpid". Sometimes a hallucination will happen louder during a pause in the music and its startling. Oh that breathing is NOT fun
Stage 4: music doesnt really have a discernable melody anymore, its so slow and deep. The voices are a lot more constant. OH GOD THE BREATHING. The way it like creeps up on you is really unnerving. Oh no the voices are evil now why do they sound so villainous. Also definitely heard "stupid" and some other words more clearly
Stage 5: ooh the voices are a lot easier to understand. They say really mean things :( the voice talking about smelling something burning is a really nice addition, it heightens the paranoia feeling
Stage 6: actually harder to understand now than before? Deepening the voices probably doesnt help with understanding them, but it also has an inhuman vibe now. Oh god crying. Is that from our pov or just another voice? You cant really be sure about anything. The droning music notes are so dissonant
Stage 7: ooh? Return to reality? Song sounds hopeful. I keep expecting there to be voices but i dont THINK i hear any. Almost like my brain fills in the lack of background noise that i think is missing without the voices. This song is fun :) feels weird though that everything is so normal
Stage 0: clicked replay and this song is definitely a little more somber sounding than 7. Interesting!! When youve got the frame of reference for what blissful reality sounds like, stage 0 kinda just gives a sense of dread since you know its gonna go downhill again
Im safe to say that my squizophrenia has a problem with cats. I thinking its more like the Louis Wain situation. I love drawing cats, and im slowly getting better with remedies and treatment for my squizophenia.
A happy end...!
Make me cry
Why did the algorithm want me to see this
because you are a cat
@@saroyamohit hes got a point
@@saroyamohit a mildly upset cat at that!
@@saroyamohit you do have a point!
As someone who went through something very similar to this, I might have had slight schizophrenia but I had severe depression and anxiety, was put in the hospital, and has now made it through to a brighter place, I can confirm, this is, how it feels, it’s hard to get through, but eventually you’ll make it, and when you do finally, it feels so, so amazing, if you’re struggling with a mental disorder, please, for the love of god, seek help, I promise it’s better when you reach the end of it all.
The art in this is really cool
Louis Wain is now one of my top favourite artists thanks to this video !!
Listening to this on Halloween cause I have nothing to do
Haven't been diagnosed or talked to anybody about it yet, but I've seen things at the edge of my bed, just looking at me. I've also heard sounds such as footsteps getting closer when I'm alone, and slight whispering that I know I can't actually be hearing.
7:51 36 to love it [Right Headphone] *TEU*
Stage 6 is making me so scared man
The crying is freaky as hell
Something that I find really creepy about this is the voices in stages 4-6, if I was listening to this in the dark I would probably sh*t myself
Super cool! Keep on being Poggers!
I’m very tempted to create a anxiety or depression everywhere at the end of time thanks you for inspiring me
I could have sworn this was already a thing that was already out.
this is the completed version
@@zanziboi that's what I thought. Its wonderful. Thank you. I have paranoid delusional schizophrenia and this is painfully accurate
You wasnt sure about it? Maybe you FORGOT 💀 a little?
@@dawidek4267 hahahahahaahahahahahhaa SHIT. I'm everywhere at the end of...where am I
you forgor 💀
I can't tell what part of stage fives head is it's ears
I stopped on stage 2 because the first voice creeped me out...
*AND PROCEEDED TO SKIP TO STAGE 5.*
watching this while high ill tell you the experience in the reply
Uh
@@cuberman5948 i played a bit of minecraft while listening and it crept into my game
Wait.. why can I still here the voices after the video ends?
I think you need to go to the doctor broski.
11:52 he kidnapped me!
this spooked the absolute piss out of me, thanks
If each stage was a journal entry:
Stage 0: I'm really awaiting today, I get to see my family over for thanksgiving today. I'm really excited to see them!
Stage 1: It sems a normal day, today I met my baby cousins. I feel a bit... bewildered with them around though.
Stage 1.5: This was a pretty short day, I should get some rest.
Stage 2: Today's my birthday... I got a black cat doll. Is this a sign? Do I have bad luck?
Stage 3: God is talking to me, I can feel voices talking to me, I'm scared...
Stage 4: Listen to the voices they know everything
STAGE 5 this isn't a stagr this is arewla.: I don't have time Reality is fake, follow the voices
Stage 6: Why am I here?
Stage 7 (Cure/Schizo Over): It seems I had schizophrenia, scary right?
this is much more relaxing with headphones
There was an album that you made about depression but it got deleted , can you please bring it back or remake it? It was really good
I dont remember making a depression version
@@zanziboi I see , sorry.
There was one I saved from a different channel but I can't find it now 😔
He forgor💀
@@yokusfrequently9362 he rember 👼
@@omaralsaadi1751 was it faces on a wall?
Fun fact: louis wain painted the album covers
Siendo honesto, no tengo esquizofrenia, no lo sufro y no conozco a nadie que lo sufra, pero no se lo deseo a nadie, y, a todas esas personas que lo sufren, y que, lamentablemente pueden sufrir en un futuro, les deseo fuerzas, y con todo mi corazón, deseo que puedan vivir una vida plena.
i actually though people were talking in stage 5
bruh same when it said "STOP LOOKING AT ME"
STRAY CAT: GONE TO HEAVEN
@@retiredchannel Stray Cat Overheaven killed JFK
@@martinthedrainedsedlak he had nothing better to do.
@@retiredchannel Same thing
*“SCHTUPID.”*
Why they hell does RUclips want to translate SCHTUPID😭
@@IeatshinyrocksBritish to American translation
This is a short everywhere at the end of time fan project
I don’t know how I would live with a serious menatal illness
Do the songs sample any pieces or did you write the songs yourself? I really like the piano of the first few stages.
they're not samples. i programed the notes on a piano midi
@@zanziboi I see, thanks! I saw your other reply that you are making an album of the happy songs with no voices. I look forward to it!.
1.5 is called nothing to be parinoied about but it sounds slihghtly faster,like said person is anxious
I can't tell if I'm hearing shit again or it's this
Cool thing is that it has up to stage 0
6:31 6:49 The First Voices
7:28 Next Voices
8:00 Third Voices
8:18 Fourth Voices
The Next Stages Are Filled With Voices Except 7
6:19 has the first voice
Song name Ideas:
Stage 0: My life
Stage 1: All is Well
Stage 1.5: All stays well
Stage 2: Locations
Stage 3: He talks
Stage 4: Childish Obedience
Stage 5: Hear my plea
Stage 6: Sopra
Stage 7: Blissful Reality
Listening to schizophrenia at the end of time to shut down the voices
Something to know about mental illnesses is that they tend to get worse the more you think about it
So you need to consider it normal to have a healthy brain, I live with someone who has schizophrenia and they are the most mentally stable person I know
Trust me everything, everywhere is always ok, you just need to change your view a bit
Also when people say stuff like schizophrenia is gonna make you "CraZY" or "VoiLeNt" know that they're quite dumb
Would make more sense if stage 0 and 1.5’s pictures were swapped because stage 1.5 looks more realistic and the artists earlier drawings were more realistic
I strongly dissagree, the 1.5 drawing looks like it's looking behind it's shoulder, paranoid. First one is just cats having fun playing games.
I would disagree. Stage 1.5 indicates the cat is looking behind its shoulder, indicating paranoia, while in Stage 0, the cats appear as if they are having fun and socializing, indicating that the patient is having a high level of social support.
To anyone suffering from schizophrenia I’m so sorry this seems terrible😢
This is not schizophrenia, this is Asperger's syndrome
Hii, can this be used for a read aloud video? I really love your work and projects and I would love to use this, with credit ofc
Go ahead!
@@zanziboi ok, thank you!
10:25 “rude words”
I'm excited
oh wow its complete
Why the voices here roast me like that 💀💀💀
"You're a loser" 💀
I will eat another
ima be honest the last song sounds like an undertale or deltarune song
Okay, I am hyped! :3 (wait Stage 0 or 7?, Does that mean a new song is going to be made?)
(Me or anyone who is probably glorifying Schizophrenia or any mental illness is f***ed up but is it bad that I enjoy the songs from it quite a bit or did at one point despite not having Schizophrenia?
(I don’t want to admit what fucked up things I have done or else it’ll make you and everyone hate me. I’m worse than those disorder fakers on Tik Tok even if I don’t fake disorders.)
i wouldnt really say im glorifying schizophrenia, otherwise the caretaker is glorifying dementia
@@zanziboi I didn’t say you were glorifying Schizophrenia because I know that you have or experienced it I meant that me glorifying it by being a fan of the album or treating it like some sort of trendy album is f**ked up even if you didn’t have Schizophrenia, I know you’re not glorifying it.
(Also the first stage in the album and the stage processes reminds me of childhood to teen hood (maybe as I was once a child growing up with autism (I don’t know if I have it I’m on the spectrum) and ADD (or ADHD if ADD and ADHD falls under the same thing or label or spectrum or I don’t know (Maybe I do?)) The First Stage reminds me of childhood (except without the chilling parts because my childhood was a good one, so for me that represents yet to come for younger me.) nothing TERRIBLE happened to me but I had some hardships. I do like the Schizophrenia Stage songs though.
Is it okay if I ramble on different parts of my life in these stages? (Even though I don’t have Schizophrenia.)
But I’m sorry if I assumed Ed you of that I wasn’t saying what you was doing was f***ed up I meant me having a twisted fascination with disorders or EATEOT disorder albums at one time is messed up and that makes ME and people who do feitishise or glorify disorder messed up and I know that’s not what you’re doing (and half of me doesn’t care because I like the album and that’s even more messed up. I need to go to a mental facility XD) I’m sorry, I really am for me being a jerk.
@@zanziboi Is it okay if I have a question? When in intense amounts of guilt or feelings is it normal for me to type or maybe occasionally think things like me belonging in a mental facility? Or if I might need help? (Or maybe I’m basing my personality too much on Yuri from Doki Doki Literature Club, I shouldn’t find her so relatable (In both acts maybe?)) I don’t really find her relatable I’m a fucking liar.
(And that was half me going off the rails again, I’m sorry you had to see me say that.) I feel condescending at times. I think I’m a selfish narcissist but I stopped caring. :/
@@zanziboi I’m sorry...
My lord skylar you seem to have a lot on your mind
i liked the old stage 4 cover better
Why does it end so happily? I don't think it works like that irl
schizophrenia can be cured, i think
After treatment, hence the name: post psychosis
If it has a somewhat happy ending does that mean you’re taking medication so you don’t have to suffer from Schizophrenia?
(When I become an adult or just older I might make at EATEOT album except it’s about Autism or my life, probably won’t have a happy ending or will I don’t know yet. I might eventually go insane.)
Edit!: I have kind of gone insane.
I might make a thing about my autism or Charles Bonnet Syndrome aswell
@@user-qc1mc2ly8j Sounds cool.
@@user-qc1mc2ly8j And the “Charles Bonnet” one gives me an idea, I might make an eateot about muscle damage or leg pains (my leg once and still is kind of damaged or bent or just went out one day and it was and still is actual TORTURE and I couldn’t walk without being in agony or at all and I never want to experience something like that in any of my limbs or anywhere ever again.) (It might have screaming sounds or manic or a mania feeling or hyper feeling or emotional or malicious feeling because taking mediation for the pain made me feel that way.)
And I also couldn’t or didn’t want to leave my bed.
i want to make an EATEOT but even older, near 1890-ish
I might make one about ADHD
I still really like the original piano work in this version of the concept.
Stage 0: I'm fine dude, it's not like I'm gonna get schizophrenia or anything!
Stage 1: Yes, yes, I'm fine don't worry
Stage 2: Actually, something seems wrong..?
Stage 3: God is talking to me...? I'm hearing voices
Stage 4: DID SOMEONE TOUCH ME?! oh... I'm fine...
Stage 5: What is happening?
Stage 6: PLEASE JUST GIVE ME THE MEDS! THIS IS UNBEARABLE!
Stage 7A: So like I had schizophrenia, crazy right? I'm cured now... I think?
Stage 7B: Why is life so cruel... I'm not gonna last any longer... I'm considering.. No..*
*Stage 7A is when people's meds work and they are fine, stage 7B is people whose meds DIDN'T work and their schizophrenia is getting worse
does the end signify death or the end of significant events?
11:49 is that deji or his mom lol sounds like them
Did you make the Voices or are they sampled? If there sampled, where are they from?
I sampled them from schizophrenia voice simulations
1:59 "Hey, I swear I saw something there, why isn't anyone noticing?"