First, thank you for creating this channel and opening up. When I started getting acceptance letters from all these amazing schools, I had no idea that I wasn't prepared to handle the freedom along with so much emotion and fear and my trajectory seemed also like I was heading for a great future. I am living in that future now, although it looks different than I would have planned or imagined, thanks to the recovery process. I just had a lot of maturing to do that I was not even close to understanding. I really got myself tied up mentally, emotionally and spiritually and thank God I have received so much clarity from the process of recovery. Love you Kenny
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First, thank you for creating this channel and opening up. When I started getting acceptance letters from all these amazing schools, I had no idea that I wasn't prepared to handle the freedom along with so much emotion and fear and my trajectory seemed also like I was heading for a great future. I am living in that future now, although it looks different than I would have planned or imagined, thanks to the recovery process. I just had a lot of maturing to do that I was not even close to understanding. I really got myself tied up mentally, emotionally and spiritually and thank God I have received so much clarity from the process of recovery.
Love you Kenny