Gay High School Experience
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- Опубликовано: 21 сен 2024
- My gay high school experience... there were some really bad experiences but some really heartwarming ones as well. I have changed and grown so much since then. I know this is a long video but I appreciate you watching and listening to my story. Please consider subscribing if you are new to my channel :)
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I'm gay in high school in Asia. My gay experience was so terrible. A lot of people look down on me. They make fun of me. Nowadays everything is ok but picking up guys is very difficult.
taylor jakong im glad its better now!
Thank you 😊
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Hope you live in Tiawan. Safest place for LGBT.
Hope U r happy now
Hey it's Maiah! We went to high school together and I came across this video and I have to tell you I had no idea that this happened :( I always felt like an outcast too because I really didn't deal with peoples drama and bullying of other kids cuz I realized life is so much more than high school! I'm so happy that you came through all the hate and made something awesome of yourself cuz you deserve it! 💕 you're a king 👑
Wow I'm amazed that you came out in high school. I wish I had the guts back then. I cam out only 2 years ago and I'm 45 now. You're an example of boys and girls who are still in the closet. 👏👏👏👏
WOW really? You should share this with us 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🥺 what made you finally come out??? ❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕 #CorkyCarla
So you might have graduated in the 90s. Not easy then, but was better than the 50 or 80s. Course it varies by where you live and lived with and who in school. I came out to family at 15.
I did it in middle school-
In my high school there was no such thing as a GSA. So I made one for my senior project. Keep in mind I live in rural southwest Missouri. Lots of “straight pride” tshirts and nasty comments but in the end I helped a lot of people like me so it was worth it.
Austin Routt thats so amazing i love that ❤️❤️❤️
twinkstan look on my insta I got pics
Wow. I heard of that crap. Straight pride. High ego & craveing attention, pity for something.
What the fuck is straight pride
I’m near that area where specify I’m like 30 min from
Joplin
My gay high school experience was awesome had a boyfriend we both were on diving team we graduated in 86 he went one way I went the other way great video can't wait to see the next one love ya ❤😘
Robert Bissonnette omg lucky! love that for you 💖
Yeah they weren't fake friends. Ppl used to say that shit to me too. But, I didn't change they did. I messed around with 4 of my guy friends before I came out. Every weekend we'd go to parties or whatever end up staying overnight, so slept in the same bed always ... not kidding... messed around. Only heavy stuff with one guy and after we started doing intense stuff I quit with my other buddies. Anyway, that's a whole other thing. But we were still friends just not the same with the 4 I messed around with and they were my best friends for sure. Even jumped in the back of my truck once at a bush party and wanted to crawl through the back window and beat on me. That's a long story though. Still friends with most.
Meet up some time later,together?
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Really i am in Arizona lol
Okay so am I
How are you gonna make us cry with that sad music and extremely relatable story.
I'm glad you make videos like this. These kind of things help people and let them know they aren't the only one. You are helping people carry on and that shows how much of a good man you are. Someone will be very lucky to have you.
Old guy here. Really in awe of your intelligence, humour and humanity. I am sure your posts have already helped many guys. So many experiences ahead of you. I wish you all good fortune, sir
Ok, the woman chasing the car was priceless.
Really good vid.
people spread rumours that i was gay in highschool it was mortifying. i just learned to ignore them and didnt even acknowledge their existence
I came out as trans and gay but I didn't really pass well so no one really took me seriously. Especially since I came out as gay, they were like "Why not just be a girl?". Luckily I had a few great friends and one of them and I have been best friends with for 5 years.
lol okay
“why not just be a girl then?” Simple. because who ‘i’ am is not related to ‘who’ i like. Funny how many just assume that people transition for ‘the sake of it’
you are a beautiful person. i mean looks and soul. I think that you were insightful for your age, and even now. The one thing that i can hope for my friends is that they stand up for what is right. They should have stood by you because if they did it would have helped change the perception of the rest of the school. good for your friend Landon, that's a real one.
I never had this much fun in high school. I was treated horribly, called a f*g and other crap like that. By fun I mean you look happy in spite of anything bad happening to you -- I feel bad for you and anybody that has to go through verbal or physical bullying.
Your self-deprecating humor is awesome dude
Awesome video. I didn't have a gay high school experience because I stayed in the closet all 4 years and didn't have any friends. I'm glad you got through this Chris. 🖤 you and always here for you.
Musical theater, how stereotypical I wasn't out until college but yeah certainly remember the depression and anxiety and of course the older guys who said hello a little too often.
Nice story Twink Stan!!! Thank you for your honesty...I remained closeted throughout my high school years, due to the fear of what you experienced . I am so glad you found your true self . Stay positive and live life to the fullest.🏳️🌈
New to your channel, kinda playing catch-up. I had created such a strong persona that when I came out I surprised everyone. My best friend was devastated. He was not mad that I was gay, he was mad that I had lied and created a fake front. He trusted me with secrets... soul-secrets.. and I was a fake. He was such a good friend that he still accepted me (1983:small town). He was the only one that did, yet our friendship was never the same. I look forward to a time when people can just be people and not worry about offending someone for just existing.
No lie man, I have so many great memories with my bestie but he was straight. His Dad didn't feel cool with how he was so attached to me. Everyone thought he was gay when it turns out I was the gay one. He so idolized me. I was the Senior with a car and he was the puppy dog Freshmen. Yeah he was adorbs. Not to bring down the mood but hiding the fact that I was gay in a small town initiated a major depressive situation...I got ditched but yes I eventually found my real friends.
My high school experience was overall pretty good but my parents were not so happy, especially my mom so I tried to hide it and see it as a phase, but I'm happy everything worked out for you, and your videos are inspiring so keep going❤️
Thijmen Van Brenk thanks so much ❤️😊
Again, you are an awesome guy. Everyone has their own path to follow. I’m sorry you went through that depression and losing your buddies. It’s not about having real friends or fake friends. It’s about loss. That’s where the pain lies. I was lucky. I came out to my best friend in high school. He said it was okay. That kindness truly changed my life. My escapism was music! I would lose myself in the piano room! I’ve gotten through all my ups and downs through music!!! I truly love listening to your stories. I now know why there’s sadness in your eyes. I think all of us that are gay have a little sadness inside of us, because it seems we have to keep coming out.
1st off I just want to say your doing awesome work and I admire and respect you for it. You are one of my favorite RUclipsrs to follow because your an encouragement to all generations. Thank you for being an inspiration.
My high school wouldn't let me have a GSA because " you're the only gay person in the school so why should we make a club just for you"
Tristan Mahan wowww im sorry 😐
It's alright I mean what did I expect I was the first LGBT person to come out in my town
Landon rocks, that really sucks about the rest of your friends, especially your old bestie. :/
Looked more emo than goth tbh
17:56 Thicc
19:27 I'm really happy (in the most monotone voice)
My gay high school experience didn't go as good i was a junior and after i came out. I was basically bullied all through out high school i never had any friends after i came out and still don't have any friends to this day. At first i wasn't being true to my self i kept telling my self that i wasn't gay. Then i met this guy in 8th grade that i had a love connection with but after i new him. Better he turned out to be straight so freshmen year i started watching coming out story's on RUclips and i wanted to come out then but didn't. I still wish i had friends that stood with me but i didn't turn. Out that way and now i had got broke up with today so i have had a shit full day. Until after watching you're video just now you know how to put a smile back on someone's face. And i really think you are cute and i wished we could date but i don't know if i am you're type or not! But i would love to be friends with you if that's fine! I hope you have had a better day then me!
Dustin Whitaker i’m so sorry that happened, i’m glad i could brighten your day though! it always gets better 💖💖
Thanks for for the kind words and i hope it does get better though! You're welcome you're videos are always good to watch even. If you're having a bad day you are a really big roll model in my life!
@@StanChris hey i was wanting to ask you if we wanted to send you something like gifts where. Do we send them to? I have you a Christmas gift to give you for Christmas but don't know how to go about sending it to you!
Not gonna lie, your high school style was fly as hell!
Love this video. You did great with the editing and your story is inspiring . Keep doing you boo 💙
Just here to share some love from portugal
Dude.. thank you so much for sharing! You’re relating to many in the past and many more who are present and future!
I went to high school in late 1970s. You wouldn't dare come out then or be beat up. Was pretty introverted and even scared to try to have friends since they might find out. Didn't come out till my 40s and still not sure was a good idea. The younger gays don't want to be friends to older guys unless they rich which I'm not. The older guys I tried to be friends with all really end up finding out they wanted to be friends to hookup. My most successful time friend wise was storm chasing years in 1990s but was closeted then. Plan to go back to storm chasing next year but wondering is it better to go back in closet since gay friends so hard to find?
Class of 1981 here myself. I rate myself as knowing the nerds, and the popular people knew me too. But, no. You never came out back then. Definitely a different time and vibe back then. Hell. Anymore they're falling out of the womb gay. Would have been nice back when we were kids
I can relate. I only came out 6 years ago. As far as making friends, I wouldn't change who you are to have them because you want true friends who like and love you for you.
To be honest I didn't make an issue of coming out..I just followed my feelings. Mum and Dad were upset but not for long.most were shocked as I showed no signs ..no characteristics I found a bar at 18 and went to my first gay club at 18 in a town,50 miles away in Bournemouth on Englands south coast and still in Bournemouth all these yearsater ..my home and love town xx
Thank you. You are really engaging, honest, and genuine. Yes, it definitely still does hurt. Sad that your minecraft friend was more concerned about his public persona than a genuine friendship he had with you. His loss.
Wow so i came here from an advert on social media and didnt know what to expect but you are really amazing! Your story is great like it sounds a lot like mine. Your such an amazing and strong lad who has overcome a lot and im really proud for you that you have been able to do that. Well done. Btw just to add your actually really cute :)
I just wonder if these friends like insult you, were they so insecure, or like some people, that sickness is contagious, when they needed you to win the championship, they conveniently ask you,what nerve.
Becomeing a tool, punching bag, doormat that is for them.
Honest & refreshing! You lived through difficult times and survived. You are better & stronger because of it.
It does suck, but, its good that you made new friends. I'm very proud of you for being yourself and not letting anyone change who you are. Yes, Chris, we Stan! Lots of love, and, lots of hugs!
Just so glad to hear how honest you were. Just in my personality to spot a liar, but this video is clean as ... coal ? (apparently is cleanest thing on earth ?) . It's just like how ? I really adore you and think that you have a really awesome personality. Keep following your dreams and you'll reach them.
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You just a libra like me and can tell lies without 0 hesitation and can just make it seem so real. Haha
Also this is coming from a 15 year old so xD
Awesome video Twinkstan 😍 proud of who you have become! Glad to call you my friend ❤️❤️
All too often those who come out get treated so differently. Obviously the fault is in the listeners. They do not have the inner strength (or have never been coached) to deal with their own inner fears and insecurities, especially when with less enlightened peers. It then becomes so easy to "defend" one's face by lashing out or ostracizing others. Why can't we all just know and accept ourselves and others without fear, with peace, strength, and the joy and beauty of what makes us all different from each other. Find your own inner strength and stand firm, all. Know that you are EXCELLENT by choice. So simple. More power to you, Chris Stanley. I am enjoying all of your amazing vids!
Same for me. 3 years ago, right after graduation, my best friend I've had in my entire life ghosted me, cold turkey, and I still regret it almost daily. I find it harder to get close to people now because I don't want to go through that again. I lost 50lbs in 3 months. It sucked :c
I preferred guy friends since age 6 and read what was available (all too clinical). Never came out in HS. After the Army I became known & accepted. Only then did I find out that there was a very active gay guy underground all thru Junior & High School. I missed out on a lot.
Chris, your accounts are important to many young guys & entertaining for the rest of us. Thank you!
This whole post is so relatable for me. Thanks for sharing and being generally amazing ❤️
My last year of high school. I told my immediate friend group. I had my own Minecraft best friend except he was never malicious. I never really had and still don’t have many friends (trust issues?) but i did make some new friends. My HS didn’t have a GSA they had a SDS, which is political but all the gay/bi kids ran it and they did the pride stuff. I graduated and never looked back. I talk to a handful of people from HS.
Then came college I was messy boots and that where I’ll end that.
I'm moving into my Sophomore year this fall. I'm still in the closet, I don't know if I should come out of not because I'm new at my school (it's a Christian school and idk if Ima get judged more or not) and don't really have much friends... but this is an awesome video! Thank you for sharing ❤️
update: i came out and i found a very supportive group. thank you for the comments ❤️
No one else is sharing their sexual preferences early in the school year. Don't yell it out, there's time for that, if need be. I was not out with anyone until I left home at 18. First of all, some parents freak out. I took in a 16 year old once (let him live). His parents disowned him, he left the small town he was from, ended up in the state-capitol, homeless, and my boyfriend asked if he could live with us- of course, I allowed it (but you can't do that these days). Get to know your new school, and start by only telling good friends. Be self-supporting before you take risks.
Do things on your time. But have someone to talk to if you need them.
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Idrc that it's 3 months later, butttt the GSA is still here and I run it! Alsooo at this point it is just a place where people can talk about issues at the highschool and be themselves without a big fear. 😊💕🤣
In secondary school i started with a group of friends about 10 of us i think.. but now im 23 and im only friends with 1 person from school even tho i went threw a rough patch and pushed her away she was still there for me, now we are back in contact and talk everyday plus go out and meet up for a drink or something
I'm a junior in high school. I live in a small southern conservative town, everyone knows everyone, ya know the normal conservative town stuff. The only thing keeping me (a closeted gay kid) going is watching your videos. I know this is an older video, however I would just like to say thank you. Seeing how happy you are and how things get better makes me realize high school isn't forever. It makes me realize that eventually I can get rid of my depression. So thank you!
How old are you? Just a question I’m 15 btw
@@stacy3 I'm 16 going on 17
@@Cypher29 do you want to be friends? Or maybe be eachother’s distance bf?
@@stacy3 well that took a quick turn lmao
@@stacy3 it did take a quick turn lol but maybe friends
My gay school experience was being last in showers with the best soccer player in the team it was heaven x
Being somewhat more traditionally masculine with a deep voice from the time i was 13, nobody suspected I was gay. I was too scared to come out my first two years of high school, then my junior and senior year I just didn't want the headache. I kind of regret it but at the end of the day, I guess things happened the way its supposed to. I had some friends who knew I was gay by my junior/senior year but didn't come out publicly until a couple months after high school ended lol but Landon was such a good friend!
Hey thanks for sharing this. I was a freshman at the height of the aids epidemic so sex was absolutely terrifying at the time. I remember my health teacher saying he had never met a gay person. Uh hello ?!!! Back then it was not talked about openly(in my area). Even Boy George was "just joking around." Even so, I had it much easier than the gay men before me. Keep up the great work!
I admire you so much... you are really a strong person that I've met on the internet thanks because you are helping me a lot to figure me out... love ya peace out
my School Experience was me crying in my room and lesning to lana del rey on repet
mahdi edit react moooooooood
F*ck this makes me so mad! Here in Hawai'i, it's really unusual for us gays to get homophobic hate like that. In Native Hawaiian culture, gays (aka "mahu", the Hawaiian word for "gay") are widely accepted...so back in the 1960s, when my mom was in high school, she said nobody bothered gays...same thing when I was in HS...and same goes for HS nowadays. I hope the world starts to catch up 'cause it breaks my heart to see y'all getting hate just for how we're born.
Idk if I’m gonna stay in the closet or not at this point. Thanks dad for being homophobic ✌🏻
Ethan Welte awe i’m sorry
Chris, I love watching your videos, I'm 72 years old and some of your memories are different but many of the things are the same.
You are really talented. I will start following you. I loved all ur editing. U r very talented. And a great story teller. I am so glad i stumbled on ur channel. Keep it up!!!
Sooo I’m gonna be honest I’m still in high school and I am never coming out (hopefully no one sees this....). But yeah...I already know what some of that feels like. Annddd I’m a junior and I haven’t even had my first kiss. I might give updates as high school continues lol
Jacob Yaeger its all good man it will happen i know its hard sometimes honestly yeah, not coming out might be a play tbh haha ❤️ thanks for watching
twinkstan yeah...maybe when I’m in a better accepting place things will change. But we have maybe have a couple of people who are part of the LGBT community. Honestly my parents rant about how fake and stupid it all is and it hurts. But someday I’m gonna be happy and successful. Just not rn when I’m a wreak and my grades are dying 😂🙂😊
First kisses happen at a different time for everyone there is no appropriate age. I had mine at 20. You might have to wait until you are away from your parents but good things will come eventually 😁
Hi Jacob, yea you'll know when the time is right to come out & you'll meet more gay guys in time, hope everything is going well for you
Y’all are being so nice to me. Wow like. Haha I’ve never really gotten this much positive feed back. You all are amazing and I feel better. And yeah I mainly just want a guy haha...even for a night of pizza and Disney plus and cuddling lol. Wow I’m such a push over lol
I love how much you stan Shane
Love this video, your best one! I don’t have many friends now anyway 😂. I would ask “what is that at 17:52” but you already answered below 😂 ❤️🖤
itsnatemarshall hahahah
Gawd I was lucky... even in small town western slope Colorado in the late 70's high school I was out and it was never a big deal except to my family... I hung out with my friends, from football players, cheerleaders to theater geeks.... I just ignored the haterz and lived my best life.... I was so stereotypically san francisco levi queen and I didn't even know it until years later. It certainly helped that I could beat the shit out of anyone.... but I never had to, they just knew.
You're pretty awesome, I like the same music you did, I didn't come out at the time when I was your age because I weighed out my options. I did the whole new school, fresh new start thing, I waited till college, I made tons of friends then. As soon as I came out I told my high school friends and they still loved me, they were very cool about it. Thanks for sharing, I will most likely make videos now because of you. :) You do make a difference.
Hey, Glad things are better for u now. H.S can be unpredictable at best of times, let alone coming out. And can hurt so deep , sometimes by people you wouldnt expect it to come from. Sad that we learn from these experiences. or maybe glad that we do. great vid. So good that you are in a nicer place now man .
When I was in high school it sucks big time, I was always pick on, it sucks. Am so happy for you to open up about your high school experience
I hated high school although I was never bullied for being gay because I was in the closet and not obviously gay at all. In fact I have had people not believe that I was gay many times and was also stopped at the door by bouncers at gay bars who told me "This is a gay bar so I can't let you in". I worked out every day also so if anyone ever fucked with me for any reason I got in their face and they always backed down and never bothered me again. I just wasn't happy in the environment but I did get good grades without ever doing my homework (except math because that teacher used to check our work). My happiest years were in my 20's.
“senior year yo championship” LMAO every guy can relate. also i would think back then fuck that, im not going to the locker room where all they would talk about is how gay everyone is.
You do sound Canadian though. The way you pronounce "out" and "about". Sounds Canadian bro! I suppose you could be FROM there and now living in the Boston area?
Casual2020 nope but i live close to the border haha
This is why i'm happy that i am 6"1.. They don't say things like this to me because they know that he/she will be pushed against/through the wall and will be hit with a book ;-)
*Sorry for my bad English Grammar, I'm from The Netherlands :)*
Love the song Beauty... where can we hear more of your music?
Edgar Canseco i have a few songs on soundcloud but a lot are unreleased
You are an awesome guy. Handsome and you have a sweet personality. I try to live a Christian Life. Love like Jesus Christ and don't hate. Help each other and stand up for treating others just like you want to be treated.
High school pretty much sucks for most gay or straight. It’s the age of adolescence.
I really enjoyed your right hand in this video! As I'm sure you know, you use your hand a lot when you talk (gay thing). In this video because of the black long sleeve it looked like a floating hand. Haha! I actually laughed a couple times. Love all of your videos! You're one of the few people I follow that I actually do follow.
i don't get discriminated for being gay here, at least around where i live, but i feel so invisible and lonely sometimes, whenever i get something exciting happening to me, the excitement would all disappear in a split second, i thought i needed a boyfriend but the problem is, i never really have the kind of energy it takes around people, i'm described as "weirdly-intimidating, confident, funny" by all my friends but i feel like the reason why i'm always so exhausted and feels drained out is because of people in general
It’s pretty awesome where you are in life at such a young age.
I can relate about being teased and bulleyed in high school being called gay but was totally in denial to all my friends and my family. I only told this to my therapist and the small group therapist group of about 15 people and it was a great weight lifted off my shoulders once I found this group.
I agree with how you handled that senior year soccer invite, people don't always deserve the kill them with kindness approach.
omg the picture with your doggo 😭 ❤️
Man hats off to you! You are one unique individual with great talent that inspires so many! Awesome video!
Loved the intro back the. And the energy
So my high school gay experience was basically this.
11-13 everyone was keeping on saying that I was gay but I kept ignoring them and kept on getting mad about it because I was closeted at the time and I didn’t want to become the fresh new toy that is being used as a verbal punchbag. Especially when this REALLY cute guy was like so homophobic.
Eventually I was brave enough to come out but I wanted to come out at the perfect time because me and that homophobic guy were friends before I came out and so I wanted to wait until he made another homophobic quote in public and then out of nowhere I come out saying “you got a problem with gay people then you got a problem with me” and when I did that everyone was shocked and it became the story of the entire year.
Then I came out to my friend group. My friend group said they “accepted” it and that they don’t care but little did I know that they were talking trash about me behind my back saying that I was hitting on all of them and that I wanted to spend the night with all of them. Which is not true because A) Having the night with people with horrific personalities is just…not happening on my watch and B) they weren’t even my type. Me and that homophobic friend became enemies. And eventually I fell in love with one of the guys in my group. I wanted to keep it hidden because otherwise it would have destroyed the entire friend group apart for endless time. When the guy found out he manipulated everyone saying that I was a attention seeker that doesn’t deserve help and that I should die. A few weeks after he did this he came into my DMs and started playing with my feelings and pretend that he felt the same but instead he was just trying to get one of my darkest secrets and make it worse. After that I had trust issues (I still have them) and I was angry with everyone I saw. I was in my room literally all the time and I barely spend any time with my family like I did before. The school understood the situation and didn’t do a thing about.
Moving on to my time after High School (which is now) I found myself a new friend group and I wasn’t afraid to show my sexuality to anyone. They were the first friend group I been to that I felt like I could be myself. And I now got relationship to manifest with this whole new guy. The way we look at each other and the way that he cares about people and everyone around them regardless if they are strangers or not and the fact that he is so selfless and charming and cute.
So basically all that drama about my high school experience of me coming out has turned me to the person I am today. And I believe that everything happens to bring us to who we really are and that when one door closes another always opens.
But yeah all of that was literally my high school gay experience and it’s that dramatic as it sounds and looks.
I didn’t come out in high school because I was so depressed. We moved from NE to CO when I was a junior in high school. I went to college and tried dating girls, but I knew boys was what I wanted in my life romantically. I graduated college and because a teacher. I feared I would be outed and lose my job. By the time I got tenured, I was out to many people, just not fellow faculty. I went to a Gay Educators’ Meeting and it looked like a faculty meeting of my very large high school. I was relieved to see so many gay teachers. Our school had 4500 students (9-12) with a very large faculty. One of the 3 school nurses came to me one day because she believed I was gay (no evidence, just her feminine hunches). Her intent was to out me and to have me fired. From that day forward I always called her “nurse nice” from “One Flew Over the Cookoo’s Nest”. A student in a wheelchair with significant needs needed an aide to help him all the time was going to have a week without his aide. He had requested that I help him during the week. Nurse Nice was horrified because if I was gay and helping him bathroom, I might take advantage of him. The nurse would also be absent that week for a conference. I agreed to help him and everything went smoothly. Upon her return, she checked with him and he was “unscathed.” She always told me she didn’t believe teachers should be gay. I became a high school counselor at an alternative school in the same district. I was hired because I was gay and we would have gay students in the school. Those years were the best of my career. I left that to supervise all alternative schools and all high school principals in the district. I loved being a counselor and a teacher. Supervising adults was more than I could handle. I retired early and still work with the GSA students/programs.
The day there are people who are free to be with whoever they like, in a homosexual man, if the first kiss of a gay boy is a man, we will have already advanced in this world and it gives us hope that love has to is sincere, authentic and reciprocated
Bruh, the first time I kissed anyone or even dated was at 18. I feel so late to the curve😂
Here's mine
Freshman year: closeted gay acting straight and was very homophobic
Sophomore year: I got tired of hiding in both school and my home, so I came out in school, and stayed "straight" at home. Every morning getting ready, I would dress myself "straight", pack what I wanted to wear to school, change at school, and I would also wear eyeliner too. When the final bell rang, I would change into my "straight" attire, and go home.
Junior year: I barely went to school, and by the time I wanted to go back, I couldn't because of the covid lockdown.
Senior year: on the computer. Didn't graduate because my power was cut off, and I was left in the dark for 4 months, LITERALLY.
WHAT IS THAT AT 17:52?!! LOL. LOVE YOU, CHRIS!! LOVE YOUR COMING OUT STORY. I AM A LOT OLDER THAN YOU BUT YOUR COURAGE IS IMMENSE AND YOU ARE MY HERO! NEW SUBSCRIBER!! 👍🏼👍🏼😊
Dude what the FUCK??? I was trying to be serious in this but then you did 8:50 and I'm rolling around on my bed!!! I can't stop laughing at that clip I'm sorry and hope you understand that I'm only laughing out of support! Anyways ill be your "Landon" Just a gay version of him. Lmao
If people only knew how hard we LGBTQ+ people have to work to find our place in the world, they'd realise we're phukking superheroes!
Im 55yrs now my first experience was in primary school at age of 13 that was awsome then had another experience at 15 with best freind was awsome
OMG DONT WAIT WAS LITERALLY MY CHILDHOOD
Love the video and i had the same problem never had friends they make fun of me
I love my lesbian friends, they were the first people i came out to and have been super encouraging, wonderful friends
i just found your page from tiktok and i love all your content
I think you must have wonderful supportive parents.
It is great you made it thru that part of your journey Congratulations.
you may be very lucky you didn't go back to the soccer team they may have tried to hurt you.
you're doing a great job. keep being yourself nobody can tell you you are doing it wrong.
you seem like a very honest and reliable person. two great virtues
Found you on TikTok clicked on your RUclips channel button on TikTok love your RUclips channel❤️
I love you're videos! Cutie!
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This is so relatable but since I'm ugly it's worse for me people use to call me ugly and gay and sometime weird because I watched anime and enjoyed love stories and til this day I still have body image issues now XD. Even though I have a lovely boyfriend. Yikes >.>
I broke up over the phone once, too...sometimes there is no other way. Totally okay. You just shouldn't break up by texting someone. That's bad. Just have the decency to do it in the first place.
I even had the experience once, that I was seeing someone and he didn't have the decency to dump me. He just went on and saw somebody else. We never talked about it. That one really sucked. No High School experience, tho xD
Glad things are better now.
Well 2 specific bits of this video aged like milk...
I had a good Coming Out experience, but I experienced a speed bump too. My friend, (of 16 years of friendship), and his family, [with whom I attended holidays, 2 weddings (🙋🏻♂️ groomsman), and a funeral,] ditched me. So during Pride, I stood in front of their townhouse the whole time from start to finish. (Yep, they lived on the street Pride is held on.) They moved away. 🏳️🌈