Therapy plays a huge role in recovery and life in general adhdonline.com/ericzink/ to get tested for ADHD and more, along with getting connected to psychiatrists and psychologists in your area.
@@43Steelerss When I was taking a lot of it, it was usually mixed with alcohol and MDMA. It was my party cocktail. Taking it alone was never the goal but you may be right.
I'M A 48 YR OLD MAN AND I SMOKED CRACK COCAINE FROM 1997-2021.. 26 YRS I CHASED THAT DRAGON... BY THE GRACE OF GOD I QUIT COLD TURKEY AND JAN 01, 2024 WIL BE 3 YRS SOBER.. ✌
I started doing drugs 20 years ago as a teenage. Got addicted to cocaine. Spent my whole life fighting cocaine addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
YES sure of mycologist Predroshrooms. Mushrooms literally got me off my feet and turned my whole life around. I am currently a housing manager for a recovery program. I wouldn't have been able to do that shit without psilocybin.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Thank you for your honesty Eric. I'm very familiar with alcoholism as it has greatly affected my family but totally naive about cocaine. Prayers for your continued sobriety
My sister was into this and I had no idea. She would sniff all the time on the phone to me and I'd say..(as older sister) go blow your nose! I hope you don't sniff around people like that it's so rude...etc. LOL! She was also chaotic, witty but arrogant argumentative and obsessed with appearances. Needless to say she never had any money.
I have severe sinus problems & am constantly sniffling & have stuff dripping from my nose. I would hate to think that everyone else may think I am high on coke.
Go to an ear nose and throat specialist. You could have polyps and or deviated septum..bc all the problems you have isnt normal and youve just gotten used to it good luck
I suffer from rhinorrhea all the time . I'm just glad this dude's alive and I do not do coke. I'm so old I'm just lucky to be on this Earth and why would I complicate it with drugs? ☮️
Test it, wash it, don’t EVER do it more often than once in a blue moon. This is not weed. It’s not regulated and certainly not a daily driver. This shit is dangerous especially to those who don’t know what to look for or get it from the streets which is honestly the worst. Lucky to get (thinking back to 2004-2006) 10-35% and the rest is literally caustic under your kitchen sink type stuff
He said something that hit me the most. I struggled with coke as well. When I used it, I loved the kick of energy I got from it and I liked how it felt. But it completely destroyed a lot of relationships with people and it made even my own family have a disdain for me as long as I was using. Coke leaves a permanent scar. Even after you stop, and get clean, no matter how long, your friends and family will always have that little thought that you may or have relapse. They don’t have to say it, you can just feel it. Any little innocent “sniffle” or sneeze you make will raise their eyebrows. I’m glad I was able to drop my addiction, with no therapy or outside help, just quit on my own will, and it was very difficult. The high is not worth the lows.
I’m sorry to hear you’re living under constant suspicion from others when you deserve nothing but praise and support for managing getting off this drug all on your own ❤
I was getting high during COVID lockdown, random and not like me. I ended up getting pregnant with my deceased best friends ex, weird deal, right. He was all over the place on social media and I had a suspicion. Anyway, I had to physically move away because he got violent and dangerous. My daughter is 2 and he still hasn’t met her. I wanted to share that I was SUPER annoyed with him when I knew he was high. I had to read through emails, crazy shit…please see their side of things. You have someone coming around or calling, texting, etc who is high energy, always broke, etc. It is really hard to deal with. ❤ respect but wanted to share that.
This was me with my alcohol addiction, hospitalized 3 times in the last 6 years so quitting was a struggle because ppl thought i was still drinking, then when id relapse theyd say "i knew it already". Its hard when you are almost a year clean and nobody really thinks you are, its why i started a couple times again. Now ive been clean but i started a coke addiction, ill be drinking sodas at the bar but feeling the high from coke doing it in the bathroom. im only about a month new to coke, but i know i have an addictive personality, and it has formed. life is hard.
Other side effects: They leave their laptop with top-secret information and videos of them, doing coke and other drugs with prostitutes at local computer repair places.
I Went through a lot of coke in the 80s. Back then, it was everywhere, different times for sure. You nailed this video with everything, especially all the drinking you can do with it and not seem like your drunk to others. I started djaying in the 80s,, coke and alcohol went with it.I stopped in 96 after my 1st daughter came into the world. I relapsed when my brother was murdered in 2013 which is yet to be solved. After a yr of putting my money up my nose i realized its not going to bring brother back and stopped. Congratulations on your sobriety and continued success with it.
Congrats Brother!!! I too was a Cocaine user, I have been clean for 12 years in April. Love your descriptions and the part about it steeling your soul. I so felt the same and it took a long time to lfeel happiness without it. Take care
I’m so glad your back making videos because I found your channel when I started to realize I was addicted to cocaine. I’m still struggling but I really feel like I’m coming to the end of this disgusting addiction so I just want to say thank you. I pray I come out on the other side before it kills me!
Always double check his "facts". Example: he makes it look like you can drink tons of alcohol on cocaine without getting drunk. What he doesn't tell you is that cocaine and alcohol directly react into coca-ethylene, which makes your chances of sudden cardiac arrest (flat lining) increase dramatically. It's because coca-ethylene directly targets the heart as a poison. Oh, besides all of that, he's been exposed as a predator. Do with that info what you want.
I really respect how you are delivering this video. Also a lot of respect for getting yourself off the stuff! Some people never do and end up going down darker paths.
Great video- I went through my coke phase and you nailed it. Insidious drug that was one of my most expensive addictions.The hardest thing for me is the Anhedonia- even after many, many years clean I know that my enjoyment of normal simple pleasures is not what it was before my coke days. I've been told the coke high is like going on a spending spree with a overdrawn checking account - eventually there's hell to pay. I see this in Molly/ecstacy/meth users too - you can't artificially, continuously pump up the serotonin in your Brain without consequences -
From what I understand about substance abuse/addiction one is never really free from addiction. Once you get clean you have will always need to keep your guard up. Stay away from those old relationships, situations that led you to use drugs.
You’re right on about the way we act when using the drug. I’ll speak for myself, I stayed away for everyone because I didn’t want to share. I mean if a good friend asked me, I would share. But if they didn’t see me, I could do more for myself. Being in active addiction is the most selfish I’ve ever been. When I think of that time, I feel like I’m looking at someone else .
I feel you 100%! It’s the selfishness that really get me. I think about it all of the time. The coke, for me, I was like you. Always liked doing it by myself better. Probably not the safest idea if an addict has an 8 ball and does it to himself in a night or too fast, but I had more to myself. Was always thinking that this stuff isn’t cheap and it goes away way too quick when I did it even just by myself. Couldn’t let ppl im good friends with know because of that reason right there.
MAN, you totally nailed me! I loooooved to mix coke with alcohol. You can put away a ton of booze and be wasted on both at the same time. It's like getting the best of both worlds. All the while, smoking cigarettes like crazy. I sort of miss those days and that buzzed feel, but I know in the end, you CAN get too much of a good thing!
One year off crack father's day 2023. Used 3-5 times per week. On and off, mostly on, for over 30 years. First time ever quit like this. Guess it took getting older and retiring. My career was fair to good and could have been more consistently good. Raising kids with wife was fair to good but could have been great. Things are very good now. Trying to stay strong, and honest. Therapy every two weeks helps a little, but it was mostly, it was time to quit before it killed me. I'm 58 this July. Stay strong, brother.
Is the devil on your shoulder gone? If yes, How long have you been clean and how long did it take to really let it go or forget it? If no and the devils still there somewhere, but you are fighting trougg it- stay strong! Why do i ask: I really want to quit.
@@peepjamaali I used to go in the hood to get coke. Then I wet people who deliver. That is when it got really bad. After many years and a few different delivery guys I told them I'm getting too old. What if I die. They will see your number and cone get you. You need to block me. I took some back and forth, but my main guys stopped and blocked my calls. I had a few slips along the way, but each time I hated it more. So far it is coming up on one year since all the regular stopped, and about 6 months since a slip. The devil is always there, but I honestly like everything about my life more now so it keeps getting easier. I don't have that chemical reaction from the though of it any more. That was the biggest thing to get over. Now I can control myself very well. The devil is still here, but he is very weak now, and getting weaker by the day. I think you get lucky finding a way to quit, or you slowly die from coke addiction. Having a good wife and kids helped me a lot. Faith in a higher power and meditation helped too. They didn't know much, but my wife did. Like I said, you make it happen, or you die too young. Up to you.
My sister is going on smoking the stuff now for 3 1/2 years :( she smokes everyday & I am scared for her that she will take something else by mistake bc it has happened & I seen my own eyes… the crack was abit pink and the guy smokes it anyways & he OD’d :( I hope she doesn’t smoke that long, congrats on being clean.
@@Shewalksinm00nlights8 I hope she is okay. I am still clean from that and am greatly enjoying life more now. Some days are scary, but I am getting stronger as time goes on. Thanks!
Good journey, my man. I've seen that drug and others destroy people around me. I used to perform drug tests as part of my job. One person did coke in our parking lot before walking into clinic, then asked me how long coke stayed in one's system. I replied "Longer than it's been since your last hit, babe." Anybody who has the courage to get help is a brave soul. Bravo.
Appreciate your honesty and openess about your past with addiction. I'm still struggling with it and my response is so different from yours. Yes, cotton mouth is real, but I don't drink to deal with a dry mouth, I drink to deal with paranoia and elevated heart beat. Also I choose to leave a party as soon as the coke kicks in, I don't talk like crazy, I isolate. You've brought up some very valid points but it also depends on the user.
The symptoms you describe have a lot in common with meth addicts, although those users tend to be high for long periods (days at a time) then need to 'crash' and sleep for an inordinate amount of time before the cycle starts again. Crazy what some people will do to their bodies whether they realize what's happening or not.
We all die someday... But is it necessary to destroy our bodies ?? Our most precious value..it's our health. CRIST die to rescue humans from slavery...if someone is attached to narcotic is also attached to slavery... By reading the gospel we can understand that we are living in the end times...and it's important to stay clean from drugs WHY??? Crist second coming to earth will finish all forms of corroption around us...and it's good to be free from narcotics.... My statement is not a criticism... Who am I, to judge others??? It's encouraging fellow people to stay free. I don't fallow any organized religion Because they also are contaminated with CSA. But I fallow Crist foot steps by reading the gospel. Thank you very much.
Good for you and congratulations I was the same on prescription pain medication for over 20 years and I would tell everyone myself because I wanted Prayer I wanted to get off that crap and I didn’t have the strength to do it but finally God gave me the strength so I totally agree with you brother God bless
I was addicted to Vicodin for 8 yrs . By the time i decided to quit I was taking 8 750's or 1000 mg pills at a time least 3 times a day. I would wake up for work chew 8 pills right away. 8 more by noon and 8 more by 5-6 at night. Coworkers and family members never knew. If i didn't have any i was miserable. Bad Back pain, stomach cramps, no energy . When i decided to quit went to my Dr see what i could do to help with withdraws he asked how many i take daily and how many that morning. I'll never forget the look on his face when i said i chewed 8 1000mg norcos hour ago. He said your on 8 pills now. I didn't even notice u was high. That's because i have to take them to function normal don't really get that high anymore. Sent me to Suboxone Dr and got addicted to those for 4 yrs. I honestly believe Suboxone works great but wish i would of just taped off vics instead of Suboxone. Withdraws from those are horrific. Vicodin withdraws 3 to 7 days Suboxone withdraws 2 weeks to month. Glad i finally got thru it
I could remember several years ago cocaine addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
YES sure of Dr.benfungi. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.benfungi
Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the morning after. So no hangovers. No depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now have a more calm mind
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
🙏 So many innocent lives lost & families suffered due to drugs & alcohol addiction over the decades ... Many motor vehicle accidents & fatalities were due to Driving Under the Influence of Drugs & Alcohol too ... Best & Wisest thing one can do in life for oneself & families is to walk away from being slave to drugs & alcohol ... Remembering how Free & Happy we were when we were kids before being slaves to demonic drugs & alcohol can inspire us to set ourselves free again! ... We Can Do This! 🙏🕯🌍💜🕊
The first and only week or two I messed with coke was at work. All my drug use came from coworkers and was taken because I hated my job (warehousing with no time off). We had a new temp come to the warehouse that sold it and I was already buying hydros and bars, so I figured I would try it. I finally was able to be talkative and confident and super energized. Everyone knew I was taking it though, I was boxing up frozen hams like a "crackhead" which was super out of character. It was short lived bc I got sold meth laced coke and that was a dark experience. I've been clean for seven years aside from kratom and nicotine. Be careful out there, ya'll.
1 to 2 8balls a day??? Holy smokes!!!! I had a friend who would look like she was trying to chew on her jaw when she was high. I never understood how people could not notice she was high. I did it like 5 times and realized I would never get that high I got the first time. I’m an over thinker and this was one positive part of over thinking everything. Proud of you!
Yea I've seen coke abusers while they're high. Only after I watched my ex-husband come down off of this drug to terroise & abuse me. Never new he was taking cocain until the course of our divorce. Then his irratic & abusive behavior became clear to me, unfortunately too late. You might want to let your viewing audience know the signs of when a person is coming down off a cocain high. It' very abrasive, very angry. Found this one out the hard way.
@@SubzeroUMK3 it's not upto her to get help he was abusing her through his addictions. Don't gaslight her or make her feel questioning of something that is not your business. He was abusing her via cocaine. I have experience the same thing it can make you feel suicidle
@@SubzeroUMK3 when something affects you via galightling at deep level it can become horrifically abusive depending on the person who takes it personality and disposition to the drug. Through my experience you sound like someone who doesn't understand certain levels of the behaviour associated to this drug dependant on the person. No one can deal with it. Imagine of your wife was addicted to sleeping with prostitutes...when a man is on cocaine it's pretty much a prostitute. She is putting her own self at risk and being abused as she has disclosed. You can't rationalise through unrational peoppe. If he wants help and tried I'm sure she might have stayed but he was abusing her badly I can tell by the way she's expressing this and on this page
hey man first off very brave and very detailed really coming from some serious experiences thanks for sharing, you do you sir, stay safe and you too reach out if need! stay strong
Hello to you. Sending you love and wishing you well. Tough journey this thing called life. Yeah I didn't realise how bad coke was until some people posted their stories on you tube. You are doing a great service sharing this.
I was yelled at by a politician's campaign manager that was out of control. I believe it was cocaine. The headquarters called him back to Washington DC because he was out of control. I was a hotel sales director at the time. Never treated so poorly.
Wrong. Prayer and a relationship with Our Heavenly Father is where it's at. Seek Jesus while you can. Time is short and the world is about to enter a very dark time. God keep you in the palm of his hand. Amen.
@@Racistdogwow if you cant control your urge to snort then dont do it, its gonna ruin your life bro. Do something better with the money you make like traveling, working out, meeting new people, buy a car whatever
I'm a retired RN. One of my very first patients was a 19yo kid, who had had a major heart attack his FIRST TIME he snorted coke. He survived, but his heart is damaged for life. PLS don't use drugs. ☠️
Im literally in the process of trying to let alcohol and coke go. I have slowed down drastically but i still do it. My brother shot himself and he was the only one i was close to in my family. I spiraled down and turned to coke and alcohol. Al ost 3 years on a daily basis. I would drink 100 proof alcohol too no the usual 80-70 stuff. Im trying though. Small steps i guess. Good on you though. Its always good to hear positivity
Stay strong u can do it. Just think about fentanyl being so deadly nowadays and the mix is fatal. Just lost my fav uncle who was very close to me in Feb. They’re mixing it in everything now especially coke. So just look at it like your life or a super expensive and super risky little high that only last shortly and just make the simple choice. Love yourself and your life. Easy. Trust me. Sending good vibes your way, I know you can beat it especially if you’ve already slowed down drastically. 💯
After getting enough experience with this drug, it becomes easier to recognize these symptoms within yourself and therefore, you get better at hiding it.
My ex got into coke, crack, and then heroin. He idolized Jim Morrison. I tried heroin with him and thank God it didn't grab me like it did him. I loved him so much, but I couldn't compete with drugs and prostitutes. He died from an overdose not long after. I could always tell when he was high by the way he'd talk. I can't watch certain movies with heavy drug use because I start feeling anxious, nose runs, even if talking about it. Be careful, sometimes talking too much about it can make you miss it, that's how I feel, you pry don't go through that. Good luck and stay sober.
Im watching this while i just relapsed on cocaine. I was sober since 2017 and thru it all away. You are helping me realize that there is hope to stay sober. I realized that i cant be in the same room with this drug. Or ill relapse again
My dad was a functioning cocaine and alcohol addict my whole life i like these videos my dad is my hero tbh lol he still drinks all the time but no more coke. I'm proud of him
The lock jaw is Tardive Dyskinesia it come from a dopamine imbalance. It’s a miracle it doesn’t become permanent because it can when it happens to people who get it from psych meds. People who abuse coke before it takes over know where to stop before they get the lock jaw. I had girlfriends who would say “no thanks if I do one more it makes my mouth hurt”, but that’s what they meant. But the talking, my god, the talking used to be a great tell but people who abuse adderall talk at people like that too. But I suppose it’s good to know if someone is abusing that too Thanks for making this. I quit 1/26/95 I needed to leave the environment I was in to cultivate new healthy habits. 12 step programs claim relocation doesn’t help because “wherever you go there you are”, and I agree that if that’s the only thing you do it’s probably not going to help that much. But my experience is that “you can’t heal in the same environment where you got sick”.
I'm an alcoholic. Almost 10 years sober. You talked about how your facial muscles do weird things on cocaine. My face would do weird facial things with alcohol. Almost looking like I had a stroke
👏👏 I've been sober for 23 years & I only had a handful of times when I almost lost it in the 23 years; but I've found that the actual activity of being sober on a daily basis helps to fight off the very infrequent strong cravings that come along to drink alcohol. Now I never have cravings for alcohol.
I’m the only one out of my friends to never do cocaine and I’ve been around it for 15 years. I’ll never do it, I’m good with just drinking liquor. And even when the liquor starts to get too much I just stop. I’m my own person and I don’t let pressure get me to tag along. Nothing feels better than being your own person and controlling yourself.
I've been in Colombia the last 6 months pure uncut grams are 1$ dollar each it's incredible. I can't believe you use to do 2 8balls a day. If that's true I'm glad your still here with us.
Not gonna lie it wasn’t that hard for me to quit. Literally one day after being tired of doing it and not being able to fall asleep after and feelin like shit for 2 days I was like ok enough is enough. A lot easier to quit then drinking alcohol
My ex husband's eyes use to get huge like an owl, his mouth would be frozen to where he could barely open it to speak and looked and acted dumb AF. It was not only obvious, but he was embarrassing and actually freaked people out to where they'd just stay staring at him. One time he was like that in front of my mom and I just wanted to kill him for being so disrespectful, while another time when one of my friends came to visit, she too stayed staring and asked me what was wrong with him.
Good friend of mine had to move to Cuba in order to kick and stay Sober. To this day he is clean and still lives there and I am proud of him for kicking.
I can relate to everything you said..I was also a coke addict which led me to become an alcoholic at the same time...it felt so great at the time with the partying and so called friends but it sucked me into a world so lonely and depressing..I hid it from every one i loved coz i isolated myself from everything I loved... almost destroyed my life but not to the point that i cant build up again...clean now for 2 years.. never felt better but feel that being a drug addict will always be a dark cloud over me
In beginning its nice wit friends.later U Just hide From the world.goin to another planet.and IT makes U so empty inside and get Ur soul.i am sober now for 3 years.and the Depression came wen i quit IT was so hard
Your amazing. 2yrs clean, awesome. You should be proud. I wish you all the best. Get HIGH on LIFE my friend..a great feeling better than any drug. LIFE IS GOOD..🙏🖤🔥
22 years.. bad memories never go away.. you have to wake up and pray to God to take those memories out of your head.. every single day!! No matter how much good you create in your post-coke life, the coke life won’t let you forget…..😢
He said that coke is the hardest drug, fentanyls the hardest drug, my biological fathers a drug addict to fentanyl and has been addicted to cocaine use, and hes still living. Ive been addicted to liquor
I avoid AA by controlling my drink, i wasn't able to do that before but i didn't want to go to AA and give up drink so i decided to control it, also i lost 35kg because i was addicted to food and overeating so i decided to stop been addicted to overeating so i lost 35 kilos. Yes i have an an addiction to overeating and alcohol but instead of going cold turkey i decided to control it, it can be done but i agree its not for everyone, i still drink and eat good food but i control it because i can
Congratulations...you have self control... Our brain is designed to control our actions... I never took narcotics , but I like to encourage people not to destroy their bodies by using narcotics... GOD bless your decision... Stay safe.
You should hear the way you sound (like a typical compulsive addict who lost control a long time ago, doesn't really WANT recovery yet and can't control anything but is in total denial about it).
Wow, every symptom you mentioned is true. Ive used it occasionally, once every two to three weeks. So I wouldnt consider it an adfiction. But you feel shitty as hell when its wearong off. Definitely not worth it
WOW so interesting. Thanks for sharing guys. My friend asked me would i have coke with her on her birthday. Said it's the best drug in the world. Now that I've read the comments of U awesome people being so open & honest. Thanks. Well i have made a decision - I'M GOING TO DIE WONDERING. And all you lovely awesome people helped me in making this decision. ❤
I Used To - Unknowingly - Actually WORK For A Coke Addict - & He Was A Doctor - Of Sorts...He Was A Heavy User, I Found Out Later, & I Covered For Him - Again Unknowingly - Just Beautifully! He Was An Asshole - IRRESPONSIBLE, PARANOID & HYPER AS HELL, But He Never Lost His License To Practice - Even After Going Into "Treatment" & F_cking Up His Marriage! I STILL Haven't Forgiven Him - But Never Again Will I NOT Recognize The Signs Of Coke Addiction - It's PATHETIC!!!
I don't know about "party" drug. When I was using, it made me extremely paranoid. I could be partying, and as soon as I did some coke, the music was shut off, the lights went out, and I would start peeping out the windows, looking for the shadow people that were out to get me.
Me too, if I was using and had to interact with anyone I would get paranoid and fearful. Sometimes I would think that cops were right outside my door getting ready to break in and arrest me. I was only comfortable if I was alone while using it. Been off it for 32 years, good riddance to that shit.
I been on and off coke 20 years ,moved to Asia to get away from it ,can’t say I will stay clean but I keep away from where I can get it ,feels great at time but takes its toll in the end
I have not done Coke since the 80's. I can not even remember the the last time i have heard the word. I remember you could not get drunk.. It is super expensive and it is a challenge to keep it recreational.
Aye, great vid', but been binging on Crack lately & hadn't used it (or cocaine) for ages. That down/miserable feeling when it runs out 😒 & yeah the stuff makes people talk LOTS.
Therapy plays a huge role in recovery and life in general adhdonline.com/ericzink/ to get tested for ADHD and more, along with getting connected to psychiatrists and psychologists in your area.
wait can cocaine make ur voice lower?
You know I'm on coke when I can't stop talking. I'm usually a quiet dude. But on coke, I'll tell any stranger my whole damn life.
Really hate that shit 🤣 wake up the next day feeling embarrassed af 😂
@@mrnobunnyzone9433😂😂😂
when youre hooked on it you real'y don't give a fuck about anyone you just wanna be alone and do your things alone
at first it made me social and extravated but im introveted. at some point you just wanna bar yourself alone.
@@43Steelerss When I was taking a lot of it, it was usually mixed with alcohol and MDMA. It was my party cocktail. Taking it alone was never the goal but you may be right.
I'M A 48 YR OLD MAN AND I SMOKED CRACK COCAINE FROM 1997-2021.. 26 YRS I CHASED THAT DRAGON... BY THE GRACE OF GOD I QUIT COLD TURKEY AND JAN 01, 2024 WIL BE 3 YRS SOBER.. ✌
Wow, CONGRATULATIONS! That really is wonderful!
Yeah crack is wild, probably started with coke then it messed ur nose up or became too expensive
I started doing drugs 20 years ago as a teenage. Got addicted to cocaine. Spent my whole life fighting cocaine addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Germany. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them
YES sure of mycologist Predroshrooms. Mushrooms literally got me off my feet and turned my whole life around. I am currently a housing manager for a recovery program. I wouldn't have been able to do that shit without psilocybin.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Where do I reach this dude? If possible can I find him on Google
Recovering alcoholic and addict here, 11 months clean one day at a time ♥️ thank you for this.
Amazing job! Keep pushing forward 🎉
I’ve been clean from cocaine for 15 months!
God bless you!
Thank you my friend! I needed that
Good stuff. 3 months here
most dangerous time for a relapse
@@mlongpre100why? Why would you say something like that?
Thank you for your honesty Eric. I'm very familiar with alcoholism as it has greatly affected my family but totally naive about cocaine. Prayers for your continued sobriety
My sister was into this and I had no idea. She would sniff all the time on the phone to me and I'd say..(as older sister) go blow your nose! I hope you don't sniff around people like that it's so rude...etc. LOL! She was also chaotic, witty but arrogant argumentative and obsessed with appearances. Needless to say she never had any money.
"blow" your nose 😂 @@deborahcurtis1385
I have severe sinus problems & am constantly sniffling & have stuff dripping from my nose. I would hate to think that everyone else may think I am high on coke.
Then blow your nose!!
Go to an ear nose and throat specialist. You could have polyps and or deviated septum..bc all the problems you have isnt normal and youve just gotten used to it good luck
They constantly are lying..
I've never touched it, but I also have lifelong sinus problems 😅 so you're not alone
I suffer from rhinorrhea all the time . I'm just glad this dude's alive and I do not do coke. I'm so old I'm just lucky to be on this Earth and why would I complicate it with drugs? ☮️
I can’t imagine anyone risking doing coke anymore with the fentanyl risk.
Exactly
Yes and cocaine cut with meth as a real nightmare scenario.
They have test strips you can buy
@@dandan7973 so what? The girl that just died from twitter had test strips too.
Test it, wash it, don’t EVER do it more often than once in a blue moon. This is not weed. It’s not regulated and certainly not a daily driver. This shit is dangerous especially to those who don’t know what to look for or get it from the streets which is honestly the worst. Lucky to get (thinking back to 2004-2006) 10-35% and the rest is literally caustic under your kitchen sink type stuff
He said something that hit me the most. I struggled with coke as well. When I used it, I loved the kick of energy I got from it and I liked how it felt. But it completely destroyed a lot of relationships with people and it made even my own family have a disdain for me as long as I was using. Coke leaves a permanent scar. Even after you stop, and get clean, no matter how long, your friends and family will always have that little thought that you may or have relapse. They don’t have to say it, you can just feel it. Any little innocent “sniffle” or sneeze you make will raise their eyebrows. I’m glad I was able to drop my addiction, with no therapy or outside help, just quit on my own will, and it was very difficult. The high is not worth the lows.
I’m sorry to hear you’re living under constant suspicion from others when you deserve nothing but praise and support for managing getting off this drug all on your own ❤
I was getting high during COVID lockdown, random and not like me. I ended up getting pregnant with my deceased best friends ex, weird deal, right.
He was all over the place on social media and I had a suspicion. Anyway, I had to physically move away because he got violent and dangerous. My daughter is 2 and he still hasn’t met her. I wanted to share that I was SUPER annoyed with him when I knew he was high. I had to read through emails, crazy shit…please see their side of things. You have someone coming around or calling, texting, etc who is high energy, always broke, etc. It is really hard to deal with. ❤ respect but wanted to share that.
Ppl can be so dumb. You can’t go around giving ppl the side eye for having a sniffle.
This was me with my alcohol addiction, hospitalized 3 times in the last 6 years so quitting was a struggle because ppl thought i was still drinking, then when id relapse theyd say "i knew it already". Its hard when you are almost a year clean and nobody really thinks you are, its why i started a couple times again. Now ive been clean but i started a coke addiction, ill be drinking sodas at the bar but feeling the high from coke doing it in the bathroom. im only about a month new to coke, but i know i have an addictive personality, and it has formed. life is hard.
Addiction is pure hell on earth.
Unfortunately yes its absolutely soul crushing........
@@InTheBleakMidwinter666 We humans can find so many ways to mess up our lives.😢
Same goes for eating sugar and junk food.
@@simpletroll That's for sure, and tobacco, sex and gambling.
depends on which
Other side effects:
They leave their laptop with top-secret information and videos of them, doing coke and other drugs with prostitutes at local computer repair places.
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hunter biden😂
Unlike his father ! 🥳🤡
@@cristig243 his father is too busy showering with 12 year old family members. 🫣🫣🫣
Lol
I Went through a lot of coke in the 80s. Back then, it was everywhere, different times for sure. You nailed this video with everything, especially all the drinking you can do with it and not seem like your drunk to others. I started djaying in the 80s,, coke and alcohol went with it.I stopped in 96 after my 1st daughter came into the world. I relapsed when my brother was murdered in 2013 which is yet to be solved. After a yr of putting my money up my nose i realized its not going to bring brother back and stopped. Congratulations on your sobriety and continued success with it.
Congrats Brother!!! I too was a Cocaine user, I have been clean for 12 years in April. Love your descriptions and the part about it steeling your soul. I so felt the same and it took a long time to lfeel happiness without it. Take care
I’m so glad your back making videos because I found your channel when I started to realize I was addicted to cocaine. I’m still struggling but I really feel like I’m coming to the end of this disgusting addiction so I just want to say thank you. I pray I come out on the other side before it kills me!
Always double check his "facts".
Example: he makes it look like you can drink tons of alcohol on cocaine without getting drunk.
What he doesn't tell you is that cocaine and alcohol directly react into coca-ethylene, which makes your chances of sudden cardiac arrest (flat lining) increase dramatically. It's because coca-ethylene directly targets the heart as a poison.
Oh, besides all of that, he's been exposed as a predator. Do with that info what you want.
how do you even buy it?
Can I have some
You should've been sticked to cannabis. Coke alcohol ciggerates all are deadly
I had twice 3 days and a row and was so lucky not to get hooked when I saw my face in the mirror I was like what tf is thatb
I can always tell when someone is high on coke because they're standing next to me in the stall...
FUCK YEAH!! hahaha Line dancing all night
I really respect how you are delivering this video. Also a lot of respect for getting yourself off the stuff! Some people never do and end up going down darker paths.
Congratulations on your sobriety! Keep up the good work and keep strong!
Great video- I went through my coke phase and you nailed it. Insidious drug that was one of my most expensive addictions.The hardest thing for me is the Anhedonia- even after many, many years clean I know that my enjoyment of normal simple pleasures is not what it was before my coke days. I've been told the coke high is like going on a spending spree with a overdrawn checking account - eventually there's hell to pay. I see this in Molly/ecstacy/meth users too - you can't artificially, continuously pump up the serotonin in your Brain without consequences -
From what I understand about substance abuse/addiction one is never really free from addiction. Once you get clean you have will always need to keep your guard up. Stay away from those old relationships, situations that led you to use drugs.
You are correct, friendo.
You’re right on about the way we act when using the drug. I’ll speak for myself, I stayed away for everyone because I didn’t want to share. I mean if a good friend asked me, I would share. But if they didn’t see me, I could do more for myself. Being in active addiction is the most selfish I’ve ever been. When I think of that time, I feel like I’m looking at someone else .
I feel you 100%! It’s the selfishness that really get me. I think about it all of the time. The coke, for me, I was like you. Always liked doing it by myself better. Probably not the safest idea if an addict has an 8 ball and does it to himself in a night or too fast, but I had more to myself. Was always thinking that this stuff isn’t cheap and it goes away way too quick when I did it even just by myself. Couldn’t let ppl im good friends with know because of that reason right there.
He's displaying all the symptoms right now in this video
I noticed he is still showing those symptoms.
Let him be . He is educational .
@Letthelightin222 hes on adderall or however u spell it
The NUMBER ONE sign is dialated pupils !! Can’t believe he didn’t mention that one
People can look glassy eyed but dilation of the pupils is more of a sign of mdma ,methamphetamine or psychedelics
@@charliebacca8170 idk man my eyes be looking like 8 balls when I’m a few lines into an 8 ball. I agree with OP
There is alot of things that could dialate your pupils so yeah, you can't be 100% sure someone is using drugs just because that
@@moshe5446It can also be a symptom of mania..
im glad i have really dark brown eyes i guess
MAN, you totally nailed me! I loooooved to mix coke with alcohol. You can put away a ton of booze and be wasted on both at the same time. It's like getting the best of both worlds. All the while, smoking cigarettes like crazy. I sort of miss those days and that buzzed feel, but I know in the end, you CAN get too much of a good thing!
If you did to eight balls of Coke a day, let me tell you you had the wrong plug
One year off crack father's day 2023. Used 3-5 times per week. On and off, mostly on, for over 30 years. First time ever quit like this. Guess it took getting older and retiring. My career was fair to good and could have been more consistently good. Raising kids with wife was fair to good but could have been great. Things are very good now. Trying to stay strong, and honest. Therapy every two weeks helps a little, but it was mostly, it was time to quit before it killed me. I'm 58 this July. Stay strong, brother.
Is the devil on your shoulder gone? If yes, How long have you been clean and how long did it take to really let it go or forget it?
If no and the devils still there somewhere, but you are fighting trougg it- stay strong!
Why do i ask: I really want to quit.
@@peepjamaali I used to go in the hood to get coke. Then I wet people who deliver. That is when it got really bad. After many years and a few different delivery guys I told them I'm getting too old. What if I die. They will see your number and cone get you. You need to block me. I took some back and forth, but my main guys stopped and blocked my calls. I had a few slips along the way, but each time I hated it more. So far it is coming up on one year since all the regular stopped, and about 6 months since a slip. The devil is always there, but I honestly like everything about my life more now so it keeps getting easier. I don't have that chemical reaction from the though of it any more. That was the biggest thing to get over. Now I can control myself very well. The devil is still here, but he is very weak now, and getting weaker by the day.
I think you get lucky finding a way to quit, or you slowly die from coke addiction. Having a good wife and kids helped me a lot. Faith in a higher power and meditation helped too. They didn't know much, but my wife did.
Like I said, you make it happen, or you die too young. Up to you.
My sister is going on smoking the stuff now for 3 1/2 years :( she smokes everyday & I am scared for her that she will take something else by mistake bc it has happened & I seen my own eyes… the crack was abit pink and the guy smokes it anyways & he OD’d :( I hope she doesn’t smoke that long, congrats on being clean.
@@Shewalksinm00nlights8 I hope she is okay. I am still clean from that and am greatly enjoying life more now. Some days are scary, but I am getting stronger as time goes on. Thanks!
30 years jesus, im 35 now and had my fair amount of experience. Keep fighting, seek god and repent :) sending you blessings
Good journey, my man. I've seen that drug and others destroy people around me. I used to perform drug tests as part of my job. One person did coke in our parking lot before walking into clinic, then asked me how long coke stayed in one's system. I replied "Longer than it's been since your last hit, babe." Anybody who has the courage to get help is a brave soul. Bravo.
babe?
Congratulations on your day to day struggles staying clean and sober❤
Appreciate your honesty and openess about your past with addiction. I'm still struggling with it and my response is so different from yours. Yes, cotton mouth is real, but I don't drink to deal with a dry mouth, I drink to deal with paranoia and elevated heart beat. Also I choose to leave a party as soon as the coke kicks in, I don't talk like crazy, I isolate. You've brought up some very valid points but it also depends on the user.
The symptoms you describe have a lot in common with meth addicts, although those users tend to be high for long periods (days at a time) then need to 'crash' and sleep for an inordinate amount of time before the cycle starts again. Crazy what some people will do to their bodies whether they realize what's happening or not.
We all die someday...
But is it necessary to destroy our bodies ?? Our most precious value..it's our health.
CRIST die to rescue humans from slavery...if someone is attached to narcotic is also attached to slavery...
By reading the gospel we can understand that we are living in the end times...and it's important to stay clean from drugs
WHY???
Crist second coming to earth will finish all forms of corroption around us...and it's good to be free from narcotics....
My statement is not a criticism...
Who am I, to judge others???
It's encouraging fellow people to stay free.
I don't fallow any organized religion
Because they also are contaminated with CSA.
But I fallow Crist foot steps by reading the gospel.
Thank you very much.
Good for you and congratulations I was the same on prescription pain medication for over 20 years and I would tell everyone myself because I wanted Prayer I wanted to get off that crap and I didn’t have the strength to do it but finally God gave me the strength so I totally agree with you brother God bless
I was addicted to Vicodin for 8 yrs . By the time i decided to quit I was taking 8 750's or 1000 mg pills at a time least 3 times a day. I would wake up for work chew 8 pills right away. 8 more by noon and 8 more by 5-6 at night. Coworkers and family members never knew. If i didn't have any i was miserable. Bad Back pain, stomach cramps, no energy . When i decided to quit went to my Dr see what i could do to help with withdraws he asked how many i take daily and how many that morning. I'll never forget the look on his face when i said i chewed 8 1000mg norcos hour ago. He said your on 8 pills now. I didn't even notice u was high. That's because i have to take them to function normal don't really get that high anymore. Sent me to Suboxone Dr and got addicted to those for 4 yrs. I honestly believe Suboxone works great but wish i would of just taped off vics instead of Suboxone. Withdraws from those are horrific. Vicodin withdraws 3 to 7 days Suboxone withdraws 2 weeks to month. Glad i finally got thru it
I could remember several years ago cocaine addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
YES sure of Dr.benfungi. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.benfungi
Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the
morning after. So no hangovers. No
depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now
have a more calm mind
How do i reach out to him? Is he on Instagram
I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an
obsession with violence.
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This is an excellent video idea!!! So many people just say “man that guys on coke”
The first and only week or two I messed with coke was at work. All my drug use came from coworkers and was taken because I hated my job (warehousing with no time off). We had a new temp come to the warehouse that sold it and I was already buying hydros and bars, so I figured I would try it. I finally was able to be talkative and confident and super energized. Everyone knew I was taking it though, I was boxing up frozen hams like a "crackhead" which was super out of character. It was short lived bc I got sold meth laced coke and that was a dark experience. I've been clean for seven years aside from kratom and nicotine. Be careful out there, ya'll.
Why is Kratom bad?
@@RF-ub4qfkratom is not bad. I use it once a day. 8-9 grams of kratom a day. I go through my day feeling normal and a little more focused
What is kratom? Never heard of that.
Ive been clean and just take nicotine & kratom.. 😂😂😂 real addict talk.
@@RF-ub4qfkratom is addictive as painkillers
1 to 2 8balls a day??? Holy smokes!!!! I had a friend who would look like she was trying to chew on her jaw when she was high. I never understood how people could not notice she was high. I did it like 5 times and realized I would never get that high I got the first time. I’m an over thinker and this was one positive part of over thinking everything. Proud of you!
They noticed
That's how I know my ex is smoking crack. His jaw keeps on moving, and his personality changes. Then, he'll sleep for a day or 2. smh. Sad.
Is it true that a person never gets tired and always had to do something ,I saw that on my ex and wasnt sure what he took
What’s an 8 ball? Sorry I’ve never done coke lol
@@BriaBarrowsan 8th ounce
Yea I've seen coke abusers while they're high. Only after I watched my ex-husband come down off of this drug to terroise & abuse me. Never new he was taking cocain until the course of our divorce. Then his irratic & abusive behavior became clear to me, unfortunately too late. You might want to let your viewing audience know the signs of when a person is coming down off a cocain high. It' very abrasive, very angry. Found this one out the hard way.
Not everyone acts like that tho. Personally me coming down when I used was nothing like you explained
Sorry for your pain, my best wishes for your recovery and peace.
@@SubzeroUMK3 it's not upto her to get help he was abusing her through his addictions. Don't gaslight her or make her feel questioning of something that is not your business. He was abusing her via cocaine. I have experience the same thing it can make you feel suicidle
@@BeckyJadegood comment
@@SubzeroUMK3 when something affects you via galightling at deep level it can become horrifically abusive depending on the person who takes it personality and disposition to the drug. Through my experience you sound like someone who doesn't understand certain levels of the behaviour associated to this drug dependant on the person. No one can deal with it. Imagine of your wife was addicted to sleeping with prostitutes...when a man is on cocaine it's pretty much a prostitute. She is putting her own self at risk and being abused as she has disclosed. You can't rationalise through unrational peoppe. If he wants help and tried I'm sure she might have stayed but he was abusing her badly I can tell by the way she's expressing this and on this page
hey man
first off very brave and very detailed
really coming from some serious experiences
thanks for sharing, you do you sir, stay safe and you too reach out if need! stay strong
Good for you. Stay clean, God loves you and wants you to protect your body from all evil. 🙏🙏👏👏🙏🙏
They tend to forget their laptops in repair stores
I don't get it?
@@firstlosthunter biden
I could tell when my neighbor was high on coke. Her voice was different and she would drag her words. Thanks for your honesty.
Hello to you. Sending you love and wishing you well. Tough journey this thing called life. Yeah I didn't realise how bad coke was until some people posted their stories on you tube. You are doing a great service sharing this.
Dude this channel helps me so much. I appreciate all your videos. I am glad I found you!!
I was yelled at by a politician's campaign manager that was out of control. I believe it was cocaine. The headquarters called him back to Washington DC because he was out of control. I was a hotel sales director at the time. Never treated so poorly.
"If you're addicted, let everybody know." Best advice ever.
He doesn't mention really why to let folks know
Psychedelics is where its at for the mind, soul, heart and ultimately the way you feel and treat people every day.
I miss doing shrooms but i wanted to try coke and i love it i do it every and i got 2 jobs just to buy coke
@@Racistdog get help
Wrong. Prayer and a relationship with Our Heavenly Father is where it's at. Seek Jesus while you can. Time is short and the world is about to enter a very dark time. God keep you in the palm of his hand. Amen.
@@Racistdogwow if you cant control your urge to snort then dont do it, its gonna ruin your life bro. Do something better with the money you make like traveling, working out, meeting new people, buy a car whatever
I'm a retired RN. One of my very first patients was a 19yo kid, who had had a major heart attack his FIRST TIME he snorted coke. He survived, but his heart is damaged for life. PLS don't use drugs. ☠️
Im literally in the process of trying to let alcohol and coke go. I have slowed down drastically but i still do it. My brother shot himself and he was the only one i was close to in my family. I spiraled down and turned to coke and alcohol. Al ost 3 years on a daily basis. I would drink 100 proof alcohol too no the usual 80-70 stuff. Im trying though. Small steps i guess. Good on you though. Its always good to hear positivity
Stay strong u can do it. Just think about fentanyl being so deadly nowadays and the mix is fatal. Just lost my fav uncle who was very close to me in Feb. They’re mixing it in everything now especially coke. So just look at it like your life or a super expensive and super risky little high that only last shortly and just make the simple choice. Love yourself and your life. Easy. Trust me. Sending good vibes your way, I know you can beat it especially if you’ve already slowed down drastically. 💯
Thanks for sharing that, I had no idea about any hard drug or what to notice about someone using.
After getting enough experience with this drug, it becomes easier to recognize these symptoms within yourself and therefore, you get better at hiding it.
My ex got into coke, crack, and then heroin. He idolized Jim Morrison. I tried heroin with him and thank God it didn't grab me like it did him. I loved him so much, but I couldn't compete with drugs and prostitutes. He died from an overdose not long after. I could always tell when he was high by the way he'd talk. I can't watch certain movies with heavy drug use because I start feeling anxious, nose runs, even if talking about it. Be careful, sometimes talking too much about it can make you miss it, that's how I feel, you pry don't go through that. Good luck and stay sober.
@earl7793 Jim Morrison was a major drug addict.
Thank you. That was very informative. I now think my ex husband was not just an alcoholic. That guy never blew his nose. He drank and drank and drank.
Im watching this while i just relapsed on cocaine. I was sober since 2017 and thru it all away. You are helping me realize that there is hope to stay sober. I realized that i cant be in the same room with this drug. Or ill relapse again
My drug of choice, but haven't used it in about 10 years
It’s reminds me of TED. “I just had a line with a guy in the bathroom and I bet you can’t tell who it is” Flashhh goooorden. Saviour of the universe!
My dad was a functioning cocaine and alcohol addict my whole life i like these videos my dad is my hero tbh lol he still drinks all the time but no more coke. I'm proud of him
Thank you, so interesting! You verified what I thought about
someone special to me.
The lock jaw is Tardive Dyskinesia it come from a dopamine imbalance. It’s a miracle it doesn’t become permanent because it can when it happens to people who get it from psych meds.
People who abuse coke before it takes over know where to stop before they get the lock jaw. I had girlfriends who would say “no thanks if I do one more it makes my mouth hurt”, but that’s what they meant.
But the talking, my god, the talking used to be a great tell but people who abuse adderall talk at people like that too.
But I suppose it’s good to know if someone is abusing that too
Thanks for making this. I quit 1/26/95 I needed to leave the environment I was in to cultivate new healthy habits. 12 step programs claim relocation doesn’t help because “wherever you go there you are”, and I agree that if that’s the only thing you do it’s probably not going to help that much.
But my experience is that “you can’t heal in the same environment where you got sick”.
I'm an alcoholic. Almost 10 years sober. You talked about how your facial muscles do weird things on cocaine. My face would do weird facial things with alcohol. Almost looking like I had a stroke
Thanks....helps confirm some suspicions I've had.
I'm very proud of you. I'm coming up on 40 months sober from alcohol.. never used coke, never will
👏👏 I've been sober for 23 years & I only had a handful of times when I almost lost it in the 23 years; but I've found that the actual activity of being sober on a daily basis helps to fight off the very infrequent strong cravings that come along to drink alcohol. Now I never have cravings for alcohol.
Stay away from the devils dandruff
My dad and brother are cocaine addicts i hate it it's truly disgusting
I don't have a relationship with them
This is accurate
Thank You. God Bless You and give you all strength.
With coke you typically get one of three outcomes.
1: you go broke
2: you go to prison
3: you die
or any combo.
Dying broke in prison perhaps.
Me who has allergies and anxiety but don't do coke: 😬
The first step to conquering your addiction is to admit it.
Get some help, join a 12 step program.
@fredhammer poor reading comprehension?
@@internetperson9121 ; keep your racist remarks to your self.
I’m the only one out of my friends to never do cocaine and I’ve been around it for 15 years. I’ll never do it, I’m good with just drinking liquor. And even when the liquor starts to get too much I just stop. I’m my own person and I don’t let pressure get me to tag along. Nothing feels better than being your own person and controlling yourself.
I've been in Colombia the last 6 months pure uncut grams are 1$ dollar each it's incredible. I can't believe you use to do 2 8balls a day. If that's true I'm glad your still here with us.
How did you quit? How did you find value in life? How long was the phase where you "stopped" to everyone else but secretly still using?
Not gonna lie it wasn’t that hard for me to quit. Literally one day after being tired of doing it and not being able to fall asleep after and feelin like shit for 2 days I was like ok enough is enough. A lot easier to quit then drinking alcohol
When someone can't stop moving for even 1 SECOND 😅🤣
I'm so glad he got free from it. I hope his life is still going well.
My ex husband's eyes use to get huge like an owl, his mouth would be frozen to where he could barely open it to speak and looked and acted dumb AF. It was not only obvious, but he was embarrassing and actually freaked people out to where they'd just stay staring at him. One time he was like that in front of my mom and I just wanted to kill him for being so disrespectful, while another time when one of my friends came to visit, she too stayed staring and asked me what was wrong with him.
That’s hilarious 😂
My former coworker lost custody of his son because he was living the coke life. And he dipped out on paying me money he owed.
They never pay you back. Never!!
Don't loan out anything because you won't get it back or it may be damaged. "Never a borrower or a lender be." - an old adage.
Glad you made this video.
This is must watch for all White House employees.
oh PLEASE. Get a grip.
😂😂😂😂😂😂
Excellent presentation. I subscribed immediately. Greetings from South Africa 😅
They never have any money
such easy and perfect description
I've been through the same thing! I'm not on anything, my brain just races normally. don't u just hate that when they think ur on Coke!!
Hi , how long have you been sober? I celebrated 17 years off coke and alcohol. Best thing that ever happened to me
Good friend of mine had to move to Cuba in order to kick and stay Sober. To this day he is clean and still lives there and I am proud of him for kicking.
Man he probably got better quality and still on it hardcore friends do lie sometimes
@ovniusa15 you would have to know him in order to understand him (and I'm not trying to be rude) when he $ucks up he let's me know.
watchin dis so dey find out Ty sm Eric
LOL my apologies for laughing the entire video. But the snorting the nose instead of blowing it part TOOK ME OUT🤣
Right? I blow my nose so dam much that brain cells fly out, 9 times out of 10 there nothing there it's just the tingle from the last rail
I can relate to everything you said..I was also a coke addict which led me to become an alcoholic at the same time...it felt so great at the time with the partying and so called friends but it sucked me into a world so lonely and depressing..I hid it from every one i loved coz i isolated myself from everything I loved... almost destroyed my life but not to the point that i cant build up again...clean now for 2 years.. never felt better but feel that being a drug addict will always be a dark cloud over me
In beginning its nice wit friends.later U Just hide From the world.goin to another planet.and IT makes U so empty inside and get Ur soul.i am sober now for 3 years.and the Depression came wen i quit IT was so hard
Your amazing. 2yrs clean, awesome. You should be proud. I wish you all the best. Get HIGH on LIFE my friend..a great feeling better than any drug. LIFE IS GOOD..🙏🖤🔥
@@TomTom-ii4wb
Tom Tom you are absolutely awesome being clean for three years. Bless you.
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22 years.. bad memories never go away.. you have to wake up and pray to God to take those memories out of your head.. every single day!! No matter how much good you create in your post-coke life, the coke life won’t let you forget…..😢
He said that coke is the hardest drug, fentanyls the hardest drug, my biological fathers a drug addict to fentanyl and has been addicted to cocaine use, and hes still living. Ive been addicted to liquor
Thankyou Eric.
I avoid AA by controlling my drink, i wasn't able to do that before but i didn't want to go to AA and give up drink so i decided to control it, also i lost 35kg because i was addicted to food and overeating so i decided to stop been addicted to overeating so i lost 35 kilos. Yes i have an an addiction to overeating and alcohol but instead of going cold turkey i decided to control it, it can be done but i agree its not for everyone, i still drink and eat good food but i control it because i can
Congratulations...you have self control...
Our brain is designed to control our actions...
I never took narcotics , but I like to encourage people not to destroy their bodies by using narcotics...
GOD bless your decision...
Stay safe.
AA: fakes, flakes, and snakes.
You should hear the way you sound (like a typical compulsive addict who lost control a long time ago, doesn't really WANT recovery yet and can't control anything but is in total denial about it).
I am a retired meth addict. I was on it from late 2004 until 2006-2007.
Wow, every symptom you mentioned is true. Ive used it occasionally, once every two to three weeks. So I wouldnt consider it an adfiction. But you feel shitty as hell when its wearong off. Definitely not worth it
WOW so interesting. Thanks for sharing guys. My friend asked me would i have coke with her on her birthday. Said it's the best drug in the world. Now that I've read the comments of U awesome people being so open & honest. Thanks.
Well i have made a decision - I'M GOING TO DIE WONDERING. And all you lovely awesome people helped me in making this decision. ❤
You give me hope that my ex is going to be ok one day.
When I did coke, I hardly would talk. I'm a man of a few words.
Great video.
I Used To - Unknowingly - Actually WORK For A Coke Addict - & He Was A Doctor - Of Sorts...He Was A Heavy User, I Found Out Later, & I Covered For Him - Again Unknowingly - Just Beautifully! He Was An Asshole - IRRESPONSIBLE, PARANOID & HYPER AS HELL, But He Never Lost His License To Practice - Even After Going Into "Treatment" & F_cking Up His Marriage! I STILL Haven't Forgiven Him - But Never Again Will I NOT Recognize The Signs Of Coke Addiction - It's PATHETIC!!!
I don't know about "party" drug. When I was using, it made me extremely paranoid. I could be partying, and as soon as I did some coke, the music was shut off, the lights went out, and I would start peeping out the windows, looking for the shadow people that were out to get me.
Me too, if I was using and had to interact with anyone I would get paranoid and fearful. Sometimes I would think that cops were right outside my door getting ready to break in and arrest me. I was only comfortable if I was alone while using it. Been off it for 32 years, good riddance to that shit.
That's your conscious speaking. You know what your doing is wrong or stuff you did is wrong. That's why you see the shadow people.
I been on and off coke 20 years ,moved to Asia to get away from it ,can’t say I will stay clean but I keep away from where I can get it ,feels great at time but takes its toll in the end
My neighbor said he spent his rent money on an eight-ball of cocaine. I thought he meant it was the size of a Billard Eight Ball.
I have not done Coke since the 80's. I can not even remember the the last time i have heard the word. I remember you could not get drunk.. It is super expensive and it is a challenge to keep it recreational.
It’s a tough drug. I know the struggle.
Thank you,
Informative 👍
Aye, great vid', but been binging on Crack lately & hadn't used it (or cocaine) for ages. That down/miserable feeling when it runs out 😒 & yeah the stuff makes people talk LOTS.