You can find CHEZ here,, tell um I sent ya: ruclips.net/video/E8grKz_hK_k/видео.html Chez holding that L for his guitar remark hahah,, that’s why these reactions are fun.
That's funny - I was just going to say something. The best way for you to describe Ren's guitar is as a nylon stringed (most important), "classical" - not "classic" - acoustic/electric guitar. It is still acoustic because it can be played without being plugged in; i.e., it doesn't need amplification - it a has a hollow body, so the guitar provides its own amplification. However, you can use it with or without electric amplification, both of which have distinctly different sounds - this is plugged straight into the board, so you don't get the sound of the room (although the microphone(s) - I still think there is a second microphone mic-ing the whole room - is likely catching some of the room sound); whereas if he would have mic-ed it up, he would have gotten that a lot more.
Woohooo! Great combo of songs! And imma go check out CHEZ here in a bit but lemme just say! Y’all 2 together have AMAZING chemistry! And reacting to Ren together was even more epic! Definitely need more of you both reacting to stuff!!! Big push next please ❤
Nf, eminem, and plan B literally have nothing on this man. Ive watched reactions 100 times and it never gets old. This is easily the best piece of art ive ever witnessed and Im so glad I found his music.
For me personally, NF has just as much power in his songs. They literally saved my life. I was at the bottom of a very dark hole that I couldn't escape from. NFs music helped pull me out of that hole and to this day helps to keep me out. His music has done the same for many. I don't think that they need to be compared. Both men have suffered in their lives and they are taking that pain and making a difference for many people that have also suffered. Bottom line is that these men are both making music that helps to heal others and that is very important and needed at this time.
To the last two comments he's done the same for me and I've watched about 50 reactions all blown away by his talent he's a genius there aren't enough words for his music, all of it his band his busking and all his stuff reggae.. amazing skills and range also the healing and strength he's giving so many people.. music is healing
Dude, this reaction was tight! When Chez comes back, it has to be The Tale of Jenny and Screech and Chalk Outlines for sure.. I actually want to thank Chez (and yourself BP) for the honesty and candour after How to be me. My current partner and I had a child not make it in the early stages of pregnancy. We weren't offered any therapy afterwards. It still hits me deep in those dark moments at 3am when I can't sleep and we haven't really talked about it in any depth since (this was about 4yrs ago). We've since had two awesome boys, our oldest is 4 (going on 14) and we've just had another who's 9 months now. Having your first child at 43 is erm... a trip, for definite. One of the reasons that Ren resonates with me so much is that I also lost my best friend when I was in my 20s. We'd gone to school together, then did our own thing for a bit and reconnected randomly one summer afternoon. We were inseparable for years (like every day all day). His family kinda adopted me and his parents were like second parents to me. I'd hang out at theirs, their door was always open no matter what time of the day or night.? Then he got arrested and went to prison for a long time. I still blame myself for not being able then to stop him from being sent down. I stood up in court for him, scariest damn thing I've ever done. He got released from prison with medical issues, both physical and mental. The screws (prison guards) used to kick the crap out of him and fcked his back up, so much so he was on some seriously heavy pain meds permanently. The one day, his sister went to wake him up in the morning. She couldn't, then she found the empty bottle of vodka and empty boxes of meds (LOTS of boxes) in his bed. 3 months after that, his mum died (💔 because her baby boy had passed), 3 months after she died, his Dad died too. They'd been together since school and his heart just couldn't take the strain and stress any more. This was well over a decade ago and it's still just as real as yesterday. That sh!t still bounces around inside my head too. I know it shouldn't, but it does. His family always told me that it wasn't my fault or anything I did wrong or didn't do right, I was the only one of his friends to step up to the plate. Guilt, grief, remorse and regret plus time is a mentally lethal cocktail. Sorry for the length of this post if anyone has gotten to the end of it.
Chez, it’s a classical guitar with a plug. They’ve got acoustic/electric versions of classicals, usually called crossovers as they don’t typically have as wide a neck. But this looks like either a Yamaha or cordoba classical with a cutaway and pickup.
I can tell you this, it's been played so much, there is a dead fret I noticed up near the 12th fret. After he did the diminished chord progression, the second triad he did walking up, one string was very soft in tone and buzzed. Pure sign of someone who plays the hell out of a guitar and the frets need to be polished; showing Ren is all about practice and actually playing.
Yay it’s Rensday rollercoaster time! I don’t think I will ever get sick of watching people’s first Ren experience and that slow realisation that he is a multitalented genius. Please keep bringing people on for this! Even if you have to drag a stranger in off the street 😂 The entire world needs to know who Ren is so they get the chance to let him inspire and help heal them ❤
From what I understand, Ren is playing an electric classical (crossover) guitar, with nylon strings. I don’t know how much that particular guitar costs, but since Ren makes his living with music and has been doing so since he was a child, I doubt that guitar only costs $20 lol
Something that no one seems to pick up on is that Ren starts with creating a beautiful song which is abruptly interrupted by his negative inner voice telling him it's garbage then once the possitive inner voice gains control of the conversation, he is able to get pack to his finishing his beautiful song.
My son was stillborn in 2010... I sat and balled my eyes out this whole video.. I know all the feelings and emotions you went through. Just wanted to tell you both I love you, and not to worry about showing that emotion... the people that haven't been there may judge, but if life took them there they would understand.
This is the most incredible thing about Ren's music, to my mind: Never in my 64 years of life have I ever seen an artist have this effect on so many people, where fans, musicians and reactors like you are having deep, open discussions about the struggles they've been having throughout their lives. It's had the same effect on me as well. I loved this reaction and would like to see Chez return for more reactions!
well writen i´m only 48 but i feel the same and Love what he does for me and other mental ill ppl i almost died 4 years from a Stroke i´m now dissabled and need help in my Life. I struggle alot alone. :) it helps hearing i´m not alonein the World like i am Anxiety,Pain, and ppl don´t get how i feel what i feel and treat me like a Kid(or a Idiot)
This video right here is representative of why everyone who gets it, loves Ren's music. I have watched and conversed with more people who have opened up about their own trials and struggles after having watched this 9 month old video, than I have in the other 58 years of my life combined. Ren's honesty in his music gives us permission to be honest about how fucked up we are, how broken and mistaken we have been. I have watched reactors I've followed for years, suddenly tell me about things in their life they would NEVER have revealed about themselves to just a bunch of random internet viewers before, and they've done so openly and honestly. I have had conversations with work colleagues where we have sat around and discussed our own mental problems, from childhood abuse to ADHD, OCD, BPD and cPTSD with disarming honesty, to the point where we now chat about our daily issues with those in a conversational way that would never have been likely before watching "Hi Ren" and talking about it. It's a new world for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear and it leaves us open and vulnerable to each other and in doing so, finding comfort and support in that honesty. I am frankly astonished how my relationships with people around me have changed because of this one piece of music.
As a parent who drives a carpool that listen to this song at least once a week, the generational impact of music like this is not to be minimized. You can be cool and also have mental health issues? And you can even sing awesome music about it and make it okay to talk about it? In the mind of a middle school child this is revelatory.
@@rogerstarkey5390 No, you don't have to gatekeep this experience. Everyone sees through their own lens and lives different experiences, some lighter, some heavier. Maybe his perception is different from yours, but he still understood the basic message.
We need more open conversations like this. BP you are straight up a legend for sharing and supporting Ren like you do. I can't wait for you to get a Mil subs.
How To Be Me is the most hauntingly gorgeous duet I've ever heard. I've heard it over 100 times, and it still gives me chills and makes my eyes water. So glad you shared this one BP. Also, my deepest condolences for both your heartbreaking loses.
Respect for a beautiful comment. I had to comment myself, yet I read your thoughts and it was everything I would have said initially. So rather than repeat I found myself wanting to comment on the next thing that sprung to mind. :)
yes much love and condolences for your losses. Losing a child has to be the hardest thing ever. I was the support and watched my parents go thru it when we lost my brother at age 24 in an auto acc
I cried for both of you men who've endured unbearable loss. I'm sure you've helped to fill the ocean with your tears along with Ren, and it's evident it doesn't ever get easier to live with. Bravo that you've used your lives to continue in hope, love, and acceptance. Touched by angels.
The amazing thing I have realised about Ren and his music is he has a way to strip away our insecurities and help you open up about things you never thought you would be able to.
That sharing was awesome. Wife and I lost our first kid too. All of her care free personality left her. I was fresh out the Army, job hunting and arranging a funeral for a baby all at the same time. I can say that was one of the hardest times in our lives.
Your conversation about losing - and how the song here How to be me touches one, speaks so much to me. I love that song but it makes me cry when I hear it. I come from a very broken family and the only person I had close to me was my little brother. He died at 15 from an OD. I don't know if it was an accident or if it was on purpose, but it doesn't matter that much. But in my family, you don't cry, so I have never mourned for him as I need - and as he deserves - not until now. Many years later. But the song here; for me it is for my little brother. A beautiful song. My condolences for your loss and I grieve with you. It is hard
@blackpegasusraps man, you're getting damn good at this: absolute A-grade work on your side plus an A-grade guest equals: f*cking loved it!!! Maybe it's weird to say, but I feel kinda proud watching over the last few months how you've strived and grown and deepened in how you come across and in what you give and share. It's shiny. Thanks, and keep up the awesome work! Respect and gratitude. ...Also: More Montana boy!
Best facial expressions EVER!! ❤❤❤ Yes I would love seeing him react to more! And yes weird is awesome 😂❤. Now I want to know more about his music 😁👍🥰 Such an honest guy! ❤
That was great. Make sure he doesn't watch Jenny and Screech til he and you get together again. He was slack jawed for much of this reaction and I expect no less for Jenny and Screech 😂
I literally only discovered Ren a few days ago because of your reaction videos, sooo glad I did. My god, he is amazing. Also, the way each and everyone you have in these videos are reacting to different things… amazing!
You guys are so so brave to talk about your loss with us all. We’ve all lost people and can all relate. Just remember that we’re all here for you guys xxxxx big love to you two from North Wales 🏴
Thank you guys for your vulnerability in this discussion. It's a story too many of us know, and it never gets talked about. My wife & I (and our rainbow kiddos) appreciate you speaking your pains.
I cannot fathom how devastating it is to lose a child. My heart breaks for you both, and unfortunately there are no perfect words to say to someone who's suffered such a traumatic loss. To speak about it on your platform is brave and i am sending you and your family's so much love. You'll both be in my thoughts. My husband lost his daughter at 7 months to SIDS (before we met) and it's been extremely difficult to watch his pain. It's something no parent should ever have to go through. As always, thank you, BP, for the reaction journey. I thoroughly enjoyed this.
Black Pegasus, you mentioned how your a hybrid of reaction and podcast. I love reaction channels. You and Slashley are my favorite. Normally if a reaction is to long, I don't watch or it feels like it drags on. Yours are different. If I download it to listen and it isn't at least 45 minutes, I am like, what happened. I look forward to your long ones. You and your guests are so diverse, talented and interesting. You all bring so much insight and real life experience and emotions to these reactions. We all appreciate you so much. I love your guests, but you and Don are quite the team. The conversation are amazing. You keep mentioning the first viewing of how to be me and how you don't feel comfy showing it because you were emotional. When your ready, I look forward to it. Like Ren, we all connect with you due to your passion and emotion. Thanks for being you!! I know it's hard to put it all out there, but your building quite a family here.
I really enjoyed this video. It was raw and very real. I can appreciate the vulnerability. I also buried a daughter so i identified with so much of this. No one is stronger than a parent that has buried their child and then navigated the grief. Much love and support.
Thanks BP for walking so many people through this. The performance is incredible. I can't explain why it's so gratifying to see new people exposed to this video. It seems like once every 5 years or so I stumble upon something that blows my mind. I think Ren is that experience for me right now.
I can’t thank you enough for your vulnerability in sharing this. It’s so incredibly tragic but your vulnerability has given me hope and an understanding of how to move on from my own experience. ❤
Omg guys, seeing you talking about you’re hardest experiences has touched my tears, as strongly as Hi Ren for the first time… I think people, including myself, can easily fall in the bias of not attributing traumatic events to the pasts of people doing entertainment on RUclips or any other physical platform, I myself being a cover band singer had the worry that people would think that about me, and would conclude that I’m a lightheaded person… Now putting that first naive impression, with what you told us about, I’m stunned by your strength. I’ve already heard a lot of very hard stories, like, even my parent’s who lost their first baby at his birth, but I still continue to be amazed by how people find their strength to go on, get better, smile again and even being able to speak about it. Because in my parents I actually felt my whole life a sense of unsolved past events, not only with the first baby, also other stuff like financial distress, difficult historical context (Moldova, while now my and my siblings’ lives are in the lucky west, Italy, thanks to them). It is also because… well to put it very simple, I’ll just say that if you talk about a simple psychological therapy in that geographical area, you will likely be thought about as a psychopath. So if the public knowing as to mental health, is that you can imagine the state of the institutions and services in that branch. So that unsolved halo, it affected me too, and also I’m scared cause going on further with my life it will mean seeing more and more dear people passing away and other possible hard times, will eventually try to have babies, but I’m not that young (in the reproductive area of my body from a medical point of view) and who knows what will happen… I’m a bit scared because sometimes I think I’m strong but the I think I haven’t experienced yet what is really hard and in life (internal dialogue), and if it will happen, I will not be able to stand up again and will be always condemned to wear a sort of “beaten by the fate” victimist aura… I have realised that I have been feeling a sort of duty to not be too happy or too positive at least not in my family’s view because they had hard times and that would sound like disrespect, even if I had my share of that after all, transnational trauma from moving to another country at 13, because there was not enough money, after going through puberty with my mother very very far away, no whp, no internet calls, just letters and a brief expensive phone call once a month. I guess I’m starting to understand that it’s wrong and unproductive to feel like I don’t deserve as much as them a “happiness redemption” just because they had it worst. You give me so much hope. Just like Hi Ren has taught us, sharing helps people. Just sharing stories, creats REAL value (in the face of capitalism 😅). A huge thank you
I’ve watched a whole bunch of you showing people Ren for the first time, and I’ve enjoyed all of them but this one was different. It was educational and inspiring in equal measure. Sincere condolences to both of you and thanks for sharing your experiences, I think there are people who will find it helpful.
Great reaction BP and chez is cool as hell and this is a great line up of songs one of the better sets of ren roller-coaster. I love it definitely bring chez back maybe put him in front of the tales i think he'll really enjoy them
BP, Ren brought me to your channel to see your reactions but your channel is more far more than reactions; it's become compulsive viewing for the deeper and wider ranging conversation you have. A gem of a channel amongst a tide of dross that's out there. May you get to 1M subscribers, too.
I love how ppl start with their self confidence and jokes, and in time go into complete silence and just watch with their jaw dropped. You can't react to this on the outside and on the inside in the same time.
Dudes! 😂😤 It's a Classical Flamenco Guitar. Pick-up and Plug-in enabled. Cordoba played by a virtuoso who manipulates the strings with delicacy and vigour. Sometimes adding percussive elements.... ❤❤
I have to admit that I was a tad taken aback at your early jab at the guitar. That said, I am impressed that you noticed how he changed how he was playing the guitar between personas. I had not previously seen anyone mention this. My favorite part dealing with the guitar is how, when in "malicious" persona, he's incredibly confident and aggressive when playing, while the "normal" Ren is softer, tentative, and actually keeps looking at his finger placement while he plays. I found that to be an amazing touch -- and not a single other person has appeared to see it.
Yeah, the comments about the guitar are unusual as Ren is playing a nylon, classical style guitar and, no matter what it cost, would never be compared to the sound of a Taylor.
Timid Ren hides behind the guitar like a shield, watch it So it makes his choice to have insecure Ren on that side where the shield effect is magnified while the harsh Ren has his guitar POINTED at timid Ren. This man is a genius
Oh mate. The story’s you both shared were so honest and real. As a father that hit me so bloody hard. We had complications, we were the lucky ones but the complications led to intense post natal. It’s debilitating to feel your partner slipping and barely being able to keep them up without drowning yourself. Peace and love to you guys.
That was amazing! Confessing pain is the #1 antidote of shame, regret, etc. It is amazing and while not exactly the same, I share with both stories and actually have two rainbow babies. My son is the last one and that is the reason his middle name is Noah! Great reaction!!!
"I wasn't expecting that!" is what Ren experiencers say on first introduction. This time, that's my reaction to how the two of you shared personal life events and learnings ... so deeply... so movingly.
This was such an important conversation. Thank you both for sharing those pieces of your heart with us, and talking about the children you carry there. ❤
I emjoy the reaction conversation combo, i was listening in the background but when you started the real chat during how to be me i stopped what i was doing, locked in and almost cried. Great to see men being vulnerable. Love the Ren love 💯
Thank you for being so kind to open yourselves up. Honestly I have experienced what you two have and my man tries to be stoic also, Black Pegasus. So it is nice hearing you two open up. I ALREADY HAD 3 CHILDREN SO I Literally lived in survival mode, auto pilot if you will and it took a few years to come back to reality. I only have visited his grave 😔 once since. ❤❤ It is just so so so hard still. Love you Two
Wow. This was very emotional. I can't imagine...... I hope you do release that one, because I will probably cry too, because for whatever reason, I'm very empathic. But I've already come to like you so much, and there's something to be said about someone you care about, sharing a special moment. Even if it's a hard one. . Of course if you don't ever share it, I completely understand. You will do what you feel is appropriate. I have a lot of respect for you. Love your content. I haven't checked out your original stuff, because I'm a total reaction addict, so I tend to spend most of my online time doing that. But the more I get to know you, the more I want to take the time to check out your stuff. I'm glad you did the Hunger. I have NEVER liked rap, except for a few standouts that got really popular. But that song is definitely one of my favorite songs ever. I'm just so in love with Ren. He is a genius, and I will absolutely follow and support him. He deserves the love he is getting.
loved this video, loved ren and loved you two guys just being men and openly talking about stuff that we usually hold in. Ren and artists like him have to be cherished. Their ability to transmit break our walls, make us vulnerable and at the same time help us deal with our trauma. This is peak music.
I thought I'd seen enough of reactions to Ren and I've seen a lot of Black Pegasus but then I found this gem! BP your broadcasts are all great and this one is right up there. I love the typedcomments from others plus the detailed observations and opinions about the guitar, the worn fret etc. Great fun even though I've no detailed knowledge myself. Brilliant (even someone's autocorrect error calling it a flamingo guitar!).
Any acoustic guitar can be outfitted with a pickup and become "electric". This is a classical acoustic guitar - most notably due to the nylon strings rather than the more common metal strings seen on most acoustics.
Oh Pegasus, your anticipation to their reaction/singing to the song behind your reactors back is the best! Keep up the good work! Love these introductions so much!
My mama and I discovered Ren along with you. Ren moved in forever in our home and hearts. I have ME/CFS and Ren was active in our community bc it's often mistaken for Lyme and vice versa. Just wanted to say we appreciate you celebrating this genius who helps us all heal.
Classical guitars are a subcategory of acoustic guitars. Acoustics are so called because you can hear them acoustically, ie without plugging them in. Ironically this classical acoustic guitar has a plug.
I have watched dozens and dozens of ren reactions, and I have watched hi ren reactions more than 50 times on multiple different channels but I’ve watched at least a couple of dozen on yours tonight was a great reaction with chez and thanks for opening up, but inspired me to write something for my mom!!
THIS!! is precisely why we need more talking about these issue! Fantastic reaction! Not sure why, other than the emotions coming from you gentleman and how unbelievably honest you were but I cried the entire time even though I've seen these videos many many times. I am a new fan, Chez. May God bless you both!!!!
I loved this. And I love how Ren through his music helps people open up and talk about these difficult topics. That is so needed for us to be able to heal and to move further in life. Thank you both for daring to be vulnerable
You can find CHEZ here,, tell um I sent ya: ruclips.net/video/E8grKz_hK_k/видео.html
Chez holding that L for his guitar remark hahah,, that’s why these reactions are fun.
That's funny - I was just going to say something. The best way for you to describe Ren's guitar is as a nylon stringed (most important), "classical" - not "classic" - acoustic/electric guitar. It is still acoustic because it can be played without being plugged in; i.e., it doesn't need amplification - it a has a hollow body, so the guitar provides its own amplification. However, you can use it with or without electric amplification, both of which have distinctly different sounds - this is plugged straight into the board, so you don't get the sound of the room (although the microphone(s) - I still think there is a second microphone mic-ing the whole room - is likely catching some of the room sound); whereas if he would have mic-ed it up, he would have gotten that a lot more.
get him back asap bro
Woohooo! Great combo of songs! And imma go check out CHEZ here in a bit but lemme just say! Y’all 2 together have AMAZING chemistry! And reacting to Ren together was even more epic! Definitely need more of you both reacting to stuff!!! Big push next please ❤
This was a great reaction BP, Chez comes across as a lovely guy. As a father myself, God bless you both.
Definitely bring chez back. This was my favorite ren rollercoaster yet❤️❤️
I will NEVER get enough of the proud look on Black Pegasus' face when he introduces new people to Ren.
Like he’s showing off his little brother to people😬
What I've learned from this Ren Rollercoaster is that Black Pegasus has a lot of cool friends
Nf, eminem, and plan B literally have nothing on this man. Ive watched reactions 100 times and it never gets old. This is easily the best piece of art ive ever witnessed and Im so glad I found his music.
For me personally, NF has just as much power in his songs. They literally saved my life. I was at the bottom of a very dark hole that I couldn't escape from. NFs music helped pull me out of that hole and to this day helps to keep me out. His music has done the same for many.
I don't think that they need to be compared. Both men have suffered in their lives and they are taking that pain and making a difference for many people that have also suffered. Bottom line is that these men are both making music that helps to heal others and that is very important and needed at this time.
To the last two comments he's done the same for me and I've watched about 50 reactions all blown away by his talent he's a genius there aren't enough words for his music, all of it his band his busking and all his stuff reggae.. amazing skills and range also the healing and strength he's giving so many people.. music is healing
Dude, this reaction was tight! When Chez comes back, it has to be The Tale of Jenny and Screech and Chalk Outlines for sure..
I actually want to thank Chez (and yourself BP) for the honesty and candour after How to be me. My current partner and I had a child not make it in the early stages of pregnancy. We weren't offered any therapy afterwards. It still hits me deep in those dark moments at 3am when I can't sleep and we haven't really talked about it in any depth since (this was about 4yrs ago). We've since had two awesome boys, our oldest is 4 (going on 14) and we've just had another who's 9 months now. Having your first child at 43 is erm... a trip, for definite.
One of the reasons that Ren resonates with me so much is that I also lost my best friend when I was in my 20s. We'd gone to school together, then did our own thing for a bit and reconnected randomly one summer afternoon. We were inseparable for years (like every day all day). His family kinda adopted me and his parents were like second parents to me. I'd hang out at theirs, their door was always open no matter what time of the day or night.? Then he got arrested and went to prison for a long time. I still blame myself for not being able then to stop him from being sent down. I stood up in court for him, scariest damn thing I've ever done. He got released from prison with medical issues, both physical and mental. The screws (prison guards) used to kick the crap out of him and fcked his back up, so much so he was on some seriously heavy pain meds permanently.
The one day, his sister went to wake him up in the morning. She couldn't, then she found the empty bottle of vodka and empty boxes of meds (LOTS of boxes) in his bed. 3 months after that, his mum died (💔 because her baby boy had passed), 3 months after she died, his Dad died too. They'd been together since school and his heart just couldn't take the strain and stress any more.
This was well over a decade ago and it's still just as real as yesterday. That sh!t still bounces around inside my head too.
I know it shouldn't, but it does. His family always told me that it wasn't my fault or anything I did wrong or didn't do right, I was the only one of his friends to step up to the plate.
Guilt, grief, remorse and regret plus time is a mentally lethal cocktail.
Sorry for the length of this post if anyone has gotten to the end of it.
I have an electric nylon string classical guitar.... they are quite common...
It's a classical Cordoba guitar. It uses nylon strings. This is a mid range $600 dollar guitar. It sounds exactly like its supposed to sound.
Mouth agape and lost in time is the standard first reaction to Ren. I think your made a new fan Black P.
I love how Chez's face goes back and forth between, like.... horror, awe, and sheer delight.
Chez, it’s a classical guitar with a plug. They’ve got acoustic/electric versions of classicals, usually called crossovers as they don’t typically have as wide a neck. But this looks like either a Yamaha or cordoba classical with a cutaway and pickup.
It’s a Cordoba.
@@Colleen_OH I figured. It looks similar to the one I had a while back, but Yamaha has one that also looks very similar so hard to tell for me haha
It’s rens favourite guitar he said it’s a cordoba
@@wetpanther99 yeah I definitely get it. I wish I never sold mine. Easy to play. Sounds amazing.
I can tell you this, it's been played so much, there is a dead fret I noticed up near the 12th fret. After he did the diminished chord progression, the second triad he did walking up, one string was very soft in tone and buzzed. Pure sign of someone who plays the hell out of a guitar and the frets need to be polished; showing Ren is all about practice and actually playing.
Nobody can convince me that that is not Wil Wheaton with a fake name. 😂
Great reaction guys.
Yay it’s Rensday rollercoaster time! I don’t think I will ever get sick of watching people’s first Ren experience and that slow realisation that he is a multitalented genius. Please keep bringing people on for this! Even if you have to drag a stranger in off the street 😂 The entire world needs to know who Ren is so they get the chance to let him inspire and help heal them ❤
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I love the image of BP jumping out of a van, hooding up a passerby and bringing them to the studio for a Ren Rollercoaster, lol
@@survivalrush maybe Ren and Vic can give him some tips 😂
From what I understand, Ren is playing an electric classical (crossover) guitar, with nylon strings. I don’t know how much that particular guitar costs, but since Ren makes his living with music and has been doing so since he was a child, I doubt that guitar only costs $20 lol
The guitar expert seemingly isnt an expert. :)
yeah its the nylon strings that makes it sound like that.
@@ThundermuscleBut it was a compliment to Ren in his mind, so I enjoyed it even if he was wrong
lol...$20 sounds lidget
@@stranger2Utube me too, I just thought it was funny.
Something that no one seems to pick up on is that Ren starts with creating a beautiful song which is abruptly interrupted by his negative inner voice telling him it's garbage then once the possitive inner voice gains control of the conversation, he is able to get pack to his finishing his beautiful song.
I've been waiting for someone to call this part out.
My son was stillborn in 2010... I sat and balled my eyes out this whole video.. I know all the feelings and emotions you went through. Just wanted to tell you both I love you, and not to worry about showing that emotion... the people that haven't been there may judge, but if life took them there they would understand.
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
This is the most incredible thing about Ren's music, to my mind: Never in my 64 years of life have I ever seen an artist have this effect on so many people, where fans, musicians and reactors like you are having deep, open discussions about the struggles they've been having throughout their lives. It's had the same effect on me as well. I loved this reaction and would like to see Chez return for more reactions!
well writen i´m only 48 but i feel the same and Love what he does for me and other mental ill ppl i almost died 4 years from a Stroke i´m now dissabled and need help in my Life. I struggle alot alone. :) it helps hearing i´m not alonein the World like i am Anxiety,Pain, and ppl don´t get how i feel what i feel and treat me like a Kid(or a Idiot)
@@Ati-MarcusSI will pray for you bro. So sorry to hear this piece of your story. Must be difficult as hell . ❤🙏🏽🛐 May peace be with your heart.
This video right here is representative of why everyone who gets it, loves Ren's music. I have watched and conversed with more people who have opened up about their own trials and struggles after having watched this 9 month old video, than I have in the other 58 years of my life combined. Ren's honesty in his music gives us permission to be honest about how fucked up we are, how broken and mistaken we have been. I have watched reactors I've followed for years, suddenly tell me about things in their life they would NEVER have revealed about themselves to just a bunch of random internet viewers before, and they've done so openly and honestly.
I have had conversations with work colleagues where we have sat around and discussed our own mental problems, from childhood abuse to ADHD, OCD, BPD and cPTSD with disarming honesty, to the point where we now chat about our daily issues with those in a conversational way that would never have been likely before watching "Hi Ren" and talking about it. It's a new world for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear and it leaves us open and vulnerable to each other and in doing so, finding comfort and support in that honesty. I am frankly astonished how my relationships with people around me have changed because of this one piece of music.
But he didn't really get it.
Ren seems to have done more for mental health than all the PSA's in the last 10 years.
As a parent who drives a carpool that listen to this song at least once a week, the generational impact of music like this is not to be minimized. You can be cool and also have mental health issues? And you can even sing awesome music about it and make it okay to talk about it? In the mind of a middle school child this is revelatory.
@@rogerstarkey5390 No, you don't have to gatekeep this experience. Everyone sees through their own lens and lives different experiences, some lighter, some heavier. Maybe his perception is different from yours, but he still understood the basic message.
We need more open conversations like this. BP you are straight up a legend for sharing and supporting Ren like you do. I can't wait for you to get a Mil subs.
Loss is neverending the talent. In. The songs. Will be. Too
How To Be Me is the most hauntingly gorgeous duet I've ever heard. I've heard it over 100 times, and it still gives me chills and makes my eyes water. So glad you shared this one BP.
Also, my deepest condolences for both your heartbreaking loses.
I feel the same. 💯❤
Respect for a beautiful comment. I had to comment myself, yet I read your thoughts and it was everything I would have said initially. So rather than repeat I found myself wanting to comment on the next thing that sprung to mind. :)
A victim or a student as Ren says
yes much love and condolences for your losses. Losing a child has to be the hardest thing ever. I was the support and watched my parents go thru it when we lost my brother at age 24 in an auto acc
Agreed. I always felt that way about In a Week by Hozier, but How to be Me is right there with it for me.
I cried for both of you men who've endured unbearable loss. I'm sure you've helped to fill the ocean with your tears along with Ren, and it's evident it doesn't ever get easier to live with. Bravo that you've used your lives to continue in hope, love, and acceptance. Touched by angels.
Thanks for talking about this guys.
The amazing thing I have realised about Ren and his music is he has a way to strip away our insecurities and help you open up about things you never thought you would be able to.
That sharing was awesome. Wife and I lost our first kid too. All of her care free personality left her. I was fresh out the Army, job hunting and arranging a funeral for a baby all at the same time. I can say that was one of the hardest times in our lives.
Your conversation about losing - and how the song here How to be me touches one, speaks so much to me. I love that song but it makes me cry when I hear it.
I come from a very broken family and the only person I had close to me was my little brother. He died at 15 from an OD. I don't know if it was an accident or if it was on purpose, but it doesn't matter that much. But in my family, you don't cry, so I have never mourned for him as I need - and as he deserves - not until now. Many years later. But the song here; for me it is for my little brother. A beautiful song.
My condolences for your loss and I grieve with you. It is hard
it's a nylon string classical guitar with a piezo element..😉
That is a cordoba.. it isn't that cheap. That's one of the top brands.. and you definitely can plug in a classic. We are in modern times lol.
Road to 200k 🙌🏼
I lost my first son the same way. Sending love. Well done on your three years sober. I'm a recovering addict too. We are not alone.
Thank you for sharing the stillborn conversation . It's pain that's never gone away 33 years.
Love Ren too
@blackpegasusraps man, you're getting damn good at this: absolute A-grade work on your side plus an A-grade guest equals: f*cking loved it!!!
Maybe it's weird to say, but I feel kinda proud watching over the last few months how you've strived and grown and deepened in how you come across and in what you give and share.
It's shiny.
Thanks, and keep up the awesome work! Respect and gratitude. ...Also:
More Montana boy!
Thanks!
Thank you so much for your support
Best facial expressions EVER!! ❤❤❤ Yes I would love seeing him react to more! And yes weird is awesome 😂❤.
Now I want to know more about his music 😁👍🥰
Such an honest guy! ❤
That was great. Make sure he doesn't watch Jenny and Screech til he and you get together again. He was slack jawed for much of this reaction and I expect no less for Jenny and Screech 😂
Agreed! He was an awesome reaction - honest and knowledgeable! Please bring the man back!
I literally only discovered Ren a few days ago because of your reaction videos, sooo glad I did. My god, he is amazing. Also, the way each and everyone you have in these videos are reacting to different things… amazing!
You guys are so so brave to talk about your loss with us all. We’ve all lost people and can all relate. Just remember that we’re all here for you guys xxxxx big love to you two from North Wales 🏴
Thank you guys for your vulnerability in this discussion. It's a story too many of us know, and it never gets talked about. My wife & I (and our rainbow kiddos) appreciate you speaking your pains.
I've only watched 8 minutes - and I LOVE this guy!
What joy and enthusiasm this guest has! Wow!
I cannot fathom how devastating it is to lose a child. My heart breaks for you both, and unfortunately there are no perfect words to say to someone who's suffered such a traumatic loss. To speak about it on your platform is brave and i am sending you and your family's so much love. You'll both be in my thoughts. My husband lost his daughter at 7 months to SIDS (before we met) and it's been extremely difficult to watch his pain. It's something no parent should ever have to go through. As always, thank you, BP, for the reaction journey. I thoroughly enjoyed this.
Classical guitars can have pickups. Prismatone has made piezo pickups for classical nylon string guitars for 50 years.
Willie Nelson's Trigger would be the most famous example.
@@TheDingoes8mybaby I was thinking Jerry Reed's old Baldwin guitar. But Trigger is another great one.
Black Pegasus, you mentioned how your a hybrid of reaction and podcast. I love reaction channels. You and Slashley are my favorite. Normally if a reaction is to long, I don't watch or it feels like it drags on. Yours are different. If I download it to listen and it isn't at least 45 minutes, I am like, what happened. I look forward to your long ones. You and your guests are so diverse, talented and interesting. You all bring so much insight and real life experience and emotions to these reactions. We all appreciate you so much. I love your guests, but you and Don are quite the team. The conversation are amazing. You keep mentioning the first viewing of how to be me and how you don't feel comfy showing it because you were emotional. When your ready, I look forward to it. Like Ren, we all connect with you due to your passion and emotion. Thanks for being you!! I know it's hard to put it all out there, but your building quite a family here.
I really enjoyed this video. It was raw and very real. I can appreciate the vulnerability. I also buried a daughter so i identified with so much of this. No one is stronger than a parent that has buried their child and then navigated the grief. Much love and support.
Jenny and Screech would blow his mind 😂
Great reaction and guest!!! We defo want him back for the tales (if that is possible)
for sure he'd love it! :D
I doubt it was a 20 dollar guitar, but it WAS a guitar with nylon strings.
His face watching Hi Ren. Should be part of any highlight package. Or whatever for sure this channel lol. It’s great!!!
While he struggled to say it, he clearly felt and understood the healing benefits of Ren. What an emotional and great reaction.💕👍🦇
Thanks BP for walking so many people through this. The performance is incredible. I can't explain why it's so gratifying to see new people exposed to this video. It seems like once every 5 years or so I stumble upon something that blows my mind. I think Ren is that experience for me right now.
Definitely bring him back for more Ren. He's brilliant ❤
My wife and I have lost two in the womb so far. We are still waiting on our rainbow baby. I don't wish this pain on anyone.
Loved this reaction! ❤ Reminding me of my own losses through life. Life is sad and then the pendulum swings back the other way.
I can’t thank you enough for your vulnerability in sharing this. It’s so incredibly tragic but your vulnerability has given me hope and an understanding of how to move on from my own experience. ❤
Omg guys, seeing you talking about you’re hardest experiences has touched my tears, as strongly as Hi Ren for the first time… I think people, including myself, can easily fall in the bias of not attributing traumatic events to the pasts of people doing entertainment on RUclips or any other physical platform, I myself being a cover band singer had the worry that people would think that about me, and would conclude that I’m a lightheaded person… Now putting that first naive impression, with what you told us about, I’m stunned by your strength. I’ve already heard a lot of very hard stories, like, even my parent’s who lost their first baby at his birth, but I still continue to be amazed by how people find their strength to go on, get better, smile again and even being able to speak about it. Because in my parents I actually felt my whole life a sense of unsolved past events, not only with the first baby, also other stuff like financial distress, difficult historical context (Moldova, while now my and my siblings’ lives are in the lucky west, Italy, thanks to them). It is also because… well to put it very simple, I’ll just say that if you talk about a simple psychological therapy in that geographical area, you will likely be thought about as a psychopath. So if the public knowing as to mental health, is that you can imagine the state of the institutions and services in that branch. So that unsolved halo, it affected me too, and also I’m scared cause going on further with my life it will mean seeing more and more dear people passing away and other possible hard times, will eventually try to have babies, but I’m not that young (in the reproductive area of my body from a medical point of view) and who knows what will happen… I’m a bit scared because sometimes I think I’m strong but the I think I haven’t experienced yet what is really hard and in life (internal dialogue), and if it will happen, I will not be able to stand up again and will be always condemned to wear a sort of “beaten by the fate” victimist aura… I have realised that I have been feeling a sort of duty to not be too happy or too positive at least not in my family’s view because they had hard times and that would sound like disrespect, even if I had my share of that after all, transnational trauma from moving to another country at 13, because there was not enough money, after going through puberty with my mother very very far away, no whp, no internet calls, just letters and a brief expensive phone call once a month. I guess I’m starting to understand that it’s wrong and unproductive to feel like I don’t deserve as much as them a “happiness redemption” just because they had it worst. You give me so much hope. Just like Hi Ren has taught us, sharing helps people. Just sharing stories, creats REAL value (in the face of capitalism 😅). A huge thank you
I love watching his reactions and the brutal honesty from the both of you. BRING HIM BACK!!
Great reaction. Loved his face of amazement and utter disbelief. Really appreciate you guys being so honest too and sharing your stories. Thank you
I’ve watched a whole bunch of you showing people Ren for the first time, and I’ve enjoyed all of them but this one was different. It was educational and inspiring in equal measure. Sincere condolences to both of you and thanks for sharing your experiences, I think there are people who will find it helpful.
That was great. The conversation was very personal and I thank you for sharing your stories. Congrats on 150k!
Blees you for sharing so openly ❤. Blees up you both along with your families 💯
Amazing reaction. Thank you for this one!
Great reaction BP and chez is cool as hell and this is a great line up of songs one of the better sets of ren roller-coaster. I love it definitely bring chez back maybe put him in front of the tales i think he'll really enjoy them
Come back soon Chez this was emotional for me but glad I watched it.
BP, Ren brought me to your channel to see your reactions but your channel is more far more than reactions; it's become compulsive viewing for the deeper and wider ranging conversation you have. A gem of a channel amongst a tide of dross that's out there. May you get to 1M subscribers, too.
Great retake yesterday on ‘Rich Men North of Richmond’!
I concur!
I love how ppl start with their self confidence and jokes, and in time go into complete silence and just watch with their jaw dropped. You can't react to this on the outside and on the inside in the same time.
From 100k to 150k in no time at all. Congrats man! Hope more people find this channel.
YES! Yes! Yes. You two just preside!!
These reactions are so - I can't think of a word that encompasses what they are. Glad you decided to do this.
Dudes!
😂😤
It's a Classical Flamenco Guitar.
Pick-up and Plug-in enabled.
Cordoba played by a virtuoso who manipulates the strings with delicacy and vigour. Sometimes adding percussive elements.... ❤❤
I have to admit that I was a tad taken aback at your early jab at the guitar. That said, I am impressed that you noticed how he changed how he was playing the guitar between personas. I had not previously seen anyone mention this. My favorite part dealing with the guitar is how, when in "malicious" persona, he's incredibly confident and aggressive when playing, while the "normal" Ren is softer, tentative, and actually keeps looking at his finger placement while he plays. I found that to be an amazing touch -- and not a single other person has appeared to see it.
Yeah, the comments about the guitar are unusual as Ren is playing a nylon, classical style guitar and, no matter what it cost, would never be compared to the sound of a Taylor.
Timid Ren hides behind the guitar like a shield, watch it
So it makes his choice to have insecure Ren on that side where the shield effect is magnified while the harsh Ren has his guitar POINTED at timid Ren.
This man is a genius
Re the guitar switches / changes. Lots have mentioned this.
Oh mate. The story’s you both shared were so honest and real. As a father that hit me so bloody hard. We had complications, we were the lucky ones but the complications led to intense post natal. It’s debilitating to feel your partner slipping and barely being able to keep them up without drowning yourself. Peace and love to you guys.
awesome reaction would love to see more from him !
That was amazing! Confessing pain is the #1 antidote of shame, regret, etc. It is amazing and while not exactly the same, I share with both stories and actually have two rainbow babies. My son is the last one and that is the reason his middle name is Noah! Great reaction!!!
"I wasn't expecting that!" is what Ren experiencers say on first introduction. This time, that's my reaction to how the two of you shared personal life events and learnings ... so deeply... so movingly.
Ren Heretic is worth a listen !!!
Dude, you shine when your heart is coming through from your speech. 🔥🖤 Making an old Punk tear up here. Love it. 🖤🔥
Man, “so… you never heard of REN before” is becoming a BP catch phrase, and I am here for it!
I love when P looks at his guest, then looks at the camera and smiles, like yeaaa this shit is real 😂
I cant get over watching your joy of introducing Hi Ren to people mate its amazing!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Brilliant reaction. Thank you. 😘❤️❤️😊
I laugh to myself every time I watch one of these reactions now as Black P mouths all the words to himself in his own happy world!!
This was such an important conversation. Thank you both for sharing those pieces of your heart with us, and talking about the children you carry there. ❤
I emjoy the reaction conversation combo, i was listening in the background but when you started the real chat during how to be me i stopped what i was doing, locked in and almost cried. Great to see men being vulnerable. Love the Ren love 💯
I enjoy watching fresh eyes get to witness REN for the first time. I wish I could again. Keep it up. Great job.
Thank you for being so kind to open yourselves up. Honestly I have experienced what you two have and my man tries to be stoic also, Black Pegasus. So it is nice hearing you two open up. I ALREADY HAD 3 CHILDREN SO I Literally lived in survival mode, auto pilot if you will and it took a few years to come back to reality. I only have visited his grave 😔 once since. ❤❤ It is just so so so hard still. Love you Two
You guys are bouncing off each other. It's great energy. Love from Ireland ❤
Wow. This was very emotional. I can't imagine...... I hope you do release that one, because I will probably cry too, because for whatever reason, I'm very empathic. But I've already come to like you so much, and there's something to be said about someone you care about, sharing a special moment. Even if it's a hard one. . Of course if you don't ever share it, I completely understand. You will do what you feel is appropriate. I have a lot of respect for you. Love your content. I haven't checked out your original stuff, because I'm a total reaction addict, so I tend to spend most of my online time doing that. But the more I get to know you, the more I want to take the time to check out your stuff. I'm glad you did the Hunger. I have NEVER liked rap, except for a few standouts that got really popular. But that song is definitely one of my favorite songs ever. I'm just so in love with Ren. He is a genius, and I will absolutely follow and support him. He deserves the love he is getting.
Love watching first timers to Hi Ren! Congrats on 150K BP!
Long distance huge air hugs for the both of you. As always, much love
loved this video, loved ren and loved you two guys just being men and openly talking about stuff that we usually hold in. Ren and artists like him have to be cherished. Their ability to transmit break our walls, make us vulnerable and at the same time help us deal with our trauma. This is peak music.
Wow the conversation between you guys had me in tears..great reaction...thanks
I thought I'd seen enough of reactions to Ren and I've seen a lot of Black Pegasus but then I found this gem! BP your broadcasts are all great and this one is right up there. I love the typedcomments from others plus the detailed observations and opinions about the guitar, the worn fret etc. Great fun even though I've no detailed knowledge myself. Brilliant (even someone's autocorrect error calling it a flamingo guitar!).
I love his reaction. I really enjoy when you show Ren to ppl. Cheers!
Yes, hours of reactions with you two is exactly what I want. Thanks BP for having fenomenal guests, this guy was pure gold👍
Any acoustic guitar can be outfitted with a pickup and become "electric". This is a classical acoustic guitar - most notably due to the nylon strings rather than the more common metal strings seen on most acoustics.
Oh Pegasus, your anticipation to their reaction/singing to the song behind your reactors back is the best! Keep up the good work! Love these introductions so much!
My mama and I discovered Ren along with you. Ren moved in forever in our home and hearts. I have ME/CFS and Ren was active in our community bc it's often mistaken for Lyme and vice versa. Just wanted to say we appreciate you celebrating this genius who helps us all heal.
Classical guitars are a subcategory of acoustic guitars. Acoustics are so called because you can hear them acoustically, ie without plugging them in. Ironically this classical acoustic guitar has a plug.
He is an absolute JOY!! Love love love him!
I have watched dozens and dozens of ren reactions, and I have watched hi ren reactions more than 50 times on multiple different channels but I’ve watched at least a couple of dozen on yours tonight was a great reaction with chez and thanks for opening up, but inspired me to write something for my mom!!
Great, great, great! Thanks from Italy guys ❤❤❤❤
THIS!! is precisely why we need more talking about these issue! Fantastic reaction! Not sure why, other than the emotions coming from you gentleman and how unbelievably honest you were but I cried the entire time even though I've seen these videos many many times. I am a new fan, Chez. May God bless you both!!!!
I loved this. And I love how Ren through his music helps people open up and talk about these difficult topics. That is so needed for us to be able to heal and to move further in life. Thank you both for daring to be vulnerable