a weekend in nyc (video diary slash music video)

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  • Опубликовано: 18 янв 2025

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  • @emmaebrown
    @emmaebrown  Месяц назад +1

    lyrics:
    I know I’m getting real sad
    When i start fantasizing about
    Living in New York City
    And romanticizing busyness
    You visited me in my dream again
    I don’t know what it means
    And honestly I’m too tired
    And too sick to contemplate it
    I wonder if i talk too much
    I wonder if they hate my guts
    When the ceiling starts spinning
    And my words start slurring
    But it’s summer in the city
    And I’m lucky to be with you
    Picking four leaf clovers in the grass
    Wishing on dandelions that this will last
    Drawing hearts all over my skin
    Tan lines that are permanent
    Dreading the winter weather
    That will wash it all away
    I know everything about myself
    Inside and out, every inch
    When I tell joke about it
    Is it really obvious?
    That my mind holds a dagger
    And willingly turns it on itself
    Holds it up when I look in the mirror
    Waiting for one of us to chicken out
    I wonder if I kid too much
    I wonder if my word’s enough
    When the world starts spinning
    And my heart starts hurting
    But its summer in the city
    Will I always be with you
    Put flowers in my hair
    And watch them die so soon
    A ghost looks at me in the reflection
    Of your eyes watching mine
    Are you searching for a sign
    Of your impending doom? 

    Cause I don’t think I’ve ever felt this much
    And I think ive had my fill enough
    Plotting my escape
    Sneaking out past the guards
    Cause I don’t think you’ll like me
    When you get down to the core
    When my heart’s in front of you
    You’ll have a feeling of needing more
    You’ll need more
    But its summer in the city
    And for now ill hold you
    Ill block out our future
    Out of fear for what’s true
    Ill wait for you each night
    As you close your eyes
    Watch you as you sleep
    Picture you not next to me
    Cause its summer in the city
    So I ought to have you
    But as soon as the leaves turn brown
    Ill be turning around
    Watch you in the rearview mirror
    Slowly fade away
    A clover pressed in your notebook
    Waiting for the return of me