Ten years really has flown by hasn't it? I wish nothing but the best for the people that visited this song and the people who are now just discovering it.
I get this when watching edits of anime, they are so comforting but yet something feels like its missing, as if im on the edge of the feeling and theres something missing
Nah bro, you only die once, you live every day, make each of them worth, you don't know tomorrow, don't live to please others in a system they created, do what you want
Hey y’all, just wanna say that God has designed a purpose just for you and that you matter to him. So much so that he send his only son to die and rise again so that we could spend forever and have relationship with him. He created this beautiful planet and you!! Real belief in this sacrifice and repentance for your sins (aka steps in the opposite direction that God planed for us) is the first step to a beautiful relationship with God. He wants us to grow in him and not perish without knowing his great love🫶🏾🫶🏾
I listen to this when my family is arguing. If anyone is going through heart break, loss, illness, or problems that can mentally and physically hurt you. I'm always here. Keep your head up through the hard and struggling times a person can experience. Remember, things don't last forever.
"i'll be able to speak after a stiff drink would it break my panic? would the sweat stop pouring out? slow and deliberate with her words she'll walk through my heart those eyes light a fire in my stomach fall apart from the inside out" this destroys me, every single time
My dog died two years ago and this song helped me cope, I was at my football game where I had to carry our defense. I had the entire team on my shoulders, nothing I could do to stop them. We lost by a lot. I was on my way home where my mom called my dad and broke the news. A few minutes later my dad told me. Saddest day of my life still. If your reading this I hope you have a great life, thank you for your time.
Absolutely man. I've Lost a ton of pets as well, we are all with you. What life gives at you, you're going to have to deal with it. I learnt the hard way...
This song is like being filled with a sorrow so deep it eats you alive yet not being able to cry. I can express every other emotion, anger I can scream and rage and hit shit. Joy I can laugh, bounce around, smile. But sadness, all I can do is sit and be angry at the fact that nothing happens. I can sit there and think about just how wrong everything is going. And not a single tear comes to my eyes. And it makes me feel like a monster, because if I can't cry then am I even human. I've cried 2 times in the past year. The first was when a RUclipsr I watched died. And the second one was time was when I was thinking about how much I missed with my dad. The 2 times I've cried where both over people I've never known. What does that say about me, why, why can't I express any form of my sorrow. It just builds up and up and up until all I can think about is just how hollow it makes me feel. It feels like I'm missing something fundamental to being human. Because how can I dare call myself human. When I can't even cry as everything around me falls apart. As I realize that the person I idolized is a monster. My pets die, my grandparents are arranging their funerals. My mom is worried about dying when she gives birth to my sister. And yet I can't muster a single tear through all of this. How can I dare call myself human. The worst part is, I didn't do this for myself. I did it for the people around me, cus I didn't want to cause them discomfort. Cus I didn't wanna make them sad. And now all I can do is rage at myself for not even being able to cry. I lost something so fundamental to being human. And I wish I could get it back, I wish I could cry. I wish I could show these feelings I have. Because why should I have to worry and sacrifice myself so others will feel comfortable. Fuck that, I wish I could cry, I hope that someday I might be able to cry. Because this is horrible. This is like having to scream yet having no mouth. This is trying to run with no legs, this is a feeling of hopelessness that spreads to every nerve in your body. Every grain of bone marrow, it permeates your entire body. Like a cancer that has taken over every part of you. It eats at you like a dog on a bone. It takes up your thoughts, keeps you awake and it makes you angry. It's a feeling that makes you want to lash out at everyone you feel has caused it. Makes you want to lash out the system and standards that have caused it. It is a feeling of rage and hate and vengeance. It is a feeling that more and more people are suffering from. And it is a feeling more people will continue to suffer from. If we don't do something about it. If we don't fight against the people and systems who cause this feeling. Then the generations after us, and the ones after them. They will all have this feeling, we might be damaged. But that doesn't mean we can't keep those who come after us from out fate. In summary, just do your best to create a place that the younger generations will be able to live in without having to worry about being shamed for themselves. Encourage expression, encourage them to vent and talk about their feelings. Don't perpetuate the systems and beliefs that damaged you. Because the young ones are not part of that system. They have done nothing to you, and if you break the curses we dealt with they won't ever be apart of those systems. Because an eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind, but the sins of the father leave the whole world bitter. That's what this song feels like.
I'm watching this at night in my bed. I am not depressed it's just I feel as if I am sinking. It feels like my thoughts just melted and I feel like I'm being engulfed in a pool of calm.
I'm a big fan of a lot of early lo-fi (like the late 60's early 70's Beach Boys stuff) and of course 90's bands like Oasis and Cotton Mather. This is my jam! So cool to still be finding new music I've never heard before and many, many others enjoy too! :D
this used to be my dads song. i remember hearing it on those long road trips that led into the middle of nowhere. i would look outside the window and just think. i was happy, i was innocent. i was pure and free. no worries. his arms interlocked with mine. i miss him, i miss the kind of person he used to be. the day he left was the day that he died. i miss the old him, the person who would make me laugh when i was sad, the one who made sure i was always ok. he was my best friend yet now he’s just a stranger.
I hope you reconnect with your dad in a good way soon, my dad is kinda like that sometimes but we still have long talks everyday. He's gone through a lot and I feel bad for being an asshole to him and his trauma. I think and I feel somber at my actions in the past but I still strive to be better person to my dad.
I feel you on the “the day he left was the day that he died”. My dad left too, he tries reaching out but I don’t let him back into my life. Kind of conflicted on that, on what to do or not do.
Funny how life works, my dad used to play this on a CD after fetching me early from school because I had a bad day. I have been listening to it since 2005 and it's funny how people are only now discovering it because of Chris Chan of all things. This song reminds me of home, and I'm glad more people are finding it.
@@marcoroberts9462 there's a meme where chris chan says that he never had autism and that he was a troll the whole time, this song played at the end. ruclips.net/video/PXbjfPq_LAQ/видео.html
@@marcoroberts9462 They're referring to a video of Chris Chan's good ending which uses a clip called "rollin' and trollin'" letting them know thay this was a troll along.
I've been "okay" for a long while now.. this song reminded me that I'm NOT REALLY "okay".. just yet.. But I'll get there, I promised that to myself. I pray and hope for everyone who struggles to not give up on themselves, especially for your loved ones
In another universe, people would be commenting on this video that Chris Chan was one of the greatest trolls of all time and how they miss the "good ol days of the internet."
After building up relationships and friendships with many people all to have them burn down, I can’t trust anyone anymore. I just feel so numb. This song perfectly describes that feeling.
I can see your username was infused by this band name, though this song for some reason just makes me think of Ace’s, death in One Piece, i can just imagine this is what Luffy’s, mind felt like at time cloudy, and empty.
“Finally, you’re awake Chris! That fall looked pretty bad. What? Trolls? Idea Guys? It’s October 26th 2007. Damn, you must have hit your head pretty hard. I hope you’re okay to go to that Game Place later like you always do to play your card games.”
"Chris, your mother and I would like you to meet Dr. [REDACTED]. They're gonna help you learn to get by in this world. We love you, son." "Chris! I was so worried when you got hurt. W-wanna come over and watch Sailor Moon at my place?" "Chris, thanks for that heartfelt apology you sent me and my sister. No hard feelings about the contest. Your video was just as good. I know you said you're getting rid of your computer, but if you're ever online again, you can shoot me an email anytime... ...Godspeed, Christian Weston Chandler."
This feels oddly comforting, nostalgic. It’s like going back to all the years when you were younger, happier. I feel like this would be a checkpoint in life, seeing how much you’ve grown and learned.
The mixture of late 2000s nostalgia and the sweet yet crestfallen tune really tugs the heart strings on ya. I found this song even sadder when I heard it, on the Chris Chan good ending video. It gives a nice “what if” vibe.
I am currently 13 years old I am in the shower listening to this and I really started thinking about my past my future everything and I came to the conclusion that no matter what religion you are atheist or not there is always someone that loves you so never commit suicide never hurt anyone else never or at least for that person that loves you try to be a good person work to your goals and make god proud if you see this I mean it from the bottom of my heart I hope you do the best you can in life
I had a cat named duster and she died from upper respiratory disease..whenever I listen to duster all I can do is cry. every one of their songs remind me of her..I'll never forget my duster.
How. How did all that time pass so quickly. The only things that make me smile are memories. I have to move on but I can’t. I come hear every night after having a bad day and think about those days, how precious they were. I miss it, I miss how live used to be.
Time slipping away, new dreams born every day Suddenly, these dreams are behind you Ever falling like rain, changing again and again Is there someone who loves you We may only be here one time...for all anyone knows and we already share one mind, what more could we ask for than sunlight...born of the dawn, night dreams...having all flown in tune with creation
Same bro I used to like it a lot but then I stopped cuz my mind got better and now I listen to rock and shit l don’t let any thing put me down don’t let people tell me what to do so I don’t like listening to this music cuz it makes me sad so I like stuff that is hype
It's not often a comment section on an old upload can showcase of range, from the small subset of old school fans, to the meme-curious. Regardless of how you found it, I'm glad you have. I first discovered this band at 15, not too long after this was uploaded, this was in fact the way I discovered Duster. I'd started some obscure music thread on Newgrounds forever ago, and one of the recommendations was this upload. I can barely remember most of the great music that I found through that thread, but this band stuck. To any of y'all new to this place/know of Duster through more traditional streaming services, you might not understand how little evidence of Duster there was. For me, it was digging through RUclips to find whatever uploads existed, which mostly consisted of this channel's few tracks and one particularly bad vinyl table recording (the version of Me and the Birds that recording yielded is one of my favourite songs on how haunting it was, the OG studio recording removes a lot of that mystery by being a little too clean). Eventually, in late 2012, I stumbled onto a torrent of the base albums in a "complete Duster + associated acts" package, and that was like a revelation. Going from a handful of songs to entire albums was revelatory. Unfortunately, this also coincided with me becoming homeless for a solid year. That megapack was most of what I had to listen to most nights, sleeping in a tent, praying the battery on my cheap ass MP3 player would last longer than the rain overhead, or sitting out by the canals edge, full moon on display. As some strange ritual, when I'd feel my most sad at my situation, I'd start with this song. It sounds so lost and nostalgic when you get past those three clicks of a drumstick, that you would probably find it strange to say my main source of nostalgia from this was to go back to that room of mine, the privileged life I'd led being able to browse the entire catalogue of music history and be able to listen to something other than my MP3 player (yes, I am aware of the irony now, but it's funny how narcissistic and ignorant depression can make you). After a few years, I'd mostly filed Duster to a little section of my brain where just a little hint of a song would recall the entirety of whatever album or EP it was from. To a degree, it was triggering to have those recollections, because they would also bring memories of that time. Each song had it's own memory from how often I would have to replay everything. I don't have that so much now, except for this song. It still takes me back to that room (yes, meta-irony is the best irony). I was crawling through my sub list and recalled this channel instantly. It was quite something reading through this comments section, seeing some genuine emotions in between the memes about a meme and old fans still musing on a key part of their lives. Seeing all the nostalgia on one of the most nostalgic songs in my memory left me feeling compelled to leave something for the next few curious travellers to read. I'm reminded of my time as a hard-core fan, when there was no fan community, they were lost to time and never to return from exile. Since that long time ago, even after finding that torrent collection, their back catalogue as more tapes, masters came back into being thanks to the help of some true Internet detectives (I highly recommend joining the Duster Disc that was created a long time ago, especially if you have an interest in following how mysteries like these are uncovered) and now there's a noticeable collection of fans existing out there. The hipster in me would like to be offended at their "mainstreaming" but I think that would be rude and petty. We should want people to love the things we do. The music I thought I was the only person who was listening to now has a cornucopia of people bonding and enjoying these soundtracks of long walks under a grey sky, thick with rain. If you're feeling depressed and here to vent, take solace that if you stay in that tent instead of jumping Into The Waters, you'll get out of the melancholy you're feeling right now. Someone cares.
I truly appreciate this comment. Only found out about Duster recently, but seeing longtime fans welcoming newer listeners means a lot. Glad we can share something so beautiful ✊
There aren’t any words in any language that can ever capture the exact emotion this song evokes. It tugs at my soul; it’s so immeasurably sad, it’s nostalgic, it’s hopeful, it’s lamenting, it’s haunting, and it’s so infuriatingly joyful all at the same time. It’s almost everything all at once, every single memory. A whole life in just a few minutes. I first heard this song all the way through in August of 2021 and life has never been the same. I was finishing college at the time and still getting over my pandemic/lockdown depression from the year prior. This song helped bring me back to a sunny happy day in 2006 for some reason; back when the air wasn’t so heavy, when life was mostly just fun and it was easier to breathe… Life sometimes feels like it gets faster and faster, and the days and years get only ever shorter as you get older and older without any way of just stopping and staying somewhere for a while. This song reminds me that it’s okay to accept that life may never “go back to how things were” and that maybe whatever is headed my way is going to be better than those “good ole days” long gone… but this song also helps encourage the tears which long for those very same “good ole days” that I know I will always miss. I think most of all, this song just feels human. I think that’s it… “And then one day, it was the last time…”
I have a medical school interview in a couple of hours. I'm just sitting around in my study room, listening to this song on repeat, reflecting on everything that has led me to this point. I just hope that everything will be alright.
Whether it be ten years from now, or ten minutes, I always have trouble confronting the future and thinking of how I’ll still be in an endless day in, day out cycle. This helps make that empty feeling inside just a little warm :)
This song sounds like going through the worst type of acceptance; the acceptance that life will never be the same again. As you sit on the bus during a gray October evening you reminisce about the few good memories of your childhood. Realizing just how many bad roads you took in life, you think about all the possible happy endings that could’ve happened if you just decided to not be so hard on yourself, or others, or if you just knew that things would get better. Knowing that what’s done is done, you sit on the couch and watch your mother grow older and older, and before you know it, you’re alone. Either way, this song is a masterpiece.
This song reminds me that I can express every other emotion, anger I can scream and rage and hit shit. Joy I can laugh, bounce around, smile. But sadness, all I can do is sit and be angry at the fact that nothing happens. I can sit there and think about just how wrong everything is going. And not a single tear comes to my eyes. And it makes me feel like a monster, because if I can't cry then am I even human. I've cried 2 times in the past year. The first was when a RUclipsr I watched died. And the second one was time was when I was thinking about how much I missed with my dad. The 2 times I've cried where both over people I've never known. What does that say about me, why, why can't I express any form of my sorrow. It just builds up and up and up until all I can think about is just how hollow it makes me feel. It feels like I'm missing something fundamental to being human. Because how can I dare call myself human. When I can't even cry as everything around me falls apart. As I realize that the person I idolized is a monster. My pets die, my grandparents are arranging their funerals. My mom is worried about dying when she gives birth to my sister. And yet I can't muster a single tear through all of this. How can I dare call myself human. The worst part is, I didn't do this for myself. I did it for the people around me, cus I didn't want to cause them discomfort. Cus I didn't wanna make them sad. And now all I can do is rage at myself for not even being able to cry. I lost something so fundamental to being human. And I wish I could get it back, I wish I could cry. I wish I could show these feelings I have. Because why should I have to worry and sacrifice myself so others will feel comfortable. Fuck that, I wish I could cry, I hope that someday I might be able to cry. Because this is horrible. This is like having to scream yet having no mouth. This is trying to run with no legs, this is a feeling of hopelessness that spreads to every nerve in your body. Every grain of bone marrow, it permeates your entire body. Like a cancer that has taken over every part of you. It eats at you like a dog on a bone. It takes up your thoughts, keeps you awake and it makes you angry. It's a feeling that makes you want to lash out at everyone you feel has caused it. Makes you want to lash out the system and standards that have caused it. It is a feeling of rage and hate and vengeance. It is a feeling that more and more people are suffering from. And it is a feeling more people will continue to suffer from. If we don't do something about it. If we don't fight against the people and systems who cause this feeling. Then the generations after us, and the ones after them. They will all have this feeling, we might be damaged. But that doesn't mean we can't keep those who come after us from out fate. In summary, just do your best to create a place that the younger generations will be able to live in without having to worry about being shamed for themselves. Encourage expression, encourage them to vent and talk about their feelings. Don't perpetuate the systems and beliefs that damaged you. Because the young ones are not part of that system. They have done nothing to you, and if you break the curses we dealt with they won't ever be apart of those systems. Because an eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind, but the sins of the father leave the whole world bitter.
I heard this song when i was lowest in my life. I felt depressed. Not anything horrible like deep depression. Just this sinking feeling that things arent gonna end well. And there was absolutely nothing i could do about it. I would shut myself in my room and cry. If it wasn't that, then i would carry this feeling of dread everywhere i went. This is a reminder that if you ever feel like this, please, please talk to someone. I was stubborn enough to keep to myself. Dont be like me.
I was hanging out with one of my best friends yesterday, we were listening to some music and i recommended this and we ended up sitting at the park in the dark talking about the deepest stuff it was amazing
Thought I’d comment here because I just wanted to get this story out of me. A year ago a relationship ended with a girl I’d had a crush on for three years, a girl I thought I was gonna marry, first real girlfriend I ever had. We started out as happy as could be, nearly instantly in love, then her mother was diagnosed with a terminal illness and she graduated college and had to take a job out of state. The stress from her mother made her depressed and irritable and mean and the potential distance also didn’t help things. It ended up in a spiral where we were both hurting each other but desperately didn’t want the relationship to end because of how much we loved each other. I held on well past when we were still healthy, then one day, I let go. A dream fizzled out and we went our separate ways as I went to study abroad. We just had a drink together for the first time in a year. We had both moved on and had reached the point where we could platonically enjoy each other’s company. It was really nice. That was yesterday. Today, I found this song and I cried. I’m alright now, and I’ve got big plans for the future, but a part of me will always fantasize about that first love I had with her and the life I might’ve had with her.
I have been having many bad memory's of my past, but this song has comforted me. i think i might just lean out my bedroom window, look at the stars, and just be at peace. To anyone reading this, you are not alone. There will always be others in the same spot you are in, just wondering if they could just have a friend to relate to. So thanks for reading this, and good luck out there.
I’m checking in the comments and you guys... are so mellow and sad. I’m not sure about you guys but this song gives me a sense of hope for some reason. I’ve been put in this world to live, to love, and to experience the world that has been blessed to us. I’m truly grateful to be human.
I put the lyrics here because I wasn't able to find it anywhere else Will I be able to speak After a stiff drink Would it break my panic Would the sweat stop pouring out Slow and deliberate Left her words She'll walk through My heart Those eyes light a fire In my stomach Fall apart From the inside out [Edit] I don't know if these are the real lyrics, I copy-pasted them from a website. Tell me if there are corrections to do 😉
Dear Cassy. Thank you for making this song better, I can't listen to it without remembering you, and remembering all the moments I spent with you, whenever I listen to it I remember all the incredible moments by your side, and that's why I can't stop listen there. Cassy, I love you.
@@incurable_humanist cheers. just take time to see what needs work in your life and just get things started- studying, habit breaking, whatever, just get it started. worry about finishing later. this is some advice that i really need to start seriously applying because ive been dealing with suicidal thoughts related to school and just a shit ton of other issues in my life as well but im not completely screwed yet. we just keep moving on.
@@tuliplover8862 I'm alright and still kicking : ) thanks for caring. Just making music, biking, still listening to duster. Sometimes that's just all you need
I was with her finally and got to touch her soft hand and feel her soft cheek that i used to kiss , I was gonna cry of happiness, then i woke up. 6 months passed and it still hurts to see the girl who used to love you like hell treat you like nobody
Listened to this after I graduated just to fully understand that life as I knew it was coming to a close and the people that I knew would drift into other stories as I started another chapter.
This music is when a guy helped you laugh while youre crying and now he is dead, you are sitting there. Just to be with him. Your missing him so much ,a tear comes out, and you realise that is your last goodbye. Even this gave me flashbacks. Like it makes me remember one of my pre-school friend. He was the only friend i had, im smiling outside and im crying in.
about a month ago on prom night I stayed at home and listened to this on repeat. I don’t regret not going, I just wish things had been different so that I could have had a fun and normal time at prom like everyone else
why? just why? I wish it was all a troll, I cry but I have such confusing feelings. I hatred for the girl who trolled him, a hate for him for deceiving his mom into everything. Why did it end this way? There was no reason, maybe if the trolls had stopped and let him be. Who knows
@kevin white well we feel sorry that this is how he turned out. A monster, even though if he wasn't exposed to the internet things could have been at least a little bit bettar
The only way I feel sorry for Chris is that they had to be exposed to whatever parenting or society or neglect that molded their autistic brain into what it is now. I wish to think that if they had the proper mental health treatment and care they needed growing up and a more positive environment to grow in, they could have been someone else entirely, and far from the ill build they are now.
i wish i was younger, all the good memories i had with my big sister. so much fun. why was it so fun when i was younger but as i get older it just gets difficult and etc. i start tearing down tears because this song reminds me of the times i were younger.
The best memories with my friends are going through my mind listening this. As if it was a melancholic ending of a movie…but I was never the main character. I feel such appreciation for being alive and have met all the people in my life… Not going to lie I feel lost and this song feels like the personification of what I am feeling.
@@unregisteredhypercam2268 hmm. Well it turned out to not be a good relationship, but I learned from it. I'm not too depressed rn, but we'll see what the winter brings us.
Hey buddy, this might be a late reply but I wish you the best. Please don't enter relationships if you are not comfortable being in your own skin and being alone with yourself. Good luck 👍
Omg this song is 9 years old? Im so so happy finding this song if it were 9 years ago or today. My ears are blessed and my soul is full of nostalgia of things that had never existed. What a beautiful unforgettable song.
@@gerbilpmc omg! The latest im seeing on youtube is 9 years. On google it says 1998, wow even better that its much more older, thank you for telling me!☺
I listened to this when I broke up with my ex and he was the one that first showed me this song. I used to first listen to it in different uplifted mood, it didn’t hit the same after that if there was a emotion to attach this song it’s “what if?”
“Woah dude, that looked like a pretty bad fall. What? What’s a Sonichu? Dude, you must’ve hit your head pretty hard. My name isn’t ‘Chris Chan’ it’s just Christian. Are you feeling okay? We should take you to the hospital, I’ll let my wife know that I’m taking you now.”
Why does this give me Undertale, feels, man i swear whenever i hear anything that goes like that fall was pretty bad, or it looks like you fell from pretty high up, and then helping someone up while introducing themselves just instantly makes me think of Undertale, though admittedly you kind of copied dialogue.
Me and this girl that I was going out with made out to this song after I showed it to her, we shared a super emotional and heated moment of passion, words can’t describe how amazing it is to share that level of intense love to a song like this, I really love this whole project, it’s fitting well into my formative early 20’s
@Tertiac Hey no worries, glad to share the good stuff. By the way, I just noticed you have 1979 on your channel, which is one of my favourite videos EVER!
Ten years really has flown by hasn't it? I wish nothing but the best for the people that visited this song and the people who are now just discovering it.
I wish the best for you to
This song has been there for me an unbelievable amount in those 10 years
Thanks bro, I hope life brings you happiness :)
Came from here ruclips.net/video/PXbjfPq_LAQ/видео.html
@@naansoos798 bro me too
Does anyone else get that sinking feeling in their stomach? And why is it oddly comforting???
I get this when watching edits of anime, they are so comforting but yet something feels like its missing, as if im on the edge of the feeling and theres something missing
Wait yeah I do too
@@Travelogueduster I watch Harry Potter edits and I feel so empty because I wish I could actually be there in that reality
Thats so accurate what
Fr this is happening
“You only live once” Thank god man I don’t wanna repeat the process again 😹😹😹
Nah bro, you only die once, you live every day, make each of them worth, you don't know tomorrow, don't live to please others in a system they created, do what you want
@@MrPuncher thanks man
Real
Fr
@@MrPuncher living is temporary, pain is forever ☝️💯💯🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
such a beautiful song. duster is a constant on my ipod.
CarcusHuck hello have you grown
Funny how foreign seeing iPod is now. Hasn’t even been that long.
Hello :> it’s been 9 years
what an awesome comment
drowning in sorrow but not being able to shed a single tear is such a damning feeling, the state of being hollowed from the inside out.
heyy i see what u did there
described it perfectly
Know the feeling. Years of emotional repression have left me physically unable to cry, no matter how utterly dismal the situation. Shit sucks so bad.
Real
Hey y’all, just wanna say that God has designed a purpose just for you and that you matter to him. So much so that he send his only son to die and rise again so that we could spend forever and have relationship with him. He created this beautiful planet and you!! Real belief in this sacrifice and repentance for your sins (aka steps in the opposite direction that God planed for us) is the first step to a beautiful relationship with God. He wants us to grow in him and not perish without knowing his great love🫶🏾🫶🏾
I listen to this when my family is arguing. If anyone is going through heart break, loss, illness, or problems that can mentally and physically hurt you. I'm always here. Keep your head up through the hard and struggling times a person can experience. Remember, things don't last forever.
But he was the one that was there whenever something happen now we’re dating and we barely talk . I CNAT DO THIS ANYMOREEEEEEEE
This made me cry
Life is not forever. Whatever the problem is, it might just outlive you
This song is what it sounds like to give up. To stop trying after so long. To realize you never tried hard enough.
But you learn something new about yourself
@Doctor Shocktopus it's OK bro
Pfp checks out
Fr tho bro
Mob would NEVER say that
"i'll be able to speak
after a stiff drink
would it break my panic?
would the sweat stop pouring out?
slow and deliberate
with her words
she'll walk through my heart
those eyes light a fire
in my stomach
fall apart
from the inside out"
this destroys me, every single time
Decri PHY The music and lyrics fill me with memories of youth
fantastic song and lyrics.
it hurts so bad
whats the meaning of this song
Fug whatever you need it be my friend.
My dog died two years ago and this song helped me cope, I was at my football game where I had to carry our defense. I had the entire team on my shoulders, nothing I could do to stop them. We lost by a lot. I was on my way home where my mom called my dad and broke the news. A few minutes later my dad told me. Saddest day of my life still. If your reading this I hope you have a great life, thank you for your time.
Thank you.
my cat died three years ago. I raised him since he was 3 weeks old. I miss my baby.
Absolutely man. I've Lost a ton of pets as well, we are all with you. What life gives at you, you're going to have to deal with it. I learnt the hard way...
Music, the eternal healer. Your doggy will always live forever in your memories.
Words can’t describe how beautiful this song is
they can
Lifeless.
@@Mr.Magpie219 lmao nicetry
@@emeraldcelestial1058 inside out duh
This song is like being filled with a sorrow so deep it eats you alive yet not being able to cry. I can express every other emotion, anger I can scream and rage and hit shit. Joy I can laugh, bounce around, smile. But sadness, all I can do is sit and be angry at the fact that nothing happens. I can sit there and think about just how wrong everything is going. And not a single tear comes to my eyes. And it makes me feel like a monster, because if I can't cry then am I even human. I've cried 2 times in the past year. The first was when a RUclipsr I watched died. And the second one was time was when I was thinking about how much I missed with my dad. The 2 times I've cried where both over people I've never known. What does that say about me, why, why can't I express any form of my sorrow. It just builds up and up and up until all I can think about is just how hollow it makes me feel. It feels like I'm missing something fundamental to being human. Because how can I dare call myself human. When I can't even cry as everything around me falls apart. As I realize that the person I idolized is a monster. My pets die, my grandparents are arranging their funerals. My mom is worried about dying when she gives birth to my sister. And yet I can't muster a single tear through all of this. How can I dare call myself human. The worst part is, I didn't do this for myself. I did it for the people around me, cus I didn't want to cause them discomfort. Cus I didn't wanna make them sad. And now all I can do is rage at myself for not even being able to cry. I lost something so fundamental to being human. And I wish I could get it back, I wish I could cry. I wish I could show these feelings I have. Because why should I have to worry and sacrifice myself so others will feel comfortable. Fuck that, I wish I could cry, I hope that someday I might be able to cry. Because this is horrible. This is like having to scream yet having no mouth. This is trying to run with no legs, this is a feeling of hopelessness that spreads to every nerve in your body. Every grain of bone marrow, it permeates your entire body. Like a cancer that has taken over every part of you. It eats at you like a dog on a bone. It takes up your thoughts, keeps you awake and it makes you angry. It's a feeling that makes you want to lash out at everyone you feel has caused it. Makes you want to lash out the system and standards that have caused it. It is a feeling of rage and hate and vengeance. It is a feeling that more and more people are suffering from. And it is a feeling more people will continue to suffer from. If we don't do something about it. If we don't fight against the people and systems who cause this feeling. Then the generations after us, and the ones after them. They will all have this feeling, we might be damaged. But that doesn't mean we can't keep those who come after us from out fate. In summary, just do your best to create a place that the younger generations will be able to live in without having to worry about being shamed for themselves. Encourage expression, encourage them to vent and talk about their feelings. Don't perpetuate the systems and beliefs that damaged you. Because the young ones are not part of that system. They have done nothing to you, and if you break the curses we dealt with they won't ever be apart of those systems. Because an eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind, but the sins of the father leave the whole world bitter. That's what this song feels like.
Music for when your life is going nowhere.
resonated too deep :(
Tallon I’ve been listening to Duster for years now and my life has remained stagnant. It’s from experience
@@richiemontero3880 this was 6 months ago, anything new?
owo. Nothing at all
Richie Montero, hey, I don’t know you at all. But I hope that it gets better, I really do.
I'm watching this at night in my bed. I am not depressed it's just I feel as if I am sinking. It feels like my thoughts just melted and I feel like I'm being engulfed in a pool of calm.
Oddly specific
I swear I'm not depressed I just like this kinda music
Same
I'm a big fan of a lot of early lo-fi (like the late 60's early 70's Beach Boys stuff) and of course 90's bands like Oasis and Cotton Mather. This is my jam! So cool to still be finding new music I've never heard before and many, many others enjoy too! :D
you don't need to be depressed to like certain types of music
It's kinda annoying just enjoying chill songs and 99% of the comments are 2deep4u type shit.
@@joec8577 agreed
this used to be my dads song. i remember hearing it on those long road trips that led into the middle of nowhere. i would look outside the window and just think. i was happy, i was innocent. i was pure and free. no worries. his arms interlocked with mine. i miss him, i miss the kind of person he used to be. the day he left was the day that he died. i miss the old him, the person who would make me laugh when i was sad, the one who made sure i was always ok. he was my best friend yet now he’s just a stranger.
I dont have a dad i feel the same😔🥲
I hope you reconnect with your dad in a good way soon, my dad is kinda like that sometimes but we still have long talks everyday. He's gone through a lot and I feel bad for being an asshole to him and his trauma. I think and I feel somber at my actions in the past but I still strive to be better person to my dad.
I feel you on the “the day he left was the day that he died”. My dad left too, he tries reaching out but I don’t let him back into my life. Kind of conflicted on that, on what to do or not do.
damn dude that f!kin sucks
you deserve so much. you are worthy
12 years and it's still beautiful and comforting.
Fr
Funny how life works, my dad used to play this on a CD after fetching me early from school because I had a bad day. I have been listening to it since 2005 and it's funny how people are only now discovering it because of Chris Chan of all things. This song reminds me of home, and I'm glad more people are finding it.
Same brooo
Your dad is cool.
Chris chan? what does this song have to do with Chris chan I've loved duster for years I wanna know
@@marcoroberts9462 there's a meme where chris chan says that he never had autism and that he was a troll the whole time, this song played at the end. ruclips.net/video/PXbjfPq_LAQ/видео.html
@@marcoroberts9462 They're referring to a video of Chris Chan's good ending which uses a clip called "rollin' and trollin'" letting them know thay this was a troll along.
My favorite song of all time. I've been waiting AGES for someone to finally post this on RUclips. Thank you so much!
Update: 7 years later, I'm finally going to get to hear this song live next month, and I can't wait!
@@WC-PO are they on Tour? I didn't know!
@@Alwaysbaggyjeans Yep! Songkick should have all their tour dates. :)
UPDATE 2: They were wonderful live! I cried like a baby during this song.
Space Ghost that’s actually so cool and interesting that you would reply back to your 8 year old comment
I've been "okay" for a long while now.. this song reminded me that I'm NOT REALLY "okay".. just yet.. But I'll get there, I promised that to myself.
I pray and hope for everyone who struggles to not give up on themselves, especially for your loved ones
In another universe, people would be commenting on this video that Chris Chan was one of the greatest trolls of all time and how they miss the "good ol days of the internet."
Why am I crying 😔
Nice profile pic, "Show me a good time Jack!"
I still miss the good old days of the Internet.
I just wish Chris was just an expert troll.
this comment remind me of filthy frank,the internet sensation who left all his internet persona to pursue something else
But we know the tragic reality of things, fucked his, or well there mother, and now it’s all over.
I love how it has that shaky, worn out tape sound.
Definitely, one of the greatest thing from Duster is the real low-fi sound of their recordings
That’s because it was likely recorded on shaky, worn-out tape :-)
Anyone know songs like it?
just found out about duster now, the tune is truly captivating
@@cgkik so many
After building up relationships and friendships with many people all to have them burn down, I can’t trust anyone anymore. I just feel so numb. This song perfectly describes that feeling.
Peaks and valleys. Unfortunately the highs are never as intense as the lows.
this is most personal song i have ever listened to
Same
Anyone there? Remember 2017?
man, this music... I feel exactly like that music. Empty. Overwhelmed. I listen to it over and over again all day long and I never get tired of it.
I can see your username was infused by this band name, though this song for some reason just makes me think of Ace’s, death in One Piece, i can just imagine this is what Luffy’s, mind felt like at time cloudy, and empty.
You'll be fulfilled soon, keep your head up
im not sad or anything, i just play this song to chill or to think about all the happy times are the ones to come
“Finally, you’re awake Chris!
That fall looked pretty bad.
What? Trolls? Idea Guys?
It’s October 26th 2007. Damn, you must have hit your head pretty hard.
I hope you’re okay to go to that Game Place later like you always do to play your card games.”
The good ending
There are no good endings for Chris from this moment forward. We have diverged to far from the good endings.
I came here after the good ending meme wtf
i can see his begin to actually feel emotions for once if this had happened. imagine dude.
"Chris, your mother and I would like you to meet Dr. [REDACTED]. They're gonna help you learn to get by in this world. We love you, son."
"Chris! I was so worried when you got hurt. W-wanna come over and watch Sailor Moon at my place?"
"Chris, thanks for that heartfelt apology you sent me and my sister. No hard feelings about the contest. Your video was just as good. I know you said you're getting rid of your computer, but if you're ever online again, you can shoot me an email anytime...
...Godspeed, Christian Weston Chandler."
"Well, the uh truth comes out. I never been autistic, I work 40 hours a week to support my parents. This has all been a trick, you have been trolled."
goddammit cant believe a chris chan meme got me here...
but im glad it did this song is beautiful.
huh we're all here because of chris chan
the ending we all wished for but never got
Fuck I don't get it
@@AnthQny ruclips.net/video/PXbjfPq_LAQ/видео.html
This feels oddly comforting, nostalgic. It’s like going back to all the years when you were younger, happier. I feel like this would be a checkpoint in life, seeing how much you’ve grown and learned.
The mixture of late 2000s nostalgia and the sweet yet crestfallen tune really tugs the heart strings on ya. I found this song even sadder when I heard it, on the Chris Chan good ending video. It gives a nice “what if” vibe.
walking into the sunset in a better dimension music.
It’s like thinking about how you could have done better, but you’re still happy
the strange feeling of being sad, yet comfortable with wherever you’re at.
Duster and Chris Chan are two things I didn't expect to see in the same comment today.
the sonichu boys cover should drop in 10 years, less with good behaviour
We truly live in a society
Is this a joker reference?
I am currently 13 years old I am in the shower listening to this and I really started thinking about my past my future everything and I came to the conclusion that no matter what religion you are atheist or not there is always someone that loves you so never commit suicide never hurt anyone else never or at least for that person that loves you try to be a good person work to your goals and make god proud if you see this I mean it from the bottom of my heart I hope you do the best you can in life
Ey God loves u man he’s there ❤
You're a good kid. Keep it up.
@@neongooroo thanks man
@@Dogestronaut2.0 thanks
Glad there's more people like you :)
I had a cat named duster and she died from upper respiratory disease..whenever I listen to duster all I can do is cry. every one of their songs remind me of her..I'll never forget my duster.
dam🤧
Im allergic for cats bro stop it😁
im thinking ur overreacting, as an person, my feeling is saying that you loved youre cat really much? How are you doing 4 months later bro
@@noorxb69 aint no one give a damn💀
@@noorxb69 Nobody Fucking Asked
I came from a Chris Chan meme, and I stayed because this actually is becoming one of my favorite songs
Same here
Same here, brother.
same bro
welcome to the club buddy
Glad this introduced people to Duster, they’re good asf
How. How did all that time pass so quickly. The only things that make me smile are memories. I have to move on but I can’t. I come hear every night after having a bad day and think about those days, how precious they were. I miss it, I miss how live used to be.
Nostalgia is a trap. You can never stop moving forwards, but it doesn't mean things can't change.
Time slipping away, new dreams born every day
Suddenly, these dreams are behind you
Ever falling like rain, changing again and again
Is there someone who loves you
We may only be here one time...for all anyone knows
and we already share one mind, what more could we ask for
than sunlight...born of the dawn, night dreams...having all flown
in tune with creation
This music is why I’m still alive. It transcends serenity for me.
Same bro I used to like it a lot but then I stopped cuz my mind got better and now I listen to rock and shit l don’t let any thing put me down don’t let people tell me what to do so I don’t like listening to this music cuz it makes me sad so I like stuff that is hype
It's not often a comment section on an old upload can showcase of range, from the small subset of old school fans, to the meme-curious. Regardless of how you found it, I'm glad you have.
I first discovered this band at 15, not too long after this was uploaded, this was in fact the way I discovered Duster. I'd started some obscure music thread on Newgrounds forever ago, and one of the recommendations was this upload. I can barely remember most of the great music that I found through that thread, but this band stuck.
To any of y'all new to this place/know of Duster through more traditional streaming services, you might not understand how little evidence of Duster there was. For me, it was digging through RUclips to find whatever uploads existed, which mostly consisted of this channel's few tracks and one particularly bad vinyl table recording (the version of Me and the Birds that recording yielded is one of my favourite songs on how haunting it was, the OG studio recording removes a lot of that mystery by being a little too clean).
Eventually, in late 2012, I stumbled onto a torrent of the base albums in a "complete Duster + associated acts" package, and that was like a revelation. Going from a handful of songs to entire albums was revelatory. Unfortunately, this also coincided with me becoming homeless for a solid year. That megapack was most of what I had to listen to most nights, sleeping in a tent, praying the battery on my cheap ass MP3 player would last longer than the rain overhead, or sitting out by the canals edge, full moon on display. As some strange ritual, when I'd feel my most sad at my situation, I'd start with this song. It sounds so lost and nostalgic when you get past those three clicks of a drumstick, that you would probably find it strange to say my main source of nostalgia from this was to go back to that room of mine, the privileged life I'd led being able to browse the entire catalogue of music history and be able to listen to something other than my MP3 player (yes, I am aware of the irony now, but it's funny how narcissistic and ignorant depression can make you).
After a few years, I'd mostly filed Duster to a little section of my brain where just a little hint of a song would recall the entirety of whatever album or EP it was from. To a degree, it was triggering to have those recollections, because they would also bring memories of that time. Each song had it's own memory from how often I would have to replay everything. I don't have that so much now, except for this song. It still takes me back to that room (yes, meta-irony is the best irony).
I was crawling through my sub list and recalled this channel instantly. It was quite something reading through this comments section, seeing some genuine emotions in between the memes about a meme and old fans still musing on a key part of their lives. Seeing all the nostalgia on one of the most nostalgic songs in my memory left me feeling compelled to leave something for the next few curious travellers to read. I'm reminded of my time as a hard-core fan, when there was no fan community, they were lost to time and never to return from exile. Since that long time ago, even after finding that torrent collection, their back catalogue as more tapes, masters came back into being thanks to the help of some true Internet detectives (I highly recommend joining the Duster Disc that was created a long time ago, especially if you have an interest in following how mysteries like these are uncovered) and now there's a noticeable collection of fans existing out there. The hipster in me would like to be offended at their "mainstreaming" but I think that would be rude and petty. We should want people to love the things we do.
The music I thought I was the only person who was listening to now has a cornucopia of people bonding and enjoying these soundtracks of long walks under a grey sky, thick with rain. If you're feeling depressed and here to vent, take solace that if you stay in that tent instead of jumping Into The Waters, you'll get out of the melancholy you're feeling right now. Someone cares.
This is the most beautiful comment I’ve ever read. You should write a book
@@therook3008 I agree!
The way you displayed this comments emotions and you gravitate to this Sony was so awesome! Hope you keep living your best life man.
I ain’t reading allat 😹🙏
I truly appreciate this comment. Only found out about Duster recently, but seeing longtime fans welcoming newer listeners means a lot. Glad we can share something so beautiful ✊
There aren’t any words in any language that can ever capture the exact emotion this song evokes. It tugs at my soul; it’s so immeasurably sad, it’s nostalgic, it’s hopeful, it’s lamenting, it’s haunting, and it’s so infuriatingly joyful all at the same time. It’s almost everything all at once, every single memory. A whole life in just a few minutes. I first heard this song all the way through in August of 2021 and life has never been the same. I was finishing college at the time and still getting over my pandemic/lockdown depression from the year prior. This song helped bring me back to a sunny happy day in 2006 for some reason; back when the air wasn’t so heavy, when life was mostly just fun and it was easier to breathe… Life sometimes feels like it gets faster and faster, and the days and years get only ever shorter as you get older and older without any way of just stopping and staying somewhere for a while. This song reminds me that it’s okay to accept that life may never “go back to how things were” and that maybe whatever is headed my way is going to be better than those “good ole days” long gone… but this song also helps encourage the tears which long for those very same “good ole days” that I know I will always miss. I think most of all, this song just feels human. I think that’s it…
“And then one day, it was the last time…”
this is the pinnacle of music
feel this
i cant get enough of this it almost hurts
Yes, I have that feeling too. I know I’m late but I hope you’re doing alright I know things will get better man
@@user_quieto40 hope you're doing well too
Cancer hurts dont be a little bitch!!😁😁😁😁😁
I have a medical school interview in a couple of hours. I'm just sitting around in my study room, listening to this song on repeat, reflecting on everything that has led me to this point. I just hope that everything will be alright.
How did it go bro???
@@exeterd9 I got waitlisted bro and I'm waiting for the results from another medical school. I'm currently working on securing a scholarship.
@@exeterd9 niqqa necked himself💀
@@burn_outon foenem lmfao funny shit
@@exeterd9 Update: I got both an acceptance letter and a full scholarship. Currently packing up for my flight in a week.
Thanks for checking up on me.
One of my favorite Duster songs.
Woah, a comment from 8 years ago
Damn it’s been 9 years
10 yrs ago😱
Wow 2012 🙂
Whether it be ten years from now, or ten minutes, I always have trouble confronting the future and thinking of how I’ll still be in an endless day in, day out cycle. This helps make that empty feeling inside just a little warm :)
so cute bro I love this comment just keep on pushing!
damn this comments are so old....
This song feels like all of your friends/family left and you're finally able to let out all of your emotions that you're hiding from them
This song sounds like going through the worst type of acceptance; the acceptance that life will never be the same again.
As you sit on the bus during a gray October evening you reminisce about the few good memories of your childhood. Realizing just how many bad roads you took in life, you think about all the possible happy endings that could’ve happened if you just decided to not be so hard on yourself, or others, or if you just knew that things would get better. Knowing that what’s done is done, you sit on the couch and watch your mother grow older and older, and before you know it, you’re alone.
Either way, this song is a masterpiece.
May nothing but happiness come through your door.
damn this comment is moving
Damn. This hit me hard.
This song reminds me that I can express every other emotion, anger I can scream and rage and hit shit. Joy I can laugh, bounce around, smile. But sadness, all I can do is sit and be angry at the fact that nothing happens. I can sit there and think about just how wrong everything is going. And not a single tear comes to my eyes. And it makes me feel like a monster, because if I can't cry then am I even human. I've cried 2 times in the past year. The first was when a RUclipsr I watched died. And the second one was time was when I was thinking about how much I missed with my dad. The 2 times I've cried where both over people I've never known. What does that say about me, why, why can't I express any form of my sorrow. It just builds up and up and up until all I can think about is just how hollow it makes me feel. It feels like I'm missing something fundamental to being human. Because how can I dare call myself human. When I can't even cry as everything around me falls apart. As I realize that the person I idolized is a monster. My pets die, my grandparents are arranging their funerals. My mom is worried about dying when she gives birth to my sister. And yet I can't muster a single tear through all of this. How can I dare call myself human. The worst part is, I didn't do this for myself. I did it for the people around me, cus I didn't want to cause them discomfort. Cus I didn't wanna make them sad. And now all I can do is rage at myself for not even being able to cry. I lost something so fundamental to being human. And I wish I could get it back, I wish I could cry. I wish I could show these feelings I have. Because why should I have to worry and sacrifice myself so others will feel comfortable. Fuck that, I wish I could cry, I hope that someday I might be able to cry. Because this is horrible. This is like having to scream yet having no mouth. This is trying to run with no legs, this is a feeling of hopelessness that spreads to every nerve in your body. Every grain of bone marrow, it permeates your entire body. Like a cancer that has taken over every part of you. It eats at you like a dog on a bone. It takes up your thoughts, keeps you awake and it makes you angry. It's a feeling that makes you want to lash out at everyone you feel has caused it. Makes you want to lash out the system and standards that have caused it. It is a feeling of rage and hate and vengeance. It is a feeling that more and more people are suffering from. And it is a feeling more people will continue to suffer from. If we don't do something about it. If we don't fight against the people and systems who cause this feeling. Then the generations after us, and the ones after them. They will all have this feeling, we might be damaged. But that doesn't mean we can't keep those who come after us from out fate. In summary, just do your best to create a place that the younger generations will be able to live in without having to worry about being shamed for themselves. Encourage expression, encourage them to vent and talk about their feelings. Don't perpetuate the systems and beliefs that damaged you. Because the young ones are not part of that system. They have done nothing to you, and if you break the curses we dealt with they won't ever be apart of those systems. Because an eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind, but the sins of the father leave the whole world bitter.
@@whitenobeardI hope it gets better, I really hope
Someone needs to make a 30 minute loop of this song
3 hours is fine
if you click on the screen you'll see three dots and if you click on them it should say loop :)
@@pistol25633 or the settings icon
I heard this song when i was lowest in my life. I felt depressed. Not anything horrible like deep depression. Just this sinking feeling that things arent gonna end well. And there was absolutely nothing i could do about it. I would shut myself in my room and cry. If it wasn't that, then i would carry this feeling of dread everywhere i went. This is a reminder that if you ever feel like this, please, please talk to someone. I was stubborn enough to keep to myself. Dont be like me.
I wonder if the folks in the Chris Chad timeline know just how good they have it.
Utopia
A land without death and want
In regards to Chris Chan, just found out Stratosphere was released on the same day as Chris’s 16th birthday feb 24th 1998.
I was hanging out with one of my best friends yesterday, we were listening to some music and i recommended this and we ended up sitting at the park in the dark talking about the deepest stuff it was amazing
Thought I’d comment here because I just wanted to get this story out of me.
A year ago a relationship ended with a girl I’d had a crush on for three years, a girl I thought I was gonna marry, first real girlfriend I ever had. We started out as happy as could be, nearly instantly in love, then her mother was diagnosed with a terminal illness and she graduated college and had to take a job out of state. The stress from her mother made her depressed and irritable and mean and the potential distance also didn’t help things. It ended up in a spiral where we were both hurting each other but desperately didn’t want the relationship to end because of how much we loved each other. I held on well past when we were still healthy, then one day, I let go. A dream fizzled out and we went our separate ways as I went to study abroad.
We just had a drink together for the first time in a year. We had both moved on and had reached the point where we could platonically enjoy each other’s company. It was really nice. That was yesterday. Today, I found this song and I cried. I’m alright now, and I’ve got big plans for the future, but a part of me will always fantasize about that first love I had with her and the life I might’ve had with her.
Real
The "what if" is what hurts the most..
That means you still and will always love her. She could still feel the same. I wish you the best on your journey in life
i aint reading allat
@@rasdos3889you should see the post I put on another video, it was a long comment but dang Shaniqua! Could have made New York Times best seller!🤣💯
This song makes me feel safe in a way.
I have been having many bad memory's of my past, but this song has comforted me. i think i might just lean out my bedroom window, look at the stars, and just be at peace. To anyone reading this, you are not alone. There will always be others in the same spot you are in, just wondering if they could just have a friend to relate to. So thanks for reading this, and good luck out there.
this dong is gold
Gold dust
kinky
A dong, eh?
69 likes. Nice.
@vaguelyhuman dong
this type of music are my jams,forever will love this.
What is this type of music called? I love it
I just found my favoutite song, first time listening, first time dropping a tear, it just sounds so full of emotions..
agreed
I’m checking in the comments and you guys... are so mellow and sad. I’m not sure about you guys but this song gives me a sense of hope for some reason. I’ve been put in this world to live, to love, and to experience the world that has been blessed to us. I’m truly grateful to be human.
the only duster song that matters when everyone you love leaves
every duster song matters
Love
this comment made me tear up in the middle of the night
I literally am listening to this music while reading the comments and thinking of my life, and I swear I started to cry
this is just a bad dream, Christopher
just wanna cry it all out to her everyday man i already do, there’s just so much on my mind all the time
absolutely love this vibe, feels empty yet calming
It was all just a big troll.
Your faith in humanity is restored, knowing such sagas cannot manifest naturally.
It's over.
You know why Chris did what he did? The whole thing is a fucking rabbit hole that keeps going deeper and deeper
@@niga3 it’s fucking horrible man
I put the lyrics here because I wasn't able to find it anywhere else
Will I be able to speak
After a stiff drink
Would it break my panic
Would the sweat stop pouring out
Slow and deliberate
Left her words
She'll walk through
My heart
Those eyes light a fire
In my stomach
Fall apart
From the inside out
[Edit] I don't know if these are the real lyrics, I copy-pasted them from a website. Tell me if there are corrections to do 😉
I'm pretty sure it's right, thanks
This song makes me feel content, like a wrap up to a journey.
Dear Cassy.
Thank you for making this song better, I can't listen to it without remembering you, and remembering all the moments I spent with you, whenever I listen to it I remember all the incredible moments by your side, and that's why I can't stop listen there.
Cassy, I love you.
I tried to talk to lifeline and no one answered so now I'm here.
Checked your channel to make sure you're still kicking, which is good to see. Hope youre doing alright
@@F1rstResponder I just saw this. I am better now. That was a rough school year, but it ended eventually. Thanks for checking up on me.
@@incurable_humanist cheers. just take time to see what needs work in your life and just get things started- studying, habit breaking, whatever, just get it started. worry about finishing later. this is some advice that i really need to start seriously applying because ive been dealing with suicidal thoughts related to school and just a shit ton of other issues in my life as well but im not completely screwed yet. we just keep moving on.
reading your comment a year later and hoping you’re still here. i hope you’re okay and doing good
@@tuliplover8862 I'm alright and still kicking : ) thanks for caring. Just making music, biking, still listening to duster. Sometimes that's just all you need
This song barley has any words and it still makes me cry just by listening to it.
If only the good ending in all of our lives were guaranteed, I wouldn’t be so sad.
But would we truly be happy if we didn’t have to grow, and try so hard to do something happy with are lives.
The ending doesn’t matter. The middle matters. Make the most of every single day.
Exactly. People say everything always works out but that’s not true at all tragedies happen all the time
@@joshshrum2764 we are never happy with life everyone try's and try's but we'll never find a way out of sadness and doubt
Just heard this for the first time (I believe) today and my heart literally smiled 😭😍
I was with her finally and got to touch her soft hand and feel her soft cheek that i used to kiss , I was gonna cry of happiness, then i woke up. 6 months passed and it still hurts to see the girl who used to love you like hell treat you like nobody
Listened to this after I graduated just to fully understand that life as I knew it was coming to a close and the people that I knew would drift into other stories as I started another chapter.
Beautiful song. It's a mix of sadness and happiness can't explain it but it's sort of a good feeling.
This music is when a guy helped you laugh while youre crying and now he is dead, you are sitting there. Just to be with him. Your missing him so much ,a tear comes out, and you realise that is your last goodbye. Even this gave me flashbacks. Like it makes me remember one of my pre-school friend. He was the only friend i had, im smiling outside and im crying in.
This is the song I always come back to every few years . Still so great , 3/1/2022 , 9:32 am, San Diego ,Ca
This is cool like a Time Capsule, I do this on a lot of videos from my favorite childhood videos
anyone who listens to duster is a friend.
Indeed they are my friend
about a month ago on prom night I stayed at home and listened to this on repeat. I don’t regret not going, I just wish things had been different so that I could have had a fun and normal time at prom like everyone else
I went to my prom so many years ago, not an attempt to belittle how you feel about it, but man I'm kinda jealous of how you spent your prom night
this son makes me feel some type of way
why? just why? I wish it was all a troll, I cry but I have such confusing feelings. I hatred for the girl who trolled him, a hate for him for deceiving his mom into everything. Why did it end this way? There was no reason, maybe if the trolls had stopped and let him be. Who knows
If only we could rewind everything back and fix them
And I think chris was even trolled into being a transgender aswell,who knows what might’ve happened if he just left the internet after that vid
@kevin white ok yeh I think you got a point there
@kevin white well we feel sorry that this is how he turned out. A monster, even though if he wasn't exposed to the internet things could have been at least a little bit bettar
The only way I feel sorry for Chris is that they had to be exposed to whatever parenting or society or neglect that molded their autistic brain into what it is now. I wish to think that if they had the proper mental health treatment and care they needed growing up and a more positive environment to grow in, they could have been someone else entirely, and far from the ill build they are now.
i wish i was younger, all the good memories i had with my big sister. so much fun. why was it so fun when i was younger but as i get older it just gets difficult and etc. i start tearing down tears because this song reminds me of the times i were younger.
i love crying to this
Special thanks to all the silly trolls everywhere, for the many lulz you have provided
The best memories with my friends are going through my mind listening this. As if it was a melancholic ending of a movie…but I was never the main character.
I feel such appreciation for being alive and have met all the people in my life…
Not going to lie I feel lost and this song feels like the personification of what I am feeling.
i play this nonstop since i broke up with my girlfriend
scar Brutal
it really sucks dude, been there
oh my god, man. same here, jesus christ
omfg me too lol
On that boat to brother
I cant even cry. Im just numb.
Like a boss
Update, im not as bad now
@@liam-ni1wh King (or) Queen move 👑
Just know that you matter, little one... Just know that you matter.
@@liam-ni1whnow?
This song is literally plucking on my heart strings its so good
When you just dont feel like living , this is for when you want to take a pause in work ,studies ,duties, life.
I was so numb when I used to listen to this before I met her. Now it probably won't work out and I'll go back to feeling the same way..
ha gayyyy dont ever let a chick break ur heart, find a new one its her loss
its been 6 months man how’ve you been?
@@unregisteredhypercam2268 hmm. Well it turned out to not be a good relationship, but I learned from it. I'm not too depressed rn, but we'll see what the winter brings us.
Hey buddy, this might be a late reply but I wish you the best. Please don't enter relationships if you are not comfortable being in your own skin and being alone with yourself. Good luck 👍
@@drew2339 youre awesome =)
=)
I am so glad that RUclips reccomended this song to me, I can’t stop listening
Duster, Duster, and Duster.
Omg this song is 9 years old? Im so so happy finding this song if it were 9 years ago or today. My ears are blessed and my soul is full of nostalgia of things that had never existed. What a beautiful unforgettable song.
it’s 22 years old actually
@@gerbilpmc omg! The latest im seeing on youtube is 9 years. On google it says 1998, wow even better that its much more older, thank you for telling me!☺
You know, having nostalgia for a time that you never lived in is called anemoia
@@niga3 yeah brain anemia for sure 😔
I listened to this when I broke up with my ex and he was the one that first showed me this song. I used to first listen to it in different uplifted mood, it didn’t hit the same after that if there was a emotion to attach this song it’s “what if?”
its so beautiful!
Woah this was written 9 years ago now...
@@quandonparleduloup lol wOw so cool it’s like it never existed 🥶🥶🥶🥶
@@user_quieto40 who hurt you
@@quandonparleduloup They have a sangwoo pfp they're far gone
im having a brutal mental breakdown
started this at 11:57:39 so 2019 ended right
Hello?
Hello?
this did not age well
Jeez
☹️
This song was so ahead of its time its amazing
“Woah dude, that looked like a pretty bad fall.
What? What’s a Sonichu? Dude, you must’ve hit your head pretty hard. My name isn’t ‘Chris Chan’ it’s just Christian. Are you feeling okay? We should take you to the hospital, I’ll let my wife know that I’m taking you now.”
Why does this give me Undertale, feels, man i swear whenever i hear anything that goes like that fall was pretty bad, or it looks like you fell from pretty high up, and then helping someone up while introducing themselves just instantly makes me think of Undertale, though admittedly you kind of copied dialogue.
Me and this girl that I was going out with made out to this song after I showed it to her, we shared a super emotional and heated moment of passion, words can’t describe how amazing it is to share that level of intense love to a song like this, I really love this whole project, it’s fitting well into my formative early 20’s
In the summer of the year I finished high school. Really got me in the feels. I don't want to age anymore.
I don’t know where I would be in life right now if I never knew about this song
Same i was thinking to
"Welp, the truth comes out. I've never been autistic, I work 40 hours a week to support my parents, this was all been a trick, You have been Trolled."
😭
12 years and is still as beautiful as the day I found it.
@Tertiac Hey no worries, glad to share the good stuff. By the way, I just noticed you have 1979 on your channel, which is one of my favourite videos EVER!