Porter Robinson - Goodbye To A World ( slowed + reverb )

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  • Опубликовано: 27 ноя 2024

Комментарии • 3 тыс.

  • @avril5253
    @avril5253  4 года назад +3256

    everyone’s comments make me so sad :(
    i hope everyone does better, i promise you everything will be worth going through this in the future. you’ll look back and be proud that you made it. even if ending it means the pain ends... the pain is just getting passed on to your loved ones and friends, and if you don’t have friends like me i’ll be glad to become one of yours. someone who actually listens and you don’t have to feel insecure with. my socials are in the description of the video i’m usually on insta but please reach out to me it’s better to let it out. silence really messes one up. you’re safe to tell me anything. please just reach out to someone don’t keep it in. have a good day and if it’s shitty... make it a better day for me please. it’ll be okay baby i promise.

    • @Enigma-hs5op
      @Enigma-hs5op 4 года назад +61

      I'll be strong for once🙁

    • @una1633
      @una1633 4 года назад +47

      Thank you ❤️😢

    • @MarcusStaAnaBurSelF
      @MarcusStaAnaBurSelF 4 года назад +31

      Avril, I was wondering if I could use this for my new video? I’ll only use a snippet of it tho
      🥺
      👉🏻👈🏻

    • @kenewbell7755
      @kenewbell7755 4 года назад +26

      Thank you

    • @mylaiahjones7311
      @mylaiahjones7311 4 года назад +25

      I'll be okay,but thank you for worrying

  • @scum3112
    @scum3112 4 года назад +3374

    I hope everyone I’ve ever met, whether in real life or online, are doing well.

    • @DaTsNiCe
      @DaTsNiCe 4 года назад +17

      Yeah, I wish that, although people don't wish the same for themselves...

    • @cesarzorrilla1101
      @cesarzorrilla1101 4 года назад +2

      😔🤙🏻🖤

    • @rezarizqullah88
      @rezarizqullah88 4 года назад

      kalo baek kirim duet lu beli am

    • @user-zu2eu1tm8q
      @user-zu2eu1tm8q 3 года назад +1

      Same I wished I have contact with my best friend from 2nd grade until I had to move with my grandma because my dad went to jail for drunk driving about 2-4 years ago hes out now tho I miss all my friends the friend I miss most is my best friend from when I was 5 years old,she was my friend for 3 years before I had to move

    • @ashsayonara3024
      @ashsayonara3024 3 года назад

      I hope the same

  • @VaLe_IsnT_HeRe
    @VaLe_IsnT_HeRe 4 года назад +324

    It's sweet how we all feel in different ways this song, but still share the same sad feeling of missing something we couldn't say goodbye

  • @shiro_6675
    @shiro_6675 3 года назад +614

    "she's gone."
    i hear instant sobbing and hysteria fill the hospital that she was in.
    i had to go to the corridor to just, break.
    i still can't get over it after 2 years.
    i love you, grammy.
    fly high.

    • @SaintTheMicroSoldier
      @SaintTheMicroSoldier 2 года назад +7

      Im sorry for the loss, I bet she was a great woman who had passed through alot to keep you and the famliy safe, she lived a great life and passed peacefully
      My wishes
      -Emery (Beta_7)

    • @Yes-dr2gl
      @Yes-dr2gl 2 года назад +3

      Damn bro, that sucks.

    • @ishaanhorwith2723
      @ishaanhorwith2723 2 года назад +4

      I love my grandma so much, but I know that I don’t have infinite time with her so I love every moment I have with her

  • @shaylachartrand5095
    @shaylachartrand5095 4 года назад +1388

    “I’ll be back in like, 3 years don’t worry!”
    Alicia it’s been 7 years. When will you come back? I miss you.

    • @sbe0m
      @sbe0m 3 года назад +19

      you make me crying bro..

    • @python_4727
      @python_4727 3 года назад +19

      Bro my sister who passed aways name is Alicia 😭

    • @zahraakrayem2368
      @zahraakrayem2368 3 года назад +7

      True story?

    • @shaylachartrand5095
      @shaylachartrand5095 3 года назад +17

      @@zahraakrayem2368 unfortunately, yes

    • @hako964
      @hako964 3 года назад +8

      my ex friends name is alicia. i miss her

  • @urmom.2631
    @urmom.2631 3 года назад +2106

    "One day,I will die....and everyone will think I'm just offline"
    -a Legend

    • @fliret286
      @fliret286 3 года назад +62

      Never really thought about it before...damn

    • @kyiki9906
      @kyiki9906 3 года назад +108

      To make this even sadder i think that happened to one discord friend off mine , she told me she finna go to bed , and never went back online after that

    • @jamieattfield3868
      @jamieattfield3868 2 года назад +24

      @@kyiki9906 :[ I’m so so so so so sorry for your loss….

    • @pulsar471
      @pulsar471 2 года назад +90

      Yeah... I had a friend on discord who I was chatting with, and he said he had to leave cuz he and some pals of his were going out bowling. He said he'd talk when he came back from it. He went offline and has stayed that way ever since. About a month later, the topic came up, and I remembered I hadn't seen him on in awhile, so I asked some people that knew him irl, and it turns out that night, he never made it to the bowling alley due to being killed my a drunk driver. It kinda just hit me how life can be going just fine one second, and then the next can really just throw your whole world upside down.

    • @p0ss467
      @p0ss467 2 года назад +38

      One time i got grounded for a while, ad when i came back, my best friend had deleted everything. i never saw them ever again, and they never gave me word. they never told me anything. the last words i heard from them was "thats so cool!". the worst thing was, i never got to say goodbye.

  • @ink3dt0ky0
    @ink3dt0ky0 3 года назад +577

    _Here's some cute facts about Animals, to distract You from sad things

  • @foolish_artistp9327
    @foolish_artistp9327 4 года назад +6415

    If this isn’t playing at the world end credits
    *I refuse to die*

    • @vvvvvveeee
      @vvvvvveeee 4 года назад +61

      Hol up

    • @v4mpyy.
      @v4mpyy. 4 года назад +179

      *But it refused
      Ion know if anyone knows that reference here 💀

    • @derpe4123
      @derpe4123 4 года назад +30

      @@v4mpyy. AYYYYY

    • @Towacocaine
      @Towacocaine 4 года назад +12

      *me too*

    • @ditto6414
      @ditto6414 4 года назад +14

      @@v4mpyy. UNDERTALE

  • @user-ramenisthebest
    @user-ramenisthebest 4 года назад +1332

    The worst mistake you can make is walking away from the person who actually stood there for you and waited for you...

    • @Coolskeleton99
      @Coolskeleton99 3 года назад +15

      @@irisinmars Bestie, I hope you're doing better because no one deserves that and I hope you meet so many nicer people that love and care for you. You deserve the best and I know you'll get there. I'm rooting for you!

    • @user-dm3vf8el4j
      @user-dm3vf8el4j 3 года назад +6

      @@irisinmars good thing you left I hope you’re doing well now Im proud for how brave you are you deserve better and I hope he gets the karma he deserves

    • @user-dm3vf8el4j
      @user-dm3vf8el4j 3 года назад +5

      @@irisinmars np be careful hope it goes well

    • @monkeyballz3921
      @monkeyballz3921 3 года назад +3

      This actually happened to me when my best friend sorry I mean ex best friend told me if I didn't do what she wanted me to do then she'll tell my ex crush I liked them and I told her please don't tell him but I will not do what she wanted me to do because it was bad idea to do to someone and she did anyway and the guy came up to me and asked if I liked him and I said yes I do and he looked at me in discuss and said that he didn't like me and his friend also came up and looked at me in discuss and went with him. As soon as I walked up to my friends they started asking me if I really did liked my ex crush and I figured that she told the whole crowd of people that I like him, so I said that I used to like him and some of the people kept their distance from me or stopped talking to me completely. This all happened in elementary school. A little back story on my ex best friend who said that she will never replace me or call anyone else their best friend apparently that was a lie and she did replaced me. Another time she told me to break up my friends boyfriend who was also my friend and I said no and that she can do it all by herself but she was manipulating me and kept persuading me until I said okay I will but this is the only time I will do something for you. So you know what I did,I walked up to them and told them everything and walked away.

    • @justawlwwholikesshygirls5704
      @justawlwwholikesshygirls5704 2 года назад +1

      I have to walk away because I can't burden them and drag them down with me anymore.

  • @huhwhatthatscrazy
    @huhwhatthatscrazy 2 года назад +200

    The worst feeling isnt being alone, its being forgotten by somebody you could never forget

  • @seiko5069
    @seiko5069 4 года назад +430

    at 2:11 it makes me imagine myself falling off a building and feeling the wind through my skin and I close my eyes and relax

    • @anne3601
      @anne3601 3 года назад +2

      ruclips.net/video/VJzFm4rQ8B4/видео.html
      👉🏼 👈🏼

    • @chrysalism7375
      @chrysalism7375 3 года назад +1

      oh, that’s sad 😞

    • @just.blitzy
      @just.blitzy 3 года назад

      i accidentally read windex

    • @melmxanie
      @melmxanie 3 года назад +1

      @@anne3601 thx u did an awesome job

    • @bramblelantern
      @bramblelantern 3 года назад

      Same here 🧃😙

  • @aspiringegg
    @aspiringegg 4 года назад +246

    This song makes me feel like I’m reliving the best of my life’s moments only finding out at the end that I’ve died already...

  • @p0is0nivy44
    @p0is0nivy44 3 года назад +231

    “hey, im moving back to my house.”
    “oh why?”
    “they finished renovations.”
    “oh cool!”
    “hey [friends name]?”
    “yea?”
    “promise to come visit the new and improved and pretty awesome house soon?”
    “yea! besides the apartments are pretty smelly.”
    its been years… why haven’t you visited?

  • @ghostyqwq6050
    @ghostyqwq6050 4 года назад +3785

    "Don't worry I'll be back"
    _-Last conversation 10 months ago._
    _If there is a second life, i hope to find you there._

    • @stereyna
      @stereyna 4 года назад +217

      Met my previous life's soulmate, sadly I am dying and I have 10 years to live. She is what I expected to be and we probably had the same fate where I died early and reborn while she kept living. I told her "Don't worry, when we meet again in the next life, I will be healthier for you."

    • @floofie1237
      @floofie1237 4 года назад +32

      I’m sorry I hope things get better!! qwq

    • @seinslauv2345
      @seinslauv2345 4 года назад +123

      "goodbye lets chat later"
      last conversation 4 years ago
      She went missing

    • @floofie1237
      @floofie1237 4 года назад +23

      @@seinslauv2345 I’m sorry I hope tgings are better now qwq

    • @sage3193
      @sage3193 4 года назад +33

      @@seinslauv2345 God that sucks I've realized I had a few friends that went missing too and yeah shit sucks like that I hope you feel better :")

  • @randompersonuwontknow2942
    @randompersonuwontknow2942 3 года назад +4737

    Did u know the worlds funniest man was the one that made the most sad quote “ I like the rain because no one can see me crying in it” - Charlie Chaplin

    • @yum8887
      @yum8887 3 года назад +120

      I just like rain bc rainy days are such a vibe 😍😍😍👌👌👌

    • @Khual
      @Khual 3 года назад +126

      He was my childhood hero, made me laugh and smile with my family...and here I am nothing but depression

    • @ray_shork2124
      @ray_shork2124 3 года назад +15

      Oh

    • @ray_shork2124
      @ray_shork2124 3 года назад +10

      :(

    • @ewelinazaniewska9932
      @ewelinazaniewska9932 3 года назад +21

      @@Khual is something wrong?

  • @jasper-does-not-exist.
    @jasper-does-not-exist. 3 года назад +48

    Imagine:
    The world ends.
    Everyone, dead or alive, in the void or in their afterlife hears a longer version of this song as the credits roll displaying the names of everyone whos ever lived, oldest to youngest. And the names of people in relation to each other whether it be friend, family, or other, are next to each other. A sense of bittersweet sorrow goes everyone. A sense of being complete, but knowing that the world is ending. Knowing that they will miss their friends and family, but it will be okay.

  • @candiicxnee
    @candiicxnee 4 года назад +3531

    It’s December 31st 2020, and then...the credits start.

  • @aleinateaupa08
    @aleinateaupa08 4 года назад +534

    when i hear his song.. it gives me comfort but also reminds me of how lonely and depressed i am, i have no one to talk to. im just now realizing how unmotivated i am. always questioning my will to live.., i just want to be loved and find happiness.

    • @kuidamochi1875
      @kuidamochi1875 4 года назад +7

      Thank you, I'll saw goodbye now. Though it's the end of the world dont blame yourself. And if its true I will surround you and give life to a world, that's our own.

    • @1doctorworm
      @1doctorworm 4 года назад +11

      I relate so hard- I just feel all the time that my loved ones don’t actually love me and I’m truly alone. Sometimes I wanna end it. at the same time, I don’t want my life to end. I’ll miss everything I love and I’ll never see it again. Just hang in there, even though I’m a random stranger on the internet, I just want to let you know I love you and you have so much to live for. 💖

    • @aleinateaupa08
      @aleinateaupa08 4 года назад +5

      trashypersononlinewholikesdsafandotherstuff i love you so so much 💕 keep living too I just want you to talk to your family and let them know that your hurting and if you need someone to talk to it here for you! Just reply or anything i will listen because I know that I would want someone to listen! Be safe and know that your here for a reason 💓💓

    • @1doctorworm
      @1doctorworm 4 года назад +3

      Aleina Teaupa ty so much 🥺💖

    • @aleinateaupa08
      @aleinateaupa08 4 года назад +4

      trashypersononlinewholikesdsafandotherstuff ofc💓🥺🥺

  • @rubysutton8960
    @rubysutton8960 2 года назад +61

    This hits hard when you really want to say goodbye to this world..

    • @yuuukkii
      @yuuukkii Год назад +1

      i agree

    • @robindepauw9905
      @robindepauw9905 Год назад +1

      hey man i hope you are okay, just know that there are still people out there who care and who love you. i am a complete stranger but i want you to keep going even though i don't know you you are alive and are still going wich makes you a fighter and never stop fighting because nothing is worth it to make a end to it . i myself have lost too many thanks to depression and bullying and natural causes wich hurts but i keep fighting for those people who can't anymore and if needed i will also fight for you 😎 keep going

  • @skaiste8924
    @skaiste8924 3 года назад +147

    At 2:11 it gives me a feeling that you get once you finish reading a really interesting book. And you feel alone, cause you got so into the book that it felt like it's a part of your life.

  • @zannaxz
    @zannaxz 4 года назад +774

    2:11 is what your looking for :)

  • @axolotlinabucket6660
    @axolotlinabucket6660 2 года назад +140

    To everyone who's studying with this music:
    Checklist:
    • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧
    • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋
    • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧
    • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕
    • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨
    •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈
    Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
    You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
    I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸

    - Love you stranger
    (This is not mine but im doing this to help)

  • @cannibalisticurges5613
    @cannibalisticurges5613 4 года назад +67

    This song makes me rethink everything I've done to me and my family. The line, 'Don't blame yourself,' sounds like something my grandma would've said to me if she knew what would've happened in the future, after she died. I've always blamed myself because I feel like it was my fault for being weak, making it easy for them to pick on me. I also blamed myself because my sister used to cut herself, I used to think that because after I told her it was, 'her fault for not standing up for me,' even though she was going through a lot, with the bullying at school at now her younger sister blaming her for what happened to her. I used to let those people control my life so much, even when they were gone. I feel like they've done much to my mother and sister that I can't even compare to it. I used to think that it was my sister's fault I was being picked on by people who were supposed to be family, but weren't. My mother has told me many times that I could blame her, but nobody else, she used to tell me that it was her fault, nobody elses. She let them bully me because she didn't want our cat and us to live in a car. Thinking back on it makes me really sad because I built these tall walls around myself so that nobody could get in, I was kept in a room for who knows how long and just forced to sit on my bed, I couldn't even get up or walk around or they would make my mother hit me. Now it sounds stupid but she knew that if she didn't listen to them they would kick us out. I was locked in my room because their dog bit my leg and I kicked him because I did a kicking motion - on accident - because of the pain. They say he didn't bit me but he did. Our cat was also locked in one room but when she did escape that one time, she tore up my mother's arm because low and behold there was a dog there and Boo was only raised around one bunny. After we got out of that area I spend a lot of time in my room either walking excessively or sitting down for a short period of time. I give my dog a lot of anxiety when I pace. I come out of my room more often but I also tend to stay up late, like I am now. I can hardly get good sleep anymore. I suck at showing my emotions and so my family thinks that I don't care about a lot of things. I do care but no matter how I tell them they don't believe me. They know about being locked in a room for a summer part too. I get frustrated easily too, I can show negative emotions really easy but I find it hard to be showing positive emotions, even if I'm happy. I just don't know how to feel or look in most situations so I just look empty, or as my mother calls it, 'Resting b face,' which I find funny. I'm getting better at not raging at my family, still struggling with showing how I feel though.
    Sorry for writing this long, haha
    (๑•﹏•)(´-﹏-`;)=_=O_o

  • @erok3399
    @erok3399 4 года назад +145

    ive been anxious for weeks now, and i feel like there's a void in my stomache. it's so uncomfortable and it makes me feel uneasy, as if everytime something bad would happen. i want to make good memories if i could before the world ends, life is too short not to enjoy.

  • @aminatio8147
    @aminatio8147 3 года назад +85

    “Thank you for everything that you’ve accomplished so far, and good luck to everything you will in the future.” - Unknown

    • @benjaminxd._.1857
      @benjaminxd._.1857 3 года назад

      Thx..

    • @aminatio8147
      @aminatio8147 3 года назад +1

      @@benjaminxd._.1857 no problem I hope you accomplish so much more and I bet you will!!!!!

  • @xinlux7715
    @xinlux7715 3 года назад +466

    At the end when it starts to cut out, I imagined this:
    Laying on my side, in a desolate landscape. It really was the end of the world. The orange sun was sitting, and oxygen was running low. We played the tape of our most important person saying their final message to us one more time, but it was too scratchy to make out now. So... it's time for us too... to rest.

    • @nelsonparraful
      @nelsonparraful 3 года назад +6

      Tbh I hear that now it’s comforting

    • @crimsoncapricorn188
      @crimsoncapricorn188 3 года назад +9

      The lack of air is muffling the sound as well.
      If the world's bout to end, might as well stop breathing and listen.
      It was a beautiful voice wasn't it?
      It was a beautiful world, wasn't it?
      Good-night

    • @ethancornelius2225
      @ethancornelius2225 2 года назад +2

      Personally I think of no man’s sky campaign after the second time you meet the atlas and you have sixteen minutes left before the complete destruction of the universe and everything you knew

    • @pumpkinface6621
      @pumpkinface6621 2 года назад +1

      The second half of a song sounds like being overwhelmed by a panic attack (2:49)

  • @serenity4722
    @serenity4722 4 года назад +713

    This makes me feel like im going on an adventure through events that happen in my life but in a whole diff universe. This kind of reminds me of my mom as well, she passed away on march 3rd 2020. The first time i heard these lyrics: "ill say goodbye soon, (Her leaving the world) tho its the end of the world, ( It feels like the worlds ending soon bc of everything happening) dont blame yourself love. ( she wouldnt want me to feel guilt like our family does ) And if its true, (if the world is coming to an end) i will surround u , (watch over me) and make a world of our own." ( the world she created in heaven) Those lyrics are kind of like something my mom would do or say in a way. Also wow thanks for the likes i- Also thanks to all of your condolences much appreciated 🖤❤

    • @gacharaatheweirdo2814
      @gacharaatheweirdo2814 4 года назад +13

      s e r e n i t y シ I’m so sorry for your loss, I haven’t experienced any deaths but I’m glad you’re happy, your mom would be proud of who you are now.
      I always felt this in a deep way but yours, woah. That’s a whole other way and it’s calming and makes sense.

    • @scum3112
      @scum3112 4 года назад +4

      That was beautiful. I’m sorry for your loss.

    • @audiphobia7672
      @audiphobia7672 4 года назад +3

      I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you are feeling better. At least you know she's in a good place.

    • @marvelousmay317
      @marvelousmay317 4 года назад +1

      I’m so sorry for your loss

    • @wl_js
      @wl_js 4 года назад +1

      Deep condolences to u sist, wish everything best for ur mom 😭

  • @thebraveblade
    @thebraveblade 2 года назад +13

    This song makes me feel better about the fact that I (very recently) lost the person I loved the most. It reminds me to be grateful for the memories we made. It's sad but it can't be helped.

  • @philliamrr3656
    @philliamrr3656 4 года назад +94

    I've had to have listened to this song at least 100 times, not counting all the times I listened to different versions and covers of it. I can literally never get tired of the song, and everytime I hear it i feel safe. I still get chills and feelings no matter how many times I listen. Thank you for this.

  • @bruhiidcdude1295
    @bruhiidcdude1295 4 года назад +81

    This,gives me flashbacks of a someone I loved that sadly gone.

  • @DungBeetl06
    @DungBeetl06 3 года назад +18

    Pretty much just got broken up with today, currently sobbing while I listen to this and remember all the cute things we used to do together, and now that we’ll never do again 👍🥲

  • @unamccoy975
    @unamccoy975 4 года назад +431

    "Thank you, I'll say goodbye now.." That's the last thing my grandpa said to me after he died from a diabetic seizure..

    • @angelaguayo9473
      @angelaguayo9473 3 года назад +17

      Sorry man my grandma sayed to me “dont worry i will survive” she died of covid

    • @blueberryseeds7245
      @blueberryseeds7245 3 года назад +8

      My grandpa died a few months ago....the last thing we did was fight I couldn't be more sorry that I didn't tell him I love him

    • @unamccoy975
      @unamccoy975 3 года назад +8

      @@blueberryseeds7245 It'll hurt for awhile but you'll feel better in time. May he rest in peace

    • @lil_dopielord_1573
      @lil_dopielord_1573 3 года назад +3

      LOL

    • @kindasleepyzzzz
      @kindasleepyzzzz 3 года назад

      @@lil_dopielord_1573
      what’s funny?

  • @sad-clown
    @sad-clown 3 года назад +236

    *The meteor is about to hit earth, the world is full of chaos, you and your partner know that this is the end, you grab their hands and turn on the radio, it's the first song you listened to with them, you slow dance with them, no words leaving you or your partners mouth, the silence was all that was needed for both of you to understand how much you love eachother, the song ends as you share one last kiss, there's still 5 hours until the meteor strikes earth, you head to the bedroom and cuddle for the last time, you run your fingers through their hair for the last time, you look into their eyes for the last time, you smile at them for the last time.... Your partner sheds a few tears and you wipe them away, you hold them closer as you both drift to sleep together for the last time dreaming about when you first met them....*
    *You wake up in a field, the golden glow of the sunrise making the scene more beautiful then before, you hear a small noise behind you so you turn around, only to see your partner, you start to sob as you run into their embrace, you leave their grasp and hold their hand as you walk into the sunrise talking about past memories....*
    *The end......*

    • @Wei36326
      @Wei36326 3 года назад +2

      😢😭😭

    • @jackal1313
      @jackal1313 3 года назад +4

      So I guess we have the same afterlife vision, heh... Crazy what you can find when your not looking…

    • @Simon-Sayzz
      @Simon-Sayzz 3 года назад +5

      Thank you, after all the soul shattering comments I just read, this gave me much comfort aaaaaaa TwT and a fanfic idea hh have a lovely day, dear stranger. And pls remember to hydrate, aight? 🍪💖

    • @aaravbamrolia2539
      @aaravbamrolia2539 2 года назад +2

      and then u wake up

    • @rainynight6334
      @rainynight6334 2 года назад +1

      @@aaravbamrolia2539 And realize you’re single.. 🥲

  • @ray_shork2124
    @ray_shork2124 3 года назад +14

    4:24
    I can just imagine myself running from a place i call “home“ into the arms of freedom with the voices and screams from the place fading and into an open feild with one tree with a swing and walk towards it to sit looking at the sky and take deep breaths from running smiling
    Finally, the feeling of freedom and happiness.

  • @Solie-the-sun
    @Solie-the-sun 3 года назад +241

    this song makes me feel so many things at once, it comforts me in a sad way but it also feels like the definition of watching your life be lived/not feeling alive but still living. but its also like a reminder to breathe and enjoy the littlest things in life. its hard to explain but i love it.

  • @No-su9ft
    @No-su9ft 4 года назад +998

    ,,dont blame yourself“

    • @code6843
      @code6843 4 года назад +24

      How can I not blame myself,

    • @bbree_
      @bbree_ 4 года назад +6

      i should blame myself,

    • @code6843
      @code6843 4 года назад +1

      @@bbree_ same

    • @noahalcantara2685
      @noahalcantara2685 4 года назад +13

      I always blame my self for everything

    • @bbree_
      @bbree_ 4 года назад

      @@noahalcantara2685 same

  • @Sam-py1ll
    @Sam-py1ll 3 года назад +16

    This is the first time I’m listening to the slowed and reverb version and I’m definitely not disappointed. It makes me think of so many things tbh

  • @yoshikage1285
    @yoshikage1285 4 года назад +1780

    “Hey tyler?”
    “Yeah?”
    “Imma log off and talk to you in a few hours.”
    “Alright bro.”
    *||Last seen On October at 3:00pm on 10/6/2008||*

    • @nanarivet3291
      @nanarivet3291 3 года назад +41

      I'm sorry bro

    • @djgo4807
      @djgo4807 3 года назад +67

      The fact that this was literally about 17-18 days after I was born really shows me how much happened before and during my lifetime. Also I’m sorry that happened to you.

    • @casual__thing4291
      @casual__thing4291 3 года назад +12

      Holy cow that’s a long time.

    • @xeliah2935
      @xeliah2935 3 года назад +8

      7 days before i was born :(

    • @mamalerrogaren5693
      @mamalerrogaren5693 3 года назад +3

      @@casual__thing4291 where is family us?

  • @T0xicOfficial.
    @T0xicOfficial. 4 года назад +90

    The best quote I've ever heard is "I wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've actually left them"

    • @thiccdemon1710
      @thiccdemon1710 2 года назад +1

      My favorite quote is “a star can’t shine without darkness”

    • @aevovae
      @aevovae 2 года назад

      but I think if u knew, then u wouldn't be able to fully enjoy it :(

    • @rileyprice6831
      @rileyprice6831 2 года назад

      That was my senior quote😭

  • @mdubz6233
    @mdubz6233 3 года назад +37

    This song expresses the feeling I would feel if my grandmother would die
    I've pretty much grown up with her. My mom dropped out of college to bring me a better life without my biological father. It was me, my mom, and my grandparents living in a brownstone (and then my step-father). When I was born, she was already in a wheelchair from a car accident, with one foot, all her toes were gone and the other only a couple. But it was normal for me, I just loved her. She's a retired judge and she's amazing, positive, stubborn, and can always put a smile on my face. She's fighting diabetes, kidney failure, and something else that I forgot. Every day I worry about her and her state. The last thing I want is to hear that call from my grandfather. I know it's inevitable, but I don't think my heart would take it...

    • @thiccdemon1710
      @thiccdemon1710 2 года назад

      I love my gma sm I would sell my soul just to died together with her

  • @cookiemonstersnextdoor
    @cookiemonstersnextdoor 4 года назад +75

    “thank you, i’ll say goodbye soon
    though its the end of the world,
    don't blame yourself now
    and if its true,
    i will surround you and give life to a world
    that's our own”

  • @HubbaBubbles
    @HubbaBubbles 3 года назад +1444

    “You’ll be back, right?”
    “Of course! It’s just a little trip! I love you!”
    “Yeah yeah go on you’re gonna miss the plane!”
    last seen: April 23, 2016.
    “I love you.”

    • @zanjr237jrich5
      @zanjr237jrich5 3 года назад +48

      Ummm, now I'm kinda freaking out, I looked up things that happened on this date, what happened, if you don't want to talk about it, you don't have to

    • @Dragon2B4
      @Dragon2B4 3 года назад +19

      No why must you do that to me (ugly sobbing)

    • @HubbaBubbles
      @HubbaBubbles 3 года назад +8

      @@Dragon2B4 IM SORRY

    • @Dragon2B4
      @Dragon2B4 3 года назад +10

      @@HubbaBubbles don't worry I'm just really sensitive today..... Have a good night or day

    • @pixelzc1165
      @pixelzc1165 3 года назад +13

      April 23 is my birthday, what a coincidence

  • @katschiifnaf4375
    @katschiifnaf4375 3 года назад +35

    "But dad, please don't go... I'll miss you so much!''
    "I'm gonna be fine... *I promise, Ana.* "
    ...
    Last seen: *7 years ago*

  • @kuzumifujioka6089
    @kuzumifujioka6089 4 года назад +50

    This song being slowed makes me feel like I'm in the bathtub with my ears under water. Memories from my past plays in my head as the song plays, but for some reason I feel at peace.

  • @p4rtyjunk1e
    @p4rtyjunk1e 3 года назад +274

    "I love you so much grandbaby granny's always gonna be here" - My granny before COVID took her life....

    • @v4mpyy.
      @v4mpyy. 3 года назад +8

      I’m so sorry for your loss, stay strong ❤️

    • @p4rtyjunk1e
      @p4rtyjunk1e 3 года назад +7

      @@v4mpyy. Tysm I'm trying to stay strong

    • @고대달
      @고대달 3 года назад +4

      Yeah me to i lost my grandfather i missed him so much

    • @p4rtyjunk1e
      @p4rtyjunk1e 3 года назад

      @Teejay Webster it's alright! I still think it but I'm way better!!

    • @p4rtyjunk1e
      @p4rtyjunk1e 3 года назад +2

      @@고대달 I'm so sorry for your lost! My condolences go out to you and your family

  • @asagiseven
    @asagiseven 3 года назад +43

    "I'm sorry.. I need to go now, we'll chat tomorrow. Pinky promise!"
    "Haha ok, but..."
    "What's wrong?"
    "Are we... going to be friends...forever..?"
    "Haha... don't be silly, we'll always be...I won't never want to change that"
    *last read 2 years ago* ...I miss u~

  • @oblakhdesi
    @oblakhdesi 4 года назад +121

    It's sad how this song relates to all of us missing something we couldn't say goodbye to.

    • @Carbonated_Milk6440
      @Carbonated_Milk6440 2 года назад

      I wish i didnt see this comment..

    • @Naoéogabriel7
      @Naoéogabriel7 2 года назад +1

      "Goodbye hapiness, goodbye friends, goodbye actually having motivation in life"

  • @p3achsoda527
    @p3achsoda527 4 года назад +707

    “Bre, COME BACK!!!”
    -last sentence in my roblox groupchat.

    • @Elizabeth-sv1ui
      @Elizabeth-sv1ui 4 года назад +16

      did bre come back though

    • @p3achsoda527
      @p3achsoda527 4 года назад +57

      @@Elizabeth-sv1ui we found out she faked problems at home and then unfriended us both

    • @floofie1237
      @floofie1237 4 года назад +10

      @@p3achsoda527
      wow-

    • @p3achsoda527
      @p3achsoda527 4 года назад +24

      @@floofie1237 right, I felt ashamed for being there for her uh “problems”

    • @floofie1237
      @floofie1237 4 года назад +15

      @@p3achsoda527
      I hate liars.

  • @Bowlingballstan
    @Bowlingballstan 3 года назад +16

    This song can't get stuck in my head
    As if I forget that it exists the very next day
    Due to that
    Every time I listen to it
    It feels like it's my first time listening to it
    A feeling I can repeat
    This song is unique to me
    And I find that it holds memories,both positive and negative
    As if my mind goes blank,or I lose a part of my soul

  • @Palazi
    @Palazi 3 года назад +1283

    "Gotta head to head to bed. See you tomorrow."
    "Aight goodnight."
    "Last seen: 8 years ago"
    3 months later
    "Last online: 3 minutes ago"
    The return of the king

    • @sury_studi7740
      @sury_studi7740 3 года назад +47

      you got me in the first part ngl

    • @mangdu1473
      @mangdu1473 3 года назад +24

      “u had us in the first half, not gonna lie”

    • @hecker1698
      @hecker1698 3 года назад +15

      This is like me and my old friend but he never came back

    • @lyleslabyrinth21
      @lyleslabyrinth21 3 года назад +4

      Bro I felt that

    • @mr.samishi3248
      @mr.samishi3248 3 года назад +21

      Reminds me of the guy who tweeted “waiting for lunch” in 2007, then tweets "got back from lunch," from lunch 13 years later.

  • @bbree_
    @bbree_ 4 года назад +61

    im listening always to this whenever i feel sad.
    the lyrics is like what am i saying inside to myself

  • @adoreemiley
    @adoreemiley 3 года назад +26

    "I'll miss 2017"
    My last words before 2017 ended, I never thought I really would.

    • @yuuukkii
      @yuuukkii Год назад +1

      dude, im crying at this comment

    • @adoreemiley
      @adoreemiley Год назад

      @@yuuukkii REAL, PAST ME WAS RIGHT ASF I MISS 2017 SO FUCKING BAD AND 2022.

  • @RollerMosyer
    @RollerMosyer 3 года назад +215

    "Heyy! let's see each other again tomorrow right?"
    "Of course!!"
    "Alright, I gotta go.... see ya!"
    "See you too!"
    *Then quarantine started*
    *We were not able to see each other again....*

    • @iygrande5785
      @iygrande5785 3 года назад +2

      This happened to me :( it SUCKED

    • @bruh-kl7cz
      @bruh-kl7cz 3 года назад

      Wear a Mask -_- Also no hate

    • @jiel2791
      @jiel2791 3 года назад

      Everything was fine before it hit, the distance made our relationship distorted

  • @jayanimationsowo
    @jayanimationsowo 4 года назад +1213

    “I will see you tomorrow?”
    “Yeah, definitely! :)”
    “Alright, have a good night. I love you!”
    *”I love you too.”* your message was sent today from 18 years ago due to a failed sent message.
    edit: ok so this comment was supposed to mean that there are two friends/lovers. One asking "hey, wanna hang tomorrow?" the other responding with "yeah." and the first bids them a "good night, ily". the other who responded might have depression or s**c*dal thoughts and made a plan to....
    they wrote their final message to their friend/lover but it never sent right away and it now just sent after years. "ily too." it doesn't make sense cuz of the years thing since that is too long but it sounded better in my mind :")

    • @louisrussell1390
      @louisrussell1390 4 года назад +32

      Would never happen but okay

    • @jadedrawz
      @jadedrawz 4 года назад +7

      ;-;

    • @v4mpyy.
      @v4mpyy. 3 года назад +14

      @@deadwingg how would ;-; be an insult in the first place? It's a crying emoticon-

    • @thecourierbuthigh9296
      @thecourierbuthigh9296 3 года назад +3

      Get better service-
      *oh*

    • @user-nz7vo3ku3i
      @user-nz7vo3ku3i 3 года назад +4

      @@v4mpyy. I thought it was someone putting their hands up-

  • @multiverseexpunged4734
    @multiverseexpunged4734 Год назад +6

    this. is a stress reliever, cause it's so calming. and yet I just can't get enough of this.

    • @multiverseexpunged4734
      @multiverseexpunged4734 Год назад +3

      btw for those who feel like they're mistake's of nature, let me tell you one thing:
      YOU ARE 1000% NOT A MISTAKE OF NATURE, YOU ARE A WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING. AND DESERVE MULTIPLE REASONS TO LIVE OKAY? IF YOU WEREN'T EVEN BORN THEN I WOULD HOPE THAT YOU WOULD'VE BEEN BORN SOONER OR LATER, CAUSE NATURE DEFINITELY NEEDS MORE PEOPLE. OKAY? (if this didn't help then w h o o p s. I was just trying to help out ya know?)

  • @julig4744
    @julig4744 3 года назад +85

    I just... can´t take this song.
    It reminds me of her.
    The panic and worrying I had for her, and how much I cried for her life.

    • @thiccdemon1710
      @thiccdemon1710 2 года назад +2

      I will cry for her one day

    • @ZZ-rc1yw
      @ZZ-rc1yw 2 года назад

      Who

    • @julig4744
      @julig4744 2 года назад

      @@ZZ-rc1yw a dumbass who I'm no longer friends with
      and they're still alive so don't worry
      they were a fucking bad person with me so fuck them

    • @jangofett125
      @jangofett125 2 года назад

      @@ZZ-rc1yw probably their grandma or mom

  • @Qenturo
    @Qenturo 4 года назад +244

    my girlfriend just broke up with me and i really needed this. thanks

    • @iheart_hotmoms3498
      @iheart_hotmoms3498 3 года назад +9

      you commented 5 months ago but i hope you're doing okay and smiling :)

    • @garru5381
      @garru5381 3 года назад +3

      Keep the head up and smile, brother

    • @garru5381
      @garru5381 3 года назад +1

      @Daniel Andrews She Made a fucking

    • @StellarCrackhead42
      @StellarCrackhead42 3 года назад +1

      Hope you're doing fine nowadays, my dude

    • @footylad6468
      @footylad6468 3 года назад +2

      Just keep on smiling bro you deserve the perfect girl, hope your good bro

  • @barexampasser
    @barexampasser 2 года назад +8

    I remember listening to thus album way back in 2015 and it was this super weird niche music, so happy that it is now getting the attention and respect it deserves

  • @Kgjknnhdgag
    @Kgjknnhdgag 4 года назад +63

    this sounds like my grandpa, he was amazing. he always cheered me up, he died of Alzheimer's last year, he made me so happy, I wanna go back in time, and see him again. rest easy, pop... may you fly high. 😔

    • @thiccdemon1710
      @thiccdemon1710 2 года назад

      Fly high pops

    • @SaintTheMicroSoldier
      @SaintTheMicroSoldier 2 года назад

      Ollie I can relate
      I hope you the best life ahead and wish you well
      Rest in peace, pops.

  • @karlovestomatosoup
    @karlovestomatosoup 3 года назад +1300

    " Hey, don't play the campaign yet. Let me play it with you! "
    "Alright!"
    That was the last thing my little brother said to me before he went and took his life.
    I still haven't played it, and I honestly think I won't be able to bring myself to play it.

    • @djaylange116
      @djaylange116 3 года назад +132

      Don't play it and wait for the next life find him and then play it with him

    • @hecker1698
      @hecker1698 3 года назад +67

      I'm crying make sure in heaven you find him and play the campaign say campaign slow you will hear pain

    • @lyleslabyrinth21
      @lyleslabyrinth21 3 года назад +55

      Hope you both get to play in the next life :(

    • @yes9498
      @yes9498 3 года назад +7

      Don't let him rest

    • @eightninety.
      @eightninety. 3 года назад +10

      May i ask the game?

  • @egg1677
    @egg1677 2 года назад +34

    Lyrics (For anyone who wants to sing along💜)
    Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon
    Though its the end of the world,
    Don't blame yourself now
    And if its true,
    I will surround you and give life to a world
    That's our own
    Thank you, I'll say goodbye now
    Though its the end of the world,
    Don't blame yourself
    And if its true,
    I will surround you and give life to a world
    That's our own
    Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon
    Though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself now
    And if its true,
    I will surround you and give life to a world
    That's our own
    Thank you, I'll say goodbye now
    Though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself
    And if its true,
    I will surround you and give life to a world
    That's our own

  • @calebsyfert4378
    @calebsyfert4378 3 года назад +65

    I remember the first time listening to this song I was walking home from school in the rain and this song came on and it was one of the best feelings ever. It was the most alive over ever felt I can even explain it. I just loved everything the beautifull beat the rain pouring down on me. That was one of the only times I cried from pure joy. I would give anything to go back to that time.

  • @heygurl3941
    @heygurl3941 4 года назад +936

    “I gotta go out of town let’s finish the Castle tomorrow it’s going to be great”
    -last online 9 years ago
    ..
    ..
    Hey mike I finished the castle it took a while cause your not here it still has your dog Jackie 🥺 but I do hope your doing good in heaven you had such an amazing personality you will always be missed I still dm you even tho your not with us anymore Rip🕊

    • @strangebangtan12
      @strangebangtan12 4 года назад +44

      Aw that's really sad, if this is real then I'm so sorry u lost ur friend. I'm guessing u were talking abt Minecraft and I can only imagine how much fun u guys had playing. Again, I'm really sorry and I'm sure he meant alot to u

    • @heygurl3941
      @heygurl3941 4 года назад +38

      @@strangebangtan12 Yea it is real he was my besties friend ever I miss him and loved him he died in a car accident and I can’t wait until I can see him again we played more than Minecraft but we where building a Castle and he passed before we could finish.💔❤️

    • @coqueetttee
      @coqueetttee 4 года назад +12

      Like me and Kiera. “Let’s play bloxburg tomorrow I need to go🥺” last online : 2 years ago. 🥲

    • @twixlian2074
      @twixlian2074 4 года назад +9

      im crying

    • @strangebangtan12
      @strangebangtan12 4 года назад +5

      @@heygurl3941 aw man life is so freaking painful and all we can do is deal with it...which in most cases, we really don't want to bcuz of all the pain and stress and frustration it causes us and I'm so sorry that u had to endure all the emotional pain this accident caused u and I hope one day, u two will meet again up in heaven💛

  • @stircrazyknight7091
    @stircrazyknight7091 2 года назад +44

    “As a kid we love the hero’s but as we get older we understand the villains and turned them so cold”

    • @menelogz3698
      @menelogz3698 2 года назад +2

      Yeah for some reason i felt bad for the antagonists getting unlucky in kids shows

  • @alice-gf4pr
    @alice-gf4pr 4 года назад +61

    im a mentally ill person and this songs makes memories come back but good ones,youll never hear from me again but dont blame yourself,ive suffered enough but. while youre still reading this...please hold on.

    • @alolext
      @alolext 4 года назад +3

      Hello??. Please respond....??

    • @v4mpyy.
      @v4mpyy. 3 года назад +3

      No please dont give up.. Please respond if you're ok. You are loved ❤️
      I know things are tough but it will get better. Trust me..

    • @Belo9606
      @Belo9606 3 года назад +2

      Hello ? Please respond I want to know if you are ok

    • @beam2981live
      @beam2981live 3 года назад +1

      Oh god I hope your ok, please come back, it's been almost a year 💔

    • @lexigzz
      @lexigzz 3 года назад

      Hey please respond to us even though we have never met we are all worth living. Its been almost a year tell me you're ok

  • @tbag253films5
    @tbag253films5 4 года назад +139

    2:11 has a flashback of elementary passing candies on Valentine’s Day “comes back from flashback” looks down 20years old in debt and in college trying to make a living ☺️

    • @xslos
      @xslos 3 года назад +2

      They said if you could just get a degree you can pay of that debt in no time
      BOY WHERE THEY WRONG

  • @luminesecents
    @luminesecents 3 года назад +9

    Actually had tears in my eyes,
    made me remember the past with my problems
    either way this is calming

  • @tmarie2420
    @tmarie2420 3 года назад +1214

    I want this to be played at my funeral, just so that it makes everyone more likely to cry. So that while I’m watching them cry I can pretend they cared.

    • @s_arpino
      @s_arpino 3 года назад +25

      damn 😭

    • @-GTCHCRKKCH-
      @-GTCHCRKKCH- 3 года назад +14

      DANGANRONPA V3 SPOILERS AA
      I wish that i could’ve played this song when i died.
      Nobody cared about me when i died.
      They only cared about Kaito.
      Ill pretend that they cared, maybe that’ll make me feel better.

    • @BagelBagelBagelBa
      @BagelBagelBagelBa 3 года назад +11

      @@-GTCHCRKKCH- why is there an infant grape in this comment section (no offense just a joke)

    • @-GTCHCRKKCH-
      @-GTCHCRKKCH- 3 года назад +6

      @@BagelBagelBagelBa idk 🤷

    • @-GTCHCRKKCH-
      @-GTCHCRKKCH- 3 года назад +5

      @@BagelBagelBagelBa WAIT U HAVE BASIL PFP

  • @cosmosfacade8836
    @cosmosfacade8836 4 года назад +495

    She won't see this but...
    Dear kindergarten frenemy,
    I may have not liked you a lot back then but I miss you a lot. I don't know if you remember me or our other friend but we still remember you. You're still in China, right? I hope you stay safe if you're still alive.
    - Love, Jelene (AKA, chicken)

  • @squadvlogs6519
    @squadvlogs6519 3 года назад +51

    “Hey I’m sorry..”
    “for the last time”
    “I spoke to you & only realizing”
    “that’ll be the only time I’m ever gonna see you or hear from you -------again--------
    “I hope too see you again”
    “in our next life knowing that-“ I’d give you more attention”
    “Than I already did for the past ------Few Year’s------
    Sincerely, Colin
    “I’ve always did loved you”
    -Even In The AfterLife-
    If there is one.. that is-

  • @rah0618
    @rah0618 3 года назад +90

    To anyone who sees this:
    You’re so strong, even though I’m stranger u will probably never meet, I believe in you. Let your tears flow. Don’t be afraid to reply to me spilling your bottle because it’s starting to overflow. I too, have a lot of sadness in my life and I’ll confess: I don’t know why I can’t let go. But, that’s normal. I’m sure what you’re feeling someone can relate to you and you can both get through it together. I hope you keep on living for me stranger 💜

    • @-Misty--
      @-Misty-- 3 года назад +2

      I honestly have no one to really talk to about some sad things that had happen to me so because you said I could reply I well but yo I don't have to respawn and this is not in any order cause I can't remember when all this happened
      I was sad for some weeks after my grandpa died I still miss him he was one of the people who made me happy
      When I made my First friend on roblox I was really happy we had so manly great memories on roblox but sadly in 2020 she stopped coming online I wonder what happened to her i miss her I also kinda hate going on roblox now because of that I still have more friends on roblox I wanna talk to them but I can't because my game needs to update and its hard to do that on a laptop
      In 2020 someone asked if I wanted to be there friend so I said sure but then she went to someone I don't trust right after she said that they both laughed and she said just kidding
      This year I feel kinda out of place when im talking to my friends I feel left out I feel like they are ignoring me and one of my friends is moving soon I have 4 friends after she moves I well have only 3 friends to talk to
      In 2020 I had a hard time making friends I also didn't talk as much I didn't trust hardly anyone but I used to have only 3 friends but one day I didn't trust my friend anymore she told a person I didn't trust a so called joke so when she asked about that I said she lied I didn't trust my best friend anymore because not only was that a joke but it was a secret and she started to act different one day I said your acting a bit different she was confused of course
      When I was 6 or 7 or something my moms friend died I was sad a bit but when my pets die I was sad oc course
      One roblox I got a lot of people who hated me all because my friends friend told some people to help build a house in a game and then he asked what do you think of it I said the truth and said I didn't like he was happy that I said the truth but the person who build it was very angry but I soon lost that account due to a virus I missed my friends there but then i made an account with a similar name but anyways on on of my account on roblox someone told me to go die all because I was having enough of that person saying mean things to my online friend but one of my online friends that I call moonlight hasn't been online for awhile she was also my best friend I keep thinking in a bad friend now since I don't go on roblox for awhile to talk to my online friends but I also think im a horrible friend because I keep thinking my friends in real life think im annoying or something I kinda hate myself a bit because of that I also sometimes feel lonely but now I am being tested for the virus I also have a cat that might be dying because his heart is beating fast and it is walking weirdly I well hate it if he died he is a young cat maybe 2 or 1 years old yet not a kitten but still young
      One time on roblox someone said that I was sad for no reason I am also sad because my favorite youtuber died round 2019/2020
      I do feel a bit better telling someone about all of this even tho you well probably never read this
      (Btw this is only some things that was sad that had happened to me)

    • @maicabmycup2011
      @maicabmycup2011 3 года назад +1

      @@-Misty-- I’ve read all of that and I truly feel bad for you and at da same time I know how you feel, I actually relate to some of the things you said, I lost most of my friends due to them having new friends to hang out with and when I try to make new friends they all just leave and forget about me

    • @uwuthecommenter8669
      @uwuthecommenter8669 3 года назад +1

      I love you

    • @joshportillo5076
      @joshportillo5076 2 года назад

      Struggle on, strugglers 😔✊

    • @ibadurrohmanmusthofa7619
      @ibadurrohmanmusthofa7619 2 года назад +1

      i love you too fellow stranger, i hope for your health and happiness

  • @theeo9744
    @theeo9744 4 года назад +288

    massive portal vibes

    • @ethantrinh3492
      @ethantrinh3492 4 года назад +11

      End of the game coming up to the wheat fields type vibe fr bro

    • @albert_the_cool8092
      @albert_the_cool8092 4 года назад +2

      Omg yess

    • @albert_the_cool8092
      @albert_the_cool8092 4 года назад +2

      @@ethantrinh3492 more like glados who don't know what to do now without Chell

    • @midloran
      @midloran 4 года назад +1

      The Desolate Hope

  • @NEPIAGO
    @NEPIAGO 9 месяцев назад +1

    2:11-2:47 Makes me think of when I was a toddler during summer and everytime I passed a grade in elementary school and now that I'm almost in high school it just makes the feeling hit harder🥹🥲🤧😥😢

  • @ella-eo5gz
    @ella-eo5gz 4 года назад +17

    if i ever need or want to cry i always come to this song like no matter how happy i am this song will just make me cry so hard

  • @ЖоскийЗумер
    @ЖоскийЗумер 3 года назад +16

    Эта песня каждый раз заставляет меня плакать из-за того, что я представляю себя рядом с друзьями,которых у меня нет. Как мы веселимся, обнимаемся, вместе плачем и поддерживаем друг друга. Столько лет я верила, искала своих людей, но в этом году я боюсь, что не смогу больше выдержать. Весь последний год я начала часто задыхаться, когда видела компании друзей. У меня вечный ком в горле и головные боли.
    Я просто надеюсь, что однажды я все таки смогу. Не сдамся. Я буду сидеть на качелях, а рядом мои друзья, самые лучшие люди, мои солнышки, будут веселиться и кидаться снежками. А я буду наблюдать за ними и радоваться. Я люблю вас, мои будущие друзья.

    • @maicabmycup2011
      @maicabmycup2011 3 года назад

      Я чувствую тебя, надеюсь, ты скоро найдешь своих людей :)

  • @claudiadavid8185
    @claudiadavid8185 3 года назад +169

    The world is ending
    So you go as fast as you can to your significant other's house to spend your last breath of air with the person you love
    When you get there they are with another person
    The world ends with you crying while watching them hugging and happily dying...

    • @s_arpino
      @s_arpino 3 года назад +8

      i’m sobbing

    • @airic6497
      @airic6497 3 года назад +10

      lol got naenae'd by life again

    • @LIVIA-bu7of
      @LIVIA-bu7of 2 года назад +1

      Too bad there gonna go to hell
      And 🔥 BURN🔥 together or maybe separate because Satan is that crule😈
      So no worries😇

  • @Sasha-vd3jv
    @Sasha-vd3jv 3 года назад +346

    To whoever needs to hear this.
    You are very much loved.
    You are beautiful.♡
    I'm so proud of you making it this far!
    Your doing amazing hun! ♡
    Male sure to eat and drink water!
    I hope you feeling better soon :)

    • @boboyman4599
      @boboyman4599 3 года назад +1

      Nice pfp

    • @dinoboricua
      @dinoboricua 3 года назад +2

      I have lost lots of things in just 2 years. My uncle, my dog, friends, mental state I used to have and I have gone through lots of pain. I try feeling better but I just pull myself down. I don’t know why but I do. I say to my self that it’s to just let go but I can’t. I cry and cry and I can’t stop it. I let it all out sometimes.

    • @siouxe
      @siouxe 3 года назад +1

      Thank you so much :)

    • @siouxe
      @siouxe 3 года назад

      @@dinoboricua dont say that you have a life, you will lose others, but you will see them again in heaven, please go get some water sleep and something to eat, you are perfect enough to die.

    • @dinoboricua
      @dinoboricua 3 года назад +1

      @@siouxe I know that no one can escape death if that’s what you’re saying and I did find something to eat and drink thx. But yea I am just disappointed with how life turned out so far in life.

  • @burbbrain5377
    @burbbrain5377 3 года назад +3

    this blessed my ears....thank you...😌

  • @tem7119
    @tem7119 4 года назад +273

    Bro chill out and sleep. I know how you feel. Just try to sleep now.
    If you can’t, do this:
    2:11 + 0.75x speed
    It’s perfection..

    • @pgtkgd1133
      @pgtkgd1133 4 года назад +3

      hol up your best friend died? and who you see before he die?

    • @cosmosfacade8836
      @cosmosfacade8836 4 года назад +2

      Are you okay mini crewmate? Don't worry, we'll take care of you for him

    • @shaylachartrand5095
      @shaylachartrand5095 4 года назад

      Thank you mini crew mate, I’ll try

    • @tem7119
      @tem7119 4 года назад +1

      no my dad died and yellow is friend-zoning meee :c

    • @shaylachartrand5095
      @shaylachartrand5095 4 года назад

      @Sad Small Orange Crew Mate Pet we’ll all take care of you for your dad

  • @alex.charles2
    @alex.charles2 3 года назад +32

    “We both aren’t in a good place Alex, we will meet again”
    “I know, until we see each other again”
    Tinley if you are out there, I hope you are ok. Live well for me, maybe in the next life we will meet again

  • @kevin2fast585
    @kevin2fast585 2 года назад +3

    Listening to this whole having ptsd will give you serious flashbacks. 💔

  • @Amandasm26
    @Amandasm26 4 года назад +44

    This song reminds me of all the happy times I used to have that I wish I took my time to appreciate. All I can do now is look back and them and regret never actually appreciating him. He's gone now and I cant change anything. Just gotta move on I guess.

  • @Summertime-ru3fb
    @Summertime-ru3fb 4 года назад +56

    Even though it's the end of the world, don't blame yourself now

  • @goregoreboys13
    @goregoreboys13 2 года назад +2

    You always made me play this song and this album over and over and now I miss telling you I don’t want to hear it anymore. Forever in my heart, Aaron. Rest in Piece, brother.

  • @whosjaz
    @whosjaz 3 года назад +218

    Everybody’s talking about how they have their old best friend meanwhile I found it so hard to make friends that I don’t have any that I have memories with..🙂

    • @lontillerzxx
      @lontillerzxx 3 года назад +4

      Same low-key tho...

    • @b_star_14
      @b_star_14 3 года назад +3

      When I remember my old friends, I can just remember how I was so stupid to stay by their side after all they did to me. They were all fake, and now people wonder why I don't wanna open up to others anymore.

    • @x_melissawastaken_x707
      @x_melissawastaken_x707 3 года назад +2

      @@b_star_14 same here

    • @b_star_14
      @b_star_14 3 года назад +2

      @@x_melissawastaken_x707 sorry that also happened to u :(

    • @x_melissawastaken_x707
      @x_melissawastaken_x707 3 года назад +2

      @@b_star_14 it’s ok I’m over them now

  • @marthablanco4663
    @marthablanco4663 4 года назад +18

    this song makes me feel like im floating in the clouds while an angel sings this

  • @pudding2051
    @pudding2051 3 года назад +18

    "Good thing we can all meet up while still breathing, hehe"
    "Yes, remember to come visit us again"
    "We will! Take care"
    My last words to my great aunt. I love you. I wish I were there...

  • @gacharaatheweirdo2814
    @gacharaatheweirdo2814 4 года назад +158

    I feel two things:
    1: I’m floating in outer space while earth becomes uninhabitable. We ruined it, and now I’m the only one who’s guaranteed to survive, and I’m the only one alone in space. But I’m not going anywhere, I’m just floating with no meaning. I’m lonely. Everyone has gone by this point. I start thinking about the memories. All that is gone. I feel empty and I just lie there, floating, waiting for something to happen, waiting to end my misery.
    Thanks for reminding everyone! Unfortunately I was gone for some time because well... mom hates when me and my device are together but I’m here!
    2: I’m just lying down, playing the tape that shows in the video. Knowing someday I’ll die. And so will everyone else. We could evolve to new beings or just straight up die. And if we do get extinct, would there be someone else to take our place? Or will the universe just lay dead? Will it stay dead forever? Or will something else come back? Then I notice that it’s midnight. Just a purple light coming from the thing playing the tape, or whatever. One day all of this will be gone. But for now, I’m still here. I don’t know what is going to happen, if I should be doing something. I might regret laying here later on. But it’s not like my life matters. It would matter right now, but a long time from now, which would eventually pass, I’d just be nobody. Generations after me would not even know who I was, I’d be a complete stranger. Everything I did now would be considered cringe, strong, brave, weak, lazy, I don’t know. But if I do something right now, I could change something the way I want to. But of course, there’s too many boundaries. I keep dreaming about stuff I’ll never do and that’s how it will end, I think.
    There ya go!

    • @elysiagoehmann1095
      @elysiagoehmann1095 4 года назад +3

      Please write the second one! Reminded! 😳😪

    • @totesnotkel
      @totesnotkel 4 года назад

      second...?

    • @charmingmeowgician
      @charmingmeowgician 4 года назад +3

      Hi fam, WRITE THAT SECOND ONE

    • @truxng
      @truxng 4 года назад +3

      the first one reminds me of this think i saw on VRV to “Shelter” where this girl was sent out into space in a shuttle and she was hooked onto wires and such to keep her alive. she was the only human in the entire world because the earth had crashed with another planet and he father sent her out to space so she could live but she lives through a simulation all alone in her life

    • @gacharaatheweirdo2814
      @gacharaatheweirdo2814 4 года назад +1

      Paris Truong Woah really? That’s cool I should watch that, because I love Shelter!

  • @glow3115
    @glow3115 4 года назад +96

    Suffering because of my old house. I’ll never forget. It haunts me everyday.

    • @nikoozen6049
      @nikoozen6049 4 года назад +3

      Did you move away? Did it get destroyed? Did you get horrible trauma from there? If so then i know how it feels. Please hang on

  • @aitosuomalainen7283
    @aitosuomalainen7283 3 года назад +51

    Man... When my dad died and i realised that he died, i didnt know what to do. I was 4 when my dad died and i asked my mum for cookies when she was crying her literal eyes out. I still dunno what to do, i just feel lost without a father.
    Do me a favor... Since it hurts so bad when you lose somebody important... Just please spend time with your loved ones. The more you know them, the less it hurts when they die.
    My dads death hurt so bad that im unable to love anyone.

    • @elxnagia
      @elxnagia 3 года назад +1

      I feel you- mine died when I was 6..

    • @milad316
      @milad316 3 года назад +3

      mine when i was nine. I'm still sad because I never told my father I love you because I was too young. He always wanted to see me gratuading from school. I hope he can see from above what I've achieved. I'm 15 now

    • @aitosuomalainen7283
      @aitosuomalainen7283 3 года назад

      @@milad316 You gotta show him what he missed in life.

    • @milad316
      @milad316 3 года назад

      @@aitosuomalainen7283 yea u right bro

    • @elxnagia
      @elxnagia 3 года назад

      @@milad316 awh man- I'm 16 and when my father died it was the first time I saw my mother crying... It was just pain. I was little so I didn't understand the situation but now..

  • @MyNameIsEthan
    @MyNameIsEthan 4 года назад +540

    I have a girlfriend, a job, a loving family, and a growing RUclips Channel. And yet I still feel empty... and alone.
    I want to end it. I hate this feeling, and I want it to stop.
    Update: I’m okay. I’m not good, but I’m okay.

    • @avril5253
      @avril5253  4 года назад +118

      My name is Ethan yooo dood, don’t do it man, you’re gonna look back when you have kids and a loving family that you’ve started on your own and be super proud that you made it through and that you’re alive to that present day. i’m in the same situation except the loving family i have issues rn but we’re not all perfect. my social media is in the description of the video i’m always here for you to vent to. no one will ever know and it’ll be private just please id hate to see your family hurt that you’re gone. they wouldn’t like to go to your funeral, it’s not your time yet.

    • @serenaharris9239
      @serenaharris9239 4 года назад +20

      I love you🥺❤️

    • @morningmoon556
      @morningmoon556 4 года назад +27

      Hey, i know you posted that comment 2 months ago but im concerned, are you okay ? I know it’s a stupid question because you are not okay, but please don’t let this feeling slowly kill you. If you want to speak just give me you Snapchat or your number or anything, i know i am a stranger but if i can help i am here ! Take care of you, even if you hate this feeling it’s not you, this feeling will never be you... ♡

    • @MyNameIsEthan
      @MyNameIsEthan 4 года назад +51

      I’m feeling better. Things are starting to look promising. Thank you for commenting, and I’m sorry for scaring some of you.

    • @ozzyakiro4734
      @ozzyakiro4734 4 года назад +14

      @@MyNameIsEthan I'm glad to hear you're doing better. Always look up. My Discord is OzzyAkiro47 5818 if you want to talk to anyone. I'm always online but I'll be starting a job soon. Same goes for anyone else.

  • @Ive_Gone_Chonkers
    @Ive_Gone_Chonkers 4 года назад +48

    A few years ago, I took a trip to Montana with a bunch of friends and on the 4th of July we went to a lake. While my close friends left to walk around, I stayed and laid on the grass feeling the warmth of the sun and softness of the grass. At night, the fireworks began. I was the only one cheering from my friend group. In bed that night, I was the only one still awake. I was the only one to go look at the stars. I was the only one out in the cold night to look at the stars. When two friends finally noticed, that came over to me with blankets (they know I get cold very easily), A wrapped me in them but kept asking me why I was outside. I kept telling them "The stars are so beautiful, I can't see them like his at home." I didn't sleep well that night or for the next two weeks but those stars were worth it. I don't know why this song makes me feel the same way. I'll be back, hopefully. I'll edit this once I get to those stars. Wish me luck.
    Edit: I made it to the stars yall :) 2024

    • @kiweewid8843
      @kiweewid8843 4 года назад +1

      Good Luck on seeing those stars!!

    • @collxzo4120
      @collxzo4120 3 года назад

      its been 9 months..did you see them??

    • @Ive_Gone_Chonkers
      @Ive_Gone_Chonkers 3 года назад

      @@collxzo4120 not yet. But I’m headed to another state. I hope I see a few there!

    • @turtleman7031
      @turtleman7031 3 года назад

      Did you see them?

    • @Ive_Gone_Chonkers
      @Ive_Gone_Chonkers 3 года назад +1

      @@turtleman7031 not yet. But I know I will.

  • @MR.PW15
    @MR.PW15 4 месяца назад +1

    Why does this actually sound good good job

  • @khaild7856
    @khaild7856 4 года назад +31

    3:24 THIS IS WHAT IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THE WHOLE DAMN RUclips. THANK YOU

    • @jana-sc6nn
      @jana-sc6nn 3 года назад

      don't lose it again ! 🤍

  • @josedelossantos6274
    @josedelossantos6274 4 года назад +14

    I remember when the original first came out. Heartbroken, depressed, and getting high to run away from it all. I’ve come a long way since then and this song will forever be one of my favorites 💜

  • @wazziiex6991
    @wazziiex6991 3 года назад +3

    this song was stuck in my head for a year..
    now i gotta finally listen to it..

  • @yunotachibana5991
    @yunotachibana5991 3 года назад +768

    "I'm going to log off bro because this disease is killing me"
    *Last message 467 days ago*
    Drago777, I hope we can rebuild our Castle on our next life 😁

    • @s_arpino
      @s_arpino 3 года назад +31

      i’m so sorry

    • @hecker1698
      @hecker1698 3 года назад +10

      This sad

    • @mysticaal_vee4974
      @mysticaal_vee4974 3 года назад +5

      I'm so sorry, man :(

    • @venlahei20
      @venlahei20 3 года назад +9

      that pain is the worst pain

    • @ci_cu
      @ci_cu 3 года назад +7

      sure, gamers can be a little toxic at times but this is how they are %80 of the time

  • @piggyman-st8iu
    @piggyman-st8iu 4 года назад +772

    I came here because of the Images that are strangely familiar but feel unconfortable.

  • @Neptune_walker
    @Neptune_walker 3 месяца назад +1

    This sounds like the ocean❤

  • @Sfxjc
    @Sfxjc 3 года назад +41

    Isn’t it just crazy, you’ve had a friend you knew your whole life and then they just disappear
    Life is crazy

    • @dexter_animates2205
      @dexter_animates2205 2 года назад +3

      had a friend, 2016 me and him were super young, I was 5, He was 6:
      "one more game!"
      "alright, I gotta hop off though, its 7:30 on a school night!
      "pleaseeee?"
      "tomorrow!"
      I haven't seen him since