I've decided to quit school. It has caused me too much stress. For now, I will learn by myself. Study my own topics on different subjects and lessons. I don't have to worry about due dates and other bullshit crap.
I turn 16 in sept 5th and ima see how school goes until like late September or early October and if it gets to stressful i honestly think dropping out would be the best thing for me but i wanna atleast give school 1 more chance @Crystal-xx4fz
I love finding people like me here. I legit started high school on august 15th this year which is now exactly a month ago and I am already considering dropping out. I hate it, I am so tired of school, I have no motivation for school and I would MUCH rather get a job and start earning some money instead of staying in school for YEARS just sitting there, learning shit I will never in my life ever remember or have any use for
I wanna teach myself too, I think it would be far more productive to study things I LIKE rather than studying and hustling 6+ classes at once, that I don't even like! The teachers can't teach at all and honestly I'm tired of the deadlines and the busy work, and I'm tired of wasting gas just to understand nothing
I just dropped out yesterday. The future seems so uncertain, literally anything can happen. But I have faith things will get better and I'll find my way. Ironically I felt more lost in uni than I do now I've quit.
I'm sitting in my college parking lot watching this... I have been going through a time in my life where studying has no appeal to me. Last semester I simply could not bring myself to open a book, or do my assignments, or even come to class. I failed all my classes, of course, and this semester I didn't even enroll. I've been lying to my family about attending school, so much that I built a fake schedule (I leave my house during these times) and have been doing fake assignments (really just diary entries). I feel so lost. I want to be a singer but I can't write music and my voice isn't anything special. I (knowingly immaturely) feel so discouraged seeing successful artists earn their degrees while also being world famous. Even seeing and hearing my peers talk about being stressed about exams makes me feel immense guilt for what I'm doing. My parents sacrificed everything for me to have an education and I'm throwing it all away because I feel so lost. I feel like I don't have a place in this world. I'm so sorry, that got longer than I intended. But truly, your video made me feel less alone. Thank you for sharing your story
Hi!!!....you probably don't know me...but seeing your comment made me write this to you... See, I don't know where are you right now(both emotionally and physically)....but as a human being.....I just want to say that you are an amazing and wonderful person, having the courage to open about it online and all....and you got this, just try doing some small stuffs first which you like...and gradually you'll get a hold of this.....I hope my simple wish gives you power to bounce back.....Have a good day✋✋
@@sailormono_ Nice to see you again.... I'm glad you are okay....I mean...you are always welcome.... I really was so hurted at the time of reading your comment....and so I decided to help you with some of my wishes......anyways...i hope for you to be happy and positive....good day!!👍😄❤
Hiya friend :) I'm sorry that you were going through those things and I hope that you're in a better position right now. Don't let those barriers stop you from following your passion. There are many singers and songwriters that didn't have those qualifications but it didn't stop them from following their dreams. If you are passionate for something, chase after it. Doubt is your worst enemy but you have to overcome it. You can do anything you put your mind to and remember that there are people who support you every step of the way. I may not know you, but I support your passion and hope that you make it😌💙much love.
I feel you, I live in a third world country where having a stable career is what is going to put food on your table, but still want to be an artist and do what I like for a living. Thanks for this video, it inspired me a lot.
I actually just set up my Audio technica along with my whole setup for singing because of you. I downloaded fl studio to make my music dreams possible because of videos like yours. Thanks for everything. I never went to college and believe I can still be what I want to be in life. You can do it!
having dropped out myself in the past, i recognize a lot of the feelings in this video. your willingness to push on past this strange and unknown chapter is inspiring, just like your video/outlook on insecurities was. you'll get through this, i believe in you!!
GOOD JOB. It takes a lot of courage to abandon others' expectations and accept that the POINT of life is to be HAPPY. Whenever I tell my friends or family that I don't need or want to go to college, they tell me that it's a waste of talent but in reality, it's the opposite. It's me pursuing what I've always wanted and loved, music.
More power to you, girl. I'm with you. I'm also dropping out, dropping out of what's expected of me by others, and dropping in into what my soul expects out of me.
I feel the way girl way is wanting to be an artist not taken seriously among the older generation, I'm proud of you go way your passion is and follow your guts 💕
I feel you totally feel you, my family is same, I feel the same way you're feeling right now. I don't know what to say, just want to say what you did truly needed guts, am so proud of you stranger, may you get along and find your way!
That's exactly what it felt like for me when I quit my first job. I felt trapped, stuck, isolated - that cubicle came to feel like a cage that would go out hunting for birds. I was miserable, and I felt like what does it matter making a stable living if this is what living feels like?
This was very touching, as I am stuck in a similar predicament. I feel lost and unsure of what the future holds, but “I have to finish school” so that I can feel like my future will lead somewhere.
You captured the same feeling I felt in a short timeframe the moment I decided to stop and rethink my life. I'm currently supporting myself financially and saving up to make my passion with arts (traditional & digital) a career sooner or later. Thank you for sharing this, it means a lot to a fellow dropout 💗😢 not everyone would be understanding and supportive but things like this truly helps. Love from Philippines xoxo
I want to be a composer but I don't know if I can survive in the long run. I'm also just a beginner now so there's so much to learn and so many challenges to face. Most of the time I just feel demotivated cause I wasn't sure if i can do it. But you have inspired me to keep moving forward. Thank yo so much :D
Annie, this is no doubt the most beautiful video I've seen on your channel. Big congratulations for choosing to live your own fullfilled life instead of family-society's dogma.. Good luck on the roadtrip, I am sure you'll have the time of your life! Sending hugs ♥
you have no idea how much helpful is this video for me, i completly understand how much it hurts not being enough to our parents who sacrificed so much for us, thank you so much and I'll be here as an og fan, cuz too soon you will become a big artist, you already have all that it needs sorry for my english, it isn't my first lenguage
youre such a musical inspiration to meee!! i found u through your spotify and fell in love with your art. im really happy u got the courage to make that big leap :D i want to go into art too, but i still want to get a degree i enjoy to have a back up plan. i cant wait for my future in art, i dont know whats gonna be there but i hope its good
I dropped out of college too because I had a car accident and basically was just overwhelmed with everything. but then I saw your video on how to record songs/covers for noobs, so I started buying equipment so I could start playing around with music since I've always loved it. I feel what you're going to and we appreciate you here! good luck!!
This is the most beautiful video i have ever seen wish i discovered you soon i can relate to how you feel and how much i want to change thank you for your piece of art
Don’t know you but I’m extremely proud of you for doing what a lot of people, including myself never had the guts to do. You won’t regret it, wishing you all the best!
Annie!! It must've been really hard for you to decide that decision. I'm really happy for you. Yes, no journey is certain, I totally agree. Good luck on everything!!
Just found this channel yesterday because I wanted to start studying music and I was amazed by the quality of these videos and your funny personality so I believe that you can do really well ! Good luck on your path 💪
Yeah I get it, I technically dropped out of college after the first year. I built up absences, started failing classes. My GPA tanked and it cost me. I ended up being told if I returned the next semester (in august) I’d most likely be put on academic suspension. So I decided to leave, returned back to my hometown and started attending community college. While desperately search for work, while struggling in classes again. Nothing truly sucks worse than returning home realizing all your friends from High School have scattered and now I’m basically completely alone.
damn yr situation is basically the same as me except my highschool fds are still there for me till this day! I promise u will find a way and everything will become better, sooner or later❤sending love to ya
I enrolled in college completely alone and I have no desire to study whatsoever. My assignments were due last week and I'm thinking of deferring the next semester. More than being alone, being broke is making me stressed. My family going through debts is not helping me because now I don't have enough to eat. What could have helped me study, that is, college environment or the nearest library, it is all a dream now. As I have to be constantly mindful of money (food, parking ticket and more). I have no allowance, so I have to come home to eat. No longer in a study environment(at home instead of college, cafe or library) robbed me of my motivation to study. Hence I'm thinking of taking a break from college for a while, going to work, then continue studying. Pair poor+laziness with family politics (my mother dread my father, and their expectations for me to be a business graduate), I can't do this. I'm definitely taking a break next semester. Got to ignore my mothers' motivations(got used to it for many semesters), naggings and scoldings while working. I very desperately need money. I'm not even living for myself at this point because of the compromises I make. The food I eat is tasteless(I dread my mother's food, I don't relate with those who miss their mother's cooking) and I'm a shell of a man I once was. Nothing motivates me like I once was. What even is the point of my existence? No, I'm not suicidal, just confused. But all I could think of right now is work. Even when I do study, what break do I take? Video games are not as appealing to me like it used to, movies are blatantly sinful (swearing, sex and more, it makes me uncomfortable for a reason), fiction is pointless, it gives no point whatsoever and many other "fun" things like outdoor activities cost much time and money I'm only thinking of working, workout and woodworking, not education, assignment and presentation
the world is a strange place. people place so many expectations onto your shoulders and expect you to follow them without struggle. dropping out is not for everyone but so many people do better because of it. ❤
i'm not dropping out, but i'm choosing to study musical theatre next year instead of what my father wants for me (which is what your mother wants for you). i also took your advice and ordered everything i need to explore my potential as an artist here on youtube in hopes of giving something back to the world, as you gave so much inspiration and motivation to me. thank you annie, you're being so strong and encouraging others to be strong as well 💕
U r indeed going to reach heights that would be better than your dreams girl! I can see it now even if u can't. Just keep going dear! KEEP GOING! KEEP SHINING! KEEP ZINGING!
Dear Annie, 💖 I wish the whole world could watch your videos, they are full of hope! ilysm you just made one of the worst day of my life 10x better. all the videos you make are so inspirational and motivational it could make so many people out there feel better!
When i was still in university, i have the same dilemma as you, even until now. Your video really inspired me. I wish all the best for you in life and everything else.
oh my god... today, i was actually thinking of dropping out because music and art is what makes me truly happy... its such a coincidence that i met with your video today and it made me more sure of myself so THANK YOU SO MUCH... i love art and i love music and i always have... but its terrifying for sure... thinking you might not have the talent or you wont get an opportunity is terrifying... thinking you might be homeless because no one would like you... its horrifying... but, i think im going to put myself to the test... loved your video tysm!! :)))
Thank you so much for making this video, I’m 20 and I was on my second month of college and dropped out the same day my bf broke up with me, I felt like a failure like everything was crashing but now I see this as an opportunity to heal myself, to discover myself. As my psychiatrist said nothing I start now will work if my head is not in the right place, and after a lot of panic and anxiety attacks it is time to stop pushing it away and dealing with those feelings. It is important we talk and show this part of our lives so we feel less alone.
This video is soo inspiring to me... I'm on the verge of dropping out of medical school and this video spoke my mind... Not only is it well put together it carries a lot of meaning and emotion too. Has to be my favorite video ever.
Annie! Thank you for sharing your story with us. You are so inspiring to many of us here on YT and I’m glad you’re finally going to pursue what you’ve always wanted to do. I believe you’re gonna accomplish so much in your life and I couldn’t be more proud of you for chasing after your dreams. I send you the best of luck, Annie! :D
Just found your channel and see how authentic you are. I am a dancer but can sing as well. I want to explore further what I can do. I am currently a dance major and sometimes consider dropping out but I’m not sure that’s the right decision yet.
You was so brave thank you for dont give up of your dreams and and what you love to do dont matter what it is if you love it and you feel happy doing it just keep doing.
I feel you so much... I am wanting to be a gigging musician so bad, but I'm unsure if I'm able to make it. I will see what comes in the future, because rn I love music more than anything in the world, and I'm gonna make my dreams come true!
You're so brave and I'm happy things are going well for you❤. I'm in med school in my second year, honestly if I could drop out I would but my family would probably disown me😢 like music has been a part of my soul since childhood but how I've been raised that doesn't really matter
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 At first i was soooo excited to be there now everything about it sucks, and nothing hits harder than studying and still failing. I did my part, attended classes, paid attention and studied tirelessly but nothing to show for it 😭💔, once i make it outta my state I'll never return until my dreams are achieved halfway ❤
Today was supposed to be my first day back in college after a year of being out, but I'm sitting at home watching this video. I was on the verge of tears when you mentioned how your mom would call you every other day to ask if you were going back to school in September. It's a similar deal with my mom, except she's living here at home with me. And I hate hearing that question from her because I know she'll be angry with me when I tell her the truth. I want to be honest with my family. I want to be honest about my confusion and hurt and hopes and passions, but I know they don't understand. At least not yet, and their understanding will come slowly or they won't tell me that they understand. I'm afraid to ask them to be patient with me, because it feels like that's all they've ever done. I've loved to draw and make things with my hands as long as I can remember. My parents and relatives are worried about me and I feel that concern from them everyday. It hurts so much, and sometimes it feels like every new artwork I make is another insult to them and the things they'd wished to see me become. I know that this is my life in the end, but it never did feel that way. I hope that changes in due time.
Don't feel bad. You might just be burned out. If your mom asks when your going back to school maybe you can take it slow at first with her. Tell her not this semester. Let her know that your still figuring things out. Sometimes parents have a habit of coming down on their children when they are not perfect themselves. There might have been time when your mom might have had to walk away from something in herlife too. I stopped going to school for a couple of years, and when I was more confident in who I was I went back. You can always change your mind later as you start to do some of the things that make you feel comfortable. Dont feel guilty either. It's not end of the world. Sometimes colleges can have a negative impact on your mental health.
@@Starr4242 Thank you for your kind words. I am very much burnt out from college. I made it through 3 full years before dropping out. I developed pretty bad acid reflux and became prone to breaking out in stress hives. I love to draw, but while I was recovering from the constant state of coping I was in for 3 years, I had to take a couple months away from drawing almost altogether. When I told her that I was going to return to school the following term, she reacted as if I'd committed a crime. She has been telling me for almost a year and a half that my time away from college has been a waste. Trying to tell her otherwise is like having an argument with a brick wall. I am considering different paths and opportunities for my future. I have things I want to do and they are all outside of college. But it seems as long as I do things differently than what she expects, I will be doing the wrong thing.
I’m glad I’m in college for the major I wanted but it was as soon as I got out of high school I didn’t even get to do things I enjoy. The assignments are overbearing along with working trying to get a car and I recently lost my grandma. It’s just so much going on I want to succeed in my major but I rather have waited just a little longer to find myself.
My first semester of Freshman year, five classes, one too many, I was overwhelmed and easily distracted, and ended up writing on any paper I had(piece of). Despite being incredibly organized at the beginning of the semester. It was a relief, but I felt I failed. I took a few years off, went back to high school for a post-grad year, strengthened my academics, revived my confidence. I went back a few years after that. Much better experience(college), I got on the Dean's List once. It all worked out! 1982-88. (I took time off, great decision). And went back to same college(Holyoke Community College in Massachusetts) ten years later, for a second degree, two years then, much better experience. I take full responsibility. I was more organized, took four courses and mastered my studying habis. I loved college!
Last night I thought about this for hours and couldn't sleep. I feel better about myself reading these stories and seeing people have the same problems as me...the fire for learning isn't there anymore. I WAS a Physics Major but after realizing that these classes are just getting harder and needed more time...I realized I am not the "No-Life" student that STEM looks for. My peers in my Calculus class fit this description, I would try to engage with others and ask what they do and most respond with the same answer..nothing, chill at home, no friends to be with, and no hobbies...npc activity. I grew tired of waiting for my degree just to transfer and keep going to school. Maybe in the future when I am somewhere near where I want to be in life I can continue school, but as of now, college took 2 years from me out of high school...I hope everyone here finds peace and happiness...time to listen to "College Dropout" now.
Help…. Ur in college or was, im in highschool …. Thinking abt dropout to focus my GOAL of making buisnes, I don’t like to work cuz their buying my time, rn im curently making like anywhere from $800-$1000 a week, then i take away invest etc, id say profits like $700ish not sure tbh, im abt to expand even more hopefully by sunday! Im scared of droping out but i want too
Wow... I just found this video but I dropped out Uni on June to pursue my dreams as well, I totally get what you feel, specially when you said you feel like you’re driving so fast not even knowing if you’re on the right direction but you just keep going on... I’m on the same boat.... let’s push and push this throughout hopefully we will make it to what our hearts desire... music and art. I send you a lot of good vibes I hope you can achieve your goals as well :) good luck on your journey
Hi I have struggled almost the same way you described when I chose to change my field in school. I was studying biology but I couldn't hold my passion for art down. Ofc my people tried to change my mind bcuz choosing art for career IS terrifying... But I'm here anyways. Life is too short to satisfy anybody else rather than yourself. I'm so proud of you! I'm sure it took a lot of courage Stay strong 🖤
I have a same dream as u do...I WANNA BE A WORLD FAMOUS SINGER AND A BILLIONAIRE PERSONALITY. rn I'm a highschool student and I'm hanging In the middle of ,what should i do to make all that come thru??? May be I know the ans..but neglecting it 🙅yeah but I know something needed to done to make all that work *THANKS FOR REMINDING ME , WHAT I EXIST FOR* LOVE FROM INDIA 🇮🇳
aquariums unite! i would take artistic visionary any day over cubicle h e double hockey stix ;) your videos motivate me so much - so i feel like you’re already making an impact girl you got dissss 💛
Omg, Thank you soo much for sharing your beautiful story, My Lovee !! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THISS BABE !! I can relate to this soo much !! This made me tear up !! I’M SO EXTREMELY PROUD OF YOU MY LOVEE !! SENDING YOU LOADS OF LOVEEE, BLESSINGS, POSITIVE ENERGY AND BIGG HUGSS !! WE’RE GONNA GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER !! YOU GOT THIS BABE !! ❤️❤️❤️🥺✨
Being in an environment that is supposed stable but you dont feel involved or respected can only ever bring out so much of your potential. Better to be in a stable individual in an uncertain environment.At least this way you insure your constant productivity
After 2 years I found it to be a Miracle, while I dropped out from Economics from a reputated University in Kolkata to pursue what I have always wanted to have. Pursue Art . My family especially my father is devastated for what I have chosen, he was shattered but at the end it was my choice and they got to support me. And as you said everything is uncertain but we got to go as Everything is uncertain. But we should be happy, no matter what.❤
im in a similar situation except i didnt drop out but i decided not to go to uni or college and its my first year after high school. thankfully my parents let me do what i want but they constantly pressure me to consider studying in school since im still really young and talk about how i can try get a scholarship when im really not interested. they're sort of supportive but at the same think im making the wrong choice. also my older sister in university and my younger brother plans on going next year too. im taking a risky path with my career but im excited and i have a lot of faith. hope things work out for you
"I felt like i was choosing between the life my family wanted for me and the one I knew I wanted for myself " Sending hugs Anniee ✨ You are so brave 💞, I know this is the hardest decision :< Choosing between life that your family wanted for you over the things that you wanted for yourself. I really want to be an artist too . I badly want to pursue music. ☹️
WAIT. UNIVERSE. WHAT? I'm a second year westphal (Drexel arts) student and I am literally having an identity crisis. I'm not sure if this path is for me, or if it will make me feel satisfied. I think co-op being on the horizon is a big part of that stress. I don't think I'm going to drop out (at least not at this time. I'm going to try to find something different within the uni or I'll transfer. I'm about to watch your people grow as plants video because I need to hear that message. But the timing of me choosing this one first and hearing it from another drexel kid who was struggling is fulfilling in a way I didn't know I needed. Edit: I'm so happy you didn't change to a music industry major because you needed that pressure off your back. I found you while you were creating for fun, and enjoying what you do with passion.
This helped me lighten up my mood. I'm currently in 11th grade in india as a commerce (business and economy stuff) student. I hated it but I had no choice because this is the only section that is the most easiest. Today I don't know what to do after I Complete high school. I'm planning to not go to college after I finish high school. Thank you for giving me inspiration and motivation
I can relate! I had to convince my family that I could still have a stable life, while going to uni to study music performance. It's so important we listen to the leading of God in our hearts, telling us what to do. So many artists are hiding in other jobs because of their fear. Then they grow older and realise that life is temporary and then begin to pursue their dreams at an older age, like age 30-40, which isn't the most thriving compared to when you're in your youth. It's so important to do what you want NOW, while you're young, so you know how t=it feels, and if it is something you really want to do and willing to dedicate to. Whenever I have doubts or fears and struggles creep in, I remind myself that God will finish what He started in me. Jesus is with me no matter what happens. As long as people are being uplifted and inspired, that's all that matters and I am satisfied.
I've decided to quit school. It has caused me too much stress. For now, I will learn by myself. Study my own topics on different subjects and lessons. I don't have to worry about due dates and other bullshit crap.
Hi! This is exactly what I'm about to do, i know our experiences aren't the same but did it turn out good for u so far?
I turn 16 in sept 5th and ima see how school goes until like late September or early October and if it gets to stressful i honestly think dropping out would be the best thing for me but i wanna atleast give school 1 more chance @Crystal-xx4fz
I love finding people like me here. I legit started high school on august 15th this year which is now exactly a month ago and I am already considering dropping out. I hate it, I am so tired of school, I have no motivation for school and I would MUCH rather get a job and start earning some money instead of staying in school for YEARS just sitting there, learning shit I will never in my life ever remember or have any use for
@@johnsonsharon81 Tip: Still create a schedule for yourself. Don’t f it up..
I wanna teach myself too, I think it would be far more productive to study things I LIKE rather than studying and hustling 6+ classes at once, that I don't even like! The teachers can't teach at all and honestly I'm tired of the deadlines and the busy work, and I'm tired of wasting gas just to understand nothing
I just dropped out yesterday. The future seems so uncertain, literally anything can happen. But I have faith things will get better and I'll find my way. Ironically I felt more lost in uni than I do now I've quit.
How are you feeling now?
Dropping out in 5 days
@@Alyousif-b4k I hope you have the people that will support you during this tough time
@@Alyousif-b4k stupid decision
I hope you're doing well guys :)
"Just because you are unsuccessful in school, doesn't mean you will be unsuccessful in life." -Dav Pilkey
I'm sitting in my college parking lot watching this... I have been going through a time in my life where studying has no appeal to me. Last semester I simply could not bring myself to open a book, or do my assignments, or even come to class. I failed all my classes, of course, and this semester I didn't even enroll. I've been lying to my family about attending school, so much that I built a fake schedule (I leave my house during these times) and have been doing fake assignments (really just diary entries). I feel so lost. I want to be a singer but I can't write music and my voice isn't anything special. I (knowingly immaturely) feel so discouraged seeing successful artists earn their degrees while also being world famous. Even seeing and hearing my peers talk about being stressed about exams makes me feel immense guilt for what I'm doing. My parents sacrificed everything for me to have an education and I'm throwing it all away because I feel so lost. I feel like I don't have a place in this world.
I'm so sorry, that got longer than I intended. But truly, your video made me feel less alone. Thank you for sharing your story
Hi!!!....you probably don't know me...but seeing your comment made me write this to you...
See, I don't know where are you right now(both emotionally and physically)....but as a human being.....I just want to say that you are an amazing and wonderful person, having the courage to open about it online and all....and you got this, just try doing some small stuffs first which you like...and gradually you'll get a hold of this.....I hope my simple wish gives you power to bounce back.....Have a good day✋✋
@@saptadeepnath7315 thank you so much for your kind words
@@sailormono_ Nice to see you again....
I'm glad you are okay....I mean...you are always welcome....
I really was so hurted at the time of reading your comment....and so I decided to help you with some of my wishes......anyways...i hope for you to be happy and positive....good day!!👍😄❤
@@sailormono_ Also...I too am an aspiring musician...and I truly feel your words...so yeah!!
Hiya friend :) I'm sorry that you were going through those things and I hope that you're in a better position right now. Don't let those barriers stop you from following your passion. There are many singers and songwriters that didn't have those qualifications but it didn't stop them from following their dreams. If you are passionate for something, chase after it. Doubt is your worst enemy but you have to overcome it. You can do anything you put your mind to and remember that there are people who support you every step of the way. I may not know you, but I support your passion and hope that you make it😌💙much love.
I feel you, I live in a third world country where having a stable career is what is going to put food on your table, but still want to be an artist and do what I like for a living. Thanks for this video, it inspired me a lot.
hey, i hope you and your family are doing okay ❤️ praying that your dreams can come true
@@_eIIa_ Thank you so so much ❤️
@@zamyryaboi of course 😌😊
This is my problem to I want to make animation but there is no way I can do it because of the harsh reality i live in 😢I can't achieve my dreams
I actually just set up my Audio technica along with my whole setup for singing because of you. I downloaded fl studio to make my music dreams possible because of videos like yours. Thanks for everything. I never went to college and believe I can still be what I want to be in life. You can do it!
Thanks for all of your kind words🥺❤️ I believe in us!
@@AnnieDang 😊 hello ❤ from India
Always follow your heart.
having dropped out myself in the past, i recognize a lot of the feelings in this video. your willingness to push on past this strange and unknown chapter is inspiring, just like your video/outlook on insecurities was. you'll get through this, i believe in you!!
What do you do for living
GOOD JOB. It takes a lot of courage to abandon others' expectations and accept that the POINT of life is to be HAPPY. Whenever I tell my friends or family that I don't need or want to go to college, they tell me that it's a waste of talent but in reality, it's the opposite. It's me pursuing what I've always wanted and loved, music.
Very true! As long as it makes us happy and it takes good care of us, there’s no reason to not go for it! sending you all the love ❤️
More power to you, girl. I'm with you. I'm also dropping out, dropping out of what's expected of me by others, and dropping in into what my soul expects out of me.
Frrrrr saje thing here I’m already lit doing well college is not for me
I feel the way girl way is wanting to be an artist not taken seriously among the older generation, I'm proud of you go way your passion is and follow your guts 💕
As always, I’M SO PROUD OF YOU!! Two dropouts taking over the world? Bet, we got this. 💖
THIS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND, NOW THERE ARE TWO OF THEM!
There's 3
Now 4
5
Potentially 6
I feel you totally feel you, my family is same, I feel the same way you're feeling right now. I don't know what to say, just want to say what you did truly needed guts, am so proud of you stranger, may you get along and find your way!
That's exactly what it felt like for me when I quit my first job. I felt trapped, stuck, isolated - that cubicle came to feel like a cage that would go out hunting for birds. I was miserable, and I felt like what does it matter making a stable living if this is what living feels like?
This was very touching, as I am stuck in a similar predicament. I feel lost and unsure of what the future holds, but “I have to finish school” so that I can feel like my future will lead somewhere.
You captured the same feeling I felt in a short timeframe the moment I decided to stop and rethink my life. I'm currently supporting myself financially and saving up to make my passion with arts (traditional & digital) a career sooner or later. Thank you for sharing this, it means a lot to a fellow dropout 💗😢 not everyone would be understanding and supportive but things like this truly helps.
Love from Philippines xoxo
I want to be a composer but I don't know if I can survive in the long run. I'm also just a beginner now so there's so much to learn and so many challenges to face. Most of the time I just feel demotivated cause I wasn't sure if i can do it. But you have inspired me to keep moving forward. Thank yo so much :D
Annie, this is no doubt the most beautiful video I've seen on your channel. Big congratulations for choosing to live your own fullfilled life instead of family-society's dogma.. Good luck on the roadtrip, I am sure you'll have the time of your life! Sending hugs ♥
you have no idea how much helpful is this video for me, i completly understand how much it hurts not being enough to our parents who sacrificed so much for us, thank you so much and I'll be here as an og fan, cuz too soon you will become a big artist, you already have all that it needs
sorry for my english, it isn't my first lenguage
youre such a musical inspiration to meee!! i found u through your spotify and fell in love with your art. im really happy u got the courage to make that big leap :D i want to go into art too, but i still want to get a degree i enjoy to have a back up plan. i cant wait for my future in art, i dont know whats gonna be there but i hope its good
i believe in you!!! go wherever your heart leads! i know you’ll figure it out ❤️
I dropped out of college too because I had a car accident and basically was just overwhelmed with everything. but then I saw your video on how to record songs/covers for noobs, so I started buying equipment so I could start playing around with music since I've always loved it. I feel what you're going to and we appreciate you here! good luck!!
You’re very brave! Never stop doing the things that fuel you!🖤
This is the most beautiful video i have ever seen wish i discovered you soon i can relate to how you feel and how much i want to change thank you for your piece of art
Don’t know you but I’m extremely proud of you for doing what a lot of people, including myself never had the guts to do. You won’t regret it, wishing you all the best!
Thank you so much!!!
Annie!! It must've been really hard for you to decide that decision. I'm really happy for you. Yes, no journey is certain, I totally agree. Good luck on everything!!
Just found this channel yesterday because I wanted to start studying music and I was amazed by the quality of these videos and your funny personality so I believe that you can do really well ! Good luck on your path 💪
Yeah I get it, I technically dropped out of college after the first year. I built up absences, started failing classes. My GPA tanked and it cost me. I ended up being told if I returned the next semester (in august) I’d most likely be put on academic suspension. So I decided to leave, returned back to my hometown and started attending community college. While desperately search for work, while struggling in classes again. Nothing truly sucks worse than returning home realizing all your friends from High School have scattered and now I’m basically completely alone.
Sending you strength and light🫂
damn yr situation is basically the same as me except my highschool fds are still there for me till this day! I promise u will find a way and everything will become better, sooner or later❤sending love to ya
I enrolled in college completely alone and I have no desire to study whatsoever. My assignments were due last week and I'm thinking of deferring the next semester.
More than being alone, being broke is making me stressed. My family going through debts is not helping me because now I don't have enough to eat. What could have helped me study, that is, college environment or the nearest library, it is all a dream now. As I have to be constantly mindful of money (food, parking ticket and more).
I have no allowance, so I have to come home to eat. No longer in a study environment(at home instead of college, cafe or library) robbed me of my motivation to study. Hence I'm thinking of taking a break from college for a while, going to work, then continue studying.
Pair poor+laziness with family politics (my mother dread my father, and their expectations for me to be a business graduate), I can't do this. I'm definitely taking a break next semester. Got to ignore my mothers' motivations(got used to it for many semesters), naggings and scoldings while working.
I very desperately need money. I'm not even living for myself at this point because of the compromises I make. The food I eat is tasteless(I dread my mother's food, I don't relate with those who miss their mother's cooking) and I'm a shell of a man I once was. Nothing motivates me like I once was. What even is the point of my existence? No, I'm not suicidal, just confused. But all I could think of right now is work.
Even when I do study, what break do I take? Video games are not as appealing to me like it used to, movies are blatantly sinful (swearing, sex and more, it makes me uncomfortable for a reason), fiction is pointless, it gives no point whatsoever and many other "fun" things like outdoor activities cost much time and money
I'm only thinking of working, workout and woodworking, not education, assignment and presentation
the world is a strange place. people place so many expectations onto your shoulders and expect you to follow them without struggle. dropping out is not for everyone but so many people do better because of it. ❤
Love this Annie! thank you for being transparent with us :)
i'm not dropping out, but i'm choosing to study musical theatre next year instead of what my father wants for me (which is what your mother wants for you). i also took your advice and ordered everything i need to explore my potential as an artist here on youtube in hopes of giving something back to the world, as you gave so much inspiration and motivation to me. thank you annie, you're being so strong and encouraging others to be strong as well 💕
U r indeed going to reach heights that would be better than your dreams girl! I can see it now even if u can't. Just keep going dear! KEEP GOING! KEEP SHINING! KEEP ZINGING!
You so real for this. Good job having the strength to go through with it, I could never.
Dear Annie, 💖
I wish the whole world could watch your videos, they are full of hope! ilysm you just made one of the worst day of my life 10x better.
all the videos you make are so inspirational and motivational it could make so many people out there feel better!
Thank you for sharing your story. It really mean a lot to me. And good luck in life😊
We got your back!! Chase your dream! Always here when you need support
thanks a million Andy!
When i was still in university, i have the same dilemma as you, even until now. Your video really inspired me. I wish all the best for you in life and everything else.
This made me cry…. Thank you for sharing🥹🫶🏼
This video is pure art, the way it is constructed
i’m so proud of you for this decision
it hits so hard........im literally crying thanks
Why is ur voice so satisfying😭
Thank you so much for sharing this Annie ❤ all the best to you and everyone in the comments!!
you'll succeed!!! we trust you! and will give you all the love and support to you,
all the wayy!!!
oh my god... today, i was actually thinking of dropping out because music and art is what makes me truly happy... its such a coincidence that i met with your video today and it made me more sure of myself so THANK YOU SO MUCH... i love art and i love music and i always have... but its terrifying for sure... thinking you might not have the talent or you wont get an opportunity is terrifying... thinking you might be homeless because no one would like you... its horrifying... but, i think im going to put myself to the test... loved your video tysm!! :)))
Thank you so much for making this video, I’m 20 and I was on my second month of college and dropped out the same day my bf broke up with me, I felt like a failure like everything was crashing but now I see this as an opportunity to heal myself, to discover myself. As my psychiatrist said nothing I start now will work if my head is not in the right place, and after a lot of panic and anxiety attacks it is time to stop pushing it away and dealing with those feelings. It is important we talk and show this part of our lives so we feel less alone.
This video is soo inspiring to me... I'm on the verge of dropping out of medical school and this video spoke my mind... Not only is it well put together it carries a lot of meaning and emotion too. Has to be my favorite video ever.
Annie! Thank you for sharing your story with us. You are so inspiring to many of us here on YT and I’m glad you’re finally going to pursue what you’ve always wanted to do. I believe you’re gonna accomplish so much in your life and I couldn’t be more proud of you for chasing after your dreams. I send you the best of luck, Annie! :D
this is why i will support your channel more
Just found your channel and see how authentic you are. I am a dancer but can sing as well. I want to explore further what I can do. I am currently a dance major and sometimes consider dropping out but I’m not sure that’s the right decision yet.
I know EXACTLY what you're talking about, so relatable. This was made beautifully btw, the sound design was so good!
See you in a couple years starting your own Netflix Original series
Grats on 20k btw! So happy for u 💕🥳
HAHAHA only if you’re here to watch it 😂❤️
This was so beautiful it made me cry 😭😭😭❤
Good job, girl! You got this!! 💪You are not alone!!! 💓
You was so brave thank you for dont give up of your dreams and and what you love to do dont matter what it is if you love it and you feel happy doing it just keep doing.
I couldn't be more hopeful when I saw you talk about what exactly I'm experiencing rn.
I feel you so much... I am wanting to be a gigging musician so bad, but I'm unsure if I'm able to make it. I will see what comes in the future, because rn I love music more than anything in the world, and I'm gonna make my dreams come true!
is my willingness to see this through. such perfect choice of words
So proud of u love 🥺💛 cant wait to see what this new chapter will bring for u
You're so brave and I'm happy things are going well for you❤. I'm in med school in my second year, honestly if I could drop out I would but my family would probably disown me😢 like music has been a part of my soul since childhood but how I've been raised that doesn't really matter
Wow. I have no words. Your bravery is inspiring.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
At first i was soooo excited to be there now everything about it sucks, and nothing hits harder than studying and still failing. I did my part, attended classes, paid attention and studied tirelessly but nothing to show for it 😭💔, once i make it outta my state I'll never return until my dreams are achieved halfway ❤
Beautiful spoken word, we'll stand with you no matter what Annie
Today was supposed to be my first day back in college after a year of being out, but I'm sitting at home watching this video. I was on the verge of tears when you mentioned how your mom would call you every other day to ask if you were going back to school in September. It's a similar deal with my mom, except she's living here at home with me. And I hate hearing that question from her because I know she'll be angry with me when I tell her the truth.
I want to be honest with my family. I want to be honest about my confusion and hurt and hopes and passions, but I know they don't understand. At least not yet, and their understanding will come slowly or they won't tell me that they understand.
I'm afraid to ask them to be patient with me, because it feels like that's all they've ever done. I've loved to draw and make things with my hands as long as I can remember. My parents and relatives are worried about me and I feel that concern from them everyday. It hurts so much, and sometimes it feels like every new artwork I make is another insult to them and the things they'd wished to see me become.
I know that this is my life in the end, but it never did feel that way. I hope that changes in due time.
Don't feel bad. You might just be burned out. If your mom asks when your going back to school maybe you can take it slow at first with her. Tell her not this semester. Let her know that your still figuring things out. Sometimes parents have a habit of coming down on their children when they are not perfect themselves. There might have been time when your mom might have had to walk away from something in herlife too. I stopped going to school for a couple of years, and when I was more confident in who I was I went back. You can always change your mind later as you start to do some of the things that make you feel comfortable. Dont feel guilty either. It's not end of the world. Sometimes colleges can have a negative impact on your mental health.
@@Starr4242 Thank you for your kind words.
I am very much burnt out from college. I made it through 3 full years before dropping out. I developed pretty bad acid reflux and became prone to breaking out in stress hives. I love to draw, but while I was recovering from the constant state of coping I was in for 3 years, I had to take a couple months away from drawing almost altogether.
When I told her that I was going to return to school the following term, she reacted as if I'd committed a crime. She has been telling me for almost a year and a half that my time away from college has been a waste. Trying to tell her otherwise is like having an argument with a brick wall.
I am considering different paths and opportunities for my future. I have things I want to do and they are all outside of college. But it seems as long as I do things differently than what she expects, I will be doing the wrong thing.
this is a masterpiece your williness, and faith will make a way and God ofcourse
I’m glad I’m in college for the major I wanted but it was as soon as I got out of high school I didn’t even get to do things I enjoy. The assignments are overbearing along with working trying to get a car and I recently lost my grandma. It’s just so much going on I want to succeed in my major but I rather have waited just a little longer to find myself.
We support u🧡
I love this video,good luck ❤
Thank you so much for that video
My first semester of Freshman year, five classes, one too many, I was overwhelmed and easily distracted, and ended up writing on any paper I had(piece of). Despite being incredibly organized at the beginning of the semester. It was a relief, but I felt I failed. I took a few years off, went back to high school for a post-grad year, strengthened my academics, revived my confidence. I went back a few years after that. Much better experience(college), I got on the Dean's List once. It all worked out! 1982-88. (I took time off, great decision). And went back to same college(Holyoke Community College in Massachusetts) ten years later, for a second degree, two years then, much better experience. I take full responsibility. I was more organized, took four courses and mastered my studying habis. I loved college!
You are absolutely amazing. I can really feel you are on the right path 💜✨
My ass dropped out 2 months in 😂😂😂
OK real
Last night I thought about this for hours and couldn't sleep. I feel better about myself reading these stories and seeing people have the same problems as me...the fire for learning isn't there anymore. I WAS a Physics Major but after realizing that these classes are just getting harder and needed more time...I realized I am not the "No-Life" student that STEM looks for. My peers in my Calculus class fit this description, I would try to engage with others and ask what they do and most respond with the same answer..nothing, chill at home, no friends to be with, and no hobbies...npc activity. I grew tired of waiting for my degree just to transfer and keep going to school. Maybe in the future when I am somewhere near where I want to be in life I can continue school, but as of now, college took 2 years from me out of high school...I hope everyone here finds peace and happiness...time to listen to "College Dropout" now.
Help…. Ur in college or was, im in highschool …. Thinking abt dropout to focus my GOAL of making buisnes, I don’t like to work cuz their buying my time, rn im curently making like anywhere from $800-$1000 a week, then i take away invest etc, id say profits like $700ish not sure tbh, im abt to expand even more hopefully by sunday! Im scared of droping out but i want too
You're all ready an artist !!!
By the way when are we getting our other videos ? annie dang 💚
Damn.. i loved this.. you did a great job!
And wow, a dropout? Im proud! Chase your dreams and do what feels right for you!🙏🏼
Wow, that gave me soo many goosebumbs. I just came across your channel and I‘m loving every video. Keep going you are amazing✨❤️
Wow... I just found this video but I dropped out Uni on June to pursue my dreams as well, I totally get what you feel, specially when you said you feel like you’re driving so fast not even knowing if you’re on the right direction but you just keep going on... I’m on the same boat.... let’s push and push this throughout hopefully we will make it to what our hearts desire... music and art. I send you a lot of good vibes I hope you can achieve your goals as well :) good luck on your journey
Hi
I have struggled almost the same way you described when I chose to change my field in school. I was studying biology but I couldn't hold my passion for art down.
Ofc my people tried to change my mind bcuz choosing art for career IS terrifying...
But I'm here anyways. Life is too short to satisfy anybody else rather than yourself.
I'm so proud of you! I'm sure it took a lot of courage
Stay strong 🖤
keep driving to that highway, we will champion your choices!
hey i dont know you for long but the much i know you is you're an awesome talented artist we all are with you so be calm have a good time
I have a same dream as u do...I WANNA BE A WORLD FAMOUS SINGER AND A BILLIONAIRE PERSONALITY. rn I'm a highschool student and I'm hanging In the middle of ,what should i do to make all that come thru??? May be I know the ans..but neglecting it 🙅yeah but I know something needed to done to make all that work *THANKS FOR REMINDING ME , WHAT I EXIST FOR*
LOVE FROM INDIA 🇮🇳
hope the best for you annie! ❤️
Best of luck. You are brave
Follow your Dreams, you gonna succeed🖤
This hits hard. I feel this. Thank you.
This was beautiful ❤
aquariums unite! i would take artistic visionary any day over cubicle h e double hockey stix ;) your videos motivate me so much - so i feel like you’re already making an impact girl you got dissss 💛
Omg, Thank you soo much for sharing your beautiful story, My Lovee !! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THISS BABE !! I can relate to this soo much !! This made me tear up !! I’M SO EXTREMELY PROUD OF YOU MY LOVEE !! SENDING YOU LOADS OF LOVEEE, BLESSINGS, POSITIVE ENERGY AND BIGG HUGSS !! WE’RE GONNA GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER !! YOU GOT THIS BABE !! ❤️❤️❤️🥺✨
Being in an environment that is supposed stable but you dont feel involved or respected can only ever bring out so much of your potential. Better to be in a stable individual in an uncertain environment.At least this way you insure your constant productivity
Couldn't have put and said it any better myself. This is exactly what I'm feeling.
After 2 years I found it to be a Miracle, while I dropped out from Economics from a reputated University in Kolkata to pursue what I have always wanted to have. Pursue Art . My family especially my father is devastated for what I have chosen, he was shattered but at the end it was my choice and they got to support me. And as you said everything is uncertain but we got to go as Everything is uncertain. But we should be happy, no matter what.❤
that's so great to see , it was brave of you to drop out
and thank you fot sharing,
we all with you 🔥👌
im in a similar situation except i didnt drop out but i decided not to go to uni or college and its my first year after high school. thankfully my parents let me do what i want but they constantly pressure me to consider studying in school since im still really young and talk about how i can try get a scholarship when im really not interested. they're sort of supportive but at the same think im making the wrong choice. also my older sister in university and my younger brother plans on going next year too. im taking a risky path with my career but im excited and i have a lot of faith. hope things work out for you
"I felt like i was choosing between the life my family wanted for me and the one I knew I wanted for myself " Sending hugs Anniee ✨ You are so brave 💞, I know this is the hardest decision :< Choosing between life that your family wanted for you over the things that you wanted for yourself. I really want to be an artist too . I badly want to pursue music. ☹️
WAIT. UNIVERSE. WHAT?
I'm a second year westphal (Drexel arts) student and I am literally having an identity crisis. I'm not sure if this path is for me, or if it will make me feel satisfied. I think co-op being on the horizon is a big part of that stress.
I don't think I'm going to drop out (at least not at this time. I'm going to try to find something different within the uni or I'll transfer. I'm about to watch your people grow as plants video because I need to hear that message. But the timing of me choosing this one first and hearing it from another drexel kid who was struggling is fulfilling in a way I didn't know I needed.
Edit: I'm so happy you didn't change to a music industry major because you needed that pressure off your back. I found you while you were creating for fun, and enjoying what you do with passion.
I'm very proud of u! I'm really are!!!
Thanks for this video😭❤
Dropped out on 7th June 2024… i feel you.
Do you regret it
This helped me lighten up my mood. I'm currently in 11th grade in india as a commerce (business and economy stuff) student. I hated it but I had no choice because this is the only section that is the most easiest. Today I don't know what to do after I Complete high school. I'm planning to not go to college after I finish high school. Thank you for giving me inspiration and motivation
I can relate! I had to convince my family that I could still have a stable life, while going to uni to study music performance. It's so important we listen to the leading of God in our hearts, telling us what to do. So many artists are hiding in other jobs because of their fear. Then they grow older and realise that life is temporary and then begin to pursue their dreams at an older age, like age 30-40, which isn't the most thriving compared to when you're in your youth. It's so important to do what you want NOW, while you're young, so you know how t=it feels, and if it is something you really want to do and willing to dedicate to. Whenever I have doubts or fears and struggles creep in, I remind myself that God will finish what He started in me. Jesus is with me no matter what happens. As long as people are being uplifted and inspired, that's all that matters and I am satisfied.
I do relate with a lot of the things you said, but unfortunately I’m not brave enough to do what I want.
Same