If you got memory loss, you probably wouldn't know what Outer Wilds is, thus the news that you would get to play it again would probably be a little bit frustrating rather than reassuring....
@@bennettdrowned6193 Yeah fair. Until I played it again I'd be frustrated that it was just another thing I forgot. I also wouldn't be in the same mental place as the first time I played it. I still think the game's message of "everything will be okay" would impact me enough to be happy I got to play it twice. It's just a message that I find really, really inspiring and warm.
The outer wilds interested me and I did the horrible mistake of watching a youtuber play all of it. It was still nice, but it could have been so much more epic for me if I did it. I know for a fact if I got memory loss, I would sadly do the exact same thing instead of playing it.
@@bennettdrowned6193 Though if someone told me that there was a game out there that I liked that much that it would make me happy with memory less then I'd be hella hyped for it.
The first time I played it was the night I discovered my dog was dying. He was a ruby king charles spaniel, and I played it to stay awake with him until the vet opened. After Chewy died, I found the “end of the game” (I refuse to spoil anything) and I haven’t been touched by a piece of art like that before or since. It had a sense of optimism to what came next and was a lesson about mortality that I won’t forget. I miss that little rascal punching me in his sleep with his paw...
thats real tbh- like not to trauma dump but i was very much in my initial outer wilds obsession when my grandfather died and not to get too open but [SPOILER WARNING!!] the ending helped me cope with his death a lot and it comforted me greatly
Minor Spoiler Comment (fewer spoilers than the video) There's another way to hear everyone play music together. It was probably the first time I touched that reverence that you speak of: if you fly your ship as if you're trying to fly to the edge of the universe, and then keep flying, you can turn backwards and everything is so far away that their signals all converge into one, and you can hear everyone playing their music - separate, but together. And then you can keep going, until the planets are so far away that they're barely dots, and they stop being planets because all you can detect of their presence is the continued signal of all the explorers, still playing. That moment was sublime. A good space game will make you feel how small you are compared to the vastness of space, but in Outer Wilds, it was the enormity of People that enveloped me in my own significance.
There's a really moving moment connected to this, I think, where if you're far away enough to hear all the signals at once when the Sun goes nova, you can actually time when planets get hit because single instruments will suddenly disappear from the mix.
Aye, was going to mention this, one small note however is this version is still slightly incomplete as Solanum is not actively playing (and neither is our broken-horned Owlk friend), so it's kinda the Outer Wilds Ventures exclusive cut
The name "Outer Wilds" has been spoken, and thus the community is summoned to bear witness to another's first experience of the game we so love ::) Loved the summary of your experience, and fully agree that the characters and the writing are what really sell it. I went into it with certain expectations of it being a life-changer too, which I think can spoil the experience a bit and is why the community is so insistent on keeping silent on spoilers for newbies. But even still, by the end I was in emotional shambles because despite my best efforts to rush through it and find meaning, I still fell in love with the characters, the setting, and the music of it all. I'd already been through my "dark night of the soul", as it were, like you, but having that existential acceptance retold and validated to me by a deeply emotional piece of art was like having balm applied to a wound that life continually re-agitates and inflames. It was a reassurance I didn't even know I'd needed at the time. Would be curious to get your take on the DLC, if you played it or ever intend to! For me it hit home in a number of ways unique to my life up to that point and made a game I already adored even better, but as with anything that requires a scare warning on the start screen, ymmv and I don't blame anyone who decided the DLC was not for them.
Fun Fact, if you start a new game and exhaust all of Hals dialogue in the museum, they will tell you that the nomai statues are made of a material that can store information, and that your ships computer was built using a piece of the museum statue that was chipped off. This explains how your ships log stays updated.
outer wilds is one of the few pieces of art that's legitimately changed the way i think about my life. it's hard to talk openly about just how special this game is, because the community rightfully guards the secrets of this game like they're the nuclear launch codes. but if anyone reads this that hasn't played it yet, please just trust me and play it. thank you for making this video, and especially thank you for putting your story out there at the end. i don't feel comfortable telling mine here, but suffice to say i found it *very* relatable.
"It's gonna be okay" is the main message I got out of this game, too, to be honest. There's something profound about watching the end of a universe that you invested so much time and energy into and just.... being okay with watching it go. Things will be alright. If you havent gotten the chance to play the DLC, I'd highly recommend it. It's equally incredible as the main game and offers a bit of a different.... perspective, about The Eye. :]
The game taught me "Enjoy the little things while you have time" Because once the game is over, you can't enjoy it (like the way it was meant to be) again Amazes me how many different interpretations can be derived from the ending, truly a rare phenomenon in recent gaming history
Thane Bishop and the Quantum Favorite Character. I'm glad you're here telling your stories, man, and thank you for not spoiling it too much. I'm really curious about the next one, as I don't recognize the game at all.
6:30 just a heads up, the ship DOES have limited fuel. But there's so much that it will basically never run out without A) damaging the fuel tank or B) running your engines for basically the whole loop
I was watching this video expecting just another excellent video essay on a great game. And, to be clear, for most of this video, that's what it was, which is in no way a bad thing. I love your videos, and I hope you are able to continue making them long into the future. But at the end, once you were done talking about the game itself, and you talked about you? That was different. I have, for years, struggled to cry. The last time I had cried was a year and a half ago, freshman year of university, at one of the lowest points of my life. But today, hearing you talk about your own struggles and continuing on in spite of them, I was full-on sobbing. For the first time in a long time, I felt like there really was a point, that there was a reason to keep going. Thank you for everything you do. I appreciate you and your videos more than I could ever hope to express.
It's always hard to express how much these sorts of comments mean to me, because text alone is such a limited format, but I want you to know that I have a small, but growing, screenshot collection of comments that really hit me, and I look to them a lot when I don't feel confident or happy with my work. Hearing things like this is a huge part of why getting to do this means so much to me.
Outer Wilds offers it's players a post-nihilistic view on life. If you have already gone through something similar, it might not be as powerful of an experience, but, instead, it can serve as a vehicle for you to recontextualize your own personal journey. And that is also meaningful in itself. In any case, a game that achieves something like that is special... and deserves to be celebrated and shared with others. Oh! And so does it's DLC, in case you have yet to try it.
Look there may be a million downsides to my neurological issues. But ONE of them is that i can consume reviews and even HOURS Long in depth breakdowns of games, movies, books, shows, ... then give it a short while, and consume the media myself. And every twists still hits me out of nowhere. even if i'll remember that i already knew it was coming the second it happens xD it's one of the very very few upsides.
What you said at the end, about depression and the hopelessness. I feel you, man. I have and am down that road for the last 16 years of my life. But a quote that well and truly resonated with me from my favorite author Brandon Sanderson. "You told me it will get worse." "It will," Wit said, "but then it will get better. Then it will get worse again. Then better. This is life, and I will not lie by saying every day will be sunshine. But there will be sunshine again, and that is a very different thing to say. That is truth. I promise you Kaladin: You will be warm again." I still think of it every week after I read the book for the first time.
7:15 I've always felt that the games style is a wild west sci fi style. The ramshackle style and homley vibe that is reminiscent of the true idea that space is the final frontier, and that outer wilds ventures and the hearthans as a whole are the explorers of the final frontier at the end of the universe.
That ending hit hard and was more relatable than I think anyone was expecting, thank you for having the confidence to put your work out here for us to enjoy and congrats on finding something you love that you can help to make an impact on others. I look forward to seeing the next video.
One term i've heard described Outer Wilds style with is "Space Exploration as a Boy/Girl Scouts Summer vacation Adventure" and i think that's extremely fitting for the artstyle and atmosphere.
I've gotta say, i really like Outer Wilds Video Essays and my RUclips Algorithm knows that, so this video just randomly appeared on my front page today and it didn't dissapoint. You've apparently already made video essays about a few of my favourite games ever (Stellaris, Prey, BG3, Halo Reach and Cyberpunk 2077)so i guess i've got a bit of a backlog to watch while i eagerly await your next video essays, as this video absolutely convinced me to subscribe.
Outer Wilds was truly something special. It, for some reason, evoked warm and nostalgic memories I have of games I played when I was younger. For example, I remember the excitement of pre-ordering Portal 2, running to my local GameStop on release day, and spending long summer nights immersed in its world. Outer Wilds is the first game since then to recreate that magic for me. In a way, it stirred emotions I thought were long gone. I know I'll cherish the memories I made while exploring the Outer Wilds.
Goddamnit, how do you manage to make every video somehow relevant to my life and then drop it at the exact moment in which the video is most needed? You are a wizard.
6:30 your ship has far ample fuel, but it does have a fuel tank (and guage) and if you're an ace pilot like I'm trying to be, you may find your fuel tank damaged if the top of your ship bonks the wrong way. and if you're as careless about the integrity of your ship as I am, you may find out what it's like to have a ship without any maneuverability. (yeah I did this on purpose because I wanted to see what would happen. I also wondered about the ship's fuel since it seems limitless.)
Hey, Thane. As someone who has gone through much of what you described at the end of this video, I can say that I feel many of the feelings that you felt and came to the same conclusions. Just wanted to say in the most sincere way possible given the parasocial aspect and the fact that we're strangers, You are loved. You are appreciated. Your effort is seen. Thank you for a great video.
I really appreciate that, man. It's obviously too little a thing to just say 'yeah, you too!' here, but I cherish the ability to have the human connection and care about another stranger's existence. Thanks for being here
Your personal story at the end of the video is almost exactly to the same thing I feel I am going through at this point in time. I also currently feel like I’m just…existing. My work pays well but the hours are weird so I rarely see my family. I don’t think I’ve found my purpose yet, but I think it’s out there somewhere. I know it is somewhere. That’s why I love this game so much. It helped me come to terms with the fact that things will move on and that’s ok. It’ll be ok in the end. There is always hope. And while I’m here, in the moment where I’m watching the world turn without me…I’ve come to enjoy it in a way. It’s like being an observer, the way one might spectate a video game. It’s nice sitting back and relaxing as you watch the world go by
I dont think anyone else has said it yet, but i'm 99% sure the next video is on GTFO, that looks just like the Shelling S49, and the complex. Also that ending hit way harder than i was prepared for, thank you
as someone who has been unknowingly suffering from mental health issues that cost me a lot of problems and had me drifting through various professions, due to my EU country healthy benefits and such I was never fearful of like starvation and ending on the street but I had never accomplished anything worthwhile in my own view, until I met a random kid I had been a substitute teacher for who had a really great impression of me and just wanted to say hi and be nice, and although I had been thinking about teaching and such I wasn't mentally ready to do it full time. that small meeting was enough for me to realize the truth behind a quote I heard years ago; "the meaning of life is the warmth of a sweater you knit yourself"...
Outer Wilds was a big cornerstone in my lack of faith. I know that sounds really bad on a surface level, but walk with me: This is the game that taught me it's okay to live on your own terms, without an overarching faith. That every action you take is your own, removed from a God or Goddess or Creator. That, even at the end of the universe, your actions can matter to you... even if they don't matter to others.
Oh, Outer Wilds hit me as I was realizing I wasn't religious anymore. It's odd how that can sneak up on you, but for me it totally did. And Outer Wilds was there to give me a framework for a lot of the feelings I used to hang on the idea of God. To quote my good, good, space friend "The universe is, and we are."
Personally, I think that if there are gods, That this is how they'd want us to live. As much as they're capable of *wanting* anything. What good does it do for a being that far beyond us for us to be living in a specific way? What good is moral virtue if it's put upon us from up high? I think that if gods exist, And you could ask them that question of what meaning we should take from existence, That they'd say they can't decide the answer for us. Because that's something we have to make for ourselves.
If something, this game might be a great explanation of the philosophical/religious belief known as "Pantheism". One that sees the Universe itself as a deity... and us sentient beings as a "meaningful" part of it, because we give it meaning though conscious observation. See: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pantheism
Im going through my "failure" phase right now. Im so tired of people telling me to try, I know I have to keep trying but im so tired of failing sometimes i just wanna.... quit so to speak. You're a bit at the end of going through the exact same thing means a lot to me and makes me feel a little bit better. Thank you.
My dad died suddenly 2 months ago and I have been coasting through life since then. I feel real in the moment but when I look back on things, I realise I wasn't truly there. It's hard, any time people ask how I'm doing, I reflexively say I'm good or I'm alright, but because everyone knows what's happened, there's that brief pause as we both come to the same conclusion: I'm lying. Why am I saying this? I played Outer Wilds alongside my brother, or rather he played and I excitedly reacted and helped him figure out the puzzles. Every planet, every mystery, every person we spoke to was a core memory. The ending, we adored it just as much as we mourned all the first experiences we would never get to relive. We stared at the menu when the game was done in silence for a couple minutes, grappling with a lot of complicated emotions. We played Outer Wilds in my family home, a home my brother and I will be moving back to soon. We played when my brother and I both were still living at home, with my parents. We played before he moved out and I got the bigger room but also had to come to terms with him not being there every day. We played before COVID, before my grand plans for my own higher education fell down around my ears, before I moved out of home and had to learn what it meant to be an adult, to be my own person. This game has stuck with me, and everything you said at the end of this video hit me like a truck. I needed to hear it's going to be okay tonight, not because if I didn't I was going to spiral, but because everything you said, the emotions in your voice and your words cut through the static and the dissociation. I am going to be okay. Right now I am very not okay, and I am comfortable with that. I've heard plenty of people tell me it will be alright, and I've told myself that, too. Hearing it from you, from someone who has known the uncertainty and what it means to have your life rattled so completely and utterly, I'm starting to believe it. It doesn't fix everything, I'm still very not okay. But I will be. I will be okay. Thank you, I hope when I'm on my feet again I'll be able to subscribe to your patreon or something as a small way to repay you. To anyone reading this, thank you for your time as well; as many have said before me, it's precious and fleeting. And if you need to hear it one more time, from someone who finally believes it: it will be okay.
Outer Wilds is my favorite game of all time and it’s one of those media that fundamentally altered my personal philosophies and view on life. I actually just played it again recently, and while it definitely wasn’t like my first playthrough it felt like I was returning home after a long time away. Seeing these familiar faces again, re exploring all of these places, solving these puzzles again, it was great. I love outer wilds so deeply and I’m so glad that so many others do as well.
I had already learned the lesson too. It didn't change me exactly. But I found it meaningful to my core at a level beyond anything else. After it all happens and is coming to an end, sometimes just sitting with someone to watch the stars die is enough. Having been there is enough
Thats the first time Ive ever heard someone describe how I feel, and felt, as depression. Not sadness, not anger, not lonelyness or isolation; Just apathy, and what it feels like to watch the world spin on without you, knowing you have no part to play in it.
I rarely watch videos from small channels when they are recommended to me. There is already so much stuff to watch from channels I already like and small channels are less likely to create videos of high quality, mostly because these creators have less time/people to invest in the creation of said video. But I have one exception to this and that's Outer Wilds because I could listen to anyone talk about this game. More precisely, I'm actually interested in what anyone has to say about it. This is the most on point video essay I've seen of about OW, despite some of my favorite youtubers talking about it, despite Nerd3 describing the atmospere of this game like no one else could. Real nice work
Thanks for this. I’m in a stage of life where I’m staying still, watching everything move around me. So to have someone who has been in my shoes use my favorite game to remind me that it’s going to be okay really helps. I wish you all the best, friend. ❤️
My brother gifted me the game and said "Don't look anything up." Luckily, I'd never even heard of it before, so I experienced the entire game + DLC with 0 plot spoilers (I admit I looked up how to cheese the horror parts of the DLC lol.) Best experience I've ever had with a game. There were so many moments where I just stopped and looked around and...felt things. Like - taking everything in. I also got stuck for 2 hours because I missed a super obvious switch, but that's not really the game's fault, so...
I only recently found this channel. But I absolutely love your format. Knowing that I can always expect some unique perspectives is amazing. And I love how you never put too much focus on the negatives. You’re an incredible content creator and I’ll be watching for a long time!
When I was playing this game a rule I had was that if the sun was soon to explode, I'd find one of the astronauts and just sit down at the campfire and wait for the nova.
Outer wilds is an art piece of a game, when i beat it for the first time, I legit cried, its the only game to have made me cry, and it was not just tears of happiness for a kinda happy ending but also tears of sadness, knowing i could never experience it the same again, and that is the only downside of outer wilds, its just too good to experience it the same again.
You actually can hear everyone (minus Solanum) playing the music together if you use the signaloscope while sitting on the Interloper at its last apoapsis from what I heard. Apparently the planets align for a moment there and everyone plays in harmony. It's a neat touch!
This was a beautiful video… thank you for sharing your life and view in the only way you can. I don’t ever comment on videos, but I watched this at the right time. I’m glad I subscribed 😌
Hey Thane: We all really appreciate your videos, and are glad you decided to start making them. There’s not many people who do video essays, and you’ve got a great way of making them. Keep it up!
this was great. I have just been watching tons of outer wilds content this last month or two. finding several great smaller creators. one is Becca Bytes, when she got to the end of all things and esker is there and he gets to get the band back together she said "he didnt have to be alone!" and man i cried lol. really good watch.
Thank you for the amazing video. I had similar gripes when academics (lit major) burned me out on creative endeavors. Still trying to find that groove back. Outer Wilds is one of my favorite games of all time due to what you mentioned: it’s so stylized and it’s such a curated experience. There’s a certain level of confidence that shines through when devs can deliver such an experience. The music, the writing, and the gameplay all complement each other phenomenally. And it’s so deceptively simple, too: fly and explore. Thank you, again, for taking the time to write another great script and put together a wildly entertaining video.
God I wish I could have a car that felt like the ship in this game, just DIY scraps and spares that barely fit together but work so well, somewhere like a home away from home
6:39 The ship actually have a limited fuel! If you skip the intro where u link with the statues, and get to ship (check out outer wilds speedrun, they have a way to get to ship without launch codes) and then if u fly it, it'll take time but the ship would be out of fuel, it just takes more than 22mins so we don't notice that!
I'm glad you've found your way. I know that feeling of not having a reason to exist. Feeling out of place and unnecessary to anyone is horrible. I loved this game so much but something about the size of the planets and the short distances between them continually trigger some kind of existential dread in me. Ended up watching a playthrough on RUclips so I could see how it completed. There's so much heart poured into it and so much excellent design in the mechanics of each planet that I had to see what happened. The way that music brings the new into existence is such a joyful thought. I hope life continues to get better and better for you. Thank you for the beautiful video essay and thank you for sharing your own journey. Truly inspirational. 🤟
Fun fact-the ship does actually have fuel and oxygen its just so much you will probably never notice unless you damage the tanks of either thing and forget to repair it and even then it takes a while
Man, this video was amazing You got me crying during it like three or four times, especially at the last 10 minutes Thank you for making this and for being here
You earned a sub from me with the last few minutes of your video. I think one of the best things we can do in our lives is inspire and instill hope in other humans. Knowing that you’re not alone, and that it can get better is sometimes all someone needs to hear. I look forward to your next videos, keep up the good work.
I'm really amazed what you put together here. I was playing the game so eager to solve the puzzle, I kinda lost focus of the people in the game. Thank you! Also thanks for sharing your life's story. I guess many people find themselves in this dark spot. You put it greatly into words: "The world moves around us, while we remain still." I've learned the best thing you can do is keep moving. Anytime you're unhappy, make a step. Many people complain about their shitty job, but are afraid to change. I changed and it was a good step. Also stay open for new people. Dont cling to people that are not good for you, just to have people. This is important to! First priority is yourself. You'll have to live with you for a long time 😅 Thank you once more ❤
I wanna say that outro is Atomic Heart, but it doesn't look quite right so I'm not confident. One of the Fallouts? Also I love this look on Outer Wilds. I've seen so many videos talking about the planets or the past characters, but this is the first talking about the current NPCs you can actually interact with.
Happy to hear the perspective was fresh! I was honestly a little nervous that I was just going to be repeating the same points other people had already made
I can definitely relate to feeling bereft of purpose, like there's no place in the world for me. I really wish I could say Outer Wilds cured me of that, and to a certain extent I do accept that the universe exists and so do we, we make our own purpose and take life how we wish, slow down and experience life, etc etc. But I'm still scared. I'm still really scared to... try. To try and fail and be disappointed and be affirmed that I really just have no purpose in life. Hearing your story though, and how Outer Wilds didn't end up having the effect on you that was advertised, I feel a little less self-conscious about all that. Seeing someone succeed from a similar position in life makes me wanna keep going. So... thanks for that.
Regarding the ship design aesthetic, it's rather like an idealized dream of the Apollo missions. No giant rockets, no command module, just the lunar lander made into the whole spacecraft, built with tools that feel barely up to the task but which can - assuming nothing goes wrong - let you escape the bounds of your world. It's our experience of space exploration boiled down to its most exciting moment. The exhibits reinforce this, as they convey concepts while also evoking childhood memories of visiting science museums and seeing the physics of our world on display.
6:35 Actually the ship does have a fuel requirement. However your tank is full, and it is basically impossible to exhaust the fuel supply without damaging your tank and leaking fuel.
Hey, really dig the video and I will say, the dlc is also really incredible and covers some great themes that tie back to the game. I was definitely one of those people the game really affected, and for similar reasons to what you said. I love all the characters and their stories, but something else that really hit me was part of the Hearthian art style. Earlier in the video, you likened it to cottage core, but for me it was like being a part of the Boy Scouts again. Growing up I had so many great memories camping with my friends and usually attempting things that didn’t work, but that never mattered, the experience always mattered more. That last scene reminds me to this day of my last camp out with them. I was lucky enough to go to this great forest in New Mexico and around a small fire pit me and my friend brought some instruments and made some music through the late hours of the night. This game is really beautiful, and every now and again I play it just to go back to those times. I’m glad you got to a place you like in life and I wish it for everyone really. Keep on keeping on, even if the sun is going to explode.
Small corrections to details that were mentioned, possibly more intentional omissions than inaccuracies. Arguably incredibly minor mechanical spoilers ahead 1) that thing in your ship isn't a radiator, if damaged by heavy hits on that side of the hull/electrical damage you need to fix it or your entire ship will go boom 2) your ship actually needs fuel, IDK if it doesn't consume it or you just have a ton, but if your fuel tank gets damaged and you don't fix it in time you'll run out completely.
I made this comment on the Traveler song they play at the end of the game when they sit around the campfire. "I thought this when i finished the game Such a cheerful tune echoing out into the lonely void. A brief flicker of fire in the eternal night. But when all that exists is that brief flicker, it is the only thing that matters in all of eternity of darkness."
Wow, this was amazing - you totally captured a lot of the way I feel about this game. Hopping over to your channel now - I have to see what other games you’ve covered!
I resonate with you a bit with your ending, I've never hit a low as deep as yours, but I've also not hit an equal high either. Outer Wilds cut me to the core and helped heal some parts of me, but I'm not out of the woods yet.
You say the ship doesn’t need fuel, but it actually does! There’s a fuel gauge on the dashboard, and if you damage the fuel tank (on the top of the ship) and don’t fix it, you can run out of fuel entirely. It takes a while, and you can’t run out of fuel in normal gameplay, but you can run out of fuel!
I relate to your story at the end of the video so. hard. It sounds like we've had identical experiences. I really needed this. Outer Wilds is all about acceptance in the face of fear. It's why I'm here watching video essays on the game. Hang in there bro. Liked, shared, subscribed,
I only got to play one session of OuterWilds recently but seeing how it's about the struggle with finding meaning in one's life is pretty wild. (No pun intended.) Thats not what I was expecting after only a couple hours in the game.
I’m convinced if I ever got memory loss, getting the chance to play Outer Wilds for the first time again would make news more bearable.
I need a contingency plan where my friends and family know to recommend Outer Wilds to me if I ever have catastrophic memory loss.
If you got memory loss, you probably wouldn't know what Outer Wilds is, thus the news that you would get to play it again would probably be a little bit frustrating rather than reassuring....
@@bennettdrowned6193 Yeah fair. Until I played it again I'd be frustrated that it was just another thing I forgot. I also wouldn't be in the same mental place as the first time I played it. I still think the game's message of "everything will be okay" would impact me enough to be happy I got to play it twice. It's just a message that I find really, really inspiring and warm.
The outer wilds interested me and I did the horrible mistake of watching a youtuber play all of it. It was still nice, but it could have been so much more epic for me if I did it. I know for a fact if I got memory loss, I would sadly do the exact same thing instead of playing it.
@@bennettdrowned6193 Though if someone told me that there was a game out there that I liked that much that it would make me happy with memory less then I'd be hella hyped for it.
I love that every character is a strong contender for your personal favourite because that's how I feel too.
The first time I played it was the night I discovered my dog was dying. He was a ruby king charles spaniel, and I played it to stay awake with him until the vet opened. After Chewy died, I found the “end of the game” (I refuse to spoil anything) and I haven’t been touched by a piece of art like that before or since. It had a sense of optimism to what came next and was a lesson about mortality that I won’t forget. I miss that little rascal punching me in his sleep with his paw...
thats real tbh- like not to trauma dump but i was very much in my initial outer wilds obsession when my grandfather died and not to get too open but [SPOILER WARNING!!] the ending helped me cope with his death a lot and it comforted me greatly
Take care bud!
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There's another way to hear everyone play music together. It was probably the first time I touched that reverence that you speak of: if you fly your ship as if you're trying to fly to the edge of the universe, and then keep flying, you can turn backwards and everything is so far away that their signals all converge into one, and you can hear everyone playing their music - separate, but together.
And then you can keep going, until the planets are so far away that they're barely dots, and they stop being planets because all you can detect of their presence is the continued signal of all the explorers, still playing. That moment was sublime.
A good space game will make you feel how small you are compared to the vastness of space, but in Outer Wilds, it was the enormity of People that enveloped me in my own significance.
There's a really moving moment connected to this, I think, where if you're far away enough to hear all the signals at once when the Sun goes nova, you can actually time when planets get hit because single instruments will suddenly disappear from the mix.
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Aye, was going to mention this, one small note however is this version is still slightly incomplete as Solanum is not actively playing (and neither is our broken-horned Owlk friend), so it's kinda the Outer Wilds Ventures exclusive cut
Outer Wilds is the dictionary definition of a masterpiece. One of those "I'm blessed to live in the same time period where this game exists," games.
To this day, the music of this game remains special to me. It just hits differently.
It is fantastic. I think of the main tune as “the song at the end of the universe.”
I havn't played this yet, it's been installed on my steam deck since I got it, so I'll play it first and come back to this video
Ill be waiting for an update
Definitely do that
Good choice!
@@hardcore_gamer6362 They have finished with development, but there is a DLC.
remember to stop and smell the pine trees- its the little moments that matter in thie game :3
The name "Outer Wilds" has been spoken, and thus the community is summoned to bear witness to another's first experience of the game we so love ::)
Loved the summary of your experience, and fully agree that the characters and the writing are what really sell it. I went into it with certain expectations of it being a life-changer too, which I think can spoil the experience a bit and is why the community is so insistent on keeping silent on spoilers for newbies. But even still, by the end I was in emotional shambles because despite my best efforts to rush through it and find meaning, I still fell in love with the characters, the setting, and the music of it all. I'd already been through my "dark night of the soul", as it were, like you, but having that existential acceptance retold and validated to me by a deeply emotional piece of art was like having balm applied to a wound that life continually re-agitates and inflames. It was a reassurance I didn't even know I'd needed at the time.
Would be curious to get your take on the DLC, if you played it or ever intend to! For me it hit home in a number of ways unique to my life up to that point and made a game I already adored even better, but as with anything that requires a scare warning on the start screen, ymmv and I don't blame anyone who decided the DLC was not for them.
Science compels us to explode the view count!
Fun Fact, if you start a new game and exhaust all of Hals dialogue in the museum, they will tell you that the nomai statues are made of a material that can store information, and that your ships computer was built using a piece of the museum statue that was chipped off. This explains how your ships log stays updated.
outer wilds is one of the few pieces of art that's legitimately changed the way i think about my life. it's hard to talk openly about just how special this game is, because the community rightfully guards the secrets of this game like they're the nuclear launch codes. but if anyone reads this that hasn't played it yet, please just trust me and play it.
thank you for making this video, and especially thank you for putting your story out there at the end. i don't feel comfortable telling mine here, but suffice to say i found it *very* relatable.
"It's gonna be okay" is the main message I got out of this game, too, to be honest. There's something profound about watching the end of a universe that you invested so much time and energy into and just.... being okay with watching it go. Things will be alright.
If you havent gotten the chance to play the DLC, I'd highly recommend it. It's equally incredible as the main game and offers a bit of a different.... perspective, about The Eye. :]
The game taught me "Enjoy the little things while you have time"
Because once the game is over, you can't enjoy it (like the way it was meant to be) again
Amazes me how many different interpretations can be derived from the ending, truly a rare phenomenon in recent gaming history
Every video I watch on outerwilds makes my heart ache and wish that I could replay it for the first time.
Same, watching lets plays of people’s first times can be a treat
we are all Outer Wilds Vampires together having played all the game has to deliver us 😭
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stay strong brother. we're here.
Thane Bishop and the Quantum Favorite Character.
I'm glad you're here telling your stories, man, and thank you for not spoiling it too much. I'm really curious about the next one, as I don't recognize the game at all.
@@amaurylaunay the room doesn't feel familiar, but that gun sure does
I want to say it's GTFO but I could be wrong
The ship requires in fact fuel, you just don't have the time to spend it all, but it can leack
6:30 just a heads up, the ship DOES have limited fuel. But there's so much that it will basically never run out without A) damaging the fuel tank or B) running your engines for basically the whole loop
I was watching this video expecting just another excellent video essay on a great game. And, to be clear, for most of this video, that's what it was, which is in no way a bad thing. I love your videos, and I hope you are able to continue making them long into the future. But at the end, once you were done talking about the game itself, and you talked about you? That was different. I have, for years, struggled to cry. The last time I had cried was a year and a half ago, freshman year of university, at one of the lowest points of my life. But today, hearing you talk about your own struggles and continuing on in spite of them, I was full-on sobbing. For the first time in a long time, I felt like there really was a point, that there was a reason to keep going. Thank you for everything you do. I appreciate you and your videos more than I could ever hope to express.
It's always hard to express how much these sorts of comments mean to me, because text alone is such a limited format, but I want you to know that I have a small, but growing, screenshot collection of comments that really hit me, and I look to them a lot when I don't feel confident or happy with my work.
Hearing things like this is a huge part of why getting to do this means so much to me.
Gabbro is not lazy, he actually goes out to fix the sattelite in the DLC. He's pretty competent, just super chill...
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@@McBehrer shoot, you’re right! #embarassing
There's also the Echoes of the Eye DLC, which fits in almost seamlessly and has a character who might be a strong contender for personal favorite.
Outer Wilds offers it's players a post-nihilistic view on life. If you have already gone through something similar, it might not be as powerful of an experience, but, instead, it can serve as a vehicle for you to recontextualize your own personal journey. And that is also meaningful in itself.
In any case, a game that achieves something like that is special... and deserves to be celebrated and shared with others. Oh! And so does it's DLC, in case you have yet to try it.
Look there may be a million downsides to my neurological issues.
But ONE of them is that i can consume reviews and even HOURS Long in depth breakdowns of games, movies, books, shows, ...
then give it a short while, and consume the media myself.
And every twists still hits me out of nowhere.
even if i'll remember that i already knew it was coming the second it happens xD
it's one of the very very few upsides.
I'm curious as to what your condition is because I'm exactly the same way 😂
"is the kind of thing that makes you glad you stoped to smell the trees"
What you said at the end, about depression and the hopelessness. I feel you, man. I have and am down that road for the last 16 years of my life.
But a quote that well and truly resonated with me from my favorite author Brandon Sanderson.
"You told me it will get worse."
"It will," Wit said, "but then it will get better. Then it will get worse again. Then better. This is life, and I will not lie by saying every day will be sunshine. But there will be sunshine again, and that is a very different thing to say. That is truth. I promise you Kaladin: You will be warm again."
I still think of it every week after I read the book for the first time.
What book is this? I would love to read it
@@lovekittyforever rhythm of war. It is the fourth book in the stormlight archive series.
It is a very good series that I recommend strongly.
7:15 I've always felt that the games style is a wild west sci fi style. The ramshackle style and homley vibe that is reminiscent of the true idea that space is the final frontier, and that outer wilds ventures and the hearthans as a whole are the explorers of the final frontier at the end of the universe.
"Timber Hearth is Home, you are welcome back here at any time."
IT HASN'T BEEN FOUR MINUTES YET AND IM ALREADY CRYING
That ending hit hard and was more relatable than I think anyone was expecting, thank you for having the confidence to put your work out here for us to enjoy and congrats on finding something you love that you can help to make an impact on others. I look forward to seeing the next video.
One term i've heard described Outer Wilds style with is "Space Exploration as a Boy/Girl Scouts Summer vacation Adventure" and i think that's extremely fitting for the artstyle and atmosphere.
Also yes, Solanum is best Girl. She managed to be a top contender for my personal list of favourite Sci Fi Characters.
I've gotta say, i really like Outer Wilds Video Essays and my RUclips Algorithm knows that, so this video just randomly appeared on my front page today and it didn't dissapoint. You've apparently already made video essays about a few of my favourite games ever (Stellaris, Prey, BG3, Halo Reach and Cyberpunk 2077)so i guess i've got a bit of a backlog to watch while i eagerly await your next video essays, as this video absolutely convinced me to subscribe.
Outer Wilds was truly something special. It, for some reason, evoked warm and nostalgic memories I have of games I played when I was younger. For example, I remember the excitement of pre-ordering Portal 2, running to my local GameStop on release day, and spending long summer nights immersed in its world. Outer Wilds is the first game since then to recreate that magic for me. In a way, it stirred emotions I thought were long gone. I know I'll cherish the memories I made while exploring the Outer Wilds.
Goddamnit, how do you manage to make every video somehow relevant to my life and then drop it at the exact moment in which the video is most needed? You are a wizard.
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your ship has far ample fuel, but it does have a fuel tank (and guage)
and if you're an ace pilot like I'm trying to be, you may find your fuel tank damaged if the top of your ship bonks the wrong way.
and if you're as careless about the integrity of your ship as I am, you may find out what it's like to have a ship without any maneuverability.
(yeah I did this on purpose because I wanted to see what would happen. I also wondered about the ship's fuel since it seems limitless.)
I'm glad you found your way friend.
Thank you for that ending. I needed to hear it. It hurt. But I needed to hear it
Keep up your awesome work
Hey, Thane. As someone who has gone through much of what you described at the end of this video, I can say that I feel many of the feelings that you felt and came to the same conclusions. Just wanted to say in the most sincere way possible given the parasocial aspect and the fact that we're strangers, You are loved. You are appreciated. Your effort is seen. Thank you for a great video.
I really appreciate that, man. It's obviously too little a thing to just say 'yeah, you too!' here, but I cherish the ability to have the human connection and care about another stranger's existence. Thanks for being here
Your personal story at the end of the video is almost exactly to the same thing I feel I am going through at this point in time. I also currently feel like I’m just…existing. My work pays well but the hours are weird so I rarely see my family.
I don’t think I’ve found my purpose yet, but I think it’s out there somewhere. I know it is somewhere.
That’s why I love this game so much. It helped me come to terms with the fact that things will move on and that’s ok. It’ll be ok in the end. There is always hope.
And while I’m here, in the moment where I’m watching the world turn without me…I’ve come to enjoy it in a way.
It’s like being an observer, the way one might spectate a video game.
It’s nice sitting back and relaxing as you watch the world go by
I dont think anyone else has said it yet, but i'm 99% sure the next video is on GTFO, that looks just like the Shelling S49, and the complex. Also that ending hit way harder than i was prepared for, thank you
I had this exact same thought, I came down to the comments to look for someone mentioning this, it just has that vibe
as someone who has been unknowingly suffering from mental health issues that cost me a lot of problems and had me drifting through various professions, due to my EU country healthy benefits and such I was never fearful of like starvation and ending on the street but I had never accomplished anything worthwhile in my own view, until I met a random kid I had been a substitute teacher for who had a really great impression of me and just wanted to say hi and be nice, and although I had been thinking about teaching and such I wasn't mentally ready to do it full time. that small meeting was enough for me to realize the truth behind a quote I heard years ago;
"the meaning of life is the warmth of a sweater you knit yourself"...
Outer Wilds was a big cornerstone in my lack of faith.
I know that sounds really bad on a surface level, but walk with me: This is the game that taught me it's okay to live on your own terms, without an overarching faith. That every action you take is your own, removed from a God or Goddess or Creator. That, even at the end of the universe, your actions can matter to you... even if they don't matter to others.
Oh, Outer Wilds hit me as I was realizing I wasn't religious anymore. It's odd how that can sneak up on you, but for me it totally did. And Outer Wilds was there to give me a framework for a lot of the feelings I used to hang on the idea of God. To quote my good, good, space friend "The universe is, and we are."
Personally, I think that if there are gods, That this is how they'd want us to live. As much as they're capable of *wanting* anything. What good does it do for a being that far beyond us for us to be living in a specific way? What good is moral virtue if it's put upon us from up high? I think that if gods exist, And you could ask them that question of what meaning we should take from existence, That they'd say they can't decide the answer for us. Because that's something we have to make for ourselves.
If something, this game might be a great explanation of the philosophical/religious belief known as "Pantheism". One that sees the Universe itself as a deity... and us sentient beings as a "meaningful" part of it, because we give it meaning though conscious observation. See: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pantheism
@@DryymThat is actually very true, bc to God all paths lead back to him in some way or another.
Im going through my "failure" phase right now.
Im so tired of people telling me to try, I know I have to keep trying but im so tired of failing sometimes i just wanna.... quit so to speak.
You're a bit at the end of going through the exact same thing means a lot to me and makes me feel a little bit better.
Thank you.
My dad died suddenly 2 months ago and I have been coasting through life since then. I feel real in the moment but when I look back on things, I realise I wasn't truly there. It's hard, any time people ask how I'm doing, I reflexively say I'm good or I'm alright, but because everyone knows what's happened, there's that brief pause as we both come to the same conclusion: I'm lying. Why am I saying this?
I played Outer Wilds alongside my brother, or rather he played and I excitedly reacted and helped him figure out the puzzles. Every planet, every mystery, every person we spoke to was a core memory. The ending, we adored it just as much as we mourned all the first experiences we would never get to relive. We stared at the menu when the game was done in silence for a couple minutes, grappling with a lot of complicated emotions. We played Outer Wilds in my family home, a home my brother and I will be moving back to soon. We played when my brother and I both were still living at home, with my parents. We played before he moved out and I got the bigger room but also had to come to terms with him not being there every day. We played before COVID, before my grand plans for my own higher education fell down around my ears, before I moved out of home and had to learn what it meant to be an adult, to be my own person. This game has stuck with me, and everything you said at the end of this video hit me like a truck.
I needed to hear it's going to be okay tonight, not because if I didn't I was going to spiral, but because everything you said, the emotions in your voice and your words cut through the static and the dissociation. I am going to be okay. Right now I am very not okay, and I am comfortable with that. I've heard plenty of people tell me it will be alright, and I've told myself that, too. Hearing it from you, from someone who has known the uncertainty and what it means to have your life rattled so completely and utterly, I'm starting to believe it.
It doesn't fix everything, I'm still very not okay. But I will be. I will be okay. Thank you, I hope when I'm on my feet again I'll be able to subscribe to your patreon or something as a small way to repay you. To anyone reading this, thank you for your time as well; as many have said before me, it's precious and fleeting. And if you need to hear it one more time, from someone who finally believes it: it will be okay.
The personal commentary is really sweet, Thane. This is why i love your videos.
Outer Wilds is my favorite game of all time and it’s one of those media that fundamentally altered my personal philosophies and view on life. I actually just played it again recently, and while it definitely wasn’t like my first playthrough it felt like I was returning home after a long time away. Seeing these familiar faces again, re exploring all of these places, solving these puzzles again, it was great. I love outer wilds so deeply and I’m so glad that so many others do as well.
I love how you subtly said that every character is your favorite
I'm going through one of the darkest seasons of life right now. This video was just what I needed. It's gonna be ok.
I had already learned the lesson too. It didn't change me exactly. But I found it meaningful to my core at a level beyond anything else. After it all happens and is coming to an end, sometimes just sitting with someone to watch the stars die is enough. Having been there is enough
Thats the first time Ive ever heard someone describe how I feel, and felt, as depression. Not sadness, not anger, not lonelyness or isolation; Just apathy, and what it feels like to watch the world spin on without you, knowing you have no part to play in it.
I rarely watch videos from small channels when they are recommended to me. There is already so much stuff to watch from channels I already like and small channels are less likely to create videos of high quality, mostly because these creators have less time/people to invest in the creation of said video. But I have one exception to this and that's Outer Wilds because I could listen to anyone talk about this game. More precisely, I'm actually interested in what anyone has to say about it.
This is the most on point video essay I've seen of about OW, despite some of my favorite youtubers talking about it, despite Nerd3 describing the atmospere of this game like no one else could. Real nice work
I teared up at the end. I also know what it’s like to sit and feel the universe pass me by. Thanks for sharing your story.
This is a strong contender for my personal favorite video
I love how you chose a title without "Outer Wilds" in it. So mostly only people who played the game already will stumble upon it.
Thanks for this. I’m in a stage of life where I’m staying still, watching everything move around me. So to have someone who has been in my shoes use my favorite game to remind me that it’s going to be okay really helps. I wish you all the best, friend. ❤️
My brother gifted me the game and said "Don't look anything up." Luckily, I'd never even heard of it before, so I experienced the entire game + DLC with 0 plot spoilers (I admit I looked up how to cheese the horror parts of the DLC lol.)
Best experience I've ever had with a game. There were so many moments where I just stopped and looked around and...felt things. Like - taking everything in.
I also got stuck for 2 hours because I missed a super obvious switch, but that's not really the game's fault, so...
I only recently found this channel. But I absolutely love your format. Knowing that I can always expect some unique perspectives is amazing. And I love how you never put too much focus on the negatives. You’re an incredible content creator and I’ll be watching for a long time!
The universe is and we are. Thank you for this beautiful video. It meant a lot that you put yourself out there without fear
When I was playing this game a rule I had was that if the sun was soon to explode, I'd find one of the astronauts and just sit down at the campfire and wait for the nova.
Outer wilds is an art piece of a game, when i beat it for the first time, I legit cried, its the only game to have made me cry, and it was not just tears of happiness for a kinda happy ending but also tears of sadness, knowing i could never experience it the same again, and that is the only downside of outer wilds, its just too good to experience it the same again.
You actually can hear everyone (minus Solanum) playing the music together if you use the signaloscope while sitting on the Interloper at its last apoapsis from what I heard. Apparently the planets align for a moment there and everyone plays in harmony. It's a neat touch!
This was a beautiful video… thank you for sharing your life and view in the only way you can. I don’t ever comment on videos, but I watched this at the right time. I’m glad I subscribed 😌
Hey Thane: We all really appreciate your videos, and are glad you decided to start making them. There’s not many people who do video essays, and you’ve got a great way of making them. Keep it up!
this was great. I have just been watching tons of outer wilds content this last month or two. finding several great smaller creators. one is Becca Bytes, when she got to the end of all things and esker is there and he gets to get the band back together she said "he didnt have to be alone!" and man i cried lol. really good watch.
Thank you for the amazing video. I had similar gripes when academics (lit major) burned me out on creative endeavors. Still trying to find that groove back.
Outer Wilds is one of my favorite games of all time due to what you mentioned: it’s so stylized and it’s such a curated experience. There’s a certain level of confidence that shines through when devs can deliver such an experience. The music, the writing, and the gameplay all complement each other phenomenally. And it’s so deceptively simple, too: fly and explore.
Thank you, again, for taking the time to write another great script and put together a wildly entertaining video.
I like to describe this game as heartbreakingly beautiful, and devistatingly fun
Got to love seeing more Outer Wilds content. One of the best works of art I've ever experienced.
I'm so glad I found your channel. That last portion was amazing. Thank you.
All that remains is to collapse the innumerable possibilities before us.
God I wish I could have a car that felt like the ship in this game, just DIY scraps and spares that barely fit together but work so well, somewhere like a home away from home
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The ship actually have a limited fuel! If you skip the intro where u link with the statues, and get to ship (check out outer wilds speedrun, they have a way to get to ship without launch codes) and then if u fly it, it'll take time but the ship would be out of fuel, it just takes more than 22mins so we don't notice that!
I'm glad you've found your way. I know that feeling of not having a reason to exist. Feeling out of place and unnecessary to anyone is horrible. I loved this game so much but something about the size of the planets and the short distances between them continually trigger some kind of existential dread in me. Ended up watching a playthrough on RUclips so I could see how it completed. There's so much heart poured into it and so much excellent design in the mechanics of each planet that I had to see what happened. The way that music brings the new into existence is such a joyful thought. I hope life continues to get better and better for you. Thank you for the beautiful video essay and thank you for sharing your own journey. Truly inspirational. 🤟
Thanks for not giving up. The video was truly inspirational.
Fun fact-the ship does actually have fuel and oxygen its just so much you will probably never notice unless you damage the tanks of either thing and forget to repair it and even then it takes a while
Man, this video was amazing
You got me crying during it like three or four times, especially at the last 10 minutes
Thank you for making this and for being here
Thank you for this video, and especially for the outro(personal) story. You put into words what haven't been able to. So, sincerely thank you
You earned a sub from me with the last few minutes of your video.
I think one of the best things we can do in our lives is inspire and instill hope in other humans. Knowing that you’re not alone, and that it can get better is sometimes all someone needs to hear.
I look forward to your next videos, keep up the good work.
I'm really amazed what you put together here. I was playing the game so eager to solve the puzzle, I kinda lost focus of the people in the game.
Thank you!
Also thanks for sharing your life's story. I guess many people find themselves in this dark spot. You put it greatly into words: "The world moves around us, while we remain still."
I've learned the best thing you can do is keep moving. Anytime you're unhappy, make a step. Many people complain about their shitty job, but are afraid to change. I changed and it was a good step.
Also stay open for new people. Dont cling to people that are not good for you, just to have people. This is important to!
First priority is yourself. You'll have to live with you for a long time 😅
Thank you once more ❤
I needed this today. Thank you.
you are a great writer, there is for sure demand for it, keep it up man
I wanna say that outro is Atomic Heart, but it doesn't look quite right so I'm not confident. One of the Fallouts?
Also I love this look on Outer Wilds. I've seen so many videos talking about the planets or the past characters, but this is the first talking about the current NPCs you can actually interact with.
Happy to hear the perspective was fresh! I was honestly a little nervous that I was just going to be repeating the same points other people had already made
I can definitely relate to feeling bereft of purpose, like there's no place in the world for me. I really wish I could say Outer Wilds cured me of that, and to a certain extent I do accept that the universe exists and so do we, we make our own purpose and take life how we wish, slow down and experience life, etc etc. But I'm still scared. I'm still really scared to... try. To try and fail and be disappointed and be affirmed that I really just have no purpose in life. Hearing your story though, and how Outer Wilds didn't end up having the effect on you that was advertised, I feel a little less self-conscious about all that. Seeing someone succeed from a similar position in life makes me wanna keep going. So... thanks for that.
"a strong contender for my favorite character"
Me too, me too
Regarding the ship design aesthetic, it's rather like an idealized dream of the Apollo missions. No giant rockets, no command module, just the lunar lander made into the whole spacecraft, built with tools that feel barely up to the task but which can - assuming nothing goes wrong - let you escape the bounds of your world. It's our experience of space exploration boiled down to its most exciting moment. The exhibits reinforce this, as they convey concepts while also evoking childhood memories of visiting science museums and seeing the physics of our world on display.
6:35 Actually the ship does have a fuel requirement. However your tank is full, and it is basically impossible to exhaust the fuel supply without damaging your tank and leaking fuel.
Hey, really dig the video and I will say, the dlc is also really incredible and covers some great themes that tie back to the game.
I was definitely one of those people the game really affected, and for similar reasons to what you said. I love all the characters and their stories, but something else that really hit me was part of the Hearthian art style. Earlier in the video, you likened it to cottage core, but for me it was like being a part of the Boy Scouts again. Growing up I had so many great memories camping with my friends and usually attempting things that didn’t work, but that never mattered, the experience always mattered more. That last scene reminds me to this day of my last camp out with them. I was lucky enough to go to this great forest in New Mexico and around a small fire pit me and my friend brought some instruments and made some music through the late hours of the night. This game is really beautiful, and every now and again I play it just to go back to those times. I’m glad you got to a place you like in life and I wish it for everyone really. Keep on keeping on, even if the sun is going to explode.
Small corrections to details that were mentioned, possibly more intentional omissions than inaccuracies. Arguably incredibly minor mechanical spoilers ahead
1) that thing in your ship isn't a radiator, if damaged by heavy hits on that side of the hull/electrical damage you need to fix it or your entire ship will go boom
2) your ship actually needs fuel, IDK if it doesn't consume it or you just have a ton, but if your fuel tank gets damaged and you don't fix it in time you'll run out completely.
Wisdom is hoping for dementia when I'm old so that my family can reintroduce me to Outer Wilds
I made this comment on the Traveler song they play at the end of the game when they sit around the campfire.
"I thought this when i finished the game
Such a cheerful tune echoing out into the lonely void. A brief flicker of fire in the eternal night. But when all that exists is that brief flicker, it is the only thing that matters in all of eternity of darkness."
You are awesome and epic and I’m glad you’re happy so you can continue making these. One of my favorite video essay guys. Thanks Mr. Bishop.
Wow, this was amazing - you totally captured a lot of the way I feel about this game. Hopping over to your channel now - I have to see what other games you’ve covered!
I resonate with you a bit with your ending, I've never hit a low as deep as yours, but I've also not hit an equal high either. Outer Wilds cut me to the core and helped heal some parts of me, but I'm not out of the woods yet.
I had the exact same experience with outer wilds that you did, your video finally made me realize what I had missed
I just thought i'd watch a cozy little video before work
And now i'm a sobbing mess again, thank you for this video
At some point I came to accept that this game will be with me for the rest of my life.
You need to play the DLC. The absolute depth it adds to the game is phenomenal
You say the ship doesn’t need fuel, but it actually does! There’s a fuel gauge on the dashboard, and if you damage the fuel tank (on the top of the ship) and don’t fix it, you can run out of fuel entirely. It takes a while, and you can’t run out of fuel in normal gameplay, but you can run out of fuel!
I can't believe how incredible this game made me feel
Fantastic video, you deserve a huge bump in subscribers/views.
I relate to your story at the end of the video so. hard. It sounds like we've had identical experiences. I really needed this. Outer Wilds is all about acceptance in the face of fear. It's why I'm here watching video essays on the game. Hang in there bro. Liked, shared, subscribed,
"healthy obcession with the eye" is undercutting it XD
I only got to play one session of OuterWilds recently but seeing how it's about the struggle with finding meaning in one's life is pretty wild. (No pun intended.)
Thats not what I was expecting after only a couple hours in the game.
Outer wilds has changed me as a person. I wish I could go back and experience it for the first time again. 🥺
I just completed the game for the first time, and I finally feel free from the shackles of spoilers
Thank you so much for sharing your personal story at the end