@@adam.b6676 aw that's sweet . I had a step dad like that until him and my mom broke up . He did come back and surprised me on my birthday when I was little he caught me outside playing with my friends and I almost had a heart attack , that's the last time I seen him 😭❤️
Amen, i often tell other Mom's they should be GRATEFUL Dad is in picture bc my kids dad NEVER TRIED!!! Be GRATEFUL for whatever HELP You Get Bc it could be NOTHING AT ALL
When both your parents tell you they hated the day you were born, then you grow up and raise a healthy and happy son who knows nothing of abuse, you won... I...WIN!
That's right, you won. Never forget that. You were greater than those who came before you. Thank you for that because in a way, you're a part of how I was raised.
This made me cry. I can't imagine that pain, but I sense the power in your words. You have a message of overcoming and hope. Please share that with others. Your life will save others.
My music is deep to! click on my picture to go to my channel, listen to my last song called ''Kevin'' I promise you won't regret listening! and subscribe!!
agree please do not judge me but I felt the same way like this song described but now I am a full-time single father and my daughter is 7 years old today. I can just imagine what abortion would have done to my life because of my daughter I am a changed man...
@@mickey_mess8747 i know how that is been there myself but i wasn't going to let that make me walk away from my son like he did on me thats what makes me a better man than him.
that aint new.... mainstream just tryna get rid of it... but joyners talent is unprecedented for sure. glad hes bringing meaning back to bars, and especially glad hes from my city
RebugClxtches yea his shit deep but he doesn’t cuss and he comes off as real gospely to me. I stick to phora and Joyner. That’s just my opinion though.
@@k1khrolik94 he said he shouldn't be. Your still trying to compare him, but Lucas is himself, never tried to mimic anyone. He makes music that touches your heart, but it's 2018-2019 rap, but not many can do that. And most his music is necessary to be seen or heard, but Eminem and them are optional. Joyner Lucas could never be compared
I'm a 37 years old man with kids and I'm just learned of Joyner Lucas after I saw "I'm not Racist" two days ago and I'm line this dude can't be real in these days and times of garbage music, he is different and make all the sense kn the world. Damn dude you are good.
3:13 "I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me." I love that. That is *deeply* personal and that's the type of emotional depth and vulnerability music is missing nowadays. Artists make "emotional" music all the time but they don't bare their soul. This man made his guilt and anguish over almost aborting his son into a song for millions to listen to. That takes balls. Asking for forgiveness. That takes balls and is very vulnerable. I respect that.
People dislike it because its not about hoes, drugs and money. Badass cars, big houses and jewelry. This man speaks about real life events and speaks about his feelings and shit. Joyner keep doing what your doing bro some of us actually listen and we hear you!
I'm usually not a rap fan because of those mentioned topics..............Thought that was what it was all about. I was terribly mistaken @_@ From Metalhead to I am exploring a lot of music now. lol Still love my metal tho
you forgot about the people that only listen to music for the beat that hate this type of rap because of it not having a beat so loud you cant hear the words
Well, Eminem featured him and now he's got the recognition he deserves. I'm not sure how many views this had 2 months ago, but it's near 10 million now.
You know what, it's weird hearing a rapper who is just saying one phrase and calling it a song and then adding some beat. It's nice to hear someone who out puts there thoughts and feeling into a song and gives it there all, and for that, I very much respect you for that!
Kay and Lay listen to "Ross Capichioni" (Idk if i spelled that right) that was the first song I heard by him that was a couple years ago I've been a fan ever since.
Shit hits home for me. I wanted the same thing when my ex told me she was pregnant. Glad she kept it bcuz now i have a daughter who is my everything. Hope she remembers who i am when she gets older.
Solo same g she not letting me see her right now....funny shit is she left me. Smh. Stay up g . *update she finally stopped with the revenge bs, getting to see my lil girl now more! Stay up fellas and be smart and try not to b emotional, shit gets hard when it comes down to our seeds.
Solo no matter what just do all you kan too b thare. Kuz in the end tht will b tha qwestion asked.. Im a father of two and am blessed too b thare for mine as they r for havin me as a father.
This is EXACTLY what I went through 5 years ago. My son is 4 now and I cannot explain the love one can have for their child. This song made me tear up with how accurate it was. I ended up getting out of the Army the week before he was born and was homeless 6 months later because of his mom's greed. Yes, it has gotten better, and yes we still go though it...BUT, he is fully worth it. Just damn, thank you Joyner Lucas.
thank you for your service idk how anyone could do that to someone especially if theyre doing something to help them in the future plus you guys loved each other
He takes every day life stories, topics and tragedies and creates the visual through rap music using same rawness and realism rap stood for in its inception but its the 2017 everyday reality - just brilliant
He's a real one needs more recognition he's a wolf among a bunch of sheep in this rap game I'm sorry was crazy played it at my brother's funeral .. Joyner just understands what people are going threw #joynerlucas
I thank God for my daughter. I'm a single father.....Having a daughter saved my life it also slowed me down and bettered me as a man. If it was not for her and God no telling what or where I would be now.
I'm about to become a father and I can't stop listening to this song. It's so damn real and true. Huge respect to Joyner Lucas for making such a brilliant expression of love.
I became a father a year ago. And this kept getting played because of my mixed feelings. A year later and I take back everything I felt before. Fatherhood is amazing!
I became a father when I was 19 I was scared,mad and depressed but I don’t regret any of it I wouldn’t trade my son for anything I love him to death I sacrificed so much for him and I’d do it again over and over again
I had my daughter at 18 That shit was a struggle because my baby mama cheated on me and they tried taking my daughter away from me but I stood my ground and did everything possible to have my rights And now this year she will be turning 3 years old It’s hard but I love my daughter with everything I have They grow up fast Wish you the best with your son :)
You can't compare one man's originality and unique style to another it just takes away from one or the other Joyner Lucas is on some real life issues what rap is supposed to be thankyou Joyner Lucas
Being a dad is the best and most important job you'll ever have. Let it become your whole life. Let it consume you entirely. This is your life's purpose. Lean into it.
It truly is. I fucked up lots in my life. but being a dad is my second chance. I truly do love him more than I love myself. walking him to Kindergarten every morning is better than any night staying out late partying in my twenties.
Joyner deserves xxl . He is not just a rapper . He's a lyricist. His music has to be some of the realist shit I've ever heard . B4 y'all knock me for my cover photo jus know I love real rap . Guys like joey , logic,Joyner , token, hopsin , tech,futuristic etc .
Cool Show He WAS gonna be on 2016, but they didn't choose him. They didn't choose him...over Yachty, Desiigner, Vert, Kodack, and 21. They even got Paak (a singer) over him
FSM FSM i agree with you, but xxl is a way for him to get on the mainstream radio. Usually the industry puts out whatever artists are on the xxl freshmen list.
This is his best album and work to me. So much emotion and reality in his art and words !!!! Cristian Scott Dunham this song is for you especially the last verse son.
Joyner the realist, he touched up on so many different topics that people are sensitive to. He literally raps about facts only. He needs to be more well known, for real, we got rappers out here that got big like Lil Pump but not joyner. Shit’s messed
@@jamespettyjohn4330 the do not connect. That wasnt his kid in that one and this is his kid in this one. He even prayed for a kid in happy birthday and didn't want one in this
Whaaaat... He flexes all the time about his skill and he isn't very humble or down to earth.. Openly admits he wants to be rich and famous. Listen closer 😀
me and my mother had a messed up relationship, but for once we bonded over this mans music, and im grateful joyner came into the picture cause ever since we've been happy together. im young but understand every lyric cause my dad and i have the same relationship mr. Joyner you are my biggest motivation and idol you helped me in my darkest and my moms darkest moments, nothing like other rappers :)
I had my daughter at 16. Before her I had no motive in life and didn’t know what I wanted to be. I got Kicked out from home because I was pregnant so then I was homeless and pregnant but I pulled through found a place to stay, got a job and finished high school. No one was at my graduation but me and my daughter. I just finished a qualification and currently studying business to eventually start my own. My daughter is my motivation to live and keep doing what I have to do for US.
2 Pac would be proud of you Joyner, you make shit from the heart like he had. Reguardless you are one of the greats already, next to J Cole, Wale, and Kendrick.
Always speaking about things everyone else is scared to speak about...I love the realness of Joyner... He's videos are always short movies I just love everything about this man.
I was 14 when I got pregnant and this is exactly how I felt. I was lost. I was stressed. Mental illness got the best of me...but the day my baby boy was born everything was different. As I saw him take his first breathe, laugh, crawl....I just couldn't do anything but love him....and all the horrible things I wanted to do i took it back. I saw what a beautiful soul I created and tooke everything back. I couldn't be a happier mother..
yo congrats and i thank YOU for not doing what you wanted to do at that time your a great mother and all i have to say for now is keep fighting the good life and enjoy it while you can. also how old are you rn?
@nikola zazzoslki yo guy the only reason i said shut it is cuz its rude to be acting and saying that shit have some common sense but yea shes a great mother
I feel you. My dad died a year after i met him. I met him when i was 6 years old. 2 weeks later i came to this country and never saw him again. His death brought me so much depression it still hits me. And i started Going through the path he did. Till i got arrested 2 months ago, and that woke me up. And now seeing this video gave me a chance. Now i have a stepdad who cares about me and I will graduate for my mom my stepdad my grandma and uncle who raised me, my brothers. And for my dad.
My girlfriend gave birth today. I always listened to this album a lot while she was pregnant. Holding our baby girl today, I could hear this song playing in my head. I Felt like thrash. We tried getting rid of her twice but she wasnt going nowhere. Looking at her today I just couldn’t hold my tears back, they thought it was joy, but I was heart broken I tried to get rid of her. Daddy love you AUDREY Thanks guys. She’s doing great, we celebrated her one year birthday last month. This past year has been amazing.
Twice? Damn. I’m sure nothing I could say would make you feel worse and that’s not my intention, so Ima just drop that Congrats to you for raising a fighter. You should come back and give regular updates on how babygirls doing. The amount of likes is the amount of people that wanna know.
Stay independent Joyner. Don’t sign any record deal, they will force you to water down your content and realness should always be raw and deep to the core. Your music shakes my soul right, you’re in a class of your own. Edit: this dude is fully independent and is doing his best to put other rappers onto the game, props to this man and his team to make this a reality. I wish I had this when I wa rapping. I stopped but don't it stop YOU. grind and you'll see yourself somewhere happy. Good luck. I love you, human.
Really? I'd hate for class like Joyner to go MAJOR. he's clinging hip-hip together with his stories. makes these Mumble cunts look like illiterate babies.
Sean Crowley He been on a major for over a year. And listen to Gucci Gang Remix, He says it clearly “Atlantic says they wont put out my album unless I have a hit record, but I dont care bout no hit song”...lol
Marc Regal Shit, I never knew that. I’ve only started getting into his music. When he passes he’ll be one of the best to ever grace the mic. Dude is a genius, every topic he talks about he hits it on the head like a hammer and nail. I just hope he doesn’t let nobody change his music and what he does coz he’s unique like Kendrick.
See this shit hits deep for me, Mainly the scene with him playing operation and his kid is growing into a man. I have been blessed by meeting my partner who had to children 4 and 6 years old. Watching that scene made me think i need to stop worrying about the insignificant things in life and focus on spending time with the 2 amazing children that have come into my life. Thankyou Joyner your songs are always deep and meaningful and in my eyes you really are the best rapper alive. You cut deep in the way that gets to the average person like myself.
He's not underrated at all he's just not an industry puppet getting all this exposure. The man is dope the best out if you ask me I hope he stays indie cause the industry will change everything about his music they wouldn't let him tell his message like he wants to tell it. Same goes for mysoone and Hopsin.
This man possesses the gift of story telling like no other artist I’ve ever experienced. Truly a gifted man. Whether your embarrassing other rappers on there own beats or pouring your heart and feelings out on a track like this. I’thank you from the bottom of my heart for being true to your self and not being a sugar coated, sell out that talks about $ and objects
[Intro] Yo I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually You will eventually Some day One day [Refrain] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me I hope you understand I love you more than life itself And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty [Verse 1] And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard times And became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds But you know how that shit go Young and reckless, different women part time And I wasn't ready for that life yet, I was in my dark prime Me and your moms ain't get along and she gave me a hard time I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time I wasn't happy when she said she was pregnant Probably the worst news of my life, that shit was so depressing I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it I'm sorry that I said that shit, yo I was trippin' [Refrain] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me I'm sorry, yo [Verse 2] And I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance Yeah I'll admit it, I was scared of that type of commitment Even hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen That'd get me out of that situation, I was livid I felt like shit about my thoughts, that wasn't me, I'm different Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it [Refrain] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me Hope you don't hate me, I was selfish, I hope you forgive me Hope you forgive me [Verse 3] And I still remember your baby shower like it was yesterday And to your mom it was special, me, just another day I wish that you could see the pictures, all the fake phony smilin' Had to pretend that I was happy, deep down I was cryin' Ma asked if I was okay, I turned around and looked away I was dryin' all my tears, look back to say yeah I was lyin', goddamn, how the hell I get here? This is it, this supposed to be my life This ain't how I pictured it I never felt so damn alone, but it was more than often One of the worst days of my life, and I ain't even lyin' We argued when we came home, I blame myself for all this I think that I was holding a grudge 'cause she ain't get an abortion I'm sorry Damn [Refrain] And I know you can't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me Please, please [Verse 4] And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside I fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry I sacrifice my life so you could live it Peace, want to give you things my father couldn't give to, me I think I was raised wrong, and that's just what it is to me And if you ask him then his ass gon' probably disagree But whatever, whatever And nothing's ever made me cry as much as you, I swear Your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas My worst fear is always you not knowing who I am 'Cause I been on the road dreamchasing for you out here I was the first thing that you opened your eyes to And the last one that you said goodnight to I went home and cried to And I bawled my eyes out, and then watched you Glad I got you, that's a blatant fact And every negative thing I said I swear I take it back [Refrain] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me I hope you understand I love you more than I love myself And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty [Outro] I was feelin' empty I been feelin' empty I put my emotions in this music when I'm feelin' empty I hope you forgive me Please, please
It started with the I’m Not Racist video and then went to people including me loving his music because of all the sensitive and deep topics that he raps about brings people together. He also tries to create peace with the world with his music. Legend on its way👌🏽💯
I knew it finally Joyner is getting all the credit he deserves finally JOYNER I BEEN A FAN SINCE DAY ONE YOU GAVE MY MOM UR DEMO OUTSIDE IN L.A A WHILE BACK AND SHE PUT ME ON TO YOU I KNEW YOU WOULD BLOW IM NOT RACIST BEST SONG OF THIS DECADE KEEP IT UP BRA ME AND MY MOM ARE Praying FOR YOU KEEP IT UP!!!
This song hit real deep for me. Went thru a similar phase in my life. When i was pregnant with my secind daughter my baby daddy was in and out if jail, running the streets, difderent night with a different girl while im at home faithful and worrying doing it all on my own. One day he came home and brought the girl for that week home and kicked me out. I had nowhere to go, no one who would take me in or help me. I remember crying and telling myself that i couldnt bring my baby into such a cruel unforgiving world with absolutely nothing. At the time i wasnt thinking straight and thought it be best if she never was born and had to go thru all of lifes bs. I was 8 months due in 3 weeks. I tried taking my life and my babys and swallowed a whole bottle of blood pressure pills as i left his house. Went down to my friends house and her dad found me in the bathroom almost passed out, almost gone and took me to the ER. The doctor told me when i came to that if i had gotten there 2 minutes later than when i arrived i wouldve been gone for good. I thank God daily that i didnt succeed and she came out with nothing wrong with her. And just like this gentlemans words say, i hope she can forgive me one day.
I found out I was pregnant with my daughter at 18. I thought about abortion but didn't go through with it. Now that she's here with me I'm so happy that I had her because I have a best friend that will never leave my side. I love you so much Olivia.
This generation should recognize and appreciate the talent this man has. He is one of if not the best story teller hip hop has ever witnessed. I’m sure blessed to have witnessed a the abilities of this man. It’s like witnessing an Ali fight. I’m an 80’s baby so I don’t have any recollection of the hype which surrounded Mohammad Ali. But I did get to witness Michael Jordan , Michael Jackson, Mike Tyson,the start of the internet, and this man joyner lucas.
His music helped me through rough times... everytime i listened to his music he helped me remember why I shouldn’t do it, and live my live. Thank you joyner🙏🏼
It's a damn shame that Joyner Lucas is making music in this day and age where his talent will go unnoticed. if he was making these in the 90s he would be topping all charts and be considered one of the greats and a household name. fucking shame.
I really dont understand why this man Joyner Lucas is so under rated 😩 this song touched me in a way that I really don't understand.. Literally his songs bring tears to my own eyes .. But Can somebody explain to me the deeper meaning of this song ? #comment ,, please ❤
Nykeira Alston it's probably about how he wanted his girl to abort the baby she got pregnant with but then felt guilty after seeing his son grow up Also probably just about how one might feel due to an unexpected pregnancy I may be wrong but there this app called "rap genius" download it It explains the meaning of songs
the song talks about how in the beginning before he had the baby he was a dickhead to it he wish he was never born but then he realizes how Much he loves it and wishes he took back what he said but he can't so he is just asking for forgiveness when his son finds out what he said about em and what he thought about em
(Please read if you have the time) I rarely write comments in videos but I thought I had to. I can relate to this song so much right now, every word Joyner said is what I recently when through. I'm only 19 years old and close to having my first Child, I remember first hearing the news and thinking to myself like I'll never do this, I don't want this, I ain't ready. I even told me partner to have an abortion, "cause it's not like the things alive," I couldn't stand telling my parents. My initial though was that they would disown me, Time went on and I understood more on how much it meant to her, and how much it would mean to me. So we decided to have it. I was barely getting an income of money, but I was confident on everything I did. Tried my best to stay positive. We both went along with everything and I eventually told me parents and close friends. It was a rough road getting everything through my head, but I wouldn't change any of it. In I couple of weeks time I will be staring in the eyes of my first daughter. Wish me luck🌹 EDIT: (This truely is insane on how much support I have received here. I've read every comment on this post and have acknowledged every single one of you. It seriously means a lot hearing everyones love and support for me and my daughter. I would reply to every single one of you if I had the time, but I hope you people realise on how thankful I am. Thank you for the prayers and luck you guys have wished me. I know this sounds weird but its more support I've ever received. As for my darling. She is great, she is close to being 6 weeks old and its all going so far. If you guys would like to see her I have a few photos on my Instagram (Just type up my name and you should find me). And as for me, I'm fine, taking everything one day at a time. Still no job, but of course I'm applying for everything on the market. Once again, much love to all you guys!)
The scene where Joyner's son grew up in front of him while they stayed playing the same game they'd played since he was a baby hit me in the feels, man. That's just bittersweet as hell.
A man who admits this and regrets every word he said. Is a man.
Brownie Bitez What the fuck? Your backwards
@@TheInfantry98 how
Brownie Bitez no a man won’t say nothing like that now that’s a man
Yq Lisa Songs it’s better to rise after a fall then never to have fallen
Or a man is just a man -_-
To all the dads out there doing right to their children. Time to give the good dads out there some appreciation. Send this to the top
My dad sure as hell isn’t getting this
@@airezxy_7225 facts lol
@@adam.b6676 aw that's sweet . I had a step dad like that until him and my mom broke up . He did come back and surprised me on my birthday when I was little he caught me outside playing with my friends and I almost had a heart attack , that's the last time I seen him 😭❤️
@@adam.b6676 aw your welcome ❤️
Amen, i often tell other Mom's they should be GRATEFUL Dad is in picture bc my kids dad NEVER TRIED!!!
Be GRATEFUL for whatever HELP You Get
Bc it could be NOTHING AT ALL
Joyner doesn't make music, he makes art.
lol
Yip you said it
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Hell yeah he the truth
When both your parents tell you they hated the day you were born, then you grow up and raise a healthy and happy son who knows nothing of abuse, you won... I...WIN!
That's right, you won. Never forget that. You were greater than those who came before you. Thank you for that because in a way, you're a part of how I was raised.
This made me cry. I can't imagine that pain, but I sense the power in your words. You have a message of overcoming and hope. Please share that with others. Your life will save others.
🙏🤗
@@themothershyp7788 I have shared a bit of me here Friday, A Moment in Time www.amazon.com/dp/B08LNLBYS5/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_fabc_olKPFb8NMXG6Y
Speak that truth champ! Godspeed! ✔💜
His music is too deep to reach the charts
My music is deep to! click on my picture to go to my channel, listen to my last song called ''Kevin'' I promise you won't regret listening! and subscribe!!
just give my music a chance all it takes is 20 seconds and you'll find a new artist you can support from the bottom!
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Agreed.
it wont because its boring
As a metal head, I gotta say this guy is one badass artist
Same
Marco Alonso same here man, same here
Agree
Same here dude is real deal
welcome to the good side of rap
I started with "I'm Not Racist" and I've just grown to fucking love all his shit. Bless him
me to man!!!
Same here
Daniel Greene same
same
same
Crying. Can't remember the last time a rapper had me do that. I needed to hear this, today.
Check out the new one falling slowly
Check out happy birthday mate
Same man
Much love homie 👑
@@jayhmz just listened to it….wowww😳😳
"I can't believe I tried to hurt you. I hope you forgive me", that part is so emotional and deep.
Mhm ;-;
Where is it?
Frqm 3:14
420 likes is awesome
Yeah that part made me think about my son and how I couldn't imagine trying to hurt him. Made me teary eyed.
Being a father and understanding this song made me cry
Me too man im 24 wit 4 kids
@@Kynngsampler yea them feels man
Me to g
Same. And im about father
agree please do not judge me but I felt the same way like this song described but now I am a full-time single father and my daughter is 7 years old today. I can just imagine what abortion would have done to my life because of my daughter I am a changed man...
This shit hits hard for me. I said the same bs. My son is my everything now. Much love and respect. Keep your head up young dads it's worth it.
hell yeah bro my son is now 3 man he is my world made me realize i when he was first born that i couldn't let him grow up without a dad like i did
They say fatherhood doesn't hit till you hold your babe. I hope we all strive to be better father's always
@@corysavage8352 you are right man
At least you guys stuck around. My dad just abandoned me
@@mickey_mess8747 i know how that is been there myself but i wasn't going to let that make me walk away from my son like he did on me thats what makes me a better man than him.
For those who have kids. This song hits deep.
Joyner top 4
Joyner has a new type of music that actually makes u feel something
that aint new.... mainstream just tryna get rid of it... but joyners talent is unprecedented for sure. glad hes bringing meaning back to bars, and especially glad hes from my city
CGV TV man listen to NF. His shit deep
RebugClxtches yea his shit deep but he doesn’t cuss and he comes off as real gospely to me. I stick to phora and Joyner. That’s just my opinion though.
I'll have you know it's called "rap music," and is quite the hit amongst the "crooks" and the "nines."
Fr fr his words are powerful
Stop comparing this man to X , Tupac , Drake , Eminem , etc . This man is his own artist .
@@k1khrolik94 he said he shouldn't be. Your still trying to compare him, but Lucas is himself, never tried to mimic anyone. He makes music that touches your heart, but it's 2018-2019 rap, but not many can do that. And most his music is necessary to be seen or heard, but Eminem and them are optional. Joyner Lucas could never be compared
JustPlaying / That'sagame I never said he should be compared to them, I just said that’s what the list meant to be, calm down.
Yeah
K1 BarcaBoy Yeah x just dose mumble rap
pinkhucii they’re comparing their lyrical ability and ability to speak the truth of the world we know now
Joyner is inspiring. Kids should look up to a rapper like him. Truth = Respect.
Nick I do I'm 11 and I love his music bc its so deep and I love it so much.
Nick yeah, they should look up to him not all these "lil'" so called "rappers" who are "inspiring"
Yeah but the thing I don't like is rap
@@jatziri5428 then why you here?!?!?!?!?!
Big Perm too many people want to bullshit and be fake. I'll be broke and by myself before I start pretending. It is what it is. #tellthetruth.
I've watched so many of his videos and realize that none have ads on them. He literally PAYS to have you watch his music. What a G.
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I'm a 37 years old man with kids and I'm just learned of Joyner Lucas after I saw "I'm not Racist" two days ago and I'm line this dude can't be real in these days and times of garbage music, he is different and make all the sense kn the world. Damn dude you are good.
Geo KLOUDE9INE Yeah Joyner needs more recognition
Geo KLOUDE9INE exactly how I found him and exactly how I feel about music and him 😍 him
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Geo KLOUDE9INE He puts so much emotion in his songs and raps about present issues which most other rappers don’t do
welcome to the club guys
Unlike most rappers now days, Joyner isn't in it for the fame, but for the message.
agreed.
Agreed. Which is why it will take him longer to get the recognition he deserves
No really
Andre Rolim all of this dudes songs has a special message
Andre Rolim bullshit, everyone wants fame in the rap game.
Why don’t any other rapper talk about topics this deep
Gremlin raps about deep issues.
Cuz it doesnt make money
T DUB that’s the exact problem with today’s society
Theu cant excute this subjectivly wjere ppl wont hate them joyner is a fucking monster top 3 in the world rn fr
J cole does 🤷♂️
3:13 "I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me." I love that. That is *deeply* personal and that's the type of emotional depth and vulnerability music is missing nowadays. Artists make "emotional" music all the time but they don't bare their soul. This man made his guilt and anguish over almost aborting his son into a song for millions to listen to. That takes balls. Asking for forgiveness. That takes balls and is very vulnerable. I respect that.
People dislike it because its not about hoes, drugs and money. Badass cars, big houses and jewelry. This man speaks about real life events and speaks about his feelings and shit. Joyner keep doing what your doing bro some of us actually listen and we hear you!
Patrick Hall thank you
I'm usually not a rap fan because of those mentioned topics..............Thought that was what it was all about. I was terribly mistaken @_@
From Metalhead to I am exploring a lot of music now. lol Still love my metal tho
This guy is truly a gem
you forgot about the people that only listen to music for the beat that hate this type of rap because of it not having a beat so loud you cant hear the words
Well, Eminem featured him and now he's got the recognition he deserves. I'm not sure how many views this had 2 months ago, but it's near 10 million now.
You know what, it's weird hearing a rapper who is just saying one phrase and calling it a song and then adding some beat. It's nice to hear someone who out puts there thoughts and feeling into a song and gives it there all, and for that, I very much respect you for that!
Guchi gang Guchi gang Guchi can Guchi gang Guchi gang
Dizzy Dreams I
Miya Simms yeah right that shit is garbage stay in yo lane
their*
You need some kendrick Lamar
Just discovered him and I automatically fell in love. I love that his music has a message to it. Can’t wait to see this man grow
and it's cold outside!!
Saammmee
Kay and Lay listen to "Ross Capichioni" (Idk if i spelled that right) that was the first song I heard by him that was a couple years ago I've been a fan ever since.
His story telling and lyricism is probably top 5 in the rapgame right now.
I started listening after Ross Capichioni as well, i'm beyond happy to see Joyner finally exploding. 600k YT subs in Dec alone
EPIC!
Idc what color you are. Joyner is for everyone. He came at the right time.
Rotcrawler that is what people don't get Rap isn't meant for black people or just 1 color only. It's just sharing stories with music.
Very touchy. We need more music like this instead of mumble rap. Thanks Joyner!!
What rappers mumble
Aldin Bajric Thanks Kanye! Very cool!
For real
Bruh this shit ain’t mumble. He’s done a song with emeinem making fun of mumble rappers
Id like but its at 420 ill keep it that way
"I really just think we crossed paths at the wrong time" i felt that
Random Things the first time I read one of those comments that wasn’t a joke
Me 2
Been listening for years and still can't get through this song without crying. Thanks Joyner for making something so beautiful and human.
Shit hits home for me. I wanted the same thing when my ex told me she was pregnant. Glad she kept it bcuz now i have a daughter who is my everything. Hope she remembers who i am when she gets older.
Solo same g she not letting me see her right now....funny shit is she left me. Smh. Stay up g .
*update she finally stopped with the revenge bs, getting to see my lil girl now more! Stay up fellas and be smart and try not to b emotional, shit gets hard when it comes down to our seeds.
Solo no matter what just do all you kan too b thare. Kuz in the end tht will b tha qwestion asked.. Im a father of two and am blessed too b thare for mine as they r for havin me as a father.
Me too bro, my kid just turned two months and im 19
Me to fam.... Just turned 8 months and I can't see him
Solo damn
This is EXACTLY what I went through 5 years ago. My son is 4 now and I cannot explain the love one can have for their child. This song made me tear up with how accurate it was. I ended up getting out of the Army the week before he was born and was homeless 6 months later because of his mom's greed. Yes, it has gotten better, and yes we still go though it...BUT, he is fully worth it. Just damn, thank you Joyner Lucas.
How are you and your son doing now?
thank you for your service idk how anyone could do that to someone especially if theyre doing something to help them in the future plus you guys loved each other
Real Rapper dealing with real issues, read emotions. Much respect!!!
"i sacrifice my life, so you can live in peace. Wanna give you things my father couldn't give to me."
who else felt this?
He takes every day life stories, topics and tragedies and creates the visual through rap music using same rawness and realism rap stood for in its inception but its the 2017 everyday reality - just brilliant
i've never seen someone sound so passionate about music.
What you've said is well worded, and the honest truth.
He's a real one needs more recognition he's a wolf among a bunch of sheep in this rap game I'm sorry was crazy played it at my brother's funeral .. Joyner just understands what people are going threw #joynerlucas
Christine Richards the song is also meant for his son as well
“I hope one day you don’t hold this shit against me” 😢
😣😞😭
This s*** is real straight to the heart
I thank God for my daughter. I'm a single father.....Having a daughter saved my life it also slowed me down and bettered me as a man. If it was not for her and God no telling what or where I would be now.
A road a lot the same not gonna lie, its odd for a song to make me cry but this track does 9/10 for the point in my life i was so selfish.
I have 3 daughters and i tell them all the time yall saved my life they want never understand but they saved my life
Real talk bro
I'm not gonna have kids It's a waste of time and money
@@BitchChill naw its not bro, but make sure your ready and it's with the right person.
Give this man a Grammy
Darnel Holloway He needs his own award... The Lucas award legit this is so good!
Darnel Holloway n
Darnel Holloway I cannot agree more!!!!
Is anyone paying attention to the video? The storyline hits the irony perfectly give him an oscar too
Aj Guerra that's what makes the song even better
WOW, HE SPILLED MY EXACT FEELINGS WHEN I WAS GOING TO BE A FATHER, MY CHILD IS 6 MONTHS AND I'M SO GLAD I'M NOT THE SAME MAN I WAS BEFORE.
Will Suarez I have a lot of respect for people who take care of there kids and if they can’t at the time have it get adopted but much respect to you
Will Suarez it ok to be scared we are Human.
Omg I love it
Why is he so underrated?
No one understands the shit he makes it ain't 'real' people don't realize real rap these days
Zeta Heta Phi if you think he's underrated, check out K.A.A.N.
Zeta Heta Phi it's a shame
gnarly sniff K.A.A.N. is fuckin great
Zeta Heta Phi labels won't allow him to
I'm about to become a father and I can't stop listening to this song. It's so damn real and true. Huge respect to Joyner Lucas for making such a brilliant expression of love.
ruclips.net/video/Yoy4nGZBiM4/видео.html CONGRATS...MY KIDS SAVED ME ❤️
Congratulations 💛💛💛
I became a father a year ago. And this kept getting played because of my mixed feelings. A year later and I take back everything I felt before. Fatherhood is amazing!
Me too😅
Hope you n your child doing well
Fav rapper hands down
jacquez addison UU u
Logic better
Logan you fucking tripping
It takes a MAN to be this Real,open and honest. Joyner Lucas never stop making music like this.
I became a father when I was 19 I was scared,mad and depressed but I don’t regret any of it I wouldn’t trade my son for anything I love him to death I sacrificed so much for him and I’d do it again over and over again
ThRash Gaming Hope you and your son are doing good :)
traveler 7 thanks :) he just had his 1 year bday a couple days ago. Couldn’t be more happy.
I had my daughter at 18
That shit was a struggle because my baby mama cheated on me and they tried taking my daughter away from me but I stood my ground and did everything possible to have my rights
And now this year she will be turning 3 years old
It’s hard but I love my daughter with everything I have
They grow up fast
Wish you the best with your son :)
Keep that love alive, man
Your son will grow up to know that he has an amazing father. I respect you, now and days father's leave. You stood your ground
This shit is so relatable man, even to us who didn't go through exactly the same. Joyner's pen is so meticulous and eloquently ingenious
People say Joyner is the second tupac nah hes the first joyner
You can't compare one man's originality and unique style to another it just takes away from one or the other Joyner Lucas is on some real life issues what rap is supposed to be thankyou Joyner Lucas
But on a real, i see why Eminem sees a little of himself in Joyner.
Exactly
Damn
;)
his stuff is always so powerful. i cant put it into words💗💫✨
Lauren Jewel he understands what it's like to have empathy
theodore sanders Nobody shows empathy not even john wick
Lauren Jewel you right
It’s because it’s real no sugar coat just straight facts
He somehow manages to it always gets me
This low key shows how precious life really is
Not the 2K goat *high
traveler 7 u probley right
Quasar Defalt You monster!
traveler 7 wus wrong
Not the 2K goat igy
Being a dad is the best and most important job you'll ever have. Let it become your whole life. Let it consume you entirely. This is your life's purpose. Lean into it.
It truly is. I fucked up lots in my life. but being a dad is my second chance. I truly do love him more than I love myself. walking him to Kindergarten every morning is better than any night staying out late partying in my twenties.
@@rizednb heck yeah!
Where does he get these professional ass baby actors at 😮
thats his actual son fam
That's his real son
Gaurav Karkhanis wait if that's his real son then does that mean that the shit in "Happy Birthday" actually happened to him? That's pretty fucked
Idk why but this comment funny asf
No from everything ive read "Happy Birthday" is a hypothetical story
Joyner deserves xxl . He is not just a rapper . He's a lyricist. His music has to be some of the realist shit I've ever heard . B4 y'all knock me for my cover photo jus know I love real rap . Guys like joey , logic,Joyner , token, hopsin , tech,futuristic etc .
Cool Show He WAS gonna be on 2016, but they didn't choose him. They didn't choose him...over Yachty, Desiigner, Vert, Kodack, and 21. They even got Paak (a singer) over him
What the fuck are you saying.. XXL freshmen list is for trash rappers.. thank fuck Joyner hasn't been on there.
He deserves more. Fucking love this guy!
FSM FSM i agree with you, but xxl is a way for him to get on the mainstream radio. Usually the industry puts out whatever artists are on the xxl freshmen list.
Cool Show you forgot witt and Nf , sik world
Joyners music is soooo deep
Misunderstood . Just call me nobody , whoooooaaaaaah...😮
August too
Misunderstood . Just call me nobody yes it is!!he good at this yo
Misunderstood . Just call me nobody
Bruh every time he does these type of songs I tear up
And I don't cry easily...
Misunderstood . Just call me nobody ture
This is his best album and work to me. So much emotion and reality in his art and words !!!!
Cristian Scott Dunham this song is for you especially the last verse son.
Joyner the realist, he touched up on so many different topics that people are sensitive to. He literally raps about facts only. He needs to be more well known, for real, we got rappers out here that got big like Lil Pump but not joyner. Shit’s messed
Be glad, he is blowing up in the rap scene right now.
Kpop Joon Bear because people fear the truth. It’s way easier for weak minded people to not accept it than to learn to accept it
Yadira Gonzalez True
Kpop Joon Bear yeaa shit is lil pump only has one song that got viral and joyner has more and better ones
Yea
This is like the reverse of happy birthday.
Edit: 2.4 Thousand Likes!!! That's insane
I’ve been searching for a comment like this!
For real
You watch that video, he falls in love with that kid in the video man. You gotta watch the video.
@@jamespettyjohn4330 the do not connect. That wasnt his kid in that one and this is his kid in this one. He even prayed for a kid in happy birthday and didn't want one in this
@@MIXMASTER6991 what are you saying, if you meant they don't connect I would argue your wrong.
This guy is so underatted doesn't flex he is as humble and down to earth as they come
Whaaaat... He flexes all the time about his skill and he isn't very humble or down to earth.. Openly admits he wants to be rich and famous. Listen closer 😀
Well until you've seen his recent video....hope his whole album won't b like that
me and my mother had a messed up relationship, but for once we bonded over this mans music, and im grateful joyner came into the picture cause ever since we've been happy together. im young but understand every lyric cause my dad and i have the same relationship mr. Joyner you are my biggest motivation and idol you helped me in my darkest and my moms darkest moments, nothing like other rappers :)
this is a prime example of how rap can tell a story
an emotional one at that
Tupac would be proud
EPIC TACO900 amen
EPIC TACO900 (want give them all my farther DIDN'T GIVE TOO ME) FEELING EMPTY!LOVE ME! LIFE TIME
EPIC TACO900 i like you mane
Fuckin facts bro! This definitely has that deep feeling 2pac vibes!
Exactly letter to my unborn child part 2
I had my daughter at 16. Before her I had no motive in life and didn’t know what I wanted to be. I got Kicked out from home because I was pregnant so then I was homeless and pregnant but I pulled through found a place to stay, got a job and finished high school. No one was at my graduation but me and my daughter. I just finished a qualification and currently studying business to eventually start my own. My daughter is my motivation to live and keep doing what I have to do for US.
BypassingZ I’m 21 now lol
You're amazing! Wish you the best!
Please message me. I have same problem and now kicked out from home. Please advice me something
Jai xo 💪
Jai xo what kind of family kicks out their pregnant daughter
"And nothing ever made me cry as much as u i swear, your smile gives motivation and some new ideas" 🔥 🔥 🔥
2 Pac would be proud of you Joyner, you make shit from the heart like he had.
Reguardless you are one of the greats already, next to J Cole, Wale, and Kendrick.
Robert Gearhart also Logic, he is been doing this for years now
Joyner is better then logic lyrically
To quote Busta Rhymes, "You on the level of Nas"
Ali I love Logic and why I feel he has a better audience appeal, Joyner is more real. I don’t care who’s better cus they’re both great
Let's not compare joyner to wale bc joiner is good lyrically wale is garbage
We need to get this guy more fame
Its Jorge yesss
You mean clout?
Always speaking about things everyone else is scared to speak about...I love the realness of Joyner... He's videos are always short movies I just love everything about this man.
"When you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me"🥺😔those words hit home
i wonder if thats how our dads feel he left me wanted to abort mw but my mom said no
Same bro
Frrrrr this song gets to me😔🥺
I was 14 when I got pregnant and this is exactly how I felt. I was lost. I was stressed. Mental illness got the best of me...but the day my baby boy was born everything was different. As I saw him take his first breathe, laugh, crawl....I just couldn't do anything but love him....and all the horrible things I wanted to do i took it back. I saw what a beautiful soul I created and tooke everything back. I couldn't be a happier mother..
Audi Sanchez wait
14
@nikola zazzoslki shut it guy
yo congrats and i thank YOU for not doing what you wanted to do at that time your a great mother and all i have to say for now is keep fighting the good life and enjoy it while you can. also how old are you rn?
@nikola zazzoslki yo guy the only reason i said shut it is cuz its rude to be acting and saying that shit have some common sense
but yea shes a great mother
I never had a real dad and it just made me cry having the thought of a proud dad when he sees his son graduate.
I feel you. My dad died a year after i met him. I met him when i was 6 years old. 2 weeks later i came to this country and never saw him again. His death brought me so much depression it still hits me. And i started Going through the path he did. Till i got arrested 2 months ago, and that woke me up. And now seeing this video gave me a chance. Now i have a stepdad who cares about me and I will graduate for my mom my stepdad my grandma and uncle who raised me, my brothers. And for my dad.
kier reguyal same
kier reguyal I feel you
I hope the best for you.
kier reguyal same
This is real rap
Librado Espinoza it is it reminds me of what ma mom and dad been in with me💔
My girlfriend gave birth today. I always listened to this album a lot while she was pregnant. Holding our baby girl today, I could hear this song playing in my head. I Felt like thrash. We tried getting rid of her twice but she wasnt going nowhere. Looking at her today I just couldn’t hold my tears back, they thought it was joy, but I was heart broken I tried to get rid of her. Daddy love you AUDREY
Thanks guys. She’s doing great, we celebrated her one year birthday last month. This past year has been amazing.
Congratulations to both of y'all!
Big hugs bro. Congratulations and may life always smile for you, Audrey and all those who are yours. Peace and light.
ruclips.net/video/Yoy4nGZBiM4/видео.html MY KIDS SAVED ME ❤️
Twice? Damn. I’m sure nothing I could say would make you feel worse and that’s not my intention, so Ima just drop that Congrats to you for raising a fighter. You should come back and give regular updates on how babygirls doing. The amount of likes is the amount of people that wanna know.
Don't feel bad man, human is human and she is here after all and you do love her. That means everything
Stay independent Joyner. Don’t sign any record deal, they will force you to water down your content and realness should always be raw and deep to the core. Your music shakes my soul right, you’re in a class of your own.
Edit: this dude is fully independent and is doing his best to put other rappers onto the game, props to this man and his team to make this a reality. I wish I had this when I wa rapping. I stopped but don't it stop YOU. grind and you'll see yourself somewhere happy. Good luck. I love you, human.
Sean Crowley He’s been on Atlantic records lol
Really?
I'd hate for class like Joyner to go MAJOR. he's clinging hip-hip together with his stories. makes these Mumble cunts look like illiterate babies.
Sean Crowley He been on a major for over a year. And listen to Gucci Gang Remix, He says it clearly “Atlantic says they wont put out my album unless I have a hit record, but I dont care bout no hit song”...lol
Marc Regal Shit, I never knew that. I’ve only started getting into his music. When he passes he’ll be one of the best to ever grace the mic. Dude is a genius, every topic he talks about he hits it on the head like a hammer and nail. I just hope he doesn’t let nobody change his music and what he does coz he’s unique like Kendrick.
Sean Crowley yeah crazy. he dont even need a major. I hate these record companies man
Omg sometimes I really hate how good Joyner is man. Joyner is just so amazing 😥
How am i just finding about this guy now?!?!, he's fucking awesome!!
See this shit hits deep for me, Mainly the scene with him playing operation and his kid is growing into a man. I have been blessed by meeting my partner who had to children 4 and 6 years old. Watching that scene made me think i need to stop worrying about the insignificant things in life and focus on spending time with the 2 amazing children that have come into my life. Thankyou Joyner your songs are always deep and meaningful and in my eyes you really are the best rapper alive. You cut deep in the way that gets to the average person like myself.
kinda aggravated me that joyner is so underrated
Hey man, he finally blew up. Really. Instead of being the "I'm not racist" guy.
Hey man shit don't get mad spread the word
He’s coming up tho. He rapped with eminem dude thats pretty huge. Eminem put him out there. Huge fan!
He's not underrated at all he's just not an industry puppet getting all this exposure. The man is dope the best out if you ask me I hope he stays indie cause the industry will change everything about his music they wouldn't let him tell his message like he wants to tell it. Same goes for mysoone and Hopsin.
I showed this to my son and he smiled at me the whole song. You're pure magic Joyner!
Joyner Lucas is a legend
its_richy _rich m
This man possesses the gift of story telling like no other artist I’ve ever experienced. Truly a gifted man. Whether your embarrassing other rappers on there own beats or pouring your heart and feelings out on a track like this. I’thank you from the bottom of my heart for being true to your self and not being a sugar coated, sell out that talks about $ and objects
Amen to that! I couldn't have said it better my brother, well spoken!✊🏼💪🏼
[Intro]
Yo
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
You will eventually
Some day
One day
[Refrain]
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
I hope you understand I love you more than life itself
And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty
[Verse 1]
And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside
I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard times
And became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds
But you know how that shit go
Young and reckless, different women part time
And I wasn't ready for that life yet, I was in my dark prime
Me and your moms ain't get along and she gave me a hard time
I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time
I wasn't happy when she said she was pregnant
Probably the worst news of my life, that shit was so depressing
I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
I'm sorry that I said that shit, yo I was trippin'
[Refrain]
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
I'm sorry, yo
[Verse 2]
And I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance
Yeah I'll admit it, I was scared of that type of commitment
Even hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen
That'd get me out of that situation, I was livid
I felt like shit about my thoughts, that wasn't me, I'm different
Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with
I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it
[Refrain]
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
Hope you don't hate me, I was selfish, I hope you forgive me
Hope you forgive me
[Verse 3]
And I still remember your baby shower like it was yesterday
And to your mom it was special, me, just another day
I wish that you could see the pictures, all the fake phony smilin'
Had to pretend that I was happy, deep down I was cryin'
Ma asked if I was okay, I turned around and looked away
I was dryin' all my tears, look back to say yeah
I was lyin', goddamn, how the hell I get here?
This is it, this supposed to be my life
This ain't how I pictured it
I never felt so damn alone, but it was more than often
One of the worst days of my life, and I ain't even lyin'
We argued when we came home, I blame myself for all this
I think that I was holding a grudge 'cause she ain't get an abortion
I'm sorry
Damn
[Refrain]
And I know you can't understand my words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me
Please, please
[Verse 4]
And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside
I fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry
I sacrifice my life so you could live it
Peace, want to give you things my father couldn't give to, me
I think I was raised wrong, and that's just what it is to me
And if you ask him then his ass gon' probably disagree
But whatever, whatever
And nothing's ever made me cry as much as you, I swear
Your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas
My worst fear is always you not knowing who I am
'Cause I been on the road dreamchasing for you out here
I was the first thing that you opened your eyes to
And the last one that you said goodnight to
I went home and cried to
And I bawled my eyes out, and then watched you
Glad I got you, that's a blatant fact
And every negative thing I said I swear I take it back
[Refrain]
I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually
And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me
I hope you understand I love you more than I love myself
And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty
[Outro]
I was feelin' empty
I been feelin' empty
I put my emotions in this music when I'm feelin' empty
I hope you forgive me
Please, please
Zy King thx
Your welcome bro
It started with the I’m Not Racist video and then went to people including me loving his music because of all the sensitive and deep topics that he raps about brings people together. He also tries to create peace with the world with his music. Legend on its way👌🏽💯
same
i agree he is awesome
Actually it didn't start with I'm racist the song just gave him more recognition it started with this album that's when in that moment a star is born
QueenB Timmers : for me, it started with the song *I'm Sorry*
QueenB Timmers i listened to him way before im not racist
I knew it finally Joyner is getting all the credit he deserves finally JOYNER I BEEN A FAN SINCE DAY ONE YOU GAVE MY MOM UR DEMO OUTSIDE IN L.A A WHILE BACK AND SHE PUT ME ON TO YOU I KNEW YOU WOULD BLOW IM NOT RACIST BEST SONG OF THIS DECADE KEEP IT UP BRA ME AND MY MOM ARE Praying FOR YOU KEEP IT UP!!!
beyonce fr man, been a fan since his along came joyner proj.
beyonce
Damn, that’s so awesome.
its ironic you are named beyonce
Bruh he’s about to get so many new fans from I’m not racist
Felix Pitts forreal bro been listening to him
I have no words, only tears
Joynar Lucas need to be on the radio
crazyboiisavage splashing girls sorry they don't allow quality
crazyboiisavage splashing girls I know right
If he was everyone would be emmotional
This song made me look at my daughter and cry. I'm so glad we made the right choice with her. Another amazing Joyner track. Thank you!
This song hit real deep for me. Went thru a similar phase in my life. When i was pregnant with my secind daughter my baby daddy was in and out if jail, running the streets, difderent night with a different girl while im at home faithful and worrying doing it all on my own. One day he came home and brought the girl for that week home and kicked me out. I had nowhere to go, no one who would take me in or help me. I remember crying and telling myself that i couldnt bring my baby into such a cruel unforgiving world with absolutely nothing. At the time i wasnt thinking straight and thought it be best if she never was born and had to go thru all of lifes bs. I was 8 months due in 3 weeks. I tried taking my life and my babys and swallowed a whole bottle of blood pressure pills as i left his house. Went down to my friends house and her dad found me in the bathroom almost passed out, almost gone and took me to the ER. The doctor told me when i came to that if i had gotten there 2 minutes later than when i arrived i wouldve been gone for good. I thank God daily that i didnt succeed and she came out with nothing wrong with her. And just like this gentlemans words say, i hope she can forgive me one day.
Joyner so Underrated this man rap about real life shit 💯💯
5 months later, even after releasing music with Em and Logic, the 2 most over rated rappers, he remains underated
@@johnchavez3197 em isnt overrated but logic is lmao dumb bitch
John Chavez just bcz they’re more popular dosent mean that they are overrated
@@iluvass bruh he be rapping about real shit and he's really good in it
I found out I was pregnant with my daughter at 18. I thought about abortion but didn't go through with it. Now that she's here with me I'm so happy that I had her because I have a best friend that will never leave my side. I love you so much Olivia.
Adriana Devine facts.
Adriana Devine this song is the best way to bring the way I felt into context. I was beyond stressed and overwhelmed, my son saved me from myself.
Respect. i had friends who had sex a young ages and did drugs at young ages
Hi olivia
Adriana Devine how old is she know
Tupac Amaru Shakur has blessed Joyner with the ability to create and spread the truth rather than false hope.
Love your comment.... I'm a Pac fan he would be proud of this type of music.
Contessa Nowacki Agreed
1: dont compare them he might rap about some serious stufc but hes not tupac hes joyner 2: says the hypebeast
He made himself he’s not pac 2
Optic - T God! God blesses Joyner as well as Tupac Shakir to create and spread the truth.
This generation should recognize and appreciate the talent this man has. He is one of if not the best story teller hip hop has ever witnessed. I’m sure blessed to have witnessed a the abilities of this man. It’s like witnessing an Ali fight. I’m an 80’s baby so I don’t have any recollection of the hype which surrounded Mohammad Ali. But I did get to witness Michael Jordan , Michael Jackson, Mike Tyson,the start of the internet, and this man joyner lucas.
I’m not crying. My eyes are just sweating
When i first heard this song I couldn’t play it without crying. I have 3 sons and they are the reason im a better me today.
I'm telling y'all this album is a masterpiece, this is real this is life💙🫂
This dude got so many good songs
His music helped me through rough times... everytime i listened to his music he helped me remember why I shouldn’t do it, and live my live.
Thank you joyner🙏🏼
MAN!!! IM ABOUT TO BE A DAD AND THIS SHIT HAS ME TEARING BIG TIME!!!!
Carlos Estrada me too bro, me too
Carlos Estrada congratulations
Carlos Estrada keep striving bro these kids need us fathers matters i cried cuz i feel the pain im a father of two now
Carlos Estrada best feeling in the world being a dad
the hell you talking about ???
It's a damn shame that Joyner Lucas is making music in this day and age where his talent will go unnoticed. if he was making these in the 90s he would be topping all charts and be considered one of the greats and a household name. fucking shame.
PRIK Designs It'll be appreciated by the right people.
FACTS
PRIK Designs facts
PRIK Designs what about K.A.A.N.?
gnarly sniff facts bro
I literally cried. Often rap songs get me all pumped up and energetic, but this masterpiece is the best song I heard in my life!!!!!!
POP CULTURE INC. you should listen to Montana of 300
This song makes me want to protect the child I don’t even have yet... I’m 16
fahad ullah that’s what I call yo mama lil boy, sit down😂
You're pregnant?
MC PRO what-
HypieTV read it he dosent have one yet hes 16
@@iiiallies6165 oh ok lol
Joyner Lucas is doing humanity a great service by making these videos. Thank you!
I really dont understand why this man Joyner Lucas is so under rated 😩 this song touched me in a way that I really don't understand.. Literally his songs bring tears to my own eyes .. But Can somebody explain to me the deeper meaning of this song ? #comment ,, please ❤
Nykeira Alston it's probably about how he wanted his girl to abort the baby she got pregnant with but then felt guilty after seeing his son grow up
Also probably just about how one might feel due to an unexpected pregnancy
I may be wrong but there this app called "rap genius" download it
It explains the meaning of songs
Nykeira Alston i cry to most if his songs bro , and im a 30 year old man
Joseph Boustany I think it ties in with the "happy birthday" storyline
the song talks about how in the beginning before he had the baby he was a dickhead to it he wish he was never born but then he realizes how Much he loves it and wishes he took back what he said but he can't so he is just asking for forgiveness when his son finds out what he said about em and what he thought about em
Nykeira Alston hey can you subscribe to my channel i would be so grateful @ronson dwyer
(Please read if you have the time) I rarely write comments in videos but I thought I had to. I can relate to this song so much right now, every word Joyner said is what I recently when through. I'm only 19 years old and close to having my first Child, I remember first hearing the news and thinking to myself like I'll never do this, I don't want this, I ain't ready. I even told me partner to have an abortion, "cause it's not like the things alive," I couldn't stand telling my parents. My initial though was that they would disown me, Time went on and I understood more on how much it meant to her, and how much it would mean to me. So we decided to have it. I was barely getting an income of money, but I was confident on everything I did. Tried my best to stay positive. We both went along with everything and I eventually told me parents and close friends. It was a rough road getting everything through my head, but I wouldn't change any of it. In I couple of weeks time I will be staring in the eyes of my first daughter. Wish me luck🌹
EDIT: (This truely is insane on how much support I have received here. I've read every comment on this post and have acknowledged every single one of you. It seriously means a lot hearing everyones love and support for me and my daughter. I would reply to every single one of you if I had the time, but I hope you people realise on how thankful I am. Thank you for the prayers and luck you guys have wished me. I know this sounds weird but its more support I've ever received. As for my darling. She is great, she is close to being 6 weeks old and its all going so far. If you guys would like to see her I have a few photos on my Instagram (Just type up my name and you should find me). And as for me, I'm fine, taking everything one day at a time. Still no job, but of course I'm applying for everything on the market. Once again, much love to all you guys!)
Caleb Te Rangi I wish you luck my brotha
Crank Up thanks brother
Your welcome any time you just wanna get some shit off yo chest come to this comment my dude
Crank Up thank you man, I'll let you know when she comes, any day now 👍🏾
Crank Up thank you!
The scene where Joyner's son grew up in front of him while they stayed playing the same game they'd played since he was a baby hit me in the feels, man. That's just bittersweet as hell.
bruh he never ceases to amaze me, this dude never stops becoming better
Preston Garvey here, ill mark his other awesome songs on your map
Preston Garvey dude why i see you on all the videos i watch, damn you every where haha