Wilbur Soot - Losing Face (CMYB Demo)
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- Опубликовано: 9 ноя 2021
- This is one of the seven exclusive songs that Wilbur gave out to a few fans, added to the source originally on July 15th, 2019! This demo is honestly my favorite out of the bunch. Oh and the original name of the EP was "Cocaine Makes You Boring", so that's why it says that in the video.
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Can I just say that this version is.. such a weird mix of comforting and absolutely sombering. The voice cracks, the shaky tone, the sheer upset and frustration in his voice? I teared up listening. I’ve been there and hope Wilbur, myself, and you (yes, you, whoever is reading) never have to feel this ever again, or in the first place if you’ve never felt this way.
i have cried so many times listening to this
Thank you! This song is just.. everything
I knew I wasn't the only one hearing him hold back the tears in this demo, I feel so bad for him but im glad his doing better now.
@@iexist6677 Your not alone:)
Do you stand by this
The amount of pain hearing his voice break from anger to sadness is something i cannot express,but also a very reletable feeling.
If you click the three dots on the side of your comment, you can edit it so you don’t have to comment to correct any mistakes :]
istg when im listing to a song and i hear the shake in their voice i love it
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You're actually right,it's still so sad tho:')
Yea, I write songs and honestly if you are feeling like that, that break in the song is so genuine, and for me it actually helps writing if I’m feeling really bad or really good
Exactly. There’s a bit of desperation in his tone and it just overall makes it very relatable
He shared that he was drunk while making this song, as well as a recent breakup, holy shi, he took advantage of these and made a masterpiece. Favorite track from YCGMA
He actually said he purposely wrote the first half drunk and the second half sobering up which is really interesting and makes sense
@@HelpOTWx3 that's an interesting strategy
@@HelpOTWx3 that's honestly so cool
@@HelpOTWx3 that's actually fucking awesome.
there’s a voice memo from like 2020 out there of the actual drunk version he recorded
i prefer this version its sounds how i think it should have sounded from the start, someone singing a song a while sounding on the verge of braking down
yeah.
Both the versions are fucking good asshole, maybe soemone wants to not cry to every fucking song they listen too and instead whant to digest hard topics easily
@@houwlingwoolf jesus christ calm down what was that for??
@@houwlingwoolf do you know what the term "Prefer" means?
@@houwlingwoolf Jesus Christ what was that for take a chill pill ma’am/sir they are just stating their opinion-
this is a perfect over generalization of ycgma.
the voice cracks, the shift in tone, how his voice changes its pitch. how he gets so aggressive and then suddenly softens his voice. exactly how you'd deal with something traumatic or jumbles of your emotions. just a mental breakdown
I listen to this when im having a mental breakdown. Or just when im struggling with work ect. "Can he break me can he break you" just gives me chills and gives me the thought of ycgma
I love this song for all those reasons exactly and is why I want to learn to sing it so badly
he sounds like he had enough of this song lmao love this version
yoo im the 1k like lmao
"fucking one two three"
Yea he’s exhausted
@@helother1487 love the duster 👍🏻👍🏻
He recorded this while he was drunk
2:57 this little part right here hurts my heart sm lmfao “so touch him, and break me, strip naked, embrace him” like the “and break me” mostly hurts tbh, but he says it with so much emotion in all his different demos and versions of this song, it’s sad, this song rlly hits me hard ngl
And where his voice breaks while singing "if you didn't go and fall in love, and ruin everything", he sounds like he's sobbing but trying to force the words out and its just so sad :((
1:47 to 2:00 btw, his pain is just so raw in his voice it's so sad
@@multicoloredrainbow i know right! you worded that perfectly bruh, it rlly is sad, his voice just was just like, full of emotion, i always wanna cry to that part lmao
In this version, Will sounds so tired and just . . . done. There are multiple times when he seems to be on the verge of a mental breakdown, (1:14, 1:54, 2:22, 2:31 [?], and 2:57 to 3:06.), and I hope that nobody - including myself, has to go through the same thing that Wilbur went through during his time in London.
imagine making me cry
@@hopewil2785 bitch i know what im doing to you
fr im crying too dw
@@lupuslick *fucking cries*
@@hopewil2785 haha haha
wait what'd he go through in london?
I love the "fucking 1, 2." At the start. He just sounds so fed up and it just really sounds real. And as someone who creates music also, I can tell its genuine and I feel like this a lot. Of course the rest of the song is just amazing. But that part really hits home for me and its somewhat satisfying(?) anyway, I'll let you stop reading this and let you listen to the song in peace. Enjoy! :D
wilbur wrote this song and most demos super drunk. he was in a awful fucking place when he made these albums and i’m just SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM.
“fucking 1 2” bc it’s probably his 20th retake of this song
@@Ackl3rgoodness i felt that
to believe we have come full circle.
man...
1:51-1:59
you can really hear the pain in his voice during this line. it really sounds like hes having a near breakdown over it
i now have a new song to do acting practices with
@@sarawojciak oh gosh yeah :(
I always cry when I hear that part
1:14 you could tell he was swallowing his tears when saying "Is he better than me?"
i personally really like this better over the original because i feel more emotion and it fulfills the aim of the song better.
Holy shit I want to cry, at the part of if you didn't go and fall in love it sounds like he broke:(
1:57 Jesus dude you good?
This song is about someone telling him to wait for her then she turned around and got a new boyfriend. No, he isn’t okay.
I don’t know how someone could do that to Will. He’s such a sweet guy on stream and irl.
I mean considering the fact that not only was he drunk while writing this but the meaning behind the lyrics is that he was broken up with and his ex immediately found a new partner I don’t think he was ‘good’ lol
FUCK, this hurts so much hearing how bad his mental state was- he just performed YCGMA at a concert, and I’m so glad he’s worked up the courage to sing such a gut wrenching album in front of thousands of people.
this version has so much more emotion behind it. it weirdly reminds me of crywank songs because of the amount of emotion behind it, the percussion and guitar.
this is who i was thinking it sounded like !!!!
anyone know how i can make percussion like this? plugins? etc! it sounds absolutely amazing with acoustic guitar, and very crywank-like
The picking pattern for Jubilee Line is very reminiscent of "Waste" by Crywank, they are one of Wilbur's favorite bands and I can definitely hear the influence in his works
Oh the irony that he and the rest of lovejoy made a cover to a crywank song
I’m pretty sure will’s a big crywank fan so he probably took a lot of inspiration from them.
"If you didn't go and fall in love AND RUIN EVERYTHING."hit me different. I definitely prefer this version over any other one
God this hurts so much to listen too, but it really gets the point across. And even when it sounds like he's about to collapse, you can understand exactly what he is saying. Sad, but beautiful
please never delete this!! this is my favourite version of this song
i don’t plan to :)
for me too
@@HouseofGoodLiving howd you get this anyway :0
@@Elutaithat’s what i was wondering
@@sunflowerxcandytvt1993 nvm i know! some fans who where in contact with wilbur got early demos of songs off the album before they where finalised, basically so he could have a viewers opinion on if its good or not, thats how we have the song screensaver too even though it got scrapped :)
he sounds like he's on the verge of a breakdown, the pain in his voice is making me fucking sob, I love this
damn this is like a try not to cry challenge
YEAH FR
I failed it lol
I won the challenge but damn. The song hits a little too close to home
WELL SHIT THEN I FAILED SO LONG AGO
I'M SORRY??? WHY DOES THIS ONE SOUND WAY MORE PAINFUL???
I'm speechless I really like this
I'm no musician but the way he strums that guitar here just feels so visceral, emotional.
I think this version is better but he sounds so much sadder throughout :(
This song were eveyrhing.. I even got it tattooed, i feel like with every trum its a nail in my spine. My card readdy did decline at therapy
My best recommendation is to wait for everything to blow over. Then after it's over, have a look back and then decide if the tattoo represents something bad or not. For example. If you look at the song's themes, It shows him getting hurt. Then combined with the current harm he caused, it could represent that " Once someone hurts you, you have to repair that injury. So not only can you heal yourself, but to make sure that injury doesn't bleed onto others". In WIlbur's case, it seems he didn't end up healing and unbeknownst to him, he bled onto others...
@@Hayych.w outlook man, ur a good guy
this one sounds more emotional and it sounds so good
And this is why Losing Face is my fav song from the ycgma album, and this version in particular helps me to understand why Wilbur doesnt like it. The raw emotion behind this really gives us an intel to how much Wilbur was hurting while making this in particular, and it really resonates with me. It isn’t some carbon copy song, it has meaning behind it, Wilbur made it to express his feelings and i like it for that
this is why Wilbur's music is so good, just how raw and unedited it feels. How it's almost always just him and a guitar. The emotion in his voice, the constant changing of tone and just all of the genuine care put into the music.
This version genuinly makes me so fucking sad but it so GOOD- I guess it's the amount of emotion in his voice, and the way he sounds like he's struggling and how he's on the verge of a breakdown. It's very relatable, well, except for the love part, mostly the mad/sad part. It's the rawness and roughness in his voice as he sings certain parts, aswell as his sad tone throughout the entire recording. Genuinely makes me sad and a bit nervous if I'm being honest, but I fucking LOVE-
jesus christ this is an emotional one
He sounds like he’s about to break in half durning this
It breaks my heart but its so good
I know, im not crying u r-
// LYRICS //
First and foremost
Oh, let it be said
I was gonna wait for you
So this is not an act of spite
But a visceral coming-to
She wrote an album
And that's something that I can't do
But what I can do is spit the truth
And it all leads back to you
Secondly, I know I haven't written much
You know the way I can be
Tonight, I'm fucking drunk
So it's all gonna be about me
Take a seat, pull up a chair
Give me one beat to fill my glass
I've lost a piece of me in you
But you've lost all your past
Is he better than me?
Has he seen more to this life?
Can he smoke more?
Can he fuck more?
Are you good enough to be his wife?
Can he break me?
Can he break you?
Oh, I don't know what I'm to do
Yes, I don't know what I'll fuckin' do
I've seen our café, I've clocked our plans
Oh, what could have been
If you didn't go and fall in love
And ruin everything
I've seen him
I've been him
I've felt the same way
But now I break against the dirt
Along with our cafés
Is he better than me?
Has he seen more to this life?
Can he smoke more?
Can he fuck more?
Are you good enough to be his wife?
Can he break me?
Can he break you?
Well, I don't know what I'm to do
Yes, I don't know what I'll fuckin' do
I've lost all meaning
I've lost my sense of hope
I've seen him going out with you
I've seen what he can do
So touch him
And break me
Strip naked
Embrace him
Lose faith in
His pace, his
Stamina and grace
I'm losing face
I'm losing face
I'm losing
I don't care, I want you here
As long as you're happy, I don't care
“So touch him and break me strip naked embrace him lose faith in his pace his stamina and grace.” The pure anger and teeth gritting is so just raw and can only be obtained by few people
Thank you!
Holy shit the fact this was written when he was drunk and going through a break up amazes me. The raw emotion in the end bit, (02:54) and 01:53 has made me cry over this song so many times. The voice cracks, the way he gets louder and quieter, sings slowly and quickly, his voice shaking it’s amazing. Love this song so much.
cocaine makes you boring has such an angry and broken vibe to it, i love it so much
man's going through it, geezus
This late at night on loop during a heartache hits different
I love how you can hear him going through anger, sadness, acceptance, it sounds so good at the end when his voice softens.
Hes come so far.
"and RUIN EVERYTHING" holy shit that hits different i dont even know how to express it
it makes it more sad that wilbur talked about this song on stream and he says this song was inspired by an actual breakup he had.
Gives me big crywank vibes. Songs about raw emotion always sound the best when done imperfectly
Perfectly imperfect, if you Will
This is about a bad person being scared to lose the one he loves because he knows how many better people there are out there
It's probably related, he's probably a bad and manipulative person because of his insecurities, it's all a vicious circle
I thought he had changed after everything that happened, but he's as much of a broken man now as he was when he released "Your City Gave Me Asthma"
no, its a about a girl leaving him and saying "wait 4 me" 😃-
He stated that the song was made about a girl who abandoned him after asking him to wait for her. He also says that they were both awful people at the time that hurt each other. She wanted to move on while Wilbur was desperate and wanted to stay with her because he was so comfortable with her. And the song describes his anger and sadness when she left him after making him wait for so long.
i love this song, this version is great but im glad that he's (seemingly) in a better place now :)
he is in a better place now but hes still facing the problems he faced on saline solution
my god coming back to this after the new lovejoy song.. his vocals have changed so much, but these raw ones are just so heartbreaking and i love them for some reason. he’s grown so much
If i need to cry i listen to this
You can just feel the frustration through each strum.
I love this version. It's such pure emotion man. I cried.
same, whenever i am in pain, i come back here. hearing the raw emotion on his voice and the pure heartbreak on his tone... its just agonizing.
How many times have you listened to this?
*yes*
Here I am 9 months later still obbsesed with this
The most talented king to bless this universe
The *if u didnt go and fall in love and ruin everything* and *stamina at the grace im losing face* is wil almost breaking down
Btw i mean like aggressively and this is rlly sad but hes better now... At least
1:57 "and ruin everything" the genuine pain you can hear holy shit ,hey will you okay need to talk :)♡
he sounds like a wholesome older brother on the verge of crying but trying to act happy to keep his younger brother happy whilst something tragic is happening in the background
this is so accurate but so sad
this is too damn descriptive
what?
i adore this song so much. the start sounds like he’s trying to dismiss his feelings and opinions but as the song gets more and more emotional almost as if he’s confessing these feelings to someone and at the very end its as if he got shut down and hes repressing his thoughts and feel again. i really think this is a masterpiece
My favorite Ycgma song, the fact Will shared he was drunk and had a recent break up when doing this really makes it so sad. At the "Ruin everything" part you can hear the genuine frustration and sadness in his voice.
This version is a lot sadder, I love it
fucking hell, this song just hits different
omg I gonna cry he sounds so sad :((
Idc how old this song demo is, it’s 12 at night I’m in tears because of this man. Just knowing how much he was hurting making this album makes my heart hurt, and the pain in his voice ☹️ ..
I get it dude. i can't explain how much this song means to me. this song is the perfect way to describe heartbreak, gut wrenching and a severe amount of desperation. every lyric is perfect, the ending bittersweet.
"If only you didn't fall in love and ruin everything" God that broke me apart
the "and ruin everything" is literally how i sang it a year ago when i was on the edge of crying but just couldn't
on the night streets of my city, with no one around.
i hate how much i relate to this right now
"oh what could have been, if you didn't go and fall in love, and ruin everything" makes SO MUCH sense now after what he said on stream today about most of his songs being for the aromantics
I don't know what I expected but the more time passed, the more I shuddered when I heard his voice break at the same time that it was louder everytime
I swear my fight or flight sense got triggered ot something
he sounds so broken.. i mean it is about getting dumped. hard to listen to him be so sad
It’s so sad you can hear how wobbly his voice was you could hear his emotions pouring out as he sang. He’s such a lovely person and the fact that he can make you feel emotion as he sings is incredible
Woah, this is so good! Although Wilbur's songs always have feel in some way, this one is especially emotional, wow. love it.
You can hear the pain in his voice it's so sad. You can hear that he was crying his eyes out while he was singing. I have never related to a song more if I'm honest. I love Wilbur so much he deserves the whole fucking world he's been so much and always wears a smile. Even after being told to khs multiple times he still wears a huge smile and his laughter still as sweet as honey. I love Wilbur so fucking much he saved my life and I will always be greatful for that
i think the demo version from CMYB is just so incredibly beautiful - the voice cracks from raw anger and sadness, the shift in tone, how his voice changes in pitch. how he gets so aggressive and then suddenly softens his voice. you can hear the overwhelming amount of sheer confusion and rage and upset and frustration and all these pent up feelings, and its amazing how he can convey those intense doses of emotion to the audience; its really something I can't explain. and I hope that NOBODY has to go through what Wilbur did while he was writing these songs; as someone who's gone through something pretty similar (and still kinda is tbh), it really isn't fun. I hope Wilbur, myself, or whoever's reading this, never has to feel this again. To anyone who's going through something right now, it does get better, I wish you the very best.
the breakage in his voice between a mixture of anger and sadness breaks my heart
This always gets me crying, you can hear his voice cracking through the song, YCGMA was really well done..
it sound like hes going to cry all the up to the ruin every thing part, then it sound like he just breaks. i love it so much oml.
this version of losing face :( wow i really love this one. wish someone gave him a hug while writing this lol sounds like he needed it
This made me tear up bruh I can't imagine how hurt he is, how much torment he's been through to spill so much emotion
I love this version so much :,) thank you
This one feels so raw.
He deserves so much i cant even put it into words
Came back to this song because someone I truly loved played me.
Me and T, my ex girlfriend, had never stopped loving each other, even after the many break ups. In exactly 10 days it'll be our 'anniversary' from when we first asked eachother out. We've not dated in 6 months yet she never stopped saying she loved me and we should try again. First red flag with this is during this period of time she dates multiple other people...many times too. Some were my friends, others strangers she had just met. Today, we talked about getting back together since we both loved each other so dearly and we posted something on Snapchat about us kissing. Yet, at 9 pm after the beach I find out she had a girlfriend. I brought it up to her and she said they 'took a break' or 'weren't dating at all'. Funniest of all, the entire day she was saying how much R, her gf (I didn't know at the time obviously) was such a bitch and they'd never ever date. She told me not to worry. Yet, load and behold, they are inlove. Her gf got all mad at me for kissing her and cuddling her yet I thought she was single, she never told me. Anyways, I feel so played. Worst of all, she kissed first. She wanted me to touch her, cuddle her, be hers. This song has always been a comfort but man, it hits harder now I'm sitting on my bedroom floor drunk after all this shit.
Edit: I'm sober now and my friend and Ex T SA'd me while we were in the ocean as well. Fucked up man.
I'm sorry all that happened to you, she sounds so shitty:(
I wish you all the best, it'll get better, I promise.
@@ImAroAceXP tysm
I'm sorry for what you lived, I hope you'll get better ❤
@@Asteria0316 I should be fine :)
i wish you all the best and i hope things get better for you ❤
im glad hes doing better now genuinely deserves the world dude
I cried the first times I heard this version of losing face. it's so sad and so genuine
he sounds on the verge of tears i adore this version and him so much :'(
this finna be the tune ill put on when the worlds ending
so real
IT SOUNDS SO WEIRD WITHOUT THE "My dear"
This made me cry for it had reminded me of my ex, cry in a good way though, in a way of coming to terms with what happened.
My respect for this man 🫡
i’m actually sobbing i feel the pain
@@droidcomplex Get a life
okay I didn't understand what people said when it sounds like a sad song he fucking sounds like he broke down in tears mid song and to fucking hear that from ur comfort streamer is fucking heartbreaking I literally started crying because he sounded like he was in so much pain.
Often when I'm drunk I find myself listening to this and singing along. It hurts whenever I hear this, sober or not, it's incredible how this song effects me. The released version is also amazing, don't mistake that it's just this one has that raw emotion alot of songs lack. Every voice crack or slight waver in his voice hurts and impacts you with such brutal force your left in a river to sink and drown with no way back up. Forever sinking. That is until you also realise the beauty in this version as well.
Not only is it emotional but also well done making it feel more important.
That's why I love this song with everything I've got :)
The song makes me sad but your comment has me in tears the way you explain honestly makes me sad not that what you feeling makes me sad but helps me with yk how I feel with this song clearer
@@udontknowme_6 I'm glad this made you feel some sorta way, honestly this was just me letting out how I felt about it. It's truly a magnificent song :)
@@moggymoo022 yeah I'm sorry if like it didn't make to much sense 😭 lmao I'm so tired I can't think much but yeah I literally love this song and listen to it when I can
@@udontknowme_6 no no your comment was perfect!!!
i love the emotion in this version! hearing him be so close to breaking is sad but adds so much more texture to the song. definitely the most underrated song in YCGMA
The amount of visceral reactions this demo gives me. I can feel the frustration and it genuinely makes me lurch and tear up when he actually breaks a little (you know the part I'm talking about) , and then the lead into anger and then solemnity. It's the stages of a breakdown, and I find that absolutely gut wrenching. I scream this in my car more often than I'd like to admit, and it's sadly ironic that I'm on my way to counseling as I write this.
As a fan of wilbur and him being my biggest inspiration to become a musician I love hearing his demos and this one just hits hard, you can feel the pain in his voice but the effort put in this song, I low key cried because I felt his emotions
this song somehow helped me alot when I just lost a 2+ year roleplayer partner who at this point I'd die for but now their gone. Thank you for uploading this song-
“2+ year roleplayer partner” 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
This version is so heartbreaking... I feel weird when I start to listen this and the normal version, knowing this album is real and he lived this lyrics... Im so happy that he's better now..❤
i'm hearing this version for the first time and oh my god he sounds so heartbroken and angry :( i almost feel like i'm violating his privacy, this was something so raw and emotional holy fuck. i'm glad he's in a much better place now
I love him(lovejoy too)and his music❤️
its… very weird coming back to this song with this version because of how it always expresses my emotional state. the first time i heard it was the offical version when i got out of my best past relationship and i just needed that type of music. but now coming to this song out of my most recent breakup kinda expresses my own mental state. tired, and wanting to get wasted off my ass while on the verge of a mental breakdown.
he sounds so sad :(
idunno if he's laughing or crying but holy fuck this is so much more emotional than the final version it's beautiful
the amount of raw emotion in this version just makes it so much more meaningful and impactful. i want to sob this is such an amazing song and this version really shows the emotion behind it
jesus that hurt more than the final song
IKR
After listening to YCGMA I was concerned about Wil’s mental health. I’m so glad he’s doing better now :)
he was on the radio a week ago!