Wilbur Soot - Your City Gave Me Asthma [ FULL ALBUM 2020 ]
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- Опубликовано: 14 май 2024
- [tracklist]
- 0:00 1. Jubilee Line
- 3:06 2. Saline Solution
- 6:24 3. Since I Saw Vienna
- 8:51 4. Losing Face
- 12:52 5. Your Sister Was Right
- 15:25 6. La Jolla
- 19:27 7. I'm Sorry Boris
[credits]
this album was made entirely and belongs to wilbur soot. i just made the video.
original release date:
June 25, 2020
[charities]
direct relief: www.directrelief.org/
save the children: www.savethechildren.org/
life for relief and development: www.lifeusa.org/
novaukraine: novaukraine.org/
saveukraine: saveukraine.org/
american foundation for suicide prevention: afsp.org/
arab.org: arab.org/ - Видеоклипы
hello.
after discovering that wilbur is an abuser to his now ex-girlfriend, all i have to say to that situation is that im really disappointed at him. the apology that he posted on twitter couldve been handled better instead of it being pathetically written all about him, to which i am also disappointed. and because of this, i will no longer continue showing support to wilbur.
i will keep ycgma up and i want you, the person whos reading this, to understand that, you are still able to vent or rant in the comment section of the video. and what i also want you to understand (and i mean this very lightheartedly) is that you can separate the art from the artist and still enjoy the album as you once used to back then.
as of now, i want you to go and show support to his ex-girlfriend. or just anyone who has dealt with any form of abuse in general. and wilbur, if you are seeing this, i hope you get the help you need and improve as a better person in the future, just please, come back to the internet to show that you ACTUALLY improved and are willing to admit to your mistakes.
As for me, i will continue reading and hearting your comments and trying my best to help as i can. i will put up charities for abuse victims, palestine, ukraine and any other charities that seem helpful soon in the description of the video. i just need to somehow get the hang of it, once i dealt with my own personal issues.
thank you for your time.
- Nikita Neumann
I respect this.
I want to separate the music from the artist, but knowing the lyrics I just will think about what happened all the time
Which is sad because Your Sister Was Right was my comfort song but the lyrics now just feel.. gross, knowing what he did
how do you make an apology about yourself like wtf 😭
thank you so much
It really does suck, one day im talking yo my dad about how much i love lvjy and then the next day i find out he's a terrible person. It really does suck. But im so glad Shelby spoke out against him and brought the situation up. I want to separate art from artist by listening to like reuploads off of other channels so i dont directly support him, but i dont know if that actually works or not. But still i HOPE he genuinely gets better and stops being the way he is, and writes an actual fucking apology to Shelby, she deserved and deserves so much better
*grabs old guitar out of closet that hasn't been touched for 6 years* this ones for you wilby
DID YOU JUST CALL ME WILBY
DID YOU JUST CALL ME FOCKIN' WILBY???
I DID NOT CALLED YOU 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝘽𝙔
YOU JUST CALLED ME FOOKING *WILBY*
Are you embarrassed? Are you embarrassed that you called me _w i l b y_ ?
The two things I learned from this album
1: it gets better.
2: never go to London.
Yes you will regret going here I want to move away but I’m broke
@@tadington don’t live there so idk
@@tadington just never go to London
@@restive_aura3989 this is so hard. Everyone saying that their city is horrible! i hate my city, they hate their city and what? where's all the good? where to live without any problems? this is so hard.
@@mkrd the moon
When your in a weird depressive state that won’t let you cry but also won’t let you enjoy good things so you just feel numb
I get this on another level
Too real
Numbness is worse than sadness in my opinion as you lose those who are around you because they think that you are ignoring their feelings and emotions but you Just can't comprehend those emotions at the time
i understand you mate.:)
stay strong king, we're all here for ya ❤❤
you know it's getting bad if you find yourself coming back to this album
Ah yes, the seven stages of grief.
1. Depression
2. Depression
3. Depression
4. Depression
5. Depression
6. Depression
7. Depression
Some say there is a 8th stage, it’s depression.
The 9th stage is eating
im pretty sure the 10th stage is listening to this album
I think the 11th stage is denial 🙃
(sorry I'm not that good at coming up with stuff-)
True lol
I can imagine how confused people would be if they only listened to his music and just saw a bunch of Minecraft memes in the comments
i would love to meet them and just hear what they think about him. because i think most people know about his music because they knew about his minecraft stuff first
@@alli3334 person here, found him through the nice guy ballad a while back and have been following his music career since and didn't knew batshit about his minecraft stuff until this year. my impression of him was that he was a really funny and witty guy, funny but conscious about the issues around him
@@alli3334 I KNEW HIS MUSIC FIRST LOL
@@lindsey7544 THATS ACTUALLY SO COOL
@@lindsey7544 how did you find his music if you remember?
I haven't come here in a while. I come back in this sad day because this album brought me comfort in rough times. It will again. To everyone taking the news of Techno's passing roughly, please take care of yourself. Don't isolate yourself. You are strong.
But sometimes its better to be alone and take some time to understand and heal… weird how some things just catapult us back here
@@Bruhecc mhmm
Thanks, I needed that
It always works dosen't it
It's hard to believe that tomorrow will mark 3 years since YCGMA released, I still love this album and I'm definitely in a different time of my life so looking back just makes me so nostalgic, I just feel like crying whenever I hear even 1 song from this album.
Dude this album made me realize I'm trans I get it. It means so much to me. ❤
This album helped me through so much after Techno died. I could never, ever have gotten through it with out Wilbur. This album just sparks nostalgia when ever I hear it and instantly makes me cry. Especially Jubilee Line.
totally not crying rn:)
“She wrote an album and that’s something that I can’t do”
Are you sure about that Wilbur
yeah he wrote an ep. checkmate
@@Mcguy215 Yeah you’re Right actually.
Still a banging EP though.
who is she? :O
@@echomanz794 this girl ruclips.net/video/lEhEJmw9PxI/видео.html
@@echomanz794 ruclips.net/video/FwuVYy8RYls/видео.html
We found him, the main character.
FACTSSSSSSSS
@Keller Bupp i can hear tubbo saying "I am za messiah..."
I’m so happy we’ve found him
TRUE
nah thats ranboo
"and the universe said I love you because you are love."
thank you technoblade, for the amazing years of content you put out. words cannot describe how much i and others are grateful for the wonderful community you built, that will continue to live on and remember you. we love you.
I left the dsmp /new mcyt fandom almost 3 years ago and yet I still find myself occasionally coming back to Wilbur’s older music
same, i just didn’t listen to it anymore since i wasn’t in the fandom anymore and didn’t care but here i am 🧍♀️
I still listen to it everyday, it's too good.
Same, left the fandom about a couple years ago but Wilbur and Lovejoy's music just goes so hard
You guys rock, I always come back here and read your comments.
I hope you know that I promise it gets better. You'll have a great day maybe next year, maybe next month maybe tomorrow that will spark some energy in you. You'll figure it out and learn how to roll with these punches that life throws.
Until then, I'm here. This album is here and I'll keep making little distractions for you.
Be comfy :)
(⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃
thx man :)
:)
This is lovely.
we went from minecraft squid song to soothouse to smplive to wilbur soot youtube to professional musician.
man this guy is beautiful
squid song is better
@@dovke5305 "[FULL ALBUM 2020]"
He’s always done music
@@dovke5305 Correct, but the squid song was something he wrote when he was way younger, when squids were first added to minecraft.
you forgot the king of lmanberg
I’m failing in school. I’m losing everyone around me. I’m not learning any new instruments or languages anymore. Fuck, I’m not even drawing anymore or even playing video games. I’ve lost interest in everything I used to enjoy.
This album is the one string that I have to hang on to. It’s my one distraction from everything. The best feeling is to put my headphones on, put my head down, and listen to this.
Wilbur, thank you for making this.
i know its hard just hang in there
@@tyclone6266thank you, i’m trying 🫶🏻
keep hanging. shit gets hard, especially at the end of the year. let yourself relax and rememeber that you are worth of love just because you exist
I was going through the same stuff a couple of months ago, I've just gotten better so trust me, you will too. Just find some time to get back with the things you loved to do when you can and dont loose hope ❤❤❤❤
@@danamcintyre5288 been there too, and I got out of it, so I'm 100% certain you can too. Hope things get better for you. Lots of love going your way 💞💞💞
I have this constant feeling that im wasting my teenage years doing nothing and it constantly taunts me bc thses are the supposed best years of my life and it feels like hell, listening to this album is one of the only things i can do without thinking it's a waste of time. I have so much to thank for ycgma.
Same, I feel exactly the same way. I'm glad I'm not alone. The looming fact that I am going to college in a few years terrifies me. I want to enjoy my teenage years as much as I can. All these years feel like they're slipping away, out of touch.
for real.... times ticking and we're just following along. There's not much we can do about it, except listen to these songs, and thats another reason it's so scary. In the end, we'll all have to grow up one day. And that's okay, because as long as there's tomorrow, there's yesterday. And in that yesterday, we can find comfort in our lives today.
at the beginning of la jolla he says "Y'know it takes a lot to move me, so if you figure it out tell me" and then in the beginning of I'm sorry boris he says "I've figured out what can move me, its trees hugs planes and sushi" and i don't know why that hurts so much but it does. he is a genius.
Woah I never noticed this, how did I never notice that?
I also noticed he uses phone sounds in them both at the beginning/end. I don't know what is about La Jolla and I'm sorry Boris, but they both make me sob
IVE NEVER NOTICED THIS IVE BEEN LISTENING TO IT BEFORE IT WAS ON SPOTIFY WHAT TY EL BIG BRAINO
he figured it out!
woah wait that's so cool
it's weird to say a random person on the internet can bring you more comfort than anyone you know irl. thanks wilbur, really. love you man.
He really can. We’re like strangers yet when I go back and watch just chatting vods I feel like we have been friends forever and I enjoy myself laughing with him. He really dose make us so happy
Same
ikr especially when he doesnt even know u its rlly cool but weird at the same time i hope he knows how many lives he saved
Yeah, after I lost all of my friends in August 2020 wilbur has only been the person that can make me happy when I have suicidal thoughts and stuff like that. it's so weird that a person I dont know at all has helped me with so much stuff
Yeah, he’s really comforting to me, like his streams and songs. I really appreciate everything he’s done for me even though he doesn’t know me at all.
I have to say thank you for keeping this video up. I've had so much on my mind with nowhere to say it considering how heated, childish, and frankly scary everybody on twitter and the discord server are acting (death threats being said and what not) but this feels like a relatively safer place to vent. Although I'm incredibly disappointed in Wilbur and will not be supporting him ever again, this album has such an important place in my heart. I want to, leave it behind but I know I can't do that without a lot of time passing so I'm glad I could have someplace to continue listening to it without supporting him profit wise. Please nobody attack me, I know what Wilbur did was terrible I just wanted to say how many memories I have from this album and how it Is (unfortunately) still a comfort to me even with the terrible shit going on.
Don't worry I feel a similar way. I don't know if after the next time I listen to this album I won't be able to do it ever again, if the lyrics will become so tainted with what I'm now hearing about the bts that I just can't do it (cause now quite frankly I'm scared to listen to it for that exact reason), but for now it is still my comfort album, just like yours. And it's been so for such a long time that I probably won't be able to let it go, like literally days ago I talked about what his kmd cover, ycma and miwb mean to me under his newest music channel upload, and that hasn't changed. I don't think you should lose the comfort this brings you because of the scum that he was. I'm currently boosting my own argument in my head by saying that Wilbur himself said that this album belongs to us and not him. Also life isn't just black and white, and in no way am I trying to excuse what happened, but I'm also not going to try to forget all of the comfort and good that Wilbur has brought. At least that's my take on all of this for now, we'll see what the future holds and how all of this turns out.
Yes YCGMA was one of the only things that have brought me so much comfort. It still does, but now it also has a very bitter taste to it
lmao, it feels a bit spiteful to go out of your way to not give them "money" from a view like he r*ped your kids or smth but ydy mate
this album genuinely carried me through 2020-2021 while i was at my absolute lowest, not to mention how i used to be a huge fan ever since i found his channel from soothouse 😭 i can never go back to those old videos without feeling gross
His voice is like stepping into a warm bath, it's calming.
I agree. ✨✨
I never that about it like that
Except sometimes i get too hot and it burns my skin :)
Until you realize it was boiling and you burn all the nerves off in your leg
Why is this so accurate!
Can we appreciate that all the people who listen to this album, no matter where or who they are, have probably had a dark point in their lives. And, let’s admit, this album has made us feel better. Wilbur really is quite the guy. I must admit he’s amazing.
he must be having the biggest “i made it” moment right now. i hope he knows we all appreciate him so much
@@sienna7383 mhm, he deserves sooo much
Yeah. :)
i honnestly relate to alot of the songs as I'm in this city million of people but i feel like i don't know anyone. and with covid those few people disappeared
yeah :(
Because of Shelby I realized my ex abused me in the same way she was. It was actually SA. I wasn't just accusing him of nothing because he was my partner, IT. WAS. SA. i didn't speak up because of him. He used coercion. He mentally and physically abused me.
Thank you for keeping this up. I don't want to support him, I just want the music without supporting an abuser by giving him views, etc.
I hope you can “get past” it, it's a uniquely evil crime and you deserve better
Please remember that you are so strong. Please remember you didnt deserve that. I hope youre able to heal and find peace. 🫶
well guys, it was fun while it lasted
It was, last run of his music before i stop listening to him
@@alexbell351 thats why I feel like "separate art from the artist" doesn't exactly apply here. So much of his music is steeped in his personal experience, so I can't help but feel disgusted knowing I'm listening to an abuser's thought process.
"All good things must come to an end eventually" :(
@@alexbell351this is what im doing
@@up-set1451 same it just feels gross now, i cant believe i found comfort in his music once
Wilbur has the kind of music that you can just listen to while laying on your bed staring at the ceiling and contemplating life.
That's exactly what i am doing rn.
how about the bathroom floor? Is that good enough? lol
dude truee
i recommend wilbur songs and homage for that
OH YES
*Anemoia* (noun): Nostalgia for a time you've never known.
This whole album is the definition of it.
thats a word to add to my vocab
where did u find that word? I looked this up and nothing showed, so I'm curious :D
Yea
But i mean i get it also
No, I actually know the times that I miss when I’m listening to those songs
like the songs are sad, but i wish i was living in his sad & not in mine
People who say the lyrics were "warning signs" are so dumb. Your Sister Was Right is about feeling guilty about a relationship where you were in the wrong that's always been what it's about, the face that we now have more potential details doesn't change the thing that the song was always about. People who write lyrics like these aren't secret abusers necessarily and it's pretty gross of anyone to decide that these lyrics are damning instead of the actions. If you relate to the lyrics or vibes of these songs you are NOT a bad person they speak to universal experiences with guilt and self loathing
😊❤
Yes I also don't think you can take the lyrics as a warning
Exactly. Self-loathing and guilt is the theme of that song
I saw a tweet basically saying "Wilbur only writes songs about how sad he is, typical for narcissist abusers who only think about their own feelings." I had to take a mental health break.
@@anclamari4096 People really can't say someone's a bad person without throwing in ableism huh? "Narcissistic Abuse" isn't real and you wouldn't say "ADHD abuser" or "anxious abuser" if an abuser had ADHD or anxiety so it makes 0 sense for someone to say "Narcissistic Abuser"
ever since this album came out it has been a huge comfort for me and i seriously have not been doing well since the whole situation with wilbur. its gotten me through my abusive family drama, depressive eras, even just as a regular playlist to cry to. i am very dissapointed in wilbur and hearing his voice hurts me, but i will never stop coming back to this album.
stay safe everyone, take care.
THIS IS THE SAME GUY WHO SHOUTED “IM GAYYY IM GAY FOR THE EGG”
And "YEEAAHHHHHHH DADDDDYYY DREAAAMMMM!"
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
SUCK IT GREEEEEENN BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
"HOME HOME"
@Ranboo's Wife H O M E H O M E
@Ranboo's Wife *Big yes*
"There's a reason why London puts barriers on the tubeline."
Holy shit that line caught me off guard hearing it the first time.
Honestly that whole song sends shivers down my back
"theres a reason they fail"
@Sage Is Annoying smh now THAT hits different the first time
oh god wait it doesnt say asparagus?
god jubilee line always gets me no matter what
Listening to this after Technoblade's death. ♥ Much love and support to Wilbur for his music, which has helped and is helping many people, and so he and everyone else stays strong. Technoblade is amazing, and he will live in our memory.
here for i’m sorry boris
being a londoner and having to know the things he sings about stings. “and burn down the towers before helping you” is a reference to grenfell tower, which at the time it happened i lived 2 miles from it, and you could see the burned building from the top of my school.
“they’ll make you jump under trains before helping you” is another hard hitting line. i saw someone jump infront of a tube train once, well i nearly did, i saw the direct aftermath. it was on the northern line in the busiest station, king’s cross ((st pancreas) international.) so when it did happen it was absoloute mania. i think the man who jumped died, but, i’m not 100 percent sure.
tbh i dont want him to live
Fun fact: everyone who’s here has listened to this at least 5 times
Oh thats me
Its actually my first time and I am sobbing :)
Well you’ll be listening to it a bunch more! Great album, what’s your favorite?
30 but ok
_at least_
’Your sister was right’ hurts so deeply more then I can comprehend
yeat it rlly calms me when i have mental breakdown or when i feel alone
especially the very beginning
it does hurt, just so much. i literally started whispering "no she's not, no she's not"
Ikr? The end always gets me. Hits hard
I love your sister was right i always listen to it when im feeling down
:( used to be the best comfort album
I'm in pain and in mourning about Techno's passing but I have Wilbur's music comforting me.
It's funny how youtubers whom we never meet personally affects our life in different ways.
So true, like we don’t KNOW them, but we know them, you know?
exactly! even tho i may never meet them, they have changed my life for the better
its already been 8 months wow...
@@keiaex time goes too fucking quick man
its so crazy that it’s been a year since so long nerds has been out
may he rest in peace
3 things this album taught me
1: never ever live in london
2: it does get better but it jsut takes time
3: NEVER LIVE IN LONDON OMG
*NEVER LIVE IN LONDON*
yessir
Me, who is going to move to London 🥲
LMFAOOO BUT FR
@@stupidpissboy awh i’m so sorry! i hope you get out of there asap
I live in London and I couldn’t imagine living anywhere else, I really love it here. It really depends on the person, if London isn’t the right place for you that’s valid, and if it is that’s valid too.
the vibes from "since i saw vienna" are some i can't describe.
Reminds me of my childhood:) good old times
I miss those times
same its such a good song and the vibes are so good not even in a positive way but its kind of in an aeonian way idrk how to explain
@@halie1452 yeah its so nostalgia
@@happycat6601 idk for some reason this is one of the only songs in this album i dont find nostalgic
@HetaliaHasTakenMySoulPleaseHelp yeah it got some nolstalgia vibes but also calming and relaxing vibes
I can’t really describe it
I’ve come back despite hating wilbur.
I was the biggest fan of him forever, and I never knew it would hurt that much to leave this behind. his music helped me through so much, and it got better when i stopped listening.
thank you wilbur for the depression, and thank you whoever made this so I can listen and not support him.
"I hate to see you leaving" I miss him so much. I want this all to be just a nightmare I can wake up from, but I know that's not possible. Fly high king ❤️🐷
i love his music so much, it’s so underrated.
Ikr ✨
He iss
@@qarful7 I mean not really, a lot of really talented people go unnoticed, he’s just doing what makes him happy.
@@qarful7 you have never seen his minecraft content then. because there are hilarious and good
@@qarful7 you’re telling me if you had talent that was unrecognised you’d stay doing that instead of what makes you happy?
I hope everyone here sees a really pretty sunset
And I hope that sunset is "their own personal sunset"
Haha get it la jolla reference haha I have brain damage
I like imagining places and/or images to songs, I dont know if anyone else does this.
but I'd rather imagine a hole filled with memories that you can't run away from.
pretty sunsets makes me depressed, I want to see the sunrise
@@jennifergermann4261 Pov: wilbah
i love you so much
Last year, on June 8th, I tried to take my own life. Its been exactly A year. This album has helped me through so much. I probably wouldn't be here if it weren't for Wilbur's music. I probably sound stupid but, I will be forever grateful for his music for helping me through these past years. Whenever I feel sad I always listen this and it makes me feel better. Wilbur will probably never see this but I still want to say thank you for creating this, its helped so many people. :)
glad you're still here
Just remember if you ever get those feelings or thoughts again, people care about you. Immediately attempt to confide in a family member or a friend that can make you feel better, it helps :)
Happy to have you here dude :)
ON MY BIRTHDAY?? I'm glad you're still here! Keep hanging on life will get better for you❤
In june 2021, my sister passed away. She was just a few months older than Wilbur, and back then I was listening casually to his album, but on july I started to listen a lot to it. Your sister was right breaked me lots of times, I hated myself for not expresing enough my love for my sister and for having been so scared to have said goodbye to her before seeing her for the last time alive. I feel that song like a what if if I hadn't been so stupid or selfish, if I had treated her better, as she deserved, maybe she would have been a little happier in her short life.
And when Wilbur streamed the YCGMA 1 year anniversary I missed it because I was listening to this album thinking about her. I felt bad, however, I instantly watched the replay, only to find that I already almost knew the songs by heart. It was a nice surprise.
I feel a little bit sad now, next month is my 21th birthday and the first without her, but thanks to this album I'm over most of the pain.
And it's just nice and heartwarming to read all the stories on the comments, I hope y'all are doing better now and a big hug to whoever feels like shit rn, know that you're not completely alone and that this little safe space is here to listen to you and, perhaps, help you. You are strong and I'm proud for how far you've come
this makes me cry
♥️ Hope your better now dude
@@aidanprins-ropert9511 yeah, ty :')
i cant, everything is breaking me apart, i just want someone to talk to for once, im never showing everyone else my actual feelings, im masking it. i just need someone to help me.
ITS MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN AND I GET TO CHOOSE THE MUSIC
AND THE MUSIC IS YCGMA. CANR CHANGE MY MIND.
i must say you choose good music tho for a mental breakdown
YEAH
@@atlasenneagram8289 my brain translated YCGMA to YMCA and just imagine crying to "ITS FUN TO STAY AT THE YYYYY M C A"
THIS GIVES MAKES ME CRY CLOSE ENOUGH
i feel like i dont want to exist, but not die, just disappear. im not suicidal or depressed, just really fucking fed up with everything, and honestly this type of music is so calming and it helps
So sorry for your state....
Honestly the worst to feel your life being pointless
I hope it passes soon
I get that. I felt that for a long time too. It's really stressful
i feel that way too. life would be easier if everybody just stopped being nuisances. crippling mental state gang
I understand exactly how you feel we'll all get through it eventually fingers crossed
Thanks for describing this
I completely agree and have felt this way for months, does anyone know a scientific name for it?
Ty for giving me a way to listen to this music without supporting him ❤
"i hate to see you leaving" you'll be missed techno rest in peace..
It’s weird how a guy who role plays in minecraft can give me way more comfort than my own parents. :)
:]
fr tho i don't remember last time when my parents hugged me and this album just feels like a long hug. god i'm so touch starved
@@lostfinn1063 same. whenever my parents walk pass me I always hope they would hug me but they don’t. they just walk away. and like man this album. like cmon. it feels so safe here.
Facts bro
Will has help me with everything man like, when ever I met him I'll give him a card about what he has help me with and stuff :) (( if I'm aloud to do that ))
i’ve always liked wilbur, even when they all started soothouse he was my favorite
Hell yea! Another soot house fan! I really miss the channel man. I wonder if they will ever make a new video.
@@captain8014 Wilbur has said they kind of just didn't want to make videos anymore, or they wanted to work on their own stuff. He said they might comeback one day to make a new video, but not anytime soon.
@@Deader-Than-Dead Thanks for the info dude!
@Sri Hanvika Kolla W h a t
@Sri Hanvika Kolla Oh! Sorry, I thought you were making a joke so I was tryna play along lol. Soothouse is an old youtube channel featuring Wilbur and number of his old friends from 3 years ago, but they stopped posting.
This was the first album I've ever cried to, i started learning guitar so i could play one of these songs but now i don't think i will. I loved saline solution, i loved the trumpet and the lyrics, now i just feel bitter and disgusted.
He really fooled us all when so many red flags were right in front of us huh?
i finaly came back to this album, i shunned any music made by wilbur after i left the dsmp fandom but i recently remembered how important some of the songs from this album were to me so i came back to give it a listen and im not disappointed, this was a huge nostalgia trip for me and im happy i had this album to lean on through the years, thank you wilbur for this crucial part of my life.
Yeah, I did the same for a while. Came back and remembered how much I used to listen to this in the past, he's honestly really talented.
bro i was the same way. ive started getting back into all of it a little but its usually just to remind myself of being a little more stable
as someone with severe health anxiety, ive started saying "This is so sad, Alexa play Saline Solution" whenever i start to panic and i end up laughing so hard at my own dumb joke i start to feel a bit better
I hope your doing well
does it actually play saline solution
@@kelpdock8913 i've tried it, it works lmao
S am e
you and i should be friends
“She wrote an album. That’s something I can’t do”
*says in a album*
“an”
“an”
“an”
"ant"
Wait but really I never thought I’d ever get this amount of likes-
I feel like there will be a spike of visitors here after the recent news, fitting to go to wilburs songs now. Rest in peace Techno
Unfortunately another spike now as well
@@Bruheccyep... that's why im here...
not that anyone will read this, but i want a safe space to rant:
thank you wilbur soot, for jubilee line, for telling us that the horrors of the world are visible and valid, and that becoming another horror will not save you in the end
thank you for saline solution, for telling us we aren't the only ones on this wide earth who feel like were overbearing or too much, for telling us that we are toxic and messy, and for giving us solace and hope that maybe change is possible
thank you for since i saw vienna, for singing of travel and escape, something i personally dream of and long for, the escape from the world while still wanting to hold on to the people of the past, and i know im not alone in that sentiment
thank you for losing face, for giving us a song to scream when we're thinking of someone we hate and yet still love, or maybe someone we believe thinks that way of us, for a song that radiates anger and yet still carries the promise of love, however broken
thank you for your sister was right, god, thank you for this one. thank you for showing me personally that i hated myself so deeply and didnt even realize it, for bringing the emotions to light so i could face them and wreck them, slowly but surely, thank you for a song i can almost cry to because its always so hard for me to cry
thank you for la jolla, thank you for the beauty in it of separation from the one you love because you know it's time to move on, for the pain it carries but the comfort it will eventually bring
finally, thank you for im sorry boris, for the finale of all these emotions wrapped into one, escape, anger, love, remorse, and hope.
thank you, wilbur soot, in a way that is so much deeper than those two words, for your city gave me asthma. we love this album, we love you, and we are learning to love ourselves.
so, a thousand times, in a thousand ways,
thank you.
FYI FOR NEW LISTENERS :
CW /TW :suicide
Your City Gave Me Asthma
"Jubilee Line" is about how much Wilbur hated London and wanted to leave. He said "Since moving there I managed to get this horrid phlegm cough for 2 years straight, doctor’s confirmed it was caused by Pollution, later on I started to exhibit signs of asthma." Which explains why the name of the album is 'Your City Gave Me Asthma'. jubilee line is also about suicide. when he says, “there’s a reason that london puts barriers on the tube line/rails,” he’s referring to the fact that tfl (the people that run the transport) have put up automatic doors on the jubilee line extension to stop people from trying to take their own lives on that line.
"Saline Solution" is about how Wilbur has major health anxiety, which basically means he is always thinking about the possibility that he might be sick, or dying of something that he is unaware of.
"Since I Saw Vienna" is about his traveling tendencies and has seen many places including Vienna. This song represents his tendency to move around a lot. this happened after he broke up with his ex-girlfriend when he was 17 Wilbur dated her for around 2 years and broke up in 2017(when he started Soot House), they visited a lot places.
"Losing Face" is about a woman who left him for another man. He expresses his self-doubt and jealousy caused by it, he “Loses Face” while spiraling over alcohol and self-indulgence in this song, with the song reading as an angry message just for her.
" Your Sister Was Right" is about Wilbur feeling dejected and insecure in himself, and how he isn't a compatible Love Interest for anyone.
" La Jolla" is about a man who doesn’t feel good enough and has distant dreams of leaving to start fresh somewhere different. This could be a metaphor for Wilburs hatred of London and the Self-Doubts that plague his mind.
"I'm Sorry Boris" is about his conflicting thoughts on leaving London, solely due to the fact that if he leaves London, his health would improve but he would also be leaving his friends.
i found this on a wiki page and i think you would be interested in it :)
if there is something not right about it feel free to reply and i will try to correct it
Thanks
@@flintickk NP
# cw/tw suicide.
jubilee line is also about suicide. when he says, “there’s a reason that london puts barriers on the tube line/rails,” he’s referring to the fact that tfl (the people that run the transport) have put up automatic doors on the jubilee line extension to stop people from trying to take their own lives on that line. it’s probably the grimmest song on the album and something a lot of londoners like me can relate to.
and i’m sorry boris is also about boris johnson, the former mayor of london and now prime minister of the uk. he talks about how he neglects/ruins some of the areas of london like when he says “southwark turns into a highway,” which brings light to the fact that boris built a motorway in central london and ruining the lives of people there. another example is, “let them burn down the towers before helping you,” which is referring to the grenfell tower fire, that happened in 2017-2018, and the fact that people who survived still need accommodation.
and i’m just gonna say the line “they’ll make you jump under trains before helping you,” in i’m sorry boris is one of the smartest line since it links back to the first song.
@@funnyusername9072 thanks for adding in the more details it really helps understanding the deep meaning of that song :)
thanks
TYSMMM
"Your child is completely fine"
Your child has been listening to ycgma on repeat as a coping mechanism.
And it works.
@@The-Sand-eating-guy it does. Alarmingly well.
i wish my parents wouldve seen this, hah.
What's ycgma?
@@3nz.042 your city gave me asthma (the album)
This is ours now. We have claimed it, in the same way the music has healed us. It’s ours, not his.
he said it himself
but whether it's ours or his, it's still about him in all the songs, you can't ignore it
we can relate to it, but it was never about us
I dont think anyone can take this away from us except for ourselves
2/27/24
I found YCGMA around three years ago. In those three years it remained a constant anchor to latch onto while navigating the seas of depression, dysphoria, and social anxiety. More recently, Mammalian Sighing Reflex also acted as an anchor of comfort. I don't really cry, but the first time I properly cried in two years was listening to Oh Distant You after my partner and I split up.
Tonight I've removed all of his solo music from my liked music and playlists and intend on not listening to it again.
The sad thing is, I think Wilbur Soot *did* care about mental health. I think he *did* like knowing that people found comfort in his art. But at the same time, he was an emotional and physical abuser to those he loved most. Knowing that fact, the fact that this music is at least in some ways *about* *his* *abuse* , has permanently tainted the lyrics of both albums for me. I can't bring myself to even listen to them one final time.
How do you mess up so badly? How do you build your pedestal so high, only for it to all be a lie? Why?
youre a good person. i am not strong enough to let go of this yet. maybe in the future. i wish you well
Strange how we all keep coming back here isn’t it? Is it because we need comfort or because we know it will always be there? Perhaps it’s both.
yes
hello me :D
How did you know?
Yeah, I hit the comfort spot in my brain when I listen to this album...
Because I know that people are also listening to it at the same time and it’s kind of comforting
I never realised a sleep deprived guy that plays minecraft for a living could be such a comfort
edit: 2 years ago, oh no
How come this have no replies. and also yep a Minecraft block men can sing very good.
same
felt
True
how the fuck do i have two top comments wait what
Look at me, coming back to this album again. It just felt like ‘one of those days.’ Today wasn’t good nor bad, just existing y’know? Well if anyone does see this, have a good day, you can do it, and I believe in you
for the past few days i've been watching wilburs old vods on an unofficial reupload channel, i know it's fuelling my attachment to him, and i know i need to let go. he is a horrible person, hell, he's the scum of the earth. but he used to comfort me so much. i don't even know why i'm listening to all of his music and watching all his old streams, it just makes me so sad. this album in particular helped me through some of my worst battles and it hurts so fucking bad knowing that someone who helped me has hurt others. i'm so glad shelby spoke up though, including everybody else who fell victim to him. it takes a lot to speak up especially against someone with such a large and supportive fanbase. i'm just so disappointed man.
i hope shelby + other victims are able to heal, and i hope wilbur genuinely gets the help he needs, and that the next apology he releases (if any) isn't half-assed like the first one.
4:57 thats such a pretty line,,,
"my optimistically set alarm clock time serves only to mock me with flashing lights."
all of wilbur’s lines are so pretty man
that’s my favourite line :]
@@sienna7383 A lot of them lack an actual rhyme scheme which triggers me but his songs are still pretty good ig
@@Carl-ld5jy i think it adds to the gritty feel of the album. each to their own i suppose but i like iy
@@sienna7383 I also personally really like it. His music has a sort of... Scuffed and homemade feel to them and that's part of what makes it so good for me
"There a reason london puts barriers on the tube line" thats what made me realize how deep this actually was.
"theres a reason they fail"
I never got it but suddenly I did and I audibly gasped oh god
i didnt get it at first, but now reading this comment, i figured it out and now im going to think about that for the rest of the day because damn.
i read this at the exact same time wilbur said it
When I first heard that like it took me a moment but when I did I had to pause the song to take a breather
I will pack my stuff and stay in the hospital for two weeks, the doctor said I had Depression and BPD, and I need treatment. Today is my last day on Social media, and I'm spending my time listening to this Album. When I have negative emotions (Sadness, Anger, or even emptiness), Wilbur's voice always helps me cope with reality. It's a shame that I can't listen to this masterpiece for 14 days, but I remember most of the lyrics except I'm Sorry Boris. I think it's okay. I can sing or imagine the instrument in my head. I want to leave a short message here because I want to express my gratitude to Wilbur, even though I know he won't see it. Thank you, Wilbur, you help me when I'm at my worst, and I'm grateful that I know you. Out of thousand streamers out there, I found you, and I can't thank my fate enough for that.
Maybe my life is not that bad. It's hard to believe that things will get better, but with you and your countless attempt to distract me and many fans out there, I think I can give it a try.
Until my hospital discharge day comes, this comment will be here, and I will update it little by little to see if I can recover from all the wounds I received!
hope youre in a better place now!
Hey, I hope you’re okay. I know that we’re just a group of people online, but it can be nice to just talk to people and share your feelings. I’m not a professional, but I do hope you’re getting better, and that you’re in a better place
I hope that you're doing well!!
hoep ur doing good
hope you're doing good mate!!
When I was in quarantine, I had a lot of mental health issues due to the lack of schedule and the isolation that came with being locked up. I came across the MCYT community in July ish of 2020 and having that as a distraction really helped, especially Wilbur’s content and this album. To this day I don’t really keep up with the community anymore but this album has always been a huge part of me and it is so disappointing and sad to see what he did to Shelby. I hope everyone affected by this situation finds their solace, especially Shelby. Much love 🩵
I find it honestly so beautiful that Wilbur said himself he doesn't like this album and would've gotten rid of it but he kept it for us knowing that it helps so many people (including myself) get through tough times and us relating to it using it as comfort music
Where did he say he doesn't like it? I'm a new fan of Wilbur and am just finding out about his music and stuff so I'm just curious
@@Shadow-dc4qj He said it in an interview. if you search up Getting to know Wilbur Soot then it should pop up, the channel name is heyitsjoe just in case you cant find it.
@@Mo-hu8vh Alright, thanks!
@@Shadow-dc4qj ofc :)
he prolly doesn’t like it because it’s a rlly dark place in his life
huge respect for this man. honestly talking to over 100,000 people about the mental health issues you're having is so hard and he did it so well. Admitting that he had a bad day but still wanted to stream and talk to his viewers after being gone for about a month is not easy but he did it and I'm very glad that he is doing well enough to be able to talk about it.
he’s brilliant :)
i had a best friend for 5 years, and he killed himself on October 11, 2021. he introduced me to this album and we both fell in love with it. we hated our lives so our plan was basically just live like Since i saw Vienna. we where gonna run away and live how the lyrics say until we die and have no contact with anyone else accept us. and when he killed himself i couldn’t listen to this album for over a year. then finally i but the bullet and listened to it again and just balled. This album helped me heal and without this, my friend wouldn’t have made it as far as he did. i owe so much to Wilbur and his music. i look up to him more than anyone i’ve ever idolized.
And Wilbur if you ever end up reading this one day, i just want to say thank you. for everything you do. you’ve helped me so much more than u could ever understand.
Sincerely, Perseus:)
Knowing who he is now is upsetting. I really admired him. I love his music, He’s smart with his words. I kind of aspired to be like him. Now i don’t
saline solution hits different
yesss omg that song is so underrated istg
it reallu does
Personal favorite out of this album
@@ilikenougat8892 same it just really hits different
the trumpet just tastes so good, it just tastes good. i cant quite describe it but it tastes so good
TW// Suicide
For those who don't know Jubilee line was made because Wilbur was mad at the suicide rates and pollution and when you go back and hear the lyrics one more time you understand tbh the song sounded less "dark" to me at first until I was reading the lyrics I'm pretty sure he explained the meaning in full detail in a vid somewhere if your interested
@Videoms Oh my god! That gives a whole new meaning! I cant imagine seeing that.
Yea and this is coming from someone who has been through that dark side I feel the song so much cus it shows how I feel and I am glad I found Wilbur
@Videoms oh my god.
can I have the link to the video?
Anyone got the link plz?
One thing about this album is i always end up back here. No matter happy I am or how depressed I am, I always make my way back to this album. What is created in ycgma is so much more. I’ve always had to struggle with my depression and anxiety but every single song from this album has helped me cope and a comfort that helped me so much especially during my worst year of 2021.
What also amazes me is reading all these comments. We all have a story to tell. This album has such affect on people’s lives. Wilbur is one amazing artist and couldn’t thank you enough wilbur.
I will always come back to this album when I’m having a rough point in my life. It’s like a warm comforting hug. It feels so safe and in a weird way it makes me feel a little less alone. This album has comforted me through a lot.
i wanna rant about jubilee line because I can't stress enough how fucking creepy but amazing the song is on an emotional level to the audiences if that makes any sense. ok so basically let's run it back to the first two verses when you're assuming that he's talking about maybe a crush or significant other about leaving them so maybe he's visiting them but then in verse 3 and 4 it goes in a different direction as if it's a conversation between two people THEN it goes to that super scary but amazing acoustic guitar / train sound and he start's talking about the barriers on a tube line (train) and then at the very end he says "they failed" so that leaves me to believe that this song is more of like a story telling of someone you lost to suicide which is so like crazy how much of a lyrical genius wilbur is when it comes to his music and the smp and i have so much appreciation for him and i really hope he's ok and getting better in a mental state even though i'm pretty sure this album came out about a year ago
ok i'm done
hey i actually think that the hole time he was talking about London and how toxic it is but I really like your interpretation
No he explained it in a vid(i cant find the link). Ypure pretty close, but its about him being mad at the (mental)coldness, pollution, and suicide rates in london. Hes mad at how desensitized everyone is to how shitty it is
i cried while reading this
no dude its literally him talking about how he got asthma from living in london. its literally him ranting about how shit london is. there is no deeper meaning
edit: stole this from another comment
For those who don't know Jubilee line was made because Wilbur was mad at the suicide rates and pollution and when you go back and hear the lyrics one more time you understand tbh the song sounded less "dark" to me at first until I was reading the lyrics I'm pretty sure he explained the meaning in full detail in a vid somewhere if your interested
wilbur is such an amazingly well rounded person. his writing skills, his voice, his sense of humor it’s all so cool
IKR
we're here for the same reason. It's okay. It'll be okay. I hope.
Every so often, I’ll come back here and listen to this album as a way to just relax. Get in tune with my emotions, block out the world. Idk but this album just makes sense to me and my brain.
This album feels like the embodiment of "I'm tired.."
Not "I want sleep" tired but, "I want to give up" tired. The kind of tired you get when you have been trying for so god damned long and nothing has come of it, the kind of tired that you have been begging for help, the kind of tired that when people do take notice it's when you have one foot in the grave already. The kind of tired that weighs on you and makes you ask "what if giving up is the only answer?"
The kind of tired that isn't being tired
True....
That's "frustration" in my book
The kind of tired that makes you spend months trying to make everyone think you're fine and then get mad at yourself when they start believing it
I feel that way all the time...
I tell people that I'm tired and then they're like "How much sleep did you get?"
That's not it...
“my child is completely fine” your child is also reading these comments on a minecraft youtubers music compilation while most likely hiding theyre tears
Shhhhhh don’t call me out rn pls I’m not super stable
Their*
@@allycook9599 are you okay? Do you need a hug? I’m here for y’all \o/ 🫂
deadass 😮💨
Might wanna check the grammar, I almost read that as you slowly morphing into small tear droplets under a blanket.
The way the whole album starts with "wasting your time" I USED TO LISTEN TO THIS GODDAMN ALBUM ON REPEAT AND I SPENT 4-5 YEARS OF MY LIFE SUPPORTING HIM AND I AM SO DISAPPOINTED. I hope he just makes a good fucking apology for once and we can all forget this. In school I was referred as a "Walking Wilbur Fanpage" due to how much I would yap about him. And after seeing Shelby's stream, it's like my whole world turned upside down, because I would go to school and people who haven't even heard of him would tap me on the shoulder and go like: "Hey... Uhm... It's about Wilbur" I FUCKING KNOW, YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAUNT ME ABOUT IT EVERY TIME YOU SEE ME. (No pun intended) This used to be my COMFORT STREAMER/MUSICIAN, OKAY!? Hearing news like this breaks my heart. So if your reading this... I assume you were here for a reason. If you still find comfort in this album. Trust me. I do too.
Listening to this again after a long while and fuck it hurts. Jubilee line was special to me for how it meant to my life. Seeing people say "you should've seen this coming." No one saw this coming and it sucks that this is where we're at right now. I remember Wilbur saying that this wasn't his life anymore and that he's gotten better and by god if it hadn't given me hope to get better as well seeing Wilbur happy with where he was was special to me. Now i just don't know anymore. I can't listen to this album anymore like it comforted me in the dead of the night it's just suffocating now
I can’t believe I found this man when he was sitting on a couch with his mates while going through weird subreddits.
Same
same
Oh wow hi Gordon didn't know you liked Wilbur Soot. 🤣
lmaooo this thread is so funny
@98 No problem my guy, no problem.
saline solution and losing face
That’s it that’s the comment
YES, IN THAT ORDER
@@ilikenougat8892 yep
Agreed
Aight I’m trying this out-
PERIOD
13:05 “I thought I couldn’t laugh anymore, turns out I can’t not for the same reason as before”.
This is how I’m feeling rn
love*
its love not laugh
wilbur i fucking love this album
i first listened to this album in 2020, it was a small light for a struggling 15 year old trans kid who didnt know what they wanted to be. it knows how my relationship with my dad feels, it knows my pain inside and out and it knows how much i want to run away from it all. i swapped gcse's and ended up taking music over computer science and i played since i saw vienna for my gcse music performance in 2022. i passed.
today, as the world falls into another year, i have an offer to go to my dream university in brighton to study music, ive put down the deposit for a student house and im going to be a musician. ive been releasing for a while now and the numbers arent great but if a cult following on this album is enough for you then slow going is good enough for me.
you released a new album 8 hours ago, and i know your music is gonna continue to stand as milestones in my life.
To everyone trauma dumping in the comments, I'm reading all of them. I love you and you are never alone. You may think you are, I did too.
I am as well. I spent maybe an hour a day trying to help people in these comments. I love you so I much.
I'm in the same boat
I feel down but at the same time feel like I have a pretty good understanding of the world and things like emotions (I just have a hard time displaying them) I also try to help with people in the comments. It’s sad but also assuring to see so many people in the same situations as you are.
I love the fact that you listen to this album and you have a mina pfp
Thank you :)
This gives me “my child is fine they have good grades!” Vibes from everyone including me here
:::][][][][]LOOK UP THIS INDIE SONG _ TIME BY THE IMPURES
It does tho
The good grades are costing my sanity, dear family.
I don't have necessarily good grades, and still...
But I got bettet recently! Calm holidays really can make a difference, atleast for a moment.
i feel called out by this post
Hello. I’m back. I think we’re all here for the same reason right now. I just hope everyone is taking care of themselves right now, even though it’s tough. Make sure to eat and drink water. I love you.
And techno, man this fucking hurts. I don’t even know what to say, or what to do. I’ve been listening to the album over and over, it’s providing the comfort I had every night last year when I was deep into the community. Techno was one of the ones to save me, and he will continue to save me. Legends never die.
I love him forever and more, thank you.
hello to everyone here for the same reason as me, it will get better. You have a right to grieve, you're not being selfish, after all grief is just love with no place to go
why didn’t anyone tell me living was this hard wtf
Ikr
People tell you life is fun but then you get to your teens and it all dawns on you
It really sucks
@@marko7654 it went downhill since my childhood though
@@ayukurniasarihamzah3458 Yeah that can happen too. It's a bit rarer for sure but it can happen.
I would say personally my life started spiraling downhill at about age 13 when I just moved away from all my friends. I still went to the same school cuz I wasnt that far away but hanging out with people became much harder than before. So basically no one wanted to hang out with me in the summer anyways do I was just at home the whole time.
Ikr Like life is supposed to be fun but it really isnt-
Ikr like it all started getting bad when I went into middle school and lost almost all my friends because they turned to bullies and I’m about to go to high school and most of my friends are going to a different school and it’s all probably gonna get worse
hey, you're back here. again. its what, the 7th time youve come here this week? and this weeks only begun. or its the end of the week, i dont know your situation. is everything alright? have you drank some water? have you eaten something healthy? you better have, because if not that could lead to you getting ill, and being sick is never good. have you even tried to go to sleep tonight? after you read this, put your damn phone/ipad/computer down and rest. you have made it past every hard day in your life, so why stop now? love ya!
😢
thank you, i really needed this
Thank you, I definitely needed someone to say this :)
aha i come here every night
Thank you and make sure you take care of yourself too!
This album got me thru some of the toughest times of my life. I can’t believe he did that. I don’t even know if I can listen to his music anymore. Can’t believe he used to bring me comfort ..
I hoped I wouldn't need to come back here so soon, but here I am...
I feel heartbroken, and I can't stop crying. He was the one who helped me through some tough times, he cheered me up when I was sad, and he made me laugh on boring afternoons. He was my favorite, and I always looked forward for his content.
The news hit me hard. I don't know how to handle it, I cry every time someone mentions his name and I feel so guilty crying, because I never even knew him personally. I see other people talking about him, and as much as I want to get comfort in his videos I can't. I can't play minecraft without having a bad feeling, I can't watch anything related to him because I just start to immediately cry. I try to distract myself but its not working. I don't know what to do now.
I miss him so much. Sometimes it feels unreal, like any minute now everything will go back to normal.
I will always remember him.
Thank you Technoblade for being there for me and so many others in tough, sad and happy times. I hope you can rest in peace, defeat God and win one final battle. I will always miss you.
"Everything is totally fine. The antidepressants are working."
**plays this album on repeat at least once a month**
im deperessed
@@connorseaton8694 Me too friend. We will get through this, I promise. Brighter days are coming
Once a month? I play it about 6 times a day to cope
@@lasiffi same
does it anyways
Thinking about how many other people are up, unable to sleep, listening to this album to feel some form of comfort, given to us graciously by a man who we will probably never meet yet understands us more than some of our closest friends do
We all relate. We are all traumatized so I will listen.
it's 23:10 rn and this hit hard.
yes this is me
00:23 rn I have no clue why I'm awake but it is what it is
its been on repeat for the past 3 hours
the last time i was here, it was august 2021, and i was doing well. i loved this album bc it was something i was not. in two days, it will be august again. in the last year, ive attempted to take my life twice, went through a toxic relationship with someone who lied to me the entire time and after, ive got an entirely different friend group, found a few addictions that i cant shake, moved houses, and some how through it all my mind found this album today. after the worst year of my life, im here. thats gotta mean something, right?
god, i never thought the day would come that id be venting in a comment section. maybe ill come back next year, maybe itll be right before august again, maybe ill be doing better, maybe not. fuck, idek anymore.
march 2024
hi everyone. im sure we all know now what has happened between wilbur and shelby, and its breaking my heart. it has almost been two years since i wrote this comment. i now live with my dad, and we moved back to my hometown. i reconnected with my childhood friends. im now 1 year sober. i have a lovely boyfriend who treats me like a princess. i am infinitely happier. i just want to say to all of you struggling out there, especially in this weird time where our comfort has turned on us, it will get better. sometimes, it just takes time. other times, it takes a bit of effort. i just want everyone to know they are loved and you are welcome to ask for help from me if need be. im here for y’all❤❤
Its that sorta thing where you feel like itll never happen to you and its fun to listen to because youve never felt it. But then you do and it all just hurts more. I truly hope things get better, and while im just a stranger on the internet. I hope you keep trying. It will get better.
It's okay to vent to the comment section. Somewhere, someone across the world will be in a similar situation, and they'll see your comment, and know they aren't alone. And I hope you know that you aren't alone, either. Even if we're just strangers on the internet, people care, in the little way they can.
If you come back to this next August, I hope you'll be doing better. And even if you aren't, please be kind to yourself anyway. They journey to getting better is one slow, SLOW step at a time. It's hard enough even to take that first step. And while you're on that journey, remember to try and love yourself. Feeling alone is terrible, but if you can be friends with yourself, forgive yourself, love yourself a little, it can be a little less lonely.
Well, I haven't mastered that last step either, so we'll see how I am in a year, too.
Be strong, internet stranger.
Everyone needs to vent sometimes, it's totally ok. Times can be hard, days can be dark and sometimes life seems like always seeing the moon rise bringing a dreamless sleep that makes your mind empty. it's hard. you are brave to stay.
Things will get better, remember to treat yourself kindly because you deserve it. Lots of love going your way 💚💚💚
Remember to treat yourself as you would your friends. Be kind. You deserve it. I’m rooting for you.