Suicide, depression and the two types of suffering.

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  • Опубликовано: 8 сен 2024
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  • @futureshock5641
    @futureshock5641 7 месяцев назад +56

    'I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anyone else to feel like that.' - Robin Williams

  • @BlankName88
    @BlankName88 10 месяцев назад +81

    I'm diagnosed with bipolar disorder and in 3 of my depressive episodes I made attempts on my life. I was tired of cycling from mania into depression (ontop of a lot of trauma) over and over again. But when I was in another depressive episode a few years back, I had this realization that came over me: we're closer to jesus when we're suffering. I still get episodes, but if jesus could bear the cross for us, I can bear depression.

    • @N-xi2zh
      @N-xi2zh 9 месяцев назад +6

      trace elements inc hair mineral test analysis may be able to help... amino acids also. maybe lithium orotate. DON'T ever try again bro. YOU are here for a reason and you matter.

    • @robertd57i989
      @robertd57i989 7 месяцев назад +4

      Every life matters no matter who you are. If you are suffering and need help, call upon a friend or family member or even here you can find good people. Asking for help will never seem as weakness but to show strength. My wife and i get episodes of depression from the stress we bare living in Texas with our two boys. All family members are 300+ miles away and we lean on each other when we are down. I have had thoughts before and it seemed so easy and my wife even says she wonders if my life would be better if she were not here at times. I pray for you and hope you find what you need and when you are down that Jesus is there to lift you up on your feet. Take care.

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT 7 месяцев назад +2

      Have you considered going Carnivore and working out more? Not saying it will make you 100%, but it really might help. Gut health and intestinal health is important- really important as that is where we have Serotonin (happy chemicals.) Find something you like and can get into- maybe learn to play music and dig on that a while.

    • @kevinunknown6457
      @kevinunknown6457 7 месяцев назад

      I'm thankful Jesus, God, the holy spirit....all the above, put this video where I could see it. I really needed this. I suffer in silence. But now I have HOPE.

    • @michaelphillips5786
      @michaelphillips5786 5 месяцев назад

      Epic take my friend!

  • @Fredrik7le
    @Fredrik7le 7 месяцев назад +40

    You are officialy my favorite actor. Its so good that a famous actor like you stepping up and talk about psykological disorders ❤

  • @user-ip8yz6pu5d
    @user-ip8yz6pu5d 7 месяцев назад +23

    Mental health is definitely exhausting. Always good to hear success stories

  • @aw6686
    @aw6686 Год назад +15

    it's wild to hear someone I view as physically gifted & talented had a suicidal period in their life.

  • @DreaNEO
    @DreaNEO 7 месяцев назад +11

    Thank you for sharing your struggles and victory.

  • @caminhosemfimdalton
    @caminhosemfimdalton 3 месяца назад +3

    I never thought someone like you could talk to us so personal. Thank you. Needed this. Makes me wonder about how Jesus is closest to us than we think.

  • @Bladestar7
    @Bladestar7 7 месяцев назад +12

    I've been suffering from Depression for sometime now. I've been seeing a therapist. Even though I have some things going on in my life, I have to fight the sadness that torments me at night, trying to convince me to end it. The morning comes and I found the spiritual strength to go on. I found myself going back to Church and listening more. It's a spiritual battle, but I'm determined to win. And its good to know I'm not alone. I will say this. Never focus on the people who don't like you. That gives them power over you. Thank you for posting this Alan Ritchson. It means everything for you to share this. God Bless. 🙂

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT 7 месяцев назад

      Have you considered nutrition and exercise? Some have a lot of good luck when they go Carnivore or Ketovore (very low carb) and working out more- and some fun in the sun. Not saying it will make you 100%, but it really might help. Gut health and intestinal/digestive health is important- really important as that is where we have Serotonin (happy chemicals.) Find something you like and can get into- maybe learn to play music and dig on that a while. Never use mouthwash. It messes with our NO.

  • @thomasrayellingburg5117
    @thomasrayellingburg5117 Год назад +16

    I listened to this today on the way to driving my daughter to daycare, after I was done I cried, I cried more then I have since the day I almost took my life five years ago, I have battled with depression and anxiety on my own since I was 8 years old and I even believe that my family would be better off with me gone, after listening to your podcast earlier this year I finally went to a therapist and got help, this last month has been the hardest of my life with me barely scraping by and going without eating just so my wife and daughter could be fed, I broke after my daughter birthday last week and I hate myself for thinking they be better with me dead, after listening to this my eyes were open and I can’t thank you enough for giving me the courage and impacting my life

    • @robertd57i989
      @robertd57i989 7 месяцев назад +2

      Im sorry you have been battling alone. You matter and i totally understand your situation. My wife and i would skip meals so we could paint a picture that everything was okay even though it wasnt so my son wouldnt see. I am hlad you are getting help and have someone in your corner. If you havent yet, let your wife in and when you feel lost or alone just tell her that you are not okay. Anytime i tell my wife those words, would world stops and is there to listen and help. I pray yours can do the same for you when you need it. Message back if you need someone. We are here for you. Peace be with you.

    • @unitybeing777
      @unitybeing777 7 месяцев назад

      Stay alive for Christ and God. Love your family as a survivor. And die a death not caused by suicide. God Bless you and Godspeed.

  • @germanwojtek3576
    @germanwojtek3576 7 месяцев назад +7

    I’m hurting so bad . Been hurting myself . Burdening others. I need to hear this now . Thank you , Alan . Our God is a suffering God . And we are with Him . Amen

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT 7 месяцев назад

      Have you considered nutrition and exercise? Some have a lot of good luck when they go Carnivore or Ketovore (very low carb) and working out more- and some fun in the sun. Not saying it will make you 100%, but it really might help. Gut health and intestinal/digestive health is important- really important as that is where we have Serotonin (happy chemicals.) Find something you like and can get into- maybe learn to play music and dig on that a while. Never use mouthwash. It messes with our NO.

    • @patrickharris3669
      @patrickharris3669 7 месяцев назад

      Ya only helps so much

  • @brookebales2931
    @brookebales2931 7 месяцев назад +5

    We just finished first two seasons of Reacher!
    Praise the Lord he accepted Jesus!! This just made my day!! Hallelujah 🎶

  • @NobodyYouKnow125
    @NobodyYouKnow125 Год назад +9

    It’s so important to share the truth. Those of us who suffer from depression need to hear this. The breakdown of suffering. I’m exhausted in all fairness. Raising children alone is not easy. Inflation and crime on the rise, has literally affected my health. It’s time to seek God and counseling. This program just helped me hold on. Thank you so much. 🙏🏽

  • @PointingtheWay
    @PointingtheWay Год назад +9

    We are in training. No pain no gain. Praise God for the struggle that gives us the strength to serve others on His behalf. “We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.” (Romans 5:3-5)

  • @gjallarhornt
    @gjallarhornt 7 месяцев назад +6

    I just discovered this channel, it's what i was looking for and needed, thank you Alan, you are definitely my favorite actor

  • @laniseheaton5852
    @laniseheaton5852 7 месяцев назад +9

    Thank you Alan for being to honest and open about your journey. I have my highs and lows with depression and keep trying to focus on my family which gives me a reason for living. The minute the dark thoughts come I have to recognize them for what they are and do my best to replace those thoughts with faith and remembering my purpose here. Families are eternal and they, along with Christ, give me the strength to overcome. Thanks for what all you're doing to help so many including myself.

    • @MOAB-UT
      @MOAB-UT 7 месяцев назад

      Have you considered nutrition and exercise? Some have a lot of good luck when they go Carnivore or Ketovore (very low carb) and working out more- and some fun in the sun. Not saying it will make you 100%, but it really might help. Gut health and intestinal/digestive health is important- really important as that is where we have Serotonin (happy chemicals.) Find something you like and can get into- maybe learn to play music and dig on that a while. Never use mouthwash. It messes with our NO.

  • @justmytwobits
    @justmytwobits Год назад +8

    Thank you brother for sharing. I know that is not in anyway easy. Thank you again.

  • @jasonhampton8139
    @jasonhampton8139 Год назад +7

    Alan, I just came across your channel and I absolutely love it. I want to thank you for being obedient to the Lord’s calling and putting out this content. More men should be so transparent and honest with life’s challenges. I attribute this also to the difference in peace when we work within our own power, and when we rely on Gods strength.

  • @derekpeterson7412
    @derekpeterson7412 Год назад +20

    When I heard your story on Inside of You w/ Michael Rosenbaum. Such a powerful story and the beauty of how open you are, and how you’ve become. It’s inspiring. Much love to anyone listening.
    #hawkforever

  • @odonnellkat5
    @odonnellkat5 Год назад +6

    Bless you brother, keep fighting the good fight.. I’m praying for you and your family daily,
    You are a lamp set high on a hill!! Keep seeking the kingdom of God.❤❤❤❤

  • @comfycozie
    @comfycozie Год назад +4

    Happy Sunday, Alan. Thank you again for your transparency and vulnerability. I want to stand on my tiptoes and give you an enormous hug.
    You're right, there's a suffering that sucks the life out of you that we have to recognize as a big ol' danger sign. And then there are the troubles that come from being on the right track, but his yoke is easy and his burden light. God sends us the weighty stuff to make us stronger, but 300lbs suddenly on your chest squeezes the life out of you.
    Nowhere online are you free from attacks, are you? Keep thinking and writing and sharing, my friend. For us, for you, for him. You're a good guy. I will never not support you. Take care of yourself.
    Tracy🐝

  • @lucystephanieproperties
    @lucystephanieproperties 7 месяцев назад +4

    I absolutely love your content. Thank you.
    So happy to see an actor like you sharing Christian things like this. ❤ Keep up the good work! 👍 Glory to God in the highest.
    On a side note, we can all offer any of our suffering to God, together with Jesus' suffering, for the conversion of sinners, for the sick and dying, etc.

  • @kjarneson655
    @kjarneson655 8 месяцев назад +3

    We are enjoying Reacher-so excited to find that you love Jesus! ❤
    Proud of your vulnerability and so happy for your victories in this area! Your testimony and courage in sharing in this way is going to help so many people. Keep being brave in sharing truth and your faith journey! Praying for God to protect and bless you in this ministry!

  • @BT-be8rh
    @BT-be8rh 7 месяцев назад +2

    My daughter took her own life and I can see her having the attitude about herself and life that you described here, despite it obviously not being the case at all.

  • @scarletharris7705
    @scarletharris7705 6 месяцев назад

    Luv this guy ! He’s so transparent!! It’s incredibly hard to put one foot in front of the other when suffering depression! People say “ just do it “ and that’s the worst thing to hear !

  • @mattnoahchannel
    @mattnoahchannel 6 месяцев назад +1

    I have never been depressed or suicidal. I am very thankful for that. I think much of that depends on my career success and Faith. Even when I was out of a job I believed the next great job was around and corner and it was. The suffering I've endured is multiple failed back surgeries which has resulted in chronic pain which has put me in a wheelchair at times. The 10 leg surgeries also took their toll as well as the multiple implants. The last implant was a spinal cord stimulator which has been a godsend. Faith, above all, reminds me that one day it will all be gone and I won't suffer again.

  • @TheShaneGuy
    @TheShaneGuy 8 месяцев назад +2

    Everyone should take 13 mins and watch this. I love Alan so much and am so grateful that God saved him from suicide and his mental health struggle to be who he is today.. He’s such a needed voice in the world in these days. Alan playing Reacher is a divine appointment for Lee Child and those Alan works with and those who love Reacher. If i could spend time with anyone in the world it would be him.

  • @shufflin62
    @shufflin62 2 месяца назад

    You staying is the greatest gift. I’m forever grateful for how much you’ve helped bolster my faith in Christ.

  • @ChristiaanNdoro
    @ChristiaanNdoro 7 месяцев назад +1

    This brought tears to my eyes. I know what he is saying intimately - thank you Alan

  • @Joey.Darkwoods-Studio
    @Joey.Darkwoods-Studio 7 месяцев назад +2

    I just watched your interviews on Inside Of You Clips, and I went through the exact same thing xmas 2022. I was at a point where I was debating why I was here, what good did I bring and why should I be here. Thinking what way would be simpler, quicker and in a way, the cleanest way to go with causing my wife too much hassles for her to deal with. I completely shut down, stayed in bed for days and only getting up when my wife got home at first, but then even that was too hard... So I thought putting myself in front of a truck and it was a hard and dark time... very dark time. I opened up to God again because I let go for a long time, but I felt like even he wasn't listening to my cries of help at that moment. I was Lucky my wife was there and didn't give up on me, talked with me, made me slowly open up and got me to see a doctor. So yeah, I feel that hearing you mention this dark time you went through, kinda helps... because, and please don't take this is a bad way, but if someone like Alan Ritchson can feel this way, then anyone can feel this way and sometimes come out of it. I'm still searching for my reason right now and can't seem to hear or feel God's presence... I ask, i've asked him to take control and lead where I need to be to become who I am supposed to be... It isn't easy.

  • @homme436
    @homme436 5 месяцев назад

    Alan ran away from his restrictive parents, who put him to daiy mass. His testimony, now we hear, tells me that his religious parents raised him right. They deserve praise and honor.

  • @comfycozie
    @comfycozie Год назад +3

    May I add a "disclaimer"? Alan Ritchson is sharing his personal story but he is not a health care professional. If you are thinking of harming yourself or someone else, get help from a doctor, counselor, minister. Don't just look for advice on RUclips and try to figure it out yourself. There are a LOT of tools that are combined to attain wellness. Do NOT try to tough it out on your own. Talk to someone. Anyone. And accept help. The best thing you can do for your loved ones is give them a Heathy You. Don't give up. Take good care of yourself, friend. 🙏
    🐝Tracy
    (Nor am I a professional, but I am here.)

    • @MrJohannson
      @MrJohannson Год назад +1

      More often than not professionals only care about getting you out the door and extracting as much cash as possible doing that. Pump you full of meds you become dependent upon, without addressing the actual issues.

    • @mattoidfranion8231
      @mattoidfranion8231 8 месяцев назад +1

      ​@MrJohannson exactly. Nothing their degree will teach your or them and that will fall short forever from our collective problems that plague as all and can o ly be solved by looking within and collectively taking effort to look at it from our own and others lens. Since our suffering is mutual to us all.

  • @robertd57i989
    @robertd57i989 7 месяцев назад +1

    This video really hit me hard. For years i get spells of depression and have imagined what i would do or even if it would be good for the family for me to sacrifice myself to ease our stressers. At the heaviest moments when i couldnt walk any further my wife always picks me up. God send her to me and we are blessings to each other and shift the weight back and forth. I pray everyone finds someone to help them through hard times be it a friend, family member or even someone sitting next to them on a bench. If you as, God will send help.

  • @janicehussein200
    @janicehussein200 Год назад +3

    Blessings!! Hope you and your family have a very Happy Thanksgiving!!

  • @user-re9ht6yj4i
    @user-re9ht6yj4i 7 месяцев назад +1

    I am glad you have sorted out your problems so you can function so well. The face doesn’t tell the story in most cases. The inner person can suffer and the face looks great. I am so glad you are ok now. You will always have your issues but you can handle it. You are someone I would always want on my side if an issue that was important to me. You are huge and intimidating but I think you are a sweet and caring man. That’s what’s important to me.

  • @DiegoSouto-fy9su
    @DiegoSouto-fy9su 2 месяца назад

    Every single day I wake up and think my corner of the world would be better off without me. I force myself to work out, get manic, feel like I'm on top of the world, have a decent day and then at night I lie down and the thoughts come rushing back and it all coalesce when I wake up again. "I'm a piece of shit, I should just end it" and stuff like that. The weirdest part to me is that... I've never harmed anyone other than myself. I've always tried my hardest to be good and helpful to those around me... but for some reason, I just can't be good to myself. It's a god damn vicious cycle and I wonder how long until I finally break and get the guts or desperation to take the final plunge. Your video really helps. Thank you sir. I wish I could believe made up middle eastern folklore and find a way out of it, but my brain just won't allow me.

    • @robertd57i989
      @robertd57i989 2 месяца назад

      Yeah it is hard to pull yourself out of it at times. It is like being in a slippery ditch. You can see the way out but as you try, you slip back in. Try surrounding yourself with a lot of positive people, try opening up to someone you trust. You dont even have to tell them everything, just a little bit of help can help a lot of your situation and just take it day by day. Like what they say "how do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time." Take care. If you need me, just respond here and i'll message you back. 👍

  • @ThatGuy-iv4tc
    @ThatGuy-iv4tc 6 месяцев назад

    My mans the total package, looks..heart..teddy bear but can be a grizzly bear..dealt with adversity, persevered & showed the greatest super power a human can have..sharing compassion & being an example of resilience. One of the only ppl I truly respect in Hollywood, keep up the good work my man & continue to spread the message while maintaining your authenticity!! ❤❤❤

  • @heathermartinez8640
    @heathermartinez8640 8 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for making this video! Really spoke to something I was dealing with earlier today. May God continue to bless you and your family!

  • @michaelhanson3509
    @michaelhanson3509 6 месяцев назад

    A life made solely about yourself is an empty one. We are social animals, we exist for each other.

  • @PepePupas
    @PepePupas 2 месяца назад

    I do not believe in the supernatural but I do believe in the goodness and strength that lives in the human heart and you sir, are showing exactly what that looks like.
    God or not, your bravery in sharing your experience is my take away here.
    Thank you for living with such an open heart.

  • @thelandofmisteroz
    @thelandofmisteroz 7 месяцев назад +1

    Reading the Bible daily just one page at least has truly changed my life for the better. Brought me out of a dark place. Now Ilive by the motto, "no bible, no breakfast!" I that is thanks to listening to Ray Comfort witnessing to people on RUclips and leading to my purchase of an evidence based study bible from Living Waters ministry. God is good! Much love to all ❤❤

  • @anniedevore6554
    @anniedevore6554 7 месяцев назад +1

    This explains Robin Williams so well

  • @CatherineKoziatek
    @CatherineKoziatek 7 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you so much for your courage to be real and your faith witness. This is very inspirational. Jesus is my anchor.

  • @jeaf7
    @jeaf7 4 месяца назад

    I'm feeling that way. Getting divorced after 24 years. One of my three worst nightmares. Being honest my marriage hasn't been perfect. We had fertility issues for 10 years. God finally gave us 2 kids (without fertility drugs). Then my wife had cancer. After her cancer I dropped dead from blood clots in my heart. And now divorce after all this. I don't understand. Everything is dark. I see no light.

  • @paullawson2830
    @paullawson2830 5 месяцев назад

    I see the comment below me. I saw a quote once from Robin Williams that said.. 'I always thought the worst thing in the world was BEING alone.. It's NOT, it's being surrounded by people who make you feel alone." That was over a year ago when I was separated from my wife. It stuck with me. You are one of my favorite actors. This RUclips post struck a nerve, in a good way. May God Bless you (And that is coming from someone that is almost 100 percent Agnostic).

  • @adventuresincampingwithcar8622
    @adventuresincampingwithcar8622 6 месяцев назад

    I wanted to do the world a favor like you described when I was a preteen. Praise God I failed. It has crossed my mind occasionally over the years while I was enduring highly stressful heart wrenching situations. The Lord has been faithful to give me one thought to change my direction. I'll keep you in my prayers brother. Thank you for your honesty and full disclosure. I pray that God will continue to bless you.

  • @caracal82
    @caracal82 7 месяцев назад

    Yeah those kind of thoughts plague me daily. Last 2 days I was battling depression and suicidal thoughts so hard that I had 2 days of headache and a vein popped in my eye making it bloody. I feel a bit better today. It is helpful to learn that person of such renown and success like you Alan is not immune to those kind of thoughts and that we have to turn to the Lord for help. God bless you for sharing your thoughts and experience on this channel. It does help others around the globe.

  • @randygreen007
    @randygreen007 6 месяцев назад

    Reacher the Preacher! I coined that phrase while I was watching the series on Amazon and this video confirms it. It’s like that role was made specifically for Alan. One thing is for sure, when this man is standing in the pulpit I’ll be cheering him on in the congregation! ❤️🙏❤️

  • @germanwojtek3576
    @germanwojtek3576 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you for everything , Alan . I am returning to ministry tomorrow . Praise the Lord . Psalm 103

  • @cherylshepherd4WG
    @cherylshepherd4WG 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you for the truth you speak & the boldness you have! You are an amazing role model having a phenomenal impact on young men who so desperately need it in this confusing world!
    You are showing them how to be real man and serve Christ!
    Praying for Gods blessings over the platform He has given you & thank you for the impact you have made on my 24 year old son! ❤

  • @shelleywhite4829
    @shelleywhite4829 5 месяцев назад

    💚🐑 I believe this to be true & everyone has a calling & you found yours

  • @patrickharris3669
    @patrickharris3669 7 месяцев назад

    Love this dude even more now

  • @Dav_Inver
    @Dav_Inver Год назад

    this video appeared on my feed just when I needed to hear these words from someone. Thank you.

  • @billbarnes3223
    @billbarnes3223 7 месяцев назад

    Absolutely love you brother in Christ. I’ve been in those dark places too. I am not ashamed. Like you, by God’s grace, I made it out and I will forever praise my King, Jesus of Nazareth, for delivering me. Like you, it made me reorient my life. I now realize what a gift it was. If you ever get to the Bay Area let me know. I teach a Christian theology class to a group of men at San Quentin. They would love to hear your story, Breaker of Chains. They will very deeply identify with that name. Thank you for your courage brother. May God continue to bless you and your family. Keep going!

  • @FaroiaAlves
    @FaroiaAlves Год назад +2

    God bless you, my brother in Christ.
    Been following you for enough time to know of your suffering and your tests. Sometimes I ask if it is God testing us, or is just the difficulties of the world, and how the world is, and God gives us strength to grow and evolve and understand that the world is not that important for us.

  • @saosaoldian6742
    @saosaoldian6742 7 месяцев назад

    Man, I could be you. Thank you. I’m over 50, career military and have had the same questions. Thankfully, Jesus answered it for me as He did for you. You are doing great work here. Please keep doing these!

  • @MaShellDavis
    @MaShellDavis 7 месяцев назад

    I “live” with bipolar 1 every single day and I’ve spent time in a Psych unit because I was suicidal. I still struggle with those thoughts off and on, thank God for my emotional support dog. He has been the one thing that has saved my life more times than I care to admit.

  • @antonioroxs
    @antonioroxs 7 месяцев назад

    This video came to me at one of the lowest points of my life. Thank you so much for sharing.

  • @REM1956
    @REM1956 7 месяцев назад

    Without being long winded about it. I was drawn to this video somehow. I really needed to hear this today. Thanks for taking the time to help others.

  • @LookNBeef
    @LookNBeef 5 месяцев назад

    ALAN IS BEATIFUL IN SO MANY WAYS.....I ADMIRE HIM.....HE GIVES ME COMFORT WHEN I HEAR HIM SPEAK....GOD BLESS HIM ALWAYS !!!

  • @stevengibson9240
    @stevengibson9240 7 месяцев назад

    I’ve wanted to die so many times and yes it would be a benefit for me to leave this place! Brother you are an inspiration of hope! The world is such a better place because you’re in it! You make a difference!

  • @miguelsalas6082
    @miguelsalas6082 Год назад +1

    Praise be to God for you brother Alan! 🙏

  • @user-nm3sd7wl5g
    @user-nm3sd7wl5g 6 месяцев назад

    Thanks for being you we love your work we all need your faith and love of God and family

  • @mushroomman6142
    @mushroomman6142 7 месяцев назад

    I'm just finding out of this channel today. Never knew this about him. I am dealing with the same kind of depression.

  • @michaelphillips5786
    @michaelphillips5786 5 месяцев назад

    Our heart's are restless until they rest in you Jesus.
    St. Augustine

  • @yodo6414
    @yodo6414 Месяц назад

    So you, you'll never understand unless you've been there, it's soo hard to explain..

  • @truettrusler1485
    @truettrusler1485 6 месяцев назад

    IVE battled suicide thoughts jr.high /high school......married with kids, hospitalized, made me realize what a gift life was.since then bad things have happened, but not thinking that way anymore.IM trusting GOD,fully.recent financial trouble would have sent me over....but giving it to GOD.Sometimes fear may creep in but not for long....just keep pushing.

  • @carolynrl59
    @carolynrl59 5 месяцев назад

    Thank You for you words. 🙏🏼❤️

  • @zo615
    @zo615 5 месяцев назад

    Such a Chad, such an inspiration. Keep peaching🙌

  • @jaybling6687
    @jaybling6687 Год назад +2

    RIP, Jason David Frank.

    • @comfycozie
      @comfycozie Год назад

      Jesus didn't tap. Just read his story. So tragic. 🙏

  • @markgravelle4333
    @markgravelle4333 8 месяцев назад

    I’m spiritual person, but I’ve been running from it for a few months now and been behaving like someone I don’t even know. Been sober for a few years and declared yesterday that I was going to do something very stupid. I’m gonna ask for help today. Thank you

  • @stephaniebehrens7317
    @stephaniebehrens7317 8 месяцев назад

    To keep it short. I was not a practicing religious person. But an event NDE occurred, and it essentially ended my career. 25 yrs I put into it.
    But I went into a 6 yr fall from one oubliette thinking I was strong enough to climb out I would only fall and break into a deeper one till all I thought about was how to end it. Then I realized that when I fell down the stairs while I was panicked and thinking in a flow state how not to die. A calm male voice said to me "Stephanie close ypur mouth." I did and because I did I hit landing on my toothed instead of my jaw which would have broken and probably broke my neck or trachea. Instead I walked away with bad concussion and a could of bruises.
    It really was a miracle.
    But the point is, when I went through those yra. Soany bad things happened and I was powerless to stop any of it. Or even cope.
    But then it occurred to me when I fell that voice wasn't mine. And when I fell through that last oubliette hitting rock bottom I knew without a doubt that it was the Holy Trinity that spoke to me that day and caught me as I fell to what was rock bottom for me.
    After all the things that happened I found the Trinity waiting for me and no one can convince me that it wasn't the Voice of Jesus or perhaps God, the holy spirit or my guardian angel speaking to me while I was falling.
    And then the real miracle came when all the things that had happened to me during those dark years were meant to. Because it cleared the path for me to understand it was God and while there is more the point is. I knew that one of the greatest gifts God and Jesus gives the world is time. Time to find him. I heard his voice yet it took me 6 yrs! And while I was a fence rider for soo long with joy I jumped into Our Lord's waiting arms.
    I know I have a lot of work still but 6 yrs of what I thought was pain was nothing when I know what Jesus went through for us. What God knew when he sent Jesus here knowing his fate.
    And the things I thought were terrible ended up being unrealized messages. And I am so grateful to see people who are unafraid like you to discuss things cause it makes me want to stand up and shout for those who are not on the road to eternity. I know it's not an easy journey I embarked on to repent to forgive those who hurt me. To give up to God my struggles so he knows I trust in his plan. I do pray for His patience. And thank him for the mercy of time, so I can make myself the best version i can be so he will know me when I face him.
    Thank you for sharing your story sorry I did mean to keeping short but when you hear the Voice of Jesus, it isn't a story it is the truth as is He. So anyone who reads this. Don't give up. I had many times. And everything The Trinity picked me up dusted me off and put me back on my feet even when I didn't know. But now I do. And I am awake to the Glory of God and what
    I do now no matter if I fail is for him for he would rather you try and fail, but trust in him that you and I will succeed simply by trusting in God and lett8ng the Holy spirit be the beacon that no matter how dark it seems. They will find you. And I pray when that happens to anyone on the fence or on the other side seperate from God will be given the same chance I was because it truly changed me.
    I had a God shaped hole in my heart and soul and now I feel complete. Even rotten days I am grateful for another chance to gwt closer to God and build my relationship with the Trinity. And be who He wants me to be.
    Ok I will ahit up now.
    God I pray that those who don't know you let their eyes be opened and let their hearts be filled so they can understand Your love. Alan thanks for this platform and inspiration. Even those who believe need reminding. May the All mighty his son and his spirit guide us all to him. ❤

  • @KenWAnderson
    @KenWAnderson 7 месяцев назад

    Alan, what a delight to hear from your heart . . . and to even get some snippets of sound theology coming from your lips. God bless you dear brother.

  • @thinkabove
    @thinkabove Год назад +1

    kind of you to share your story! I'm sure you had to breakthrough some kinda wall for publishing this. I know that you know that this will help many. with not just temporary effects but eternal effects! worth it! cheers

  • @gregbearne2195
    @gregbearne2195 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you Alan. I am not a believer in God but your honesty is so refreshing and encouraging.

  • @unitybeing777
    @unitybeing777 7 месяцев назад

    Oh brother, thank you for preaching, Amen.

  • @ronperlman5457
    @ronperlman5457 Год назад

    Praise be to our glorious God.. so glad he opened your eyes

  • @coldelectriccoffee8032
    @coldelectriccoffee8032 7 месяцев назад

    I cried in the middle of this video.

  • @YouCefgames
    @YouCefgames 7 месяцев назад

    As a Muslim I can agree on some parts you talked about
    Like how god likes to test us to see the true material we made of
    its going to bring you down crush you and make you think so loudly ( WHY IS THAT HAPPENING TO ME ) but always remember to trust god he always has your best interest
    Thanks for the vid btw I truly enjoyed it

  • @idrewwood
    @idrewwood 8 месяцев назад

    Alan, if you read this, just know and understand you are not alone in what you have gone through. Your story sounds a lot like mine. The constant cycle of trying to find purpose, trying to fill voids, depression, etc. God is the way. After walking away from Christ for years (not intentionally), I found myself going down a deep dark road. I came back to God last year, and he's saved my life. A strong support system is incredibly important to have. If you find yourself going back down that road, remember to seek God first, and if that's too difficult, just remember there are people out there that will walk with you through life until it's not. You have an amazing gift. I look forward to seeing you grow in your future!

  • @santosgonzales2021
    @santosgonzales2021 Год назад

    Thank you so much for sharing your story! May GOD continue to bless you and your family brother!

  • @SleeperJohns
    @SleeperJohns 7 месяцев назад

    Why do I feel like... everything you just said... is literally what I'm going through right now? At least, for the part where you mention about enemies and suffering. I really want my friend back, and I can't get her back. I can't because she refuses all contact with me when I try to make amends, have some closure and move on. So, the default option is to let it go. And that, I'm struggling with greatly. Every time I try to let go, it clings back onto me. I want it go away so I can focus on greater things.
    And another struggle, I wasted 8 years with someone. Yeah, I'm still young for a 27 year old, but that's time I can't get back. I just wonder why my ex-partner won't tell me why we needed to separate. And he can't give me an answer for it. We're just... strangers now. We may say we're friends now but... I feel like we're just strangers again. And here I am, feeling like I just floating though time once again. My friend circle has reduced to what feels almost nothing since COVID hit. And none of them died to it. It's just the mentality tore us apart. Maybe in some capacity, we all did kill ourselves. But not me.
    Don't ever put me in the void, unless I put myself there.

  • @foreverneox109
    @foreverneox109 7 месяцев назад

    when you get a taste of true darkness you will always gravitate to the light

  • @deborahbarnes6741
    @deborahbarnes6741 Год назад +1

    Stay strong & stay on your path despite the naysayers & critics.

  • @alexanderromero293
    @alexanderromero293 7 месяцев назад

    I’ve been really depressed these last couple weeks I’m scared of myself and what I’ll do I’m too ashamed and embarrassed to talk to anyone cuz I feel weak and a burden

  • @southnyer
    @southnyer 7 месяцев назад

    Very well said 😊

  • @anniedevore6554
    @anniedevore6554 7 месяцев назад

    Trials make us stronger

  • @sludgex9016
    @sludgex9016 7 месяцев назад

    "believing it would be a gift..." frightening how dead on that actually is...

  • @kylearmstrong21
    @kylearmstrong21 8 месяцев назад

    Physical and mental pain too, chronic pain can be a really difficult thing to live with ❤

  • @curious_christian
    @curious_christian 7 месяцев назад

    I didn't realize you are a Christian. Keep letting God's light shine through you brother!

  • @wildmarks
    @wildmarks Год назад

    Been a fan since blood drive Alan! Wouldn't exactly call myself a Christian in the traditional sense but I do read the good book and was pleasently surprised to see you're so spiritually minded and a seeker too. Love these instachurches, and I'm sad to see you get some hate for your compassionate approach to all this. This material world is certainly not the answer. Never stop! Bless.

  • @thomasshultz6236
    @thomasshultz6236 Год назад

    God bless you and your wife. I disagree with some of your thoughts but my brother in Christ. I'm so thankful you're here at the same time as me. I listen to you and I agree with so much of what you say and I listen as a student and I disagree as peer. In the end I hope to see you in the Kingdom of Heaven as a brother. You are loved and your loving care to others is shown. Please for so many please keep up the work the God as asked of you. Thank you.

  • @RickyMasterChiefLaw
    @RickyMasterChiefLaw 8 месяцев назад

    I can relate. I too suffered depression and had suicidal thoughts because I found life to be meaningless once. But Jesus saved me from the Darkness and brought me to the Light!

  • @FF-yf4iw
    @FF-yf4iw 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you so much, I needed this! God bless

  • @frankcastle617
    @frankcastle617 5 месяцев назад

    Great video!

  • @robbyrockets1
    @robbyrockets1 9 месяцев назад

    God bless you Alan, and thank you for sharing.

  • @benphoto1647
    @benphoto1647 Год назад +2

    Thank you for this... until He Returns.

  • @kjohnheath647
    @kjohnheath647 7 месяцев назад

    You are so, so brave. Thank you!

  • @skipperlos46
    @skipperlos46 Год назад

    Thank you🙏 very thoughtful I could listen to an hour as you explain our faith journey, you talk in simply understood terms. This world is becoming very unstable and divisive. We are all worthy of the love of God because he made us and Loves everyone of us. Just let his Love in. God Bless you Alan a particular hard week and you have made a peaceful place in the turmoil 🙏

  • @CARLOSDIAZ.1975
    @CARLOSDIAZ.1975 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you so true alan 🙏🙏🙏

  • @GMG455
    @GMG455 7 месяцев назад

    keep up the good work man dont let the light fade, being strong smart and faithful amidst lawless power ridden muck in Hollywood must be difficult. I haven't personally been to church in 3 years but I am a professional gravekeep and pray there. (and when im maintaining the churches) We run a small outfit, me, my father, some friends as hired help and my two cousins who are 40 but have the mental capacity of 15 year olds (not joking). With that being said ive seen and had to react to some really nasty things. Some people just are so mean nowadays like its the norm, out of zero knowledge of subjects in context. I have also personally walked that tether too many times to probably legally list. Over money, over substances, over love, over women i thought would have mutual respect and not take pleasure out of toying with emotions. It took me hitting bedrock physically and figuratively simultaneously and seeing my infant twin nieces say my name to end it. God was there every step of the way, he didnt care if i was doing more good than bad. God was there to stop me from doing worse. Regardless of his name in whatever tongue one speaks, or whether it be jesus or any other of his sons or emissaries. I hope that burden gets lighter or your shoulders continue to get broader brother.

    • @GMG455
      @GMG455 7 месяцев назад

      6'3 knuckledragger here too, been a human punching bag since 6. Needed to chime in again to say shame on you if you're belittling a man like this going through this over a damn television program that you deem to "not be christian" and mock his faith over it. we all end up as ash or dirt, we must band together regardless of faith or practice to make the time here more enjoyable for each other (unless your playing with goat blood in corners casting dark magic... light magic is cooler)((unless you're playing a fallout character of course))