Dude fuck yeah knowing at least one more person was able to quit hard drugs gives me a little more faith in the people i know who struggle with the same thing. Stay clean brotha life has so much to offer❤️❤️❤️
Two years sober from crack. Found a bag of coke under the seat. Laughed and put it down the sink drain and didn't give it a second thought. Keep up the good fight, brother.
That’s awesome man. People don’t know how hard it is to resist when it’s right there in front of you, takes a strong person to say no in that situation and focus on recovery
While my addiction isn't for any substance, I can still relate to a lot of your videos. I'm praying and hoping that you, me and anyone else are freed from these 'hooks' in us that are trying to drag us back down. Keep on being an example of positive momentum and recovery!
You’re absolutely correct. Going clean was the most selfish decision I had to make because it was for me and that was the only way I could get away. Just like you I removed myself from the negative environment and those that brought that negativity. I don’t hate my old friends I just had to move on
Amen. I've been there. The people who get real recovery are the people who want to recover. That's when you're not fighting it anymore. Happy for you brother
Amazing! I am so glad when your shorts come through my feed. It takes me a second to realize to stop and listen. I have gotten past addictions but my sister struggles with alcohol. Everyone in my family has tried to help but she hasn't come to the realization that only she can change it. I am so happy for you and all the people who have changed themselves. It is a struggle but all worth it. Keep it up and keep telling your story: it will keep helping people.
Good thing you found it and not the cops. Nothing could feel worse than picking up a charge or getting your mom caught up when the cops find it after getting clean.
Nothing more deceiving than the momentary high you achieve from addiction. Congrats on making the best choice one day at a time. Storms will come. The seas will rage harder than a happenstance bag of dope. I hope you have a firm foundation. You will never regret the decision to get/stay clean. God Bless you!
DAWG, I’m so fuckin proud of you. You give me hope. My biggest challenge is tryna separate myself from the lifestyle but also being completely reliant on it for my income. Already on methadone but this new dope has me withdrawing when I miss a dose , even though I’m on 110mg methadone.. all I can do is keep pushin
I've been sober for 10 years, I got sober for the same damned reasons, I was sick of that life. I am so proud of you brother, and it gets easier, stay strong bro.
Keep it up brother, it's stories like this that always made me wanna put the bottle down, I looked at myself in the mirror and was sick and hated myself, and I did it for myself and the love of my life and my family and friends but it also made me realize how important the people in My life care about me are, I wish everyone would hear these stories and choose to make their life better and for themselves and all the people that care about them (love is the strongest drug of all)
I was going through a divorce I didn't want she ran away with the kids and my living situation went belly up I was in a drug hotel back and forth to work every day 12 hours a day for 5 weeks before my apartment was ready. On one particular bad day on my way up the hall, there it was. A bag of dope just laying there free for the taking. I picked it up. I thought about it.... but that shit got emptied into a puddle. Stay strong, my friend. There are better days ahead of you
Good job bro and thank god you didn’t use. I’ve known too many guys who used right after rehab and were clean about 60 days like you were at that time. They all OD’d. Keep it up pal 🤜🏻🤛🏻
Takes a strong man to look the devil in the face and laugh brother, god speed to you and you’re an inspiration for people to get off drugs and proof that it’s possible man!
My brother speedballed and died. Would have loved to see him grow up to be a good man, maybe have a family, participate in family events, go on camping trips, be an awesome uncle. So many things could have been so good but drugs were the one thing that got in the way of having good things. Not only for him but also for us, the rest of the family.
Yeah, but bro the biggest challenge I find, is trying to separate myself from the lifestyle but my income being based off of it. I literally have to have substances around me to survive , and get by financially rn. Only thing keeping me from fucking up , is having such a massive tolerance that. I won’t even take the script Roxy 20s I flip because it’s literally just a waste of money, I took 10 a few years ago and felt nothing so I haven’t taken them sense. So even tho I have a lot of oxy around, I don’t take it, I see it solely as money. Only reason I even do dope still is because the withdrawals.It’s in my possession, and I make off with some $ and a free bag, but I legitimately use less than I use to and only to keep myself not being sick, and this stuff is so strong my 110mg daily dose of methadone isn’t enough to keep me from withdrawing from the fent/nitazene dope. Idk what to do because the same symptoms that brought me to get on methadone is now happening but I’m on a pretty high dose…
Just for future reference please don't flush narcotics down the toilet it's really bad for the water tables it gets into the water tables and messes a lot of things up just throw it in the trash or in a dumpster
Dope as in heroin? or weed? cause if you actually addicted to weed you got me weak😂 I’ve gone cold turkey for years at a time to get jobs or because it don’t get me as high as I want to
if you knew what your talking about Benjamin shot his dope. So if your gonna joke, at least get it right. Though I wouldn’t expect you to even try and see what the dudes about before making this comment because you didn’t think, you just thought it would be funny to you so you posted it, making you look like an ignorant child making a comment about something they don’t even know about lol. There’s always gonna be atleast one of y’all, I hope you find peace in yourself and not by taking your subconscious insecurities out on others
What a sense of accomplishment you must feel being in your current phase of recovery. Kudos. Carry on
Dude fuck yeah knowing at least one more person was able to quit hard drugs gives me a little more faith in the people i know who struggle with the same thing. Stay clean brotha life has so much to offer❤️❤️❤️
Two years sober from crack. Found a bag of coke under the seat. Laughed and put it down the sink drain and didn't give it a second thought. Keep up the good fight, brother.
Yes!! Congrats on your recovery
That’s awesome man. People don’t know how hard it is to resist when it’s right there in front of you, takes a strong person to say no in that situation and focus on recovery
Keep it comin' brother. Speak that light.
I was so waiting for a punchline, but this was better than any joke. Congratulations on your sobriety. Keep up the fight.
While my addiction isn't for any substance, I can still relate to a lot of your videos.
I'm praying and hoping that you, me and anyone else are freed from these 'hooks' in us that are trying to drag us back down.
Keep on being an example of positive momentum and recovery!
Thank you for speaking your truth too! I love recovery in all forms
I love your conviction!
Even though I don't know you, im freaking proud of you, brother. Keep up the good work. I believe in you, man.
Good for you! That’s something to give praise for … redeemed!
You’re absolutely correct. Going clean was the most selfish decision I had to make because it was for me and that was the only way I could get away. Just like you I removed myself from the negative environment and those that brought that negativity. I don’t hate my old friends I just had to move on
Amen. I've been there. The people who get real recovery are the people who want to recover. That's when you're not fighting it anymore. Happy for you brother
So happy for you too! Congrats on your recovery
You are a strong individual. I relapsed three days ago while being in a rehab center. This testimony will give me strength. Thank you brother
Amen keep fighting. Im with you brother
Good job brother 10 months sober myself from dope. Keep pushing one day at a time my brother God is good
Yes!! Congrats on your recovery too
@@benjaminlerner thanks brother sobriety is amazing
That's really cool. Smart choice. I hope this short video gives strength to the ones who need it.💪🏻 Keep away from the garbage its not worth it.
Amazing! I am so glad when your shorts come through my feed. It takes me a second to realize to stop and listen. I have gotten past addictions but my sister struggles with alcohol. Everyone in my family has tried to help but she hasn't come to the realization that only she can change it.
I am so happy for you and all the people who have changed themselves. It is a struggle but all worth it. Keep it up and keep telling your story: it will keep helping people.
Good thing you found it and not the cops. Nothing could feel worse than picking up a charge or getting your mom caught up when the cops find it after getting clean.
Stay strong brother I’ve been sober for 2 years now and trust me it’s one of the best feelings you’ll ever feel
Yes!! Congrats on your recovery too
@@benjaminlerner thank you 😊
Nothing more deceiving than the momentary high you achieve from addiction. Congrats on making the best choice one day at a time. Storms will come. The seas will rage harder than a happenstance bag of dope. I hope you have a firm foundation. You will never regret the decision to get/stay clean. God Bless you!
Hell yeah brother, keep it movin' one day at a time.
Hell yeah brother. Proud of you and stay strong.
DAWG, I’m so fuckin proud of you. You give me hope. My biggest challenge is tryna separate myself from the lifestyle but also being completely reliant on it for my income. Already on methadone but this new dope has me withdrawing when I miss a dose , even though I’m on 110mg methadone.. all I can do is keep pushin
I’ve been there! Got out in 2016 when the fetty d first hit. You can do this! Least
*ODAAT
Well done bro keep on trucking 👍👍
I've been sober for 10 years, I got sober for the same damned reasons, I was sick of that life. I am so proud of you brother, and it gets easier, stay strong bro.
Hell yeah man. Kick ass and take names, you got this!
Best feeling in the world, refusing to relapse
Keep it up brother, it's stories like this that always made me wanna put the bottle down, I looked at myself in the mirror and was sick and hated myself, and I did it for myself and the love of my life and my family and friends but it also made me realize how important the people in My life care about me are, I wish everyone would hear these stories and choose to make their life better and for themselves and all the people that care about them (love is the strongest drug of all)
I was going through a divorce I didn't want she ran away with the kids and my living situation went belly up I was in a drug hotel back and forth to work every day 12 hours a day for 5 weeks before my apartment was ready. On one particular bad day on my way up the hall, there it was. A bag of dope just laying there free for the taking. I picked it up. I thought about it.... but that shit got emptied into a puddle. Stay strong, my friend. There are better days ahead of you
So grateful you threw it out too! ODAAT
Bravo!! You are a strong young man! And you have a great love of God. What an example you are to mankind. You bring great love to my heart.
hope you have a good life man! glad to see someone beating their demons one day at a time!
That bag not being used means you didn’t die. Its always that single hit you did or didn’t take that does or doesn’t kill you
This is the type of stuff that should be viral
Very proud of you, brother! I wish some of my friends had your resolve!
Very proud of ya keep it up
You rock! 3.5 years sober
You rock too! Congrats on your recovery
Hell yeah, mang. Fight the good fight. 💪
Awesome work, brother!
Way to stay strong!💪
Good for you my guy!!
Massive W bro, keep up the good work
you did a great thing that took a hell of a ton of courage to do.
Good job bro and thank god you didn’t use. I’ve known too many guys who used right after rehab and were clean about 60 days like you were at that time. They all OD’d. Keep it up pal 🤜🏻🤛🏻
Well done and well said brother
So proud of you Ben!! You’re doing amazing. Keep up the great work, you’ve got this.
That's wassup
Good shit man
I needed this message thank you and keep up the good work
Hellll yeah bro! This video got me pumped!
Usually happens when you hit rock bottom. Nowhere to go but up.
Proud of you g
Be strong, strongman
Save it for the group meeting, dude.
Takes a strong man to look the devil in the face and laugh brother, god speed to you and you’re an inspiration for people to get off drugs and proof that it’s possible man!
👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 you are a very strong person. Be proud.
there’s only one thing i would ever hesitate about if i found it. not coke, crack, or even the classic molly. the alprazolam tho. ooooo man.
My brother speedballed and died. Would have loved to see him grow up to be a good man, maybe have a family, participate in family events, go on camping trips, be an awesome uncle. So many things could have been so good but drugs were the one thing that got in the way of having good things. Not only for him but also for us, the rest of the family.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for speaking out and honoring his memory. RIP to your brother
Nice job bro!
Hell yeah brother
Good job ❤
I love this keep going!!!
Good man
Well done dude✌ ceep on fighting for a happier life ❤
A lot of stuff i want to get off myself. Genuinely inspiring. Shout out dude, takes a lot. Respect
Congratulations on choosing the real you
Fuck yea
Yeah, but bro the biggest challenge I find, is trying to separate myself from the lifestyle but my income being based off of it. I literally have to have substances around me to survive , and get by financially rn. Only thing keeping me from fucking up , is having such a massive tolerance that. I won’t even take the script Roxy 20s I flip because it’s literally just a waste of money, I took 10 a few years ago and felt nothing so I haven’t taken them sense. So even tho I have a lot of oxy around, I don’t take it, I see it solely as money. Only reason I even do dope still is because the withdrawals.It’s in my possession, and I make off with some $ and a free bag, but I legitimately use less than I use to and only to keep myself not being sick, and this stuff is so strong my 110mg daily dose of methadone isn’t enough to keep me from withdrawing from the fent/nitazene dope. Idk what to do because the same symptoms that brought me to get on methadone is now happening but I’m on a pretty high dose…
Respect Brother ❤️
Bless you ❤
Amen!
Good job respect bro 🔥
👍 cant do any better than that ! Handled perfectly 👌
God bless you brother
Fuck yeah man
Once you made up your mind to stop. You stop. The mind is very powerful. Great job. Keep your head up. I'm proud of you❤️😇
What dope are we talking about though? Dope is too vague.
Fetty/H. Grateful to have been sober since June 2016. ODAAT
@@benjaminlerner I'm glad to hear man, take care and stay safe.🙇🏻♀️🫀
Good for u, next time soread the blessing tho, sone of us still wouldve rejoiced
W BRO
Once a druggie always one 😢
Good thing you didn't drive your car over the border in the past 2 years
👍
Good for you bro
Keep it up brother love from London 💪🏽
Just for future reference please don't flush narcotics down the toilet it's really bad for the water tables it gets into the water tables and messes a lot of things up just throw it in the trash or in a dumpster
Good for you on your sobriety bro bro I hope you continue to do well I wish you nothing but the best😊❤
@@bubbu4209thank you! ODAAT
got any fent?
I know that's right!! ❤
I’m not sure what you mean by ‘dope’… isn’t that cannabis? Isn’t cannabis not physically addictive?
Yes Bro
Freedom 🫡
lets go stay strong
Dope as in heroin? or weed? cause if you actually addicted to weed you got me weak😂 I’ve gone cold turkey for years at a time to get jobs or because it don’t get me as high as I want to
Fetty/H. ODAAT
I don’t believe this at all
Amen
Dude definitely snorted it in the bathroom
if you knew what your talking about Benjamin shot his dope. So if your gonna joke, at least get it right. Though I wouldn’t expect you to even try and see what the dudes about before making this comment because you didn’t think, you just thought it would be funny to you so you posted it, making you look like an ignorant child making a comment about something they don’t even know about lol. There’s always gonna be atleast one of y’all, I hope you find peace in yourself and not by taking your subconscious insecurities out on others
@@tripical my lord cry about it 😂😂 I do not care what this junkie did he’s a junkie
@@tripical shut yo tweak ahh up druggy
Beautiful 👏 great reminder for anyone else taking the same journey, just hit 2 months and thanking god everyday🫡
Yes!! Congrats on your recovery too