You Couldn’t | original song

an original song by Ruby Lanceman 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅
lyrics:
You’re not
Different then everything promised
They told me exactly your mission
You followed it perfectly, hmm
We’re not
Out in the ocean and searching
For feelings worth hoping for,
I can’t
Pretend that I’m missing you, anymore
Cause I’m not
When, I’m not
Know, when I would hurt myself
Just to find my reflection
That was the first time
That I’d felt affection
Cut off
Everything that would make me
Think about you, wasn’t easy
When you filled every
Corner in my room, hmm
I can’t
Forgive or forget all the bruising
Inflictions of pain, you loved using,
Gift wrapped, then sent straight to me, easily
Then you’re gone
You’re gone
You would tie me to the issues
As the truth was falling through
While you kept twisting the knife
I just kept on loving you,
I’m not
All I’ve lost,
I can picture past 16 now,
Your no longer with me
And you were the problem
Thats why you couldn’t fixed me, I know, now