Can we raise some funds for Jackie and the kids to pass this hard period? Especially if Jackie can use the fund to do some therapy which will hopefully make her stay healthy and functional. RIP Mark.
I knew there is a go fund me for Mark since he was diagnosed. However not knowing the policies, I’m not sure if his family can withdraw funds from it with him passing away and it not reaching the goal. If anyone knows, please let us know.
I'm pretty sure that's not true like at all. His memory is what lives on as much as you accept life you have to accept death, you have to accept that person is never coming back ever. But it does not mean it's a time for sorrow because it's a time for celebration. The celebration of his life. Death does not take, death is necessary to transition into your next life. His spiritual journey has just begun. But what does live on is his memory his essence, it lives on in your mined and in your hearts. Death isn't the end it's the beginning.
I just had his video where he decided to stop treatment show up as a suggested video, and I don't know why, but I feel blessed to have happened upon his channel. What an amazing man, he was and still is an inspiration to everyone. God bless you and your family.
I found this channel just now in my suggestions. I started 16 years ago and then fast forwarded to 4 years ago. What a life. RIP. Man is definitely missed.
I only came across this Chanel literally 5 minutes ago when Mark’s “SHOW IT” video popped up on my recommended to watch. I am devastated for your loss. Mark seemed like an absolute trooper and is a hero for staying so strong. My prayers are with you guys! RIP Mark ❤️
same here in terms of how I discovered the video. Cancer has never felt so real. I wish I'd found the channel earlier, but have been enjoying looking through them. Bless this community and I so grateful to Mark and his loving wife for making these videos. I'm not religious, bless y'all.
I think you, me and a lot of others will discover this mans journey by accident at this point in time. I'm happy but also sad that I have. I've got a mix of emotions over these videos
My heart breaks for you, the kids, and the rest of his family and friends. Mark taught me a lot in the last few months. I thought he was incredibly brave for stopping the treatment when it wasn't working and for continuing his channel. You could so see the love he had for his kids and for you. I lost my husband very unexpectedly 13yrs ago. Take these as you will. You will be never get over this, the you you were before is not the you you are now. You will find you think in terms of before Mark died and after. Your hopes and dreams have all changed. You will learn how to go on but you won't get over. You will have a new normal. I will pray for you and the kids. May God watch over you and may you feel his presence every minute of every day.
I've watched this damn cancer do this same thing happen to a close friends parents. Absolutely infuriating being utter helpless, I'm a protector and it's painful being helpless.
I'm sitting here, a grown man, in a shopping mall parking lot balling my eyes out. I'm so sorry for your loss, Mark was a great man, a true role model. All Love and support from here. ❤️
I lost my wife of 44 years to cancer.....Have wept, and grieved for 6 years ! I despise death ! It separates loved ones, and is extremely cruel making one ask of GOD why ? So sorrowed for your loss ! Your husband was an amazing person !!!
That happens. Your wife was elderly. My mom was 51 and died from cancer. Mark was much younger than both my mom and your wife. What's going on with so many young ppl dying to this disease? Heaven help us. RIP to all from this terrible disease.
My mom died of cancer in 2021 and my dad died in 2020. It's already been 3 and 4 years, but it doesn't go away. I'm sobbing now watching this, not for me, but for the fact that anyone has to feel this way. I'm so sorry for you, I'm so sorry for the woman in this video, the other man in this comment thread, and everyone else. I'm so sorry, I hope you're happy now. ❤
"He smiled when he passed", it was at that moment he got to see the other side and feel the immense love. I got a glimpse when I had a heart issue. I can guarantee Mark is in extreme joy.
@@BornAgainFarmGirl A year before the experience I was diagnosed with congestive heart failure with a ejection fraction of 30% the cardiologist put me on medication to try and strengthen my heart. After almost a year it didnt move one point. After the experience it jumped up to 40% then a few months later it went up in the 50's% which is in the normal range. The cardiologist is still amazed. 😉
"Some day you will read or hear that I am dead. Don't you believe a word of it. I shall be more alive than I am now. I will just have changed my address. I will have gone into the presence of God." -Rev. Billy Graham
I have never seen cancer present itself outside the body as Mark's did and I watched him handle it with so much grace, humor and most of all courage. I am in awe of the man that he was and can only hope to be half the person he was. He won his battle in so many ways and I am sure his strength will continue to guide you in the days ahead. God bless. “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
August 4, 2024. Just found Mark's channel and been watching the videos. Mark was a damn fine man. I'll be sure to tell his story to others. The legacy of a good man should never die
My heart froze when I saw the title. I knew I had to find a quiet place to watch this. My heart breaks with so many others that Mark touched. His courage through it all helped me as I face cancer also. He showed us how we should fight, not with whining about poor us, but with stamina saying how mu ch can we accomplish in the time we have. Cancer is not the killer of the spirit but fear is. Mark showed us nothing but strength. The last video he did he was so tired. God speed Mark.
“Cancer is not the killer of spirit but fear is.” Wow amazingly powerful true statement. Well said 10th Leper John. Lost the closest people to me in the last few years. So hard to deal with personally. Im by myself and alone now no family. Take care Sir and RIP Mark 🙏
madmagrider Matt as in the veterinarian? I found that guys channel a long time ago and stopped watching him and actually found this channel threw an OperationDrewski video. It’s weird how that works out and leaves me here feeling so emotional over someone I never knew existed until now.
I have for the last six months, watched your husband live his life with “grace”. In every sense of that word...that man loved you, his children, and life. It was my honor to see a glimpse of his life. Many people will be praying for you and your beautiful kids. Please know...for now we all join you in your grief for sweet Mark.
When your kids miss daddy they will always have all his RUclips videos to watch. My son in law died. My grand kids will never hear their father's voice. We had lots of pictures but no video with him talking. So these videos may be a source of comfort.
An important message to all of us, K Sib. Thank you. We all need to leave our "faces and voices" for those left to love and miss us, and those who come after them. Thank you for posting.
"He did as much as he could for as long as he could." What more could you ask for than for a loved one to say that about you? Mark left a legacy that set the example for overcoming adversity.
Mark's smile makes me think he was seeing God's angels reaching out to him. Mark was a good and strong man. He inspired me with his courage and love for you and your children. I wish there was some way to take away your loss and pain, even a little. Please know you are loved by people you may not know but love you none the less. Thank you for posting today. It took a lot of courage and strength. Prayers, peace, love and hugs for you and family. ❤
It's 10 September 2024 and RUclips suggested me the "i stopped treatment" video. Now i find myself watching all of Mark's videos with a broken heart over the loss of such a pure and loving soul. Rip to him, and I'm truly sorry for your loss.
Wait I'm not trying to be funny but you might be the first Male Margaret I've ever come across. I'm guessing you are tougher than a boiled owl kind of like that boy named Sue that Big John Cash sung about.
To Mark's Family: I want to extend my deepest sympathies,.I wish I could instantly take away the pain you are suffering at the moment. But I know I cannot. But I know that Mark's pain has left him and he is residing in a much better place. I wish the best for your family in the coming days and may you find peace and comfort in knowing God. He is there with you as He is with Mark. I have memories of Mark through his videos I have seen here. Also, through videos that his Brother Matt had posted. Whether it was the three Brothers together, or Mark and Matt or Mark alone. I knew that it was going to filled with good entertainment, encouraging words and good humor. These Brothers were men bonded in good faith and love of each other. They were and are an inspiration to all of us who came to know them and their families. May Mark Rest in Peace.
Rest In Peace, Mark. You will be greatly missed by all of your fans and by all who knew you. I pray that your family will be consoled in this difficult time. We all know that you are truly at home now with Jesus.
Mark's love for his family and dedication to ensuring that you were cared for was an inspiration. Our hearts ache for all you. Please know that you are in our prayers daily.
He was and remains such a blessing and inspiration to everyone. My son is being treated at MD Anderson, and we felt connected to him. Prayers sent for the peace which passes all understanding, for you and his family and friends. I'm so sorry, and Gods blessings to you and yours.
Amber C. Thank you very much! My son is stable and fighting a good fight. Doctors told me he only had 2 months left to live May 19, 2016. A day I will never forget. We have had some close calls but he is still here!!! Just finished his almost 4 year treatment plan, and hoping that life can get back to normal soon!
Rob Greene thank you for those prayers!!! A debt that I will never be able to repay. My son Connor is stable right now, and doing well. The doctors aren't convinced that he is done with treatment, but we are hoping and praying for the best. Almost 4 years of chemo has been very hard on him, but my little man hasn't complained once. He's my hero!
@@Just_a_Proud_Dad I'm grateful to hear that. I couldn't imagine the strength it took for you, as a family, to look that damn cancer in the face for 4 years. But as Jaci said, all cancer patients are winners! Congrats & may you stay safe & healthy!
Oh sweetheart he is at peace with Jesus. That smile was him being welcomed home. He loved you and his babies so much. It's not fair. Praying for your broken ❤️ I only recently found this channel and became in awe of Mark his love of family, attitude, his faith, his resiliency, What an amazing man he is.
His children will be able to see their dad as he was, for their entire lifetime. Not many people can say that. Most Parents die, and once they gone we ralize that we hardly ever took pictures of them and are left with fading memory. Not in this case though! He was a special person and he sure will continue to be one for a long time to come!
I hope they download and backup all their videos. Maybe even upload to alternative video sites. RUclips is notoriously unreliable. Never know how long anything will exist on this website.
I found Mark's channel quite recently. His openess and honesty about his journey and it's ups and downs was much appreciated. And his love and commitment to you and the children ( and yours to him) absolutely shone through. This past week I kept wondering, when just one anc a half days went by without a vid from Mark I suspected we might not hear from him again... But you have just given us what he no longer could even in the midst of the most painful grief. Thank you to you and to Mark for what you've taught me and others along the way. F x
“Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal. From an Irish headstone” Your husband is a tribute to grace, dignity, and the true spirit of life. May the Lord bestow great blessings on you and your family. Know that Mark is with you every minute of every day. Peace be with you.
Never apologize. Those of us that have lost a loved one totally understands the emotionally rollercoaster u are riding on. Hold on, my friend, its going to be a bumpy one. We all love u and ^^mark^^. Enjoy your children sweettheart. And always remember u take care of yourself
@@clintbennington188 its not that anyone matters more than anyone else. its the fact that this is basically joking at his funeral. u can be realistic and still show respect and have decency.
Clint Bennington listen buddy it might not hurt you to see someone pass but not everyone can keep their head high, he was a dad, husband, and a brother he has a family please take into consideration the pain their in and keep your comments to yourself
Dearest Jaci, Thank you for taking time to include Mark’s Homies. He taught us much more about living. You and he allowed us into your lives to share so many of the incredible talents Mark had including his guitar playing and singing. But foremost sharing the awesomeness of his wife and children. Their was never a doubt he adored his wifey and children. He was such a jokester and with great wit. The depth of your grief is endless because of the love you have for Mark your husband and best friend is endless. He had so much fun with the y’all’s precious children. I love you and the children and pray for your strength. What ever you decide about HE remember their are a lot of Homies that love you and the children. Continuing my prayers and love. ❤️🙏🏼👍🏼 I love this old hymn. “🎶When we all get to heaven What a day of rejoicing that will be When we all see Jesus We'll sing and shout the victory…”
He smiled when he passed. That makes my heart a little lighter. We will miss you, Mark. You made us smile and laugh, even though you were suffering. May God hold your family tightly as they mourn your loss. ❤
Mark has won his battle. The pain now is insurmountable, but he lives on in your children, your hearts, and your memories. That is one thing that will never die. Rest In Peace, Mark. 💗
Zarin M I fully believe that there is a cure but these fucked up hospital chains won’t release it and are just milking patients and families for money and we need to start trying to expose the truth
@@GlitchedPepsi Sean You're a disgusting person and I hope that you find god and that he forgives you. Let this family grieve in peace without your negativity. Mark had great energy and he has inspired thousands of people by fighting this horrible disease everyday of his life. Rest in peace Mark, and god bless you and your entire family 🙏🏽
Last night when I was saying my prayers, when it come to saying Mark’s name a peace come over me. I some how knew then that Mark was gone or healed. Now I know it was both. My thoughts and prayers are for you all. Especially you and his kids! They were his world without a doubt. Just know you all are in my thoughts and prayers from now and the days and weeks ahead. Stay strong and keep on going with this life, for that is what Mark fought so hard to do. God Bless and keep you all. Go rest High Mark! We’ll see you soon!!
I just recently stumbled across this channel and immediately the thing that hit me about this man is that he never let anything get him down , he is honestly the most genuine man I’ve ever seen live. He doesn’t wanna bring anyone down even if he understands that his situation isn’t the greatest, we can all learn so many things from him , he was just such a selfless person all the way til the end. God bless him and god bless you, he’s at peace and away from the unfortunate pain that was brought onto him, thank you for teaching me so much about being a better person in such a short time , much love and blessings to you and your children
“We’re gonna party ‘til we can’t.” When Mark would say those words he made an impact on me: That this is simply a part of life and to just live, love and laugh through our journey until we’re called to come home to Christ. (His infectious smile will be with me for a long time. AMAZING YOUNG MAN!!!❤️🙏🥰
What the heck his wife and family will probably read these comments and you all think by having a slagging match on his channel so close to hiss passing you are all as bad as that steve all you need to do is report him and that’s it not do this, I don’t agree with what he put but please have respect for his family
I still miss him so I can't imagine how difficult it is for you. It wasn't the cancer that made us watch, it was his astounding bravery, humor and hopeful attitude, We should all be as brave and wonderful as Mark.
Unfortunately, I didn’t start following Mark until he announced his diagnosis on DemolitionRanch. I didn’t start following him just because of his battle initially, I was genuinely interested in the concept of “homemade everything”. I wish I had seen more of him before he started his battle, but I’m glad to have seen of him what I was able to. Aside from the entertainment and informative value of his channel, I also got tons of inspiration from him too. Having watched him throughout his battle with cancer was tough, as I assume he and I are about the same age with many similar interests so it was hard not to relate to him in many ways. One of the big things I’ll be forever grateful for was the inspiration I got from seeing him continue to live, laugh, and love, in spite of his pain. He had the most optimistic and positive attitude anyone could ever have given the circumstances, and to be honest, I admire the heck out of him for that. Not all of us are that strong, or that graceful. His memory will live on. Thank you, and God bless! ❤️
I'm watching this, literally, 10 feet from where my wife passed away in our home living room from her 3 year ordeal with cancer, 2 months short of her 40th birthday. Its been 18 months since her passing. Those words from Michael Wosnick ring true for her as well, and thank you for sharing them. ... I feel as though, having been where you are, there should be something I should be able to say to help, but its all so cliche...yes, time does heal, sort of. But I can still to this day start crying from hearing a song that brings back a tender memory. Time makes the day-to-day easier, though. Find the joys that are still in your life where they are...in your children, in memories you share with them. Tell them The Story of Us that lead to them, that is really what has helped me, I suppose.
Not that I agree with them but I wonder if some people have disliked the idea of Mark's passing not understanding that it seems they disliked the video?
i was just thinking it was more than likely people who watched the video and felt wrong liking a video about someone dying, its one of those cases where i feel the dislikes aren't so much cruel as they are disliking of the actual situation, which if so, the dislike isn't a bad thing.
People also may dislike a video if they want less of it in their recommended. I do it with a lot of videos, but I will NEVER ever do it on one of these. My mother passed of cancer in July and I always have the up most respect for people with cancer and the people around cancer.
Could be people that dont understand the Thumbs up and Thumbs down, they prolly do Thumbs down on sad videos since a Thumb down is the most accurate way to describe it, i wouldnt thumbs up a video thats like this :(
I can't even imagine your pain loosing Mark. My heart has a big hole in it and I never met him. Watching him and the love he had for you and his babies just made me love him. His humor and sweet kind heart touched me and I will miss him. The world just lost a truely talented, intelligent, big hearted ambitious young man. May God grace you and help you heal for as long as it takes. Love to you and those precious babie.
When I started following Mark, I didn't even realize he was Matt's brother. That was before Homemade Everything. I can't even remember what his channel was named back then it was so long ago. I don't touch the computer on the weekend so I am late seeing this update. This is one of those that breaks your heart for all the family while at the same time you glad that Mark is no longer suffering.
***Unfortunately, I found your husband's channel about year ago and not sooner! I say this because, in my entire life I've never met anyone who was so ALIVE! Even though he was given a death sentence aka cancer he lived his life everyday like it was the last with so much life in his heart for his family and he also had love to give for strangers as well .Your husband taught me so much , here I am this healthy person who's always complaining miserable, sad, mad and upset about what... NOTHING THATS WHAT!! And here's this man who is fighting for his life but yet is still happy, grateful, kind and who's heart is so big that he had enough love for everyone he met in his life!!!! The day I found his channel was actually the beginning of my own personal experience with my own life because, through your husbands eyes I started seeing what life was really about and we are in charge of how we view things on our own life's. You can either see it half empty or half way full! And your husbands zest for live was extremely contagious and because of him I know am living rather than just being alive! I'm sure I'm not the only person who's life was changed by this beautiful man and theirs many more that are just as grateful as I am that I got to experience life through his eyes and learn my own life lessons through him and his channel. Remember this that our life's don't end they go on forever he is home with our Heavenly Father and you and your children will one day see him again and continue your life's together in heaven for eternity heart ♥️ I am sending you my thoughts and Prayers and my condolences to you and your family May God watch over you and give you comfort during these emotional times. You are not alone and if you ever need to vent or talk to someone just hop on to his RUclips channel and post a video ! I bet you it would be a really good way for you to start to heal inside and sometimes it's a heck of a lot easier talking to complete strangers! ALL OF US ATE HETE FOR YOU IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, OR YOU JUST NEED TO VENT OR , MAYBE YOU JUST NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO YOU, WE'LL BE HERE FOR YOU! God bless you and your family! Sincerely***😍♥️🙏
No need to apologize for anything! He was your partner in life, your best friend and most of all a dad to your beautiful children! Losing such a big part of yourself and your life is extremely hard to deal with but if there was a way to describe a real great man,it would be Mark because he showed what selflessness was, what it is to be a great husband and father and a man! Rest easy friend!
As someone who recovered from a serious illness where I was in the hospital watching your husband go through cancer. His optimistic attitude and enthusiasm for life kept me up. Your husband genuinely helped me. So sorry for your loss, I'll keep your family in my prayers
I found his brothers video: "Rest in peace little brother" then I found his reveal video and got some context. Then I watched more of his videos and saw the man he chose to be until the end. The time he spent with his kids and with you. I will never forget your husband from this point on. I will never take my life or my time with my wife and kids for granted. Thank you... what an amazing, courageous man. Love
The “show it” video brought me here. I immediately wanted to know if he was okay. My heart hurts. I’ll watch his videos and look at this mans good warm spirit. I’m sorry for your loss and may he rest.
Mark is stilled missed ..his funny sense of humor...videos with his kiddos.. Singing with his guitar...his many projects...his love for the Lord.. his realness and transparency... his zest for life...thinking of you Jaci and know you were truly loved🎚
May God comfort you all during this time. I know we're just strangers in a comment section, but we're here for you and the family, Jaci, please keep us updated on how you're all doing, whenever you feel up to it. Rest in Eternal Peace, Mark. God Bless!
“There was another in the fire, standing next to me. There was another in the water holding back the sea” mark was an amazing person and fought like a soldier through this and as you fight the grief and oceans of pain remember that God is there next to you in the fire and holding back the sea.
Miss that guy, prayed for you guys with all his sufferings. It just shows you what the true power of love really is. Peace be with you, and angel Mark we need them in our world. I lost my brother to cancer at seventeen years of age.
I hope this is healing for you Blessings to you and your children I’m so sorry for the loss of your special man This is devastating and I feel so bad for everyone on here Thank you for your update and your heartfelt emotions
Gawd I’ve never felt the need to try to reach through this monitor ‘screen’ to give you the biggest HUG I could ever imagine. You and those kids are going to do great,,,, you all have so much support and great wisdom from you know who. Mark is very much at rest and watching over his family. I’m soooo sorry for the heartache. You all are in our thoughts and prayers 🙏
For me , just saying "I'm sorry for your loss" is such a insignificant thing. I am unable to find words that express my feelings of sorrow for you. You have been through so much, and his bravery ....there are no words to express a loss like this. I send love and light to you.
@@jarrodshipard the point I was making , was that nothing I could put into words would have taken the pain away. They are all just words, but since I can not cry with her or give her a hug , that is all I have. Stop being a damn troll.
I just came across your husbands channel and as a fellow believer in Christ my heart goes out to you. The vulnerability and love and just passion your family have through this channel is evident and I’m sure has helped many people more than you know. I love you guys and am glad he is at peace with Jesus now :) one day we will all be together again ❤
It’s been a year since I last posted and I still miss that smiling face, you and the kids are in my wife’s and i prayers because you never stop forgetting about a loved one that passes . #KOKO 🙏🙏🙏
I’m not religious but my prayers go out to you, stay strong, he seemed like an incredibly positive person, caring husband and an amazing dad, he’ll always be with you 🕊
I’m so emotional because of the fact that I found his channel too late.. I wish I would’ve found it years ago. I subscribed 2 days ago found from Matt’s channel. Rip mark. My condolences to the wife kids all the family. Mark seemed like a one of a kind.
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youtube randomly suggested the "I stopped treatment" video and I know it's been 4 years, but I just want to say I'm sorry for your loss
Was about to post exactly this.
Same
Same
Same. He seemed like an amazing guy 😢
Same. Yt keeps sending me videos like this. And I sit through them and cry that night😢
Can we raise some funds for Jackie and the kids to pass this hard period? Especially if Jackie can use the fund to do some therapy which will hopefully make her stay healthy and functional. RIP Mark.
I knew there is a go fund me for Mark since he was diagnosed. However not knowing the policies, I’m not sure if his family can withdraw funds from it with him passing away and it not reaching the goal. If anyone knows, please let us know.
@@qiugezhang6847 Yes, his wife can withdraw from the gofundme. Dont worry, it will all go to her and the kids
PhreshFunk I think she thought because it was in marks name she could not use it bcc her name is not on it
Keep watching there videos that have adds in them. But dont skip the adds. Just press play and have it on silent if you seen it several times.
@PhreshFunk She's inquiring because it was specifically to raise funds for his cancer treatments and is over a year old.
As long as a man‘s name is still spoken, Death cannot have him.
Safe travels, Mark Carriker. May the road rise with you.
Amen, that why we always share stores of our dead grandparents.
Amen!
I'm pretty sure that's not true like at all. His memory is what lives on as much as you accept life you have to accept death, you have to accept that person is never coming back ever. But it does not mean it's a time for sorrow because it's a time for celebration. The celebration of his life. Death does not take, death is necessary to transition into your next life. His spiritual journey has just begun. But what does live on is his memory his essence, it lives on in your mined and in your hearts. Death isn't the end it's the beginning.
this was literally the most emotional comment. Good on you sir
His girl's alone. It doesnt matter anymore
I just had his video where he decided to stop treatment show up as a suggested video, and I don't know why, but I feel blessed to have happened upon his channel. What an amazing man, he was and still is an inspiration to everyone. God bless you and your family.
Same. At least his children can look back at these videos to hear him one more time😢
Same suggestion brought me to this channel too, absolutely heartbreaking....
I found this channel just now in my suggestions. I started 16 years ago and then fast forwarded to 4 years ago. What a life. RIP. Man is definitely missed.
Same.
I only came across this Chanel literally 5 minutes ago when Mark’s “SHOW IT” video popped up on my recommended to watch. I am devastated for your loss. Mark seemed like an absolute trooper and is a hero for staying so strong. My prayers are with you guys!
RIP Mark ❤️
same here in terms of how I discovered the video. Cancer has never felt so real. I wish I'd found the channel earlier, but have been enjoying looking through them. Bless this community and I so grateful to Mark and his loving wife for making these videos. I'm not religious, bless y'all.
This is literally the first video I've ever seen on this channel.
same here..
bruh same
I think you, me and a lot of others will discover this mans journey by accident at this point in time. I'm happy but also sad that I have. I've got a mix of emotions over these videos
My heart breaks for you, the kids, and the rest of his family and friends. Mark taught me a lot in the last few months. I thought he was incredibly brave for stopping the treatment when it wasn't working and for continuing his channel. You could so see the love he had for his kids and for you. I lost my husband very unexpectedly 13yrs ago. Take these as you will. You will be never get over this, the you you were before is not the you you are now. You will find you think in terms of before Mark died and after. Your hopes and dreams have all changed. You will learn how to go on but you won't get over. You will have a new normal. I will pray for you and the kids. May God watch over you and may you feel his presence every minute of every day.
Beautiful words
Ditto.......
More hugs
I've watched this damn cancer do this same thing happen to a close friends parents. Absolutely infuriating being utter helpless, I'm a protector and it's painful being helpless.
@@PaladinThomas it is so hard. We'll get thru this. Seems silly to love & grieve someone we know through YT...but it's not.
I'm sitting here, a grown man, in a shopping mall parking lot balling my eyes out. I'm so sorry for your loss, Mark was a great man, a true role model. All Love and support from here. ❤️
Same...
Same here🙏🥺
Bawling*
Heart breaking.
I am too and I didn't no Mark I'm sorry for your loss God Bless you and the kids!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I lost my wife of 44 years to cancer.....Have wept, and grieved for 6 years ! I despise death ! It separates loved ones, and is extremely cruel making one ask of GOD why ? So sorrowed for your loss ! Your husband was an amazing person !!!
That happens. Your wife was elderly. My mom was 51 and died from cancer. Mark was much younger than both my mom and your wife. What's going on with so many young ppl dying to this disease? Heaven help us. RIP to all from this terrible disease.
My mom died of cancer in 2021 and my dad died in 2020.
It's already been 3 and 4 years, but it doesn't go away. I'm sobbing now watching this, not for me, but for the fact that anyone has to feel this way.
I'm so sorry for you, I'm so sorry for the woman in this video, the other man in this comment thread, and everyone else.
I'm so sorry, I hope you're happy now. ❤
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🙏 🙌 🙏 ❤ 🙏 Sending light to all and to all The Light.
Because all creation dies brother. It happens I don’t think god appoints it. God appointment life and with life comes struggle.
"He smiled when he passed", it was at that moment he got to see the other side and feel the immense love. I got a glimpse when I had a heart issue. I can guarantee Mark is in extreme joy.
This brought me So much PEACE packinaglock !
I was thinking the same thing. Rest in peace Mark.
@@BornAgainFarmGirl
A year before the experience I was diagnosed with congestive heart failure with a ejection fraction of 30% the cardiologist put me on medication to try and strengthen my heart. After almost a year it didnt move one point. After the experience it jumped up to 40% then a few months later it went up in the 50's% which is in the normal range. The cardiologist is still amazed. 😉
@@packinaglock That is a wonderful miracle , I am so excited for you !
god bless thank you for sharing.
"Some day you will read or hear that I am dead. Don't you believe a word of it. I shall be more alive than I am now. I will just have changed my address. I will have gone into the presence of God."
-Rev. Billy Graham
🙏💖
Awesome words of love
Amen ❤
This video led me to these words. Thank you 🙏
I have never seen cancer present itself outside the body as Mark's did and I watched him handle it with so much grace, humor and most of all courage. I am in awe of the man that he was and can only hope to be half the person he was. He won his battle in so many ways and I am sure his strength will continue to guide you in the days ahead. God bless. “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
@@MrHMcA Please remove your comment here. This is not the place or time to promote Ali's RUclips channel. Thank you.
@todayinvetschool @offtheranch
@@MrHMcA Seriously?? What is wrong with you?? 🤔
@@coffeecake8835 trying to help maybe. I don't no sorry
@@patricialynnmoore Ok I'm very sorry.
@@patricialynnmoore yep sorry that's Mark's sister channel not his wife but they our all vet. Anyways sorry again
August 4, 2024. Just found Mark's channel and been watching the videos. Mark was a damn fine man. I'll be sure to tell his story to others. The legacy of a good man should never die
Well said😞Rest easy Mark
Same here even though I’ve watched Matt for a little while. 💔 had no idea.
Same
@@cantgetright742Matt????? You mean Mark 😂😂😂😂❤❤❤?
@@Dudewheresmycar1234 no… matt
How would I have been watching mark for awhile if I just found his channel?
My heart froze when I saw the title. I knew I had to find a quiet place to watch this. My heart breaks with so many others that Mark touched. His courage through it all helped me as I face cancer also. He showed us how we should fight, not with whining about poor us, but with stamina saying how mu ch can we accomplish in the time we have. Cancer is not the killer of the spirit but fear is. Mark showed us nothing but strength. The last video he did he was so tired.
God speed Mark.
“Cancer is not the killer of spirit but fear is.” Wow amazingly powerful true statement. Well said 10th Leper John. Lost the closest people to me in the last few years. So hard to deal with personally. Im by myself and alone now no family. Take care Sir and RIP Mark 🙏
What lovely words 10th Leper John. Sending love and healing vibes to you as you fight this awful disease xxx
I've been holding it together pretty well, but this comment allowed me to just go ahead and let it go. God...😭😭😭
So sorry for your loss... I've followed mark since before his cancer journey.
Scott Luebbe me 2
Same. He was an amazing man.
Me too. I've followed him for years, even before I knew he was Matt's brother.
madmagrider Matt as in the veterinarian? I found that guys channel a long time ago and stopped watching him and actually found this channel threw an OperationDrewski video. It’s weird how that works out and leaves me here feeling so emotional over someone I never knew existed until now.
@@evanbarton52 all three are brothers
He smiled to tell you it would be okay.
God Bless
I have for the last six months, watched your husband live his life with “grace”. In every sense of that word...that man loved you, his children, and life. It was my honor to see a glimpse of his life. Many people will be praying for you and your beautiful kids. Please know...for now we all join you in your grief for sweet Mark.
He was joking and smiling until the very end. That's inspiring.
The hearts of the Demolitia go out to you and the whole Carricker clan.
I couldn't have said it better myself, so I'll add this; rest easy, Mark.
When your kids miss daddy they will always have all his RUclips videos to watch. My son in law died. My grand kids will never hear their father's voice. We had lots of pictures but no video with him talking. So these videos may be a source of comfort.
An important message to all of us, K Sib. Thank you. We all need to leave our "faces and voices" for those left to love and miss us, and those who come after them. Thank you for posting.
"He did as much as he could for as long as he could." What more could you ask for than for a loved one to say that about you? Mark left a legacy that set the example for overcoming adversity.
Mark's smile makes me think he was seeing God's angels reaching out to him. Mark was a good and strong man. He inspired me with his courage and love for you and your children. I wish there was some way to take away your loss and pain, even a little. Please know you are loved by people you may not know but love you none the less. Thank you for posting today. It took a lot of courage and strength. Prayers, peace, love and hugs for you and family. ❤
It's 10 September 2024 and RUclips suggested me the "i stopped treatment" video. Now i find myself watching all of Mark's videos with a broken heart over the loss of such a pure and loving soul. Rip to him, and I'm truly sorry for your loss.
I found Mark's channel a while back and I fell in love with his spirit and his outlook. I'm a grown man sitting here crying like a baby.
Awww don’t cry Margaret he is walking on streets of gold with Jesus:))
Wait I'm not trying to be funny but you might be the first Male Margaret I've ever come across. I'm guessing you are tougher than a boiled owl kind of like that boy named Sue that Big John Cash sung about.
@@savagedabs8536 Its probably his wifes account.
Would you like a painting/memorial of mark? I'm an artist, and I would love to help out
Please do it. You are awesome!
I have a few ideas, but I feel like it would be disrespectful without like, permission or something
That would be so great for his family!
God Bless you and your Giving Spirit... 💜🙏💜🙏💜🙏
What a sweet offer. God Bless you. You're amazing.
Watched demo ranch and never knew he had a brother now I’m cryin in bed at 3 am🤦🏾♂️ sorry for your loss ma’am
Bro honestly. Since I've been watching the channel for so long, feels like I'm part of it too. And seeing it happen makes it hard too :(
Because you're a good man.
Mark has 2 brothers & a sister.
2:36 for me but same exact thing
Henry Aaron for real
To Mark's Family: I want to extend my deepest sympathies,.I wish I could instantly take away the pain you are suffering at the moment. But I know I cannot. But I know that Mark's pain has left him and he is residing in a much better place. I wish the best for your family in the coming days and may you find peace and comfort in knowing God. He is there with you as He is with Mark. I have memories of Mark through his videos I have seen here. Also, through videos that his Brother Matt had posted. Whether it was the three Brothers together, or Mark and Matt or Mark alone. I knew that it was going to filled with good entertainment, encouraging words and good humor. These Brothers were men bonded in good faith and love of each other. They were and are an inspiration to all of us who came to know them and their families. May Mark Rest in Peace.
Douglas McClaran he will forever watch over his family
Rest In Peace, Mark. You will be greatly missed by all of your fans and by all who knew you. I pray that your family will be consoled in this difficult time. We all know that you are truly at home now with Jesus.
Mark's love for his family and dedication to ensuring that you were cared for was an inspiration. Our hearts ache for all you. Please know that you are in our prayers daily.
He was and remains such a blessing and inspiration to everyone. My son is being treated at MD Anderson, and we felt connected to him. Prayers sent for the peace which passes all understanding, for you and his family and friends. I'm so sorry, and Gods blessings to you and yours.
Blessings & prayers to you, your son & your family. Hope all goes well for him.
My prayers are with you, truly!
Amber C. Thank you very much! My son is stable and fighting a good fight. Doctors told me he only had 2 months left to live May 19, 2016. A day I will never forget. We have had some close calls but he is still here!!! Just finished his almost 4 year treatment plan, and hoping that life can get back to normal soon!
Rob Greene thank you for those prayers!!! A debt that I will never be able to repay. My son Connor is stable right now, and doing well. The doctors aren't convinced that he is done with treatment, but we are hoping and praying for the best. Almost 4 years of chemo has been very hard on him, but my little man hasn't complained once. He's my hero!
@@Just_a_Proud_Dad I'm grateful to hear that. I couldn't imagine the strength it took for you, as a family, to look that damn cancer in the face for 4 years. But as Jaci said, all cancer patients are winners! Congrats & may you stay safe & healthy!
Oh sweetheart he is at peace with Jesus. That smile was him being welcomed home. He loved you and his babies so much. It's not fair. Praying for your broken ❤️ I only recently found this channel and became in awe of Mark his love of family, attitude, his faith, his resiliency, What an amazing man he is.
Amen
You said it all GypsySoul. Our love for your family I hope will be of some comfort.
I’m so sorry. He had a great testimony and that is his greatest legacy.
Just found this on my feed. I’m so very sorry for your loss 🙏🏼❤️
His children will be able to see their dad as he was, for their entire lifetime. Not many people can say that. Most Parents die, and once they gone we ralize that we hardly ever took pictures of them and are left with fading memory. Not in this case though!
He was a special person and he sure will continue to be one for a long time to come!
God bless you. Thank you
I hope they download and backup all their videos. Maybe even upload to alternative video sites. RUclips is notoriously unreliable. Never know how long anything will exist on this website.
Oh my god. I’m so sorry Jackie and you’re whole family. Praying for you and your family. 😢❤️❤️
I found Mark's channel quite recently. His openess and honesty about his journey and it's ups and downs was much appreciated. And his love and commitment to you and the children ( and yours to him) absolutely shone through. This past week I kept wondering, when just one anc a half days went by without a vid from Mark I suspected we might not hear from him again... But you have just given us what he no longer could even in the midst of the most painful grief. Thank you to you and to Mark for what you've taught me and others along the way. F x
“Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
From an Irish headstone” Your husband is a tribute to grace, dignity, and the true spirit of life. May the Lord bestow great blessings on you and your family. Know that Mark is with you every minute of every day. Peace be with you.
could not have been said any better
Never apologize. Those of us that have lost a loved one totally understands the emotionally rollercoaster u are riding on. Hold on, my friend, its going to be a bumpy one. We all love u and ^^mark^^. Enjoy your children sweettheart. And always remember u take care of yourself
He seemed like a nice person. There aren’t enough nice people.
@@clintbennington188 that is uncalled for, you are nothing but a worthless waste of air
@@clintbennington188wtf is wrong with you
@@clintbennington188 its not that anyone matters more than anyone else. its the fact that this is basically joking at his funeral. u can be realistic and still show respect and have decency.
This is the last thing his family needs right now. If it's not positive , keep it to yourself!
Clint Bennington listen buddy it might not hurt you to see someone pass but not everyone can keep their head high, he was a dad, husband, and a brother he has a family please take into consideration the pain their in and keep your comments to yourself
😇Thank you for Everything🙏🏼💕✨
Dearest Jaci, Thank you for taking time to include Mark’s Homies. He taught us much more about living. You and he allowed us into your lives to share so many of the incredible talents Mark had including his guitar playing and singing. But foremost sharing the awesomeness of his wife and children. Their was never a doubt he adored his wifey and children. He was such a jokester and with great wit. The depth of your grief is endless because of the love you have for Mark your husband and best friend is endless. He had so much fun with the y’all’s precious children. I love you and the children and pray for your strength. What ever you decide about HE remember their are a lot of Homies that love you and the children. Continuing my prayers and love. ❤️🙏🏼👍🏼
I love this old hymn.
“🎶When we all get to heaven
What a day of rejoicing that will be
When we all see Jesus
We'll sing and shout the victory…”
The effect his loss has on people shows the magnitude of his beautiful soul. Rest in peace
He smiled when he passed. That makes my heart a little lighter. We will miss you, Mark. You made us smile and laugh, even though you were suffering. May God hold your family tightly as they mourn your loss. ❤
"He was just AWESOME" That summed up Mark and his channel perfectly. We all were in awe of his courage through all of this!
Prayers to you and your family
Oh Jackie, my heart hurts in a way that's indescribable for you... I just have no words... We love you Mark..Party on brother!
Mark has won his battle. The pain now is insurmountable, but he lives on in your children, your hearts, and your memories. That is one thing that will never die. Rest In Peace, Mark. 💗
Zarin M I fully believe that there is a cure but these fucked up hospital chains won’t release it and are just milking patients and families for money and we need to start trying to expose the truth
@Zarin M 8:50
won my ass. He’s dead
@@GlitchedPepsi Sean You're a disgusting person and I hope that you find god and that he forgives you. Let this family grieve in peace without your negativity. Mark had great energy and he has inspired thousands of people by fighting this horrible disease everyday of his life. Rest in peace Mark, and god bless you and your entire family 🙏🏽
Marks, Im stopping treatment video Popped up on my feed just now. Im so very sorry for your loss.
Sending you all, love light and strength.
No man ever truly dies as long as he lives on in the hearts and minds of those that love him. It is there they will dwell with out pain or want.
Last night when I was saying my prayers, when it come to saying Mark’s name a peace come over me. I some how knew then that Mark was gone or healed. Now I know it was both.
My thoughts and prayers are for you all. Especially you and his kids! They were his world without a doubt. Just know you all are in my thoughts and prayers from now and the days and weeks ahead. Stay strong and keep on going with this life, for that is what Mark fought so hard to do. God Bless and keep you all.
Go rest High Mark! We’ll see you soon!!
I just recently stumbled across this channel and immediately the thing that hit me about this man is that he never let anything get him down , he is honestly the most genuine man I’ve ever seen live. He doesn’t wanna bring anyone down even if he understands that his situation isn’t the greatest, we can all learn so many things from him , he was just such a selfless person all the way til the end. God bless him and god bless you, he’s at peace and away from the unfortunate pain that was brought onto him, thank you for teaching me so much about being a better person in such a short time , much love and blessings to you and your children
Thank you for this, this is exactly how I came about Mark and his genuine personality. Rest in paradise my man.
thanks for sharing your story. just came across the channel. im extremely sorry for your loss. rip.
I imagine that his kids will someday finish building the tractor while he is watching from above. Rest in peace my man
@Connection Lost bro being atheist dosent mean being an asshole . delete your comment before it hurts someone . let people grief in there own way
Connection Lost not cool
Yea let's put 3 ads and make it 10mins!! Fuck yea!!!!
“We’re gonna party ‘til we can’t.” When Mark would say those words he made an impact on me: That this is simply a part of life and to just live, love and laugh through our journey until we’re called to come home to Christ. (His infectious smile will be with me for a long time. AMAZING YOUNG MAN!!!❤️🙏🥰
@@StevenVinter Really dude? Whats wrong with you! Get off the internet...
StevenWintery he had a little family, he was in a lot of pain, I am heartbroken for his children and lovely wife
@@StevenVinter None of us were made perfect like you. Obviously you will never die.
What the heck his wife and family will probably read these comments and you all think by having a slagging match on his channel so close to hiss passing you are all as bad as that steve all you need to do is report him and that’s it not do this, I don’t agree with what he put but please have respect for his family
I still miss him so I can't imagine how difficult it is for you. It wasn't the cancer that made us watch, it was his astounding bravery, humor and hopeful attitude, We should all be as brave and wonderful as Mark.
I had a feeling something was wrong, I’m so sorry.
Same here...just started following him and the Last days I was scared for him....
@@childofthemighty1341 same here!!!
You had a feeling ?
What gave you that feeling ?
The big hole on his face ?
@@TheIllegalalienfool no need to be evil
@@TheIllegalalienfool really have some respect and compassion you sick person....
So sorry Jackie, Mark is still a great person, and he’ll live on through his videos and every little thing that reminds you of him.
"it was a really hard week... On him" youre a beautiful human being. And i hope youre healing still
My condolences, he will be missed. Enjoyed his love for life.
Unfortunately, I didn’t start following Mark until he announced his diagnosis on DemolitionRanch. I didn’t start following him just because of his battle initially, I was genuinely interested in the concept of “homemade everything”. I wish I had seen more of him before he started his battle, but I’m glad to have seen of him what I was able to. Aside from the entertainment and informative value of his channel, I also got tons of inspiration from him too. Having watched him throughout his battle with cancer was tough, as I assume he and I are about the same age with many similar interests so it was hard not to relate to him in many ways. One of the big things I’ll be forever grateful for was the inspiration I got from seeing him continue to live, laugh, and love, in spite of his pain. He had the most optimistic and positive attitude anyone could ever have given the circumstances, and to be honest, I admire the heck out of him for that. Not all of us are that strong, or that graceful. His memory will live on. Thank you, and God bless! ❤️
Tyler Van Meter me too. And since then I have watched all his videos and now I feel like i lost a friend. My heart goes out to you
What a good human being. Sorry for your loss
I'm watching this, literally, 10 feet from where my wife passed away in our home living room from her 3 year ordeal with cancer, 2 months short of her 40th birthday. Its been 18 months since her passing. Those words from Michael Wosnick ring true for her as well, and thank you for sharing them.
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I feel as though, having been where you are, there should be something I should be able to say to help, but its all so cliche...yes, time does heal, sort of. But I can still to this day start crying from hearing a song that brings back a tender memory. Time makes the day-to-day easier, though.
Find the joys that are still in your life where they are...in your children, in memories you share with them. Tell them The Story of Us that lead to them, that is really what has helped me, I suppose.
Jesus,why did some people disliked this? Someone just died.
Not that I agree with them but I wonder if some people have disliked the idea of Mark's passing not understanding that it seems they disliked the video?
i was just thinking it was more than likely people who watched the video and felt wrong liking a video about someone dying, its one of those cases where i feel the dislikes aren't so much cruel as they are disliking of the actual situation, which if so, the dislike isn't a bad thing.
People also may dislike a video if they want less of it in their recommended. I do it with a lot of videos, but I will NEVER ever do it on one of these. My mother passed of cancer in July and I always have the up most respect for people with cancer and the people around cancer.
Hopefully they did it because they dont like that he passed?
Could be people that dont understand the Thumbs up and Thumbs down, they prolly do Thumbs down on sad videos since a Thumb down is the most accurate way to describe it, i wouldnt thumbs up a video thats like this :(
I can't even imagine your pain loosing Mark. My heart has a big hole in it and I never met him. Watching him and the love he had for you and his babies just made me love him. His humor and sweet kind heart touched me and I will miss him. The world just lost a truely talented, intelligent, big hearted ambitious young man. May God grace you and help you heal for as long as it takes. Love to you and those precious babie.
Gloria Hohman wrong time but jesus its LOSING
Hate to break it to you but your spelling of losing was wrong
When I started following Mark, I didn't even realize he was Matt's brother. That was before Homemade Everything. I can't even remember what his channel was named back then it was so long ago. I don't touch the computer on the weekend so I am late seeing this update. This is one of those that breaks your heart for all the family while at the same time you glad that Mark is no longer suffering.
I happened onto your channel on May 5th 2024. Bless your heart. Mark was a solid man ❤
You’re so strong for letting his followers know. So much love for your whole family. I pray for healing for you all. ❤️
***Unfortunately, I found your husband's channel about year ago and not sooner! I say this because, in my entire life I've never met anyone who was so ALIVE! Even though he was given a death sentence aka cancer he lived his life everyday like it was the last with so much life in his heart for his family and he also had love to give for strangers as well .Your husband taught me so much , here I am this healthy person who's always complaining miserable, sad, mad and upset about what... NOTHING THATS WHAT!! And here's this man who is fighting for his life but yet is still happy, grateful, kind and who's heart is so big that he had enough love for everyone he met in his life!!!! The day I found his channel was actually the beginning of my own personal experience with my own life because, through your husbands eyes I started seeing what life was really about and we are in charge of how we view things on our own life's. You can either see it half empty or half way full! And your husbands zest for live was extremely contagious and because of him I know am living rather than just being alive! I'm sure I'm not the only person who's life was changed by this beautiful man and theirs many more that are just as grateful as I am that I got to experience life through his eyes and learn my own life lessons through him and his channel. Remember this that our life's don't end they go on forever he is home with our Heavenly Father and you and your children will one day see him again and continue your life's together in heaven for eternity heart ♥️ I am sending you my thoughts and Prayers and my condolences to you and your family May God watch over you and give you comfort during these emotional times. You are not alone and if you ever need to vent or talk to someone just hop on to his RUclips channel and post a video ! I bet you it would be a really good way for you to start to heal inside and sometimes it's a heck of a lot easier talking to complete strangers! ALL OF US ATE HETE FOR YOU IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, OR YOU JUST NEED TO VENT OR , MAYBE YOU JUST NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO YOU, WE'LL BE HERE FOR YOU! God bless you and your family! Sincerely***😍♥️🙏
No need to apologize for anything! He was your partner in life, your best friend and most of all a dad to your beautiful children! Losing such a big part of yourself and your life is extremely hard to deal with but if there was a way to describe a real great man,it would be Mark because he showed what selflessness was, what it is to be a great husband and father and a man! Rest easy friend!
“RIP Mark Carriker. You will be missed”.
Quoted by all the fans :)
As someone who recovered from a serious illness where I was in the hospital watching your husband go through cancer. His optimistic attitude and enthusiasm for life kept me up. Your husband genuinely helped me. So sorry for your loss, I'll keep your family in my prayers
I found his brothers video: "Rest in peace little brother"
then I found his reveal video and got some context. Then I watched more of his videos and saw the man he chose to be until the end. The time he spent with his kids and with you.
I will never forget your husband from this point on. I will never take my life or my time with my wife and kids for granted. Thank you... what an amazing, courageous man. Love
My deepest condolences to all affected. His pain is now gone.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish you and your family all the best from this moment on. Big hugs from Norway
The “show it” video brought me here. I immediately wanted to know if he was okay. My heart hurts. I’ll watch his videos and look at this mans good warm spirit.
I’m sorry for your loss and may he rest.
Same.
Mark is stilled missed ..his funny sense of humor...videos with his kiddos..
Singing with his guitar...his many projects...his love for the Lord..
his realness and transparency...
his zest for life...thinking of you Jaci
and know you were truly loved🎚
May God comfort you all during this time.
I know we're just strangers in a comment section, but we're here for you and the family, Jaci, please keep us updated on how you're all doing, whenever you feel up to it.
Rest in Eternal Peace, Mark.
God Bless!
“There was another in the fire, standing next to me. There was another in the water holding back the sea” mark was an amazing person and fought like a soldier through this and as you fight the grief and oceans of pain remember that God is there next to you in the fire and holding back the sea.
Pyrokid1998 Amen
I love that song. Hillsong is amazing
He seemed like a sweet person. So sorry for this loss
The dude had a sack of steel. He was far more of a man than most. R.i.p brother ❤
Miss that guy, prayed for you guys with all his sufferings. It just shows you what the true power of love really is. Peace be with you, and angel Mark we need them in our world. I lost my brother to cancer at seventeen years of age.
I've just come across you with this video.. heartbreaking.. sending you healing, sunshine, love and light.☮️💓🇬🇧🙏
At least we made his dream come true before he passed.
I hope this is healing for you
Blessings to you and your children
I’m so sorry for the loss of your special man
This is devastating and I feel so bad for everyone on here
Thank you for your update and your heartfelt emotions
He showed the world his love and passion. He lives on in our memories. Both wins.
2 years later, you inspire me to live each day because today I am healthy, tomorrow I may not be. Love you Mark, and love your family.
Gawd I’ve never felt the need to try to reach through this monitor ‘screen’ to give you the biggest HUG I could ever imagine. You and those kids are going to do great,,,, you all have so much support and great wisdom from you know who. Mark is very much at rest and watching over his family. I’m soooo sorry for the heartache. You all are in our thoughts and prayers 🙏
It’s been a year... Still remembering Mark, and you guys too. We pray you are well. God bless.
For me , just saying "I'm sorry for your loss" is such a insignificant thing. I am unable to find words that express my feelings of sorrow for you. You have been through so much, and his bravery ....there are no words to express a loss like this. I send love and light to you.
Saying " I send love and light to you" isn't any better. Just let people express their own compassion in their own words.
@@jarrodshipard the point I was making , was that nothing I could put into words would have taken the pain away. They are all just words, but since I can not cry with her or give her a hug , that is all I have. Stop being a damn troll.
@@jarrodshipard it definitely wasnt anything meant to take away from anyone else.
@@brandadyanne you minimized other peoples expression of compassion. Not a very nice thing to do.
@@jarrodshipard yes, thank you for your absolute misunderstanding of the situation, and being petty enough to keep this going. Bless your heart.
That really got the tears pouring the fact he smiled before he died.RIP😢
if youre kids are watching this know your dad was an absolute hero and will always be with you , good luck in your lives and take care of your mom
I just came across your husbands channel and as a fellow believer in Christ my heart goes out to you. The vulnerability and love and just passion your family have through this channel is evident and I’m sure has helped many people more than you know. I love you guys and am glad he is at peace with Jesus now :) one day we will all be together again ❤
It’s been a year since I last posted and I still miss that smiling face, you and the kids are in my wife’s and i prayers because you never stop forgetting about a loved one that passes . #KOKO 🙏🙏🙏
Same man... same...
I don’t get how people would dislike this!! Much love.
R.I.P
I'm supposed to like it?
@@xxpatrick204xx Apparently.
some people dislike as in they dislike the news
If someone disliked this they are truly a monster
@@someone-xr6ck i really hope thats why.
Three years or better too late I found your channel. He is still making an impact! My heart is heavy for you❤
The world has lost a true fighter and wonderful man, Rest In Peace.
Just found the Out On The Ranch channel, and then subsequently this channel. You and your family will be in my prayers. Wishing you all the best.
Thinking of you Jaci and the children. 3 years they have grown. I know he’s rejoicing in heavenly peace. 🙏🏼🕊️❤️ God Bless you and the children.
God Bless you and your family 🙏🙏🙏
Stay as strong as you can..
I’m not religious but my prayers go out to you, stay strong, he seemed like an incredibly positive person, caring husband and an amazing dad, he’ll always be with you 🕊
damn i feel for u in the afterlife
I’m so emotional because of the fact that I found his channel too late.. I wish I would’ve found it years ago. I subscribed 2 days ago found from Matt’s channel. Rip mark. My condolences to the wife kids all the family. Mark seemed like a one of a kind.
😥same
@@kurochi4258 youtube recommended you the video because his death increased his channels popularity, unfortunate how things pan out :/