The enemy wanted to end your life because he knew you would be a powerful weapon for God. I pray that we will see you walking and running and jumping as if nothing had ever happened. May your creator regenerate the damaged nerves and tissue and muscle and ligaments and make you better than you were before. God is good and he is to be praised 🙏🙌🏻
Well. I've been praying for you. Somewhere in the middle of the year God placed it on my heart to intercede for you. Not just once. But to make it an ongoing thing. I prayed for you. And I will continue praying on your behalf. After I interceded for you the first time, in July, that Sunday, my own pastor said a few "random" stuff before his actual sermon and he mentioned how the lame man was healed because of the faith of his friends. That was also an encouragement for me to keep on praying for you. I will continue 🙏🏻
Dear Alwyn, when you said, "I learned about the Father's (GOD) heart", it cut straight thru to my chest & belly, I began ti cry. I know this word is from Abba Father, Himself. All Honor and Glory belongs to our Father, in the Name of His Holy SON, Yeshua - Jesus Amen.❤
@@AlwynUysUnbrokenNot wanting to talk about myself, bu I was desperate myself one morning during chronic illness with severe pain 24/7. Morfine im on, its only way to have quality of life again. So I cried out " whats the purpose of living if im in this pain 24/7 day and night, not able to be the mum I want to be for my boys". Then God stood in my bedroom, blurred face/head. I felt his huge love, light and heard him audible say: lovely susan, I will help you. After these words we spoke telephatic and i only recall: God had humor too because he made me laugh about something. But I cant recall. I know God will heal me in time. I asked him healing me in little steps so I could catch up with being "healthy" again. He gave back, this year summer 21 aug. my energy! So from 90% laying in bad, because of the morfine, Im up again all day as a normal mum. The pain is still there. But I never doubt about the fact that anytime God will heal me. God will heal us all. In his time in his will. We bear our cross because it will learn us a strenght which no one else, healthy can understand. We come to appreciate the little thing but also the things in life that matters for real! I long for feeling Gods love everyday, but its been 2 years now when I felt him so near! His love is so stunning, its not from this dimension. I love Abba, I was baptised after my encounter. Being sick for 9 years it completely changed me as a person. I live aware of him...And I love Him❤
@@AlwynUysUnbrokenAnd as you believe and I believe, without any doubt, we will be healed after years of carrying our cross. Its Jesus cross to we help carry? And then the miracle that will be seen, from us, totally healed, will be for the purpose of unbelievers... It will be used in some good way for His kingdom. Every one sick, not having the quality of life as normal, will have a moment of ending the suffering. But if you ask God to help you in that moment, when you at the deepest of your life, God will be there! If you open up your heart, He will let you know that He hears you. If I didnt was sick as I am, I would not have the encounter I had with God, Abba, my Father. I am graceful for that encounter my whole life! I was a police officer for 13 years and crime investigator. Saw many bad accidents. No victim ever slung out of a car like you did. You where "put" like that I would say. Youre in a foetal position! As a rebirth! You were active in live and I was. Sports, work etc. Then we got this accident/ illness that puts us on a emergency break. And then we wonder about life and the purpose. We were in full speed before and neglect often the real purpose of life, untill we break down somehow. I came to know to God. And sometimes He speaks to me as in my own thoughts. But not often. But I live with Him as my guidance and my kids had a bad encounter/vision in the night both directly knew, where evil is for real, God is real too. They believe as I do! 8 and 14 yrs old. So God has turned our live upside down for 2 years now. And we believe rapture can be taken us anytime. The only bad thing, the father of my childeren doesnt have a relationship with God as we do. He is my ex partner, but it hurts very much to think of him being here in tribulation. So I pray for him and all lukewarm or unbelievers as well .. We, my childeren and I are ready for rapture, nothing could keep us in this world. Exept for my Ninja Speedy ...its a joke for Abba, he has humor, so He understands😂 But this world and its cross, or our own cross. We are at the end, almost closing our bible on earth, being on the last pages.... Lets intensify our relationship with our saviour and repent for our sins! See you in the clouds, healthy and well and loved as never before❤ Amen.
I have had onslaughts on my life since I was 2 yrs old... The enemy causes accidents, sickness ect ect NOT God... Because the enemy knows who & what you are & the enemy will do whatever he has to do to keep you from for filling God's plan for your life... GOD WILL HEAL YOU IN HIS PERFECT TIMING... Stay Blessed Alwyn...❣️🙌❤️🔥🤍💜
I see your testimony a month later and here I am in tears with a crushed heart 💔 and inside shaking like a leaf on a windy day.... If there ever was a real, honest to goodness WARRIOR, Alwyn, you are it!
What a blessing this has been to me! I became disabled 6yrs ago. I relate to everything you said. Everything! From childhood through disability. I too became closer to God and believe my healing is near. I also saved my films! 😂 I wouldn't change it because it saved my soul I didn't know was lost. Today, my life is so much happier than ever because of my relationship with God!. I'm not prophetic, but I did have a supernatural experience with God when I needed Him most. Oh how I miss Him! ❤
Alwyn, thank you for sharing your testimony. I had autoimmune encephalitis and was in a wheelchair for a year and went to a rehab facility that was like what you said. I still have issues with not feeling certain things. The Lord also saved me from trying to end my life and accepted me back. It also changed me from who I was into who I am now.i pray for you Alwyn. You are amazing.
Isn't it sad, people will doubt? I understand. People still don't believe I was totally paralyzed. God bless you, pastor Alwyn. You will be restored, in the mighty name of Jesus. 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
The Lord keeps all of our tears in His bottle. It is like a wine bottle, and He redeems them into something so precious. We cherish this redemptive work in you as well Alwyn.
Wow. I just recently came across your page & just finished watching your testimony. I don’t even know what to say. You are a fighter! So glad that you decided to trust the Lord. 🤍 I know depression is real and it is a spiritual battle. I dealt with it some yrs back. My husband prayed over me & started reading the Word out loud to me each day. I think he also anointed our house! I was so weary from all the trials. I then had a dream that we were walking along a pathway and up ahead were all these little snakes chopped into pieces. I knew God was telling me those were the lies of the enemy. Prayer and His Word destroyed them. You have no idea how many people need your words and your story. You will see one day in Heaven.🤍 I love your heart for God. I will believe also for your healing. 🙏 I think there will be more healings in times to come! I dreamt myself and some others prayed over a lady’s foot and God healed her. It was just some random dream not long ago. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Keep going!💛
Wow. Just wow. 😢 I understand what you are saying. I've been dealing with all kinds of illnesses. And I never forgot about God. I was a Satanist, a witch, and an anarchist. Drug addicted and not just trying to numb but trying to die everyday. My biggest dream in life was to die of an overdose. So that's what I strived to do. Now, I am so scared to even take my medication. I have depression. All my life. With suicidal attempts. Many. I've been on life support and hospitals, and this is what I've learned.... * If there is breath in someone, there is hope *♡♡♡✝️ ⛪️ ❤😊 As long as the soul is here with us we can try and help. I am pleased to say, I am clean/sober. I do not smoke/vape nicotine anymore. I help people. Because that's what people did/still do for me. And my testimony is a testimony if you know what I mean! Some days are amazing some moments are very hard. I stay grateful and keep the faith. I praise Him in the storms always, and pray! I find a lot of similar stuff in our stories. But, completely different. He brought me back to life many, many times. I can't wait to hear part 3...not that I enjoy hearing tragic things but, to hear how people get through them is so inspiring!
God bless you. You have me crying now because I am dealing with terrible lies and not wanting to live anymore and barely clinging to my faith. God is using you right now in this moment. I fear that I’d be one of those people you described someone who’d hate God if something like that happened to me. You’re a beautiful vessel that the Holy Spirit is working through. Thank you for being a faithful man to your love for God.
God is so good! When we feel week and hopeless, He shines through his people even more! Thank God you got the strenght to keep going, every day. You bless many with your testimony!
So encouraging Alwyn. Iv dealt with abuse and now divorce and I had been going through suicidal thoughts and depression . I could feel strong spiritual attacks against me . But like you said keep going on so here I am…trusting in God .
I have so much respect for you Alwyn, Gods apostle you are now! 🙏 Your cross is huge, and your faith / knowledge about God / Love became huge aswell. Millions can learn from you 😊
'Making the decision daily' to choose Life... That's courage! I struggled with the idea that dying meant going to heaven where there's no suffering... 🤔..
Alwyn, your story, your faith, and your ministry have touched my life in such a powerful way. Thank you for your vulnerability, and for allowing God to use your life for His glory. I’m already praising Him for your healing! ♥️
God has really impressed upon my heart to pray for you in true travail. I've made up my mind to intercede and fight for your healing in the Spirit and I'm committed to not backing down,and not retreating in battle Alwyn. Some days I hardly felt the faith to pray for myself,but I always pray for you. God has really been waking me up around the same time for about a week. It's always in between 3:40 and 4:40 AM Atlanta Georgia time. And in the midst of praying for you God has done miracles for me.
Jy is letterlik n Wonderwerk 🥺❤. En met die suicide deel kan ek saam jou relate ek was letterlik n slaaf van depressie & angs dis bitter💔 maar prys die Here vir verlossing jys letterlik n inspirasie❤ wag vir part 3😅 , dankie dat jy nie moet opgee het nie!
Such a touching message, and I can relate to a lot of what you said you felt. I lost a lot in a very short time. Got diabetes can’t feel my feet. So it’s a type of struggle as well, not as severe as what you’re going through, but I just am praying for you to regain the feeling & to stand up and walk. Sometimes we can’t understand why God allows things to happen. My reality is suddenly having my mom die, and then having to watch as our family house of 48 years is dismantled and sold off, with me having nowhere to go. So it’s been devastating & a real trying time. Then trying to deal with constantly getting ill with diabetes. I cannot imagine how devastated you have been in the past, just to go from walking and running, to not being able to move. I’m keeping you in my prayers and thank you for talking about this subject.
I've been subscribed to your other channel for a year now, I have been praying for your healing for a long time now. I dont know how this happened, but you were just there on my RUclips feed one day, like God was showing you to me for some reason. I've been praying for a Christian husband for years now, I kept watching you and getting closer to God through your words of faith. To hear you've been going through this painful time, has broken my heart. But, when I heard you say you almost went through with ending your life, I absolutely couldn't breathe for a moment there, I was crying so hard and feeling so much emotional pain for you. I just seen this post and found this channel this morning at 5 a.m., this Sunday,March 24, 2024. I have no idea why now this morning after you posted this months ago. But I have been very frustrated this morning with where God is, why hes not healing my childrens lives and my life is going nowhere. I'm a single mother with no one in my life, all I want is to have my children healthy, happy, blessed and healed from all the pain and suffering they are going through and to be saved in Jesus. I want a Christian husband to have a new home in a new town with. You may never see this post, and nothing may never come about through this message, but I feel lead to tell you how I feel about you, once and for all. Alwyn,I think I love you, I have felt this way for a long time, I thought you should know. I think you are absolutely gorgeous and have a wonderful, amazing heart for God, a fire for God that I need in my life, one I believe I've looked for my whole life. I've never done this before in my life and was afraid, my heart is pounding pretty hard, but it had to be said. God possibly wanted me to tell you, to say anything is to hope, but here it is for what its worth. ❤.❤.❤.❤.❤.❤.
I want to tell you how encouraged I am by your story, Alwyn. It’s not nearly to the same degree, but I’ve also faced a disability of sorts (POTS) and can relate in some ways to the isolation and wanting so much to live a normal life. I didn’t always know you were in a wheelchair, but when I found out, it sparked so much strength and hope in me seeing all you’ve overcome with Jesus. When I’m so tired and discouraged from struggling with my body, sometimes I remember you and think-I can and I will get through this by God’s strength. I can still have a purpose. I can still see God’s good plans no matter what it looks like or feels like right now. Thank you for sharing your testimony. You are in my prayers, dear brother.
I believe in your miracle Alwyn, I am praying your pain will dissipate as your healing speeds up, as the full function of your legs and feelings return. The Holy Spirit is busy knitting your nerves together. Love your body, love your life - knowing that this miracle will change nothing. You’re relationship with God, Jesus is your firm foundation. God bless…
I pray that those who are listening actually feel the Power of the HOLY SPIRIT working and moving upon their heart, mind and Spirit drawing them to a place of brokenness and repentance and to surrender to the LORD by Faith in JESUS NAME AMEN 🙏
Yes Indeed my prayer is Not completely getting Answered I Want And Desires to Go back to My Son Jason Pray for this Situation God bless youI Miss my son in North Carolina I am in Texas I feel Sad 😢 Thank you for Prayer's Father God bless you good morning to you from Texas 🕊️🕊️🌅☕🙏🕊️👏🕊️✝️🙏🕊️
These spirits knew the inpact you would have in the life of other people. The LORD bless and save you. All praises to YAH!!!! This is our Lord and he is not finished with you 🙌🏼🤍
I totally understand what you shared. Been battling cancer for eight years and watching my breasts deteriorate whilel my husband of 27 years decides he’s done with our marriage all at the same time. Left me with no car. No finances. I thank God for my daughter who’s helping me through this trial and I’m trusting just like you for restoration and healing and alll provisions. Thank you for sharing and keep the faith strong.
President Franklin Delano Roosevelt also was confined to a wheel chair. He was struck with polio when he was younger. He lead the USA through the nightmare of the WWII. Famous quote "The only thing we have to fear: is fear itself."
Thank u so much for your testimonies, it encouraged me to keep on serving the Lord Jesus Christ when I am going through difficult times. I was thinking what scripture I could give you to encourage you: 3 John 2 Beloved , I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, just as your soul prosper. 1 John 5:14 Now this is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we ask anything according to His will He hears us. ALWYN His will is to heal you, by faith!!!!
Thank you so much for your testimony! You have no idea how much hope and comfort you are giving to people with bad depression. God put you here for a time like this! God bless!
I love your positivity. I’m a firm believer of God and his miracles and also the power of positivity. God bless you and may the good Lord grant you a miracle.
I’ve heard of angels coming into situations like yours so yes i believe it was an Angel. The spirits of depression are so evil and so common to so many people that you’re right it’s a daily choice to choose God. 🙏 I’ve made that choice for years and throughout trials and questioning what am I even doing here, I continue to choose God every.single.day Amen. ❤
What a story 🤍 I can testify what you said about suicide. I remember going through my own trials and hearing whispers from the enemy to end my life…he would tell me there was no point, and no one cared, and why even bother trying to live because it’s never going to get better. But God. He reminded me of the plans He had for me. He reminded me of hope and the precious price that His Son paid for me. He reminded me of Joshua 1:9 🙏🏼🤍 And so I held on. I’m happy you did too. All praise be to God 🙏🏼✨
So in awe of the Lord how He has led me to watch your testimony, in a season where I've been asking Him questions. Praising the Lord already for your healing and Praising Him for your faith🙌🏻🙏🏻 thank you for sharing this and for the vulnerability 🙏🏻
My deareast friend . ds Jan Wilson lives in a home for paraplegics. We speek weekly. He is my age. He lost his legs bcogs of his situation. He is always positive!!!!!.
Thank you for these words of life Alwyn! Someone needs to share this video with the woman in Netherlands awaiting assisted suicide in May. CHOOSE LIFE!!!!!
You are blessed Alwyn and God LOVES you... and He is Faithful to His Promises...so don't ever allow Satan to steal your Joy while you wait for God... because without our Joy it makes things worst...more like you want to end your life... I believe that it's Great 🎉and also wonderful that God is using You...more so You hear His voice... that's a place of honor bro..... You are so so blessed ❤🎉
Hallo Alwyn. Ek ook quad. Kar ongeluk. Jy kom dit nie mooier beskryf nie. Selfde woorde uit my mond gekom. Dankie Here ek het hom geen, ons n dubbeld tragedy gehad, want my verloofde was verlam 14 jaar en toe kom ek ook in n ongeluk toe is ons al 2 verlam. Hy was kwaad vir die Here en ekt nog vir hom gebid, om gesond te word. hy het homself laat doop na ek verlam geword het. Dis moeilik maar ek hou vas aan die Here. Ek nou 11 jaar verlam. Dankie vir jou mooi werk in Jesus 🙏
Father, thank You for giving hope to Alwyn and for changing him from a “boy in a wheelchair” into a godly man with zeal and deep passion for You. May You continue to bless him with wisdom and boldness. May his testimony bring hope and comfort to others who feel despair and may they know that You are a good and trustworthy Father. In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen. Thank you for your vulnerability, Alwyn. It was powerful hearing the insight God gave you about your accident. I think you’re going to have to have an extended testimony series because I can’t imagine the journey you have been on being told in only three parts. 😄 Take care.
Alwyn, you have just blessed me so much. I've been suicidal for the last month, trying to believe life is worth living, wishing I was never even born. Started hating God, begging Him to let me see Him as He really is, so I don't throw my salvation right out the window. I recently lost the love I had for Him, and the mother storm caught me totally off guard, when I least expected it. This video is awesome, so real, and it so spoke to me. I appreciate your transparency and faith more than I could say. God bless you greatly!!!
God allows things and we don't always understand why but in retrospect we can see how He has used all things for good if we remain faithful. Your testimony helps me so much! I have a neurological disability that affects my mobility and I too have sought the Lord about it so much and believe one day I will be healed for His Glory. I too have fought depression and have often thought of how I could kill myself if I get so bad and I become a heavy burden to my loved one. I repent of those thoughts, I recognise it is the enemy who wants me dead., he does not want us miraculously healed for Gods glory....... that is the last thing he wants. God is using you to reach others who are struggling.
This encourages me so much. I hear Yah's voice telling Jeremiah 29:11, he's not done with me, he has a plan. I needed to hear that... my hubby passed away; I feel so many losses connect to this... grief and death doesn't win. Trusting in His plan and remaining in the potter's hand through this process of transformation, the fire of the kiln burning off impurities, He removes the dross. Refining me to to a vessel He can use.
I also believe you will be healed in Jesus name! I am so moved by your Godly spirit and unwavering faith! You are an encouragement to me, as I also need a supernatural healing ..May our Lord continue to enlarge your tent so millions will come to Christ..God bless you and your powerful ministry!
Wow! Ive been listening to your prophetic words from The Lord and I was like "who is this guy where God speaks through him straight at me?" What an amazing testimony you have, yet very painful in the process but eye opening and so powerful. Thank you for being obedient! I constantly want to know more of the Fathers heart And His love because I know I cant be who I am without that or I will crumble, I ache for that. I wrote songs in desperation for His presence. So in awe of the Holy Spirit and what He does in lives. Thank you Jesus for Alwyn! Bless him indeed. ❤
I am so glad that I have listened to your testimony so far. This, your testimony, has strengthened my faith. The God we serve literally takes what the enemy plans for evil and uses it for good. God bless you brother and keep on being a mouthpiece for God.
I just found your channel tonight. I am glad you are still alive brother. I want to hear Gods voice! I have been through alot of rough stuff last couple years but made a choice never to give up no matter what comes against. My faith and trust is alot more stronger I am now seeing Gods victory.
Alwyn I love listening to you because you speak with boldness and confidence...also Alwyn it's good that mentally you are alert and able to express yourself well...which I cannot do well...I love listening to you because of how you speak with boldness...❤
You are such a blessing, a powerful instrument that God is using to lift us up and draw us closer to Him.. you have no idea!!! I pray God glorifies His name even more in your life by healing you. Yes, knees will bow and tongues will confess that Jesus Christ was, is and will always be Lord!! 🙌
Here we are full with functioning body part, gaining everyday from from ur ministry, giving us hope, revealing to us the work, thoughts and functions of the holy spirit... We thank u that you listened to holy spirit against all odd and trusted Him to use you, I'm on of the people benefiting everyday from ur ministry... May gud LORD bless you aboundately
At first I was really skeptical about another prophet, but I gave you a try. And I am really glad. You have such a strong testimony and you really are so encouraging!!! God is good and I pray that you will walk again one day. Greetings from Poland.
Wow, so lovely hearing your testimony brother because as you have said and it is in the Word, GOD uses the weak and it manifests HIS power! Thankyou for sharing your faith to build your brothers and sisters UP in confidence of the power of LOVE, the Great "I AM". 🐑🐑🐑
It seems like most believers who operate at a high level in the prophetic went through deep physical and emotional pain, some almost committed suicide. Amanda Grace had a strange sickness and Nathan French tried to commit suicide when he was young man. Both sought the Lord like you and now the Lord is using them to speak prophetic words tied in with healing and deliverance.
Bless 🙏 you Alwyn ❤...mines is mental... oppression and afflictions of the Satan and his angels...when it's mental it's not at all good especially when you becomes their target plus we are in endtimes but Faith is key...for without faith it is impossible to please God...Faith is key and we must believe that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him...🎉❤
Thank you for sharing your journey. It's amazing that you pray for healing for people even in your wheelchair! I have CFS.. And I'm a medical Dr and it's sometimes difficult to square the circle that I'm not healed yet but I can still pray for healing for others. Your courage is fantastic and as a young person you're reaching out to the younger generation. My husband and daughter have health issues also and that's a challenge for me. Bless you in your ministry. 😊
Thank you brother, as always! The Spirit keeps whispering what you’re saying in my heart and the Father helps me relate it to my life, whilst Christ sustains me ☺️
Praise the Lord for your life and your faith. I’ve been blessed listening to you for the past few months. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I’m believing in faith with you for complete and total healing, praise Jesus.
God is so profoundly with you! So glad you chose God over the world! God put you on my heart to pray for you daily! I will pray for your complete restoration, a miracle healing, that all cells, nerves, & ligaments come back in alignment in God’s perfect way & plan. That He keeps revealing Himself to you more & more! I feel called to preach & tell my story too…to share Jesus with the world. I’m writing a book about my journey out of darkness. I may send you a copy when it’s done…much 💖
Thank you for sharing your story with us. Some people are at their wits end and don’t know what’s going on in their life. One day they were fine and the next they weren’t. Thank you for giving us hope.
Alwyn, it has been just over a year for me with a work injury. I know, exactly what you mean about being alone. Even though, the loneliness still overwhelms me at times. I would do it all over again just to gain the love, peace and trust the Lord has taught me. I really think, this is the first time in my life I have felt true peace. It was such an eye opener, when God showed me I was a lukewarm believer. His love and grace are more then i deserve. Without that alone time, I don't think I would have realized what it means to fully trust Him with every part of my life. Thank you for sharing. Glory to God!!
You’re a force in the Lord to be reckoned with Alwyn! 🔥 I’m thankful you chose and continued to choose life. I love what the Holy Spirit shared with you when you thought about the question of being angry with God, so beautiful. My life took a drastic turn 9 years ago also, not exactly the same as what happened in yours but total change from what had been and what I had known so can relate in ways to things you’ve shared. The Lord truly is faithful and kind and never leaves our side, even in the deepest darkness. Thank you for sharing your life with us…
As I looked at the bones damaged in your back at 6 minutes 36 I could see the shape of an arm and a hand open held up in worship. "Through it all, through it all my eyes are on You, it is well, it is well with my soul ". "Your faith has healed you " Amen!
The enemy wanted to end your life because he knew you would be a powerful weapon for God. I pray that we will see you walking and running and jumping as if nothing had ever happened. May your creator regenerate the damaged nerves and tissue and muscle and ligaments and make you better than you were before. God is good and he is to be praised 🙏🙌🏻
Well. I've been praying for you. Somewhere in the middle of the year God placed it on my heart to intercede for you. Not just once. But to make it an ongoing thing. I prayed for you. And I will continue praying on your behalf. After I interceded for you the first time, in July, that Sunday, my own pastor said a few "random" stuff before his actual sermon and he mentioned how the lame man was healed because of the faith of his friends. That was also an encouragement for me to keep on praying for you. I will continue 🙏🏻
This is me too! God put you on my heart early this year too! You will be healed ! You are on my daily prayer list! The Father LOVES you so much Alwyn!
I am also praying for him to be healed. I am also sure that God will heal Alwyn! Amen to that.
Love these beautiful testimonies of your intercession💝🙏
I am speechless bc if the goodness of our Father!!! I have no words!!!
Amazing testimony, I can't stop listening to it.. YOU Alwyn Uys are going to walk soon....says the HS... while HE is all over me
I love when you say “so WHEN he heals me”…not IF he heals me! This is the type of faith everyone should have.
god prevented me from ending it too brother, i love you
Dear Alwyn, when you said, "I learned about the Father's (GOD) heart", it cut straight thru to my chest & belly, I began ti cry. I know this word is from Abba Father, Himself. All Honor and Glory belongs to our Father, in the Name of His Holy SON, Yeshua - Jesus Amen.❤
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@@AlwynUysUnbrokenNot wanting to talk about myself, bu I was desperate myself one morning during chronic illness with severe pain 24/7. Morfine im on, its only way to have quality of life again. So I cried out " whats the purpose of living if im in this pain 24/7 day and night, not able to be the mum I want to be for my boys". Then God stood in my bedroom, blurred face/head. I felt his huge love, light and heard him audible say: lovely susan, I will help you. After these words we spoke telephatic and i only recall: God had humor too because he made me laugh about something. But I cant recall.
I know God will heal me in time.
I asked him healing me in little steps so I could catch up with being "healthy" again. He gave back, this year summer 21 aug. my energy! So from 90% laying in bad, because of the morfine, Im up again all day as a normal mum. The pain is still there. But I never doubt about the fact that anytime God will heal me.
God will heal us all. In his time in his will. We bear our cross because it will learn us a strenght which no one else, healthy can understand. We come to appreciate the little thing but also the things in life that matters for real!
I long for feeling Gods love everyday, but its been 2 years now when I felt him so near! His love is so stunning, its not from this dimension.
I love Abba, I was baptised after my encounter. Being sick for 9 years it completely changed me as a person. I live aware of him...And I love Him❤
@@AlwynUysUnbrokenAnd as you believe and I believe, without any doubt, we will be healed after years of carrying our cross. Its Jesus cross to we help carry? And then the miracle that will be seen, from us, totally healed, will be for the purpose of unbelievers... It will be used in some good way for His kingdom. Every one sick, not having the quality of life as normal, will have a moment of ending the suffering. But if you ask God to help you in that moment, when you at the deepest of your life, God will be there!
If you open up your heart, He will let you know that He hears you.
If I didnt was sick as I am, I would not have the encounter I had with God, Abba, my Father. I am graceful for that encounter my whole life!
I was a police officer for 13 years and crime investigator. Saw many bad accidents. No victim ever slung out of a car like you did. You where "put" like that I would say. Youre in a foetal position! As a rebirth! You were active in live and I was. Sports, work etc. Then we got this accident/ illness that puts us on a emergency break. And then we wonder about life and the purpose. We were in full speed before and neglect often the real purpose of life, untill we break down somehow.
I came to know to God. And sometimes He speaks to me as in my own thoughts. But not often. But I live with Him as my guidance and my kids had a bad encounter/vision in the night both directly knew, where evil is for real, God is real too. They believe as I do! 8 and 14 yrs old. So God has turned our live upside down for 2 years now.
And we believe rapture can be taken us anytime. The only bad thing, the father of my childeren doesnt have a relationship with God as we do. He is my ex partner, but it hurts very much to think of him being here in tribulation. So I pray for him and all lukewarm or unbelievers as well ..
We, my childeren and I are ready for rapture, nothing could keep us in this world. Exept for my Ninja Speedy ...its a joke for Abba, he has humor, so He understands😂
But this world and its cross, or our own cross. We are at the end, almost closing our bible on earth, being on the last pages.... Lets intensify our relationship with our saviour and repent for our sins!
See you in the clouds, healthy and well and loved as never before❤
Amen.
I have had onslaughts on my life since I was 2 yrs old...
The enemy causes accidents, sickness ect ect NOT God...
Because the enemy knows who & what you are & the enemy will do whatever he has to do to keep you from for filling God's plan for your life...
GOD WILL HEAL YOU IN HIS PERFECT TIMING...
Stay Blessed Alwyn...❣️🙌❤️🔥🤍💜
Yes you are healed already…. I am also expecting to walk again ….because of the finished work of our Savior. ❤❤❤
You asked GOD what can he do with a boy in a wheelchair... Look at the ministry he gave you and all of the people you help!!! ❤❤❤
Glory be to GOD! 🙏🙏💯
I have heard God's voice, telling me He loves me
Exactly loneliness is horrible
I see your testimony a month later and here I am in tears with a crushed heart 💔 and inside shaking like a leaf on a windy day.... If there ever was a real, honest to goodness WARRIOR, Alwyn, you are it!
No weapon formed against you will
Ever prosper..Great and inspiring message.. 🙌🙌🙌
I can’t even imagine the pain you’ve been through but I’m glad you’re with us. It’s obvious God has a great plan for you man. He’s got this.
What a blessing this has been to me! I became disabled 6yrs ago. I relate to everything you said. Everything! From childhood through disability. I too became closer to God and believe my healing is near. I also saved my films! 😂 I wouldn't change it because it saved my soul I didn't know was lost. Today, my life is so much happier than ever because of my relationship with God!. I'm not prophetic, but I did have a supernatural experience with God when I needed Him most. Oh how I miss Him! ❤
Alwyn, oooo... your words are gentle,. your messages is pure, thank you , May the Lord always bless you
Alwyn, thank you for sharing your testimony. I had autoimmune encephalitis and was in a wheelchair for a year and went to a rehab facility that was like what you said. I still have issues with not feeling certain things. The Lord also saved me from trying to end my life and accepted me back. It also changed me from who I was into who I am now.i pray for you Alwyn. You are amazing.
Isn't it sad, people will doubt? I understand. People still don't believe I was totally paralyzed.
God bless you, pastor Alwyn. You will be restored, in the mighty name of Jesus. 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
The Lord keeps all of our tears in His bottle. It is like a wine bottle, and He redeems them into something so precious. We cherish this redemptive work in you as well Alwyn.
Wow. I just recently came across your page & just finished watching your testimony. I don’t even know what to say. You are a fighter! So glad that you decided to trust the Lord. 🤍 I know depression is real and it is a spiritual battle. I dealt with it some yrs back. My husband prayed over me & started reading the Word out loud to me each day. I think he also anointed our house! I was so weary from all the trials. I then had a dream that we were walking along a pathway and up ahead were all these little snakes chopped into pieces. I knew God was telling me those were the lies of the enemy. Prayer and His Word destroyed them. You have no idea how many people need your words and your story. You will see one day in Heaven.🤍 I love your heart for God. I will believe also for your healing. 🙏 I think there will be more healings in times to come! I dreamt myself and some others prayed over a lady’s foot and God healed her. It was just some random dream not long ago. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Keep going!💛
Wow. Just wow. 😢 I understand what you are saying. I've been dealing with all kinds of illnesses. And I never forgot about God. I was a Satanist, a witch, and an anarchist. Drug addicted and not just trying to numb but trying to die everyday. My biggest dream in life was to die of an overdose. So that's what I strived to do. Now, I am so scared to even take my medication. I have depression. All my life. With suicidal attempts. Many. I've been on life support and hospitals, and this is what I've learned....
* If there is breath in someone, there is hope *♡♡♡✝️ ⛪️ ❤😊
As long as the soul is here with us we can try and help. I am pleased to say, I am clean/sober. I do not smoke/vape nicotine anymore. I help people. Because that's what people did/still do for me. And my testimony is a testimony if you know what I mean! Some days are amazing some moments are very hard. I stay grateful and keep the faith. I praise Him in the storms always, and pray! I find a lot of similar stuff in our stories. But, completely different. He brought me back to life many, many times.
I can't wait to hear part 3...not that I enjoy hearing tragic things but, to hear how people get through them is so inspiring!
God bless you. You have me crying now because I am dealing with terrible lies and not wanting to live anymore and barely clinging to my faith. God is using you right now in this moment. I fear that I’d be one of those people you described someone who’d hate God if something like that happened to me. You’re a beautiful vessel that the Holy Spirit is working through. Thank you for being a faithful man to your love for God.
I understand such desperation as well-and He is faithful. The enemy is a LIAR!
God is so good! When we feel week and hopeless, He shines through his people even more! Thank God you got the strenght to keep going, every day. You bless many with your testimony!
So encouraging Alwyn. Iv dealt with abuse and now divorce and I had been going through suicidal thoughts and depression . I could feel strong spiritual attacks against me . But like you said keep going on so here I am…trusting in God .
Alwyn, God will heal you. You are already healed in the Holy Spirit. You have more inner peace and Faith than most people I know. You are Strong.
I have so much respect for you Alwyn, Gods apostle you are now! 🙏 Your cross is huge, and your faith / knowledge about God / Love became huge aswell. Millions can learn from you 😊
'Making the decision daily' to choose Life... That's courage!
I struggled with the idea that dying meant going to heaven where there's no suffering... 🤔..
Alwyn, your story, your faith, and your ministry have touched my life in such a powerful way. Thank you for your vulnerability, and for allowing God to use your life for His glory. I’m already praising Him for your healing! ♥️
Praise the Lord for his mercy and wonderful works to the children of men.
God has really impressed upon my heart to pray for you in true travail. I've made up my mind to intercede and fight for your healing in the Spirit and I'm committed to not backing down,and not retreating in battle Alwyn. Some days I hardly felt the faith to pray for myself,but I always pray for you. God has really been waking me up around the same time for about a week. It's always in between 3:40 and 4:40 AM Atlanta Georgia time. And in the midst of praying for you God has done miracles for me.
Jy is letterlik n Wonderwerk 🥺❤. En met die suicide deel kan ek saam jou relate ek was letterlik n slaaf van depressie & angs dis bitter💔 maar prys die Here vir verlossing jys letterlik n inspirasie❤ wag vir part 3😅 , dankie dat jy nie moet opgee het nie!
Such a touching message, and I can relate to a lot of what you said you felt. I lost a lot in a very short time. Got diabetes can’t feel my feet. So it’s a type of struggle as well, not as severe as what you’re going through, but I just am praying for you to regain the feeling & to stand up and walk. Sometimes we can’t understand why God allows things to happen. My reality is suddenly having my mom die, and then having to watch as our family house of 48 years is dismantled and sold off, with me having nowhere to go. So it’s been devastating & a real trying time. Then trying to deal with constantly getting ill with diabetes. I cannot imagine how devastated you have been in the past, just to go from walking and running, to not being able to move. I’m keeping you in my prayers and thank you for talking about this subject.
I like to read the psalms of David. I think about what the apostles went through. Hang in there Jesus is coming soon!!!
This clip has finally opened on my phone - I was unable to open it on my phone. PRAISE GOD for this POWERFUL testimony.🌸🙏🏾🌸🙏🏾
You are a miracle!!! I know it brother, complete healing🔥🔥 Glory to God!!👏🏼🙌🏼
I've been subscribed to your other channel for a year now, I have been praying for your healing for a long time now. I dont know how this happened, but you were just there on my RUclips feed one day, like God was showing you to me for some reason. I've been praying for a Christian husband for years now, I kept watching you and getting closer to God through your words of faith. To hear you've been going through this painful time, has broken my heart. But, when I heard you say you almost went through with ending your life, I absolutely couldn't breathe for a moment there, I was crying so hard and feeling so much emotional pain for you. I just seen this post and found this channel this morning at 5 a.m., this Sunday,March 24, 2024. I have no idea why now this morning after you posted this months ago. But I have been very frustrated this morning with where God is, why hes not healing my childrens lives and my life is going nowhere. I'm a single mother with no one in my life, all I want is to have my children healthy, happy, blessed and healed from all the pain and suffering they are going through and to be saved in Jesus. I want a Christian husband to have a new home in a new town with. You may never see this post, and nothing may never come about through this message, but I feel lead to tell you how I feel about you, once and for all. Alwyn,I think I love you, I have felt this way for a long time, I thought you should know. I think you are absolutely gorgeous and have a wonderful, amazing heart for God, a fire for God that I need in my life, one I believe I've looked for my whole life. I've never done this before in my life and was afraid, my heart is pounding pretty hard, but it had to be said. God possibly wanted me to tell you, to say anything is to hope, but here it is for what its worth. ❤.❤.❤.❤.❤.❤.
I want to tell you how encouraged I am by your story, Alwyn. It’s not nearly to the same degree, but I’ve also faced a disability of sorts (POTS) and can relate in some ways to the isolation and wanting so much to live a normal life. I didn’t always know you were in a wheelchair, but when I found out, it sparked so much strength and hope in me seeing all you’ve overcome with Jesus. When I’m so tired and discouraged from struggling with my body, sometimes I remember you and think-I can and I will get through this by God’s strength. I can still have a purpose. I can still see God’s good plans no matter what it looks like or feels like right now. Thank you for sharing your testimony. You are in my prayers, dear brother.
Wow, what a beautiful testimony🥺❤️, I'm so glad you kept on going sir, the Lord will do mighty things through you
Jeremiah 29:11!
A plan, a future and HOPE!🔥🔥
I believe in your miracle Alwyn, I am praying your pain will dissipate as your healing speeds up, as the full function of your legs and feelings return. The Holy Spirit is busy knitting your nerves together. Love your body, love your life - knowing that this miracle will change nothing. You’re relationship with God, Jesus is your firm foundation. God bless…
I pray that those who are listening actually feel the Power of the HOLY SPIRIT working and moving upon their heart, mind and Spirit drawing them to a place of brokenness and repentance and to surrender to the LORD by Faith in JESUS NAME AMEN 🙏
Choose life! 🙌 #hope
Yes Indeed my prayer is Not completely getting Answered I Want And Desires to Go back to My Son Jason Pray for this Situation God bless youI Miss my son in North Carolina I am in Texas I feel Sad 😢 Thank you for Prayer's Father God bless you good morning to you from Texas 🕊️🕊️🌅☕🙏🕊️👏🕊️✝️🙏🕊️
These spirits knew the inpact you would have in the life of other people. The LORD bless and save you. All praises to YAH!!!! This is our Lord and he is not finished with you 🙌🏼🤍
Thank you. Please don't ever stop telling your testimony. You gave me hope during a difficult time. God is the only answer.
I totally understand what you shared. Been battling cancer for eight years and watching my breasts deteriorate whilel my husband of 27 years decides he’s done with our marriage all at the same time. Left me with no car. No finances. I thank God for my daughter who’s helping me through this trial and I’m trusting just like you for restoration and healing and alll provisions. Thank you for sharing and keep the faith strong.
President Franklin Delano Roosevelt also was confined to a wheel chair. He was struck with polio when he was younger. He lead the USA through the nightmare of the WWII. Famous quote "The only thing we have to fear: is fear itself."
Thank u so much for your testimonies, it encouraged me to keep on serving the Lord Jesus Christ when I am going through difficult times. I was thinking what scripture I could give you to encourage you: 3 John 2 Beloved , I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, just as your soul prosper. 1 John 5:14 Now this is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we ask anything according to His will He hears us. ALWYN His will is to heal you, by faith!!!!
Thank you so much for your testimony! You have no idea how much hope and comfort you are giving to people with bad depression. God put you here for a time like this! God bless!
Amen! There's no limit to how much God will use a yielded vessel 💯
It truly is amazing how much God can use us in our weakness 🙏
I love your positivity. I’m a firm believer of God and his miracles and also the power of positivity. God bless you and may the good Lord grant you a miracle.
I’ve heard of angels coming into situations like yours so yes i believe it was an Angel. The spirits of depression are so evil and so common to so many people that you’re right it’s a daily choice to choose God. 🙏 I’ve made that choice for years and throughout trials and questioning what am I even doing here, I continue to choose God every.single.day Amen. ❤
For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11
What a story 🤍 I can testify what you said about suicide. I remember going through my own trials and hearing whispers from the enemy to end my life…he would tell me there was no point, and no one cared, and why even bother trying to live because it’s never going to get better. But God. He reminded me of the plans He had for me. He reminded me of hope and the precious price that His Son paid for me. He reminded me of Joshua 1:9 🙏🏼🤍 And so I held on. I’m happy you did too. All praise be to God 🙏🏼✨
Love you and your testimony in Christ You are God's precious blessing to those of us who hear and have been given understanding by Him.😊❤❤
So in awe of the Lord how He has led me to watch your testimony, in a season where I've been asking Him questions. Praising the Lord already for your healing and Praising Him for your faith🙌🏻🙏🏻 thank you for sharing this and for the vulnerability 🙏🏻
My deareast friend . ds Jan Wilson lives in a home for paraplegics. We speek weekly. He is my age. He lost his legs bcogs of his situation. He is always positive!!!!!.
Thank you Heavenly Father
I am that weak one. ❤️
I'm so sorry you are experiencing this. I will pray for your healing 🙏🏻
Thank you for these words of life Alwyn!
Someone needs to share this video with the woman in Netherlands awaiting assisted suicide in May. CHOOSE LIFE!!!!!
You are blessed Alwyn and God LOVES you... and He is Faithful to His Promises...so don't ever allow Satan to steal your Joy while you wait for God... because without our Joy it makes things worst...more like you want to end your life...
I believe that it's Great 🎉and also wonderful that God is using You...more so You hear His voice... that's a place of honor bro.....
You are so so blessed ❤🎉
Also, praying for your healing! Keep believing! He is faithful
Bless our God the most high that you are still here and that He is using you mightily for His kingdom!
Hallo Alwyn. Ek ook quad. Kar ongeluk. Jy kom dit nie mooier beskryf nie. Selfde woorde uit my mond gekom. Dankie Here ek het hom geen, ons n dubbeld tragedy gehad, want my verloofde was verlam 14 jaar en toe kom ek ook in n ongeluk toe is ons al 2 verlam. Hy was kwaad vir die Here en ekt nog vir hom gebid, om gesond te word. hy het homself laat doop na ek verlam geword het. Dis moeilik maar ek hou vas aan die Here. Ek nou 11 jaar verlam. Dankie vir jou mooi werk in Jesus 🙏
Amen & Amen there is healing in the blood of Jesus 🙏🏽
Father, thank You for giving hope to Alwyn and for changing him from a “boy in a wheelchair” into a godly man with zeal and deep passion for You. May You continue to bless him with wisdom and boldness. May his testimony bring hope and comfort to others who feel despair and may they know that You are a good and trustworthy Father. In Jesus’ name, I pray. Amen. Thank you for your vulnerability, Alwyn. It was powerful hearing the insight God gave you about your accident. I think you’re going to have to have an extended testimony series because I can’t imagine the journey you have been on being told in only three parts. 😄 Take care.
Alwyn, you have just blessed me so much. I've been suicidal for the last month, trying to believe life is worth living, wishing I was never even born. Started hating God, begging Him to let me see Him as He really is, so I don't throw my salvation right out the window. I recently lost the love I had for Him, and the mother storm caught me totally off guard, when I least expected it. This video is awesome, so real, and it so spoke to me. I appreciate your transparency and faith more than I could say. God bless you greatly!!!
God allows things and we don't always understand why but in retrospect we can see how He has used all things for good if we remain faithful.
Your testimony helps me so much! I have a neurological disability that affects my mobility and I too have sought the Lord about it so much and believe one day I will be healed for His Glory. I too have fought depression and have often thought of how I could kill myself if I get so bad and I become a heavy burden to my loved one. I repent of those thoughts, I recognise it is the enemy who wants me dead., he does not want us miraculously healed for Gods glory....... that is the last thing he wants. God is using you to reach others who are struggling.
This encourages me so much. I hear Yah's voice telling Jeremiah 29:11, he's not done with me, he has a plan. I needed to hear that... my hubby passed away; I feel so many losses connect to this... grief and death doesn't win. Trusting in His plan and remaining in the potter's hand through this process of transformation, the fire of the kiln burning off impurities, He removes the dross. Refining me to to a vessel He can use.
I also believe you will be healed in Jesus name! I am so moved by your Godly spirit and unwavering faith! You are an encouragement to me, as I also need a supernatural healing ..May our Lord continue to enlarge your tent so millions will come to Christ..God bless you and your powerful ministry!
You will make it. Lots of ways to heal. Celine is healed. Never give up.❤
Wow! Ive been listening to your prophetic words from The Lord and I was like "who is this guy where God speaks through him straight at me?"
What an amazing testimony you have, yet very painful in the process but eye opening and so powerful. Thank you for being obedient!
I constantly want to know more of the Fathers heart And His love because I know I cant be who I am without that or I will crumble, I ache for that. I wrote songs in desperation for His presence.
So in awe of the Holy Spirit and what He does in lives.
Thank you Jesus for Alwyn! Bless him indeed. ❤
I am so glad that I have listened to your testimony so far. This, your testimony, has strengthened my faith. The God we serve literally takes what the enemy plans for evil and uses it for good. God bless you brother and keep on being a mouthpiece for God.
🙌🙌I believe whith all my heart that you are going to walk again praise the Lord ❤❤
I just found your channel tonight. I am glad you are still alive brother. I want to hear Gods voice! I have been through alot of rough stuff last couple years but made a choice never to give up no matter what comes against. My faith and trust is alot more stronger I am now seeing Gods victory.
Alwyn I love listening to you because you speak with boldness and confidence...also Alwyn it's good that mentally you are alert and able to express yourself well...which I cannot do well...I love listening to you because of how you speak with boldness...❤
SHALOM ALWYN...PRAYED, PRAYS AND PRAYING FOR YOUR COMPLETE HEALING.
Amen! Powerful testimony! Glory to Jesus!
So amaze and touch by your testimony your heart same as David’s he captured Jesus heart😢He will never leave us or nor forsake us🙏🏼💯GB🤍🤍
You are such a blessing, a powerful instrument that God is using to lift us up and draw us closer to Him.. you have no idea!!! I pray God glorifies His name even more in your life by healing you. Yes, knees will bow and tongues will confess that Jesus Christ was, is and will always be Lord!! 🙌
Beautiful.
Foolish things 2 confound the wise.
Yesiree.
Alwyn we will be praying for you so God does this miracle for you someday soon. Blessings!
Here we are full with functioning body part, gaining everyday from from ur ministry, giving us hope, revealing to us the work, thoughts and functions of the holy spirit... We thank u that you listened to holy spirit against all odd and trusted Him to use you, I'm on of the people benefiting everyday from ur ministry... May gud LORD bless you aboundately
God has so much for you. Never give up....Isaiah 54:17. Psalms91 ❤
At first I was really skeptical about another prophet, but I gave you a try. And I am really glad. You have such a strong testimony and you really are so encouraging!!! God is good and I pray that you will walk again one day. Greetings from Poland.
Wow, God is amazing. I can't wait for part 3
I can’t wait for God to heal you! This is going to be so awesome!
I feel so encouraged!
Powerful amen yes God will heal you and you will testify this supernatural Miracle
Wow, so lovely hearing your testimony brother because as you have said and it is in the Word, GOD uses the weak and it manifests HIS power!
Thankyou for sharing your faith to build your brothers and sisters UP in confidence of the power of LOVE, the Great "I AM". 🐑🐑🐑
It seems like most believers who operate at a high level in the prophetic went through deep physical and emotional pain, some almost committed suicide. Amanda Grace had a strange sickness and Nathan French tried to commit suicide when he was young man. Both sought the Lord like you and now the Lord is using them to speak prophetic words tied in with healing and deliverance.
Bless 🙏 you Alwyn ❤...mines is mental... oppression and afflictions of the Satan and his angels...when it's mental it's not at all good especially when you becomes their target plus we are in endtimes but Faith is key...for without faith it is impossible to please God...Faith is key and we must believe that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him...🎉❤
Thank you for sharing your journey. It's amazing that you pray for healing for people even in your wheelchair! I have CFS.. And I'm a medical Dr and it's sometimes difficult to square the circle that I'm not healed yet but I can still pray for healing for others. Your courage is fantastic and as a young person you're reaching out to the younger generation. My husband and daughter have health issues also and that's a challenge for me. Bless you in your ministry. 😊
Thank you brother, as always! The Spirit keeps whispering what you’re saying in my heart and the Father helps me relate it to my life, whilst Christ sustains me ☺️
Praise the Lord for your life and your faith. I’ve been blessed listening to you for the past few months. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I’m believing in faith with you for complete and total healing, praise Jesus.
God is so profoundly with you! So glad you chose God over the world! God put you on my heart to pray for you daily! I will pray for your complete restoration, a miracle healing, that all cells, nerves, & ligaments come back in alignment in God’s perfect way & plan. That He keeps revealing Himself to you more & more! I feel called to preach & tell my story too…to share Jesus with the world. I’m writing a book about my journey out of darkness. I may send you a copy when it’s done…much 💖
Thank you for sharing your story with us. Some people are at their wits end and don’t know what’s going on in their life. One day they were fine and the next they weren’t. Thank you for giving us hope.
I'm glad you didn't give up. You truly are a warrior for Jesus, a light in the middle of darkness. God bless you.
Alwyn, it has been just over a year for me with a work injury. I know, exactly what you mean about being alone. Even though, the loneliness still overwhelms me at times. I would do it all over again just to gain the love, peace and trust the Lord has taught me. I really think, this is the first time in my life I have felt true peace. It was such an eye opener, when God showed me I was a lukewarm believer. His love and grace are more then i deserve. Without that alone time, I don't think I would have realized what it means to fully trust Him with every part of my life. Thank you for sharing. Glory to God!!
You’re a force in the Lord to be reckoned with Alwyn! 🔥 I’m thankful you chose and continued to choose life. I love what the Holy Spirit shared with you when you thought about the question of being angry with God, so beautiful. My life took a drastic turn 9 years ago also, not exactly the same as what happened in yours but total change from what had been and what I had known so can relate in ways to things you’ve shared. The Lord truly is faithful and kind and never leaves our side, even in the deepest darkness. Thank you for sharing your life with us…
Also, just heard this song and thought it might bless you…
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As I looked at the bones damaged in your back at 6 minutes 36 I could see the shape of an arm and a hand open held up in worship. "Through it all, through it all my eyes are on You, it is well, it is well with my soul ". "Your faith has healed you " Amen!