I’m a therapist and I find it fascinating how psychosis can bring the pain within the subconscious up front and how creative the brain can be when it’s trying to cope.
I was in psychosis 2 months from prescription Xanax withdrawal. I also had T.D. just from the withdrawal. It was awful I have PTSD from that time. I'm not religious so I didn't have any religious delusions or hallucinations. But I thought I was dead, thought some man or woman in love with me was playing puppet master and controlling everything in my life even my dreams. I thought I was being held hostage in the back of a trailer and this person was making the world look like a hospital around me but none of it was real. I thought I was just in a big matrix. Ugh freaking nightmare.
He doesn't allow the psychosis to break him... as a former meth addict, I find this impressive. But sooner or later he'll break. Don't ever expect to overcome the Devil by fighting it; we are all powerless against it. The only option is to stop using toxic drugs
This is the epitome of the channel to me. Something most people won't see, or would look away from if they ever came across. This is the underbelly of humanity.
@@branddrivenipad4772 Me too, and glad to see it. I know the videos of pretty girls with tragic stories get the most views, but I think this video is much more important.
Either that or he's very ashamed and conflicted with guilt because of dogma and a heavy meth addiction...probably was in pain and sold his body for drugs because of withdrawal and can't deal with it ...because he said he was awake and sleeping at the same time... very sad
I don’t think anyone who tries drugs ever imagines they will become this. I’m not excusing his behavior, but I’ve loved many addicts, and underneath the addiction all of them are beautiful souls who just lost control of their lives.
He was brought up in the word, and he is deeply spiritually at battle right now. He’s trying so hard to fight the evil off and get back to a place of understanding Prayers for him
*I have been subscribed to this channel LONG before it ever became popular. The best thing about it is Mark. But sometimes I think his judgements are wrong...this is one of them. This guy should NOT be posted. He is not in the proper frame of mind to consent to this video or to be put online for all eternity!!!*
@@Ali-Renee Most of them are not in their right frame of mind. This is how strong these drugs are. My sister stays at my house one night. I let her in even tho she was high off her rocker ..she insisted , crying tears she saw 3 monkeys on the mail box 🙈🙉🙊 taunting her . I had to pull her away from the window and practically lay over her all night. Just because most people can't handle seeing a person in sycosis of drugs , Marks channel has always been to show the Real the Raw.
@@Ali-ReneeI think frame of mind is subjective. This man's choices have gotten him to where he is. He's not helpless and I believe God uses all things to work together for good. Speaking from a past drug addict now recovered 3 years
Thank you! My middle aged son was chronically homeless due to paranoid schizophrenia, he was extremely psychotic and legally there was little we could do to help him. He needed to be forced into a psych ward and treated since he was incapable of seeking help. His brain had completely erased us we didn't hear from him for quite some time. I got a call last May that he was found on a parking garage floor with no heartbeat he had accidentally overdosed on Fentanyl. They resuscitated him but had been down for too long, he was on life support for 11 days since he was an organ donor. We need to revamp our mental healthcare system!
@@justmyopinion2 The "mental health care system" needs to be abolished. It does more harm than good. It forces people into lockup, job loss, and homelessness, and destroys health. You shouldn't beleive that multi-billon dollar per year system of fraud and abuse will ever solve anything.
My thoughts exactly. Theres more going on then sheer insanity and imagination. Pretty sure drugs break down barriers so people can see what always around but can't normally see
I had one of the most cringe interviews on his channel. I was crucified in the comments. If I made Mark cringe, he never in the slightest showed that and has always shown me nothing but love and respect. Mark is a true saint.
@@herpaderp-bp4pe Mark has mastered the highest form of love, called agape love, I've seen this mind blowing, very powerful love in true action, a mother in court that loved and forgave a gang member that murdered her son. in my own life as well. it allowed me to truly forgive and reconnect with my abusers, my father and his brother. both were so abusive in their unspeakable actions while we were growing up, it drove my cousin to murder his family and commit suicide. I broke away from the family when I was 19, moving across the country. sadly Troy didn't and the abuse continued even in his adult life, until his death at 34. I didn't speak to them until I was 45 and never was going to again. I didn't speak to them in a loving way until 45. Troy's actions completely re triggerd everything in me. I was not allowed at the funeral. My uncle and father were convinced I was going to kill them both after troy's funeral, and both lived in complete fear of me for years. I without a shadow of a doubt would have if I wasn't saved at 19 and never knew God. I almost did anyway, even knowing God. I never could have truly forgave them both without agape love. Sadly my uncle still is too scared to face me because he knows how powerfully I live in the truth and this will cause him to face things in his own life that he still hasn't faced to this day and probably never will. He has turned into a complete hermit, not facing anyone, because the fake image and all his lies he built around his life to advance his career in the military was shattered when his son committed such a horrific, cowardly act. Agape love, hands down, the only love, that truly heals broken, unloved, hopeless, horrific people and repairs some of the most horrific circumstances.
I have been in the restaurant business my whole life. Mostly in family run diners. I was always friendly to everyone. I've waited on Junkies, hookers, senior citizens, the mentally ill and the disabled and one serial killer, but thats a whole different story. If I could get a smile from the angry old man(RIP Freddy) I felt like I accomplished something. If the prostitute whose pimp boyfriend wouldn't let her leave a dime Tip ran in and slipped me a $20,(RIP Patty),I knew I was doing something right. Sometimes, with the mentally ill, I knew I was probably the only person who smiled at them. Talked to them like a person. Listened to them, and didn't laugh when they shared their delusions. I feel blessed to have met so many different kinds of people. Be kind. It's worth it.
@@deborah5438 this is agape love you have! the highest form of love! The way God loves! It is the kind of love that I have seen move through a mother in court that truly forgave a gang member that murdered her own son, and this love changed the gang member for the better and now he works with people in prison and helps them turn their life around for the better after they are released. It is the kind of love that truly taught me to forgive and love my abusers, my father and his brother, that were so abusive it drove my cousin to murder his family and commit suicide. This love kept me from killing my abusers after Troy's funeral. I 100% would have not knowing God and learning agape love and never could have had forgiveness and compassion for such monsters without it..
Sadly, many televangelists really DO talk as much nonesense as this poor, lost man. They're FALSE PROFESSORS who serve Satan rather than the true God of the King James Bible. Kenneth Copland tops the list of these evil, money-grubbing deceivers.
Oh good grief! You’re pitiful! Do you make fun of Muslims and Buddhists like this!? This man is mentally ill and rambling, and you’re so shallow that you use his illness to take a cheap shot at Christians! May God reveal himself to you in an undeniable way that makes you wonder if you’re crazy! In the Mighty Name of Jesus!
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet Definitely some spiritual warfare going on here-! So super sad, praying for his Deliverance, in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth-!! ✝️🕊🙏
I just watched the other 3 interviews i could find of brian. It is absolutely heart wrenching what has happened in 1 years time. He has a good heart and soul.
The trip into hell is always a short one, may god have mercy on the ones trying to climb back outta hell while still alive and kicking. I’ve seen the gates of hell and even before crossing into that pit of misery it’s just as hard to find your way back as if you walked thru those gates. The sign says abandon all faith ye who enter these gates. Hell is a very real place and you can get there while still being alive and in possession of your mortal soul (sanity and peace of mind)
dude’s name is Bryan and whether Bryan’s running on jib or sober the guy needs help. the voice in is mind is real, just as real as conversations we have with each other daily. the conversation and comments regarding Bryan and the thousands of folks in similar trouble like him need to shift from “look at what drugs do” to this fellow human isn’t well and in trouble and I need to help or at least let someone know that is able to help… wake up North Americans this is a reality not just entertainment
Very well said. I presume most viewers watch these videos and don't do anything in their community to help people who are homeless or mentally ill or addicted or all of this altogether.
Not everybody is “The next Rebecca”, yall. Too many of you are on a high after Mark cutting Rebecca off and want him to cut everyone off. I saw so many of these same comments on the Whittaker’s recent video. Not everyone is automatically undeserving or a lost cause now. Mark is capable of discerning who he ought to help and how.
Nobody wants Mark to stop helping people. It was only about the Whittaker's and Rebecca because they were using him for money. Mind you..people still care about the Whittakers and Rebecca but sometimes its best to draw the line and go your separate ways.
I am afraid you are wrong.. BECAUSE.. the inmate nature of presenting someone like this .. within this format.. is EXPLOITATIVE.. for interacting with someone like this to do any good .. it should be happening.. IN FRONT OF A CAMERA.. FOR PUBLIC CONSUMPTION.. the very nature of such an action.. DISTORTS the interaction between these two people...
@roccocupido8052 Could you please explain in another way what you mean because what you wrote was impossible for me to understand. Are you against Mark doing these interviews? Or du you support him? Thexway I read your comment, you're saying both.
Thank you, Mark, for allowing him to have the space to be heard and listened to. Thank you for treating him with such empathy and kindness. This left me with a heavy heart. My prayers will be with you both.
@@brianplatz4081 Statement was...Bryan vented to God his way uninterupted, God heard him and w/ Mark unhooking him was the most gently way to say it was time for both Bryan and God to relax now.
Some people suffering from severe mental illness, particularly schizophrenia, hear “voices,” known as auditory hallucinations. This symptom, which afflicts more than 80% of patients, is among the most prevalent and distressing symptom of schizophrenia.
Hearing voices is terrible, whether it's drug induced or not because it feels so real. Often more real than ordinary reality. I went into psychosis an 2009, and it took a lot of time and a lot of pain to realize that those things are not God. Those voices made me do so many things that I didn't want to, and "not listening" is a constant struggle.
One of my best friends growing up came into his psychosis similarly at the end of his teens. It was so shocking. He’d see monsters and cartoon Jesus and the way he’d explain his thoughts would truly disturb - and I’m a horror kinda guy but my goodness. It’s no joke.
It makes me wonder if everyone who ever claimed to hear God, in the Bible and otherwise, was just schizophrenic before people knew what it was, or potentially another psychological illness.
Oh Mark. This one hurts so much. Bryan needs help, but I don't think it's possible for him at this point. I've been down this road many times, and it's taken almost death and losing so many people to make me change. 25 years sober now, and so fucking proud of myself. Anyone can do it, there's a choice. I was sucked into addiction and abuse from childhood, and it took me so long to say enough is enough, I'm ready now to give up this ghost which haunts me. Thank you so much Mark for showing the realities of abuse and addiction. ❤
Even in psychosis people know there’s a spiritual side- it’s the soul crying out- we are more than flesh and blood. This is his drug messed up mind in conflict with his soul. :(
I think he did get raped, he seems traumatized. That's not just drugs. But that's also what happens when you surround yourself w sketchy drugs addicts and get high out of your mind around them.
Exactly. Yes, there is a lot of rambling going on, but just listen to the words and you'll hear him telling real things that he has been through. And it just breaks my heart. He was someone's little boy. I sincerely wish nothing but the best for this lost person. He needs someone who can save him, because he's too far gone to be able to save himself.
@@Khadijah_timeI think it may come from an association people make with the phrase "mental health", rather than making a mistake, no? Like, the only context in which the phrase "mental health" is used is actually when speaking of mental illness and culturally, they became synonamous. Maybe I just haven't had enough coffee yet but I think that's kind of interesting.
god bless Bryan - please lead him to peace.. Thank you Mark for continuing to share the life of our neighbors - hopefully your channel will continue to bring awareness to our needs as a society and we can start to change the help we extend to those that cannot choose for themselves.
Yes I love your comment. This man is pouring his soul out. We may not see it or understand it but he does and he is so hurt and torn. Yes it’s metal illness yes it’s addiction but this man is a human being. Who is clearly torn up. I’ll pray for him and his emotional healing.
Mark….I’ve been watching this channel for a few months now. You have helped me want to live with more grace and compassion, in every situation. Thank you
Yes…Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places
@beanblossombaby Bullshittus 6:9 For the pookie pipe is the body, and the smoke is the spirit. And he sayeth suck harder and take all of him in your mouth
Bryan has had one of the biggest downward spirals out of all the soft white underbelly guests, he looked so healthy and sounded so articulate on his first appearance compared to here, only a year later, incoherent and physically disheveled. He deserves a better life.
He was raped. He is still trying to make sense of that. If I was religious I would pray for him, but as is I will just say you definitely are not alone, brother.
I am in recovery for alcohol dependecy and have nothing but sympathy for Bryan. Meth isn't something I dabble with ever, but the first time I did I almost went into cardiac arrest because I took so much of it. I was hallucinating bad on it. The people on the screen on my phone were moving and talking to me. It was horrible. I had a panick attack and ended up in the ER hooked to an IV machine to hydrate myself cause my blood pressure was through the roof. It took once for me to know not to mess with it. Not that alcohol is any better, I've been in an alcohol induced psychosis as well and the withdrawal is what almost killed me. Prayers for Bryan.
Is no one else struck by his description of being raped? And the only way he can process it right now is through the lens of monogamy. I watched this last night and thought about him all day. Its so sad those men did that to him. What a gross world
Yeah I was thinking the same thing reading through the top comments like how is no one talking about how he was raped it’s just sad to see even people on this page who care so much over looking male sexual abuse but also the more of the video I watched the more I questioned if the men were real or just hallucinations either way it so sad to see so many people so lost with very little real help
My heart breaks for Bryan, he seems like a gentle soul with genuinely good intentions, but fallen so far since his last videos. Thank you Mark, for treating him with the kindness, patience and respect he deserves.
So sad to watch... addiction is so evil.. I hope he gets some help... I also worry about Mark being alone with someone who obviously needs professional help 😢
It's a very bad feeling, as someone who works in the field...to sit back and see a decline like this happen before our eyes. I would give anything to be able to work alongside Mark and help these people rebuild their lives... Mark, don't ever stop what you are doing. Awareness is key. Always know you are planting seeds daily and leaving an everlasting impact on these people's lives. It's sad to see people trying to ruin you. I'm sure you have it figured out now. Someone will always have something negative to say. You are a blessing to these people.
Ohhh, I just want to give Brian a huge hug. He wants so desperately to be and to be seen as a "good" man, and he's so confused and scared. He'a obviousky experiencing multiple personality disorder experiences, wherein he blacks out when an alternate personality takes the lead. I don't know from experience, but I've read that especially in traumatic situations the personalities are often unaware of the others. He also seems to be arguing with an alternate, who us speaking to him inside is head, as though it is outside his body. I love how Mark let Brian speak without interrupting, and how gentle he was in removing his microphone at the end. Brian really is a beautiful soul, I hope he may trust someone to let them help with the voices, and that he can find peace of mind, it's hard to see such a gentle soul hurting inside, just yearning for answers. ♡
Nope, the drug epidemic is so insane now. users are all so mentally ill. It seems like damn near all of them. Mark @soft white underbelly can you plz do an interview on the chemical structure of M.A (Magic crystals) being totally different. It's apparently a different compound that they're making in Mexico that makes people act mentally ill the very first time they do it. I have heard this alot, I would like to get more info on it.
As a mother, this thought is always on loop for me while watching these videos. Somebody’s baby. A person who was so innocent and believed everything was good. It’s my worst nightmare for my child.
@@TiaMiaa My worst nightmare as well! I have to boys just entering their teens and I am always very blunt with them about the devastation drugs have on lives. If a drug dealer ever approaches my kids glamorizing a drug I won't them to be fully aware of the reality of drug use instead of the trick the streets play.
God? Really? Maybe " this guy" is Jesus? Maybe God sent "this guy" to teach you compassion. Or.. as I choose to believe there is no God and this guy is mentally ill, and his drug addiction, mental health illness, and religious beliefs mess him up daily.
Spiritual Warfare is real . Ephesians 6:12 (KJV) For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
I know you mean well in your own way, but when you react like this you're feeding the delusions and the mental illness itself. You are actually making people worse, not better.
Shiit, it’s scary to watch someone have a full blown conversation with himself, idk how these ppl are even capable of buying drugs in this state of mind or how a drug dealer can even sell it especially seeing ppl like this
Well I've experienced it personally myself. I've had someone I used to know and spent almost a week with them I think it was almost 3 or 4 days. I was not sure what was going on. They were talking to people that weren't there. It's something to witness I will be honest, nothing like it in the world to see someone who thinks that they're talking to someone who is not there. At least to us. The people they are talking to are very real to them. That's something that we kind of have to understand even though it's very confusing. Best thing to do if you ever encounter that personally, is just let them do their thing. You don't have to control and understand it. And it's not always our place to control and understand it If it's drug-induced and they're hurting people, obviously yeah take control of the situation obviously. But if it's just someone who is non-aggressive and they are in some sort of psychosis, leave them alone. You interfering is not going to make it go away
He needs to be in a mental Hospital as soon as possible. Psychosis is so dangerous and he needs meds! I don't understand that some People find that funny....this man is honestly suffering! He really believes everything he is saying and it is a reality that He FEELS! I feel so sorry for him and hope He gets help!
But if he went to the mental hospital he wouldn’t get the drugs.. Most mental hospitals won’t take ppl without health insurance. I doubt he has insurance.
My bestfriend was schizophrenic, this reminds me of an episode she had before she took her life. Its heart breaking. This is real to them and its genuinely heartbreaking watching how distressed someone is, especially when you cant do anything to help them. I truly hope this guy gets help, so bad.
It’s not God, Bryan. The Devil comes to kill, steal and destroy. ❤️🩹 God is all mighty and can turn your situation around but you must want it. Many Prayers.
Light overcomes darkness. There is alot of darkness in him. Yet as a Christian, he knows quite a bit. I pray light will overrule the darkness in him. In Jesus name 🙏
THIS 🙌🏾 Let it be so. Your will be done.We touch and agree 🙌🏾Jesus Holy name. MATTHEW 18:10 "For where two or three are gathered in my name, I am there among them." He knows this man's heart. Bryan knows his stuff and I have NO DOUBT he ❤s the Lord.🕊️🫒 And wants to be good. He'll need an unwavering support team, strength and the will to turn things around for himself. But overall, there's a root to why he began self medicating and it's critical to address this with intense therapy.Psychotic breaks normallly happen at some point after a traumatic event...they forever change you and internalized conflict is likely. This causes the start of indulgence, to numb the pain. 😢 I truly believe drugs open doors to many spiritual attacks AND also awakenings. All of this is spoken from anecdotal experience: My partner experienced drug induced psychosis, auditory hallucinations (voices, paranoia) and I have a sense theres schizophrenia that has yet to be diagnosed. This thing turned our entire lives upside down. There are little weird moments you can't place and by time you get a better sense, things are progressively worse. Some real evil was unleashed. Stuff nobody would believe. I gotta write a book, y'all. I'm still recovering from the hell it's unleashed.I couldn't work, keep a lid on things,protect him from his own consequences (and myself from him at times} and keep a level head. Did it for a year until it just fell apart and I was drained in every aspect. Everything was lost and I nearly lost myself y'all. Smh I'm STILL haunted by the past.. it's been hell ever since. But I've reactivated my faith, reopened the communication line with God and just do my best to rebuild and recover. Gotta keep moving.
Heavenly Father, turn your eyes toward Bryan and heal him with your everlasting love. Shield him from the fires of hell and bring him to righteousness. ❤
All your videos make me cry!!! This one hurt, he reminds me of my mum when she was alive. I just want to hug him and say it'll be okay but it wont be. He needs help asap.
A lot of people who struggle with severe mental health end self-medicating. Asking for help is hard enough as a sound minded person. I pray for a time when we figure out how to help those who are struggling on a larger scale.
Man, the thought that kept coming to mind while listening to him was, I’m SO thankful that my mind isn’t stuck in this kind of…I’m not even sure what to actually call it. Whether it’s caused by drugs, mental illness or a combination of both I imagine it’s a terrible way to live every day. I hope he gets better either way!
I have a big place in my heart for the mentally ill. My mother was paranoid schizophrenia. It's so heartbreaking to see others suffer, and no one understands it. They just judge and think the worst. When my mom went off her medication that really helped her be "normal" she got like this too very religious and would say that God was telling her to do things like run in the middle of a busy highway. She was a wonderful woman and I wish she wasn't stolen from me.
I should also note that my mom didn't do hard drugs like meth or anything. She would smoke weed sometimes which would make the symptoms worse at times.
I can bet my life savings this man is stuck on a loop. Manic episode lasting months on end, depressive crashing for the next month, clarity comes, then it starts all over again. Imagine being trapped inside your own head screaming to the world what’s wrong and no one being able to hear your screams of help because the screaming is still all in your head.
There's a gentleman who hears voices that's has a dog that greets ppl who are actually there. So if he sees someone and the dog doesn't greet them he knows they are a hallucination
The way he talked about death made the most sense. This man has only known trauma, religiously, sexually, physically. It also sounds like someone hurt his puppy:( this dude is in pain. Thank you for being so patient and kind, Mark. You're an angel
Bryan, I just watched the first minute of this and I just wanted to let you know that God would never do this to you. I am praying for you and I’m sorry to hear about your experience. Meth will pollute your perception and mind and I’m so sorry you are struggling. I am praying for your deliverance ❤
I have a friend that goes through the same thing. She doesn’t do drugs or alcohol. She is a devout Christian. She has dreams about demons raping her. It’s heart wrenching to listen to. She refuses to talk medication.
Hey Mark I give you allot of credit interviewing so many different kind of people. This is what the world needs to see instead of turning there heads and make believe it doesn't exist. I stumbled upon your videos by accident and can't stop watching them. You help allot of people from what I can see but there's probably a whole lot more behind the scenes that we don't see. Just wanted to shout out and say I think your doing a great job and keep it up. There has to be some sort of recognition you should receive from documentary series to produce a movie or something. Unbelievable the stuff you go thru to interview people. ❤️
I didn’t remember Bryan so I just went back and watched some of each previous videos…the decline is so sad and shocking. He’s so vulnerable right now…he needs psychiatric help. I hope he’ll be ok.
Least Bryan is CALM when talking and not screaming his head off All angry and out of control ❤❤Keep praying and talking to God like this Bryan he is watching over you, Loving you and giving you peace with holy spirit/ grace in your heart and mind xx
This is the up there in my top 3 of hardest interviews ive watched. Ive cried since the moment he started talking, this one is a hard watch. I commend you for you ability to show this raw underbelly of humanity...not many people can the way you have. And to be there right infront of him, as hes speaking all this.. the feeling in the room must have been so intense...
Oh I’m so sad to see Bryan like this 😢 the deterioration since his first interview is crazy. He was such a lovely soul in his first interview! I really really hope he can come back from this
I’ve had a handful of near death experiences and the god of my understanding is not like the entity this person is speaking to. There would just be an unspeakable deep peace and understanding, there wouldn’t be a need to argue.
It’s demonic…demons are talking to him right now. God is love and would never request horrible things of him. And I’m sure he heard God and Satan fighting for him. God loves him❤
Seeing this is so sad, i’m almost 2 years sober from meth. But to see this really makes me think of where I would be at if i continued with it. I was only on it for 4 months and the last month it got to the point where I was seeing and hearing things. Things that I would never want anyone to ever experience. The drug controls you, you don’t control the drugs. I am beyond grateful my parents cared about me and didn’t give up on me. My older brother was addicted for a long time and he’s finally sober, but the way he talks and acts is very different from when he was a teenager. I miss him. I miss the old me. It’s very sad.
8 minutes and 48 seconds into this video, Bryan said the smartest thing anyone can say. "It's not God. It's the devil talking to me." You're so close, Bryan. You're almost there. The key is to stop thinking you're Jesus and become what you really are, a follower of Jesus. Repenting/praying and giving up the meth will bring you home. I love you, Bryan. I know you can do it. I believe in you. One more thing. God wants the third person in the relationship to be his son. That's the message.
@Toonces666 Jesus taught the kingdom of heaven is for those who humble themselves. Those who are teachable, patient, and long suffering are promised to inherent the earth. Jesus said, "Be ye therefore merciful, as your father is also merciful." Those who show mercy will receive, and brother, this couldn't be more true in my life. The moment I started learning for christ, and not this world, I became the happiest, strongest, kindest, most loving version of myself. I ask only one thing for you, my brother, who I love. Would you consider making Jesus your lord and savior? If you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is lord," and believe in your heart, God raised him from the dead, and you will be saved. For it is with your heart you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved. Your father in heaven wouldn't have brought you to me if he didn't want you to be led to him. I'm saying Toonces666 God wants your heart, and so does heaven. You deserve it by grace. I love you.
I had an employee once that I absolutely fell in love with, I eventually found out he was a schizophrenia meth addict. We all thought he was just energetic lol. I tried Soo hard to love him and be there for him, but he was soo out there with his delusions and whatnot that he began to make Me feel crazy. I eventually had to walk away from him when he began talking about people sneaking dog feces into his food. I just pray for him from a distance and ill never forget him
This man is the kindest Christian I have ever seen. - A fellow Christian. What if he’s schizophrenic, what if he’s actually spreading the true word of god?
This breaks my heart- reminds me so much of my husband. Textbook psychosis....the further down the road of addiction he travels,the harder it will be to find his way back home. 😔
Are you still live next-door to a guy who spoke just like this. To himself. It was racing to me as a single woman. I know it is an illness, but as long as the trucks are there and being used, it is a volatile situation. I pray he can get the intervention he needs.
@curtismorris8243 You obviously haven't heard Mark speak about why he does these videos. He has his own money and doesn't need to do any of this. He is trying to teach people how lost souls are created and to wake the f*ck up. He also shares success stories, positive stories, as well as interviewing people who have survived the odds. He also helps and tries to help as many as he can when the video camera isn't rolling. This is Sociology, Psychology, Criminology, Medicine, Human Kindness 101 (& hundreds more topics) in real life. Instead of writing a book on his research, he is video documenting it. I admit, some of his interviewees can be very hard to watch and sometimes disgusting, but Mark is an angel with good intentions. He's has a good soul and he deserves an Honorary Doctorate for his work. May be you don't need to or care know more, so don't watch his videos. Move on.
@@chrissyamerman3706 doesnt this feel even a little dirty to u? This is fucked up and not what this guy needs, mark couldve bought him back after he sought treatment as Bryan isn't in a position where he can properly consent to be filmed as hes experiencing psychosis :/ Mark used to bring awareness but its not about that anymore. But its amazing the shit you people will tell yourself to feel better about yourself.
I’m a therapist and I find it fascinating how psychosis can bring the pain within the subconscious up front and how creative the brain can be when it’s trying to cope.
I was in psychosis 2 months from prescription Xanax withdrawal. I also had T.D. just from the withdrawal. It was awful I have PTSD from that time. I'm not religious so I didn't have any religious delusions or hallucinations. But I thought I was dead, thought some man or woman in love with me was playing puppet master and controlling everything in my life even my dreams. I thought I was being held hostage in the back of a trailer and this person was making the world look like a hospital around me but none of it was real. I thought I was just in a big matrix. Ugh freaking nightmare.
He doesn't allow the psychosis to break him... as a former meth addict, I find this impressive. But sooner or later he'll break. Don't ever expect to overcome the Devil by fighting it; we are all powerless against it. The only option is to stop using toxic drugs
We all need to remember that what he is seeing and hearing is very real to him, no matter how fake it might be to us.
Pure torture living in his brain.
@@lilydawn365 Yea i cant even begin to imagine the pain that he has to deal with. I feel so bad for people like this.
This is the epitome of the channel to me. Something most people won't see, or would look away from if they ever came across. This is the underbelly of humanity.
Yes! The Soft White Underbelly as a matter of fact....
With all due respect I especially found this one both fascinating and humbling.
Exactly 💯
@@branddrivenipad4772 Me too, and glad to see it. I know the videos of pretty girls with tragic stories get the most views, but I think this video is much more important.
Absolutely
He's telling the truth. He was assaulted, and he's letting us know how traumatic it was for him.
I believe that as well. He’s very scared and uneasy, it just breaks my heart to see this
Either that or he's very ashamed and conflicted with guilt because of dogma and a heavy meth addiction...probably was in pain and sold his body for drugs because of withdrawal and can't deal with it ...because he said he was awake and sleeping at the same time... very sad
that happens.It doesn't mean they have to become this.
I don’t think anyone who tries drugs ever imagines they will become this. I’m not excusing his behavior, but I’ve loved many addicts, and underneath the addiction all of them are beautiful souls who just lost control of their lives.
This is sickness…
He was brought up in the word, and he is deeply spiritually at battle right now. He’s trying so hard to fight the evil off and get back to a place of understanding
Prayers for him
Yes prayers for him. Agree with me to remember him.
I agree.
There's no evil on him, just a mentally unstable person.
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When he realizes there is no fight, he will be much better off.
Who he's fighting is himself.
Mark gently silently taking off the mic. So respectful, without judgement. Mark you are one of a kind.
Yea, that spoke volumes without words.
*I have been subscribed to this channel LONG before it ever became popular. The best thing about it is Mark. But sometimes I think his judgements are wrong...this is one of them. This guy should NOT be posted. He is not in the proper frame of mind to consent to this video or to be put online for all eternity!!!*
I feel that to film this person in this state is not respectful but exploitative.
@@Ali-Renee Most of them are not in their right frame of mind. This is how strong these drugs are. My sister stays at my house one night. I let her in even tho she was high off her rocker ..she insisted , crying tears she saw 3 monkeys on the mail box 🙈🙉🙊 taunting her .
I had to pull her away from the window and practically lay over her all night.
Just because most people can't handle seeing a person in sycosis of drugs , Marks channel has always been to show the Real the Raw.
@@Ali-ReneeI think frame of mind is subjective. This man's choices have gotten him to where he is. He's not helpless and I believe God uses all things to work together for good. Speaking from a past drug addict now recovered 3 years
He is a human being and he is somebody’s son , I hope he can find a way out
Thank you for the non trolling bullshit most people comment on people such as Brian. ❤
Yes, and thank you...💙🌎
Same here.....Well said ❤
Thank you! My middle aged son was chronically homeless due to paranoid schizophrenia, he was extremely psychotic and legally there was little we could do to help him. He needed to be forced into a psych ward and treated since he was incapable of seeking help. His brain had completely erased us we didn't hear from him for quite some time. I got a call last May that he was found on a parking garage floor with no heartbeat he had accidentally overdosed on Fentanyl. They resuscitated him but had been down for too long, he was on life support for 11 days since he was an organ donor. We need to revamp our mental healthcare system!
@@justmyopinion2 The "mental health care system" needs to be abolished. It does more harm than good. It forces people into lockup, job loss, and homelessness, and destroys health. You shouldn't beleive that multi-billon dollar per year system of fraud and abuse will ever solve anything.
“The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight.” - Joseph Campbell
"I'm too drunk to taste this chicken" - Col. Sanders
My thoughts exactly. Theres more going on then sheer insanity and imagination. Pretty sure drugs break down barriers so people can see what always around but can't normally see
@@TeamAwesomeDad😂
@@laceycrook99
Thank you
"A psychotic is a guy who just found out what's going on."
William Burroughs
Mark treats every single person with respect. A lot of these people haven't been treated that way in years.
I had one of the most cringe interviews on his channel. I was crucified in the comments. If I made Mark cringe, he never in the slightest showed that and has always shown me nothing but love and respect. Mark is a true saint.
He has so much patience and respect. For everyone and anyone he talks to. I truly love him.
@@herpaderp-bp4pe Mark has mastered the highest form of love, called agape love, I've seen this mind blowing, very powerful love in true action, a mother in court that loved and forgave a gang member that murdered her son. in my own life as well. it allowed me to truly forgive and reconnect with my abusers, my father and his brother. both were so abusive in their unspeakable actions while we were growing up, it drove my cousin to murder his family and commit suicide. I broke away from the family when I was 19, moving across the country. sadly Troy didn't and the abuse continued even in his adult life, until his death at 34. I didn't speak to them until I was 45 and never was going to again. I didn't speak to them in a loving way until 45. Troy's actions completely re triggerd everything in me. I was not allowed at the funeral. My uncle and father were convinced I was going to kill them both after troy's funeral, and both lived in complete fear of me for years. I without a shadow of a doubt would have if I wasn't saved at 19 and never knew God. I almost did anyway, even knowing God. I never could have truly forgave them both without agape love. Sadly my uncle still is too scared to face me because he knows how powerfully I live in the truth and this will cause him to face things in his own life that he still hasn't faced to this day and probably never will. He has turned into a complete hermit, not facing anyone, because the fake image and all his lies he built around his life to advance his career in the military was shattered when his son committed such a horrific, cowardly act. Agape love, hands down, the only love, that truly heals broken, unloved, hopeless, horrific people and repairs some of the most horrific circumstances.
I have been in the restaurant business my whole life. Mostly in family run diners. I was always friendly to everyone. I've waited on Junkies, hookers, senior citizens, the mentally ill and the disabled and one serial killer, but thats a whole different story. If I could get a smile from the angry old man(RIP Freddy) I felt like I accomplished something. If the prostitute whose pimp boyfriend wouldn't let her leave a dime Tip ran in and slipped me a $20,(RIP Patty),I knew I was doing something right. Sometimes, with the mentally ill, I knew I was probably the only person who smiled at them. Talked to them like a person. Listened to them, and didn't laugh when they shared their delusions. I feel blessed to have met so many different kinds of people. Be kind. It's worth it.
@@deborah5438 this is agape love you have! the highest form of love! The way God loves! It is the kind of love that I have seen move through a mother in court that truly forgave a gang member that murdered her own son, and this love changed the gang member for the better and now he works with people in prison and helps them turn their life around for the better after they are released. It is the kind of love that truly taught me to forgive and love my abusers, my father and his brother, that were so abusive it drove my cousin to murder his family and commit suicide. This love kept me from killing my abusers after Troy's funeral. I 100% would have not knowing God and learning agape love and never could have had forgiveness and compassion for such monsters without it..
Mark, thank you for letting him talk away without interrupting. 🙏🏽❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️
I was concerned cause Mark usually doesn't allow religious talk. Thank God he didn't interrupt him.
Someone on drugs talks like this and people call him a “meth head”.
Someone sober talks like this and people call them “televangelist”.
uhhhhhhhh this is a good one
Sadly, many televangelists really DO talk as much nonesense as this poor, lost man. They're FALSE PROFESSORS who serve Satan rather than the true God of the King James Bible. Kenneth Copland tops the list of these evil, money-grubbing deceivers.
Amen
Wow…now that’s something to think about. 🤯
Oh good grief! You’re pitiful! Do you make fun of Muslims and Buddhists like this!? This man is mentally ill and rambling, and you’re so shallow that you use his illness to take a cheap shot at Christians! May God reveal himself to you in an undeniable way that makes you wonder if you’re crazy! In the Mighty Name of Jesus!
This is what psychosis looks like
The sad part is that the further down the road he goes, the less chance of coming back from it.
Pathetic
That’s not psychosis, that’s demonic possession.
No, that's 100% Methamphetamine induced psychosis.
@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet
Definitely some spiritual warfare going on here-! So super sad, praying for his Deliverance, in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth-!!
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Meth eats holes in the brain around knowledge and memory frontal lobe. It's eating mice s brain. One day too little too late.
Be careful Mark- meth heads can be dangerous and unpredictable, just as much as they can be harmless and predictable.
Mark has been there with way more dangerous people, he knows
@@thematriarchy2075you're right, i know, it's just something i felt from this interview. Bryan has changed a lot.
Understood. I also think that there might be someone there with Mark, besides a god and Bryan. Bryan is not really a danger, i think@@TheOtherMwalimu
What a great philosophy! Beware Mark, people can be dangerous and unpredictable, just as much they can be harmless and predictable.
@@TheOtherMwalimuwild to see him from a year ago, then 4 months ago, to now.
I just watched the other 3 interviews i could find of brian. It is absolutely heart wrenching what has happened in 1 years time.
He has a good heart and soul.
The trip into hell is always a short one, may god have mercy on the ones trying to climb back outta hell while still alive and kicking. I’ve seen the gates of hell and even before crossing into that pit of misery it’s just as hard to find your way back as if you walked thru those gates. The sign says abandon all faith ye who enter these gates. Hell is a very real place and you can get there while still being alive and in possession of your mortal soul (sanity and peace of mind)
@@_GoGo_shit, that's deep !
For sure. He seems like a kind soul and he is absolutely tormented at present. 💔
Bryan’s interview always stuck with me and often look for updates! I really hope he can come back from this. His deterioration in a year is so sad!
wow @@_GoGo_
dude’s name is Bryan and whether Bryan’s running on jib or sober the guy needs help. the voice in is mind is real, just as real as conversations we have with each other daily. the conversation and comments regarding Bryan and the thousands of folks in similar trouble like him need to shift from “look at what drugs do” to this fellow human isn’t well and in trouble and I need to help or at least let someone know that is able to help… wake up North Americans this is a reality not just entertainment
I agree with you all the way. Thanks for the comment
Very well said. I presume most viewers watch these videos and don't do anything in their community to help people who are homeless or mentally ill or addicted or all of this altogether.
Couldn't have said it any better,He's a product of the product.they need to get that dope off the streets
We know. It's schizophrenia. They often refuse to stay on their meds. Homeless or NOT. DON'T just blame "America".
Oh I think we collectively on mark's channel understand what is going on.
Not everybody is “The next Rebecca”, yall. Too many of you are on a high after Mark cutting Rebecca off and want him to cut everyone off. I saw so many of these same comments on the Whittaker’s recent video. Not everyone is automatically undeserving or a lost cause now. Mark is capable of discerning who he ought to help and how.
Nobody wants Mark to stop helping people. It was only about the Whittaker's and Rebecca because they were using him for money. Mind you..people still care about the Whittakers and Rebecca but sometimes its best to draw the line and go your separate ways.
I am afraid you are wrong..
BECAUSE..
the inmate nature of presenting someone like this ..
within this format..
is EXPLOITATIVE..
for interacting with someone like this to do any good ..
it should be happening..
IN FRONT OF A CAMERA..
FOR PUBLIC CONSUMPTION..
the very nature of such an action..
DISTORTS the interaction between these two people...
@roccocupido8052
Could you please explain in another way what you mean because what you wrote was impossible for me to understand.
Are you against Mark doing these interviews?
Or du you support him?
Thexway I read your comment, you're saying both.
Rebecca got cut off?
NOT YET, last video COULD have been her LAST seeing as shes burned every bridge Mark has built.@floyp_hashira
Im glad you do these updates its gets to show us in real time how long it takes for drugs to ruin you mentally smh 😪
It’s morbidly fascinating to see the decline.
Thank you, Mark, for allowing him to have the space to be heard and listened to. Thank you for treating him with such empathy and kindness. This left me with a heavy heart. My prayers will be with you both.
This one made me cry. Thanks Mark for showing us that people are suffering like this. Folks need to know. I appreciate your work
This is truly one of the saddest cases. His first interview, he seems so sweet, fragile and vulnerable
I think so too.
He's had two interviews. He just keeps getting worse. So sad to see. Hope he gets help.💔❤️🩹❤️
I still see him that way. Clearly he way further gone, but he does ask seem sweet and fragile to me. Poor guy. I truly feel so bad for him 😢😢😢
Wow holy crap how can you be so naive?
Mark unhooking the microphone without saying a word is the most powerful statement I have seen on this channel. 😮
Agreed
What is the statement?
@@brianplatz4081 Statement was...Bryan vented to God his way uninterupted, God heard him and w/ Mark unhooking him was the most gently way to say it was time for both Bryan and God to relax now.
@@brianplatz4081 You're too shallow and thick to ever understand.
@@LarsonFamilyFarm-LLC I think the video was just over..
Some people suffering from severe mental illness, particularly schizophrenia, hear “voices,” known as auditory hallucinations. This symptom, which afflicts more than 80% of patients, is among the most prevalent and distressing symptom of schizophrenia.
Drugs do that.
Or thinking a man can be a woman
It’s the drugs and lack of sleep.
He's strung out.
Everyone knows that
Hearing voices is terrible, whether it's drug induced or not because it feels so real. Often more real than ordinary reality.
I went into psychosis an 2009, and it took a lot of time and a lot of pain to realize that those things are not God.
Those voices made me do so many things that I didn't want to, and "not listening" is a constant struggle.
One of my best friends growing up came into his psychosis similarly at the end of his teens. It was so shocking. He’d see monsters and cartoon Jesus and the way he’d explain his thoughts would truly disturb - and I’m a horror kinda guy but my goodness. It’s no joke.
@@3ZN357 I'm sorry to hear that. I've never been on the outside looking in, but having to watch your friend like that must be rough.
It makes me wonder if everyone who ever claimed to hear God, in the Bible and otherwise, was just schizophrenic before people knew what it was, or potentially another psychological illness.
@@dmonvisigoth1651I hear you. Personally I believe in God but your thought is understandable.
@@dmonvisigoth1651that would certainly explain a lot about the behaviors of a faith based society.
Oh Mark. This one hurts so much. Bryan needs help, but I don't think it's possible for him at this point.
I've been down this road many times, and it's taken almost death and losing so many people to make me change.
25 years sober now, and so fucking proud of myself.
Anyone can do it, there's a choice. I was sucked into addiction and abuse from childhood, and it took me so long to say enough is enough, I'm ready now to give up this ghost which haunts me.
Thank you so much Mark for showing the realities of abuse and addiction.
❤
Even in psychosis people know there’s a spiritual side- it’s the soul crying out- we are more than flesh and blood. This is his drug messed up mind in conflict with his soul. :(
terrible rape tale amongst the psychosis
Yes
I think he did get raped, he seems traumatized. That's not just drugs. But that's also what happens when you surround yourself w sketchy drugs addicts and get high out of your mind around them.
That poor dog!
Exactly. Yes, there is a lot of rambling going on, but just listen to the words and you'll hear him telling real things that he has been through. And it just breaks my heart. He was someone's little boy. I sincerely wish nothing but the best for this lost person. He needs someone who can save him, because he's too far gone to be able to save himself.
This person has been so hurt and traumatized 💔
Mental illness is so sad to see in front of our eyes
No lol, mental health is great. Mental illness, not so much.
@@morgenmachen2400 Exactly! I was just coming to inform. See it far too often.
@@Khadijah_timeI think it may come from an association people make with the phrase
"mental health", rather than making a mistake, no? Like, the only context in which the phrase "mental health" is used is actually when speaking of mental illness and culturally, they became synonamous.
Maybe I just haven't had enough coffee yet but I think that's kind of interesting.
@@morgenmachen2400 you’re right, thank you for correcting me
@@AdikiaMedia thank you for being so gracious 🙏
god bless Bryan - please lead him to peace.. Thank you Mark for continuing to share the life of our neighbors - hopefully your channel will continue to bring awareness to our needs as a society and we can start to change the help we extend to those that cannot choose for themselves.
I am genuinely sorry for the loss of your puppy
The same puppy as the person he’s talking to??
@@baublesanddolls it's real to him.
Most humble comment. 💙
he prolly killed it himself
Yes I love your comment. This man is pouring his soul out. We may not see it or understand it but he does and he is so hurt and torn. Yes it’s metal illness yes it’s addiction but this man is a human being. Who is clearly torn up. I’ll pray for him and his emotional healing.
Mark….I’ve been watching this channel for a few months now. You have helped me want to live with more grace and compassion, in every situation. Thank you
He's actually incredibly intelligent, and very spiritually versed if you have the eyes to see and ears to hear.
I feel that also 💕🙏
incredibly intelligent? you must be on meth
Yes…Ephesians 6:12
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places
Thank you❤
@beanblossombaby
Bullshittus 6:9
For the pookie pipe is the body, and the smoke is the spirit. And he sayeth suck harder and take all of him in your mouth
Every morning at 6 am mark never fails to deliver i hope this dude gets clean the drugs are detereating his mind.
3am if he's in California! He's a champ.
11:10 am for me
You must live far out west
5am in Texas
11am for me
Bryan has had one of the biggest downward spirals out of all the soft white underbelly guests, he looked so healthy and sounded so articulate on his first appearance compared to here, only a year later, incoherent and physically disheveled. He deserves a better life.
Not true, there are quite a few interviewees who lost it completely in a year
@@thematriarchy2075Hence why I said one of the biggest.
@@koneking2569You changed your original comment
@@thematriarchy2075 Yeah corrected a typo and it wasn't that.
@@koneking2569Uhuh and i just replied on something that you didn't type? 😉
He was raped. He is still trying to make sense of that. If I was religious I would pray for him, but as is I will just say you definitely are not alone, brother.
He is suffering from mental agony, mental pain, emotional pain,, psychic pain, social pain, spiritual pain, soul pain😢Hopefully he will find peace ❤
He's not suffering he's hilarious
And it's all created by him. The drug addict
@@matthewramey5677gross
Difficult to watch his existence. It takes a lot of courage and patience to see this day-in and day-out. TY Mr. Laita❤
I am in recovery for alcohol dependecy and have nothing but sympathy for Bryan. Meth isn't something I dabble with ever, but the first time I did I almost went into cardiac arrest because I took so much of it. I was hallucinating bad on it. The people on the screen on my phone were moving and talking to me. It was horrible. I had a panick attack and ended up in the ER hooked to an IV machine to hydrate myself cause my blood pressure was through the roof. It took once for me to know not to mess with it. Not that alcohol is any better, I've been in an alcohol induced psychosis as well and the withdrawal is what almost killed me. Prayers for Bryan.
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Prayers for you ❤
Is no one else struck by his description of being raped? And the only way he can process it right now is through the lens of monogamy. I watched this last night and thought about him all day. Its so sad those men did that to him. What a gross world
Yeah I was thinking the same thing reading through the top comments like how is no one talking about how he was raped it’s just sad to see even people on this page who care so much over looking male sexual abuse but also the more of the video I watched the more I questioned if the men were real or just hallucinations either way it so sad to see so many people so lost with very little real help
My heart breaks for Bryan, he seems like a gentle soul with genuinely good intentions, but fallen so far since his last videos. Thank you Mark, for treating him with the kindness, patience and respect he deserves.
You ever think schizophrenia is just people in different dimensions getting caught somewhere in between talking to each other..
👀 BinGo !
That sounds about right to me!
I have to agree with you.
Ive wondered that a lot. It would make a lot of sense & empower the people who are experiencing the visions.
This is what ive thought for a long time. There r things we can not see....i wonder if some day we will be able to figure this out.
So sad to watch... addiction is so evil.. I hope he gets some help... I also worry about Mark being alone with someone who obviously needs professional help 😢
He's not alone.
Not alone and he carries👉
@@aburgess9886Good to hear. I hope he doesn't get into dangerous situations, where he has to use it.
It's a very bad feeling, as someone who works in the field...to sit back and see a decline like this happen before our eyes. I would give anything to be able to work alongside Mark and help these people rebuild their lives...
Mark, don't ever stop what you are doing. Awareness is key. Always know you are planting seeds daily and leaving an everlasting impact on these people's lives. It's sad to see people trying to ruin you. I'm sure you have it figured out now. Someone will always have something negative to say. You are a blessing to these people.
Ohhh, I just want to give Brian a huge hug. He wants so desperately to be and to be seen as a "good" man, and he's so confused and scared. He'a obviousky experiencing multiple personality disorder experiences, wherein he blacks out when an alternate personality takes the lead. I don't know from experience, but I've read that especially in traumatic situations the personalities are often unaware of the others. He also seems to be arguing with an alternate, who us speaking to him inside is head, as though it is outside his body. I love how Mark let Brian speak without interrupting, and how gentle he was in removing his microphone at the end. Brian really is a beautiful soul, I hope he may trust someone to let them help with the voices, and that he can find peace of mind, it's hard to see such a gentle soul hurting inside, just yearning for answers. ♡
That voice he’s hearing isn’t God.
Meth addicts are a menace to society
Nope, the drug epidemic is so insane now. users are all so mentally ill. It seems like damn near all of them. Mark @soft white underbelly can you plz do an interview on the chemical structure of M.A (Magic crystals) being totally different. It's apparently a different compound that they're making in Mexico that makes people act mentally ill the very first time they do it. I have heard this alot, I would like to get more info on it.
@@kooskoos8181 speaking of mental illness bro you should get checked😢
No I think the devil
100%
Heartbreaking! Imagine how his mother feels watching her son go through this😢
As a mother, this thought is always on loop for me while watching these videos. Somebody’s baby. A person who was so innocent and believed everything was good. It’s my worst nightmare for my child.
@@TiaMiaa My worst nightmare as well! I have to boys just entering their teens and I am always very blunt with them about the devastation drugs have on lives. If a drug dealer ever approaches my kids glamorizing a drug I won't them to be fully aware of the reality of drug use instead of the trick the streets play.
You have no idea how much it hurts. Im a mother and been thru this with my son. 🙏
I think in another video he said his mom also suffers from mental illness and lost custody of his younger brother.
God is standing right there in the room and Mark decides to give us an update on this guy.
Lol
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God? Really? Maybe " this guy" is Jesus? Maybe God sent "this guy" to teach you compassion. Or.. as I choose to believe there is no God and this guy is mentally ill, and his drug addiction, mental health illness, and religious beliefs mess him up daily.
Drugs are spirits and the are evil.Satan is the god of this world and hes the one doing that stuff to you not God!
Did you ever see the show Preacher? The show's interpretation of "God" coming to earth makes this interview make way more sense lol
Spiritual Warfare is real .
Ephesians 6:12 (KJV) For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
OMG, you people are so GD Lost!!!
Amen! Truth❤
The bible is bullshit
Get in the tube with demons Kenneth
I know you mean well in your own way, but when you react like this you're feeding the delusions and the mental illness itself. You are actually making people worse, not better.
Shiit, it’s scary to watch someone have a full blown conversation with himself, idk how these ppl are even capable of buying drugs in this state of mind or how a drug dealer can even sell it especially seeing ppl like this
Agreed. At first I thought it was all performative, but you can't help but wonder what his true perception of reality around him is like.
Money 💰
What you all see as a performance on is very much this guy's reality@@irenegonzalez201
Well I've experienced it personally myself. I've had someone I used to know and spent almost a week with them I think it was almost 3 or 4 days. I was not sure what was going on. They were talking to people that weren't there. It's something to witness I will be honest, nothing like it in the world to see someone who thinks that they're talking to someone who is not there. At least to us. The people they are talking to are very real to them. That's something that we kind of have to understand even though it's very confusing. Best thing to do if you ever encounter that personally, is just let them do their thing. You don't have to control and understand it. And it's not always our place to control and understand it
If it's drug-induced and they're hurting people, obviously yeah take control of the situation obviously. But if it's just someone who is non-aggressive and they are in some sort of psychosis, leave them alone. You interfering is not going to make it go away
most drug dealers are pieces of shit
He needs to be in a mental Hospital as soon as possible. Psychosis is so dangerous and he needs meds! I don't understand that some People find that funny....this man is honestly suffering! He really believes everything he is saying and it is a reality that He FEELS! I feel so sorry for him and hope He gets help!
😂 I doubt he needs more drugs since he's suffering with meth psychosis. He probably his needs to sober up stay away from drugs .
But if he went to the mental hospital he wouldn’t get the drugs..
Most mental hospitals won’t take ppl without health insurance. I doubt he has insurance.
My bestfriend was schizophrenic, this reminds me of an episode she had before she took her life. Its heart breaking. This is real to them and its genuinely heartbreaking watching how distressed someone is, especially when you cant do anything to help them. I truly hope this guy gets help, so bad.
It’s not God, Bryan. The Devil comes to kill, steal and destroy. ❤️🩹 God is all mighty and can turn your situation around but you must want it. Many Prayers.
Light overcomes darkness. There is alot of darkness in him. Yet as a Christian, he knows quite a bit. I pray light will overrule the darkness in him. In Jesus name 🙏
Amen 💜✝️
Amen 🙏🏽🙏🏽🫶🏾
Amen
THIS 🙌🏾 Let it be so. Your will be done.We touch and agree 🙌🏾Jesus Holy name.
MATTHEW 18:10 "For where two or three are gathered in my name, I am there among them."
He knows this man's heart. Bryan knows his stuff and I have NO DOUBT he ❤s the Lord.🕊️🫒 And wants to be good. He'll need an unwavering support team, strength and the will to turn things around for himself. But overall, there's a root to why he began self medicating and it's critical to address this with intense therapy.Psychotic breaks normallly happen at some point after a traumatic event...they forever change you and internalized conflict is likely. This causes the start of indulgence, to numb the pain. 😢
I truly believe drugs open doors to many spiritual attacks AND also awakenings.
All of this is spoken from anecdotal experience: My partner experienced drug induced psychosis, auditory hallucinations (voices, paranoia) and I have a sense theres schizophrenia that has yet to be diagnosed. This thing turned our entire lives upside down. There are little weird moments you can't place and by time you get a better sense, things are progressively worse. Some real evil was unleashed. Stuff nobody would believe. I gotta write a book, y'all. I'm still recovering from the hell it's unleashed.I couldn't work, keep a lid on things,protect him from his own consequences (and myself from him at times} and keep a level head. Did it for a year until it just fell apart and I was drained in every aspect. Everything was lost and I nearly lost myself y'all. Smh I'm STILL haunted by the past.. it's been hell ever since. But I've reactivated my faith, reopened the communication line with God and just do my best to rebuild and recover. Gotta keep moving.
Jesus needs to have talk with his dad about forcing homo threesomes on poor christians like him.
Bro looks like he's about to play a killer set of Disk Golf
He's definitely a frolfer when he's sober.
Without even picking up a disc he can definitely throw tf out a Frisbee.
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Such a good comment. Humor is survival . Ty ❤
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Heavenly Father, turn your eyes toward Bryan and heal him with your everlasting love. Shield him from the fires of hell and bring him to righteousness. ❤
All your videos make me cry!!! This one hurt, he reminds me of my mum when she was alive. I just want to hug him and say it'll be okay but it wont be. He needs help asap.
Hopefully he gets the help he needs and gets the chance to watch this sober. ODAAT
Am I the only one who feels sorry for the poor puppy. No telling what happened to him.
A lot of people who struggle with severe mental health end self-medicating. Asking for help is hard enough as a sound minded person. I pray for a time when we figure out how to help those who are struggling on a larger scale.
Damn. That was rough. I never thought that simply gently taking a mic of someone could be so crushingly powerful.
Yes, Mark’s compassion is contagious..as it should be
Thank you, Mark, for letting him have his conversation. You are always so respectful of everyone you interview and let them tell their story.
That poor sweet sweet man😔❤️🙏 he needs to be in hospital 😢
Desperately! 😔
One thing we do know is - Bryan is not playing.
Man, the thought that kept coming to mind while listening to him was, I’m SO thankful that my mind isn’t stuck in this kind of…I’m not even sure what to actually call it. Whether it’s caused by drugs, mental illness or a combination of both I imagine it’s a terrible way to live every day. I hope he gets better either way!
Such pain. So sad. I really feel for him. He is obviously in psychosis like others have said. Drugs, mental illness, rape. He can’t deal with it. 😢
I have a big place in my heart for the mentally ill. My mother was paranoid schizophrenia. It's so heartbreaking to see others suffer, and no one understands it. They just judge and think the worst. When my mom went off her medication that really helped her be "normal" she got like this too very religious and would say that God was telling her to do things like run in the middle of a busy highway. She was a wonderful woman and I wish she wasn't stolen from me.
I should also note that my mom didn't do hard drugs like meth or anything. She would smoke weed sometimes which would make the symptoms worse at times.
@J.A.C.40 Thank you for kind words. I was blessed to have her as my mother.
Have a great day Mark. Much love.
You did the right thing letting him go on. Interrupting can be dangerous.
Mark’s a seasoned street vet.
I can bet my life savings this man is stuck on a loop. Manic episode lasting months on end, depressive crashing for the next month, clarity comes, then it starts all over again. Imagine being trapped inside your own head screaming to the world what’s wrong and no one being able to hear your screams of help because the screaming is still all in your head.
There's a gentleman who hears voices that's has a dog that greets ppl who are actually there. So if he sees someone and the dog doesn't greet them he knows they are a hallucination
I’ve seen that!
It’s so sweet and inspiring how his service dog helps him in that way! ❤
Someone protect that animal.
The way he talked about death made the most sense. This man has only known trauma, religiously, sexually, physically. It also sounds like someone hurt his puppy:( this dude is in pain. Thank you for being so patient and kind, Mark. You're an angel
This is the best convo with god I have ever seen.
Wow he's trying to process his trauma. This is awful
Bryan, I just watched the first minute of this and I just wanted to let you know that God would never do this to you. I am praying for you and I’m sorry to hear about your experience. Meth will pollute your perception and mind and I’m so sorry you are struggling. I am praying for your deliverance ❤
“you can’t pass a cemetery without reading the dates” there is wisdom here
I have a friend that goes through the same thing. She doesn’t do drugs or alcohol. She is a devout Christian. She has dreams about demons raping her. It’s heart wrenching to listen to. She refuses to talk medication.
Hey Mark I give you allot of credit interviewing so many different kind of people. This is what the world needs to see instead of turning there heads and make believe it doesn't exist. I stumbled upon your videos by accident and can't stop watching them. You help allot of people from what I can see but there's probably a whole lot more behind the scenes that we don't see. Just wanted to shout out and say I think your doing a great job and keep it up. There has to be some sort of recognition you should receive from documentary series to produce a movie or something. Unbelievable the stuff you go thru to interview people. ❤️
I didn’t remember Bryan so I just went back and watched some of each previous videos…the decline is so sad and shocking. He’s so vulnerable right now…he needs psychiatric help. I hope he’ll be ok.
The world is being attacked by an evil spirit through DRUGS! In the end, all will know that God is the only answer.
Least Bryan is CALM when talking and not screaming his head off All angry and out of control ❤❤Keep praying and talking to God like this Bryan he is watching over you, Loving you and giving you peace with holy spirit/ grace in your heart and mind xx
Meth amplifies the problem. Meth is not the source of this problem.
This is a tragedy in real time.
This is the up there in my top 3 of hardest interviews ive watched. Ive cried since the moment he started talking, this one is a hard watch. I commend you for you ability to show this raw underbelly of humanity...not many people can the way you have. And to be there right infront of him, as hes speaking all this.. the feeling in the room must have been so intense...
This is how my first husband was. He couldn’t over come it and took his own life 2 years ago. Mental illness is so tragic.
Wish I could hear the other side of his conversation. Very interesting individual. He has been through so much.
I just went back and rewatched the first interview with Bryan . This makes me so sad 😞.
Oh I’m so sad to see Bryan like this 😢 the deterioration since his first interview is crazy. He was such a lovely soul in his first interview!
I really really hope he can come back from this
I’ve had a handful of near death experiences and the god of my understanding is not like the entity this person is speaking to. There would just be an unspeakable deep peace and understanding, there wouldn’t be a need to argue.
It’s demonic…demons are talking to him right now.
God is love and would never request horrible things of him. And I’m sure he heard God and Satan fighting for him.
God loves him❤
Demons are talking thru him... He opened the door and let them in...
Yes demons got him 🙏🏻
This! So much! ❤
He asked for the video to be erased…idk if he was payed for this at the end but if someone asks for it to be erased then it’s only fair to delete it
No…just saying if someone doesn’t want a moment of themselves seen then…
Seeing this is so sad, i’m almost 2 years sober from meth. But to see this really makes me think of where I would be at if i continued with it. I was only on it for 4 months and the last month it got to the point where I was seeing and hearing things. Things that I would never want anyone to ever experience. The drug controls you, you don’t control the drugs. I am beyond grateful my parents cared about me and didn’t give up on me. My older brother was addicted for a long time and he’s finally sober, but the way he talks and acts is very different from when he was a teenager. I miss him. I miss the old me. It’s very sad.
He has the saddest eyes
From the first video to this one .
😞
The eyes are the windows to the soul.
I hope he will eventually get into rehab and therapy for the trauma that drove him drugs.
This man is troubled by demons. He may even be partially possessed. It’s very sad, he needs deliverance prayers or help from an exorcist.
8 minutes and 48 seconds into this video, Bryan said the smartest thing anyone can say. "It's not God. It's the devil talking to me." You're so close, Bryan. You're almost there. The key is to stop thinking you're Jesus and become what you really are, a follower of Jesus. Repenting/praying and giving up the meth will bring you home. I love you, Bryan. I know you can do it. I believe in you. One more thing. God wants the third person in the relationship to be his son. That's the message.
The message is totally crazy, dude. It’s called meth psychosis. I think religion has probably done enough damage to poor old Bryan.
@Toonces666 Jesus taught the kingdom of heaven is for those who humble themselves. Those who are teachable, patient, and long suffering are promised to inherent the earth. Jesus said, "Be ye therefore merciful, as your father is also merciful." Those who show mercy will receive, and brother, this couldn't be more true in my life. The moment I started learning for christ, and not this world, I became the happiest, strongest, kindest, most loving version of myself. I ask only one thing for you, my brother, who I love. Would you consider making Jesus your lord and savior? If you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is lord," and believe in your heart, God raised him from the dead, and you will be saved. For it is with your heart you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved. Your father in heaven wouldn't have brought you to me if he didn't want you to be led to him. I'm saying Toonces666 God wants your heart, and so does heaven. You deserve it by grace. I love you.
@@Toonces666💯
I had an employee once that I absolutely fell in love with, I eventually found out he was a schizophrenia meth addict. We all thought he was just energetic lol. I tried Soo hard to love him and be there for him, but he was soo out there with his delusions and whatnot that he began to make Me feel crazy. I eventually had to walk away from him when he began talking about people sneaking dog feces into his food. I just pray for him from a distance and ill never forget him
This man is the kindest Christian I have ever seen.
- A fellow Christian.
What if he’s schizophrenic, what if he’s actually spreading the true word of god?
This breaks my heart- reminds me so much of my husband. Textbook psychosis....the further down the road of addiction he travels,the harder it will be to find his way back home. 😔
That's a demon hes talking to . Not God
That's a demon talking, my friend.
I agree
Yes a demon pray for him
He's the demon
@@matthewramey5677 exactly 💯
PRAY FOR THIS MAN . DEAR JESUS SAVE HIM ✝️🩵
Jesus is his problem!!!
God was humping him while he was asleep
@@Gram72534How are you so foolish!? Drugs are the problem,and you're just as evil as those drugs.
He has to want to help himself
@@Gram72534no he is not!God doesnt make this man do any of this demonic mess
I have never seen anyone on drugs that makes you see and talk to a being that no one else can see. It’s heartbreaking.
Are you still live next-door to a guy who spoke just like this. To himself. It was racing to me as a single woman. I know it is an illness, but as long as the trucks are there and being used, it is a volatile situation. I pray he can get the intervention he needs.
Keep doing great things Mark & crew!
Exploitation isn't "good things".
@curtismorris8243 You obviously haven't heard Mark speak about why he does these videos. He has his own money and doesn't need to do any of this. He is trying to teach people how lost souls are created and to wake the f*ck up. He also shares success stories, positive stories, as well as interviewing people who have survived the odds. He also helps and tries to help as many as he can when the video camera isn't rolling. This is Sociology, Psychology, Criminology, Medicine, Human Kindness 101 (& hundreds more topics) in real life. Instead of writing a book on his research, he is video documenting it. I admit, some of his interviewees can be very hard to watch and sometimes disgusting, but Mark is an angel with good intentions. He's has a good soul and he deserves an Honorary Doctorate for his work. May be you don't need to or care know more, so don't watch his videos. Move on.
@curtismorris8243 what matk does is awareness
@@curtismorris8243Then why are you watching?
@@chrissyamerman3706 doesnt this feel even a little dirty to u? This is fucked up and not what this guy needs, mark couldve bought him back after he sought treatment as Bryan isn't in a position where he can properly consent to be filmed as hes experiencing psychosis :/
Mark used to bring awareness but its not about that anymore.
But its amazing the shit you people will tell yourself to feel better about yourself.