That's beautiful. The organ music makes me think of my grandmother. The whole song makes me think of my grandmother and when she was dying of Alzheimer's. You made me cry with this this one.
It's the same for me but with my grandpa, who was the only father figure I ever had and called me his son after he disowned his biological son for how horrifically he abused me I never got to say goodbye because his wife is a narcissist who insists I should let those abusers back into my life and held contact with my grandpa hostage for try to make me do it, but they would've locked me up and thrown away the key if not actually killed me if I did go back, so I just... Never got to say goodbye or anything even close to it. Hurts so much. No one has ever or will ever love me like he did again, I had a dad for basically a year :( but at least I had that much
@traditionalnative Talk to your grandfather. He'll hear you and understand. Keep talking to him. Let go of a little bit of your pain by knowing how very much he loved you. Take care. ❤
My best friend and soulmate passed just a little under 2 months ago...we known each other since we were 12, were together for over 25 years. Lived together after my mom died. Just the night before, we went out to celebrate my birthday...I can't stand living without him. He was only 36 years old... I envisioned growing old with him...
I met my boyfriend when I was 16, we became best friends for the next 4 years. We started dating a few months ago and one of my biggest problems is my death anxiety. I never had it before but I'm terrified of our story ending so soon, not because of breaking up but because there's so many other things to worry about just to survive. I constantly have health problems and we literally drove under a forming tornado last week.. I'm so sorry that that happened to you, I couldn't even begin to imagine what life would be like in your shoes. I send love ❤❤❤
"I pleaded with the heavens I bargained with the gods that even though the chance is slim you might defy the odds. . ." This song is all that I'd sing to my dad, if he were still here to hear it. In 2017, my mom, my little sister, and I witnessed him die of a massive heart attack; there are no words to describe how grusome and terrifying it was. When EMS arrived, they sent me and my little sister inside so that they could shock him. I huddled with my sister, praying and clutching our family dog to my chest. Together, we bargained everything that we could possibly think of, as if God's mind could be swayed. Our dad died twice that day. I'm twenty years old, now, and it still hurts beyond most description, but this song actually puts a few words to my pain. Thank you so much, Beth Crowley. Your music is like medicine to my heart. 💜
Beth, you literally put this song out the day we found out my dad is dying. We now have him home on hospice. You captured how I felt. Your music makes you cry but thank you for saying what I felt but couldn't
I’m not sure how to feel about this one Beth I love all your music but this one hurts. I lost my step grampa this week a man who didn’t have to love me but did and it makes me think of him so in a way thank you for that 😢🥹🥲
this is how i felt when my service dog passed away the day before her 6th birthday to cancer. She was my baby girl my best friend and looseing her my ears felt full of cotton balls i felt my heart shatter i pulled myself together for her hugged her thanked her then stayed with her almost an hour after she passed away in my arms my brother nearly had to pull me out of the vets cuz i felt like i lost my child and i grieved hard for an entire year in a half crying daily and now i still cry talking about her. i really hate cancer ive lost so much from cancer and so many luved ones human and pawd and clawed scales, feathers and fur.
Haven't really listened to your music in a while, and this one has me in tears. I had to say goodbye to my 10 year old cat yesterday after fighting a losing battle with kidney disease and then to stumble upon this song, and have it perfectly capture everything I'm feeling right now, is a balm to this shattered heart. I miss my old Cana kitten so godsdamned much... Thank you for putting the emotions into words for me, and fantastic work as always.
“Time is a gift and time is a thief. Time is currency we spend I’m glad that you spent yours with me. It’s a mystery that I will never understand. It makes me want the universe to have a bigger plan.” This. wow
Absolutely beautiful. This brought me to tears. We lost my grandfather on Christmas this year, 87 years on this earth, 67 of those years he spent married to my grandmother. We've all been kinda lost without him. I just hope I make him proud and he knows how much we all loved him and how much the things he taught me as a child still help me today
Wish I could like this 1000 times! Such a beautiful and touching song. I lost 4 cousins last year ranging from a still born up to 24 years old. Watching the families as they grieved showed me it truly doesn't matter how much time you have, it'll never feel like enough. Loss is always going to hurt. The best you can do is make the most of your time with those you love so that when it runs out you have less to regret.
Time is not our enemy. Time is not our friend. There is no telling when time came to be. Time never ends. Time brings us into this word, time take us out. And without a shadow of a dout, there is no telling when our time runs out. I wrote this years ago, could be no more than 8 years. I'm turning 20 this month, October. Time is something that has always been on my mind. Constant existential dread. But though I never got to feel the untanted joys of being a child, I'll always try to enjoy my time I have, knowing that one day my future self will look back and wish I was in the now. Not that I think anyone will, you can quote what I wrote, just don't steal, and if you want to, give specific credit. I hope you all have a good day/night and remember to drink your water.
Never enough time at all. Wow this one really hits different. Held back tears for sure. Got so much going on and so much built up grief. Time is for sure a gift and a theif.
this makes me cry nearly every time i hear it which isn't good when I'm at work...to me this totally represents my squishy rat boys...rats are such amazing little critters but their average lifespan is only 2yrs and I've lost most around that age though I've lost one at 10 months and two at just 6 months old. I've had 15 and lost 9 over these past four years. grief is hard but still I can't imagine life without them and always look forward to getting more babies. their short lifespan though are so freaking unfair, they deserve so much more time than they often get
over the past 4 years I lost my grandpa, 2 of my dogs and 2 parrots. it's been incredibly hard to deal with all of those deaths but losing the dogs somehow hit me the hardest and I can't really explain why.
Beautiful song! You’ve inspired me to create my own music. Hope you do a fan book/movie song of Coriolanus Snow and Lucy Gray from A Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes 😃❤️ Love your music ❤️
oh wow this song is so amazing, my new favorite😍😍 you're so great, i hope you never stop making music🥺❤❤ edit: have you read the books Wool, Shift and Dust by Hugh Howey? i think you'd like them
A court of wings and ruin spoiler alert I have no regrets in my life, but this. That we did not have time. That I did not have time with you, Nesta. I will find you in the next world - the next life. And we will have that time. I promise. - Cassian
That's beautiful. The organ music makes me think of my grandmother. The whole song makes me think of my grandmother and when she was dying of Alzheimer's. You made me cry with this this one.
Same. I miss my grandma so much.
It's the same for me but with my grandpa, who was the only father figure I ever had and called me his son after he disowned his biological son for how horrifically he abused me
I never got to say goodbye because his wife is a narcissist who insists I should let those abusers back into my life and held contact with my grandpa hostage for try to make me do it, but they would've locked me up and thrown away the key if not actually killed me if I did go back, so I just... Never got to say goodbye or anything even close to it. Hurts so much. No one has ever or will ever love me like he did again, I had a dad for basically a year :( but at least I had that much
@traditionalnative Talk to your grandfather. He'll hear you and understand. Keep talking to him. Let go of a little bit of your pain by knowing how very much he loved you. Take care. ❤
@@dar5108 mahalo 🌺
My best friend and soulmate passed just a little under 2 months ago...we known each other since we were 12, were together for over 25 years. Lived together after my mom died. Just the night before, we went out to celebrate my birthday...I can't stand living without him. He was only 36 years old... I envisioned growing old with him...
I met my boyfriend when I was 16, we became best friends for the next 4 years. We started dating a few months ago and one of my biggest problems is my death anxiety. I never had it before but I'm terrified of our story ending so soon, not because of breaking up but because there's so many other things to worry about just to survive. I constantly have health problems and we literally drove under a forming tornado last week.. I'm so sorry that that happened to you, I couldn't even begin to imagine what life would be like in your shoes. I send love ❤❤❤
"I pleaded with the heavens
I bargained with the gods
that even though the chance is slim
you might defy the odds. . ."
This song is all that I'd sing to my dad, if he were still here to hear it.
In 2017, my mom, my little sister, and I witnessed him die of a massive heart attack; there are no words to describe how grusome and terrifying it was.
When EMS arrived, they sent me and my little sister inside so that they could shock him.
I huddled with my sister, praying and clutching our family dog to my chest. Together, we bargained everything that we could possibly think of, as if God's mind could be swayed.
Our dad died twice that day. I'm twenty years old, now, and it still hurts beyond most description, but this song actually puts a few words to my pain.
Thank you so much, Beth Crowley. Your music is like medicine to my heart. 💜
I am sorry to hear that happened.
@@Trickytiger13
Thank you. 💜
@@oconee_belle you're welcome
Thinking of you and your family. 💔
@@hjm9571
Thank you so much. 💜
Beth, you literally put this song out the day we found out my dad is dying. We now have him home on hospice. You captured how I felt. Your music makes you cry but thank you for saying what I felt but couldn't
My mom was just diagnosed with lung cancer and this song has me in tears... It's beautiful.
I had several huge losses of loved ones in the past year. This is beautiful. Thank you, Beth.
I’m not sure how to feel about this one Beth I love all your music but this one hurts.
I lost my step grampa this week a man who didn’t have to love me but did and it makes me think of him so in a way thank you for that 😢🥹🥲
this is how i felt when my service dog passed away the day before her 6th birthday to cancer. She was my baby girl my best friend and looseing her my ears felt full of cotton balls i felt my heart shatter i pulled myself together for her hugged her thanked her then stayed with her almost an hour after she passed away in my arms my brother nearly had to pull me out of the vets cuz i felt like i lost my child and i grieved hard for an entire year in a half crying daily and now i still cry talking about her.
i really hate cancer ive lost so much from cancer and so many luved ones human and pawd and clawed scales, feathers and fur.
Haven't really listened to your music in a while, and this one has me in tears. I had to say goodbye to my 10 year old cat yesterday after fighting a losing battle with kidney disease and then to stumble upon this song, and have it perfectly capture everything I'm feeling right now, is a balm to this shattered heart. I miss my old Cana kitten so godsdamned much... Thank you for putting the emotions into words for me, and fantastic work as always.
NEW BETH CROWLEY SONG JUST DROPPED MY DAY HAS BEEN MADE
Sobbing 😭 this is one of the most beautiful songs you’ve ever written 🩵
“Time is a gift and time is a thief. Time is currency we spend I’m glad that you spent yours with me. It’s a mystery that I will never understand. It makes me want the universe to have a bigger plan.” This. wow
wow- this sounds really different from your usually used instruments etc and I love it!! It's so unique. you can almost hear the time flowing by
Absolutely beautiful. This brought me to tears. We lost my grandfather on Christmas this year, 87 years on this earth, 67 of those years he spent married to my grandmother. We've all been kinda lost without him. I just hope I make him proud and he knows how much we all loved him and how much the things he taught me as a child still help me today
Wish I could like this 1000 times! Such a beautiful and touching song.
I lost 4 cousins last year ranging from a still born up to 24 years old. Watching the families as they grieved showed me it truly doesn't matter how much time you have, it'll never feel like enough. Loss is always going to hurt. The best you can do is make the most of your time with those you love so that when it runs out you have less to regret.
Time is not our enemy. Time is not our friend. There is no telling when time came to be. Time never ends.
Time brings us into this word, time take us out.
And without a shadow of a dout, there is no telling when our time runs out.
I wrote this years ago, could be no more than 8 years. I'm turning 20 this month, October. Time is something that has always been on my mind. Constant existential dread. But though I never got to feel the untanted joys of being a child, I'll always try to enjoy my time I have, knowing that one day my future self will look back and wish I was in the now.
Not that I think anyone will, you can quote what I wrote, just don't steal, and if you want to, give specific credit.
I hope you all have a good day/night and remember to drink your water.
Never enough time at all. Wow this one really hits different. Held back tears for sure. Got so much going on and so much built up grief. Time is for sure a gift and a theif.
this makes me cry nearly every time i hear it which isn't good when I'm at work...to me this totally represents my squishy rat boys...rats are such amazing little critters but their average lifespan is only 2yrs and I've lost most around that age though I've lost one at 10 months and two at just 6 months old. I've had 15 and lost 9 over these past four years. grief is hard but still I can't imagine life without them and always look forward to getting more babies. their short lifespan though are so freaking unfair, they deserve so much more time than they often get
This is one of the most beautiful songs I've heard in a long time... please please please release an instrumental version!!!
I’ve been a listener for years and this song brought me to instant tears. Thank you for putting this feeling to words.
omg i literally get a happiness attack when i see you released a new song beth, it's like therapy
Beautiful and emotion-provoking. I really love the line about time being a currency we spend.
I cherish every minute with you. Even hard days with you are better than the best days before we met. You fill my heart, my love. Thank you baby.
What a great way to start the day.
Every song you release gets me...your amazingly talented, thanks for sharing ❤️
This song is exactly what I needed right now, thank you ❤
Its been 4 years since I lost my mom and just months shy of 3 since I lost my husband. This is a song of my heart
What a beautiful song. This is one that made me cry right from the get-go. Beth truly has a way with words. ❤
This is so beautiful and so perfect. I feel like I could listen to it for a week straight, even though it almost makes me cry
over the past 4 years I lost my grandpa, 2 of my dogs and 2 parrots. it's been incredibly hard to deal with all of those deaths but losing the dogs somehow hit me the hardest and I can't really explain why.
I wasn’t expecting to cry today, but wow! This might be one of my favourites. 💖
Wow this song is so beautiful❤
That’s a Beautiful and so profound song
Wow, that was really beautiful. It's a true kindness when you can creat something so meaningful that it can touch so many lives. Thank you. 😁
This painfully beautiful. Well done ❤
The song makes me think of maternal great uncle 🥹
You have such a beautiful talent.
such a beautiful song, Beth 💕
This song came out the day I pitmy dog down. I'm listening to this Just crying I miss her so much 😭
You are a beautiful singer ❤️❤️
I love your songs sm you got me through so many hard times in my life. I don’t know what I’d do without your music xx
It's too early in the morning for all these feels 😭😭 this is beautiful 🥺🥹
Cherish those good memories and tell the people you love that you love them every day.
Beautiful.
Simply beautiful
This reminds me of my dog, who passed me.
Beautiful song! You’ve inspired me to create my own music. Hope you do a fan book/movie song of Coriolanus Snow and Lucy Gray from A Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes 😃❤️ Love your music ❤️
God this hurts. It's so true.
No words just 💔💔💔💔💔💔
oh wow this song is so amazing, my new favorite😍😍
you're so great, i hope you never stop making music🥺❤❤
edit: have you read the books Wool, Shift and Dust by Hugh Howey? i think you'd like them
I honestly can't even say how many times I replied this song since it came out. Makes U think about alot
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A court of wings and ruin spoiler alert
I have no regrets in my life, but this. That we did not have time. That I did not have time with you, Nesta. I will find you in the next world - the next life. And we will have that time. I promise.
- Cassian
Imagine a dark mode version of the video 😂