eaJ - 50 proof
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- Опубликовано: 1 апр 2020
- Lyrics
Do you still wake to sunsets
and eat home alone
watching the moonrise
asking on and on
what's gone wrong
How you been doing
you sleeping alright
I'm worried your tears
still wake you up at night
and you know why
but you don't know why
at the same time
Who holds you on your 50 proof high
been worried all night
wondering all night
who loves you now
Who wipes the problems
like leaves turned autumn
when they won't stop falling
from your eyes
and from your sighs
who loves you
now
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Video by: Stefanie Michova (Instagram : michovasfilm)
Written by: eaJ
Arranged by: 220
Mixed by : 220
Mastered by: Nam Woo Kwon
Digital Editing: Jango
Piano by: Hue 
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jae's voice is literally everything. it feels like a soft blanket wrapped around you. raw and earnest.
my exact thoughts.
Autumn Skye im wrapped in my blanket like a burrito right now wtf
hyuniee like burrito lmaoo I remember grizz 🥺
@@joytaime6890 🤣 saaaaame
**chef's kiss**
my best friend used to sing this a lot when we studied our modules before our exams. then we’d go to the emergency room to assist our consultants despite the raging COVID cases. she was under therapy for depression, and i was also close to the point of succumbing to it because of how heart-wrenching it was to have numerous patients pass away under our watch. there were kids who were much younger than us and elderly people who were older than our grandparents. we felt so helpless, even as doctors-in-training, to do everything we could-none stop 36 hour shifts, skipping dinner, and avoid meeting our families physically bec it was too dangerous-but it’s still not enough.
she passed away two weeks ago, due to the same disease that took the lives of our patients. she was only 26.. just two years older than i am. i could remember her sad face before breathing her last in the same emergency room we sacrificed our lives for. i remember her mother telling me to take care of myself. i remember my own parents begging me to quit my duties as a medical intern and just stay at home. some of her antidepressants are still in the locker we shared, i can’t bear throwing them out yet. i still couldn’t begin to erase what’s left of her existence, even though her boyfriend’s starting to accept her passing. but i cant. losing friends who’s been w/ u through thick and thin really hit different. it’s like an actual family member leaving me forever. i feel so alone in the locker room as i’m typing this, even though i’m in the middle of my 30-minute break before going to the emergency room again, because my partner isn’t beside me anymore. but i have to be tough and fight for the both of us, you know?
thank you jae. you may not know this but you helped ease our pain, even though we’re from completely different sides of the planet. i know that you have your own share of troubles too. i may not know you personally but i hope that whatever you’re going through.. you’re not alone. there are people who genuinely love and care for you. there are people who will always be gentle and patient with you while you figure yourself, as human and imperfect as you are growing into the person you want to become. and not just jae, but anyone who reads this comment. you’re here, existing, breathing, and alive. you are important and your heart is precious, we love having you here. stay with us, we can get through this in our little ways.
i shouldn’t be sharing this on such a public setting, and this will probably just be lost in a sea of beautiful stories from all kinds of people, but it tugged my heart strings so much that i felt like my best friend’s telling me that it’s going to be alright, someday. the pain will lessen with time, and we will see each other again.
maxine, wherever you are, thank you. thanks for putting this song on my playlist. miss you, sis.
Dear,thank you for sharing this with us and I just wanna say “Let me hug you,dear” 🤍 Can’t imagine how hard things might be for you losing your precious fri and carrying out such a difficult task...Just keep in mind that u are doing great and you are such a great person 🥺🤎
I wish you healing in people and places you have lost all hope and peace of mind.
Sending you love! ❤❤❤❤
i cried...
:( sending you a virtual hug
jae, i know you read your comments every once in a while. in the off chance that you're reading this, i hope you know that we know you did your best, and are doing your best, and that's more than enough. you deserve a pat in the back for that. thank you for always working hard and being a comfort to us. let's continue to live well, okay? there is still so much good in the world. let's go chase it.
💪💪💪
"I'm worried your tears still wake you up at night"
Hope you'll be alright soon. Strong guy, you know, you have us, always.
What happened to him?
@@seonghwasmochi oh.. ok
Jae: puts lyrics on the video
Me: still thinks about the "x" on LA trains
He ain't gonna release them..
I swear I'll sue him for the mental abuse he put us through 😂😂
Chibi Ash didn’t he clarify what the x was?
@@winniehoang439 Nope 😔 He doesn't intend to do so, has said a couple of times that he wants us to figure it out on our own. What he doesn't know however is that we all share one braincell, a dead on at that 🤧
😂😂😂 i'm reading 50 proofs lyrics as reference for LA Trains' "X" Lyrics. Hoping there will be same sounds..
Something about this song is so perfect to the point of making people have a existencial crisis
That’s honestly true
TRUE
TRUE
Same... even a dejavu, that Ive had for years is coming back to me! A dejavu
1.7k like 😌
this song made me feel that someone understands me without being judged
I am not sure if you're reading this Jae but in the slightest chance that you are, I want to say thank you. While you're music may not be that long, it still gives me just a little bit of strength to battle my own demons I am facing. I often feel alone in this world because I lost the my best friend that made me feel like I wasn't alone. They were my home, the person who was my safety person. Ever since our friendship had been broken off, your music has given me comfort. It feels like a big warm hug that tells you you're going to be okay. Jae, because you're music has given me comfort, I just want to let you know that through your journey of becoming your own artist, you are never alone. I am here, your fans are.
🥺
🥰
jae's songs are not even just songs, but poetry. the way he puts words together in such a beautiful way, and then translates that with how he sings, it's breathtaking yet comforting at the same time.
Yes. It's very beautiful. The way he choosed the words and make it into sentences.. World should appreciate!
I CANT STRESS THIS ENOUGH
I agree
Agree
Last night, I dreamed that I watch the sky full of stars in the middle of somewhere unknown. It seemed like a hill. As soon as I woke up, this song came to my mind. It was the most beautiful dream I've ever had and this song too.
Congratulations!! 😍
This proves he still looks at the comments after all this time
Aku menemukanmu :)
Beautiful dream
❤
this song feels like someone out there actually cares about my whole existence, thank you jae, for making this beautiful song
right
I hope you're doing okay out there x
@@AK-ms5ou
I miss you Jae I hope you’re not sad. You deserve everything, we will always be here for you.
the blurry background is how jae see the world without his glasses
I shouldnt have laughed
YOU DID NOT
💀😂😂😂😂
Wth 😂😂😂
Jae is DAY6's hyung.
Jae is a vocalist.
Jae is a guitarist.
Jae is a RUclipsr.
Jae is JaeSix.
Jae is eaJ.
Jae is yellowpostitman.
Jae is Brian Dennis.
Jae is handsome.
Jae is tall.
Jae is kind.
Jae is a chicken.
Jae is savage.
Jae is sweet.
Jae is smart.
Jae is brave.
Jae is the best.
Jae...deserves BETTER.
This is probably one of the best comments I've read
Jae is our (mydays) motivator.
Of course.
Preach 👏
In my opinion
Jae is a wonpil big fans
Awokawok
this song will turn 3 years in a few months but still holds a special place in my heart
23년 11월에도....이 노래 들으며 울고 있다 제형아..🇰🇷 한국에서 콘서트해줘 Plz.
바보같이 아직도 기다려....🫶
The people who disliked couldn’t see the like through their tears
Ally R i- agree.
Tbh the like to dislike ratio is very good.
39k vs 28 at the moment 👌🏼
lmaoo
TRUE
That could be a profound metaphor too 0A0
Jae: Do you still wake to sunsets and eat home alone?
Me: Yeah, it's actually quarantine so..
Kateika Pahomova FBJSJDN
Haha
These days I feel so tired, I don't know what to do I really feel
down all the time, but listening to jae comforts me.
We love you always Jae, you're not selfish. You deserve better
Is it just me, or aren't these comments so deep? Artists' music like this, bringing out the stories people usually hide from ones around them, is just the best thing ever.
“When you know why but you don’t know why at the same time” hit so hard
Came here after Jae perform this on HITC. It hits different everytime
I can't be the only one coming back to this song and cryinh my heart out for no reason. It just feels like Jae's been through so much, and even though I don't know him personally or the things he's gone through, I can't help but cry and feel so proud of him.
Girls don't want boyfriends. Girls want JYP to release an official eaJ album
So true!
hehehehe... true... and... eaJ albums to be on Spotify as well.
Yes 😭
Yash plis
YES!
"50 proof was my favorite. Pacman is everyone else's."
I guess I'm not everyone else
I still love Rose so much so I'm back and forth between that and Pacman
I love them all. But Truman is my favorite.
I love them both, but 50 proof is my favorite.
I literally came to the comments just to see if I could find someone who felt the same way
I'm loving both cause I feel these two have some connection or probably all his song are related to one thing or someone.
i think there's always room for growth in a person, no matter how old you are, or how big of a mistake you've made. at the end of the day, we're all just human beings trying to find our place in this world.
After HITC, I totally understand if Jae decided to stay in LA. It's good to see him happy again with all of his friends. Yes it will hurt me to not seeing Day6 as full member in long time, but when the time comes, I believe all 5 of them will just gather and produce good music again. Till then, My Days will keep supporting you Jae. You got this! :)
Jae has came out with more than 5 songs and we still can’t figure out “X”
Im sorry but thats me
haru you made me think that it really was “i’m sorry that’s me”
Y'all it's Wonpil lol
this song hits differently when i miss u Jae🤧 im ugly crying right now.
same 😭😭
HE CAME BACK!!
@@astxrism6822 YESSS WE ARE SO BLESSED😭💕💕
Came back from what?
today is such a tiring day, felt so drained, school, exams and everything thats happening right now but here i am now, feels like home, felt better, i hope u know jae that thats what ur songs has brought to us, comfort, peace, a safe space, home. i love you
felt tired today and thought of this song. i want to cry
and i ask everyday: when is eaJ putting these on music apps
besides soundcloud
well Eaj is technically not signed to any label so it might be difficult for him to put up his music?
@@angularangst1162 ohhh gotcha
I wish he got signed up so we could get a mini album from him. I need to buy his music
@@angularangst1162 Technically he is in Day6, signed under JYP entertainment, but his music under the name eaJ is separate from that, I believe
this comment section feels like a safe space so i'm here to share that quarantine is actually making my anxiety become worst than its ever been and this song is one of the few things that calm me down. i wish i could download it so i could hear it without wifi, but its already a blessing it exists. i really feel scared of everyone around me except a few people and i just really need someone to be there and to tell me i'll be alright even if it isnt true. i need someone to lie to me and tell me i'm ok and that everything is cool, i just need to escape from the cruel reality that surrounds me.
edit: wow guys, this is so beautiful, thanks for all the good wishes in the comments. ily all and i hope blessings come your way.
i-
it gets bttr i promise TT
I hope you are doing better, even though it might seem like there’s only bad things there are a lot of good ones too! Even though you are a random person I just wanted to say that you are loved and I hope you can see the good things in this world and the good people because you deserve to have an amazing life and I hope you have one!!!❤️❤️❤️
it will get better❤️i know i dont know you but feel free to talk anytime in this comment section :)
hey i have been feeling the same way lately. but when i tell you everything will be alright, im not lying. i promise. it will be. do whatever you need to in order to feel better, maybe listen to Jae's songs on repeat, that always helps me :) anyway i hope that made you feel a little better
i really hope your doing fine and won’t do anything horrible and i know that this is a tough time for a lot of people including me and i know that you’ll be alright even thought i don’t know you or your situation i can tell you that people love and care about you ❤️
Jae, as much as this song has comforted us, may we also comfort you in your hardest.
We believe in you, Jae.
We are proud of you.
Always.
This has been added to my 3AM depression songs. So calming
PLS SHARE UR PLAYLIST WIF ME THANKS
Me too:")
“Who holds you on your 50 proof high” hits different...
Ow, I couldn't understand what 50 proof high means. It couldn't be literal menaning isn't it? Would you explain that for me, thank you
@@behuman3811 yeah! "Proof" is a measure of the content of ethanol in an alcoholic drink. So basically what he's saying is who is going to hold her when she's "high" on alcohol. He's saying "Who holds you while you're drunk?"
@@haleygrisham752 omg I was always wondering thank you sm
@@lilyc9722 thank you jyp*
@@rizmanzon2294 Lol I can't tell if this is a joke, but if not, sm means "so much" :)
Am I not late to stan Jae, right? This is a masterpiece.
Never late to stan just start🥰
Not too late at all...
I just found out about Day6 like, 2 weeks ago!
Not too late,bcause I'm just found day6 like one month ago maybe,and I came bcause Jae. I'm so love with this chicken little human vers LOL
Always welcomed ❤️
Its never to late to stan jae and his amazing music, we welcome you with open arms😌
Back here after HITC2021. this song never fail to make me emotional. Literally crying while typing this.
To all people who are facing problems and having this unknown feeling but you cry a bucket, I hope you have someone who would hold you . I don't really know what to say but I hope you guys be true and hold onto yourselves because personally I myself fighting this inside my head I feel like a ticking bomb but I hope I have people besides me too but I don't have. So I hope you have one and give you the warmth you needed.
Hope you can have someone besides you asap❣️
jae, idk if you will read this but i just want to let you know that your music save me from dark times. your music and your words became my comfort, please keep making music jae. always remember we are right here, your fans waiting for you. we can’t wait for your solo album as eaj. i miss u so much
Ever since self isolation began, i have been having many suicidal thoughts, specially at night. The moment i began listening to this, was able to just forget about everything for 2 minutes and appreciate the work Jae has released once again. The songs he's been releasing have helped to cope with so much pain, that a simple thank you isn't enough.
I'm sorry for how you've been feeling. 😔 I do hope you feel better. I can't do anything other than give you a virtual hug but here...🤗💙
I'm wishing you the best! I know that it's hard, especially at night, but I'm rooting for you. We need you here
Hey sweetie, it'll be alright, you got this💛💛💛💛
I just wanted to say you are a strong and beautiful person. I truly hope you never forget how loved you are by so many. I've been there; you are not alone. I'll say a prayer for you ❤😊
Don't give into them, you are so not alone in those feelings...but while you have a future that can change. you are infinitely valuable and if you let yourself be, you can be so much more beautiful than you ever imagined. because you already are, you just can't see it yet. I love you
pacman seems to be the favorite for most, and when i first heard pacman it took my breath away. but every time i come back to 50 proof, i fall in love with it all over again. there is something so intimate about it. it never fails to soothe my soul. i guess my heart decided for me - this is definitely my fav.
I ghostwrite this
I agree with this, though I'm not sure if I can actually choose between them, though I can sing this song better, so maybe that puts the bias slightly more on this song.
Just a reminder that you're enough and so talented jae, we will support and love you no matter what, if you ever read this remember to eat and sleep well, it will get better, I promise❤️
i've always been present whenever my friends need someone but when it's me who needs them they're suddenly busy. every time i listen to this song i feel like there's someone who constantly asks me "hi, how are you? are you alright?" and it's really a comfort for me. thank you for making this song, jae.
“who loves you now?” IT JUST MAKE ME CRYING LIKE A BABY T.T
3 year old comment ima send this to my situationship from 2017. Wish me luck
The lyric isn't only lyric. It's poetry
i'm comeback after D.O Album sampler.. 😭😭😭 OMG i can't expect how amazing this song 😭😭😭😭😭
yes, im here to cry
Here's Park Jaehyung feeding us with his beautiful voice while in quarantine
"Asking on and on whats gone wrong?"
Sometimes there are things that are meant to happen, no matter how we try to make everything feel alright, but sadness suddenly occurs to us keeping us up all night, despite of the fact that you are looking at the same sky with ur love one, but with detached strings of love and fate..
Yeah i do that alone looking back on the past in my case, but this song nearly made me cry. That never happens
who's cutting onions?
This song gives so much memories of painful times but it’s oddly comforting.
i miss you jae, really
Jae: *releases a song*
me: wow, I like this song so much, it's literally my favorite one so far, there's no way he could top this
Jae: *releases another song*
me: wow, I like this song so much, it's literally my favorite one so far, there's no way he could-
and then
Jae: *releases another song*
@@oohnotsehun I'll love it even more, it's a never-ending cycle 🤫🤭
Same girl same💜
@@lidilekez99 intellectual 💓
do you know if they are on Spotify. I love all of his songs so muchh
"Do you still wake to sunsets and eat home alone?"
Me, waking up at 4 in the afternoon and eating alone : well shit!!
this feels like a warm hug when u listen to it whenever u are silently crying while ur chest hurts so bad and u don’t even know why. this is truly a masterpiece. thank u jae park for ur music, godspeed.
memorizing 50 proof for hitc
this song is so delicate his voice and the lyrics........ crying
*THIS SONG IS AN MASTERPIECE I ALMOST CRIED AND THE LYRICS WERE SO TOUGHING THIS IS A PURE MASTERPIECE I CAN'T EVEN --*
아름다운세상 너의 이름은 좋다
It's been 2+ years, and still wondering how many souls that being saved by this song ❤️
Two years later, I'm just now realizing these lyrics reflect on how I felt at the time and how I still do now. It was so shocking to me, it's like I'm the person the song is about. There's like some parts of it that where things and thoughts I did/had more in 2020, and more I have now in 2022, this is scary. But, it only makes me love the song more now. Hopefully I find a day where the song doesn't hit so close to home, but I'll never stop loving it
JAE I DID NOW COME HERE TO CRYYYY
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY
"how you been doing"
I HAVE BEEEN OK NOW BUT BOII WTOP MAKING ME CRY
HOW HURT YOU SO YOU CAN HURT ME TF
I FEEL ATTACKED
This song is like a bandage for wounds I didn’t even know I had
after all these tiring days, I found peace in your voice.
Jae, put yourself first, yeah? we got ur back, man
This song hits different when you know it’s about a friends drunk call-
Poly J. it is? :0
@@natchiae7675 Yeah... He said on twitch that his drunk friend called him and through that he had the idea for this song
0:00 tears streaming down my face
Basmah Radwan MOOOD
That is too tru
I hope you heal from things no one apologized for.
I hope you heal from the things you don’t want to talk about.
I hope you heal from the things no one else knows you went through.
I hope you find the peace you deserve.
50 Proof is like a warm hug
Jae: “Do you.......
Me: i felt that
Jae: Who loves you now?
no one :
meanwhile
Me: OF COURSE YOU THAT LOVES ME FROM 50 PROOF HIGH
I realized now, maybe i've been trying to be hopeful and cheerful all day long, that when i listen to this song at night i eventually cry an ocean. Some times are hard enough and we always try hard to have the hope. But i think it's ok to not have hope, to just be neutral and see where everything is going. Your song ease my heart Jae. I hope you know that.
We love you jae..
Just found this guy from all the twitch streams he is in, great music.
he also in a band called day6
Same
He literally sings in a band .
u should check out day6 he is in that band lolol
I head this from Tenz stream.
This song hugs me so bad.
Honestly the best way to summarise this haha ^^^ 😭🥰😭
@@ambrose413 **hug** ❤
Oiiii
@@ambrose413 yess 😭
🥺❤
Can’t wait for you to be free one day to produce music that’s just yours. You’re such a talented writer. This song is so beautiful it’s kinda haunting!
coming back here after HITC
"Been worried all night
Wondering all night
Who loves you now"
This part really hit my heart. It's sad 😭
it's such a perfect song to cry to. It's not that it makes me sad, it gives me lots of comfort when I cry/feel sad. It's like a good friend who understands me without me having to say or explain anything
im here again after watching his performance at hitc 🥺❤️
The facts that I'm growing up together with this song is making me want to hug myself for doing a great job!!
i'm here because of his tweets and because he changed his yt thingy i'm scared :(((((
Can you pls explain🥺 i dont understand what youtube things
@@DaughterOfFiji he changed his name and the profile picture, he's most likely gonna stop doing jaesix because of jyp :((((
@@NicksPizza69 ohh wtf😭😭😭😭😭 no one cares ablut jyp we're here for jae and day6 :/
He's doing much better now 😊
@@DaughterOfFiji he talked to jyp and all misunderstands are solved, dont worry now he is coming back to youtube!!!
all I can think of while listening to this is young k's "we gone get crazy" when he found out a bottle of liquor had 37% alcohol during the roof top live 💀💀
Thirty! Seven! Point! Umph!
Lol😌
Then drank straight from the bottle 💀
한국에서 보는 그 날까지 기다릴게🇰🇷❤️사랑해 째형♡
여전히 데이식스때처럼 악기같은 목소리 너무 멋있네요
Park Jaehyung serving vocals and aesthetics is so calming.
if jae won’t tell us the x lyrics he can at least tell us who hurt him
AGREED.
yeah, we only want to talk *sharpening a gigantic knife*
I CAN NOT 😂
Bruh you should read the J love story fiction on twitter. I cried
@@natalienat02 link?
came back here after hitc
Jae, your music is on the top of my "reasons to stay alive" list
This song makes me feel so terribly sad but peaceful and calm. I clicked on this song expecting to read my book while I was listening. As soon as Jae started singing he actually took my breath away and I just sat entranced. I'm not sure how to describe this feeling but I only get it when I listen to certain songs.
The lyrics make me think about my future. I had felt so sad and empty that I wouldn't move for days only go to school and the sleep when I got home. This makes me think about my future self. "Am I going to be stuck again? Will I make it out of that place? Will someone be there for me?" It may sound a little selfish but it's terrifying when I'm in that place. The lyrics bring up those thoughts but I'm in a good spot right now so I feel hopeful. I think it will be okay, I'm not going to back there again. It's like my mind is telling me it will be bad again and at the same time I'll make it through.
I'm so sorry that was so long for absolutely no reason. That didn't make a lot of sense but I hope you understood if you wanted to. Thanks for reading about my feelings lol.
Emma Wood i really felt that
Awwwee🥺I hope everything will go well, now, and in the future. You deserve to be happy, and I really hope you are!!🥺💜
bts_my_life.__ thank you 🥺 i’m doing okay, but i’m trying! i hope you’re able to feel accomplished and content in life, you deserve it! best wishes to you ❤️
i'm glad you got your feelings out through this song and through this comment! no lie, you put my thoughts into words actually, this is what i thought when i listened to this song. i've had the same thoughts, same feelings... "will i continue to be like this? will i continue to be sad and empty and wandering through life not knowing what to do? who will be there for me? if i don't love myself right now... is there anyone who would?"
sorry this is long too, but op i hope you see better and brighter days ahead of you!
Ezra Bustamante
I’m sorry that you feel this way, too. We will get through it just stay hopeful. I’m honored that you wrote how you feel too and I’m glad we can connect over something even if it’s not the most pleasant thing.
it makes me sad how underrated he is :( his songs better come to spotify soon
He said he don't want to monetize so he don't think uploading them to Spotify :(
Hey Aura6 aaahh i guess i missed that 🥺lets just listen to his masterpieces on youtube then!!💓
I looked for his songs in spotify but it wasn't there 😭
You can still listen on soundcloud
same bruh same
We love you and are soo proud of you
and here i am come back to this song again and again
Me:*about to go to sleep*
Jae:how you been doing you sleeping alright?
i’m begging whoever is responsible for this to put his songs on spotify PLEASEEEE
for some reason jype doesn’t let him do that :(
I think he mentioned he doesn’t want to put in on Spotify during one of his lives..
oh :(
it's actually on spotify.
@@evangelistaariannemeie.3602 is it? how could i find it???
Jae I just want you to know that your performance on HITC was beautiful. It was an amazing moment watching you perform your own songs in front of thousands of people. I'm glad you had fun and just be free. We, mydays, will always be here to support you ❤️✨
I’ve played this song so many times and it still holds my heart. it feels like a old comforting friend
he just touched every part of my soul with this song and his soothing honey-like voice
Jae: *"Who loves you now?"*
Me: *"Can you love me now?"*
I’m here again. I don’t have a reason to feel this way. Yet here I am. Life has been going better but the thought of not living has never left my mind. I try to acknowledge it and help myself but it disappears whenever I try to tell someone else. I try to ignore it but it comes back twice as bad. I don’t know what to do. I know I can’t do it even if I really want to but these thoughts haunt me and cry for help but nothing I do ever works. Anyways thank you once again for this song.
my head is still in the clouds since jae's performance in hitc