Hey I wanted to let you know I am going through the exact same thing you are! Currently facing anxiety about rejoining the job market and making money again, because it went so bad the last few tries. So I want to say, DON'T GIVE UP! Your channel will grow. I, for one, depend on you speaking your truth and sharing your journey!
thank you so much for this comment, you don't know how much this means to me! what went so bad the last few tries for you? maybe i can offer some advice or help? we can do this together!!!
@@soulfunkee I dropped out of college with only 3 subjects left to go because I couldn't juggle classes with work anymore, and I secretly feel it ruined my life so I have been a zombie ever since. Now I am trying to rectify the problem and also get a new job. Hoping to learn some IT and move into a new industry also. I am seeing a therapist to help me cope with the past and discuss my future options.
i'm sorry you feel that way right now, what i can say is that you have so much to look forward to and maybe you weren't suppose to finish college for a reason, i mean nowadays you don't technically need to complete college to be successful. what took me years to understand is that sometimes decisions we make feel like its the heaviest shit in the world and the worst decision we could've made but you did what you thought was best for you at the time, you trusted your own gut - sometimes that's more than enough. i know it's hard right now to see it that way but everything is just a lesson for us to learn from and move forward. ask yourself - was what you were going to college for something you truly even want now or could it be a blessing in disguise? was it just societal pressure to "graduate"? maybe this an opportunity for you to go after your soul's dreams! i'm glad you're seeing a therapist, trust the process my friend, in due time it'll all make sense of how why you dropped out to accomplish bigger things. here for you!
@@soulfunkee thanks for saying that! Actually my counselor told me I need to accept the past because time cannot change, and I have to stop blaming myself for making a logical decision at the time. Right now I am trying to tell people I dropped out instead of keeping it secret, and it's given me ideas. I can apply for Prior Learning Experience credit and try to get into a Masters program that way, or I could go overseas to Germany because they provide free education there for everyone, and in the meantime I am sitting for my ITIL exam for project management and after that I will learn some coding. Life is not over, and I am hoping this experience will inspire a lifelong passion for learning on the go. The most important thing is that I stop hiding and stop isolating. My past doesn't have to define my future if I work hard to change my present 💝
@@edselgreaves6503 I'm so glad you've reached out for help and to get comfortable with sharing! Life is definitely not over and absolutely your past does not define your future. I love that perspective shift for you, keep me posted on your journey! 💓
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Hey I wanted to let you know I am going through the exact same thing you are! Currently facing anxiety about rejoining the job market and making money again, because it went so bad the last few tries. So I want to say, DON'T GIVE UP! Your channel will grow. I, for one, depend on you speaking your truth and sharing your journey!
thank you so much for this comment, you don't know how much this means to me! what went so bad the last few tries for you? maybe i can offer some advice or help? we can do this together!!!
@@soulfunkee I dropped out of college with only 3 subjects left to go because I couldn't juggle classes with work anymore, and I secretly feel it ruined my life so I have been a zombie ever since. Now I am trying to rectify the problem and also get a new job. Hoping to learn some IT and move into a new industry also. I am seeing a therapist to help me cope with the past and discuss my future options.
i'm sorry you feel that way right now, what i can say is that you have so much to look forward to and maybe you weren't suppose to finish college for a reason, i mean nowadays you don't technically need to complete college to be successful. what took me years to understand is that sometimes decisions we make feel like its the heaviest shit in the world and the worst decision we could've made but you did what you thought was best for you at the time, you trusted your own gut - sometimes that's more than enough. i know it's hard right now to see it that way but everything is just a lesson for us to learn from and move forward. ask yourself - was what you were going to college for something you truly even want now or could it be a blessing in disguise? was it just societal pressure to "graduate"? maybe this an opportunity for you to go after your soul's dreams! i'm glad you're seeing a therapist, trust the process my friend, in due time it'll all make sense of how why you dropped out to accomplish bigger things. here for you!
@@soulfunkee thanks for saying that! Actually my counselor told me I need to accept the past because time cannot change, and I have to stop blaming myself for making a logical decision at the time. Right now I am trying to tell people I dropped out instead of keeping it secret, and it's given me ideas. I can apply for Prior Learning Experience credit and try to get into a Masters program that way, or I could go overseas to Germany because they provide free education there for everyone, and in the meantime I am sitting for my ITIL exam for project management and after that I will learn some coding. Life is not over, and I am hoping this experience will inspire a lifelong passion for learning on the go. The most important thing is that I stop hiding and stop isolating. My past doesn't have to define my future if I work hard to change my present 💝
@@edselgreaves6503 I'm so glad you've reached out for help and to get comfortable with sharing! Life is definitely not over and absolutely your past does not define your future. I love that perspective shift for you, keep me posted on your journey! 💓