I should not have watched this video😭. 3 weeks ago we found out that our youngest daughter had been dealing with bulimia, suicidal thoughts, and self harm. Broke our hearts to know that we were so unaware of her pains. She's doing better now and we all admit that it's going to be a VERY long road for all of us. We have committed to be an open dialogue family. No secrets. Her boyfriend is who brought it to our attention. He's a good young man. I do want to address a part of the storyline of this video concerning the abuse. Parents, THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO REASON WHATSOEVER TO MISTREAT YOUR CHILDREN IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM!!! Teens, THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO REASON TO BULLY ANOTHER HUMAN BEING IN ANYWAY SHAPE OR FORM!!! To Amanda and the rest of EUF, Thank you for writing this song and contributing awareness to the issue and support lines. Other than the fact that y'all are putting out great music, the subject matter of this song alone has given you a new fan in the form of ME. 🤘🖤🤘
7 years ago I lost the will to live and suffered a massive heartbreak. The pain I felt outweighed wanting to live. I found the knife, put it in my bag, and left the house. 2 houses down I had a choice to make 1 go through it and cause pain to my 4 kids or 2 get help and find new life and new strength. I spent a week at a mental health hospital and found my reason(s) to live life again. I was able to let go of so much I bottled in for over 3 decades. I found the strength inside of me and was able to change things. I'm not where I want to be in life but Im definitely where I need to be. I vowed to always be there for anyone even strangers if they need a friend. So anyone reading this if you need to talk I am just a message away.
Lost my sister to suicide nine years ago. I can so much feel this song. Means a lot to me. And it´s absolutely wonderful. Hell is what we humans do to each other every day - what a sensational place this could be if we´d all strive to do more for others than for ourselves.
OK I legitimately started crying. This is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard, and it hit me in the same spot that One More Light by Linkin Park did. This song and video is coming from someone who's experienced those things, which makes it so hardhitting and relatable. I've wanted to end my life for about a year and a half now, but every time I'm at my lowest point, something always comes along that changes my life. This song is one of those things, and I just want to thank Eva Under Fire for making such a beautiful song.
I've not even been there myself and this song hit me hard. The video too, right at the end where she says 'yes' he'll see her tomorrow put a tear in my eye
@@dancollins7607 I received this link from a dear friend 2 days after I was at my sister's funeral because her 26 year old son had taken his life, tears just flowed when I saw the video and heard Eva's wonderful voice singing "you´r not alone". (my friend didn´t know what had happened)
To all the ladies, and gentlemen, that think they are all alone. You are not alone. We are here to support each other. Never think that you are ever alone. Never feel that you are ugly, dumb, unwanted, unloved etc, because you are beautiful, wanted, loved etc..... I know a lot of people are lonely and they are at the end of your limits. You may have not found the right person yet, but you never know what waiting one more minute, may bring. It may be all it takes. If you are contemplating self harm, please talk to someone. A friend, someone here, someone at school, a neighbor, a stranger or a professional. Just talk to someone. Every life is special. Especially yours. Love, Cris
don't give up, my friend, God loves you always. When I have problems, I pray, and He supports me, comforts me. he's always the best friend. Christ has risen, destroyed all hell, and you will win with Him!
With everything I went through as a kid with depression and anxiety to be a 34 year old woman today who still deals with it.....thank you Eva Under Fire for reminding us all we are not alone 💜❤💜❤💜
Thank you for sharing your pain. I am 42 now and feel like a complete failure both in my personal romantic life and my career. Anxiety, depression and PTSD has turned me into a person I don't recognize. Ten years after emotionally hurting and consequently losing an amazing woman, I now see all I did like a bad movie with the main actor being myself. My career has taken a downturn as well. My finances are tight and I am terrified every of becoming destitute. I feel like I can't breathe and I feel like the only way out is to end it. It is not that I do not want to live. It is seeing one's life having past by without one being in it. I always wanted to have a family of my own. To have a daughter. I had the opportunity to create both over 10 years ago. I messed up and now I'm lost.
I am a 51 year old man... 40 years ago this year, now 2021, is when I first became depressed. Every. Single. Day. I fight. I fight within. I was bullied in school too... however I was able to put a stop to it. For the most part. It took me however until 2007, to really give a damn about myself. To actually care about myself, and love myself. I write... poetry mostly, I do other creative outlets, and they help, but some days are good, some days are bad, that is the way of someone like me. Thank you for this song, it means more to me than you will ever know.
Seeing the intro to this video reminds me of what went on when my marriage failed and what my daughter had to witness from both her mother and me. The shame I feel even years later over it will never fade, though it has made fiercely determined to be the best father to her that I can ever be.
Anytime I get depressed whether from life or from my PTSD... I throw on some Eva Under Fire. Her voice. Her lyrics. Her message. Always makes me feel better. I designed one of my tattoos after 2 of her songs. I Will Fight. And Until Forever. But even with that. This is my favorite song from her. No matter what life throws at you. Stay strong. Don't give up. Never quit. Bucket list before I die is to see them live in concert. 💯 love these guys
I actually survived pulling the trigger, it's not worth it. So long as you're alive, you've got a fighting chance. Thankfully i was blessed with a thick skull and too stubborn to die. But Even when you feel thou can't take it any more, dig down deep, you'll find the strength thou need. Not only to move forward, but rise and surpass the situation. Know this: I got faith in you, even when you have none yourself.
Honestly I loved this so much. This touched my heart. At one point I was at that edge of doing it myself but I realized Im only hurting my one true friend and I told her everything and she helped. Im proud of ya'll for making this. Its definitely an eye opener.
I get watery eyes every time at the end when the cell phone in her pocket pops up with the "Will I see you tomorrow?" People just don't realize how something as simple as a text message, phone call, or a "are you doing ok?" when you are walking by someone could mean the difference between life and death.
This is the first video that I watched by Eva Under Fire. I became an instant fan and they have become one of my all time favorite bands! I can't believe that they are not more known. If you are looking for a band that has songs that not only sound great but that you can feel in your heart and soul then look no further than here. I am so fortunate to have found this incredible band!!!
My life has been everything but simple. And the first time I've heard of you was separate ways and then survivor then I found the song the strong. With my current situation that song was so inspiring. If I can meet you in person just to give you a hug and say thank you I would love that however fantasies never come true. Stay strong to your beliefs I love your music you are an inspiration to us all
This song is incredibly powerful and so is the video. I was in a very dark place at one point and all I can say is I am SO unbelievably grateful I never gave up. I swore I'd be there for anyone else going thru hard times. Whether I know them or not. Reach out.
I felt this song on so many levels. I wasnt bullied in school, school was my sanctuary from the mistreatment i often received at home and by my family. I was ready to end it all until my now fiance walked into my life and gave me all the love, support, and freedom i needed to move on and heal. Realizing how much he needed me made me strong for him too, we depended on each other and 12 almost 13 years later were thriving. Light is at the end you just have to wander a bit until you get there, but get there you will. Experiencing what i did i make myself available for others who are in these almost immobilizing emotions to show them that they can pave their own path. Remember to show yourself grace, because at the end of the day were only human.
This song speaks volumes to me. I have contemplated suicide for years, and was almost successful a few days ago. Do not give up hope even though it seems like life isnt worth it, trust me it is
This is all I am And all I know To speak in the midst of the silence And listen to the places that I've been And where I'll go with your hand taking mine And all of what you made of the memories I'll never let you go I am the strong I am the brave I am the scar I am the pain And I will fight by your side until we're home You're not alone Even through the rain and fading night Remember every word that you told me Sing it out loud, whisper it slowly Just hold on 'cause daybreak is on its way We used to run from all of our shadows And now we're here to stay I am the strong I am the brave I am the scar I am the pain And I will fight by your side until we're home I am the strong I am the brave I am the scar I am the pain And I will fight by your side until we're home You're not alone You're not alone Heavy is the iron heart Carries all with her I am the strong I am the brave And I will fight by your side until we're home I am the strong I am the brave I am the scar I am the pain And I will fight by your side until we're home You're not alone You're not alone Source: Musixmatch
I have never heard of this band of song before but it popped up at the top of my feed. My gf passed away a few weeks ago and I want so badly to join her and just be able to hear her voice again. Trying to get through each day is such a struggle. I think there's some divine intervention for this to randomly pop up.
I almost lost my battle with depression in may. I jumped of a 2 or 3 story parking deck. I almost died. I am having to restart my life. Learn how to walk and do things again. But I'm making it through. And thanks to this song, I never want to try to end my life ever again
@@EvaUnderFire i wish I could see you in concert! I'm still recovering from my suicide attempt though. So right now I'm in a wheelchair and not able to see you at any of your shows :(
Well I am 🙏for you I have Ben bypoler for the last 30 years of my life find some one you can talk to win things get bad and meds help and take it one day at a time from La. 🙏🐾👣😇
I love this video. At first I thought she was going to be the bully but it was opposite. That goes to show that even the ones that look like the bullies are getting bullied themselves.
My wife and I saw you guys in kc on the 14th. Hadn't heard of you before buying the tickets to the show but we will be listening from here on out. Amazing show also.
I've seen all kinds of videos with a storyline based off of of suicide awareness and such, but this video was the best of the best. People... kids... be good to those around you. See people for who they are inside. Treat people right. Be fair, be kind, be accepting. It's people like Jake that LITERALLY save lives. You never know what people are going through or how they're handling things, so just be kind and supportive. Check up on people, make them realize that they're worth it. It truly does change lives. I probably wouldn't be here right now if not for the loving effort of my friends over the years. ❤
I came across Eva Under Fire in another video... this is the third one of hers that I have come across. To say the message embedded in this video is subtle is far from the truth... but to say I felt every word and scene is true beyond words. I was always picked on for being the "new kid" and pushed down both physically and figuratively. If I can make it through my darkest days, you can as well. You're not alone!
Wonderful video! My tears starting to come. 😢 At this moment I write this comment, I struggle hard to come back to my mental health since my breakdown in January 2024. 😭
I'd love this as a literal film, but the song itself and the absence of voices from the characters just makes it. This is an amazing message. Something as simple as "Will I see you tomorrow" can mean so much to a person.
I have to agree these actors are really good, and the video really does convey the message, id love to see a movie come out of this, ive gotta say we all have dark moments, ive wanted to end it, if you hang in there, things can get better, and this song and video reminds me, it does get better ☺️
I’ve had a bad week almost all my life. Everything that’s good inside of me gets less and less important. I’ve done bad things I’m not proud of. I’m human tho don’t we all? I feel like giving up sometimes. I feel like everyone around me would be better off. I’m living tho cuz of messages like this. Music is my escape. It’s my drug and I abuse it to get rid of the pain I have stored inside. Thank you for this song.
Eva under fire, thank you. this song touched me deeply! For 19 years I was: mocked, cursed, disrespected, mistreated, I suffered bullying, I was assaulted, beaten. This affected me in such a way that it worsened my mental health. But this song gave me a meaning in life It gave me something I can believe in. Eva under fire, thank you very much! You guys don't know how much you helped me with those words. 😭😭
This hits hard, just turned 30 in 2020, been battling suicide and depression since I was 12. I still have issues to this day, I was that person in school, always picked on and felt like I had noone. Love this music also
Hey, I was also dealing with depression for such a long time. Id recommend you to check David Goggins story . He inspired me to make a change in my life.
I was picked on for being skinny, went into powerlifting class in school, and they laughed, taught them realistic bulking methods - and even the teacher had a problem with me then, and even when I would hang out with them as friends I could see that competition for every little thing will always get in the way... It's what's drilled into us from the stories on TV to the glorifying of our fallen from past wars, and that's not from the real stories about how corruption and legalized theft and marginalizing potential crimes until after something really bad happens - is that competition for every little thing
I'm a year older than OP, I was abused and bullied. I've been hospitalized 5 times in 6 months for suicidal plans starting in october of 2020. As a result of my rough childhood, I gained 4 mental illnesses beyond the two I had as a child. I'm currently hypomanic and trying to enjoy the reprieve from the extreme depression I normally feel. I have to stay busy so I don't crash as hard. I'm hoping it will last until this coming thursday at least so I can wrap up my work on planting an orchard.
@@indoorsandout3022 let me tell you a story so you'll know that what your going through is nothing at all. Over 3 years ago I survived In another dimension for 3 months. and it wasn't just any dimension it was a type of hell. I was tortured beyond belief. What I went through is bare minimum millions of times worse then hell in earth. These shadow beings in that hell took all the light from my soul. They stole all my light Inside my soul. And then on top of that they took my emotion to fall in love away. You couldn't begin to imagine how horrible that is. I'd rather be burned alive for over a 100 years then go back to that hell for 3 months again that should give you an idea of how Horrible that place was. I survived because of my willpower otherwise I would've died. In turn after surviving such a thing I was granted power you couldn't comprehend. I'm the strongest human by far because of what I survived. But being the strongest isnt all its cracked up too be. Sometime it's so painful to be the strongest. Just keep fighting and be glad that you dont ever have to go through what I went through. What your going through is literally like a walk in the breeze. None of you humans know what real hell is. You're all weak.
now I'm teared up at work....how am I just hearing this band??? this hits so hard as suicide is so prevalent in the military community and as a fellow vet who has lost people to suicide this song is so great 💜
Made me cry. Cause I lost brothers to suicide and almost killed myself over stuff or losing them. @EvaUnderFire... God put you through a very good testimony
Trying to stay strong in moments of weakness is hard, but we all do it in our own ways. Having a friend on your side is always a great help, and more people need to see this, no one should ever feel alone.
I've been here so many times I've attempted suicide so many times lost countless friends to this I am still here breathing and standing and trying to help others now to be able to stand again thank you so much for this song it means everything
I'm 35 and have tried to end it all 35 times and it wouldn't work so I gave up but I understand this song hits deeply for me thank you for helping me to have the courage to keep pushing forward another day.
I absolutely love this song. I know people who have tried to commit suicide or have thought about it but didn’t do it. I am going to share this song. I also know people who have been bullied so this song means a lot. Everyone is brave in there own way thanks Eva under fire. Your music is amazing and wonderful
I have been battling chronic PTSD due to childhood trauma for close to 20 years now. About 15 years ago both my parents died. It set into motion a darkness that I battle to this day. I have managed to sabotage both my professional and personal life. I have thought about ending many times. Understanding more about childhood trauma and very real effect it has and is still having to this day does help, but it is also tearing me apart because I feel I should have recognized the problem much much sooner, before I pushed away more than one promising romantic relationship. When they died, I knew instantly that they would never meet my children. I just never thought that I would also never meet them due to my own actions (and inactions). I am grateful for all the beautiful moments and people that were part of my life. I deeply regret hurting them. I am ready to leave.
I remember I was almost a statistic when I was a teenager this song brings back memories I thank that one person who kept me from dying and got me help even though she got accused of wrong doing as a foster parent by keeping me from jumping the way she did she did right not wrong by holding me down on ground! If she didn't I wouldn't be here! I am still connected to her as an adult she'll always be family to me thanks! Mrs. Millard! I don't know if you'll see this but thank you!
She reminds me of the girl who sings fly away. Such a 90s early 2000s childhood vibes. Makes me so sad the world is changing and I can’t change with it
I am very glad to see and hear this video. With all the celebrities in the news recently that had been fighting with depression it’s good to see someone reaching out to those that are in need.
Ive lost several friends over the years to suicide. This song immediately brought back all their faces. All their voices. Amazing people that should still be here!
Just found this band today and so far this is the second song I'm listening to and I absolutely love what I hear so far and the lyrics are totally the highlight. Possibly my new favourite band right here. Edit after all the listening definitely my favourite band and got your songs on repeat.
I bawled😭😭😭😭 I cant stand that my kids,nieces and nephews and gkids have to grow up in a technology taken over world!! I am showing them you in the morning!! Ty and I will see you soon!! Great band, will be huge someday!!
your lyrics are so powerful they rip our thoughts from our own heads and unfold them so we can see them. Thank you for caring enough to show us we're not alone
A song that grows the more you listen to it. And a strong message. I am not the Kind trying to make suicide, but I have suffered a heavy depression some years ago. Great band this. Everything fits. Awesome vocalist, strong voice and great musicians. Keep it up. You are on the right path.
Man, how have I missed this great band?! I am sitting here, typing through tears. Thank you for giving people hope and letting them know they're not alone.
This song is amazing! I mean absolutely beautiful. It only takes one person to make your whole world from crumbling. And I just love this song. Thank you
U guys are truly amazing. Please make more songs like this. This is the type of music we need these days. No one has any idea of the shit people go through on a daily basis but instead Ignore them instead of listening.
Everytime I hear, I watch this video triggers go off n those thoughts come back to reality. Being abused n bullied growing up had really screwed up my soul n the way I look at life. I cry every time i listen n watch. If only i was loved n wanted
i have lost many too. more than i wanted to count; Family, Friends, and a very special beautiful and smart young lady. when i came across this song i wasn't going to click on it, but im glad i did. it took a lot of pain off of my heart. Thank you Eva Under Fire.
Amanda is gorgeous. The song is amazing. The meaning is helpful and lovely. When you see someone going under, pull them back up. To anyone going under, stay strong, don't stray away from your dreams Love y'all!
Feeling so alone today - lost my wife of almost 40 year this week. I feel this huge hole in my life without her. Looking at my music to help me through today and this song has helped me from making a weak choice!
This song makes me feel so much, and with the music video i can just understand completely how much more free you’d feel if everything was just.. over with... but also knowing there is someone out there who will care and who does care about you, how you feel, and just wants you to feel happy. Thank you for this. I love it so much! I just need someone to message me at my worst times so I can feel happy like her at those times. 😭❤️
I'm a bit late if I see the other comments, but I just want to thank you for this song. I like songs with an expression and you have sense in this song. Thanks from Germany - It's a great song!
I wish kids today would understand that bullying does not whatsoever make you cool. It makes you weak. And parents always putting their children in the middle of grown up situations is by far so wrong. I'm sure all of you know all of this. But if I could snap my fingers and make the world right I would have done it along time ago.
This video popped up on my random playlist.... the message in this song is powerful and left me with chills, goosebumps, and tears. I cannot express in words the absolute need, for those of you who feel that you have no path, to reach out. No matter the cost, someone will always be there for you in the darkest hour... someone WILL hear your muffled whisper. I fear for the kids (my kids) these days with social media and the toxic forum it creates. From a person that has experienced this type of loss on a personal level; best friends daughter to cyberbullying, fellow Marines, daughter's classmate, a friend's brother, etc.... the list/loss goes on. Be aware, be intrusive, be the beacon.
I should not have watched this video😭. 3 weeks ago we found out that our youngest daughter had been dealing with bulimia, suicidal thoughts, and self harm. Broke our hearts to know that we were so unaware of her pains. She's doing better now and we all admit that it's going to be a VERY long road for all of us. We have committed to be an open dialogue family. No secrets. Her boyfriend is who brought it to our attention. He's a good young man. I do want to address a part of the storyline of this video concerning the abuse. Parents, THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO REASON WHATSOEVER TO MISTREAT YOUR CHILDREN IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM!!! Teens, THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO REASON TO BULLY ANOTHER HUMAN BEING IN ANYWAY SHAPE OR FORM!!! To Amanda and the rest of EUF, Thank you for writing this song and contributing awareness to the issue and support lines. Other than the fact that y'all are putting out great music, the subject matter of this song alone has given you a new fan in the form of ME. 🤘🖤🤘
My brother is the dad in this video. We just lost him over the weekend. I love this.I'll always be able to see brother again..💙💙
Sorry for your loss Jerrod. Your brother, is forever captured in the video.
@@sfranz5773 ty...💙
Sorry to hear that my prayers go out to you and yours 🙏
I’m sorry
@@johnmaki5681 you mean you and your family
7 years ago I lost the will to live and suffered a massive heartbreak. The pain I felt outweighed wanting to live. I found the knife, put it in my bag, and left the house. 2 houses down I had a choice to make 1 go through it and cause pain to my 4 kids or 2 get help and find new life and new strength. I spent a week at a mental health hospital and found my reason(s) to live life again. I was able to let go of so much I bottled in for over 3 decades. I found the strength inside of me and was able to change things. I'm not where I want to be in life but Im definitely where I need to be. I vowed to always be there for anyone even strangers if they need a friend. So anyone reading this if you need to talk I am just a message away.
Lost my sister to suicide nine years ago. I can so much feel this song. Means a lot to me. And it´s absolutely wonderful. Hell is what we humans do to each other every day - what a sensational place this could be if we´d all strive to do more for others than for ourselves.
Beautiful. Made me cry for real...
OK I legitimately started crying. This is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard, and it hit me in the same spot that One More Light by Linkin Park did. This song and video is coming from someone who's experienced those things, which makes it so hardhitting and relatable. I've wanted to end my life for about a year and a half now, but every time I'm at my lowest point, something always comes along that changes my life. This song is one of those things, and I just want to thank Eva Under Fire for making such a beautiful song.
I feel ya
Been there for sure
I've not even been there myself and this song hit me hard. The video too, right at the end where she says 'yes' he'll see her tomorrow put a tear in my eye
@@dancollins7607 I received this link from a dear friend 2 days after I was at my sister's funeral because her 26 year old son had taken his life, tears just flowed when I saw the video and heard Eva's wonderful voice singing "you´r not alone". (my friend didn´t know what had happened)
Feel you
To all the ladies, and gentlemen, that think they are all alone. You are not alone. We are here to support each other. Never think that you are ever alone.
Never feel that you are ugly, dumb, unwanted, unloved etc, because you are beautiful, wanted, loved etc.....
I know a lot of people are lonely and they are at the end of your limits. You may have not found the right person yet, but you never know what waiting one more minute, may bring. It may be all it takes.
If you are contemplating self harm, please talk to someone. A friend, someone here, someone at school, a neighbor, a stranger or a professional. Just talk to someone.
Every life is special.
Especially yours.
Love,
Cris
Nice.. 🌹💙🌹
I always depressed from my life, everyone always bullied me when I was kid , feel better when I listen this song, thank you,Eva under fire
I've been there b4 if you want to talk to someone I'm able to listen
👍👍
Your gods child, always know that
If your in pain, it's because he knows you can deal with it.
don't give up, my friend, God loves you always. When I have problems, I pray, and He supports me, comforts me. he's always the best friend. Christ has risen, destroyed all hell, and you will win with Him!
Amadea's voice is underrated and beautiful !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With everything I went through as a kid with depression and anxiety to be a 34 year old woman today who still deals with it.....thank you Eva Under Fire for reminding us all we are not alone 💜❤💜❤💜
@@EvaUnderFire you guys too!! You are doing amazing things!!❤
Thank you for sharing your pain. I am 42 now and feel like a complete failure both in my personal romantic life and my career. Anxiety, depression and PTSD has turned me into a person I don't recognize. Ten years after emotionally hurting and consequently losing an amazing woman, I now see all I did like a bad movie with the main actor being myself. My career has taken a downturn as well. My finances are tight and I am terrified every of becoming destitute. I feel like I can't breathe and I feel like the only way out is to end it. It is not that I do not want to live. It is seeing one's life having past by without one being in it. I always wanted to have a family of my own. To have a daughter. I had the opportunity to create both over 10 years ago. I messed up and now I'm lost.
Absolutely ❤
Thank you for sharing
I am a 51 year old man... 40 years ago this year, now 2021, is when I first became depressed. Every. Single. Day. I fight. I fight within. I was bullied in school too... however I was able to put a stop to it. For the most part. It took me however until 2007, to really give a damn about myself. To actually care about myself, and love myself. I write... poetry mostly, I do other creative outlets, and they help, but some days are good, some days are bad, that is the way of someone like me. Thank you for this song, it means more to me than you will ever know.
@@EvaUnderFire Thank you. Outlets are a must. Keep doing your art. Much love...
Seeing the intro to this video reminds me of what went on when my marriage failed and what my daughter had to witness from both her mother and me. The shame I feel even years later over it will never fade, though it has made fiercely determined to be the best father to her that I can ever be.
I'm not crying, you are!
Anytime I get depressed whether from life or from my PTSD... I throw on some Eva Under Fire. Her voice. Her lyrics. Her message. Always makes me feel better. I designed one of my tattoos after 2 of her songs. I Will Fight. And Until Forever. But even with that. This is my favorite song from her. No matter what life throws at you. Stay strong. Don't give up. Never quit. Bucket list before I die is to see them live in concert. 💯 love these guys
Stay strong and keep getting back up. Thank you for your service 🙏 ❤️
My cousin is the male lead in this video. It has so much meaning to our family. Damn Rich…we love and miss you SO much!!!
Beautiful! This should be played in every school auditorium on the big screen now!
I actually survived pulling the trigger, it's not worth it. So long as you're alive, you've got a fighting chance. Thankfully i was blessed with a thick skull and too stubborn to die. But Even when you feel thou can't take it any more, dig down deep, you'll find the strength thou need. Not only to move forward, but rise and surpass the situation. Know this: I got faith in you, even when you have none yourself.
Honestly I loved this so much. This touched my heart. At one point I was at that edge of doing it myself but I realized Im only hurting my one true friend and I told her everything and she helped. Im proud of ya'll for making this. Its definitely an eye opener.
I get watery eyes every time at the end when the cell phone in her pocket pops up with the "Will I see you tomorrow?" People just don't realize how something as simple as a text message, phone call, or a "are you doing ok?" when you are walking by someone could mean the difference between life and death.
This is the first video that I watched by Eva Under Fire. I became an instant fan and they have become one of my all time favorite bands! I can't believe that they are not more known. If you are looking for a band that has songs that not only sound great but that you can feel in your heart and soul then look no further than here. I am so fortunate to have found this incredible band!!!
Well said
Was them at Upheaval Festival in Grand Rapids this summer. Was blown away love you Eva!
My life has been everything but simple. And the first time I've heard of you was separate ways and then survivor then I found the song the strong. With my current situation that song was so inspiring. If I can meet you in person just to give you a hug and say thank you I would love that however fantasies never come true. Stay strong to your beliefs I love your music you are an inspiration to us all
This song is incredibly powerful and so is the video. I was in a very dark place at one point and all I can say is I am SO unbelievably grateful I never gave up. I swore I'd be there for anyone else going thru hard times. Whether I know them or not. Reach out.
I felt this song on so many levels. I wasnt bullied in school, school was my sanctuary from the mistreatment i often received at home and by my family. I was ready to end it all until my now fiance walked into my life and gave me all the love, support, and freedom i needed to move on and heal. Realizing how much he needed me made me strong for him too, we depended on each other and 12 almost 13 years later were thriving. Light is at the end you just have to wander a bit until you get there, but get there you will. Experiencing what i did i make myself available for others who are in these almost immobilizing emotions to show them that they can pave their own path. Remember to show yourself grace, because at the end of the day were only human.
This song speaks volumes to me. I have contemplated suicide for years, and was almost successful a few days ago. Do not give up hope even though it seems like life isnt worth it, trust me it is
This is all I am
And all I know
To speak in the midst of the silence
And listen to the places that I've been
And where I'll go with your hand taking mine
And all of what you made of the memories
I'll never let you go
I am the strong
I am the brave
I am the scar
I am the pain
And I will fight by your side until we're home
You're not alone
Even through the rain and fading night
Remember every word that you told me
Sing it out loud, whisper it slowly
Just hold on 'cause daybreak is on its way
We used to run from all of our shadows
And now we're here to stay
I am the strong
I am the brave
I am the scar
I am the pain
And I will fight by your side until we're home
I am the strong
I am the brave
I am the scar
I am the pain
And I will fight by your side until we're home
You're not alone
You're not alone
Heavy is the iron heart
Carries all with her
I am the strong
I am the brave
And I will fight by your side until we're home
I am the strong
I am the brave
I am the scar
I am the pain
And I will fight by your side until we're home
You're not alone
You're not alone
Source: Musixmatch
I have never heard of this band of song before but it popped up at the top of my feed.
My gf passed away a few weeks ago and I want so badly to join her and just be able to hear her voice again. Trying to get through each day is such a struggle. I think there's some divine intervention for this to randomly pop up.
I almost lost my battle with depression in may. I jumped of a 2 or 3 story parking deck. I almost died. I am having to restart my life. Learn how to walk and do things again. But I'm making it through. And thanks to this song, I never want to try to end my life ever again
@@EvaUnderFire i wish I could see you in concert! I'm still recovering from my suicide attempt though. So right now I'm in a wheelchair and not able to see you at any of your shows :(
Hey, I wanted to thank you for sharing your story with us. And I hope you have a better year this year. You got this!!!!
Glad your still here. Fight n stay strong.
Stay Strong beautiful ❤❤❤
Well I am 🙏for you I have Ben bypoler for the last 30 years of my life find some one you can talk to win things get bad and meds help and take it one day at a time from La. 🙏🐾👣😇
I love this video. At first I thought she was going to be the bully but it was opposite. That goes to show that even the ones that look like the bullies are getting bullied themselves.
My wife and I saw you guys in kc on the 14th. Hadn't heard of you before buying the tickets to the show but we will be listening from here on out. Amazing show also.
Depression is something I deal with daily and I've been so close to ending it but songs like this have always helped me. Thank you Eva under fire
I've seen all kinds of videos with a storyline based off of of suicide awareness and such, but this video was the best of the best.
People... kids... be good to those around you. See people for who they are inside. Treat people right. Be fair, be kind, be accepting. It's people like Jake that LITERALLY save lives. You never know what people are going through or how they're handling things, so just be kind and supportive. Check up on people, make them realize that they're worth it. It truly does change lives. I probably wouldn't be here right now if not for the loving effort of my friends over the years. ❤
I came across Eva Under Fire in another video... this is the third one of hers that I have come across.
To say the message embedded in this video is subtle is far from the truth... but to say I felt every word and scene is true beyond words. I was always picked on for being the "new kid" and pushed down both physically and figuratively.
If I can make it through my darkest days, you can as well. You're not alone!
Must admit... This song washed over me during their live show, so emotional.
Breaks me to pieces and gently places me back together the symphony of melody and those vocals soar through my soul.
Wonderful video! My tears starting to come. 😢 At this moment I write this comment, I struggle hard to come back to my mental health since my breakdown in January 2024. 😭
I've never heard or knew who they were but I know now. Beautiful song!
I watch this one an the Fight video every week to remind me you can always fight back against anything in life.
I'd love this as a literal film, but the song itself and the absence of voices from the characters just makes it. This is an amazing message.
Something as simple as "Will I see you tomorrow" can mean so much to a person.
I have to agree these actors are really good, and the video really does convey the message, id love to see a movie come out of this, ive gotta say we all have dark moments, ive wanted to end it, if you hang in there, things can get better, and this song and video reminds me, it does get better ☺️
So beautiful! I love the video and the message behind it!
I’ve had a bad week almost all my life. Everything that’s good inside of me gets less and less important. I’ve done bad things I’m not proud of. I’m human tho don’t we all? I feel like giving up sometimes. I feel like everyone around me would be better off. I’m living tho cuz of messages like this. Music is my escape. It’s my drug and I abuse it to get rid of the pain I have stored inside. Thank you for this song.
Medical Hotbox I have found life renewed in myself via therapy. It truly works if you commit and work! My thoughts and prayers are with you
Study the Bible and get baptized
I will pray for you! ❤❤❤
You are loved! ❤❤❤
Jesus is the answer to your problems
Eva under fire, thank you.
this song touched me deeply!
For 19 years I was: mocked, cursed, disrespected, mistreated, I suffered bullying, I was assaulted, beaten.
This affected me in such a way that it worsened my mental health. But this song gave me a meaning in life
It gave me something I can believe in.
Eva under fire, thank you very much! You guys don't know how much you helped me with those words. 😭😭
Why do others think making others suffer is acceptable. I'm sorry this is happening to you. Keep getting back up.
@@earlc5990 tks bro
This hits hard, just turned 30 in 2020, been battling suicide and depression since I was 12. I still have issues to this day, I was that person in school, always picked on and felt like I had noone. Love this music also
Hey, I was also dealing with depression for such a long time. Id recommend you to check David Goggins story . He inspired me to make a change in my life.
I was picked on for being skinny, went into powerlifting class in school, and they laughed, taught them realistic bulking methods - and even the teacher had a problem with me then, and even when I would hang out with them as friends I could see that competition for every little thing will always get in the way... It's what's drilled into us from the stories on TV to the glorifying of our fallen from past wars, and that's not from the real stories about how corruption and legalized theft and marginalizing potential crimes until after something really bad happens - is that competition for every little thing
I'm a year older than OP, I was abused and bullied. I've been hospitalized 5 times in 6 months for suicidal plans starting in october of 2020. As a result of my rough childhood, I gained 4 mental illnesses beyond the two I had as a child. I'm currently hypomanic and trying to enjoy the reprieve from the extreme depression I normally feel. I have to stay busy so I don't crash as hard. I'm hoping it will last until this coming thursday at least so I can wrap up my work on planting an orchard.
@@indoorsandout3022 let me tell you a story so you'll know that what your going through is nothing at all. Over 3 years ago I survived In another dimension for 3 months. and it wasn't just any dimension it was a type of hell. I was tortured beyond belief. What I went through is bare minimum millions of times worse then hell in earth. These shadow beings in that hell took all the light from my soul. They stole all my light Inside my soul. And then on top of that they took my emotion to fall in love away. You couldn't begin to imagine how horrible that is. I'd rather be burned alive for over a 100 years then go back to that hell for 3 months again that should give you an idea of how Horrible that place was. I survived because of my willpower otherwise I would've died. In turn after surviving such a thing I was granted power you couldn't comprehend. I'm the strongest human by far because of what I survived. But being the strongest isnt all its cracked up too be. Sometime it's so painful to be the strongest. Just keep fighting and be glad that you dont ever have to go through what I went through. What your going through is literally like a walk in the breeze. None of you humans know what real hell is. You're all weak.
This made me cry I love this so much its such a powerful message and reminds me of when I wanted to die and how I had that one person that helped me
now I'm teared up at work....how am I just hearing this band??? this hits so hard as suicide is so prevalent in the military community and as a fellow vet who has lost people to suicide this song is so great 💜
Made me cry. Cause I lost brothers to suicide and almost killed myself over stuff or losing them.
@EvaUnderFire... God put you through a very good testimony
Trying to stay strong in moments of weakness is hard, but we all do it in our own ways. Having a friend on your side is always a great help, and more people need to see this, no one should ever feel alone.
this hit deep with me, highschool was hard for me
This had me in tears the music is good story telling. Only the good die young
All the evil seem to live forever-Iron Maiden
OMG this legit hit meh I feel like crying this speaks the truth for teenagers it just gets worse each generation we are strong and not alone
We all have a amazing friend like this
I've been here so many times I've attempted suicide so many times lost countless friends to this I am still here breathing and standing and trying to help others now to be able to stand again thank you so much for this song it means everything
I'm 35 and have tried to end it all 35 times and it wouldn't work so I gave up but I understand this song hits deeply for me thank you for helping me to have the courage to keep pushing forward another day.
I absolutely love this song. I know people who have tried to commit suicide or have thought about it but didn’t do it. I am going to share this song. I also know people who have been bullied so this song means a lot. Everyone is brave in there own way thanks Eva under fire. Your music is amazing and wonderful
I have been battling chronic PTSD due to childhood trauma for close to 20 years now. About 15 years ago both my parents died. It set into motion a darkness that I battle to this day. I have managed to sabotage both my professional and personal life. I have thought about ending many times. Understanding more about childhood trauma and very real effect it has and is still having to this day does help, but it is also tearing me apart because I feel I should have recognized the problem much much sooner, before I pushed away more than one promising romantic relationship. When they died, I knew instantly that they would never meet my children. I just never thought that I would also never meet them due to my own actions (and inactions).
I am grateful for all the beautiful moments and people that were part of my life. I deeply regret hurting them.
I am ready to leave.
I remember I was almost a statistic when I was a teenager this song brings back memories I thank that one person who kept me from dying and got me help even though she got accused of wrong doing as a foster parent by keeping me from jumping the way she did she did right not wrong by holding me down on ground! If she didn't I wouldn't be here! I am still connected to her as an adult she'll always be family to me thanks! Mrs. Millard! I don't know if you'll see this but thank you!
She reminds me of the girl who sings fly away. Such a 90s early 2000s childhood vibes. Makes me so sad the world is changing and I can’t change with it
That ending tho. I was legit in tears.
I am very glad to see and hear this video. With all the celebrities in the news recently that had been fighting with depression it’s good to see someone reaching out to those that are in need.
Ive lost several friends over the years to suicide. This song immediately brought back all their faces. All their voices. Amazing people that should still be here!
Just found this band today and so far this is the second song I'm listening to and I absolutely love what I hear so far and the lyrics are totally the highlight. Possibly my new favourite band right here. Edit after all the listening definitely my favourite band and got your songs on repeat.
They have so much more and a new release this month.
I LOVE their messages in songs/vidoes
That voice 😍 your lyics, always love you guys !!!! 🤟
I'm crawling on my knees and it feel so good having the idea that I'm not alone
I bawled😭😭😭😭 I cant stand that my kids,nieces and nephews and gkids have to grow up in a technology taken over world!! I am showing them you in the morning!! Ty and I will see you soon!! Great band, will be huge someday!!
The power of love ❤️
your lyrics are so powerful they rip our thoughts from our own heads and unfold them so we can see them. Thank you for caring enough to show us we're not alone
A song that grows the more you listen to it. And a strong message. I am not the Kind trying to make suicide, but I have suffered a heavy depression some years ago.
Great band this. Everything fits. Awesome vocalist, strong voice and great musicians. Keep it up. You are on the right path.
i'm not even half way through this video yet and i wanna cry.. so powerful such an amazing job
Your new album is gonna be so lit. I'm so excited and your songs send such a strong message.
Man, how have I missed this great band?! I am sitting here, typing through tears. Thank you for giving people hope and letting them know they're not alone.
thank you, so much, for this song
This song is amazing! I mean absolutely beautiful. It only takes one person to make your whole world from crumbling. And I just love this song. Thank you
U guys are truly amazing. Please make more songs like this. This is the type of music we need these days. No one has any idea of the shit people go through on a daily basis but instead Ignore them instead of listening.
@@EvaUnderFire u guys are amazing! I cant wait to meet u guys in person and talk about this song and maybe give u song ideas
I hope this song reaches out to the ones who need to hear it.. Thankyou Eva Under Fire 💕
Just listened to this the second time Bravo!
Think I’m gonna go jam to this on my bass and then my keyboard
another great song
As someone who's battled depression multiple times, this video really speaks to me
Incredible Eva knocks it out of the park… thank u!
Everyone and I mean everyone in the world, should hear this at least once
it changed m life
It's life changed fr
This needs to be seen by so many more people
Amanda’s voice is so powerful!
Powerful song, how did I miss this one for so long?
People have no idea what others truly go through...always bring others up regardless of anything else in the world...love from New York ❤🎶🤘
Just watched this and wanted to cry I felt so many feels.
Never heard of Eva Under Fire before last night at concert. They gave me chills every song ❤
you sing with your nice voice, you sing with your heart...thank's :) i love all your song, you have a new fan :)
Everytime I hear, I watch this video triggers go off n those thoughts come back to reality. Being abused n bullied growing up had really screwed up my soul n the way I look at life. I cry every time i listen n watch. If only i was loved n wanted
This song is beautiful beyond words
i have lost many too. more than i wanted to count; Family, Friends, and a very special beautiful and smart young lady. when i came across this song i wasn't going to click on it, but im glad i did. it took a lot of pain off of my heart. Thank you Eva Under Fire.
Underrated very much, your music is awesome and inspiring
A perfect video to go with the message of the song.
Amanda is gorgeous. The song is amazing. The meaning is helpful and lovely.
When you see someone going under, pull them back up. To anyone going under, stay strong, don't stray away from your dreams Love y'all!
Feeling so alone today - lost my wife of almost 40 year this week. I feel this huge hole in my life without her. Looking at my music to help me through today and this song has helped me from making a weak choice!
I bless you I. Jesus'name!! I don't know you but I am praying for you
This song makes me feel so much, and with the music video i can just understand completely how much more free you’d feel if everything was just.. over with... but also knowing there is someone out there who will care and who does care about you, how you feel, and just wants you to feel happy. Thank you for this. I love it so much! I just need someone to message me at my worst times so I can feel happy like her at those times. 😭❤️
Thank you:)
I'm a bit late if I see the other comments, but I just want to thank you for this song.
I like songs with an expression and you have sense in this song.
Thanks from Germany - It's a great song!
Just heard of you yesterday. Great music!
Power.
I wish kids today would understand that bullying does not whatsoever make you cool. It makes you weak. And parents always putting their children in the middle of grown up situations is by far so wrong. I'm sure all of you know all of this. But if I could snap my fingers and make the world right I would have done it along time ago.
even worse with social media it was bad before that i can only imagine how tough it is now days with most this generation growin up with it.
Hard to get that through to the bullies - with no real accountability from even government processes of impeachment...
Seriously, words don't do this song justice. The message and the song are so moving, powerful and beautiful. I'm so blown away.
Eva has the perfect voice for singing, one of a varied few imho
Sooooo amazing ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
June 29th 2021. My favourite still listening to this song
Beautiful in every way!
This video popped up on my random playlist.... the message in this song is powerful and left me with chills, goosebumps, and tears. I cannot express in words the absolute need, for those of you who feel that you have no path, to reach out. No matter the cost, someone will always be there for you in the darkest hour... someone WILL hear your muffled whisper. I fear for the kids (my kids) these days with social media and the toxic forum it creates. From a person that has experienced this type of loss on a personal level; best friends daughter to cyberbullying, fellow Marines, daughter's classmate, a friend's brother, etc.... the list/loss goes on. Be aware, be intrusive, be the beacon.
So many beacons are needed.