I don’t understand how after three years of spending my life with you. It was all fake. I’m so lost without you. My heart and soul is lost. I don’t know how all that time wasn’t really real how it was an illusion I cannot listen to this song without crying. I have been crying for six months. I am day 82 without my covert, narcissist pathological liar take a pain away. I cannot listen to this song or tripped without losing it. when we met Eva under fire in Seattle and hung out with them a little before the show and afterwards with you these songs became even more special for me. these songs are a beautiful torture chamber. A shirt from Eva herself in Seattle and she signed it. That shirt meant the world to me now more than ever. I understand the shirt, love, drugs, and misery. I have been so miserable with what you’ve put me through and now that you’re gone.
Im coming to this song tonight eva because it's a rough night between my family going through alot n I know that if my one n only sister was here I know that she could help i know she could understand. Still kill's me to this day that she is physically not in my life the darkness took her sadly n her demon's won. Not many song's hit me hard but this is def. one your vocal's are beyond on point the percussion the song itself. I still say one of the best photo's I have taken is the one i have one you screaming in the mic. an im not 100% sure but im almost certain you filmed this in michigan because that look's like detroit and campus martius ice rink and the country side is going up toward's gratiot. thank you for producing the music you guy's do eva you not only produce n sing lyric's that hit your heart but your soul as well. An i really can not even remotely to thank you enough. your lyric's your words touch my soul n it help's me get through. thank you
This song reminds me of my dad and helps me get through the harder days when I'm really missing him. I just blare it, and sing alone while letting the tears fall. Thank you for making this so perfectly
Don't know why they're no more famous. I just heard this group the other week. Cover journey separate ways. They rocked it . I like it so now I'm I'm listening to their other songs. I like this band
It is so criminal that music like this completely gets overlooked in the tidal wave of the really bad pop stuff that is coming out of America. You have a new fan...excellent!!!
Doesn't make sense how they only have 30K subscribers 🤔🤨🧐 Few others I Love BLACKTOP MOJO & THE BROKEN VIEW ALSO don't have the following they should 😕🤷🏼♂️⁉️
Because the new generations are showing these greats how it done,it kinda sad when alot of these unknowns are very good performers so I agree with you 💯
Stumbled upon this band on Pandora. Was blown away by the vocals. She sounds like a combination of Sarah McLachlan and Faith Hill singing rock. Instant fan.
I came across this song and hit me hard. My father passed away last. I just wanted to thank u for created such a beautiful song . I'm a new fan but I love everything u have made. Wish u the best in life. Thank you again.❤❤❤🖤🖤🖤
Decided to come back to this song as comfort after eventually losing my beloved childhood doggo due to natural causes. Feels like a hug that I never asked for, but for sure needed. 🤧❤️
I love female vocals! This singer is A.W.E.S.O.M.E! I wish many success for you! Please! Come to do presentations in Brazil someday, mainly in Rio de Janeiro City, ok! A hug for you!
Just came across this band recently. Started listening to everything they have and ran across this song. And May I say it’s got to be the most emotional song I think I’ve ever heard. Missing so many people from my life and my parents. Thank you for making such an amazing song!!!!
Four of my friends have died in September 8th, what a coincidence..... every year that's the worst date for me, thanks for this beautiful song, it helps heal my wounds..... Love to you from Guatemala! 🤘🇬🇹
Always remember light always out shines the dark and pain isn't always bad it shows you still love them just keep them in you're heart and it will heal
I stumbled upon Eva Under Fire a few days ago...I regret I haven't heard you sooner but song after song I can't stop listening. The real talent and raw emotion is captivating!
I’m back listening to this song after losing the love of my life to cancer. I’m in so much pain...It’s been since August 2019 and I still find the tightness in my chest happening when I hear one of our songs or hear his name somewhere on TV. My Johann...My darling love. I really do feel like the butterfly on the wall and everyone is enjoying their lives in the center of the room. I miss him so much.
Amanda and the rest of Eva under fire thank you for this song , anytime I hear it , it makes me either cry or get a lump In my throat , or gives me nostalgia, I always think about my mom and grand parents that have passed on
I love song even if I wasn’t in the video LOL I would still be listening to it! Thank you for the opportunity! Eva Under fire is a great band. They are already popular but I hope they blow up even more!! #TheSkyIsTheLimit
This song helps me cope if I didn't have this song to listen to to get me through cope with all my.loss i would take my.life so thank you for this song cope not easy I cry daily
Still just as poignant as ever, and just as powerful. This is beautiful. Just a little before this song originally went up, I lost my mom very suddenly, and way too soon. It's always going to hurt, but it eases with time. Thank you guys so much for all of your music, and I hope I get to see you out here in California someday.
This song takes you soaring on a emotional flight and the power in the vocals brings me down with a smooth landing back in a better place than when it began.
I was listening to my Evanescence radio on Pandora and I just heard Eva Under Fire's song Devil in Disguise on there. I think you guys just became popular enough to get on Pandora. Congratulations.
Not many songs make me emotional but this song just hit me like a brick wall the first time I heard. You guys did an exceptional job pouring the emotion into the lyrics. Your voice is amazing and fits the sorrow conveyed in the lyrics perfectly. You've definitely gained yourselves a new fan
Thank you so much for this song! My best friend shared it with me shortly after my dad died from cancer and it has helped me heal more than you’ll ever know. I am looking forward to seeing you in Portsmouth, Ohio on 10/12! *fun fact - my dad did a lot of the welding during the restorations done in the 2000s for that venue
Thank you for this song, guys. I lost the one friend who accepted me for who i am and who i ended falling in love with. I told her about my feelings with a song but she didnt have enough time to reply back. This song just says alot of what i felt and might always feel. Greetings.
Last year my brother told me to listen to this song and remember him by the song and I tell him don't be stupid we'll grow old together... couples months went by, June came, days later after his birthday he passed 😪..he was only 27... I miss him...💔💔
It will be 3 yrs this August I lost my best friend to brain cancer he was 29 died a few day before his 30th. Birth day an 7 weeks later lost his mom to lung cancer yalls are amazing band seen yalls live in ohio keep up the great job
How I have missed this song....so glad I have you subscribed. Reminded me of this gem. Been a tough day, so I'm so glad this came up. I definitely needed it. Love you guys!!
I lost my Fiancé under life support. It’s been 10 months and I feel the whole where my heart was. I understand every word of this song. Forever and Always my love 💙
Take me where I'm needed If there exist a time and place I know I'll be alright but All I want is you. Lead me through the doorway Im the butterfly on the wall Hear their barking laughter All I want is you It's 3am on this rooftop I'm way up here and it won't stop High above these city street Where only I believe I am someone I am someone I know I know I can feel it now Oh if you knew you'd be proud If you saw me now I'm hanging where the walls meet, In the corner by the hall. No one sees me smiling, All I want is you. Probably feel more at home Join in our misery, I see better days All I want is you. It's 3am on this rooftop, I'm way up here and it won't stop, High above these city street, Where only I believe. That I am someone, I am someone I know I know I can feel it now Oh if you knew you'd be proud If you saw me now If you could see me now, now, uohhhhhh no. I'm hanging where the walls meet, In the corner by the hall. No one sees me smiling I know it's always you. It's 3am on this rooftop I'm way up here and it won't stop High above these city street Where only I believe I am someone I am someone I know I know I can feel it now Oh if you knew you'd be proud If you saw me now, now, now Now, now, now...
I am excited to see/hear you next month in Grand Rapids at Upheaval. I know that if you sing this song I'll be crying in the crowd and wishing the love of my life was with me still.
What a beautiful song, and a fabulous voice, sung with real emotion. I love the guitars on it too, starting subtle then building to a climax. Great stuff!
Awhile back in like 2013 or so i was in a deathmetal band and we opened for this band when they were under a different name but i remember amanda vividly and she and i were talking about music and singing creed haha. Her voice here is genuine and she sounds better live.
@@EvaUnderFire thank you for this song I lost loved ones 1966 to 2021 every year I have to bury my loved ones am 24 I lost loved ones I that I never knew and some that knew me every month I lost loved ones if I didn't have this song to help me cope I would take my life loss is hell it never heals you just go through life broken numb 💔🕊️
You guys rock love your killer sound !!! I really can relate to the conviction in your lyric's and the dismay from the state of quicksand Amanda, 4 years ago I lost me, cousin, at the tender age of 23 he loss his endless fight against the dragon. What was the hardest to come to grips with was there was nothing I could do to help him. I was here and he was over in the UK. I wished that I would have known how tormented he was and his en-suffering but he was very good at concealing it and his mind was made up. I say to anyone that is up against no matter what never stop fighting to keep the RAW YOU " Storms come and go trying to rip into nothing but no matter what the sun always finds a way to shine through" ApeX No one ever should lash out in silent terror alone ..ever YOU MATTER Anyone needs someone to talk to or listen I am always there ApeX
I lost my best friend and my cousin, they both pasted away a month apart 17 years ago. And this song definitely bring me remembering them. Thank you for this song.
Came across this song an hits home.. vocals are emotional that's hits you like ton of bricks.. Still trying to get over my father passing. Losing a Parent is hard..
Wooow that's perfect guys I wanted to see an official video about this beautiful song 😉☺ ✌🤘 emotional...I love the lyrics so much..listening to eva under fire it is my special desire 😏
I remember my echo who died long ago I miss her she was my one true love and she can’t compare to the women who I have dated I wish I can feel happy again
18000s to 2023 lost loved ones million love ones in heaven Sunday my dad uncle died 14 years a go out for ever angel 😇 all ways be a part of us 😢love you uncle Earl
In 2006 ill never forget , the day i remember as if it were yesterday. My oldest sister christina was 24 years old. During the night she passed away in her room . She had cancer . Her last days she was bed ridden in a hospice bed. 😢😭😭 not a day goes by i dont think if my hermana .love and miss her
First random song of the day. What a surprise, what a wonderful life uh? 4:03 just a sec, She faced the cold inside and she could finally stare the night without any fear. Good tune.
To day the day lost my uncle in 2010 he was a vetrans he fell broke leg blood clot went to heart to day hell for ever rest in peace broken numb my heart 💔🕊️ watch over our family hell live without you enjoy heaven I hurting to I see you again in the sky 12 years to day
I don’t understand how after three years of spending my life with you. It was all fake. I’m so lost without you. My heart and soul is lost. I don’t know how all that time wasn’t really real how it was an illusion I cannot listen to this song without crying. I have been crying for six months. I am day 82 without my covert, narcissist pathological liar take a pain away.
I cannot listen to this song or tripped without losing it. when we met Eva under fire in Seattle and hung out with them a little before the show and afterwards with you these songs became even more special for me. these songs are a beautiful torture chamber. A shirt from Eva herself in Seattle and she signed it. That shirt meant the world to me now more than ever. I understand the shirt, love, drugs, and misery. I have been so miserable with what you’ve put me through and now that you’re gone.
This song should have brought them to the top
Stumbled across this song after I lost my boyfriend. Still makes me cry. I thank you for bringing this song into my life.
My husband died of cancer six months ago. No other song has come close to describing what it is like. Thank you so much for this song and video.
Im coming to this song tonight eva because it's a rough night between my family going through alot n I know that if my one n only sister was here I know that she could help i know she could understand. Still kill's me to this day that she is physically not in my life the darkness took her sadly n her demon's won. Not many song's hit me hard but this is def. one your vocal's are beyond on point the percussion the song itself. I still say one of the best photo's I have taken is the one i have one you screaming in the mic. an im not 100% sure but im almost certain you filmed this in michigan because that look's like detroit and campus martius ice rink and the country side is going up toward's gratiot. thank you for producing the music you guy's do eva you not only produce n sing lyric's that hit your heart but your soul as well. An i really can not even remotely to thank you enough. your lyric's your words touch my soul n it help's me get through. thank you
This song reminds me of my dad and helps me get through the harder days when I'm really missing him. I just blare it, and sing alone while letting the tears fall. Thank you for making this so perfectly
Don't know why they're no more famous. I just heard this group the other week. Cover journey separate ways. They rocked it . I like it so now I'm I'm listening to their other songs. I like this band
F me , I hope u guys make it proper big , so deserve a wider audience ! Come to UK please !
I love this song. It just hits me right in the heart cause you can feel the emotion that is poured into it.
I agree so much
It is so criminal that music like this completely gets overlooked in the tidal wave of the really bad pop stuff that is coming out of America. You have a new fan...excellent!!!
Agreed!
Why are they not more famous omg!! I love all their songs
Doesn't make sense how they only have 30K subscribers 🤔🤨🧐 Few others I Love BLACKTOP MOJO & THE BROKEN VIEW ALSO don't have the following they should 😕🤷🏼♂️⁉️
@aaronfarris8159 it's bs I think...who says who gets main streamed. 🙄
🤡 Who are deaf to Good Music apparently 🤷🏼♂️😏😄
Because the new generations are showing these greats how it done,it kinda sad when alot of these unknowns are very good performers so I agree with you 💯
Knife in the heart. Lost my brother...I feel this song.
same :( Lost my brother 2 years ago. Song hits me in the feels everytime. Like a missing piece, never fully heals just got to keep enduring. :(
Damn, all of Eva under fire videos hit me right in the feels! :/
I seriously tell people listen to songs like this, cause It makes you feel so happy for reals
Stumbled upon this band on Pandora. Was blown away by the vocals. She sounds like a combination of Sarah McLachlan and Faith Hill singing rock. Instant fan.
Yeah, a few of their songs, she sounds like Sara Evans a little.
I came across this song and hit me hard. My father passed away last. I just wanted to thank u for created such a beautiful song . I'm a new fan but I love everything u have made. Wish u the best in life. Thank you again.❤❤❤🖤🖤🖤
This band is so freaking awesome and the lead singer is absolutely unbelievably ah inspiring with her beautiful vocals absolutely love this song
Decided to come back to this song as comfort after eventually losing my beloved childhood doggo due to natural causes. Feels like a hug that I never asked for, but for sure needed. 🤧❤️
Really enjoy the lead singer's voice. Very moltic and soulful. Hope the best for this band.
I love female vocals! This singer is A.W.E.S.O.M.E! I wish many success for you! Please! Come to do presentations in Brazil someday, mainly in Rio de Janeiro City, ok! A hug for you!
I lost both my parents and this song is great for my soul! Thank you
Just came across this band recently. Started listening to everything they have and ran across this song. And May I say it’s got to be the most emotional song I think I’ve ever heard. Missing so many people from my life and my parents. Thank you for making such an amazing song!!!!
Four of my friends have died in September 8th, what a coincidence..... every year that's the worst date for me, thanks for this beautiful song, it helps heal my wounds..... Love to you from Guatemala! 🤘🇬🇹
Always remember light always out shines the dark and pain isn't always bad it shows you still love them just keep them in you're heart and it will heal
@@barchaosmaster339 I've lost members too. Not sept 8th. However My birthdate is sept.8.
I stumbled upon Eva Under Fire a few days ago...I regret I haven't heard you sooner but song after song I can't stop listening. The real talent and raw emotion is captivating!
I’m back listening to this song after losing the love of my life to cancer. I’m in so much pain...It’s been since August 2019 and I still find the tightness in my chest happening when I hear one of our songs or hear his name somewhere on TV. My Johann...My darling love. I really do feel like the butterfly on the wall and everyone is enjoying their lives in the center of the room. I miss him so much.
Amanda and the rest of Eva under fire thank you for this song , anytime I hear it , it makes me either cry or get a lump In my throat , or gives me nostalgia, I always think about my mom and grand parents that have passed on
I love song even if I wasn’t in the video LOL I would still be listening to it! Thank you for the opportunity! Eva Under fire is a great band. They are already popular but I hope they blow up even more!! #TheSkyIsTheLimit
I LOVE THIS SONG....fantástico voice
This song helps me cope if I didn't have this song to listen to to get me through cope with all my.loss i would take my.life so thank you for this song cope not easy I cry daily
Hang in there 🙏🏻 Don't give up on yourself, ever need someone to talk to I'm an excellent listener
One hell of a voice she is a talent.the real deal .show us how it's done
Still just as poignant as ever, and just as powerful. This is beautiful. Just a little before this song originally went up, I lost my mom very suddenly, and way too soon. It's always going to hurt, but it eases with time. Thank you guys so much for all of your music, and I hope I get to see you out here in California someday.
This song takes you soaring on a emotional flight and the power in the vocals brings me down with a smooth landing back in a better place than when it began.
This is the 3rd song I have heard from you and holy crap. Tears. Truly beautiful. Raw emotions and just what is needed. Thank you 💛
I was listening to my Evanescence radio on Pandora and I just heard Eva Under Fire's song Devil in Disguise on there. I think you guys just became popular enough to get on Pandora. Congratulations.
Not many songs make me emotional but this song just hit me like a brick wall the first time I heard. You guys did an exceptional job pouring the emotion into the lyrics. Your voice is amazing and fits the sorrow conveyed in the lyrics perfectly. You've definitely gained yourselves a new fan
Love this song! xoxo
Nice band! Wow
One of favourite songs ever brings tears to my eyes
Thank you so much for this song! My best friend shared it with me shortly after my dad died from cancer and it has helped me heal more than you’ll ever know. I am looking forward to seeing you in Portsmouth, Ohio on 10/12!
*fun fact - my dad did a lot of the welding during the restorations done in the 2000s for that venue
Thank you for this song, guys. I lost the one friend who accepted me for who i am and who i ended falling in love with. I told her about my feelings with a song but she didnt have enough time to reply back. This song just says alot of what i felt and might always feel. Greetings.
happy that i've found this band. \m/
Last year my brother told me to listen to this song and remember him by the song and I tell him don't be stupid we'll grow old together... couples months went by, June came, days later after his birthday he passed 😪..he was only 27... I miss him...💔💔
It will be 3 yrs this August I lost my best friend to brain cancer he was 29 died a few day before his 30th. Birth day an 7 weeks later lost his mom to lung cancer yalls are amazing band seen yalls live in ohio keep up the great job
How I have missed this song....so glad I have you subscribed. Reminded me of this gem. Been a tough day, so I'm so glad this came up. I definitely needed it. Love you guys!!
1966 to 2022 lost loved ones my for ever angles watch over our family
I lost my Fiancé under life support. It’s been 10 months and I feel the whole where my heart was. I understand every word of this song.
Forever and Always my love 💙
What a great song.
Take me where I'm needed
If there exist a time and place
I know I'll be alright but
All I want is you.
Lead me through the doorway
Im the butterfly on the wall
Hear their barking laughter
All I want is you
It's 3am on this rooftop
I'm way up here and it won't stop
High above these city street
Where only I believe
I am someone I am someone
I know I know I can feel it now
Oh if you knew you'd be proud
If you saw me now
I'm hanging where the walls meet,
In the corner by the hall.
No one sees me smiling,
All I want is you.
Probably feel more at home
Join in our misery,
I see better days
All I want is you.
It's 3am on this rooftop,
I'm way up here and it won't stop,
High above these city street,
Where only I believe.
That I am someone, I am someone
I know I know I can feel it now
Oh if you knew you'd be proud
If you saw me now
If you could see me now, now, uohhhhhh no.
I'm hanging where the walls meet,
In the corner by the hall.
No one sees me smiling
I know it's always you.
It's 3am on this rooftop
I'm way up here and it won't stop
High above these city street
Where only I believe
I am someone I am someone
I know I know I can feel it now
Oh if you knew you'd be proud
If you saw me now, now, now
Now, now, now...
Eva Under Fire
I am excited to see/hear you next month in Grand Rapids at Upheaval. I know that if you sing this song I'll be crying in the crowd and wishing the love of my life was with me still.
Man, the moment I Heard them, I Just fall in love. Perfect 🤩
I want to be able to sing this song. But losing my daughter almost 5 years ago... I can't help but cry everytime I hear it.
What a beautiful song, and a fabulous voice, sung with real emotion. I love the guitars on it too, starting subtle then building to a climax. Great stuff!
Awhile back in like 2013 or so i was in a deathmetal band and we opened for this band when they were under a different name but i remember amanda vividly and she and i were talking about music and singing creed haha. Her voice here is genuine and she sounds better live.
i love coming back to this song whenever i need to feel closer to my parents! #oldorphen
5 people liked this song so much, they turned their device upside down and liked it again
@@EvaUnderFire thank you for this song I lost loved ones 1966 to 2021 every year I have to bury my loved ones am 24 I lost loved ones I that I never knew and some that knew me every month I lost loved ones if I didn't have this song to help me cope I would take my life loss is hell it never heals you just go through life broken numb 💔🕊️
2021 yess Im still hear this 😙😚😍
You guys rock love your killer sound !!!
I really can relate to the conviction in your lyric's and the dismay from the state of quicksand
Amanda, 4 years ago I lost me, cousin, at the tender age of 23 he loss his endless fight against the dragon.
What was the hardest to come to grips with was there was nothing I could do to help him. I was here and he was over in the UK.
I wished that I would have known how tormented he was and his en-suffering but he was very good at concealing it and his mind was made up.
I say to anyone that is up against no matter what never stop fighting to keep the RAW YOU
" Storms come and go trying to rip into nothing but no matter what the sun always finds a way to shine through" ApeX
No one ever should lash out in silent terror alone ..ever YOU MATTER
Anyone needs someone to talk to or listen I am always there
ApeX
thank god its back love you guys
love ur work
Love your voice on this track/vid
Love this song🖤
oh wow....such a powerful song 💜🎶
Hope to see you one day in Paris (France) !
Thank you . You made me feel better when I listen to your songs
Esta banda es GENIAL!!! Y la voz de Amanda es hermosa,me encanta...tiene una gran voz,excelente cantante!!!
Love this band on many levels
I lost my best friend and my cousin, they both pasted away a month apart 17 years ago. And this song definitely bring me remembering them. Thank you for this song.
I'm so glad I got to meet you yesterday!!!
One of my favorite songs, glad you re uploaded it!
I Love this song!!!
Came across this song an hits home.. vocals are emotional that's hits you like ton of bricks.. Still trying to get over my father passing. Losing a Parent is hard..
I have yet to find any video with one of their songs with more than 100 dislikes it's amazing
This song has new meaning to me after my friend took his life last year.
I really wish mental health did not have a big stigma on it.
The singer has a very very powerful voice
For the first time I'm happy with Spotifys recommendations 😂
Love this song, great video, i can see alot went into it, thanks for the soundtrack to our lives, where would we be without music. 👍🎶🎵🎧🎵🎶
My sister died last year at 33... and this hits way different...but in a weird sad happy way❤
Beautiful voice... amazing song BRAZIL HERE
Another one.. Wow.. Its getting better and better
Wooow that's perfect guys I wanted to see an official video about this beautiful song 😉☺ ✌🤘 emotional...I love the lyrics so much..listening to eva under fire it is my special desire 😏
Cannot express the love I have for EUF 💜
This is a very touching song with beautiful vocals and music
I remember my echo who died long ago I miss her she was my one true love and she can’t compare to the women who I have dated I wish I can feel happy again
Totally first class!
Happened to come across this beautiful song in the year 2017 and still listening 2020
18000s to 2023 lost loved ones million love ones in heaven Sunday my dad uncle died 14 years a go out for ever angel 😇 all ways be a part of us 😢love you uncle Earl
New Video and first commentary :3
In my heart great band :'3
amazing what you do makes sense. just perfect
Beautiful voice. Love the vocal harmonies
Beautiful👊
Cool video/song!
Such a good song!!!!!!
Great song 🎧🎼🎵🔊
😭😭😭😭😭 Beautiful absolutely amazing !!
You have a gorgeous voice greentings ❤❤❤ Eva under fire ❤❤❤❤
In 2006 ill never forget , the day i remember as if it were yesterday. My oldest sister christina was 24 years old. During the night she passed away in her room . She had cancer . Her last days she was bed ridden in a hospice bed. 😢😭😭 not a day goes by i dont think if my hermana .love and miss her
You have a gorgeous voice ❤
i love it and were is the early crew at
First random song of the day.
What a surprise, what a wonderful life uh?
4:03 just a sec,
She faced the cold inside and she could finally stare the night without any fear.
Good tune.
To day the day lost my uncle in 2010 he was a vetrans he fell broke leg blood clot went to heart to day hell for ever rest in peace broken numb my heart 💔🕊️ watch over our family hell live without you enjoy heaven I hurting to I see you again in the sky 12 years to day