Video requests - Q&A part 2 - My Sexuality
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- Опубликовано: 12 сен 2024
- Really enjoying making these videos so please keep your questions coming! :) Some thoughts on choosing your female name and why I chose mine, sexuality and how that has changed & do I dream as female...?
/ agirlforallseasons
I know these videos are 4 years on and you've clearly been through since, yet I appreciate your candid disclosure. I hope you have an amazing life 👍👍
7 years after your video dropped, there's still new people checking out your channel to hear what you had to say
I just want to say, that listening to your videos is fascinating and you really come across as a really lovely, a genuinely lovely person.
"You are attracted to who you are attracted" I like that. It allows you to be who you feel you are. Love your truth and confidence in being who you are Charlie.
I know this video is from some years ago. But i think your dream of seeing yourself dressed in men's clothes and feeling the way you did, meaning not comfortable, is to me, your inner self showing that your transition from male to female was/is the right way for you to live your truth in who you were born to be. You look and sound like the woman you were meant to be. You look amazing. And i know from following your story that you have grown so much more into yourself, more confidence in all you do in life. It's now 2020, so looking forward to seeing what this new year brings for you.
I appreciate you so much. i have had only 1 dream I remember that my mom, who was a different person, realized I was a girl and was happy. hugs
I changed my name but stayed close to my original. I’ve always been attracted to females . So in a sense my friend tells me that I’ve been a lesbian all my life. Thank you for such inspiring videos and words 💕
woodentulip - I can't reply to your comment below it, but yes I am SOOOOO EXCITED about this season!! I have a few sponsors at present but nothing too spectacular at the mo, I'm really flying by the seat of my pants financially right now so it would be nice to have a few more people onboard really, I have a few people working on it for me so fingers crossed they'll get there - off testing soon so will post a video on here :D
I am a long way behind you in transition. You spoke about dreaming as sometimes male and female. I never experienced that even from the youngest age always dreams, I was a female and trying to make sense of how to live as a male.
Thank you for your videos they help a lot .
Best wishes
Kerry
Same on my name, it's gender neutral enough for me and it's *my* name. I don't want a different one. I feel very fortunate that it's gender neutral as if it wasn't, I would feel the need to leave it behind.
You are soooo cute sweet and very comforting. Thank you for all of this... Congratulations on your life
Powerful video for me, I could totally relate to your answers!
Great topic, and great response. Are you looking forward to the next racing season?
Have you got any new sponsors to put on your race car?
... Thank you for your insightful comments and experience on "sexuality", and ways in which your transition has effected "attraction" and dreams... They are common and complex themes for me, for many reasons, even as someone dealing with late in life, in spite of obvious lifelong indications (of) "dysphoria", complicating a/the (possibly desired) resolution even further... You bring honesty, thoughtfulness, wonderful perspective and humor to complicated issues... Thank you ! - Farley
+Farley Andrews ... Do you set, or curl your hair, before we see it looking so awesome, or is it all in the cut ?
There was a MTF who sometimes would wake up and think was it a dream? Then she would put her hand down there and be like it wasn't a dream 🌹
Hi ya huni, I have just had my consolation with the facial team.. And I'm Soo excited about getting everything done now! (I was watching some of your older videos and They have defo helped me decide I wanted to use them! Thank you!) I was wondering if you had any help with your hair?! As it looks amazing now..
(Facial team are going to be sorting my receding hair line during ffs)
Also another one that I am currently going through that I think may help others is electrolysis! Omg how painful! I just wondered if you had this method also?!
Anyway huge fan of yours and just thanking you for all your videos they are helping me Soo much) jess hunter
Please Keep up the great work! :)
Jessica Hunter Great choice with FT, I can't say how pleased I am with what they've done for me :D With my hair I took a supplement called Forcapil that a friend recommended - uk.vitazita.com/en/buy/forcapil-60-capsules/?curr=GBP&gclid=Cj0KEQiA6ounBRCq0LKBjKGgysEBEiQAZmpvA1yzbC6HamfnAMjjlQYvMxuPGXcK89XhQEznKuQlHrEaAiu58P8HAQI took it for 3 months and it really made my hair grow faster & stronger - like it grew in winter like it does in summer. Going to take some now for a boost! Yes Electro sucks and it really hurts, I'm afraid you've just got to grin (grimace...?) and bear it... Nearly finished but my face has taken 3 years with laser & electro :( Good luck! :D
I think there is no fixed rule for names because it's such a personal thing . Some would say it's better to go for a compleat fem name to clear any uncertainty ,some would say have continuity for simplicity . I decided that my gender neutral first name was to stay although my full name has changed to the female version .
Besides the fact that your cuteness looks like its been put on steroids, your movements are so feminine I love how you move, can only hope to move as graceful as you
Good luck to you...hope you find more sponsors for your racing. It is so amazing you are so beautiful, beyond belief...you are so lucky to have life before you and to have it all together. hope you find a partner can't see why you're still single.
Anthony - Toni
Chris. - Christen
Michael - Michelle
Etc etc
My name still starts with the letter B
From my previous name B
Were you surprised by the amount of male attention you received as you completed your transition? Could your brothers now have more questions about themselves that affect the way they now interact with you?
Thank you for your reply.
I am really sorry to hear that you lost your Mum and Dad. xx
Christine, you look more feminine and beautiful every day! Question: How old were you when you started taking hormones? Did you have facial fem. surgery or have you always had feminine features? Was you voice leaning toward feminine or has it been a huge achievement to sound so girly? Love your vlogs and keep up the good work
sharpsvilleBill Thank you Bill :) I was 31 when I started HRT, I was worried I'd left it too late but I've had some great effects - it takes time though. Yes I had FFS in 2013, you can see all my videos before, during and after!
Thank you for your comments. They help a lot. Thank You.
your so remarkable. you have a amazing amount of ceradge. To make video's to help others. Thank you
p.s. another question. Since you transition, HRT to SRS, have you been intimate with a man and if so did it feel "natural"?
Thanks soo much for the reply! Really awesome.. I have ordered forcapill xx Yeh totally get what you mean with electro! I'm putting my headphones on and listening to my playlists the hours sessions go a little quicker but the pain... Omg! Haha xx ohh I'm Jessica hunter you replied to me! But i can't find my password and locked myself out.. Anyways that's enough of me being weird sorry! Lol
Hey also I have been practising my voice in the car.. Yeh Car registrations are a great tip! I really do find this part the hardest so far! Like you say you just feel so stupid but it's also really fun! Except when I play my voice back and still sound like Barry White grrrr
Thanks C - I just so relate to a lot of what you say.
You are gorgeous Charlie, just a beautiful woman! So brave.
I am going to list why I think people visit your site, then state my video request. The reasons aren't necessarily exclusive to the others and some/many may not fit any of your viewers. I'm just thinking out loud.
1. You have a story to tell and you do it well.
2. You are pleasing to the eye.
3. You express the duality that exists in many of mankind, whether that conflict is gender related or not.
4. You address how to fit into a conformist society while upsetting some of its norms.
5. You make your journey appear fun. We get to enjoy ourselves vicariously through you.
6. Your viewers get to see a story unfold as it happens. (You are the producer, director, writer, actor, videographer, and post-production editor of your own reality TV show).
7. You are pleasing to the eye. Oops! Already said that, didn't I?
Now, here's my request. Let us see the full you, fully clothed, of course. I'm not sure style is terribly important. It doesn't have to be provocative or even ladylike. It can be in your tomboy clothes for all I care. While the head and shoulder shots are good for most of your vlogs, I don't think I'm alone in thinking we would like to see a bit more of you.
Just keep it classy. You may have to enlist another videographer to satisfy this request.
Hi George, thank you for the feedback - its interesting to hear why my channel appeals as it helps me make it better and focus on what people like about it :) On the full body shot I'm defo going to do this, I shot my latest video standing up and found it helps me feel a bit more energetic and animated than sat down - I'll do some more videos like this now I figured how to rig up the camera! My clothes aren't that tomboyish btw lol ;D
Delighted!
You might be able to kill two birds with one stone. Show us you.......with your race car. I know I'd like to hear the specifics on the car: engine, suspension, transmission, acceleration, handling, speed.....how you have to modify it for different motorways. Tell us about what kind of racing you do. Most of the racing in North America is done on an oval, whether it is NASCAR or Formula One. There's very little road racing. Years ago, drag racing was a big deal but not so much in the last quarter century. The one video I saw of you was in France, I believe.
It was difficult to tell what was happening, if it was part of the competition or not. Was it course familiarization? Qualification? Race against the clock? I couldn't tell.
Pretty girls with motor cars are always a hit.
😄
George Maynard My car is a Formula Renault so its a 2ltr 170 bhp with a carbon chassis, weight is 490kg, Sadev sequential box, 0-100mph in 4.8 secs. The engine is sealed so everyone in the class has an identical car to make the racing close - it's down to the driver to get the best out of the car :)
I bought it in Sept last year after I sold my old car (the one in the video in France) so I haven't even driven it yet! I collect it on Monday from the team and start testing in March :D The video you saw was a competition run, the racing I do is against the clock so one car at a time on a closed section of public road - ruclips.net/video/1ZkA_MAK3Fc/видео.html
The courses in France are much longer than England, and wider too - between 2.5 - 6km and you get 2/3 practice and 3 competition runs. It's an amazing rush, and being in France is so cool too as it's a beautiful country with lovely people - being able to speak French makes a big difference too :) I can't wait!
I’ve always loved females and that has never changed. So in essence I’ve always been a lesbian. I could never see myself with a male.
i have dreams where i have lost the plot and people are torturing me but i wake every morning saying it was just a dream nobody can hurt you
I tend to dream in a 3rd person perspective,
I am going to jump on the woodentulip bandwagon. Tell us about your racing.
But here's what I'm most interested in.......your kitchen. Double ovens? I'm jealous.
I'm a hobby cook and would like to know if you cook mainly for yourself, family, or friends.
Can you make traditional English fare like pub food? How about a good curry?
George Maynard Ok I'll make something on my racing soon - off testing next month :) Glad you like my kitchen, its single oven and a coffee machine (that doesn't work!). I used to cook a lot and I'm quite handy in the kitchen, good at baking cakes if I say so myself ;D as I'm single I don't go that overboard these days but love cooking if I have friends over - not that often as I live in the sticks!
I can make a very good Goan fish curry, and pub food too like pies - I've go most bases covered lol
I think you are a very remarkable woman dear
Charlie You are very lovely and sweet and beautiful I love your videos.
I'm Jimmie Dale so it works either way🌹
You are very brave and beautiful. I see a wonderful soul.
Keep smiling, chin up like you don't give two fucks in the world babe.
Ps :thanks for a fab Vid :-)
I like you :)
Hi! My friend got me watching your videos, and as a mtf transgender, I find you relatable . However, I can't help but feel uncomfortable when you use the term "transsexual". To me it just seems like the term associates being transgender to sex. I don't know, but maybe it could just be me?
It's just you...
But it is about sex: male and female sex. It's not about sex in the sense of fucking. Do you think being intersex is about fucking? Is a unisex hairdresser's about fucking?
"Transgender" is an umbrella term that includes transsexual men and women, but also genderqueers and suchlike. Not all transsexual men and women are fine with that.
you have to work on becoming androgyne and entering master feminine consciousness. running out of time
Makes senses but there are good men out there you know