How the actual fuck is this my life at 44? - Forever perpetually alone and single (never ever been in a real relationship) - Never ever had a real friend - Poverty - Failure - Fat - Diabetic - Lonely and alone - Frumpty-dumpty (everyone thinks I'm so old) - Child-less - No family of my own - No career I'm in hell and there's no escape. I'm drowning in grief and rage. My soul is raped. I am traumatized and paralyzed. Bullied and abused my whole damn life. I am innocent. Truly wonderfully profoundly deeply: innocent. No guilt. None. Zero. Zilch. Zip. Nada. Shame: superfluous; unnecessary. I am a child of God. I am a queen. Daughter of the Most High: King of Kings. I was a child, in so much pain, abused, bullied, minimal to no support, just doing my best. The rage and grief are beautiful magnificent tremendous oceans. So-so-so-so-so powerful!!!!! It's time I harness their power. I harness their power now. The time has come. Their power is mine! What a miracle to be able to feel such rage and grief. So beautiful. So wild. So gorgeous. So intense. So loving, so kind. So free. Such art. Such freedom. Such wisdom. Such wonder. Such magnificence. I do this for me. I do this for humanity. I do this for my entire family line. I am the one blessed to feel, what no-one before me was able to... What a gift, indeed. Lord, I pray for healing: physically, emotionally, mentally, psychologically, and spiritually, In JESUS' name: break every chain, stronghold, yoke, every generational curse, and all witchcraft, and spell work. Holy Spirit, anoint me: from the top of my head to the soles of my feet. Release me, completely, from every darkness looming around me, in Jesus' name. Shine your light, your healing, your saving grace, and power over me. And FILL me with YOUR AGAPE LOVE and grace. I speak peace over my heart and mind and soul and body, in JESUS' name. So be it. So it is. Praise be to God. Hallelujah! 🧡🙌 Thank you, God, for Guiding me with your love and light! Thank you, God, for Surrounding me with your love and light! Thank you, God, for Protecting me with your love and light! Thank you, God, for Imbuing me with your love and light! Thank you, God, for Cloaking me with your love and light!
You are loved, you are a great man, you are intelligent you are healthy and You have a good job. accept and let go. send your wishes to the universe , The universe loves you.
I pray life and joy, and complete provision and hope over your life. I pray good friends, people who are interested in you, wanting to do life with you, someone who loves you, cherishes you, to enter your life, and to stay. I pray you heal and let your defenses down and that you treat others, and yourself: with kindness and that you become full of life: to do exciting things and that even the mundane things give you life-nourishing happiness. In Yeshua's name, I pray.
hello i need emergency help regarding divine inner family uhane unihipili and aumakua i ned someone to do the 14 step process for me would you please help me with that?
I miss him with all my soul I drowned in grief I am suffocated submerged in darkness the pain is unbearable I can't breathe without him I DO NOT breathe through what he did to me I want to die he raped my soul I thought he was my best friend MY SOUL IS RAPED MY SOUL IS RAPED MY SOUL IS RAPED THE MAN I REVERED AS MY BEST FRIEND, RAPED MY SOUL I WANT TO DIE I want to die the pain of the 44 years of my life is just too excruciating I drowned and suffocate in endless grief and the man I revered as my best friend, at the beginning of this year... ended up raping my soul and giving me severe PTSD I want to die I want nothing else; just death SELF REMINDER: The energy of shame is the wish to be loved
@GodHelpMe The same happened to me. The man I thought were my best friend for four years, RAPED MY SOUL, which lead to PTSD and an autoinflammation disorder.
How the actual fuck is this my life at 44?
- Forever perpetually alone and single (never ever been in a real relationship)
- Never ever had a real friend
- Poverty
- Failure
- Fat
- Diabetic
- Lonely and alone
- Frumpty-dumpty (everyone thinks I'm so old)
- Child-less
- No family of my own
- No career
I'm in hell and there's no escape.
I'm drowning in grief and rage.
My soul is raped.
I am traumatized and paralyzed.
Bullied and abused my whole damn life.
I am innocent.
Truly wonderfully
profoundly deeply:
innocent.
No guilt.
None.
Zero.
Zilch.
Zip.
Nada.
Shame:
superfluous;
unnecessary.
I am a child of God.
I am a queen.
Daughter of the Most High:
King of Kings.
I was a child, in so much pain, abused, bullied,
minimal to no support, just doing my best.
The rage and grief
are beautiful magnificent tremendous oceans.
So-so-so-so-so powerful!!!!!
It's time I harness their power.
I harness their power now.
The time has come.
Their power is mine!
What a miracle
to be able to feel such rage and grief.
So beautiful.
So wild.
So gorgeous.
So intense.
So loving, so kind.
So free.
Such art.
Such freedom.
Such wisdom.
Such wonder.
Such magnificence.
I do this for me.
I do this for humanity.
I do this for my entire family line.
I am the one blessed to feel,
what no-one before me was able to...
What a gift, indeed.
Lord, I pray for healing:
physically, emotionally, mentally, psychologically, and spiritually,
In JESUS' name: break every chain, stronghold, yoke,
every generational curse, and all witchcraft, and spell work.
Holy Spirit, anoint me: from the top of my head to the soles of my feet.
Release me, completely, from every darkness looming around me, in Jesus' name.
Shine your light, your healing, your saving grace, and power over me.
And FILL me with YOUR AGAPE LOVE and grace.
I speak peace over my heart and mind and soul and body, in JESUS' name.
So be it. So it is. Praise be to God. Hallelujah!
🧡🙌
Thank you, God, for Guiding me with your love and light!
Thank you, God, for Surrounding me with your love and light!
Thank you, God, for Protecting me with your love and light!
Thank you, God, for Imbuing me with your love and light!
Thank you, God, for Cloaking me with your love and light!
You are loved, you are a great man, you are intelligent you are healthy and You have a good job. accept and let go. send your wishes to the universe , The universe loves you.
I pray life and joy,
and complete provision
and hope over your life.
I pray good friends,
people who are interested in you, wanting to do life with you,
someone who loves you, cherishes you, to enter your life, and to stay.
I pray you heal and let your defenses down
and that you treat others, and yourself: with kindness
and that you become full of life:
to do exciting things
and that even the mundane things
give you life-nourishing happiness.
In Yeshua's name, I pray.
hello i need emergency help regarding divine inner family uhane unihipili and aumakua i ned someone to do the 14 step process for me would you please help me with that?
When Sir says cleaning, how to do the cleaning?
through Ho'Oponopono prayer
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Thank you
I'm Sorry
Please forgive me
Thank you
I love you
I miss him with all my soul
I drowned in grief
I am suffocated
submerged in darkness
the pain is unbearable
I can't breathe without him
I DO NOT breathe through
what he did to me
I want to die
he raped my soul
I thought he was my best friend
MY SOUL IS RAPED
MY SOUL IS RAPED
MY SOUL IS RAPED
THE MAN I REVERED
AS MY BEST FRIEND,
RAPED MY SOUL
I WANT TO DIE
I want to die
the pain of the 44 years of my life
is just too excruciating
I drowned and suffocate in endless grief
and the man I revered as my best friend,
at the beginning of this year...
ended up raping my soul
and giving me severe PTSD
I want to die
I want nothing else;
just death
SELF REMINDER:
The energy of shame
is the wish to be loved
clean
@GodHelpMe The same happened to me. The man I thought were my best friend for four years, RAPED MY SOUL, which lead to PTSD and an autoinflammation disorder.