John Regan feat. ILL BILL and Juganot -- Devil's Eye lyrics

[Verse 1]
I wake up from nightmares trying to fight them off
Scared, thinking my alarm was life support
So I called up to God, try to reach him
But every time I do it's like the Devil beeps in
Who I believe in? The angels or demons
Cause everything around me seems so deceiving
Lord I'd reach out if I could
But it seems my bad side always gets the best of my good
Every time that I decide he sits on my shoulder
Turning a small chip into a clip in my holster
It's hard to find a young boy in me
Cause the bad side poisoned me
That's me, and after the fact when the bad one's gone
My good side comes back and he grabs my arm
Like John this ain't your lifestyle, listen
My visions are seeing you in prison, you need help
[Chorus]
I done been through it all from a rise to a fall
I've seen more than your eyes can see
I've been through the ups and the downs
And everything else around, see it's all a part of life for me
? if you ever cross ? played out
I live in the abyss and I'm making my way out
God shine your light on me
Cause the Devil got an eye on me
[Verse 2]
Listen, yo, I've been through it all
Fought more than the average soul
Sometimes I wonder if I have my own
On the block where the hustlers roam
I was a modern day Mick Jagger rolling stone
Yeah, I've been through that but I ain't going back
The Heaven gates is now where I'm headed at
Did I mention that my history has a vengeance
That wants to pull me down to the trenches
But that is where the Devil works with the worst
But I'd rather be in the clouds proud looking down
It's funny how it sounds, I found my home grounds
Place whre the clouds surround the whole town
Let me tell you I never thought I'd find this place
Took a while for that bright light to shine this way
But when it did I embraced it, turned around, faced it
Used to be scared now I'm anxious to make it
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I've been through it all, ups and downs
Guns and pounds of drugs, mountains of cocaine
It's like the Alps in my house
Thousands in a brown paper bag
Large amounts of paper man, keep your mouth shut
Fuck a data plan, fuck a cellphone, we don't mess with those
We invest in coke, keep an extra ho
I'm like Scarface but I don't get killed at the end of the movie
My drugs are a reign you can trust like ?
Or better yet LCN, tell a friend, build a clientele
And I excel in this violent hell
Creeping through, see the unspeakable
Unbelievable evil that people do, homie I've seen the truth
Rise and fall, rise again, we're born
We pimp the system, fuck who I offend these whores
Shout words that we living, don't play with it
Cause when the shit goes down you'll be like, "They did it."
[Chorus]