I had a horrifying thing happen to me today... I truly felt like I was going to die and have no idea what it was. I relapsed 3 weeks ago with fentanyl and decided to buy 36 Oxycodone to help me get the Fentanyl out so then I could go on the Suboxone. 2 days in, everything seems to be going smoothly and I feel a panick go through my body and Brain. Mind u I had about 16 Tabs + 15 drinks in those 2 days. I also took 2 drugs of weed. My biggest fear kicks in... Something is wrong and it feels like intense precipiated wd... but that would be impossible... because I didnt take any Subs/Naloxone... Yet it was extremely if painful physically and mentally it was what I would expect hell to feel like. My body is now vomiting and gushing out sweat from 4pm to Midnight. During this whole time I keep getting the uncomfortable mental axiety that something is very wrong. I have such a weak pain tolerance + self control... I know Im doing too many things at once... but jesus... I wish I knew what triggered this. Im going to guess the 16 tabs + drinks potentially put my liver/kidney in a nearby favor.... Because I must have vomitted a good 25 times. Unfortunetly this led to my relapse again... I couldnt keep the tabs down + were scared maybe they were the issue... So it was either call 911 or get some Iv Fentanyl. Which to my surprise... barely worked due to how bad my bosy was is. Thank you god for letting me live.
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I had a horrifying thing happen to me today... I truly felt like I was going to die and have no idea what it was. I relapsed 3 weeks ago with fentanyl and decided to buy 36 Oxycodone to help me get the Fentanyl out so then I could go on the Suboxone. 2 days in, everything seems to be going smoothly and I feel a panick go through my body and Brain. Mind u I had about 16 Tabs + 15 drinks in those 2 days. I also took 2 drugs of weed.
My biggest fear kicks in... Something is wrong and it feels like intense precipiated wd... but that would be impossible... because I didnt take any Subs/Naloxone... Yet it was extremely if painful physically and mentally it was what I would expect hell to feel like.
My body is now vomiting and gushing out sweat from 4pm to Midnight. During this whole time I keep getting the uncomfortable mental axiety that something is very wrong. I have such a weak pain tolerance + self control... I know Im doing too many things at once... but jesus... I wish I knew what triggered this. Im going to guess the 16 tabs + drinks potentially put my liver/kidney in a nearby favor.... Because I must have vomitted a good 25 times.
Unfortunetly this led to my relapse again... I couldnt keep the tabs down + were scared maybe they were the issue... So it was either call 911 or get some Iv Fentanyl. Which to my surprise... barely worked due to how bad my bosy was is.
Thank you god for letting me live.
You had a very scary thing happen to you. I hope you're doing much better and are on the best. Peace be with you.