Majority of parents out here are failures themselves they still working the same job for decades they don’t have the right to say shit about how their kids turned out 😂😂😂 I never let my parents get under my skin cause they are failures themselves they failed their kids
what most really can't see is WHO is really DOING this and WHO is "they"... And that's the reason why all of this is happening to us. Do you know who "they" are? Starts with a j - vvs
The reality of a man in today's world is very brutal. When you can't have close family, friends, and relationships, it removes the physical purpose of man's existence even more. Men today are having to constantly redefine theirselves as we devolve into "Nothing". Great video, Javal.
what most really can't see is WHO is really DOING this and WHO is "they"... And that's the reason why all of this is happening to us. Do you know who "they" are? Starts with a j - vvs
Ya I have felt that this is literally a prison planet my whole life....the worst thing you can do to a free soul is to trap it in a meat sack where it always feels hungry or thirsty....aches and pains etc. Then these meat sacks have to work just to drink water and have a dry place to sleep.
I think this is why evil people thrive on this planet. They realize that nothing matters, so why not take what you want while you're alive and have to be in this hell.
Tell that to the single mums, single mums have no consideration, on what their kid or kids are gonna have to go through in their life. And you wonder why their kids end up turning to crime, drug addiction, very few become someone or being some thing.
Here are my main problems as a 38 year old adult man and some people might have already checked out in my situation, Ive always been a loner so Ive never been able to make friends nor social connections ever in life. People just have never liked me and ive nit liked them either. My blood family is now largely deceased with my parents now near 80 years old as they had me late in their lives, my dad has heart failure. I never developed any work experience or skills due to not able to be hired much of anywhere and my writing against the US government caused me to be prosecuted and I became a felon and in the US, a felony means it is practically impossible to be hired anywhere. So i have not worked any job in over a decade. Also as I mentioned in another video on this channel, Im chronically ill dealing with symptoms each day since 2020. Ive never bothered to have a family due to my introverted personality and ive never felt any attraction to women, im gay and I was brought up in a religious anti gay family so i just stayed closeted for many years. It seems as i approach 40 as a man, i am facing the cliff of no family, no friends, no social support system, alone, no love life ever due to not being hetero, chronically ill with an undiagnosed disease, and unemployable for life. Yikes. As a child, we fear monsters under the bed, but as an adult the scarier true things to fear are ending up all alone, uncared for or unloved, and no means to support ourselves in a cruel cold world that does not give a you know what about us as individuals.
I was one of the few people that spoke to Renegade #1 before he went to the 5th Dimension. Great, smart guy…He wanted to call me before he passed… Through him I met Doomed Mortal and Batman Beyond 6’4. Never had chance to speak again or to plan to meet up. Maybe we can have a stream online on this topic…? Project A.Z.
Grew up in basketball-obsessed Indiana. If you aren't interested in sports or hunting or tractors or drugs or alcohol, you might as well be an alien stranded here. Nobody understands me. Nobody wants to even try. Life is just a waiting room.
I completely agree with everything you said and I'm on the other side of the world, a different race and age. The topics you bring up are universal and I wish more people thought deeply about topics like these instead of pretending life is a gift
10:43 I’m a loser living on a planet full of winners. I’m surrounded by people I can’t relate to, but I’m expected to interact with them day in and day out in order to make a living.
@ I just want food and video games. I guess in some parts of the world, they’ll consider me a winner. You’re right. I’m being very privileged saying that I’m a loser when there’s people out here with no house or food.
@@neverbeganformenah i agree thats a good life ,me personally some kush,games,food and coffee and I'm good tbh What games you playing these days chief?
@@deepslayer1074 I’ve been playing mirrors edge catalyst, and cod bo6 on game pass, been having a good time playing those games but I should probably get a job.
Dude you are literally inside my thoughts when I’m at home alone. Wow. I feel the exact same way. I googled about getting a vasectomy and I’m only 25, I thought I was alone with the dept of all of this life sht.
I think the world is that bad. Its just I envy the ignorant bliss that normies have. Not saying theyre lives are perfect but it seems most people are just ok with everything. They dont think hard about too much, I wish I could be like that. People dont even question that 80% of life is about MONEY....its normalized.
"I saw the tears of the oppressed- and they have no comforter; power was on the side of their oppressors- and they have no comforter. And I declared that the dead, who had already died, are happier than the living, who are still alive. But better than both is the one who has never been born, who has not seen the evil that is done under the sun."
If your parents had you without love or money the whole time, it's less likely you will be successful. In the event the kid doesn't come out good-looking or smart the more the parents needs to help them. Ive always wanted a normal house and one dream thats gets built slowly and a loving wife and son. I never asked for much but my so much shit happened that I can't bounce back from I just got an MRI and told the director to order a scan for my calves and right ankel. Check my achilles. I get the MRI and there was only an order for my right ankel. This has taken years to finally stop working and get these appointments and the doctor doesn't listen. I just don't get why I keep getting bad luck now.
The very distant hope that technology will allow me to transcend humanity is what keeps me going. Even before money we were waging tribal warfare for basic needs. Money at least allows you to die in peace.
_"Have you had enough?"_ My gift to the world is ensuring my bloodline ends. No one else has to suffer. I will still do my best to enjoy life and live peacefully though. Unfortunately for that I will need hella cash, so the money grind continues. It is not an achievement to procreate. It is common. It is conformity. You're not special for breeding. It takes incredible strength and courage to go against your biological imperative and reject the conformity. The only people who would have a problem with someone making this choice, are the brainwashed masses, who just want you to have children. That way they can reaffirm they made the right choice, and so this nightmare can continue. Society always needs a slave class to function, and I don't see this changing anytime soon. Watching the society clown show unfold was fun for a while. But the nostalgia has worn off, and now all I got left is pure Apathy. God is on sabbatical and nobody is coming to save us. Enjoy life as best you can and pray to the gods of the universe that we do not respawn on this prison planet. *_~May you all find your worth in the waking world~_*
To me it would be very hard to procreate even if i wanted to. Ive never felt any attraction to the other gender, i mean women. Im only capable of feeling attraction or lust for other men. And im almost 40 years old but i still feel nothing toward women. I cannot understand why you other men would want to touch or be intimate with a female.
Feeling exactly what you’re feeling man. Haven’t had friends at all really (irl). Chronically alone. Recently got told by a cousin, I hadn’t seen in years, who is 11, and a girl tell me, only me, hello ugly, and that if she were me, she would kill herself 😅. Pretty much confirmed my position in life. It’s so doomed.
One time when I was a kid I should have drowned when I fell into a lake without knowing how to swim. But I walked underwater to the beach, not sure how I knew where to walk or how I held my breath for that long. I've been in near death situations like 5-6 times and I keep making it out alive, although I've got some scars. So I won't completely discount some type of God existing. Not sure why he is protecting me, only for me to live an otherwise meaningless life. Also not sure I can trust him knowing what he is making other people go through. But there is something off about this world.
@@javalsmith2594 If it happens 1-2 times, I'd agree. 3 times, maybe. But 5-6 times, it's becoming a pattern. I think it's more than luck, if not God then it could be something like quantum immortality. I'm telling you we don't understand everything. Something weird is going on here.
@HuskerYT what about the people that have died instantly from things youve experienced, or babies that died at birth is this god just picking favorites
@@javalsmith2594 Yeah that's a legit problem I agree. But for example quantum immortality states there can be infinite universes for every possible outcome. So while we as observers can see one person die in a car accident, from that persons perspective they survived. That's one possibility, but it doesn't require divine intervention.
Deep thoughts. Halfway through you really went blackpill and I thought of renegade1 then you mentioned him! The ods! Excelent points tho, if all that is true then we're here to experience and express, that's it. Good cope to see it from that perspective, that after death you enriched consciousness in human reject form 😆
What if I told you that everything is awareness? You aren’t ever actually born or dead. you only witness those two events but never personally experience them. Think about it like dreams where you are unaware vs aware. The biggest lie could possibly be personal death. Existence seems similar to television. Once again, dreams are the biggest hint. Do you ever choose to have a dream during sleep or not? Nah it just happens (similar to physical existence)
Im gay in a heterosexual male female world, i dont like competition and trying to defeat others, i dont like seeking power nor authority over others, i dont like conformity to groups, i dont care to be richer than others. I despise governments and the military. So what is here for me in this life on this planet? My feelings led me to no family nor friends here on Earth. Im a total loner.
Also i despise religion and see it as human made lies to manipulate and control others by usually despotic rulers. So religion isn’t for me either, including the garbage that is Christianity which gas bern preached at me my entire life.
Yo you said you're from New York? I'm from Queens. Would be nice to have a talk with you. I haven't really come across many blackpilled people with a realist mindset like we have.
@javalsmith2594 yeah it's @_emxxnuell_ I would prefer texting though because I live with family and I don't want them to complain about me talking about harsh blackpill stuff.
I don’t necessarily agree with this, but it does raise a question about natural selection. Imagine if scientists developed a device that let a fetus in its third trimester see a realistic preview of their life 30 years into the future and choose to opt out by pressing a red button if they didn’t think it was worth it. I know it sounds wild, but if adults who seem healthy can choose euthanasia for personal reasons. It’s not hard to imagine some fetuses might make the same choice. And while this sounds far fetched. So did things like cloning, the internet, CRISPR gene editing, self-driving cars, and space travel innovations that once seemed impossible. But yeah, the idea of a fetus previewing its future is a bit preposterous. 😂
Just finished arcane act 2 and it did not cook the only good thing I have to say about was the viktor and jayce / hex tech plot🤦♂️ I’m hoping act3 saves the day I need this cope as you would call it
I disagree with you that love doesn’t exist. Ive seen and felt love from my past pet German shepherd boy dog and some of my past cats. Animals can be loyal and affectionate to you and show love to you.
Life is NOT about chasing money. Life is about work and love - achieving your goals and celebrating those achievements. PRIDE is the ultimate euphoria in life. Materialism and adoration is for women, not men. Achieve or die drowning in your own depression. The choice is yours.
in history, materialism and adoration was for men of the highest tangible caliber. That is unless they were Armstrong, you can go ahead ask him if it was prideful for him or he was just bored.
@@visstorm Only women live for materialism and adoration, because they have no sense of purpose beyond the immediate...Men are long range. Materialism and adoration could never quench a real man's thirst for purpose and meaning.
The most insane thing parents can do is blame their children for how they turned out.
Majority of parents out here are failures themselves they still working the same job for decades they don’t have the right to say shit about how their kids turned out 😂😂😂 I never let my parents get under my skin cause they are failures themselves they failed their kids
Genetics is all we are.
what most really can't see is WHO is really DOING this and WHO is "they"... And that's the reason why all of this is happening to us. Do you know who "they" are? Starts with a j - vvs
The reality of a man in today's world is very brutal. When you can't have close family, friends, and relationships, it removes the physical purpose of man's existence even more. Men today are having to constantly redefine theirselves as we devolve into "Nothing". Great video, Javal.
what most really can't see is WHO is really DOING this and WHO is "they"... And that's the reason why all of this is happening to us. Do you know who "they" are? Starts with a j - vvs
Ya I have felt that this is literally a prison planet my whole life....the worst thing you can do to a free soul is to trap it in a meat sack where it always feels hungry or thirsty....aches and pains etc. Then these meat sacks have to work just to drink water and have a dry place to sleep.
I think this is why evil people thrive on this planet. They realize that nothing matters, so why not take what you want while you're alive and have to be in this hell.
Yep this world has more bad than good.
Tell that to the single mums, single mums have no consideration, on what their kid or kids are gonna have to go through in their life. And you wonder why their kids end up turning to crime, drug addiction, very few become someone or being some thing.
Here are my main problems as a 38 year old adult man and some people might have already checked out in my situation, Ive always been a loner so Ive never been able to make friends nor social connections ever in life. People just have never liked me and ive nit liked them either. My blood family is now largely deceased with my parents now near 80 years old as they had me late in their lives, my dad has heart failure. I never developed any work experience or skills due to not able to be hired much of anywhere and my writing against the US government caused me to be prosecuted and I became a felon and in the US, a felony means it is practically impossible to be hired anywhere. So i have not worked any job in over a decade. Also as I mentioned in another video on this channel, Im chronically ill dealing with symptoms each day since 2020. Ive never bothered to have a family due to my introverted personality and ive never felt any attraction to women, im gay and I was brought up in a religious anti gay family so i just stayed closeted for many years. It seems as i approach 40 as a man, i am facing the cliff of no family, no friends, no social support system, alone, no love life ever due to not being hetero, chronically ill with an undiagnosed disease, and unemployable for life. Yikes. As a child, we fear monsters under the bed, but as an adult the scarier true things to fear are ending up all alone, uncared for or unloved, and no means to support ourselves in a cruel cold world that does not give a you know what about us as individuals.
I feel this bro. I am 40 and it doesn't get any better unfortunately
me to i feel don't fit in
I was one of the few people that spoke to Renegade #1 before he went to the 5th Dimension.
Great, smart guy…He wanted to call me before he passed…
Through him I met Doomed Mortal and Batman Beyond 6’4.
Never had chance to speak again or to plan to meet up.
Maybe we can have a stream online on this topic…?
Project A.Z.
It’s a hell existence bro
Grew up in basketball-obsessed Indiana. If you aren't interested in sports or hunting or tractors or drugs or alcohol, you might as well be an alien stranded here.
Nobody understands me. Nobody wants to even try.
Life is just a waiting room.
Good thoughts as usual Javal!💯
I completely agree with everything you said and I'm on the other side of the world, a different race and age. The topics you bring up are universal and I wish more people thought deeply about topics like these instead of pretending life is a gift
I definitely dont belong here
the human thing never resonated with me
10:43 I’m a loser living on a planet full of winners. I’m surrounded by people I can’t relate to, but I’m expected to interact with them day in and day out in order to make a living.
By far not, most are losers. A lot of fake winners. Look at social media, it's one big fake fest.
how can you be a loser if you dont want to be what they consider a "winner", as long as you chilling you're a winner bro
@ I just want food and video games. I guess in some parts of the world, they’ll consider me a winner. You’re right. I’m being very privileged saying that I’m a loser when there’s people out here with no house or food.
@@neverbeganformenah i agree thats a good life ,me personally some kush,games,food and coffee and I'm good tbh
What games you playing these days chief?
@@deepslayer1074 I’ve been playing mirrors edge catalyst, and cod bo6 on game pass, been having a good time playing those games but I should probably get a job.
Dude you are literally inside my thoughts when I’m at home alone. Wow. I feel the exact same way. I googled about getting a vasectomy and I’m only 25, I thought I was alone with the dept of all of this life sht.
I think the world is that bad. Its just I envy the ignorant bliss that normies have. Not saying theyre lives are perfect but it seems most people are just ok with everything. They dont think hard about too much, I wish I could be like that. People dont even question that 80% of life is about MONEY....its normalized.
"I saw the tears of the oppressed-
and they have no comforter;
power was on the side of their oppressors-
and they have no comforter.
And I declared that the dead,
who had already died,
are happier than the living,
who are still alive.
But better than both
is the one who has never been born,
who has not seen the evil
that is done under the sun."
Amen bruh #Godkillmepainlessly #Godkillmenow #Godhatessuicide
Thanks for sharing
If your parents had you without love or money the whole time, it's less likely you will be successful. In the event the kid doesn't come out good-looking or smart the more the parents needs to help them. Ive always wanted a normal house and one dream thats gets built slowly and a loving wife and son. I never asked for much but my so much shit happened that I can't bounce back from I just got an MRI and told the director to order a scan for my calves and right ankel. Check my achilles. I get the MRI and there was only an order for my right ankel. This has taken years to finally stop working and get these appointments and the doctor doesn't listen. I just don't get why I keep getting bad luck now.
Religoids been telling me the end times are here and Jesus is coming for all 38 of my years.
Yes Jesus is coming back but I doubt any of us would live to see that. 😂😂🤣
He must be coming riding on a turtle.
It's so true your right 💯🔥👍
Relationships don't last because the nervous system becomes numb to a particular stimulus if administered repeatedly.
I'm with you brother. Everything you say is true. I want to go.
the only real purpose i see in life, other than surviving, is making art and expressing our feelings about the human experience
For someone who doesn't enjoy chasing status or material gains whatever you want to do in life do it for yourself.
The very distant hope that technology will allow me to transcend humanity is what keeps me going. Even before money we were waging tribal warfare for basic needs. Money at least allows you to die in peace.
The snap judgement is truth. It happens on an unconscious level so it’s very powerful
The only thing that would suck is suffering through this life and then die to find out nothing is on the other side.
Real talk
It sucks out here bro
You said everything I have been thinking these past few months
_"Have you had enough?"_
My gift to the world is ensuring my bloodline ends. No one else has to suffer.
I will still do my best to enjoy life and live peacefully though.
Unfortunately for that I will need hella cash, so the money grind continues.
It is not an achievement to procreate. It is common. It is conformity. You're not special for breeding.
It takes incredible strength and courage to go against your biological imperative and reject the conformity.
The only people who would have a problem with someone making this choice, are the brainwashed masses, who just want you to have children.
That way they can reaffirm they made the right choice, and so this nightmare can continue.
Society always needs a slave class to function, and I don't see this changing anytime soon.
Watching the society clown show unfold was fun for a while.
But the nostalgia has worn off, and now all I got left is pure Apathy.
God is on sabbatical and nobody is coming to save us.
Enjoy life as best you can and pray to the gods of the universe that we do not respawn on this prison planet.
*_~May you all find your worth in the waking world~_*
@@WizdaVision i caught the silco reference
To me it would be very hard to procreate even if i wanted to. Ive never felt any attraction to the other gender, i mean women. Im only capable of feeling attraction or lust for other men. And im almost 40 years old but i still feel nothing toward women. I cannot understand why you other men would want to touch or be intimate with a female.
I always ask people why doesn't god stop innocent children from dying in war? I haven't gotten a convincing answer yet.
I doubt there are that many folks who truly love money. They(including me sometimes unfortunately) only love what money can trade for. 😂😂😂
Feeling exactly what you’re feeling man. Haven’t had friends at all really (irl). Chronically alone. Recently got told by a cousin, I hadn’t seen in years, who is 11, and a girl tell me, only me, hello ugly, and that if she were me, she would kill herself 😅. Pretty much confirmed my position in life. It’s so doomed.
Great video brother. This video is on point, Raw, No holds Bar. Just Straight in your Face facts 🔥. Thanks Javal The Doomer.
One time when I was a kid I should have drowned when I fell into a lake without knowing how to swim. But I walked underwater to the beach, not sure how I knew where to walk or how I held my breath for that long. I've been in near death situations like 5-6 times and I keep making it out alive, although I've got some scars. So I won't completely discount some type of God existing. Not sure why he is protecting me, only for me to live an otherwise meaningless life. Also not sure I can trust him knowing what he is making other people go through. But there is something off about this world.
@@HuskerActual your god is luck
@@javalsmith2594 If it happens 1-2 times, I'd agree. 3 times, maybe. But 5-6 times, it's becoming a pattern. I think it's more than luck, if not God then it could be something like quantum immortality. I'm telling you we don't understand everything. Something weird is going on here.
@HuskerYT what about the people that have died instantly from things youve experienced, or babies that died at birth is this god just picking favorites
@@javalsmith2594 Yeah that's a legit problem I agree. But for example quantum immortality states there can be infinite universes for every possible outcome. So while we as observers can see one person die in a car accident, from that persons perspective they survived. That's one possibility, but it doesn't require divine intervention.
Bro this video is too based
I got a vasectomy last year. Came to the conclusion that I'll never have children so I sealed the deal.
Deep thoughts. Halfway through you really went blackpill and I thought of renegade1 then you mentioned him! The ods! Excelent points tho, if all that is true then we're here to experience and express, that's it. Good cope to see it from that perspective, that after death you enriched consciousness in human reject form 😆
What if I told you that everything is awareness? You aren’t ever actually born or dead. you only witness those two events but never personally experience them. Think about it like dreams where you are unaware vs aware. The biggest lie could possibly be personal death. Existence seems similar to television. Once again, dreams are the biggest hint. Do you ever choose to have a dream during sleep or not? Nah it just happens (similar to physical existence)
Solipsism, im not ruling it out
The kingdom of God is within you..
Im gay in a heterosexual male female world, i dont like competition and trying to defeat others, i dont like seeking power nor authority over others, i dont like conformity to groups, i dont care to be richer than others. I despise governments and the military. So what is here for me in this life on this planet? My feelings led me to no family nor friends here on Earth. Im a total loner.
Also i despise religion and see it as human made lies to manipulate and control others by usually despotic rulers. So religion isn’t for me either, including the garbage that is Christianity which gas bern preached at me my entire life.
Yo you said you're from New York? I'm from Queens. Would be nice to have a talk with you. I haven't really come across many blackpilled people with a realist mindset like we have.
You use discord?
@javalsmith2594 yeah it's @_emxxnuell_
I would prefer texting though because I live with family and I don't want them to complain about me talking about harsh blackpill stuff.
@@Emmxnuel1017 ight ill add it soon
We never did
Hello fellow doomer.
14:06
Mogs me (Given I look extremely similar to Thomas Crooks, I am _probably_ the only true 3 here)
Hard 2 here. People hate I exist.
I don’t necessarily agree with this, but it does raise a question about natural selection. Imagine if scientists developed a device that let a fetus in its third trimester see a realistic preview of their life 30 years into the future and choose to opt out by pressing a red button if they didn’t think it was worth it.
I know it sounds wild, but if adults who seem healthy can choose euthanasia for personal reasons. It’s not hard to imagine some fetuses might make the same choice.
And while this sounds far fetched. So did things like cloning, the internet, CRISPR gene editing, self-driving cars, and space travel innovations that once seemed impossible. But yeah, the idea of a fetus previewing its future is a bit preposterous. 😂
i hate being a broke whats the point on being alive without clout
Just finished arcane act 2 and it did not cook the only good thing I have to say about was the viktor and jayce / hex tech plot🤦♂️ I’m hoping act3 saves the day I need this cope as you would call it
@@giovonniiclayton lets further discuss this when i make my community post
What's your mbti?
INTP
You are what your face is.
I disagree with you that love doesn’t exist. Ive seen and felt love from my past pet German shepherd boy dog and some of my past cats. Animals can be loyal and affectionate to you and show love to you.
Yes that & bromance (brotherly love) amen 😁😁😢
Javal javal javal I told u stop smoking delta 8..
@@JoshuaWashington-r1v never even seen you mate no idea what youre on
Video sound is bad
Current phone is pretty bad
Life is NOT about chasing money. Life is about work and love - achieving your goals and celebrating those achievements. PRIDE is the ultimate euphoria in life. Materialism and adoration is for women, not men. Achieve or die drowning in your own depression. The choice is yours.
I think dying as a hero as a warrior, a good man achieving redemption is top tier for men.
@@SDC214 what are you working for though, money. Clearly youre not blackpilled why watch this channel
in history, materialism and adoration was for men of the highest tangible caliber. That is unless they were Armstrong, you can go ahead ask him if it was prideful for him or he was just bored.
@@javalsmith2594 I hope you're a good swimmer. lol Good luck sir.
@@visstorm Only women live for materialism and adoration, because they have no sense of purpose beyond the immediate...Men are long range. Materialism and adoration could never quench a real man's thirst for purpose and meaning.