* she has to fake a smile. - astrus*

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  • Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024
  • Just a little video. True story. Respect to the women who have been through a lot🌺💞 new video drops next week on Monday look out for it !!
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  • @duckieholyan9184
    @duckieholyan9184 6 лет назад +362

    LYRICS
    Yo look, I, look, I saw she was just a teen girl
    Trynin find a place in this world.
    See everywhere she went she always had to find drama.
    See all the girls will hate, but the guys would try to holler.
    See all she wanted was friend, but chased MCN.
    See she found love and got played, then got played again. She got issues at home, so she loves to be alone. She really loves to talk but got no one on the phone.
    See she just wants a real hug and she just wants a real kiss.
    Come on baby girl you're so much better than this.
    Man slits up on her wrists, she got bruises on her hips. Man she used to love these boys, but now she really hates dick.
    Do you know what it feels someone tells you they got raped?
    They start cryin for real, so you start cryin for real.
    She asking for my help, but I can't even help myself.
    Man it's sad everyday she has to fake a smile.
    She in love wit these drugs to get away for a while
    Now she drown away from her sorrows.
    She drinking all these bottles.
    She used to have big dreams of tryin to be a model, but they knocked it down. Cuz she too white, she's too brown, she too fat, she too skinny, she too classy, she too biggy, she too smart, she too dumb, she feels gone and she feels numb. She too good, she too bad, she too this or she too that.
    Man tell my why they hatin when girl loves themselves. Baby girl do you cuz u can't be no one else. Yuh tell my why they hatin when girls love themselves, baby girl do you cuz u can't be no one else. Yeah tell me why they hatin when girls love themselves, baby girl do you cuz u can't be no one else yuh

  • @nataliealvarez9760
    @nataliealvarez9760 6 лет назад +95

    Bro he the only one that I know that has respect for a girl. He only speaks truth and that's what is gonna get him far 💞💞 love and support for you ❤

  • @ttvhandiclapped
    @ttvhandiclapped 6 лет назад +104

    I've dated this girl who's been through shit, treated her right. But we broke up due to some stuff happening in her life. She still has feelings for me and so do i, so I'm sticking with her till the end no matter what happens, even if we don't get back together I'm still gonna stick with her because i understand her pain and now i understand her pain even more since i also just lost someone who impacted my life through his words and through his music. Rip Jahseh, thank you for making a better me, we will all love you. 🖤🕊️

    • @ttvhandiclapped
      @ttvhandiclapped 6 лет назад +3

      Don't believe anything. If she for real for real bout her bad life then believe it. I got played badly, got over her tho lmao

    • @heartbrokenntx3430
      @heartbrokenntx3430 6 лет назад +1

      Damn .. ):

    • @ttvhandiclapped
      @ttvhandiclapped 6 лет назад +2

      @@heartbrokenntx3430 Yep, all i want is to feel wanted, but i always pick the wrong girls.

    • @heartbrokenntx3430
      @heartbrokenntx3430 6 лет назад +1

      Ify i pick all the wrong guys it sucks tbh. /:

    • @ttvhandiclapped
      @ttvhandiclapped 6 лет назад +1

      @@heartbrokenntx3430 It's tough tryna find someone who'll just be with you til the end. Loyalty is bout to be non existent.

  • @shakiralarge2803
    @shakiralarge2803 6 лет назад +78

    Still listening in 2018❤💯❤

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +2

      Shakirå Large thank you!!!

    • @shakiralarge2803
      @shakiralarge2803 6 лет назад +1

      Astrus* TV Whats your face book?

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +2

      Shakirå Large no Facebook )-: only Instagram Snapchat and twitter all under @astrusss

    • @chels8874
      @chels8874 3 года назад

      Still listening in 2021

  • @statictherapper6686
    @statictherapper6686 6 лет назад +243

    Next big rapper! Move over lil pump. Astrus coming through.

  • @hinokuza
    @hinokuza 7 лет назад +254

    You gonna go viral

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  7 лет назад +12

      Hopefully one day!

    • @user29140
      @user29140 6 лет назад +5

      Astrus* TV no today now, our world needs ppl like u

    • @Hay_hay-cz7ni
      @Hay_hay-cz7ni 4 года назад

      @@astrusss welp u r now

  • @astrusss
    @astrusss  6 лет назад +261

    THIS IS ON MY SOUNDCLOUD !!

  • @beberosa8167
    @beberosa8167 6 лет назад +61

    He has a story 😍😪behind his words

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +6

      bebe rosa yes I do💗

    • @bobafetthehunter
      @bobafetthehunter 6 лет назад

      bebe rosa wordd😪

    • @karinarodgers_
      @karinarodgers_ 5 лет назад

      bebe rosa a rapper that can speak true and not like Eminem spaghetti bull shit or like lil pumps Gucci gang 😑Astrid is gon be the next big thing

    • @tay9944
      @tay9944 5 лет назад

      he has a 🤮 behind his words heartbreaking

    • @no-cr9uq
      @no-cr9uq 4 года назад

      @@karinarodgers_ BITCH YOU CANT EVEN SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT ITS ASTRUS

  • @aronrocha-1751
    @aronrocha-1751 6 лет назад +27

    Common this needs more then 1m views this really is fire for a freestyle

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +3

      Aron Rocha 2 thank you means a lot!

  • @xscopex
    @xscopex 6 лет назад +45

    just found on this on my recommendation and wowwwwww😍🔥

  • @kroneproductions129
    @kroneproductions129 6 лет назад +26

    Much respect bro ✊

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +1

      Krone Productions thank you bro 🙏🏻

  • @jennifer4417
    @jennifer4417 6 лет назад +25

    u gonna make it big one day fosho❤️💯

  • @valeriedavis8387
    @valeriedavis8387 6 лет назад +1

    I love how in all your songs you never diss women you state the fact that some play and all that but you never call them whores or go in focusing on them it shows your true personality ❤️

  • @re.2361
    @re.2361 6 лет назад

    "Slits up on her rust and bruises on her hips" that got me

  • @xxitskassidyxx2764
    @xxitskassidyxx2764 6 лет назад +2

    It kinda of breaks my heart how I can relate to this so much but nobody wants to help nobody wants to listen all I want to talk but all people want to do is get close and break my heart but I’m happy that I came across this because it’s so meaningful thanks for putting this out to the world xx

  • @myaibarra2015
    @myaibarra2015 6 лет назад +6

    Omg I thank yu for this🙏everytime I’m having a hard time I just listen to this❤️

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад

      Coolkid Myaaa 💗🙏🏻

    • @paulinahernandez1360
      @paulinahernandez1360 6 лет назад

      I can relate sm but when I hear this and it lifts me up and reminds me to be me instead of what other girls are ♨

  • @xcursecurves
    @xcursecurves 4 года назад +2

    You can definitely feel his emotions in this song.
    I heard this song from soundcloud and someone else uploaded it. I never bother looking at the artists name but I knew what this song meant a lot to me. I'm happy to know you made the song, Astrus.
    Thank you for your music.

  • @Ladystephanies
    @Ladystephanies 5 лет назад

    I cry every time I hear this because every word I can relate to the girl you are talking about.....

  • @briannaduhh
    @briannaduhh 5 лет назад

    “Babygirl be you cuz you can’t be no one else”🤧

  • @Keomdd
    @Keomdd 6 лет назад +6

    I just got the chills 😪

  • @Poorlytunedviolin
    @Poorlytunedviolin Год назад

    I FINALLY FOUND YOU istg this song changed my brain chemistry when i was like 9, 15 now and just came back to this so i could say that while i was too young to understand at the time these lyrics helped me to cope, thank you

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  Год назад

      thank you so much for listening

  • @ani-xo8xr
    @ani-xo8xr 4 года назад +1

    2020 and still listening to this master piece till now

  • @re.2361
    @re.2361 6 лет назад +18

    Why is this so true

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +1

      Reanna Ochoa

    • @enzo4630
      @enzo4630 6 лет назад +1

      Honestly, this fucking sucks and I hate the feeling of going through it

  • @honey4469
    @honey4469 6 лет назад +7

    oof:( this went deep asf respect for making this homie! remember this for your self anyone tries to shut you down you know your place and keep going bebe you are the only one who can be the best at what you do and people are always here for you ! your handsome as all hell and supa sweet 💘 mwah

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад

      vero gabaldon thank you💞

    • @honey4469
      @honey4469 6 лет назад

      Astrus* TV your song she wonders why is a constant replay on my sound cloud and spotify your gonna go far never give up💘

  • @nextlegend3674
    @nextlegend3674 6 лет назад

    I really love to watch this video at night befere to sleep because it helps me knowing that im not the only one going thru that! Respect bro✊

  • @ayodamolaa
    @ayodamolaa 6 лет назад +3

    This made cry. Wow your so talented 👏

  • @melanieflores1982
    @melanieflores1982 6 лет назад

    ahhh this remix 🤧💕💗💞💓💖💘

  • @Spookyghoul777
    @Spookyghoul777 5 лет назад

    Leaves me chills everytime

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  5 лет назад

      Lil Mia Hey (: im Astrus, I know this is probably so late but the official song is finally out if you would like to stream it. Hope all is well.
      smarturl.it/shehastofakeasmile

  • @keeganmcintosh7486
    @keeganmcintosh7486 6 лет назад +1

    this shit hella lit and hella deep and if this shit don’t go viral then this world is messed cuz this is fire🔥💯

  • @mysterioushoe3365
    @mysterioushoe3365 6 лет назад +2

    Damn thats deep and somewhat relatable

  • @jacklynnbarrientes5342
    @jacklynnbarrientes5342 6 лет назад

    Your song really spoke to me . When I'm low this song reminds me to keep going . Love you Astrus. 💙💕

  • @amberailyn5841
    @amberailyn5841 5 лет назад

    ive been so depressed and I haven’t really talked to anyone 😪, i just have so much pain, but i put on your music on high and down out the world i wish more ppl notice you because you’re really good thank you for your music ❤️🤧

  • @kaylagalvan2681
    @kaylagalvan2681 6 лет назад +5

    the connection . you’re 😍💯 keep it up

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +1

      Kayla Galvan thank you💞 it means a lot (': I will❤️

    • @kaylagalvan2681
      @kaylagalvan2681 6 лет назад

      Astrus* TV you’re welcome 💗 lmao just saw this

  • @charlotte0757
    @charlotte0757 6 лет назад

    This story is so relatable

  • @danielamtz5587
    @danielamtz5587 6 лет назад

    1998-2018 a legend never forgotten

  • @nicolemurray7252
    @nicolemurray7252 5 лет назад

    This song have me in a whole mood

  • @chloemckeon8651
    @chloemckeon8651 6 лет назад

    This really just makes me tear up, it's really relatable for me, to relatable😭💔

  • @lilchapofrom3003
    @lilchapofrom3003 4 года назад

    Damn 3 years later and you still fire🥺 we gotta link again bro.

  • @tayyy4073
    @tayyy4073 6 лет назад

    This is a description of my life

  • @painstrr
    @painstrr 3 года назад

    PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY RN!!!♥️♥️

  • @Irlblume
    @Irlblume 5 лет назад

    I love your videos! Half of this video explains what has happened to me and my friend.

  • @tiarawilliams869
    @tiarawilliams869 6 лет назад +1

    This is my fourth video of you that I’ve been watching and I start loving you and your music on the second one!!!!..I love you ❤️ sm and Hilo you keep thriving like you have been...and so happy my grr Ashley put me ..your vibe is amazing and know it’s gonna take you a long way..from old to new videos I just keep watching you❤️❤️👌🏽

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад

      Tiara Williams thank you so much!!!!💗

  • @Nuttyfella
    @Nuttyfella 5 лет назад +1

    Me and my friend amaris listen to this song every day

  • @brooklynborkowicz1492
    @brooklynborkowicz1492 6 лет назад +2

    R e l a t a b l e

  • @sparrowcycle
    @sparrowcycle 5 лет назад +1

    Unfortunately all of it is me. My ex told me to listen to this (well really Jocelyn Flores) after I broke up with him because I didn't want to hurt him with my depression. I really don't know why I'm still holding on.

  • @breshnakochai1945
    @breshnakochai1945 6 лет назад

    This song is my everything

  • @03mariisol
    @03mariisol 6 лет назад +13

    your singing 🔥❤️😍💕Love It

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +1

      Marisol Garza thank you!!!🙏🏻💞💞

    • @laura.isabell
      @laura.isabell 6 лет назад

      Same!💕

  • @irdtp7686
    @irdtp7686 6 лет назад +6

    Thx bro, i showed my gf this video and we were able to talk about it

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +1

      PrettyBoyFresno damn man that's crazy! Thank y'all for relating!🙏🏻 hope y'all are good n wish y'all the best!

  • @kaylakaykay123l7
    @kaylakaykay123l7 6 лет назад

    This is sooo true about her 😢😟

  • @shonyboy7472
    @shonyboy7472 5 лет назад +1

    (RIPX)we love you x

  • @enzo4630
    @enzo4630 6 лет назад

    Honestly too relatable

  • @wavyyhead_braceface469
    @wavyyhead_braceface469 6 лет назад +2

    Relatable 🥀

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад

      Kalina Vue thank you💞

  • @fantasy8864
    @fantasy8864 5 лет назад

    Omg i have gone through all of this, i feel like your just singing about me...

  • @twofaceromeo
    @twofaceromeo 4 года назад

    Still listening in 2020 💯

  • @mallorymarshall8542
    @mallorymarshall8542 5 лет назад

    I memorized this! That’s how much I rap to it

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  5 лет назад

      YEET Oof Hey (: im Astrus, I know this is probably so late but the official song is finally out if you would like to stream it. Hope all is well.
      smarturl.it/shehastofakeasmile

  • @damnblesiv9384
    @damnblesiv9384 5 лет назад +1

    U saved me from depression

  • @marisolrico8668
    @marisolrico8668 4 года назад

    I love this song

  • @bellagarzzz3733
    @bellagarzzz3733 7 лет назад +2

    wow. Honestly you are the best. Crying.

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  7 лет назад

      thank you that means a lot to me!

  • @hindrivas2408
    @hindrivas2408 5 лет назад

    Bro.. I can't stop listening this... 😍

  • @b.rokeneyes
    @b.rokeneyes 6 лет назад

    The sad part was that I could relate to everything he said

  • @OnnieTanaka
    @OnnieTanaka 6 лет назад +82

    i think i found my lost dad

  • @Zahra-rl1pc
    @Zahra-rl1pc 6 лет назад

    This hits so close to home omg💔🤧

  • @arlettegarciazavala4451
    @arlettegarciazavala4451 6 лет назад

    Why do I relate to this so much😞

  • @hectormolina355
    @hectormolina355 6 лет назад +2

    Rip x

  • @idkman5015
    @idkman5015 6 лет назад

    THIS IS AMAZING AND REALLY HIT ME. i love it

  • @anayanes7284
    @anayanes7284 6 лет назад

    This made me cry damn😪

  • @cranchyou
    @cranchyou 4 года назад

    This the first Astrus vid I ever saw

  • @paytonsavage547
    @paytonsavage547 5 лет назад

    This song is so moving

  • @Arlyg1018
    @Arlyg1018 6 лет назад +1

    Really vibin with this shit

  • @zahrakazem4673
    @zahrakazem4673 5 лет назад +1

    Man can you put this on Spotify? I really want to listen to it there❤️❤️
    Really luv ur music! Respect🙏

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  5 лет назад

      Zahra Kazem it’s finally on there !
      Hey (: im Astrus, I know this is probably so late but the official song is finally out if you would like to stream it. Hope all is well.
      smarturl.it/shehastofakeasmile

  • @alorarueckert5024
    @alorarueckert5024 6 лет назад

    I’m all for your songs ! It’s my next big mood 💔🖤💔

  • @superdogecat454
    @superdogecat454 5 лет назад +1

    Finally some actual good music

  • @meganguerrero1186
    @meganguerrero1186 5 лет назад

    😭😭 just discovered your music and I love it it’s a different vibe 😩

  • @hannahorozco4463
    @hannahorozco4463 5 лет назад

    Everything u just said i reality so much 💔😭

  • @sarahhamamchyan
    @sarahhamamchyan 6 лет назад

    Wow this hits in feels,I love this! ♥️

  • @calliestarr4042
    @calliestarr4042 6 лет назад

    This explains my life

  • @lailar3248
    @lailar3248 6 лет назад

    OMG my two favs together 😍✨🤤

  • @Katie_playz1008
    @Katie_playz1008 4 года назад

    I think all of us girls are thinking if he was single they would love to be with him because he loyal as hell thank u for this song still watching in 2020

  • @serrano_bal638
    @serrano_bal638 6 лет назад +3

    Wow❤️I Love it!! Good job😩❤️

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад

      Serrano_ bal thank you!!

  • @xxsydney.singsxx5549
    @xxsydney.singsxx5549 6 лет назад +1

    Duuuddeee.....I got fucking chills

  • @gl69yy69
    @gl69yy69 5 лет назад

    I can honestly relate to every single word 💔

  • @danielamtz5587
    @danielamtz5587 6 лет назад

    Ima share this cause thus needs to blow up💙

  • @aqqantedmsp3299
    @aqqantedmsp3299 5 лет назад

    2019?
    It's sad everyday, she has to fake a smile.

  • @lenessadownie8170
    @lenessadownie8170 6 лет назад +3

    YO THIS IS FIRE!!!!

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад

      Lenessa Downie thank you!

  • @carolinemartinez9361
    @carolinemartinez9361 6 лет назад

    your are my new favorite rapper ily

  • @jadechloe724
    @jadechloe724 6 лет назад

    Omg I love him so much I’m in love with your music

  • @katieronaldson9246
    @katieronaldson9246 6 лет назад

    This hit my heart 😭😭😭😭❤

  • @TheEmilyquintero2005
    @TheEmilyquintero2005 6 лет назад

    Bro this is so good 🤞🏼💗

  • @jennynygaard3624
    @jennynygaard3624 6 лет назад +5

    this is so good

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад

      Jenny Nygaard thank you!!

  • @sydneyfetterly6443
    @sydneyfetterly6443 5 лет назад

    I can tell when ppl fake a smile bc I only have been doing it for 2 yrs everyday

  • @yesimendez3827
    @yesimendez3827 6 лет назад

    may god bless you w your music ❤️❤️💯

  • @Lilliac2004
    @Lilliac2004 6 лет назад

    Damn.. This is deep

  • @officially_kayley7343
    @officially_kayley7343 3 года назад

    Still listening in 2021🥺 I want as my boyfriend he is so nice and sweet

  • @andyjuarezsuret4952
    @andyjuarezsuret4952 6 лет назад +1

    Love this so much 😍❤️❤️!!

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад +1

      Gisselle Lopez love you!!

  • @kristalavellaneda51
    @kristalavellaneda51 5 лет назад

    This get to me so bad 💔😪

  • @paytonflores8372
    @paytonflores8372 5 лет назад +1

    This actually my life...💔🖤

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  5 лет назад

      Payton Flores Hey (: im Astrus, I know this is probably so late but the official song is finally out if you would like to stream it. Hope all is well.
      smarturl.it/shehastofakeasmile

  • @eliizabethhm1431
    @eliizabethhm1431 6 лет назад

    2018? n man this tells my story so much :(

  • @ninjaslost_sonson9035
    @ninjaslost_sonson9035 6 лет назад

    mad slits up on her wrist i can relate

  • @evelynr2732
    @evelynr2732 5 лет назад

    ur voice is so amazing n I can tell there something behind ur words. Keep going ur gonna peak watch 💕🖤

  • @isaacguadarrama5874
    @isaacguadarrama5874 6 лет назад

    You're a beast this xxx song one of my Favorites

    • @astrusss
      @astrusss  6 лет назад

      Isaac Guadarrama thank you!!!