I don't have any reason left to stay alive. Only reason am still breathing is i am not brave enough to end it.. Yes it takes huge amount of courage to end it and it makes me more depressed to know that I don't have it..
i went through some really dark times for a significant chunk of my teenage years. i'm 18 now, i turned 14 in 2020, and from then until i was 16, i remember things feeling like hell. Everyday felt dark, and i would wake up each day feeling like there was no light at the end of the tunnel, and feeling at a loss for how to get out of it. But i kept reminding myself of the good parts of my life. I enjoyed the time I spent with my family. I enjoyed the little things we did and our family traditions. Those things really helped me to hold on, and to hope. and I knew there were things I wanted to do, things I wanted to accomplish and there was a kind of person I wanted to be. All of those things felt really out of reach, but holding on to the memories with my family, and where I wanted to be, with myself and how i treat those around me, helped me to hold on and wait. This video really resonated with me, and I hope that my reason can help anyone out there. I wish you all the absolute best. ❤
You're probably not going to read all this but whatever. Firstly I'm so sorry you're going through this. A couple of years ago I was going through very similar thoughts to you, trying on and on to find any reason at all but unable to find any, to the point of desperately seeking out other people's reasons from those around me. After two years I can say it has gotten better. Not a lot better, but definitely better, and for that I am very grateful. I still have thoughts similar to this video today, but they don't carry with them the fear and panic they once brought. I can now find peace in knowing the thoughts will fade away, that with patience I will find a new reason however small the reason is, and safety that I'm going to be ok. I still have mentally terrible days like you seem to be having in this video, but they've gone from multiple days a week to once or twice a month. I can't promise you there's a clear solution, and simply just finding a 'reason' from someone else's life will probably not be enough. As others have said already, you don't know might work for you, and as hard as I know it is, the only way forward is to try. Activities like getting outside, exercising, spending time with friends and family, meditation, spirituality, religion, medication for example which I'm sure you've already heard haha. For me, medication helped the most, but only because it allowed me the state of mind to be able to achieve some of these other activities. Whoever you have the best relationship with (parent/sibling/friend) start describing to them the thoughts that are going through your head, however pointless it might seem. It will be hard. It's already a good to see you're reaching out through RUclips so well done you :). If you think you're being a burden by opening up, trust me, to any even 10% decent human being, you are not. Someone told me recently that they were grateful I finally opened up to them, as it was even harder for them to watch me suffer without knowing what was going on inside my head. This might sound kinda cheesy. I saw this video the other day about how we are blind to our own awesomeness. We get so used to the way that we are that we can struggle to see everything cool, weird and interesting about ourselves. Your poetry RUclips channel is something I wish I could have started but never had the time or courage to ever start. You are awesome. Have patience. You will get through this. You will be able to see the beauty within everyday life again like you once used to. Even if you feel no one cares about you there'll always be strangers out there waiting for you to find them. I look forward to more videos :) All the best
You activated a very strong feeling of gratitude in my heart by your comment. I loved how you emphasized how beautiful and important it is to open up. So happy you stopped by and shared. Thank you so so much. All the best to you, as you deserve it all.❤
Honestly, right now, it's because there are people that love me so much and the thought of causing them the kind of pain I'd feel if they took their life is just so soul crushing. So right now I hang on so they won't experience that. It's not a solution to my severe mental illnesses but it has kept me alive and my family from experiencing unnecessary pain.
Lot of things can make us feels like there's nothing good in our life, but, remember that everyone has a dream and realize that dream, will make you feel like there's no paradise cause you're already in it, the life can be a paradise if you realize you're dream, so be strong because you will achieve you're dream for sure, I wish you luck, whoever reed this message.
girl, i barely know... mostly bc i still have some hope (i can still be delusional enough) for love & for that i can get myself out of here... until then it's the little things. looking at the clouds, taking long walks... cooking for myself. take care
It really varies. Some people will tell you that journaling is a way to go. Other will tell you that walks help to clear your mind, others will tell you that religion is key. I tell you, try all the methods and act accordingly. The internet is a safe space of information. You can get everything you want from it, but you must be willing to search within' it. The same is for life, you need to search for something that will bring you happiness. How? Leave your phone on THE table, airplane mode on, go in another room and do nothing, you might find your reasoning of "why you do what you do?". The phones almost always block our perception of time and make us feel like we need to procrastinate. The reason? "Habits". Its way easier to get dopamine (the hormone and chemical of happiness), than from reading a book or doing something that you like (maybe cooking, my example) or doing something that you do not like as much (like jogging, as an example, for some, not my example cuz I learned to love jogging over time). Also the people around you define your perception of the world, which is CRUCIAL for a betterment of a person. I stopped hanging with people that I thought they were like me and started striving fopr people that are like a better future me. Religion also helps, as it goes hand-in-hand with personal development and 'long-term' happiness, as it gives you comfort and a reason of living, as most of the persons that are in a church strive to be better people overall. I hope I gave you an enough of a start, because I was there at one point and I know how much you might need the help. Also a good ideea is to listen to podcasts like Andrew Huberman (as a male I mostly have male role models to look up for, but I recommand doing some research on your own. I hope you take as much useful information for YOU as possible and success in your self-developement. Take care, homie!💛💛
you answered it your own with that last sentence. i hope to be the reason for something good, eventually, sometime in the future. is this hope justified? no, i barely leave the house, i hate everything and everyone and i dont see anything important in life - but thats the crazy thing about hope, its not logical. it doesnt matter what hope you have, religious or not. Some people hope to make the world a better place, some hope for a better life after death. Hope is a protection from your own fear about the certainty that life is actually meaningless and chaotic when all you want is a purpose for your existence. My favorite quote from Schopenhauer is that "People, blinded by hope, dance right into the arms of death." I dont think (most) people have any other choice but to be locked into this mental prison and those that try to escape life more often than not do regret their decision, not because it was wrong, but because their temporary hopelessness gets numbed again.
I went to a garden once not because I wanted to die but because I wanted to keep living. But I tried to take my life there and it wasn't out of reason or a thought or a cause but because the pain became so unbearable that there seemed no other way out. The pain that I knew not as to where it came from. It was just there, always had been as long as I could remember ever since I was a child. That was not the only time I tried to take my life but it was the last time. I think, I moved to the mountains recently and I wake up and everything and everyone that's ever lived here greet me well. Back then though, I started working on a film ( I dream to be a film maker) a film that became the entire locus of my life and that's how I survived long enough to get here, to the mountains. The film I think carried mountains in it - from the very conception of it. And it took us to the mountains to do the shoot too. I found this beautiful thing a month ago but never could get myself to write this down, takes a lot for some reason ')
I think there is nothing in our lives that's similar but I love watching your videos because we do share the same emotions. I go on because I actually like living. Even if I'm sad most days, sometimes I'm not. ANd sometimes incredibly small things make me smile for a short while and I cherrish those feelings. I want to experience more off them, no matter how few. It's worth it for me
@@cejonali Żyje się dla siebie. Ja jestem zawsze ciekawy, co będzie jutro. lubię literaturę, film, komiks, czyli dobrą opowieść. Nie ważne, czy opartą na faktach, czy całkowicie fikcyjną.
I had some few bad days in my life. Main thing which push me to the light is hope and faith that one day i will meet someone with whom I could create this state people call Love, even just for a brief moment. Other things are somehow trivial to this but the set of them is kind a huge, starting with all the people of good will in the world which simply help each other with good word or deed, living and dead relatives which probably would want me to never let them down with giving up on myself and all this magic around which is known by the name of universe, most powerful spell ever known, without which all this positive, marvelous feelings, creatures and things would never be possible to experience, know and to observe. Not always was like that, but fortunately i was lucky to notice them right on time. Love and Peace.
I personally find that on days in which it is hard to continue, it can help to take it day by day, or even task by task. Sometimes, when I don't want to continue and I don't want to wake up, I find doing the hard things like finishing a task or eating a meal, and solely focussing on that moment, helps. As for other times when I have nothing to do and the sadness creeps up on me again, I try practicing a form of art, hobby or even just talking to my friends about my struggles. In the end, expressing myself and feeling heard makes me feel better. It can be hard sometimes, and I am often haunted by the feeling of having no purpose or nothing to live for, but it is in these moments that I try lean into love. I do so by spending time with my friends and loved ones, or even just doing something for myself, as an act of self love. I understand how you feel, but it is very important to remember that the feeling shall pass, and you will one day find something or someone worth living life for.
It’s just life. “Keep it movin” has been my mantra for years now. Ups and downs I’ll get through it. Hope the best for all you guys here in the comments. Remember, keep it movin!
Meditation always helps. Just stepping out of the thinking mind. No reason necessary. Our thoughts and emotions can pull us into the past. Meditation opens us up to the wonder and beauty of the present moment, despite monotony and hardship.
My reason to live is Jesus Christ, Jesus is the love i've been waiting for so many years, without noticing he was in front of me all of this time. Whenever a tsunami of sadness and hard times comes or when i feel that i'm not enough i just imagine i'm holding his hand, and i'm going to hold it forever❤
Religion and a higher calling, when I lose faith in the world I remember I have a higher calling and in the same way Jesus loves me I can show that love to those around me
If your people have been diluted out amongst the peoples of the world then depending on the concentration you might think that the situation is hopeless, but that is not the case. You must figure out what are the similarities and differences between your people and the other peoples of the world. You must figure out which characteristics are critical for a successful match. You must be careful to avoid false matches which are missing a critical compatibility. You must figure out based upon the critical characteristics how you will find and identify people who are compatible matches.
We need to see the true nature of the universe. I never give up on anything !! I worked on my psychology for 5 years. I created a psychological tesseract of Osho Rajneesh, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Christopher Nolan, Religious texts and The Matrix Trilogy. I listened to them, and used rational, reason and logic to find out truth. I LOVE YOU without expecting anything in return !! Society is corrupt, immoral even A-Moral, but not on purpose nor intentionally. When you see the infinite nature of the society, you will love the society despite it being corrupt and immoral !! You should have one goal to love me.
Hi Cejona, Thank you for asking one of life's greatest questions. For me, I find my highest when I seek my friend, Jesus Christ. "Come to me all who are weary and have heavy burdens, I will give you rest," he said. In my own life, I've genuinely experienced that. When I didn't want to go on... he's met me at my life's lowest points. He knows the human heart so well. You don't need to do good deeds to know him (thief on the cross). Ask him questions with a sincere heart. "Are you real?" "Are you God?" "Do you love me?" "How do I find my highest?" He'll answer you.
The reason why I believe in life and myself is that despite all the evil and foolishness in our world, there is one thing that cannot be destroyed or denied to be real and true: Love. Deep inside myself, I find this love. When I play with my little grandchild and she puts her arms around me and I look into her eyes, I see love, peace and happiness. When I meet a dear friend, we give each other love. When I meet new people, I want to show them respect and care. When my family is gathered, we share our happiness and love. When I am walking in nature and just listen and feel everything, I can sense the love. I am just a normal guy, and I have no strong religious belief. I am a humanist, but I am also a dreamer and searcher. I have peace and I fear nothing. I trust in life, and I choose to receive and give love. Love is not a feeling, it is what we do to share the light we find inside us. Perhaps we should stop searching for love and instead just share love with other people?
its hard but I have to see how things play out, how things end, whether its that tv show, book I am reading, my cousins wedding or what will happen on the way to the coffee shop tommorow. Its tough but I try to see stuff from the point of view of someone who already died and begged to come back, a trip to the supermarket seems so much bigger and shinier, getting to feed my cat becomes a more noble and important task. It sounds stupid and sometimes works and I'm still here so its something.
These are great reasons. And you are right - "to see how things play out" - as we should let them and respond to them in the best way possible. Thank you so much for your beautiful wisdom😊
Honestly! I have none When i was 9 i lost my will to live It was a time when feeling nothing felt better than feeling anything at all. To this day i don't know what kept me going at that point. Maybe Stars, everyone else rude to me besides them. It was only for an hour sure but still it was a lot for me at that time
You must be very strong then and your heart knows you deserve to live and to experience good things. Thank you for sharing and keep on going as we need you here in this world!! Sending love!!
I think it will be different for different people. For example: Having one person you are close to. Or Having an activity that is important to you. Or Learning not to self criticize..
A Mouse Every day I see the world I am forever amazed by its unending wonders And all the beauty of everything around me Each blade of grass, every pebbles, shoot and twigs Drops of dew as diamonds in the morning sun The fresh scent of renewed hope in the early breath The promises of life awoken Riches and abundance and rewards near I am so very small - this world so big Though I look and look I cannot see very far But I can see I belong here That I belong to this here The new day also brings hurdles and sorrow Streams to cross, treacherous and menacing covers I am just a solitary little mouse trotting along In this immeasurable field I call home And no matter the dangers and the threats However unkind the weather and cold the nights And the friends lost and the dark days I am grateful for this ground I walk on I am the life given to me Like a voice needs a listener And the dream a dreamer This earth comes alive under my tiny little feet I am bound to it as it is to me Here and now I am To this life given to me I am a voice, I am a dream, I am a breath I am just a little mouse
i simply decided to wait for the death to come on it's own time, because i tryied too kill myself so many times, i wanted it soooo bad, but still couldn't do it, so i desided to just wait whilst doing some simple things that bring me joy like reading a book, or learning, or working the job i like and make my beloved ones smile and many other. I don't try to win this life anymore, i desided to give up, and that was one of the best desitions i ever made
The reason? Probably couple of people, books, music and a little hope in the future, that just can't be burned from my naive mind :P Antidepressants helps, but it's like a rollercoaster: sometimes it's more joyful then nothing, sometimes worse with having a terrible thoughts before bed. UwU Stay tuned fellaz, maybe this life can bring something nice to you!
I’ve already shared with you what is that reason I have, remember? And not only, I have my wife, my kids, and myself. More than enough reasons to keep going on, to keep trying, to push forward, to endure to the end! So you can! Te extrañamos Ali! Ya ven!
Hello! Yes, of course I remember. I carry your words in my heart everyday and they are an important piece of it to keep me going too. Los extraño también💟Gracias por escribir!
I don't really know. Once I cannot event stand up from bed I just let the time pass. Do my job, eat, then sleep. Eventually something reignites within me and usually starts a big streak of productivity. Other than that, as a temporary solution I just drive at nights. When there're barely any other drivers around I can really push it to the edge. Figured out I only feel truly alive when I am one mistake away from dying.
When there’s nothing left, there’s Always the RABBIT… You can always follow the Rabbit And it’s 888 today, too (Aug 8, 2024) You just might catch him before the g8s close 🐇
I've been in a low state for about 2 years. Waiting on a new job...I've got lots of problems and the world and it's inhabits are going backwards. Anyways let's get back on the horse and try to overcome ✌
That is what pulled me out of my depression. I was very nihilistic and hedonistic in my life before and even though it has temporary pleasure and fun it's essentially empty, and it stops being fun and pleasureful after awhile. But when i found Christ everything changed for me. I am feeling so much better and my life is changing for the better!... I recommend everyone to embrace Christ and i promise that it will be the best decision they could ever make!
1. The general, 'masculine' cosmos and the special, 'feminine' Earth (Gen 1:1); 2. The Earth, as its own general subject, and its special kind of material wealth: its abiding maximal abundance of open liquid water (v. 2); 3. That water, in general, and its cycling (the water cycle, vs. 3-10); 4. The water cycle, in general, and its beneficiaries: biological life (vs. 11-12); 5. Biological life, in general, and its special category, animal biology (vs. 20-25); 6. Animals, in general, and its special category, humans (vs. 26-29); 7. The general human and the special...woman (Genesis 2:7-25) This pairing sequence is itself paired with the fact there are ONLY FIVE names that Genesis 1 reports that God gives to five things. And, these things seem to be the Earth's own prime three dynamic, feminine subsystems of its water cycle: 1. the thermally regulative day/night cycle ('day' and 'night', v. 5); 2. the thermally regulative atmosphere ('shamayim', v. 8; NOT 'ha-shamayim', for, the latter is general sky, like in Gen 2:4a); 3. the land/sea surface thermal exchange system ('earth' and 'seas', v. 10). If these three sets of things are what these verses are reporting, then it finds analogy in Adam's later naming Woman (Genesis 2:23) I think she, likewise, names him. Of course, the text does not say she did. But the text also does not say she had feet. And, of course, she had feet. These things are the Earth's own basic, feminine subsystems for handling the Sun's radiation for benefit of life on Earth. This is why Genesis 1 says that God saw that the light (v. 3) was good. For the 'light' is in the prior context of the Earth and its wealth of water. It is not (repeat, not) physical light unto itself that God called good. It is the relation which the light has for the potential for water-based life on Earth. For, tellingly, the Genesis 1 account does not report that God names gravity, or light, or even water. Only of day-and-night, as such, and the atmosphere, and of land and sea. These are: (i) of continual regular rotation of the Earth, which moderates that 'directional' radiation for all parts of the Earth (Gen 1:4-5); (ii) the Earth's atmosphere, which further moderates that radiation to the surface (Gen 1:6-8); (iii) the continual thermal exchange of land and sea, which constitutes the thermal moderating system of Earth's thermally binary surface (Gen 1: 9-10)
I don't have any reason left to stay alive. Only reason am still breathing is i am not brave enough to end it.. Yes it takes huge amount of courage to end it and it makes me more depressed to know that I don't have it..
i went through some really dark times for a significant chunk of my teenage years. i'm 18 now, i turned 14 in 2020, and from then until i was 16, i remember things feeling like hell. Everyday felt dark, and i would wake up each day feeling like there was no light at the end of the tunnel, and feeling at a loss for how to get out of it.
But i kept reminding myself of the good parts of my life. I enjoyed the time I spent with my family. I enjoyed the little things we did and our family traditions. Those things really helped me to hold on, and to hope. and I knew there were things I wanted to do, things I wanted to accomplish and there was a kind of person I wanted to be. All of those things felt really out of reach, but holding on to the memories with my family, and where I wanted to be, with myself and how i treat those around me, helped me to hold on and wait.
This video really resonated with me, and I hope that my reason can help anyone out there.
I wish you all the absolute best. ❤
Thank you so much for sharing, it will for sure be a help for someone out there🤗
You're probably not going to read all this but whatever.
Firstly I'm so sorry you're going through this. A couple of years ago I was going through very similar thoughts to you, trying on and on to find any reason at all but unable to find any, to the point of desperately seeking out other people's reasons from those around me.
After two years I can say it has gotten better. Not a lot better, but definitely better, and for that I am very grateful. I still have thoughts similar to this video today, but they don't carry with them the fear and panic they once brought. I can now find peace in knowing the thoughts will fade away, that with patience I will find a new reason however small the reason is, and safety that I'm going to be ok. I still have mentally terrible days like you seem to be having in this video, but they've gone from multiple days a week to once or twice a month.
I can't promise you there's a clear solution, and simply just finding a 'reason' from someone else's life will probably not be enough. As others have said already, you don't know might work for you, and as hard as I know it is, the only way forward is to try. Activities like getting outside, exercising, spending time with friends and family, meditation, spirituality, religion, medication for example which I'm sure you've already heard haha. For me, medication helped the most, but only because it allowed me the state of mind to be able to achieve some of these other activities.
Whoever you have the best relationship with (parent/sibling/friend) start describing to them the thoughts that are going through your head, however pointless it might seem. It will be hard. It's already a good to see you're reaching out through RUclips so well done you :). If you think you're being a burden by opening up, trust me, to any even 10% decent human being, you are not. Someone told me recently that they were grateful I finally opened up to them, as it was even harder for them to watch me suffer without knowing what was going on inside my head.
This might sound kinda cheesy. I saw this video the other day about how we are blind to our own awesomeness. We get so used to the way that we are that we can struggle to see everything cool, weird and interesting about ourselves. Your poetry RUclips channel is something I wish I could have started but never had the time or courage to ever start. You are awesome.
Have patience. You will get through this. You will be able to see the beauty within everyday life again like you once used to. Even if you feel no one cares about you there'll always be strangers out there waiting for you to find them.
I look forward to more videos :)
All the best
You activated a very strong feeling of gratitude in my heart by your comment. I loved how you emphasized how beautiful and important it is to open up. So happy you stopped by and shared. Thank you so so much. All the best to you, as you deserve it all.❤
Honestly, right now, it's because there are people that love me so much and the thought of causing them the kind of pain I'd feel if they took their life is just so soul crushing. So right now I hang on so they won't experience that. It's not a solution to my severe mental illnesses but it has kept me alive and my family from experiencing unnecessary pain.
Lot of things can make us feels like there's nothing good in our life, but, remember that everyone has a dream and realize that dream, will make you feel like there's no paradise cause you're already in it, the life can be a paradise if you realize you're dream, so be strong because you will achieve you're dream for sure, I wish you luck, whoever reed this message.
girl, i barely know...
mostly bc i still have some hope (i can still be delusional enough) for love & for that i can get myself out of here... until then it's the little things. looking at the clouds, taking long walks... cooking for myself.
take care
Seems like your intuition guides you the right way! Thank you for you comment!! :))
It really varies. Some people will tell you that journaling is a way to go. Other will tell you that walks help to clear your mind, others will tell you that religion is key. I tell you, try all the methods and act accordingly. The internet is a safe space of information. You can get everything you want from it, but you must be willing to search within' it. The same is for life, you need to search for something that will bring you happiness. How? Leave your phone on THE table, airplane mode on, go in another room and do nothing, you might find your reasoning of "why you do what you do?". The phones almost always block our perception of time and make us feel like we need to procrastinate. The reason? "Habits". Its way easier to get dopamine (the hormone and chemical of happiness), than from reading a book or doing something that you like (maybe cooking, my example) or doing something that you do not like as much (like jogging, as an example, for some, not my example cuz I learned to love jogging over time). Also the people around you define your perception of the world, which is CRUCIAL for a betterment of a person. I stopped hanging with people that I thought they were like me and started striving fopr people that are like a better future me. Religion also helps, as it goes hand-in-hand with personal development and 'long-term' happiness, as it gives you comfort and a reason of living, as most of the persons that are in a church strive to be better people overall. I hope I gave you an enough of a start, because I was there at one point and I know how much you might need the help. Also a good ideea is to listen to podcasts like Andrew Huberman (as a male I mostly have male role models to look up for, but I recommand doing some research on your own. I hope you take as much useful information for YOU as possible and success in your self-developement. Take care, homie!💛💛
I agree with you! Thank you for being so insightful and providing such valuable examples and advices. All the best!!!💛💛💛
you answered it your own with that last sentence. i hope to be the reason for something good, eventually, sometime in the future. is this hope justified? no, i barely leave the house, i hate everything and everyone and i dont see anything important in life - but thats the crazy thing about hope, its not logical. it doesnt matter what hope you have, religious or not. Some people hope to make the world a better place, some hope for a better life after death. Hope is a protection from your own fear about the certainty that life is actually meaningless and chaotic when all you want is a purpose for your existence.
My favorite quote from Schopenhauer is that "People, blinded by hope, dance right into the arms of death." I dont think (most) people have any other choice but to be locked into this mental prison and those that try to escape life more often than not do regret their decision, not because it was wrong, but because their temporary hopelessness gets numbed again.
I went to a garden once not because I wanted to die but because I wanted to keep living.
But I tried to take my life there and it wasn't out of reason or a thought or a cause but because the pain became so unbearable that there seemed no other way out. The pain that I knew not as to where it came from. It was just there, always had been as long as I could remember ever since I was a child. That was not the only time I tried to take my life but it was the last time. I think, I moved to the mountains recently and I wake up and everything and everyone that's ever lived here greet me well. Back then though, I started working on a film ( I dream to be a film maker) a film that became the entire locus of my life and that's how I survived long enough to get here, to the mountains. The film I think carried mountains in it - from the very conception of it. And it took us to the mountains to do the shoot too.
I found this beautiful thing a month ago but never could get myself to write this down, takes a lot for some reason ')
I think there is nothing in our lives that's similar but I love watching your videos because we do share the same emotions.
I go on because I actually like living. Even if I'm sad most days, sometimes I'm not. ANd sometimes incredibly small things make me smile for a short while and I cherrish those feelings. I want to experience more off them, no matter how few. It's worth it for me
So true. I feel so connected to your words. Thank you 🙏🏻
@@cejonali Żyje się dla siebie. Ja jestem zawsze ciekawy, co będzie jutro. lubię literaturę, film, komiks, czyli dobrą opowieść. Nie ważne, czy opartą na faktach, czy całkowicie fikcyjną.
I had some few bad days in my life. Main thing which push me to the light is hope and faith that one day i will meet someone with whom I could create this state people call Love, even just for a brief moment. Other things are somehow trivial to this but the set of them is kind a huge, starting with all the people of good will in the world which simply help each other with good word or deed, living and dead relatives which probably would want me to never let them down with giving up on myself and all this magic around which is known by the name of universe, most powerful spell ever known, without which all this positive, marvelous feelings, creatures and things would never be possible to experience, know and to observe. Not always was like that, but fortunately i was lucky to notice them right on time. Love and Peace.
So beautifully powerful✨Thank you!
youtube has been recommending me alot of videos like this today and then i click on them and get recommended more
I personally find that on days in which it is hard to continue, it can help to take it day by day, or even task by task. Sometimes, when I don't want to continue and I don't want to wake up, I find doing the hard things like finishing a task or eating a meal, and solely focussing on that moment, helps. As for other times when I have nothing to do and the sadness creeps up on me again, I try practicing a form of art, hobby or even just talking to my friends about my struggles. In the end, expressing myself and feeling heard makes me feel better. It can be hard sometimes, and I am often haunted by the feeling of having no purpose or nothing to live for, but it is in these moments that I try lean into love. I do so by spending time with my friends and loved ones, or even just doing something for myself, as an act of self love. I understand how you feel, but it is very important to remember that the feeling shall pass, and you will one day find something or someone worth living life for.
LEAN INTO LOVE❤I will remember your words!! Thank you!!
It’s just life. “Keep it movin” has been my mantra for years now. Ups and downs I’ll get through it.
Hope the best for all you guys here in the comments. Remember, keep it movin!
Meditation always helps. Just stepping out of the thinking mind. No reason necessary. Our thoughts and emotions can pull us into the past. Meditation opens us up to the wonder and beauty of the present moment, despite monotony and hardship.
My reason to live is Jesus Christ, Jesus is the love i've been waiting for so many years, without noticing he was in front of me all of this time. Whenever a tsunami of sadness and hard times comes or when i feel that i'm not enough i just imagine i'm holding his hand, and i'm going to hold it forever❤
Religion and a higher calling, when I lose faith in the world I remember I have a higher calling and in the same way Jesus loves me I can show that love to those around me
I'm glad you found meaning. Best of luck.
If your people have been diluted out amongst the peoples of the world then depending on the concentration you might think that the situation is hopeless, but that is not the case. You must figure out what are the similarities and differences between your people and the other peoples of the world. You must figure out which characteristics are critical for a successful match. You must be careful to avoid false matches which are missing a critical compatibility. You must figure out based upon the critical characteristics how you will find and identify people who are compatible matches.
We need to see the true nature of the universe. I never give up on anything !! I worked on my psychology for 5 years. I created a psychological tesseract of Osho Rajneesh, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Christopher Nolan, Religious texts and The Matrix Trilogy. I listened to them, and used rational, reason and logic to find out truth.
I LOVE YOU without expecting anything in return !!
Society is corrupt, immoral even A-Moral, but not on purpose nor intentionally. When you see the infinite nature of the society, you will love the society despite it being corrupt and immoral !!
You should have one goal to love me.
Hi Cejona,
Thank you for asking one of life's greatest questions.
For me, I find my highest when I seek my friend, Jesus Christ. "Come to me all who are weary and have heavy burdens, I will give you rest," he said. In my own life, I've genuinely experienced that. When I didn't want to go on... he's met me at my life's lowest points. He knows the human heart so well.
You don't need to do good deeds to know him (thief on the cross). Ask him questions with a sincere heart. "Are you real?" "Are you God?" "Do you love me?" "How do I find my highest?" He'll answer you.
So beautiful, thank you🙏
The reason why I believe in life and myself is that despite all the evil and foolishness in our world, there is one thing that cannot be destroyed or denied to be real and true: Love. Deep inside myself, I find this love. When I play with my little grandchild and she puts her arms around me and I look into her eyes, I see love, peace and happiness. When I meet a dear friend, we give each other love. When I meet new people, I want to show them respect and care. When my family is gathered, we share our happiness and love. When I am walking in nature and just listen and feel everything, I can sense the love. I am just a normal guy, and I have no strong religious belief. I am a humanist, but I am also a dreamer and searcher. I have peace and I fear nothing. I trust in life, and I choose to receive and give love. Love is not a feeling, it is what we do to share the light we find inside us. Perhaps we should stop searching for love and instead just share love with other people?
its hard but I have to see how things play out, how things end, whether its that tv show, book I am reading, my cousins wedding or what will happen on the way to the coffee shop tommorow. Its tough but I try to see stuff from the point of view of someone who already died and begged to come back, a trip to the supermarket seems so much bigger and shinier, getting to feed my cat becomes a more noble and important task. It sounds stupid and sometimes works and I'm still here so its something.
These are great reasons. And you are right - "to see how things play out" - as we should let them and respond to them in the best way possible. Thank you so much for your beautiful wisdom😊
Honestly! I have none
When i was 9 i lost my will to live It was a time when feeling nothing felt better than feeling anything at all. To this day i don't know what kept me going at that point.
Maybe Stars, everyone else rude to me besides them. It was only for an hour sure but still it was a lot for me at that time
You must be very strong then and your heart knows you deserve to live and to experience good things. Thank you for sharing and keep on going as we need you here in this world!! Sending love!!
I think it will be different for different people. For example: Having one person you are close to. Or Having an activity that is important to you. Or Learning not to self criticize..
True!! Thank you!!
A Mouse
Every day I see the world
I am forever amazed by its unending wonders
And all the beauty of everything around me
Each blade of grass, every pebbles, shoot and twigs
Drops of dew as diamonds in the morning sun
The fresh scent of renewed hope in the early breath
The promises of life awoken
Riches and abundance and rewards near
I am so very small - this world so big
Though I look and look I cannot see very far
But I can see I belong here
That I belong to this here
The new day also brings hurdles and sorrow
Streams to cross, treacherous and menacing covers
I am just a solitary little mouse trotting along
In this immeasurable field I call home
And no matter the dangers and the threats
However unkind the weather and cold the nights
And the friends lost and the dark days
I am grateful for this ground I walk on
I am the life given to me
Like a voice needs a listener
And the dream a dreamer
This earth comes alive under my tiny little feet
I am bound to it as it is to me
Here and now I am
To this life given to me
I am a voice, I am a dream, I am a breath
I am just a little mouse
Those beautiful eyes are my reason to live
i simply decided to wait for the death to come on it's own time, because i tryied too kill myself so many times, i wanted it soooo bad, but still couldn't do it, so i desided to just wait whilst doing some simple things that bring me joy like reading a book, or learning, or working the job i like and make my beloved ones smile and many other. I don't try to win this life anymore, i desided to give up, and that was one of the best desitions i ever made
The simple things and their magic❤🩹Thank you for sharing!
The reason?
Probably couple of people, books, music and a little hope in the future, that just can't be burned from my naive mind :P
Antidepressants helps, but it's like a rollercoaster: sometimes it's more joyful then nothing, sometimes worse with having a terrible thoughts before bed.
UwU
Stay tuned fellaz, maybe this life can bring something nice to you!
Thank you for sharing, means a lot!!
To remind myself that its all a dream .
I’ve already shared with you what is that reason I have, remember? And not only, I have my wife, my kids, and myself. More than enough reasons to keep going on, to keep trying, to push forward, to endure to the end! So you can! Te extrañamos Ali! Ya ven!
Hello! Yes, of course I remember. I carry your words in my heart everyday and they are an important piece of it to keep me going too. Los extraño también💟Gracias por escribir!
Nice video thanks for sharing ❤
I don't really know. Once I cannot event stand up from bed I just let the time pass. Do my job, eat, then sleep. Eventually something reignites within me and usually starts a big streak of productivity. Other than that, as a temporary solution I just drive at nights. When there're barely any other drivers around I can really push it to the edge. Figured out I only feel truly alive when I am one mistake away from dying.
When there’s nothing left, there’s
Always the RABBIT…
You can always follow the Rabbit
And it’s 888 today, too
(Aug 8, 2024)
You just might catch him before the g8s close
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I've been in a low state for about 2 years. Waiting on a new job...I've got lots of problems and the world and it's inhabits are going backwards. Anyways let's get back on the horse and try to overcome ✌
@@DS-Slug Good luck with everything!🌞
what a great state of mind !
i feel like the government wants me to live
I have a dream
yes I agree the reason to live is french women
beautiful eyes , remind of an angel
im pretty sure the reason is to explore and do quests
Jesus Christ will fill you with joy if you accept him as your Lord
That is what pulled me out of my depression. I was very nihilistic and hedonistic in my life before and even though it has temporary pleasure and fun it's essentially empty, and it stops being fun and pleasureful after awhile. But when i found Christ everything changed for me.
I am feeling so much better and my life is changing for the better!... I recommend everyone to embrace Christ and i promise that it will be the best decision they could ever make!
1. The general, 'masculine' cosmos and the special, 'feminine' Earth (Gen 1:1);
2. The Earth, as its own general subject, and its special kind of material wealth: its abiding maximal abundance of open liquid water (v. 2);
3. That water, in general, and its cycling (the water cycle, vs. 3-10);
4. The water cycle, in general, and its beneficiaries: biological life (vs. 11-12);
5. Biological life, in general, and its special category, animal biology (vs. 20-25);
6. Animals, in general, and its special category, humans (vs. 26-29);
7. The general human and the special...woman (Genesis 2:7-25)
This pairing sequence is itself paired with the fact there are ONLY FIVE names that Genesis 1 reports that God gives to five things. And, these things seem to be the Earth's own prime three dynamic, feminine subsystems of its water cycle:
1. the thermally regulative day/night cycle ('day' and 'night', v. 5);
2. the thermally regulative atmosphere ('shamayim', v. 8; NOT 'ha-shamayim', for, the latter is general sky, like in Gen 2:4a);
3. the land/sea surface thermal exchange system ('earth' and 'seas', v. 10).
If these three sets of things are what these verses are reporting, then it finds analogy in Adam's later naming Woman (Genesis 2:23) I think she, likewise, names him. Of course, the text does not say she did. But the text also does not say she had feet. And, of course, she had feet.
These things are the Earth's own basic, feminine subsystems for handling the Sun's radiation for benefit of life on Earth. This is why Genesis 1 says that God saw that the light (v. 3) was good. For the 'light' is in the prior context of the Earth and its wealth of water.
It is not (repeat, not) physical light unto itself that God called good. It is the relation which the light has for the potential for water-based life on Earth. For, tellingly, the Genesis 1 account does not report that God names gravity, or light, or even water. Only of day-and-night, as such, and the atmosphere, and of land and sea. These are:
(i) of continual regular rotation of the Earth, which moderates that 'directional' radiation for all parts of the Earth (Gen 1:4-5);
(ii) the Earth's atmosphere, which further moderates that radiation to the surface (Gen 1:6-8);
(iii) the continual thermal exchange of land and sea, which constitutes the thermal moderating system of Earth's thermally binary surface (Gen 1: 9-10)
Stress and depression is marketed to us..In America i think part of it's from our poisonous food industry
Pray
Hope
please go to MOTHER NATURE.
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Cheer up, you're pretty. :)
Hai Ocean Eyes❤️
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❤ will you marry me
You are already very beautiful inside out. What is the reason (to be sad)?