Am I Faking DID?
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- Опубликовано: 12 апр 2023
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I think its really funny that incels say colored hair, tats etc are signs of mental illness then they turn on a dime and go "IF THEY HAVE COLORED HAIR THEYRE FAKING" 😂😂😂
I mean it’s the majority that make the stereotype so it’s that type of people that make others think like that. (Not condoning the action nor the thought)but they can think whatever they want based on a majority.
I expected this video to be one second of Pixie saying close to the mic "No" and that would still be iconic
Possibly more iconic???
It should totally be a tik tok!
Something that has helped me is "your perception of my life does not reflect the reality of the situation, & that is *your* problem."
Yeah!! I’ve seen DID gatekeepers think that because they hate their condition, that everyone else has to, or else they’re “fake” and it’s so insensitive
@Mike Long Okay, goofy ahh name :/
@@yoshisarethebomb - The fact you would even use a word like gatekeeper is interesting. Many of you will need to cope with the fact you are larping a mental illness that 98% of the seasoned psychiatric community agrees has never existed. The model case on which the disorder was based was already proven to be faking, that's after decades, a movie and a book.
I don’t have DID but have been diagnosed with several mental illnesses and it’s never been put on paper and handed to me.. lol it’s always a verbal thing. People are assheads.
true true and also some pactirioners specifically avoid putting things down on paper at the request of the patient because there are certain barriers one can't cross once certain diagnoses are on paper (like how certain countries won't accept immigrants who have an autism diagnosis)
And some people are fakers. I wish we could live in a world where we could just believe everyone but too many people lie for attention and likes. That’s is just a fact. And I remember watching her content when she was doing Lolita videos at 16 and there’s literally no different in her behavior. She didn’t suddenly develop this disorder in adulthood cuz thats just not how DID works. I have a friend with DID and its a massive difference when they switch. It’s not an act but with Pixie… not believable at all.
The disconnect between "mental health is important" / "we need to be more open and willing to talk about mental health struggles" and "you're faking for attention" / "that's not real" / "all you ever talk about is mental health" / etc is honestly so frustrating. Y'all just keep living your life and continue to be your beautiful selves. Thank you for continuing to be open and honest with your journey. Much love. 💖
also blows my mind because legit "faking" of illnesses is one of the main symptoms for munchhausen's... which, shocking news, is a mental health condition that is often formed to cope with attachment-based trauma
@@mosaic2476 This! I work as a psych nurse and the amount of times I hear other staff members undermine a patient's behavior as merely 'attention seeking' can be pretty disheartening. Even if that is the case they are still deserving of care and compassion and proper treatment.
unfortnately a lot of neurotypicals think mental health positivity only extends to anxiety and depression but im really hoping we can evolve past this mindset soon
For anyone who is surprised by the rarity of DID and why "suddenly there are all these people online who have it," it's partially just the ability of the Internet to bring people together. I have a very rare medical condition that's obvious by a certain type of MRI, and it's been well documented since childhood.
Until social media reached a certain point of saturation, I had never met or even heard of another person with my condition. There were no doctors in my large city who treated it specifically. However, in the 2010s, Facebook groups started popping up. A girl came from out of town so we could meet up. It was incredible.
In that time, they've even further divided the condition, so there's a sub-type now. No doubt, the existence of the Internet has helped patients come forward to seek care from all over the world and speak to each other.
This also effects statistics. Having more access to more data (more people,) means more people are going to be diagnosed. People who didn't know how to seek or that they could in years past, are able to now.
Having community, being able to have better and cheaper access to quality education, and share each others' experiences is empowering for folks with mental and physical illnesses. It gives us hope.
We share videos and other content, we celebrate posessing knowledge that can lead to our betterment---like Pixie--because we don't have to be alone anymore. Doctors especially should understand how important patient to patient advocacy is, and they should see such a wonderful example in Pixie. They independently sought help, they are enthusiastic about doing the work, and they use healthy coping mechanisms.
Pixie has full understanding that putting themself out there like this is extremely vulnerable and could make them much less popular if anything. People who share their experiences about mental illnesses and disability are frequently the target of cruelty.
Pixie, I really commend you for what you are doing. I wish doctors knew that perhaps DID patients and other chronically ill individuals would not have to feel shame and fear if the medical professionals did not create a culture of shame and fear. When we do not, it is because we have worked hard despite their efforts, intentional or not.
Pixie, you work hard to show others it is okay to exist as they are, that joy is possible. Thank you. I believe you.
I only just saw this now omg!!! I am so touched. Thank you so so so much for this beautiful message 💗💗💗🌈💜💕
@@Pixielocks Thank you for everything you do! Sending lots of love your way! 🌈✨
As someone with multiple "tiktok-famous" physical and mental disabilities, people will always assume you're lying and will always try to educate you on your own disorder. It's tiring, but it's never something you should take to heart. So sorry you have to continuously make these kinds of videos. Wishing you guys all the love and support
🥰💕 thank you, this was a good reminder 💗💗💗
I'm intersex, trans, and autistic; this comment makes me very glad to not be on tiktok
Anyways are u on tumblr? Its a lot of people like u and I
@AhhH! I am on tumblr, yes! I've been active there for years now, it's so welcoming, you're right.
@Mike Long That's a weird question
@Mike Long ??? How would I even know the answer to that? "hey god, whats up with like my mortal form?"
My 9yo just got diagnosed with ADHD and when I told the news, some people reacted negatively, saying ''all kids were easily distracted'' and all, downplaying the diagnosis. I think some people are just so uncomfortable with the idea of your brain functioning differently than theirs, they'd rather believe it's not true. And then, there are people who are just cruel and have nothing more interesting to do than to send hate vibes to people they don't even know. I'm glad you're in a good place and not let these terrible comments affect you.
@Mike Long Faker is when dyed hair and pronouns I guess /sarc
@@mikelong372 ??? if a person gets diagnosed with adhd it's because they do have adhd?? I'm not getting your point
"Your doctor tricked you so he could have fun patient" These people for real think your doctor is Harley Quinn or something. 😭
People throw around facticious disorder acusations way too much online. People seem to think that saying you have a rare disorder or a disorder that is talked about a lot inherently means you actually have a facticious disorder when that is not at all how it works.
The amount of colorful people diagnosed with DID in 2020 is mind blowing.
No one else can understand what an individual is going through until they are willing to listen. What you’re dealing with is yours, please keep sharing your journey because people who are struggling in similar ways should feel like they’re safer and understood, you’ve helped me feel that way over the years. I’m sorry you’re having to justify yourself at every point of your process. Thank you for representing Canadian mental healthcare struggles as well. You’re a super wonderful and cool creator, as well as a helpful and bright voice in the dark ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Even as an American, I've never received a piece of paper stating any of my diagnoses. I've been diagnosed with PTSD, Bipolar Disorder, and General Anxiety Disorder by multiple doctors, but it's always been just a verbal confirmation and then a bill that just says "Diagnosis Fee"
I think it depends, mine says it on my online information, but my doctor said a lot of providers won’t put it on paper
@@Jeszrox1 tbh i wish mine was. it would make it so much easier, bc people are so quick to deny that someone has PTSD when they don’t know your trauma or if they think your trauma was bad enough. people accuse me of trying to be “special” or using it as an excuse to get out of stuff
As a person with their own mental health struggles. I can't imagine having to defend yourself from this level of scrutiny. I remember having to tell my friends about my own mental health diagnosis, it's its own form of torture. I hope you are taking care of yourself during this. sending you all the positivity❤
The "you can't be happy about your diagnosis" comments drive me so insane. Words truly spoken by people who have likely never received a true mental health diagnosis after years of therapy and psych evals and don't understand how much clarity and RELIEF finally receiving a clear diagnosis can actually bring. Its so upsetting to see all of the hate you've had to deal with over the years but I hope you know how many of us truly appreciate the content you put out. Sending you so much love
@Mike Long Hmmmmm I dunno ACCESS TO MEDICATION AND PROFESSIONAL HELP?!
@Mike Long I feel that people who have not gone through the process themselves are less likely to have the means to properly empathize with what it is ACTUALLY like, and therefore would of course fail to understand that receiving a diagnosis after YEARS of reliving your trauma in therapy so you can figure out "what's wrong with you" can actually be a giant RELIEF and absolutely worth celebrating. Because after years of emotional turmoil, you've FINALLY been able to put a name to your condition and can truly begin deep diving resources on how to live with it, instead of just trying to navigate how to manage the symptoms themselves within the frame of an incomplete picture. Mental health has a LOT of layers, so getting clarity in the form of an official diagnosis is actually extremely helpful in being able to navigate treatment options.
And like @CherryMelo said, having the diagnosis does open up more accessibility to care as well.
@Mike Long Ah yes, I don’t know anything about disabilities. Especially due to the fact that I have one
@Mike Long Oh bless your heart, it's really clear to me that you have a lot of hate within it. I feel very sorry for you.
An integral part of destigmatizing the conversation around mental health is sharing your experiences with it. It is not something everyone chooses to do, but that doesn't make it any less valuable. Jill was an influencer before her diagnosis, and it's stupid to imply she should stop being an influencer or not share her reality just because she received a diagnosis. She's out here sharing her truth, and there are plenty of people who not only applaud her for it, but find value in the content itself.
I really hope you can find a better sense of purpose within yourself and empower yourself to spend more time feeding that purpose instead of sitting on the internet trying to diminish someone else's
@Mike Long I don't think making accusations out of hate counts as having a "factual conversation."
If years from now Jill posts a video saying it was all a hoax, then I'll be happy to admit I was wrong. But I will still sleep better at night knowing that my initial acceptance of her claims was rooted in compassion, because I chose to see someone who also struggles with mental health as I myself do.
No longer engaging in this conversation. Wishing you the best of luck. I hope you can find peace.
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"You didnt act like this before" ive gotten that before. But its kind of like 'i have finally told these people they dont have to pretend to be me anymore and can be themselves' like no shit when their suppressing themselves their gonna act differently
I remember watching you when I was fresh out of the closet and first starting college, you gave me the confidence to try out new and fun styles, now 5 years later I see you openly talking about your mental health and it makes me feel more confident in my own struggles. I really hope people ease off you and let you heal in peace soon, much love
Also as a Canadian it is not verbal it is also documented because it is required by law to have this on your medical file. So if it is only verbal and not documented, then see another doctor.
It’s also written down lmao idiots on hate forums just picked apart the wording and decided it wasn’t a real diagnosis (false) so I stressed that the doctor also said “You are Diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder” to me verbally when I asked to confirm. Go fuck yourself 🥰
Also wanted to add how much ableist ideas and views of disabled people genuinely makes these folks believe that if you have style, or express yourself with your look that you're faking?? I see this so much with disabled/chronically ill creators with ambulatory wheelchairs or aiding tools like walkers, canes, etc because they wear wigs or have a fashion sense. That says more about them than anything, that the way they expect 'real' disabled people to look like is like 'miserable' in the same hospital gown or robe or some crap viewpoint like that, and if they enjoy fashion or color their hair or decorate their movement tools that they're not real.
I haven't watched this yet but I am so sorry about all the hate you're getting, being accused of faking something like this constantly must be extremely hard on you. I've been watching your videos since around 2016 and you literally raised me and it's so upsetting to see you go through all of this. sending so much love !
@Mike Long Mind your own business. You don’t even know her, not even the most professional scientists know the true potential of the brain and yet you think you can tell someone’s entire brain structure and life story from RUclips?! Shame on you!! And by the way, I have a disability, a professional diagnosed one. I don’t stand for this.
@@mikelong372 absolutely not. Pixie has thousands of people who constantly watch her videos and support her, I promise you the drop of attention she's gotten from miserable people hating on her for no reason hasn't gained her any sort of clout, nevermind so much clout that she can make a living off of it.
I'm so sorry about all the hate you've been getting, you shouldn't have to prove your diagnosis to anyone and it's ridiculous that people even think someone would lie about something like that
the fact you have to defend yourselves like this is absolutely disheartening… sending you hugs your way!!! you are healing and facing challenges head on and it's truly inspiring to me. have a nice rest of the week dear pixie 🌻🎨🌷
I think the anti-interject bias comes from the idea that alters are like branches of a tree where all differences between alters must come from parts of the whole essentially growing up separately and drifting apart. No sometimes brain thinks we need an alter that is different/opposite of the host, or of each other. Of course that’s not always the case, either. It’s a huge spectrum.
I'm sorry your identity is something you need to defend. I know the internet is brutal but still, you deserve better and I love you Pixie! I love all parts of you in the system, you and your identities are so valid always
@Mike Long dissociative identity disorder is not a delusion, it is a real condition and in Pixies case there have been a bunch of medical professionals involved. The human brain is incredibly powerful. When a very traumatic even happens, the brain will protect itself from the pain and it can split off a new personality in order to protect itself. If you think DID isn't real, you're the one who's delusional. Check the DSM5 before you insult strangers online
Trendy mental health diagnosis is a sickening idea, I’m autistic so I feel like the ableism towards mental illness has become untenable
Some people do lie though, you can’t deny that
@@jordanjordan3167 very very very few people lie, too many fake claim. I’m openly autistic, bipolar and adhd and the amount of people who have fake claimed me because I’m open about my diagnosees is insane. There’s no one sole way to experience any neurodivergence so it’s completely redudant to claim some people just fake it.
No it’s verbal in the US and it’s in your record like you said. I just got diagnosed took a few months of testing. Thank you for your videos🤍
Oh sweet Pixie! I’m sorry you’ve experienced so much bullying from both the internet and that presentation you spoke of. Love you and never doubted what you’ve shared. Also, it’s not anyone’s business really….. your the star of this channel and we’re lucky your sharing these videos with us!
we’ve been watching you for many years and we figured out we’re a system around the time you did. you’ll always have support from us and our partner ❤
Hey Pixie, I've been a sub for years,I don't comment often but I just wanted to let u knw that your doing the best you can.. At 40 yrs old one thing I know for certain is there will always be people who question and judge you and all you can do is be true to yourself and the people who truly matter in your life. All the other noise is just that noise.. For what it's worth I believe you and it's sad that this video even had to be made.
Hey pixie, I’m so sorry all this shit has been happening to you guys. I just want you to know I, a random stranger on the internet, believe you, support you, and really really appreciate the content you make. You guys have helped me out a lot, so thank you. All of you (that we’ve seen).
Thank you for making this video. As a content creator who talks about having DID, we get most of these a lot as well.
in case yall were curious, even if they were tested for autism, it wouldn’t be able to “rule out” DID bc amnesia, flashbacks, ect are not autism criteria. it’s also possible to have both!
Oh 100%! They are commonly comorbid 💗🌈
@@Pixielockswow i didnt know they were commonly comorbid too! and btw wish you luck if you persue an autism diagnosis, i wish i could do the same 😭
Off topic, but the makeup today is sooo perfect. I love the eyes especially!!!
The absolute exasperated "i'm so over this ish" laughter is the perfect vibe for this video, honestly.
as someone who grew up with family who worked in the medical system and being a medical shitshow myself here’s roughly how american diagnoses work
✨it’s all for insurance✨proving that a treatment is medically necessary so insurance covers it. (sometimes it’s also for like getting on disability but that also usually ties into the proving it for insurance reasons)
diagnoses for any other reason are either a) it’s very obvious you have it and the testing would be minimal. (how we got diagnosed with anxiety, depression, nerve pain) or b) you specifically asked to have a diagnosis for your own reasons. these are what usually gets you a literal piece of paper and a description on your diagnosis
what most people don’t get is that it’s so rare to get those really official diagnoses. it’s usually your treatment provider being like “yep you have this so i’m telling insurance you have this so that it doesn’t cost you an arm and a leg to see me.” really diagnoses aren’t important aside from insurance.
I am genuinely worry all the time about what mental health institutions are going to do when the DID "trend" explodes and strains the entire system in around a decade. What do they think, based on research, will happen when all the kids whose formative years occurred during a global pandemic (that not only disrupted their lives but unquestionably trapped MANY in inescapable traumatizing home environments) grow up? I will not be surprised when dissociative mental health issues become as common as something like depression. We need to be listening to lived experience and researching and educating so less people have to suffer. Petty ignorant arguments against people just trying to live their lives are setting us SO far back and it makes me so sad for what future generations will face.
NGL- I remember watching the Kawaii Leader episode and your precure video and definitely felt something was up, but wow! It makes so much sense now knowing you have younger parts! When you first opened up about your younger alters it really clicked with me so 15:30 really hit home! I'm so happy and proud of you pixie system!
I got my diagnosis on paper. (Treatment plan)
i literally love all of you so much. before you came out with did i literally knew nothing about this disorder other than the harmful stereotypes seen in movies and such. at first i was kind of confused but ive learned so much just from watching your videos, and i thank you guys for that. i wish these people were more willing to learn more about disorders like did and not jump to conclusions when they have so little info. much love to you, thank you were opening my mind to something i knew nothing about
You shouldn't even have to explain yourself 😩 i've followed you for years but i usually dont comment. just wanted to say i loved you and your content then, and i love it even more now. it's so fun to meet all the alters and look back and see them too
cringe+who cares
@@ville__ ruclips.net/video/Q7bCcgtxHdY/видео.html LOL groomer defender
I've never seen a RUclipsr who was actually diagnosed with DID talk about the people who do fake the disorder and I just wish someone would cause its offensive and harmful
Because it's basically nonexistent
I love the hypnosis one because its so clear they only know about hypnotism in movies and tv. Because anyone that is actually knowledgeable on it will know that one of the key parts to hypnosis is the willingness. Idk i just found that funny.
There will always be doubters, no matter what. It really sucks. When I was 10, I was diagnosed with autism. My own sister tried to "disproove" my diagnosis, comparing me to discriptions she read from other siblings of autistic people on Gaia Online. She litterally lived in the same house as me, experienced all of my autistic traits, was in the family when I got diagnosed.
I know that's not the most encouraging message, but I hope it has an element of solidarity. Some people will never be convinced, even if you timetravel them into the room where it happened, but you don't need them. You are valid
Pixie I'm so sorry people online have been so shitty to you. Your videos have done so much for me.
I've always known I've had ptsd but recently I got flagged for potentially having osdd also. I can't explain the comfort that I get knowing there are people out in the world that understand what I'm going through even a little bit. Thank you for still putting videos out despite the shitty people. It means a lot for people like me
cringe+who cares
@Ville wow you're so funny 😂
Loved the idea of the bingo card 😭🌸
Love your lemon rings.
You are your own rainbow at the end so I hope you are able to find your internal strength with yourselves and keep on trucking ❤❤
Seeing Jerr speak in full pink pixie mode is so funny/trippy like I'm used to seeing the green bean i love the jill/jer mix its so sweet and sassy at the same time 💚
Well now i can’t stop imagining Pixie as The Master from Doctor Who because they said “I manipulated all of The Doctors!” 😅
some people can be so frustrating feeling entitled to other's privacy and personal matters its up to said person how much they want to share and there is no need to be so hateful :/
Literally just read the title havent even watched it yet and Im like : ahem, no.. *flicks hair, exits stage right*
But in all seriousness, I hate seeing how much you've been getting bombarded especially lately it seems. Wish you and urs all the best! You still have the us the confetti club!To always be here to throw some cheer and encouragement your way! Thanks always for being so open and honest on your channel, We all hope you're taking it wasy on yer selves!
DID was one of the conditions that was suggested that my partner might have because he sometimes goes into a fuge state when he's really stressed, or experienced something distressing. It doesn't always have to happen right away at the moment of the stressful event, but it can occur in the days afterward. He doesn't have DID, but I would never belittle it because it's very worrying when he has one of these episodes. Seeking community? Of course you would want to do that because what better person to understand you than another with DID? I would say that it is normal to do that. Quite honestly, though, people on the internet sometimes look for folks that they can ridicule and pull apart, and harass instead of finding productive things to fill their lives. They are the ones who are the problem and need to find a more productive purpose in life.
I'm so sorry pixie that folks are thinking your faking your diagnosis..i researched DID and it's definitely true mental health..you are such an inspiration to me to talk to folks more about my PTSD and general anxiety issues. And get support! Keep on smiling and pixie 🌈
@Mike Long The entire medical field when internet user “Mike Long” calls someone a faker and said internet user’s proof is just dyed hair and pronouns: 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
@Mike Long I don’t have dyed hair and my pronouns are she/her. You people accuse others of faking for the tiniest things and it’s insane
I was officially diagnosed with ADHD about 15 yrs ago and I don’t have a certification 🤷🏻♀️
I used to stream and do youtube (gaming content) but just existing with DID in any space even if it has nothing to do with your content makes you a target. I ended up deleting everything and do so regularly with all my accounts anywhere. Yall got more guts than I for sure. Btw people dont stop the bs as you age either it just changes. Before tiktok it was tumblr and before that it was "you're doing it because of the magazines" bc people would get featured in magazines for their disorders etc. Found you through your fashion content btw many years ago. Keep being an icon and style on the haters.
People who spend their free time telling us systems we're faking should just join a book club. Sending so much love to you all Pixie. I'm sorry you're dealing with this. -James
I got my diagnosis in Canada too, like, its on the chart the doctors have access to and i did get to see a specialist (whom is practically retired from the practice and mostly teaches now) so i dont understand why people think patients have constant access to this info. And literally everyone wants community, even my highly introverted, hermit butt likes knowing we're not alone in experiencing life this way. Its comforting, which traumatized people need most imo.
We adore how you handle this stuff with creativity and fun. And from what i've noticed, people with DID are usually creatives of some kind so of course we're gonna go online in 2023 and make things, like, a lot of the critiques feels like someone finding fault with a fish for swimming.
Thank you for this omg so well put!!! 🥲🌈💕
Lmao
"Oh my gosh....your a cosplayer"
Has the same sarcastic energy as "omg they were roommates ..."
Yes fam, everyone that watches anime half of us dress up for fun as a hobby haha
We gotta put our creative energy into SOMETHING when we get together
LMAO why they attacking anime fans ?
Haha 🤣
Like us traumatized individuals like to watch cartoons to soothe the pain and pretend we are okay sometimes
I have been going through the process of getting an osdd diagnosis and your content has been such a source of comfort. I have been watching for years and am always impressed by your joy, strength and kindness through all the hate and bullshit that has been thrown your guy's way
i follow you for... idk many years and we can SEEEEE the evolution not only in the quality of your videos but on your own journey... it's so obvious watching the Japan videos, the way you speak and act, on the videos when you talk and open to us speaking about your struggle, compared to others, that I can only think those comments are from people who are not just skeptical to every single thing that is not about them but just haters and, ironically, attentions seekers
I never ever comment on youtube videos... but i think is important on this case to show support and love for all of you guys, i and all the confetti club love you so much
Awww this means the world, thank you so much for the kind comment 🥺💖🌈💫💕
the comment about somehow faking it for clout/riding a trend make me think of back when the movie "Girl with the dragon tattoo" came out and there was a spike, at least here in sweden, of people going to get checked for autism/aspergers syndrome which caused a lot of more people to get the diagnosis and people in media to claim that it was being "over diagnosed" when I know from having a brother that literary works with evaluating people for that diagnosis saying that in many cases people do not have severe issues enough to get a diagnosis. So it's not over diagnosed, the movie actually helped more people get help to improve their standard of life because they got diagnosed.
That's so interesting I didn't know that. But that makes sense. People often ignore that representation in media can help people understand themselves more. It really pisses me off when people claim overdiagnosing is such a big issue when I know so many people who get their diagnosis so late in life. I was lucky to get my autism diagnosis at 14 and I felt like that was so late in life.
Have a good day!
We believe you babes 💕 always have. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. This has been my comfort channel for years now
just one of the many looking for a place to add love and support. you and your system have been in my thoughts a lot lately - keep being awesome x
Awe thank you thats so sweet 🥺😭💕
It’s so true if they sat down and watched all your content they’d see there so many people in this channel! Even just down to voice changes let alone personality and mannerisms !!
The things on the bingo are so ridiculous but i'm not surprised. It's sad that people can be so full of venom for no reason. I hope you're hanging in there okay, also unrelated but these lashes BANG and they suit you so much
As someone with medically recognised (not diagnosed) borderline SAD, this video resonates a lot with me :). I know this may not be the case for everyone, but at least for me, I never really 'bragged' about having an impression of social anxiety. In fact, I was always ashamed to tell anyone about it, and I only started doing therapy a while after I started having symptoms for this. I always felt like it would be taking the validity from someone else if I told people I have social anxiety, and I was always afraid that i didn't have 'enough' trauma to justify a switch in my personality and social life. Pixie, you guys are an inspiration to everyone. You guys are so brave to share this experience on the internet. You've inspired me to work more in improving my everyday life, and making life in general just a bit more magical 🙃💞. Unfortunately, haters will always exist, but I can assure you that everyone here loves you guys. Please don't ever feel like you have to justify any trauma or diagnosis. some people will trust you, others won't. The real ones are the ones that stick around.
I love the rainbow eyebrows
i didnt even need to read the caption i simply know which one of you is speaking by the flavour of sass in your words
Can't wait for a more chill pixie video!!!! ik there's been lots of drama, i don't blame yall at all, but i miss crafting and pixie loves features and stuff.
Trust us we do too lol
@@Pixielocks i believe it lol
The larping and OC idea is so strange to me like?? What a wild take?
I'm also Canadian and I've never received a piece of paper that stated any of my 3 diagnoses or my diagnostic impression. It was always verbal, any actual forms went between the person assessing me and my doctors and I never saw them. This has been consistent between public/private systems and between psychologists/psychiatrists.
I’ve seen mine, I had a full two day diagnostic evaluation and the woman evaluating me sent me my papers with my full diagnosis and her observations a few weeks after
love y’all’s outfit today! 💕
Hehe thank u!!!
You gotta do a video of having each of your alters give their thoughts on every season of precure lol. Anyway love you guys!
Jillian. I want to say that I believe you. I am a rando on the internet. I mean nothing in your life but as someone dealing with ptsd and possible multiple. But I really really really understand this
The thing about not getting an official certificate of DID is so true LOL, people are clueless how this stuff works, and how different areas/countries do things differently. I'm diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and depression, and i have no paper/certificate that says YOU HAVE THIS. But i did have it said verbally by doctors, and have all my CBT + worksheets, exposure therapy and medication for them. I'm also diagnosed with autism+adhd and have a diagnostic report for those, but again there's not like a whole arse CERTIFICATE OF AUTISM LOL. Also it's totally understandable when people don't want official diagnoses for things that have a lot of stigma/discrimination attached. Also I've been someone whose commented on some of your older vids that in retrospect it was really obvious that different alters were fronting, like you said there's actually a lot of signs in those past vids.
🥺💕🌈 THANK YOUUUU
i love knowing when jerr is like more in the driver seat with mannerisms its very silly to me, never had i thought Pixie would flip off the camera lol
I'm sorry for all the rubbish that gets thrown your way. Take care of yourself ❤
I hope everything is going ok have a wonderful week❤✨🌸🌷🌹🪷⭐⭐⭐🍓🍓🌈🌈🎂🎂🥳❤❤❤
I got diagnosed with OSDD at age 25, but like I definitely didn't have professionals really take me seriously until after age 21? I've had to be diagnosed with autism because my new school wouldn't take me old diagnosis papers (which was not legal, but I didn't know at the time) so when I got rediagnosed I absolutely came in knowing what I wanted and how to get diagnosed.
I don't have DID but getting diagnosed make people think you get an ID card saying "Diagnosed with ADHD/Autism/DID or whatever". At most you get a long detailed report which isn't something you wanna show around to people as proof. My report for ADHD is crazy personal but I've found i'm not often believed because I have no "proof" or im riding a trend. Thank you Pixie and Co for talking about how shitty people can be and the excuse people make to discredit you. I love you guys! Plz keep being you
If you ask your psychologist they can totally give you some documentation that states your official diagnosis with the corresponding identification numbers! In case you really wanted to get "tangible proof." Not that you need to share it. But for yourself.
I really like your outfit, especially the makeup and earrings!
With the amount of backlash and probably lost followers, lost respect, etc... people really think you would "fake" this mental illness which is so controversial and always met with hate?? Like huh???
Was nice to see some of Jerr! Hope you guys are having a good day
Absolutely abysmal that you feel like you have to do this. People are ridiculous. they don't know you, you and your family does.
I hope the hate dies down, youve done nothing but be open and educating about this life altering condition, even when you didnt have to be, and I think most of us enjoy and appreciate that level of honesty about you.
Be it mental health or even just questioning if some one is faking being trans: you cannot know in someone's mind or their experiences. They can tell you things sure, but you will never understand the actual mind of people. Because of this you cannot know for sure if someone is faking. And worrying about faking to the point the internet does it, even if you have the best intentions, just leads to constantly harrssing people you have no idea about how their brain functions.
Hey cousin 👋❤ Thank you for being brave. Thank you for being honest. Thank you for being real. I too am struggling to be heard and accepted by those who are unwilling to listen to our pain. I'm so very proud of you for being an amazing advocate for you health. I really do look up to you 😊 lots of love from BC ❤🌻❤
The only time I’ve ever gotten anything written was when my therapist had to write one for disability check paperwork with all my diagnosis on it. I don’t have DID but what I have isn’t something most people understand without it being explained. They think I’m automatically dangerous when I’m not and it takes alot to convince them otherwise
I like that the second you said Jill was co-con my light in my room turned on on its own. You literally light up my life! 💡
just wanna say as someone who has an intense hyperfixation/way deeper connection with their ocs than most and is surrounded by people who make and love ocs of varying personal levels I have NEVER thought I had or "wanted" DID to like,, explain it?? I literally dont know what the reason would be...... but when watching your videos I never once thought huh thats like how I think of my ocs/thats just ocs, it didnt even enter my mind
like a lot of people, I see my ocs more as my "kids" like how I think of anything I make, or as completely separate entities that exist in a sort of alternate universe, like when you experience an immersive movie or book, the fact that ocs is a common comment is so bewildering to me lmao
People really be asking for proof like its an ID card
Tbh there have been creaters I've seen before and learned about DID from who have turned out to be (likely) faking (as assessed by other DID community members, not me). So I had kinda been on the skeptical side of things.
But I have been following you for years and trust you, so you being open and honest about your identity made me rethink everything completely and I'm back to thinking positively about it and just being open to learning about something I have zero personal experience about
Love you pixie ❤
i often think about how my high school psych textbook portrayed DID. i remember it included a tidbit saying that DID is diagnosed less often in countries where it’s not believed in. this is an incredibly misleading statement, clearly only included to make the reader think “oh, so it’s not real?” when obviously ANY disorder wouldn’t be diagnosed if the psychologist didn’t believe in it. imagine a psychologist saying “well, this disorder isn’t real imo, but like you DO have it.”
thankfully, all i took away from that line at the time was “oh, i guess u have to have heard of DID in order for ur brain to think to do that,” but obviously that’s still wrong, and im sure many kids were led to believe that DID was entirely fake!
from what i understand, that is THE high school psych textbook. actually, it might have been a college textbook, since i was in AP psych, which counts for college credits. it’s horrifying that this kind of bias is making it into the way psychologists are trained.
so, thank you for speaking out against that kind of thinking. i really hope this whole incident doesn’t stop systems from being loud about their disorder online, because more representation is sorely needed.
Also. Getting diagnosed with DID is incredibly difficult. You have to goto a psychiatrist who specifically specializes in DID. No one is gonna do thst if they don't already expect they have DID.
Yap
american here, I was verbally told I have BPD, it may be in records but I don't have it on paper, I DO have a certificate for finishing a DBT course *because* I have BPD, otherwise the only thing I've seen myself on paper is when I used to see my psychiatrist in person, I would get a receipt and summary which included my meds and next appointment(s) printed out, and for meds it would say what it treated which I remember it saying "major depressive disorder" (or something along the lines of major depression) and PTSD for my antidepressant. and since I've already listed 3/4 of my issues just for the context lol I also have severe anxiety, actually what I seeked out a therapist for initially is someone at my doctor's office that evaluated me told me that I had high levels of anxiety.
but yea longwinded way of saying that also as an american I don't have an official "you have x diagnosis" certificate
We literally just started the video and we're already sorry y'all are going through this. Here's some fucking DID solidarity from us to y'all.
And I mean, in general, not a lot of disabilities has a "you have X" certificate... I have hEDS... People don't think hEDS is an actual thing, I'm just clumsy & looking for attention... And also just am buying a 5535$ (after a like 25% discounts) custom wheelchair because it is the cool thing to do...
I have met Pixy at multiple different conventions, and she even mentioned me in one of her old vlogs (the person who found her keys that one time with the big blue and pink wig) and we spent time together because we have overlapping convention friend. There were some points where groups would rejoin after costume changes or on a different day, and I had to refer to that moment for her to recognize who I was. Literally as someone who has family with DID it made too much sense when she announced her diagnosis.
Omg hi Marie!!! Thank you so much for this kind comment. It’s always interesting for me to hear other’s experiences with us pre-diagnosis omg!! Hope to see u at Animaritime hehe 🥰🌈💕
@@Pixielocks I'm considering it - it will depend if I have my chair or not yet :) I'll probably go for the vendors at least though cuz I miss cons so much!
I hope you are strong enough to endure all the bullshit people say and do.. :((( So sad how much hate people have in their hearts.
cringe+who cares
Yes
Well that’s not very nice 🤨
@@Pixielocksfrom you running away from your problems as an excuse for your actions this comment seems oddly hypocritical. you seem to be unable to take proper criticism.
@@arcsballss “Yes” is not criticism 💀
@@Pixielocks HEJLP
@@arcsballss Thoughtful response
Man if a DR didn't give me a piece of paper when he diagnosed with a literal Physical Chronic Illness i doubt a lot of places would do it for a Mental Illness. All i've ever gotten from a DR is a verbal "You have X" and an incredibly specific prescription asdfghjk