Video Diary 5 - why i stopped acting and dyed my hair pink
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- Опубликовано: 15 янв 2022
- I'm doing daily vlogs while i write and record my debut album. Thanks for coming on the journey xo.
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APPLE MUSIC
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INSTAGRAM
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FACEBOOK
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click here 05:04 for your daily dose of cat video
beat me to it!
As I commented below. You have to use the purr in this video in one of your songs.
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I am grateful for you doing these vids. I am grateful for your "rawness". Keep being you, and doin' what you want, how you want it. I'm in.
I like how your story started getting deep. And Dito knew it was the perfect time to come in with his calm energy.
This sums up my entire life. I hate waiting to be able to perform. But I also hate spending 10’s of thousands of dollars to create my own films.
Dad?
I hope parents who are pushing their children into show biz see this, Living a life of facade is extremely draining and I'm glad Meredith got to be herself.
Yes being an indie would probably make very less money, But that's the cost we are paying for being our-self and it's a luxury by itself.
You are talented as hell and I enjoy everything you do including the video diaries. As someone who never had the opportunity to pursue my dreams I'm rooting for you to thrive at yours. Love and support. Cheers.
I think you should put your cat's purring from this videoin one of your songs. With headphones it was amazing!
The rawness of this video is amazing! Thank you for taking us on this journey and sharing your story 💜
Thank you for your honesty, and most importantly, your humility in recognizing the gift of being able to pursue it and that not all can. That's refreshing.
I appreciate the sappy part of the video. I’m still trying to find my footing.
It’s interesting to hear the kinds of struggles people have in more stable living situations. I’m glad you were able to find your freedom.
Great you are embracing what you want to do and how to do it on your own terms. And reframing everything with gratitude is so important
I’m high as fuck right now. Not sure that it’s necessary I preface my comment with that but I never watch these kinds of videos.. ever. Blog-style I guess. Never ever watch anything even remotely similar to this. But for some reason I clicked on your video and the longer I watched the more engrossed I became in your story, your voice, the way you talk. Everything. I can tell that you’re a very intelligent person; the way that you pause and think about what you’re trying to say, the way you look off into the distance when you’re forming your thoughts. It reminds me a lot of myself, actually. Just wanted to say that your message really resonated with me and I think you’re awesome for doing what you want to do.
I really enjoyed this video, Meredith. I found the insight into what it’s like to be an actor really interesting. Also, love the pink.
There's so much more to an artist besides just her work - theres herself and you're amazing so thank you for sharing that with the world.
Hey Meredith, I hope the Illigetimates didn't grind you down. I am looking forward to more video diaries, if you choose to continue them. Have a great time and best wishes for your album!
Good for you!! I think the pink hair rocks, and you have a beautiful voice.
Meredith, you are so cute! And so is your cat 😭 I have so much love for you two 💓
I think it's funny how these always come out super early in the morning. I love it.
I learned some things today, nice👍
And your cat is adorable. More of him as well plz😌😻
These are very enjoyable, thank you
I'd just like to say that I'm very sorry you had that experience you did, and that you absolutely did not deserve the kind of difficulty that the acting world gave you. With that said, I am very, VERY happy you made the change you did, and came into the music world. Your creamy-smooth, airy, ethereal vocals just hit all the right buttons. Since discovering you about a month ago, you've rapidly become my favourite vocalist, overtaking even my deep love for Veela's great talent!
That you also make cat videos unintentionally, and cat-based songs entirely intentionally is just the icing on the cake. Loving your work, and very thankful you've come into this industry of your own choice.
I hope you one day get to work with likes of Rameses B, TheFatRat, Feint, Maduk, and perhaps even do a collab with the likes of Veela, Laura Brehm, Maisy Kay, or Zoe Moon. Those are the things my dreams are made of.
Best of luck with your career - I'll be a forever listener from here out.
Mafi, thanks so much for this sweet comment. I appreciate your kind words. Its on my bucket list to work with the fatrat and Laura Brehm is a dear friend of mine. Take care and see ya in the comments! x
You’re beats make my day thank you.
Hope you're doing goooooood
love you
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Excited to be on the journey!
Sappy, and so sweat and nice.. You're so cute with your cat companion.
Omg!!!! I was just thinking how well you act in your lil videos from your expressions to your lyrics you come up with based on your perception of the vids..🥰💖💖💝💝💖 you are furbulous! So glad I found you your girl power is so inspiring! Like a lil power puff girl🤣🤣
I wanna see waaaay more of that kitty in the future videos please. His mittens were gorgeous.
You're so beautiful both :)
Wish you luck and all the best wishes!
Great video! As a musician who tried to be a rock star and is now a nurse, yeah waiting for someone to say 'yes' is soul-crushing. Keep making your dreams come true! And I'm the same, my heart's on my sleeve, sappy and nostalgic and bittersweetly living this life
Looking forward to the next update!
This is your best VD yet. Connects with the audience and you child acting growing up is genuinely intresting. Going pink as your act of rebellion is perfectly fine compaired to all the where are they now horror stories we see nowadays.
I can see why so many aspiring actors have turned to TikTok to make skits and stories and mini series, because it must be so hard to have to have your creativity outlet be dictated in every way by others, including if you even get the chance to act in a project at all. It makes so much sense that you decided to put your energy and creativity into an art form that you have full autonomy over 💖
Thank you for sharing! I had to wait for months before some other employer chose me to do accounting work for them, which I love to do. Granted, the whole "we choose you" transaction happens only once every 5-10 years for an accountant, whereas it happens multiple times a year for an actor.
ditto is just LOVING this
Your so underated you need 1m subscribers or more!!!
"i can't be my best in something unless i give everything that i have" is something that i wanted to hear, i already knew but all the faliures has been blurrying my mind and the things i want to do and dream for fade in the dark ally of overthing sometimes ...or maybe most of the times.....but she is brave and it inspire me.....Yes life is hard, and will either fix it or break myself while fixing it.....giving up is never an option❤️
dont stop vlogging girl you got this 🖤
YOI ARE DOING SO GREAT ON-LINE THOUGH. WHY NOT DO BOTH ACTING AND SOCIAL MEDIA. WHILE YOU WAIT FOR A PART, JUST CONTINUE DOING YOUR THING. THEY MAKE PINK WIGS FOR YOUR OFF TIME.
Love the pink~
Would like to know more on singing also!
You just inspired me to dye my hair lavender. Screw headshots
me after hearing all the struggle you've been through:
That's rough buddy
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Thanks for sharing... I guess I couldn't be an actor... I must change my facial hair often...
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Bring Dido on.🤣 *update* never mind, there he is. 😸
Keep going!
Rules to be you ❣️
Meredith.. I didn't know any of this about you..😲😲😲 "constantly waiting for somebody to say... we pick you" this sums it all up.. 😌😌🙏🙏 PS: your cat Dido added a bit of peace and harmony.. it was the most beautiful thing about video.. 🥺🥺🥺🤗🤗🙏
I agree that independent actions motivate. Without curators, mentors, intermediaries.
This is a personal initiative coming from within you.
So we can become independent from other people's influence, which will free our consciousness and make creativity completely sincere.
Gidiyuupp COWGIRL!!
Oh my i love cats so much 😽😽😽😽how adorable ❤
Wel your going to have to make a music video with that hello your cat gave you!!
3:12 THE CAT XD
You are natural in music
Love you
she should be the next black widow for the avengers
As someone who is a relatively recent subscriber (due to your Thriller cover) who was debating whether to stay subscribed, these genuine, personal daily conversations have done so much for me to connect to who you are.
hi!! nee to the channel and wanted to know if you have done any tutorials on producing music? thanks x
I love cats n your lovely love
Beautiful cat! more cats in video's please
Love everything about you your so beautiful and amazing
Seems like at any profession it's the same. Soft skills above hard skills.
Skipped one day - strike! Post two vids :DDD
How you started music?
Wooow I so love you 😍💗💓💖
Purring! Purring! Purring!
In case I didn't say this before, I love your _I don't wanna be touched_ video! I know many others were involved in production but was that originally your idea? No auditioning, waiting for someone else to tell you if you got the part; this was _you_ doing what you want. Is that right, cuz that's what it looked like.
I want to work with you somehow. Even if we just blow bubbles. I survived suicide lost both of my parents and absolutely lost my mind all in my twenties. 30 years old now and about to release my first metal album with two music videos for the first time. Paid for everything my self working in a Mollases factory in the middle of the night. Let me know if we can make something wierd or beautiful.
So glad you are independent and broke out of the rat race. It's really the only way to do it.
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Independence is the best
its been 8 days, Are you ok ?
When do you upload Veronicaaaaaaaa 😭💔
I mean full version or a 3 min Slowed+ reverb version
What's her natural hair color then? Is Meredith a redhead? I could see that, unless those freckles are make up.. then I'm all out of guesses
Hi 👋 my name is Madison
Your cat looks like Tom from Tom and Jerry. Green eyes and all
THATS ACTING AT FIRST. JUST LIKE ANY JOB YOU HAVE TO WORK YOUR WAY UP THE CHAIN OF COMMAND. YOU CANT JUST GET THE PARTS YOU WANT UNLESS YOU PUT IN THE YEARS (DECADES) OF HARD WORK AND KISSING ASS.
is it just me or is that cat HUGE?
can confirm, kitty is HUGE
I am the casting director for Woody Allen's upcoming film "The Capitol Cats." Please have Mr. Dito's manager DM me ASAP for the lead role of Senate Majority Leader, Charles Schumer. He is *perfect* for the part! If Mr. Dito has a demo reel of his purring & any other voicings, please have that sent to me as well. Thank you for your assistance, darling.
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I do find it odd that Anglos find pink hair as the ultimate form of individualism
I'll help you save 7 min25 seconds here, she dyed her hair pink to ride the E-girl train to success