My 5 MeO DMT experience - words fail me
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- Опубликовано: 24 ноя 2024
- My initial thoughts of my recent experience with 5 MeO DMT.
This wasn't my first time with 5 MeO, I had previously done a Bufo Alvarius ceremony with Octavio Rettig, but this was my first time with 5 MeO made in a lab.
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Your channel is important because it presents psychedelics in a rationally safe way this will protect the minds of people taking them , your mind is strong and good too .
this is a safe way but there's no better way to know it than experiencing it yourself
After doing 5-meo I went from a pretty staunch materialist to knowing that consciousness is fundamental to the universe and beyond. Just the most incredible experience you could never imagine.
Much love ! ❤❤❤
You took a molecule that alters brain chemistry. Your brain has to have been involved in your experience. What do you say if I’d say what you experienced would not have been possible without a brain? I’m genuinely curious 😊
It's not that I don't think NN-DMT has more to teach me.... however, 5-MEO (reinforced by your report) appeals to me on the level of pure consciousness expansion. I am less about the bells and whistles of the visual psychedelic rollercoaster ride. I am seeking an experience as close to pure Loving Awareness as I can get. Pure existence. Reality at the base level (or, I close to that as we are capable of experiencing). Your video was very compelling and enlightening. Thank you for sharing.
Beautifully done! The raw experience, the choice of music and the accompanying visuals immersed me like rarely any other video has done before.
This is one of the best examples of psychedelic storytelling (trip reporting) I have ever seen.
Yay, thank you!
@@AdeptusPsychonautica are u the guy from the show RAIN
I have been curious abou “the toad” for years. Thank you immensely ❤
Great video! Definitely supports my theory that 5-meo reveals the ground of being/consciousness (Shiva) whereas n,n reveals the creative manifestation of being/consciousness (Shakti). Our shared being is so bloody incredible!! 😊
Experiencing something so vast and all encompassing and at the same time groundingly wholly personal feels like it is in me now, but also that a lifetime can be lived in gratitude exploring and integrating its implications into each day of being.
It feels immediate and eternal at the same time.
@@adamevans5764 your last sentence. It just feels like now. Thats what now is right? Immediate and eternal. Nice comment
Love the seriousness in your eyes. The sheer shock. Just pure awareness expanding in all directions. A glimpse of The Self. At one moment it felt like I was the moment before the big bang bursted into creation. The primordial Self. The One who dreams the dream. No beyondnesness beyond this. It was IT. The absolute self. The unchanging. The complete Self. The always was, is, will be in perfect complete state. I couldn't ever imagine being able to experience such a state while being alive. Not even in a thousand deaths. Through a thousand lifetimes of intense samadhi. Mann this is something else. Wtf 5meo
Exactly. I found myself chuckling with your efforts to put words on the ineffable. The functional, temporal "me" is fabricated of words that delimit overwhelming being. We seem to be embodying-selfing-worlding, sharing stories that interpret form-emptiness, fabricating time and experience. The feeling tone of 5MeO DMT is simply ...Magnificent! Ever since "my" toad experience, I am not much interested in capturing It in words.
Probably the best delivery of what 5 is like I've seen. The background you created is top notch.
Bro, always appreciate your pragmatic view on these experiences. As an overly cautious newbie, I find these videos very helpful, thanks.
You are very welcome mate
I like all of your Videos,but this is the best Rob i saw!❤i felt touched by your words,and i was smiling when you tried to discribe what can not be described.The Feeling of "Isness"is the most precoius and beautyful Experience i know.You felt everything there really is.I hope you find a Moment to be grateful for.❤
And the Visuals behind you where very nice.😀
Thanks Edoardo, I’m glad “Isness” made sense because I really couldn’t think of any other way to describe it 🙂
@@AdeptusPsychonautica If you listen to the great spritual Teacher Mooji,thats what he always talks about.🙏
Thanks for being so authentic. It was great to hear about your experience!
Thanks Klaudia, its nice for me to sometimes drop my need to control everything and just go with the flow, happy to hear you enjoyed it 🙏
Love the unscripted style, hope to see more of this reflective natural story telling.
Cheers bud. I guess its all about finding that balance between “going with the flow” and making sure I say the things I think need to be said.
@@AdeptusPsychonautica A compromise you might enjoy trying on for size is improvising like you did in this video, and then just editing out any bits that you feel are irrelevant, repetitive, or that takes you a second to formulate in a way that satisfies you. Editing later gives you a kind of fearless psychological freedom to be vulnerable. That being said, I thought you were perfectly articulate in this video so perhaps you are too self critical! 😁 Keep up the great work mate 💗
The awakening. What a magnificent portal. Are you know it’s impossible to describe. Yet your description transfers that essence. A wonderful reminder.
Beautiful! I honestly love 5,I find the longer I lay completely still investing all of my energy into the experience the longer the experience becomes
That was a phenomenal description. I both thank you and admire your capacity to put into words the un-nameable. Your slant away from the mere scientific and explore the "poetic" side is alive, fresh, made up of stunning observations that I can totally relate to. Poetry is a definitively apropriate tool for pointing at the moon. I hung on every word, as you so gracefully wove your way through the "orgasm of consciousness." This was the best description I've heard yet of the 5-Meo-DMT experience. Thanks for the integration!
Thanks Brad! I appreciate that mate 🙏
I really appreciate your simplistic explanation and ability to interpret your experience in a way that maintains objectivity. I see so many people in the psychedelic community that bring so much personal interpretation to their experiences that it makes them sound crazy to me. I’ve done 5-Meo many times and I understand the indescribable beauty of the experience. But I leave it at that, and don’t make up stories about reality that can’t be proven.
This is a great trip report. Very humble.
My first experience with 5 MeO DMT was at age 33, and I had already spent my adult life to that point enthusiastically expanding my consciousness with psychedelics. It was set break during a Phil and Friends gig in NY, summer 2001. To say this substance changed my life is a understatement. Cheers!
glad you have had this experience, a much needed spiritual experience of connection to consciousness. one Love
I've been in the same space. You did a great job explaining it. It's not easy explaining it haha. One idea i took away was how different it is to "become" that experience, which is so different than being a human experience. For me i felt like the geometry would change and form around my emotion or intent. Which also felt like travel but not travel through space but through infinite consciousness.
Thank you for that extremely authentic review brother
My pleasure mate, thanks for watching
second time i used it i had a nonduality experience and it was fcking scary but i was very happy when i woke up
I love the way you describe this, it mirrors my own description. I have used the word "thinkless", because I reach the place where I am not I thinking about what I am experiencing. Rather, I am without thought, yet fully present, not running through loops of contrast and comparison, but just being now. It does sound silly
It sounds like just waking up from a really long comfy nap times 1000000
Cliche is the opinion of doubt. There are no wrong words describing what you expirenced you did a great job! Not having it scripted showed me a vurnabiltiy that is raw and honest!! 🙌🏻 Would like to see more content on the methods and blends...(if the youtube gods would allow it 🙏🏻) Really love watching this channel mate keep it coming! 👍🏻👍🏻
I'm really looking forward to taking this eventually. Also, your explanation from your perspective is really useful to me
Glad it was helpful!
Did you ever try it?
You seem different Rob, very soft, very introspective, somewhat vulnerable. In a good sort of way, kind of like clay that has been re-hydrated and is waiting to reform into something perhaps a bit different than it was before. How long ago did you have this experience? And, of course, thanks for this report and all the other work that you are doing. Best wishes to you and Rachel - your trusty co-pilot.
Thanks Jj, and for sure its hard not to be introspective when recalling an experience like this. This video was recorded 7 days after the event so it was still very near the surface 🙂
Also, this is a brilliant trip report. Didn't try to be anything more than that and that is perfect. Would be interested in a follow up once you have had a chance to be with it a bit longer (no pressure).
Loving your free styling! You seem proper chilled in this video! Amazing trip report! Mesmerising and calming visuals too ✌️💗
There is a type of awe that is so desirable to convey. Sometimes for me it's like interdimensional rockstars play a song of pure awesomeness. Hitting all kinds of aesthetic chills. It truly is a pain not to be able to describe it.
Explained well. I like you don't try to sound pretentious and say what you mean without all the fluff usually associated with it.
Its trippy watching this full screen and upside down.
Beautiful! I struggled a bit with 5-MEO (and became quite disillusioned with the "nonduality gang" implying its my fault) but I love to hear people who had better experiences talk about it. Always enjoy your grounded take on things.
Thanks JK, its good to hear that there are people out there who prefer the grounded approach 🙂
I'm the same as you. 5MEO didn't really work for me and I also became disillusioned from most people who talk about Non-duality. I love Rob though because he is different and doesn't take his subjective experience literally and make claims he has figured out all of the secrets to the nature of conciousness and the universe; This is the trap I feel alot of people who take large amounts of Psychedelics and Non dual teachers and their followers fall into. Taking their subject experience as the be all and end all truth and then trying to make objective claims about the nature of mind and reality.
@@FootyFrenzyHD Well said! The 5-MEO gurus come across with so much certainty (which is why people listen to them) but also value judgement: as if it's your fault for "not letting go enough" or something. It's far more complicated than that, e.g., we all have different personality types, childhood imprinting, brain structures to name just a few. This nondual-psychedelic-shitshow needs to keep getting called out because it's dangerous. 5-MEO out of all the psychedelics is the one I felt could really do some damage.
Bill ABSOLUTELY!
So much of the psychedelic experience is so incredibly mysterious and really beyond comprehension that it innately defies description or explanation. I often feel that those who try to impose concrete, absolute meanings on the experience are stretching. Perhaps it is just human nature to want to make sense of the unknowable.
If anything, emerging from a powerful experience has left me in sheer wonder of how much I don’t know, and may never know. It’s humbling.
@@foobar123-f2y I very much enjoyed this intelligent comment! I wonder that if a guru is very sure, how much of it is explained by him/her truly knowing and how much by his subjective experience? What is the balance between subjective interpretation and objective experience? If we completely disregard interpretation, then we cannot understand anything. At minimum, we would be interpreting that we just are.
That sounds like a lesson in the experience of itself? Reality is the intersection of experience and interpretation
Great content as usual. The no bs sign on that van made me blow coffee out my nose.
Okay that background is by far the first set of visuals I have ever seen that perfectly represent what I see. Blacks browns beiges. Thank you for posting a link
Glad you had a good experience mate! sending my blessings 🙏
Thank you 🙌
Beautiful description, man.
Welcome back. :) We at IRL industries hope you are enjoying your simulated experience.
Ha! Love it - I might have to borrow that one 😁
That's a good one ;)
Terence McKenna was able to find words for these experiences. He had that gift.
Hey there! I thought this was an excellent, raw, open, eloquent account of your experience. Unscripted it may have been, but I think it was all the better for it. From seeing some of you other videos where you're usually more animated and direct (nothing wrong with that either 😏), your general tone and mood in this one really set the scene for what sounded like an amazing experience.
I think you're based in CH? I live in the ZH area - if you fancy meeting up for a chat at some point, let me know
Hi Adrian, yes I live near-ish Zurich and once the current restrictions ease up then I would be happy to meet up sometime.
Thank you for sharing and I absolutely loved and appreciated the free form delivery..great description and also much information is communicated beyond your words but in your pauses and emotions.
Thanks Andrew. Its one of those experiences where words alone don't really do it justice
Gezus, those visuals were fucking amazing!
They are by an artist called Hexeosis. They are quite a good approximation of the cascading mandala I experienced 🙂
Words cannot explain this , I know, I don't try its takes away from it and limits it, we are IT ....everything and no-thing infinite unbounded awareness, beautiful
Yup 🙌
yah always the problem with finding words, love it that you looking for them too. makes you very human, i have the same, never can describe it, there are just no words for this
Looks like that one hit the mark Rob👍👍 another great video dude!!!!
Cheers DJ !
I think I can kinda relate with "being" the trip.
It's very impossible to describe.
Great video man!
Great! My brother I think you were with a very good set&setting so cool you feel that too
I love the way you feel you're introspection
Nice pure clean
I appreciate that!
Nicely explained. It gave me a bit of a glimpse into what the experience was like.
Glad you liked it mate 🙂
It's hard to explain DMT to someone that has never done it. You did a good job. 👍
Thank you!
I opened a wormhole in my room and was scared as fuck to touch it because I thought I was going to get sucked in. The sandworms were going off in there 🤡
I never stop kicking myself in the ass for not throwing something at it to see if it went in 😂
The loveliest thing I have or am getting out of the 5Meo experience, Is it has brought me more to center and opened up my feelings towards other in general. kinda like how can I be of service to others.today? Tht type of jive. But I think it has or is still day's after keeping me conscience of my thoughts and mainly my words before I let them fall off my tounge
*I never understood why people said 5meo has NO visuals. I saw basically what you have in your background for quite a bit before that rush of euphoria hit me*
Beautifully explained Rob!
Cheers J !
Really interesting video. Never tried 5 MeO DMT. Used to use 4ACO or mushrooms. But because of changes in the law a few years ago I’ve not been able to get any. Maybe one day I’ll experience this. 👍
i had a very similar experience. just pure heaven
Brave adventurer.Inspiring report man.You look blown away and I wonder what your dreams and zzz cycles are like...how can your dreams affect our lives as avid viewers?This is your Truman show....share away,were always viewing.
My dreams are pretty strange. I have a lot of re-occurring dreams about missing flights 🤷♂️
It seems a common theme that 5-meo-dmt profoundly simplifies your conscious experience and shows you the beauty of that simplicity
I have been doing it about every couple months or so.. Also the raw... Its so unlike other classic tryptamines..
It is so difficult to capture such an experience Into any compacted container, but the unconditional love that exists in that space… is just something that is utterly magnificent… mind bending even… from shock(of the vastness), to crying(in realising how caged one’s perspective has been all along), to laughing(in recognising that you are the thing itself and everything is okay)…
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Great video mate. I really like all your stuff, I think I'm not too far away from you based on the accent. Never heard you quite as speechless as in this video before! Must be a powerful substance! Were there any visuals per se, or was it all a deep within thinking/mind's eye type experience? Keep up the good work fella! Cheers.
Its not something I would describe as particularly visual, but there is something there.
Its more like being in the opposite of a black hole, where everything is made of light. Also its not visual in that you see it, it just appears in your consciousness.
I did the synthetic 5 meo. The shaman that did my ceremony gave me a couple of handshake doses to get me used to the feeling before going to the breakthrough dose. I felt the earth breathing. It was like this intense, vibration came from below, through my feet and up my body and then this explosion as I fell back into oblivion, my body melting away like some cosmic black goo was dripping off of me. Is this typical? I know its different for different people but the intensity of this was just off the charts. Great video by the way! One of the best I have seen with this being so difficult to describe and process fully
I expected this chanel to have more subcribers than it has, hopefully in time they will come.
Its quality not quantity mate!
Quantity is nice though, not gonna lie 🤣
There’s no way to prepare for it.
Where does one get it?
You plugged it, yeah? lol
How else am I gonna earn my REAL psychonaut credentials? 😁
Yep...just another 49 to go before he even dare talk about DMT 🤥
This joke has been great inside joke to the channel
I have no idea what the joke is!!
@@Degjoygay stuff
The answers we seek , will never be found . The journey that DMT gives the experiencer , leaves more questions rather than answers.
Amazing mate!
Cheers Graham 🙏
The chanting and sound accessories add perceived value for branding purposes
Don’t forget to buy some maracas at the sacred gift shop 🙂
@@AdeptusPsychonautica spot on!
Non-Duality & Oneness is Not BS. Saying that those things are BS is Bs. Nice video, Interesting.
I didn’t say it was - so you saying I did is BS. Try focusing on what I actually said.
One of your best Videos . Good Report 👍
Cheers Volker 🙏
Dharmadhatu adorned with dharmakaya. Welcome friend.
Thanks for this, found moments of how I felt too, I did the toad 2 weeks ago 3 times. It is shocking and divine.
It really is! 🤩
@@AdeptusPsychonautica appreciate your videos brother and welcome home as they say when you do the toad
One of the last things on my bucket list. Definitely won’t be doing it with Octavio tho.
That’s for dayam shore.
Yup. Arkana is the better option
Love the video and the free style narrative. Sounds like that euphoric few moments of anaesthesia before going under?
Thats an interesting comparison! That feeling of slipping into something is certainly similar
The higher you descended and took the entire body and altered your senses , you felt you become unlimited , God like
Hi you explained this too a t I felt a very similar experience whilst on 5meo this seems more of a" feeling" rather than 4meo was alot more intense an psychedelic the toad is the best feeling in the world I love how u explain dmt just as it is
I've been there sometimes too brother 😃is really just like that pure being, perfect harmony of the everything, realy special and intimate it's amazing ♾❤
Couldnt agree more mate 🙏
Turiya
In Hindu philosophy, turiya (Sanskrit: तुरीय, meaning "the fourth"), also referred to as chaturiya or chaturtha, is the true self (atman) beyond the three common states of consciousness (waking, dreaming, and dreamless deep sleep). It is postulated in several Upanishads and explicated in Gaudapada's Mandukya Karika.
You look radiant and ecstatic!
Awwww thanks Angel 🙏
I am god as you are. What is creation, is created. As it always has been, as it always will be.
Nice video. Saw your question about who to interview Adam from psychedsubstance or Leo gura. Personally I’d love to see you talk with Leo about this exact subject matter. Would be a top video!
Same mate, but I don’t thing he will ever engage - if he is up for it though then I certainly am 🙂
Astonishing 😮
Tell me about it!
I have read/heard so many trip reports that I might as well have done it! ;)
If you feel the call then I would definitely recommend it, its a unique experience 🤩
Awesome stuff! Great report, look forward to the next one. Nice T shirt you were wearing during the experience do you have a link please?
The Reason T-shirt? I’ve had it a while so I don’t remember exactly, but if you google “propellerhead Reason t-shirt” then you will find something similar.
@@AdeptusPsychonautica haha I should have recognised it but I'm an Ableton Man myself lol. Thanks anyways!
Ive never tried any DMT, but this is what mushrooms brought me to once. All within body too. No seperation of internal vs external. I recommend going with mushrooms all the way.
No one, no where, nothing
Everyone, everywhere, everything
Wow , the human brain is fascinating
Tell me about it 🤩
Interesting, my experiences in this space have with very few exceptions had very little to do with me or my personal healing or psychology...
Where can I get me some.
it just defies words, you have to take the plunge or youll never know... I aint like describing a roller coaster or something...
I read the trip report, but didn’t really say that I took it. He saw sparkles of light of amazing unearthly colors, and it was all like the energy of life. Or maybe it’s that on the 5th meo dmt you experience a transcendental white color?🙄 and it is so transcendental that it causes an orgasm of consciousness as a feeling of infinite purity, infinite ideality without flaws, like true white?🙄This is absolutely fantastic
I think you were seeing the flower of seed and a field of white geometry and experiencing oneness with nature and feeling connected with the crown chakra absorbing all frequencies … I experienced something similar
Beautiful so happy for you
Thank you so much!!
I do 5 meo dmt almost every day. You find out you are love and you are the creator.
Need
Correct me if I’m wrong… 5-MEO is a part of what the frog produces in its venom, imagine if any animal tried to eat it and has a life changing trip
You are correct, although I don't think that eating it gives quite the same effect and is potentially dangerous due to the other toxins mixed in.
Rofl yea and ull get a vegan puma or something 🤣
animals that eat it get very sick or die it's a defense mechanism for the toad
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Fascinating stuff. I'm certainly a little scared to try dmt again after a shaky first try (don't listen to breath by the Prodigy whilst doing dmt)
Any negative angry is not good
Oh man lol yeah I'd suggest no music or very chill ambient music/ceremonial music if you try it again.
What's the music? It's great
Maok - Infinite forgiveness : ruclips.net/video/E5xnQagnXuI/видео.html
You explained it how I tried to explain my DMT trip. ‘And then, erm, vast, colours, one, erm’. My DMT trip was 1,000mph of bullshit. Just too much information at the speed of light. I came out totally confused, laughing my head off, wondering what the fuck that was. I could’ve spoken about it within the following ten minutes, but after, not a chance. Just fragmented nonsense x
Good work though - I always love your videos. You don’t get enough credit for being an engaging person on the videos. You can have all the great info you want, but it you’re horrible on camera, it all goes to waste as no one will watch.
havent tryed 5meo but that gasping for more air has happened to me on other drugs while hearing music
Oh hey a fellow Reason user. Nice!