@@brushfirehe used a young 14 yearold little girl back when i was 17 to reach me- the truths he revealed to her about me, I am grateful to Him. If you can, please do keep me in prayer, that God might push me to speak to others in person about Him more- and that I might put Him first more in my heart and ways. I try so often, but in my own strength I am weak. I know to rely upon Him more, it is just difficult sometimes to submit to that quiet time that I so need : ) being ADHD and selfish makes it so hard, but I know and have experienced God's freedom, and in obedience to Him.. i can continue
Amen, read the New Testament with the desire for the Lord to show you what He wants you to know about Him. He promised if you seek Him diligently you will find Him. 🙏❤️
I was into the occult when Jesus called me. I believed all the Christianity stuff was brainwashing, but after God drew me to look deeper, I asked God to show me the truth. He led me to Jesus.. It changed my life completely.. a 180, and that was over twenty years ago. I am happy you answered His call! Thank you for these videos. They are important.
@@brushfire Here is some of my Testimony. I was given the Holy Spirit over twenty years ago. I did not go to church nor was my family religious in any way. As a young girl, I was drawn to God, and on my own volition, I prayed to God before bedtime, and my mother never discouraged it. As I grew older, I drew away from praying, especially in my teens and twenties. I was particularly rebelious in my twenties when I began getting into the occult and many terrible things such as having sex without being married. I began having very strange events happen to me around the age of 26. One evening, as me and my friends were at a grocery store buying beer. I had decided to wait for them in the car. It was winter, so it was dark. Next to my car was a parked truck. No one was in the truck upon first glance, but when I looked that way again, a very old nun in a black habit was staring at me in a very stern manner. It was as if she could read my very soul, and I became ashamed immediately. I looked forward, for I was too scared to look in her eyes, but I couldn't help look back at the truck, and when I did, only seconds later, she was not there. I saw her as if she were a solid person. I didn't tell any of my friends about it when they came back to the car, for I couldn't even process how something like that happened. Then, several years later, it was in the middle of the afternoon. I usually do not nap in the afternoon, for I am very energetic, but this afternoon, I felt deeply exhausted. I lied on the bed and fell asleep. Next thing I know, I find myself out of my body looking at myself. I thought, how can this be? I then walked toward the living room. Everything looked as if it did when I was awake. I was drawn to the living room window, so I looked down toward the yard, and there was an angel in the yard. She was made of a golden light, and she was in a linen robe. She waved at me, and then all of a sudden, in a flash, she came through the wall and stood before me. I was shocked! Her eyes looked at me with the most loving look. The golden glow which surrounded her was an amazing color, not one that I had seen before, so it is hard to explain. I could see through her, and no, she did not have wings. She did speak with me telepathically. She told me some thing that were going to happen to me, but she basically let me know that I would be protected. She then turned into a point of light and whized through my entire apartment , and then she turned into a person figure again, standing before me with a smile. At that, I woke up! I thought, whoa.. what was that.. I wouldn't have believed it was anymore than an ultra-realistic dream if the events she told me about didn't come true, they did! After that, I kept thinking about God. I asked God to show me the truth. It was then.. not sure how long after the question.. few weeks? I was taking a bath, and a vision of Jesus on the cross appeared in front of me. I instantly knew Jesus did a great thing for us! I said outloud, God! I no longer want to fight with you! Several weeks after that.. I was having a milkshake at a restaurant watching a young couple with their baby.. the waiter who was taking care of me was tending to the young couple and he beautifully carressed the baby's cheek with the back of his hand. I thought the gesture was so beautiful. When I went up to him to pay my bill, all of a sudden a wind from above came down on me and put me in a whilrwind of divine love.. it was so powerful that the waiter witnessed it, for after this wind went into me, he said, What was that??.. I said nothing, and I ran home scared! Several nights later, God came to me in a dream. He was a beautiful light. He told me things I had to do, but I don't remember them because he told me I wouldn't be able to remember them once I woke up. I have had many supernatural things happen to me, brother. As you can imagine, I threw away all of my occult books and anything that would offend God, from what I read in the Bible. I can feel His Holy Spirit in me. If you would have told me these things to my unbelieving self, I would have laughed them off as crazy.
@@brushfire I did have a repentance moment, but I left it out. When God revealed himself to me, I cried for two days. I felt like such an eel. I couldn't believe I did so many horrible things. that is what prompted me to throw all of my occult books into the garbage.. I had hundreds of dollars of old and new books. trashed them along with my tarot cards which I had for 15 years. I did readings all over.. was even in my towns newspaper at one time.
@@brushfire No kidding.. but I was terribly hounded by demons.. it was bad.. I had them in me.. they battled me hard. It was a fight. I did what Jesus tells us to do.. fast and pray.. and after about three months, it got better, but they still attack me from time to time.. due to black magic being done on me.. which isn't too much fun. You may have it done on you too.. they can use your image, especially your eyes.. astral projection... Keep alert.. Jesus is with you!
@@oneshotprestige The last year of my life has been the most amazing and life altering experience of my existence. I feel so blessed and humbled to have experienced so many encounters and movements of God in my life. It is amazing. Thank you for listening.
This is crazy. I’ve felt the Holy Spirit and the weight of my sins in my kitchen the first time!! In the moment couldn’t move, started crying out loud and nervously shaking because of it. I will never forget that moment. Thank you for sharing your story.
Bro, I had a kitchen encounter myself. Balling my eyes out sweating. It felt like my entire life flashed before my eyes. All the sin in me and in the world and it changed everything. The title got me and it was supposed to. God bless you and may He have mercy on us all
Wow! That’s very similar to what I experienced. For a moment I thought that I was having a psychotic break at the start of it, but after all the revelation, the super natural events, & answered prayers I know the truth. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. I’d be happy to hear more of your story.
Kids are being crushed under concrete with the weight of buildings on top of them, and this God of yours neglects them but visits you. Do you not see how unbalanced and unfair that is? Are you really that arrogant that you believe God would choose to reveal himself to you but totally ignore some kid dying in pain, screaming for their mother?
@@davev7615 The problem of suffering. God did not personally “visit” him, he had a spiritual encounter that led him to God. There are children dying across the globe from war, famine and what not, which is a very sad thing but this does not negate the existence of God. Death and suffering are part of this mortal world plagued by sin and we should expect it to happen. Although sad, you are appealing to emotions. God can choose to help a dying child, but wouldn’t that go against what he has planned. In the Christian perspective, we are mortal beings. Suffering is mortal and death is inevitable. After that it is spiritual.
@@Sccouts God didn't visit anyone because he is not real. You might want to talk to a therapist if you are seeing him. And that is easy for you to say because you don't have a disease that has made your life a nightmare. How fucking dare you speak to me about suffering. It's funny how it's always the people who aren't suffering that make excuses for why human beings suffer.
Thank you for sharing your powerful testimony. I had a similar experience back in May 2022, when God showed up in my life at my lowest point. I was entangled in fornication, pornography, lying, anger-you name it, I was guilty of it all. Alone in my room, I found myself holding a Christian devotional book that had mysteriously arrived in the mail without a sender's name. On the first page was a handwritten Bible verse from Matthew 11:28. As I read it, tears streamed down my face, and I felt God's presence so strongly. All my sins flashed before my eyes, but He extended His hand of forgiveness to me and called me to leave everything behind and follow Him. Two years later, I am now a baptized Christian, leading my own Bible study group at my local church. God is truly good.
Hey Brush, been really resonating with your videos the past couple days as they were revealed to me in a time of need. Just wanted to say I value your time and efforts to publish this information from your perspective. It is invaluable. I love you too, brother. Keep it up.
Woah. That means a lot to me. Thank you for taking the time to share that. I’m very grateful that my videos have resonated with you and that the effort is reaching you and others who may need it. Love you too, my friend.
Hey bro! 22yr old Christian here, came to faith at 17. I was like you, I pursued money and wanted to have a mil net worth by 30. Then God got ahold of my heart (At 17). Your story is very encouraging for me to hear, thank the Lord I found it! One thing I love is that you talk so much about finding the Lord Jesus. So many atheists study the apostle Paul and try to understand what he said - but they miss the crucial thing that you and I realized: Paul truly KNEW Christ! He had an encounter with Him, as did you and I. I have been walking with the Lord from 17 to now 22, I am called to serve the Lord in ministry, and I am courting one of God's daughters and am close to calling her my wife. I say that as a demonstration of what God can do! Trust the LORD through the process. I know you have not been a follower of Christ for very long, but trust Him, obey Him, and know he is working all things according to the counsel of His will! Glad to sub to you bro!
Thank you for sharing that & taking the time to hear my testimony! Very happy to hear that you encountered the Lord at 17. I’m glad that this video was encouraging for you. Reading your comment encouraged me as well. I’m grateful to have support from people like you. Thanks for the sub!
Beautiful testimony! This came to me as I was feeling depressed because of some backsliding and experiencing anxiety about the world, particularly my future. I pray that this reaches many who need it.
I don't normally watch videos with like under 1000 views like this, but I had to check this one out. I was a hardcore atheist from 17 years old till like 30 years old. Now a Christian. Only 5 minutes in, but man, I am relating so much. The porn addiction is such a real thing.
James, I hope that my story can encourage you. Thank you for taking the time to watch it. The Lord has saved me from my addictions and I now hope to be a light for those lost in the darkness. I would love to hear more of your story. -Brush
@@brushfire I watched the rest of your video, truly encouraging and inspiring! I've been addicted to porn since I found it at 11 years old. And I think that addiction led to feeling like I might be bisexual, just because you constantly need more and more depravity when you're a slave to porn. I stopped being an atheist in 2018 and was basically just agnostic. Be a good person. But about 4 months ago I had an old friend reach out to me and we talked about Christianity. I told her I was supportive of it, but didn't fully believe myself, I just had too many questions and doubts. I started reading the bible for myself and noticed my anxiety was going away, and my desire to look at porn was going away. I gave up smoking weed, watching porn, and being cynical at the same time. And that made me feel better than I've ever felt. The peace you feel when you get close with God is unlike anything! I ended up relapsing on the porn and the weed after a big fight with my wife, who is agnostic and not cool with the Christian stuff. We are working on things and I pray every day for her conversion. But about 3 days ago, I was feeling so far from God and it was terrible. I prayed a lot, told God repeatedly that I accept Jesus as my personal Lord and Savior and that I give myself to Him. And since doing that, I haven't had the desire to look at porn. I'm 3 days in now, and I think I can go the rest of my life without looking at porn. One thought that brought a lot of peace was "that was the last time I'd ever look at porn". The idea of NEVER looking at porn again just brings me so much contentment and peace, I need to fulfill that.
@@JamesAllenQuinn Thank you for sharing all of that James. You are not alone and it’s wonderful to hear that you’ve put your trust in Jesus. I believe He is the answer to every single problem we have. I will be praying for you and your wife. I believe the Lord can work in her life. If you think she’d watch my video, show it to her and see what she thinks. We all will stumble but that does not define you. You’re defined by the blood that was shed for you and the hope you have in God. God has placed you where you are right now to be a light to others around you. Be proud and courageous with your calling.
@@brushfire Thank you! Yes I agree, He really is the answer to all our problems. I hope to see you make more videos about your faith, you have great way of explaining things. I was actually thinking about showing this video to my wife. I can at least use parts of your testimony the next time her and I discuss things.
@@JamesAllenQuinn Wow man, that means a lot. Thank you! I’m thankful that I’m able to communicate well. I plan to continue teaching as much as I can! Is there any specific topic or concept you think would be a good video for me to make? Maybe something that would help reach your wife?
Praise be to God for you brother!!! Your testimony which shows God's love through your life is a blessing to hear. God bless you and I appreciate you for sharing.
❤ I listened to your entire testimony and I thank you for it. God bless. Please pray for a young woman I know who needs to come back to Christ. She is lost. Thank you!
This is incredible. Subscribed! In the middle of this my phone suddenly quit the RUclips app. Never happened before. I luckily remembered part of the title and opened this right back up!! I have been praying recently for God to help me develop my faith and help me with anxiety and fear. This is so encouraging.
@@aren3e I’m thankful that my story was encouraging for you. I’m sorry you’ve been struggling with anxiety and fear but I know the Lord can free you from all things. Stay strong and continue walking in faith. God is with you.
In case that ever happens again, just know you can see your watch history and find previously watched videos from there (just click bottom right where your profile button is).
I love how this video sparked the first change in noticeable view count change, it was Gods plan for this message to be spread. All glory to God thank you so much Jesus!!!!
I’m glad you noticed that too! Some people in the comments are saying I’m a fraud b/c I have videos about money on my channel…To me, it’s evidence and a testimony to my life change. It shows the impact and Truth I have found. I’ve gained something far more valuable than money.
@@brushfire Couldnt agree more brother, all I see is a very true and genuine change of heart all thanks to God working through your family and your life, to the unbelievers and skeptics I’m sure this radical change is hard to even watch, like you said the truth pierces the soul and so then they have to try and discredit the truth to justify their wrong living. Gods timing is divine and he does not make mistakes, keep fighting the good fight man your testimony is very strong and moved me this morning for sure! God bless you
Thank you for sharing your testimony. You have a gift for teaching, you share in a very relatable and simple way which people can understand. God bless
I’ve had a similar experience to you in the last year. I don’t think we are alone in our calling to Christ. Our lord is making moves. Our king is coming.
@@xxx_coban_xxx Thank you for watching. Honesty is kindness. I am not ashamed of who I was, because I am born again through Jesus. I openly share my story so that others who are in the same darkness can see a light. “There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit.”
@@lightbeforethetunnel I appreciate it. All glory and thanks goes to the Lord who saved me. I hope to be a light in the dark so others can know the truth.
My eyes opened when i saw those pictures! That immediate transformation, born again in Christ! Never cease to amaze me, for ever! Love you with the Love of God 💖
This is absolutely amazing and I’m so happy for you! It was jarring how much I relate to you in the sins that chained me down to the world, I truly had a mindset that porn was the only way I could feel but God didn’t let go of me and I’m so thankful to have finally had a breakthrough a couple days ago. It gives me so much joy and hope seeing someone close to my age talk about this.
I saw your reflection on one year as a Christian, and it touched my heart. Thankful for your testimony and looking forward to spending eternity with you glorifying God together!
This video is incredible. I'm envious. I want a deeper relationship with Christ. To have such faith and love in him. Can someone pray for me? I need guidance and discernment. My name is Angel
I appreciate that. I believe that all people can be as close to God as they desire. It comes down to how much you’re willing to surrender to Him. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Keep pursuing and praying.
Your testimony is so touching. I came to Christ in 2023, and one day when I was "forced" to go to church and something *clicked* and a warm peace fell over me like a soft blanket :) and I slowly faded out from my old way and (of course I still struggle, stumble, and fall.. but I know that God catches me every time) become new in Christ! Sometimes Satan will try and bring my past back to me but I rebuke it in the name of Jesus! Stay well and thank you for sharing your journey
God is truly with you! I share most of your testimony before the kitchen reveal. I don’t think or know I’ve had an encounter yet. And at times I feel not saved because I don’t have those encounters and events that confirm things clearly
my first real experience with god was at a christian youth rally, it was this year. i’d gone to this rally(C4C) many times before, but was so caught up in the world i never listened to the preachings. but this year it touched me. i felt his presence and i broke down sobbing. i sobbed and repented for all i’d done. i’m tearing up now just remembering it lol. but after that night i had to get rid of people in my life. and it was hard. but the lord helped me through my loneliness, and he continues to help me. thank you for sharing your experiences, brother, may god bless you♥️
Awesome testimony! So happy for you and your friends 🎉🎉🎉 God is so good~ I was lost for a long time, but I was found. And He saved me. Ps: you were baptized on my birthday, March 24 🥳 Double awesome lol
Such an inspiring video. Absolutely loved hearing how bold in your faith you are and how God has already used you to bring others to Him. Garner and I are so proud of you!
@brushfire I appreciate this video. I'm going through something similar. I'm 23 and have considered myself an atheist for the last 8 years or so. And one day while I was riding my bike to work, I was having extremely nihilistic thoughts, and then out of the blue someone yelled, "Jesus loves you" out of the passenger side of a moving vehicle. That alone didn't set me on the path towards believing but there's been a number of moments that've been too strange to be coincidence. I'm still in the agnostic phase but I feel like I'm starting to see things more clearly. Anyway, thought I'd share.
@@Kitsuragi556 wow, thank you for sharing that! Very interesting. I would love to talk more with you or answer any questions you have. I would encourage you to read the gospel of John, or call out to God and ask Him to begin revealing Himself to you (maybe He already is through this video). I appreciate your openness to share
This is so similar to what I went through. At the end of 2020, I was taking a shower before bed, and in the past couple years or so leading up to this, I had slowly began to think about God, but I called out to God in my heart at this moment, casting away all doubts for the first time as to the existence if God, and my mind felt like it lit in fire, and I saw lights shooting around my mind and I could understand the Bible all of the sudden, and I understood sin, and I heard Bible passages in my mind which were burried. I felt Jesus reach down through my mind and into my heart, and it was like my heart was dull and hardened before this, but it softened me again and I was crying and feeling again. I understood that time was short and that Jesus was coming for the lost sheep who are on the edge of straying too far. Now all I can do is study my Bible and I just want to be home. This world grieves me. Thank you, Jesus, I love you. ❤✝️
@@eandjroch Wow! That’s a pretty cool story man, thanks for sharing. That is very similar to what I experienced too. It was a super natural renewal of my mind and it was such a wild experience. God changed everything in my life.
This is amazing! This happened to me too when I was saved - I was waking in the night and Bible verses were coming to me that I hadn’t read in over 20 years that I don’t even remember reading before I was saved! The Holy Spirit is working! Praise God 🎉
It was amazing seeing what God has done in your life, and I truly believe that this video was shown to me by God, because I have been struggling with faith and addiction for a very long time and feeling like I wasn't 'truly' Christian, and this video has given me the motivation to pursue God once again.
Thank you my friend. All thanks goes to God for revealing Himself to me. You are never too far from God. He is always with you and always patiently desiring you to turn back towards Him. He wants to have a relationship with you & He loves you more than you can fathom. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. "Draw near to God and He will draw near to you." James 4:8
Wow, you really packed a lot of lessons into one video ❤thank you for seeing and answering my comment on the other (1 year anniversary) video…you are planting a bunch of seeds and all look to be coming up too!! Interesting that you brought up the sower and the four soils in this video, I didn’t see this until after my comment on the other video. Funny thing is when I was around 11 years old my parents were taking me and my brothers to Seventh day Adventist church. They are cultish and legalistic and don’t fully teach the truth about Jesus and teach the teachings of a false prophetess Ellen G. White, but one Saturday at church our pastor was teaching out of the book of Matthew about the parable of the 4 soils. I didn’t usually pay much attention to sermons, but I heard this one loud and clear and inwardly I prayed that I was good soil. I wasn’t saved until many years later at age 32, but I still remember times where God used people to prepare my heart to receive His forgiveness and salvation. I pray that God will continue to bless you in sharing His message of peace and love. ❤🙏❤️
Amen, welcome home brother. People dont realize one thing nowadays, Good and Bad doesnt exist if the spiritual World isnt real. Still tho, i have no doubt that God will change their heart just like he did for you!
This was so encouraging. Thank you for sharing about the work that God is doing in your life. Praise Jesus!!! May the Spirit continue to guide you and strengthen you. You're not crazy. ha! ❤🙌🏼
I was baptized earlier this month at 37 years old. One thing I've learned in my journey to accept the Lord's gift of salvation, is that to walk with Christ does not mean you'll never sin again. I had a similar experience of receiving the gift of His conviction several years ago. The greatest gift I ever received. I think it's great that you were able to turn from all your sins of drinking smoking fornicating etc. For me, it is a DAILY battle. Yes of course, we turn from sin as much as we're able, but we are merely human. We are all sinners. That is not the covenant we live by. We pray and we battle sin together, but when we slip up, we repent. To me, that is the Gospel. No man was ever blameless or sinless or perfect except for 1. God wants us IN THE BATTLE. You will sin, and continue to sin, because we are all sinners. We are not to be made sinless thru Christ. But that he was the perfect sacrifice for the worlds sins. And that all who believe will have everlasting life. I hear you brother. I want to be sinless and perfect. I really, really do. I struggle, but I continue to pray and I know He is with me.
Thank you for sharing that. I’m glad to hear you have a relationship with the Lord and that you were recently baptized. Continue being a light for others and following The Way!
"Doubting" God isn't sin (20:21) - just wanna clarify. I think the way you phrased it could potentially be misleading. It's taking that doubt and using it as a foundation for turning against Him, trusting the *doubt* over God's Word that *leads* to sin that will just pull you further and further from God and perpetuate more sin. Doubt can be good. Doubt can lead to questions that lead to further investigation into God's character. Don't fear the doubt - God can use it.
I watched your video today because it popped up into my recommended, I have been struggling with doubts and choosing my will over God's. I have been experiencing the Holy Spirit communicating with me for a while now, sometimes I follow, other times I don't. When I heard your story I decided to do the same thing. I asked God "I know you are real, but I have doubts, If you are real let me feel the weight of my sins, let me feel what Jesus felt" And before I could say anything more my legs gave out and I fell flat on my face, I started crying and felt scared. I tried to push myself up but the weight was so much. The more I tried to get up, the more pushed down I got. It only stopped when I said "Jesus help me" and the weight was lifted instantly. Thank you, I will now work towards getting baptized. It has been on my mind for a while now
I am so thankful for peoples testimony The secondary awesome thing, I can tell Cliffe has had a massive impact for Christ as well against the pride of intellect.
I remember coming across Cliffe & Stuart a few weeks after my encounter in the kitchen and I was very grateful for those guys. They helped me contemplate and answer a lot of things at a deeper level.
Amen brother 🙏 What a powerful testimony. You are a good storyteller too and I can see you being a great and knowledgeable teacher in the future. I would highly recommend reading some writings of the Holy Desert Fathers as they have helped me so much in my walk with God. Even just reading some quotes by them brings me so much Grace and love and understanding. May the Lord be with with you and may all the Glory be to God forever 🙏
In my upbringing my family life was hard, as I am older now I realize the things ive always wanted are wholesome things after experiencing things that were not so wholesome like family falling apart and very hard situations often times I got thrown into & suffered greatly from and spirituality, religion & God aside I crave these things but with God it comes to you! You are changed and brought to God and its the way you were meant to be. God bless everyone we all need more of God man.
absolutely incredible testimony, one of parts of the body of Christ is evangelism (Ephesians 4:11) and I think you have that. Continue in sharing your views and getting people saved. Looking forward to your next videos
Wow, I appreciate that! Thanks for sharing that. I have been told by one of my church leaders that he believes I have the gift of evangelism and shepherding as well. I recently took a spiritual gifts test and evangelism was my highest scoring gift. Have you ever taken those tests before?
@@brushfire Interesting I never knew they had little tests for that. We've all probably taken at one point those tests to determine our personality traits haha but I never thought to look up for the gifts of the Spirit. Will definitely check that out.
Here are three different tests links that my church provided. If you’re interested: www.freeshapetest.com gifts.churchgrowth.org/spiritual-gifts-survey/?id=901595 www.123test.com/disc-personality-test/
This video was super good man, I’m 21 and currently having an existential crisis myself, been researching and watching a lot of videos just to like, CONVINCE myself that this stuff is true. It’s weird when you hit a certain age things just start hitting you, like what’s the purpose of life. Because realistically when you become honest and realize that if there is no higher being then to be frank nothing matters other than just living and dying. But I’m trying hard to come to an understanding about this stuff however it’s a journey. Thank you for this video man it’s rare I hear a testimony and can trust what I’m hearing. So thank you ❤️🤝
Thank you for sharing that. Growing into adulthood can be a confusing time. Do not listen to the ways of this world, they’re fleeting and lead towards your own destruction. I’m honored that my testimony spoke to you and I hope that it encourages you & strengthens your faith. God is always calling out to us, we just need to turn towards Him and listen. I plan to continue making videos on biblical and theological discussions, so if there are any questions you are having trouble with, please send them my way and I can see about incorporating them into a video. “Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.” James 4:8
@@brushfire of course, it spoke to me on a lot of levels. I commented a little early into the video and when I heard the rest of your testimony of how you got conviction and fell to your knees, I had the exact same thing when I started looking deeper into this stuff, I was living with my roommates at the time and long story short I prayed and fell to my knees in conviction and cried for so so long. Almost daily really, and now I don’t really feel that anymore but remembering the experience of that really helps to keep having what little faith I have now. I was smoking a lot of pot as well and when I prayed and asked god to remove that from my life, the very next day when I smoked it was just HEAVY HEAVY conviction, heart pounding and crying. And that experience too really helps me stay focused a little more. God is real man, whatever those experiences were, they’re super natural. And I subscribed as well I’ll be keeping up on your uploads, thank you again for this video man❤️🤝
I appreciate you sharing your story man. God is good. Keep praying and know that He hears you even if you feel alone. Those small super natural moments are things you should write down and keep track of so you can look back on them whenever you feel your faith is wavering. I'm grateful that my story was able to hit home with you.
@@brushfire 100% brother, I definitely should write them down I don’t think I have mainly because they’re ingrained in my head lol, but definitely should write them down. And of course it seriously hit home❤️🤝
@@jdc6954 I’m glad you listened to more of my story! The Lord has done so much in my life the last year and my initial encounter with Christ was only the beginning of it. Thank you for watching and supporting.
Wow, we have such a similar story. The moment I was so sick of my life and no amount of money or sex or drugs was fulfilling me, I thought I was in hell… it was an endless cycle. I literally describe being born again as escaping the matrix, most of everything out of there keeps us distracted. Everything of this world is against the truth of Jesus Christ. But ya… Jesus comes for his lost sheep I’ve been seeing a lot of these stories. God bless.
@@brushfire I was Christian since being a kid but I started being more serious about it during the pandemic. Rn I'm trying to prove my brother that God is real, do you have any ideas? I already made the argument that there needs to be an eternal mind (the uncaused cause) that had to "start" everything but he doesn't buy it.
Hmm interesting scenario. I would argue that without God there are no moral absolutes, no true definition of right, wrong, good or bad…Without God being the standard of these things then, as an atheist, you have no ground to stand on when you argue something is unjust, wrong or evil. If you’re an atheist, and you believe we’re all just mutated and evolved cosmic bacteria, then Hitler’s opinion of good is just as valid as MLKJ’s definition of good because it is one evolved bacteria’s opinion vs another evolved bacteria’s opinion. But, since we do know that there are moral absolutes (because we’re made in the image of God and He has written His laws in our hearts and mind) we know without a doubt that things like murder, oppression, racism, etc are always wrong. An atheist would agree with you that these things are wrong but without a higher standard, a God who defines these things, that atheists has no true ground to make this claim and therefore lives in a false reality. As a theist, you live in a reality that makes logical and moral sense. As an atheist, you live in a world that eventually caves in on itself because it’s a logical fallacy to claim there is no God and no true definition of moral truth, but to act, live and complain about injustices, like there is a true moral standard. Essentially, you have to steal from God’s world to make those complaints.
Jesus is real.
Jesus is Real, Jesus is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords!🙏🏽❤️
Amen to that!
No one knows ❤
@@FAITHFULQRX Faith.
@@FAITHFULQRXit’s clear your here for answers Jesus is the way
I met God on my bathroom floor. 😊. praise the Lord for coming after us lost sheep.
Amazing & Amen! He leaves the 99.
Would love to hear more of your story.
@@brushfirehe used a young 14 yearold little girl back when i was 17 to reach me- the truths he revealed to her about me, I am grateful to Him. If you can, please do keep me in prayer, that God might push me to speak to others in person about Him more- and that I might put Him first more in my heart and ways. I try so often, but in my own strength I am weak. I know to rely upon Him more, it is just difficult sometimes to submit to that quiet time that I so need : ) being ADHD and selfish makes it so hard, but I know and have experienced God's freedom, and in obedience to Him.. i can continue
@ We will be praying for you, of course
@@brushfireI just found you you are Sam shamoun son...like me...❤❤❤ He will bring into it
I've never met God. To my knowledge, he hasn't appeared to me, but I still trust in him with my entire being.
He comes to us in many ways. You've meet Him or wouldn't be believing.😊❤️🙏🙌💯💪
Amen, read the New Testament with the desire for the Lord to show you what He wants you to know about Him. He promised if you seek Him diligently you will find Him. 🙏❤️
I was into the occult when Jesus called me. I believed all the Christianity stuff was brainwashing, but after God drew me to look deeper, I asked God to show me the truth. He led me to Jesus.. It changed my life completely.. a 180, and that was over twenty years ago. I am happy you answered His call! Thank you for these videos. They are important.
WOW that is crazy. How did you get into the Occult? What was it like when you came to Jesus?
@@brushfire Here is some of my Testimony. I was given the Holy Spirit over twenty years ago. I did not go to church nor was my family religious in any way. As a young girl, I was drawn to God, and on my own volition, I prayed to God before bedtime, and my mother never discouraged it. As I grew older, I drew away from praying, especially in my teens and twenties. I was particularly rebelious in my twenties when I began getting into the occult and many terrible things such as having sex without being married. I began having very strange events happen to me around the age of 26. One evening, as me and my friends were at a grocery store buying beer. I had decided to wait for them in the car. It was winter, so it was dark. Next to my car was a parked truck. No one was in the truck upon first glance, but when I looked that way again, a very old nun in a black habit was staring at me in a very stern manner. It was as if she could read my very soul, and I became ashamed immediately. I looked forward, for I was too scared to look in her eyes, but I couldn't help look back at the truck, and when I did, only seconds later, she was not there. I saw her as if she were a solid person. I didn't tell any of my friends about it when they came back to the car, for I couldn't even process how something like that happened. Then, several years later, it was in the middle of the afternoon. I usually do not nap in the afternoon, for I am very energetic, but this afternoon, I felt deeply exhausted. I lied on the bed and fell asleep. Next thing I know, I find myself out of my body looking at myself. I thought, how can this be? I then walked toward the living room. Everything looked as if it did when I was awake. I was drawn to the living room window, so I looked down toward the yard, and there was an angel in the yard. She was made of a golden light, and she was in a linen robe. She waved at me, and then all of a sudden, in a flash, she came through the wall and stood before me. I was shocked! Her eyes looked at me with the most loving look. The golden glow which surrounded her was an amazing color, not one that I had seen before, so it is hard to explain. I could see through her, and no, she did not have wings. She did speak with me telepathically. She told me some thing that were going to happen to me, but she basically let me know that I would be protected. She then turned into a point of light and whized through my entire apartment , and then she turned into a person figure again, standing before me with a smile. At that, I woke up! I thought, whoa.. what was that.. I wouldn't have believed it was anymore than an ultra-realistic dream if the events she told me about didn't come true, they did! After that, I kept thinking about God. I asked God to show me the truth. It was then.. not sure how long after the question.. few weeks? I was taking a bath, and a vision of Jesus on the cross appeared in front of me. I instantly knew Jesus did a great thing for us! I said outloud, God! I no longer want to fight with you! Several weeks after that.. I was having a milkshake at a restaurant watching a young couple with their baby.. the waiter who was taking care of me was tending to the young couple and he beautifully carressed the baby's cheek with the back of his hand. I thought the gesture was so beautiful. When I went up to him to pay my bill, all of a sudden a wind from above came down on me and put me in a whilrwind of divine love.. it was so powerful that the waiter witnessed it, for after this wind went into me, he said, What was that??.. I said nothing, and I ran home scared! Several nights later, God came to me in a dream. He was a beautiful light. He told me things I had to do, but I don't remember them because he told me I wouldn't be able to remember them once I woke up. I have had many supernatural things happen to me, brother. As you can imagine, I threw away all of my occult books and anything that would offend God, from what I read in the Bible. I can feel His Holy Spirit in me. If you would have told me these things to my unbelieving self, I would have laughed them off as crazy.
@@brushfire I did have a repentance moment, but I left it out. When God revealed himself to me, I cried for two days. I felt like such an eel. I couldn't believe I did so many horrible things. that is what prompted me to throw all of my occult books into the garbage.. I had hundreds of dollars of old and new books. trashed them along with my tarot cards which I had for 15 years. I did readings all over.. was even in my towns newspaper at one time.
@@bambi--5 That's intense! Glad you got out of that
@@brushfire No kidding.. but I was terribly hounded by demons.. it was bad.. I had them in me.. they battled me hard. It was a fight. I did what Jesus tells us to do.. fast and pray.. and after about three months, it got better, but they still attack me from time to time.. due to black magic being done on me.. which isn't too much fun. You may have it done on you too.. they can use your image, especially your eyes.. astral projection... Keep alert.. Jesus is with you!
Dude this was amazing. God bless you my brother in Christ.
@@oneshotprestige The last year of my life has been the most amazing and life altering experience of my existence. I feel so blessed and humbled to have experienced so many encounters and movements of God in my life.
It is amazing. Thank you for listening.
This is crazy. I’ve felt the Holy Spirit and the weight of my sins in my kitchen the first time!! In the moment couldn’t move, started crying out loud and nervously shaking because of it. I will never forget that moment.
Thank you for sharing your story.
@@_emicreates Wow, isn’t that wild? That day in my kitchen was life altering. Thank you for listening!
Bro, I had a kitchen encounter myself. Balling my eyes out sweating. It felt like my entire life flashed before my eyes. All the sin in me and in the world and it changed everything. The title got me and it was supposed to. God bless you and may He have mercy on us all
Wow! That’s very similar to what I experienced. For a moment I thought that I was having a psychotic break at the start of it, but after all the revelation, the super natural events, & answered prayers I know the truth. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.
I’d be happy to hear more of your story.
Kids are being crushed under concrete with the weight of buildings on top of them, and this God of yours neglects them but visits you. Do you not see how unbalanced and unfair that is? Are you really that arrogant that you believe God would choose to reveal himself to you but totally ignore some kid dying in pain, screaming for their mother?
Get over yourself and stop lying.
@@davev7615 The problem of suffering. God did not personally “visit” him, he had a spiritual encounter that led him to God. There are children dying across the globe from war, famine and what not, which is a very sad thing but this does not negate the existence of God. Death and suffering are part of this mortal world plagued by sin and we should expect it to happen. Although sad, you are appealing to emotions. God can choose to help a dying child, but wouldn’t that go against what he has planned. In the Christian perspective, we are mortal beings. Suffering is mortal and death is inevitable. After that it is spiritual.
@@Sccouts God didn't visit anyone because he is not real. You might want to talk to a therapist if you are seeing him. And that is easy for you to say because you don't have a disease that has made your life a nightmare. How fucking dare you speak to me about suffering. It's funny how it's always the people who aren't suffering that make excuses for why human beings suffer.
Thank you for sharing your powerful testimony. I had a similar experience back in May 2022, when God showed up in my life at my lowest point. I was entangled in fornication, pornography, lying, anger-you name it, I was guilty of it all. Alone in my room, I found myself holding a Christian devotional book that had mysteriously arrived in the mail without a sender's name. On the first page was a handwritten Bible verse from Matthew 11:28. As I read it, tears streamed down my face, and I felt God's presence so strongly. All my sins flashed before my eyes, but He extended His hand of forgiveness to me and called me to leave everything behind and follow Him.
Two years later, I am now a baptized Christian, leading my own Bible study group at my local church. God is truly good.
That’s amazing! Definitely sounds similar to what I experienced. Thanks for sharing that.
I praise God for your testimony, Listening you from work, never stop giving your testimony to others, you found the most valuable treasure
I completely agree. All glory and thanks go to Jesus. So thankful for the life He has given me.
Thank you for listening to my story.
Hey Brush, been really resonating with your videos the past couple days as they were revealed to me in a time of need. Just wanted to say I value your time and efforts to publish this information from your perspective. It is invaluable. I love you too, brother. Keep it up.
Woah. That means a lot to me. Thank you for taking the time to share that. I’m very grateful that my videos have resonated with you and that the effort is reaching you and others who may need it. Love you too, my friend.
Hey bro!
22yr old Christian here, came to faith at 17. I was like you, I pursued money and wanted to have a mil net worth by 30. Then God got ahold of my heart (At 17). Your story is very encouraging for me to hear, thank the Lord I found it! One thing I love is that you talk so much about finding the Lord Jesus. So many atheists study the apostle Paul and try to understand what he said - but they miss the crucial thing that you and I realized: Paul truly KNEW Christ! He had an encounter with Him, as did you and I.
I have been walking with the Lord from 17 to now 22, I am called to serve the Lord in ministry, and I am courting one of God's daughters and am close to calling her my wife. I say that as a demonstration of what God can do!
Trust the LORD through the process. I know you have not been a follower of Christ for very long, but trust Him, obey Him, and know he is working all things according to the counsel of His will!
Glad to sub to you bro!
Thank you for sharing that & taking the time to hear my testimony! Very happy to hear that you encountered the Lord at 17. I’m glad that this video was encouraging for you. Reading your comment encouraged me as well. I’m grateful to have support from people like you. Thanks for the sub!
Praise the Lord that he loves us. So glad to have another brother, your testimony is beautiful and God will use you to bring many to know him.
Thank you for listening to my story
Beautiful testimony! This came to me as I was feeling depressed because of some backsliding and experiencing anxiety about the world, particularly my future. I pray that this reaches many who need it.
Thank you for taking the time to listen. I hope that it encourages you and your walk with Jesus.
I don't normally watch videos with like under 1000 views like this, but I had to check this one out. I was a hardcore atheist from 17 years old till like 30 years old. Now a Christian.
Only 5 minutes in, but man, I am relating so much. The porn addiction is such a real thing.
James, I hope that my story can encourage you. Thank you for taking the time to watch it. The Lord has saved me from my addictions and I now hope to be a light for those lost in the darkness.
I would love to hear more of your story.
-Brush
@@brushfire I watched the rest of your video, truly encouraging and inspiring!
I've been addicted to porn since I found it at 11 years old. And I think that addiction led to feeling like I might be bisexual, just because you constantly need more and more depravity when you're a slave to porn.
I stopped being an atheist in 2018 and was basically just agnostic. Be a good person.
But about 4 months ago I had an old friend reach out to me and we talked about Christianity. I told her I was supportive of it, but didn't fully believe myself, I just had too many questions and doubts.
I started reading the bible for myself and noticed my anxiety was going away, and my desire to look at porn was going away. I gave up smoking weed, watching porn, and being cynical at the same time. And that made me feel better than I've ever felt.
The peace you feel when you get close with God is unlike anything!
I ended up relapsing on the porn and the weed after a big fight with my wife, who is agnostic and not cool with the Christian stuff. We are working on things and I pray every day for her conversion.
But about 3 days ago, I was feeling so far from God and it was terrible. I prayed a lot, told God repeatedly that I accept Jesus as my personal Lord and Savior and that I give myself to Him. And since doing that, I haven't had the desire to look at porn. I'm 3 days in now, and I think I can go the rest of my life without looking at porn.
One thought that brought a lot of peace was "that was the last time I'd ever look at porn". The idea of NEVER looking at porn again just brings me so much contentment and peace, I need to fulfill that.
@@JamesAllenQuinn Thank you for sharing all of that James. You are not alone and it’s wonderful to hear that you’ve put your trust in Jesus. I believe He is the answer to every single problem we have.
I will be praying for you and your wife. I believe the Lord can work in her life. If you think she’d watch my video, show it to her and see what she thinks.
We all will stumble but that does not define you. You’re defined by the blood that was shed for you and the hope you have in God. God has placed you where you are right now to be a light to others around you. Be proud and courageous with your calling.
@@brushfire Thank you! Yes I agree, He really is the answer to all our problems. I hope to see you make more videos about your faith, you have great way of explaining things. I was actually thinking about showing this video to my wife. I can at least use parts of your testimony the next time her and I discuss things.
@@JamesAllenQuinn Wow man, that means a lot. Thank you! I’m thankful that I’m able to communicate well.
I plan to continue teaching as much as I can! Is there any specific topic or concept you think would be a good video for me to make? Maybe something that would help reach your wife?
Praise be to God for you brother!!! Your testimony which shows God's love through your life is a blessing to hear. God bless you and I appreciate you for sharing.
Thank you for taking the time to listen to my story!
@@brushfire All thanks be to God in Jesus name but I appreciate your heart 😊
❤ I listened to your entire testimony and I thank you for it. God bless. Please pray for a young woman I know who needs to come back to Christ. She is lost. Thank you!
Thank you for checking out my testimony. Of course, we’ll always be praying for the lost!
This is incredible. Subscribed! In the middle of this my phone suddenly quit the RUclips app. Never happened before. I luckily remembered part of the title and opened this right back up!!
I have been praying recently for God to help me develop my faith and help me with anxiety and fear. This is so encouraging.
Awesome, happy for you sister!
@@aren3e I’m thankful that my story was encouraging for you. I’m sorry you’ve been struggling with anxiety and fear but I know the Lord can free you from all things. Stay strong and continue walking in faith. God is with you.
In case that ever happens again, just know you can see your watch history and find previously watched videos from there (just click bottom right where your profile button is).
I had the worse anxiety ever for 29 years, i have no doubt what God has done for me, he can do it for you. You are free of anxiety.
This testimony has really touched me! It is infused with Truth. You have been blessed with a real gift! Keep up the good work 👊 I’m praying for you!
@@jessicacassidy1089 Thank you for your prayers & thank you for listening. All glory to Jesus
Hearing testimonies is my favorite thing 🥹🥹🥹 God is so powerful
This testimony is so inspiring to me. I shared it with some friends too. God bless you.
Thank you for listening & sharing
Wonderful testimony Brush! Love what God did and is constantly doing in your life. May God keep using you wherever you go brother ❤
Thank you Lee. I appreciate you and your commitment to being a light in the darkness🫶
God speaks through you to me at this point in time
Watching from Africa 🙏Jesus is the only truth and yes we are created to serve him and to be loved by him. God bless u
Thank you for sharing! God bless you too
Praise God ! You have an evangelist anointing. Keep going - God will be so delighted in you ❤
I love how this video sparked the first change in noticeable view count change, it was Gods plan for this message to be spread. All glory to God thank you so much Jesus!!!!
I’m glad you noticed that too! Some people in the comments are saying I’m a fraud b/c I have videos about money on my channel…To me, it’s evidence and a testimony to my life change. It shows the impact and Truth I have found. I’ve gained something far more valuable than money.
@@brushfire Couldnt agree more brother, all I see is a very true and genuine change of heart all thanks to God working through your family and your life, to the unbelievers and skeptics I’m sure this radical change is hard to even watch, like you said the truth pierces the soul and so then they have to try and discredit the truth to justify their wrong living. Gods timing is divine and he does not make mistakes, keep fighting the good fight man your testimony is very strong and moved me this morning for sure! God bless you
@@terpyboi Thanks for saying all that & taking the time to hear my story. I appreciate your support and encouragement. Your sincerity means a lot!
Thank you for sharing your testimony. You have a gift for teaching, you share in a very relatable and simple way which people can understand. God bless
@@keileekins I really appreciate that. Thank you for listening to my story.
Praise God, your testimony blessed me and your walk of faith in sharing with others the Lord has put before you is inspiring. ❤
I met God in my conservatory! He saved me. I had a very similar experience to you!
Thank you for sharing your testimony brother x
Thanks!
Thank you for this. Truly grateful and appreciative for your generosity! Thank you for listening to my story.
@ Blessings and thank you for expanding God’s kingdom with your testimony!
So thankful, for this video, to share with my daughter! 💙
I’ve had a similar experience to you in the last year. I don’t think we are alone in our calling to Christ. Our lord is making moves. Our king is coming.
@@Hiimjusitn Oh really? I’d love to hear more of your story. & yes, I agree
Wow GOD IS SO GOOD he def had a plan for you lead all these people in your life to Him❤️
Literally made me cry bro, i'l pray for you tonight❤
I appreciate your prayers! Thank you for taking the time to hear my story, I hope it encourages you.
Such an honest young man! Glad you found the right path.
@@xxx_coban_xxx Thank you for watching. Honesty is kindness. I am not ashamed of who I was, because I am born again through Jesus. I openly share my story so that others who are in the same darkness can see a light.
“There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit.”
Good video! Thanks for sharing this, it's something a lot of people can learn from. God wanted you to share this and you did. Keep it up
@@lightbeforethetunnel I appreciate it. All glory and thanks goes to the Lord who saved me. I hope to be a light in the dark so others can know the truth.
My eyes opened when i saw those pictures! That immediate transformation, born again in Christ!
Never cease to amaze me, for ever!
Love you with the Love of God 💖
Thank you for listening to my story!
Beautiful testimony! What an amazing change! God is good all the time. 🎉
Yes He is :) Thanks for taking the time to watch
When you were giving your testimony and started breaking down right there, I knew it was the holy spirit
It is all thanks to the work of the Spirit. I am so grateful for Jesus stepping into my life and opening my spiritual eyes.
Welcome to the family bro! 🙂 I am excited to see where God takes you.
Thank you my friend. I’m grateful to be here
I'm so glad you know God, He is the WAY!
This is absolutely amazing and I’m so happy for you! It was jarring how much I relate to you in the sins that chained me down to the world, I truly had a mindset that porn was the only way I could feel but God didn’t let go of me and I’m so thankful to have finally had a breakthrough a couple days ago. It gives me so much joy and hope seeing someone close to my age talk about this.
I am grateful to hear that you've had a breakthrough with that & my story could connect with you!
@@brushfire You will be in my prayers for spiritual your journey and the splendor of the Lord working through you in these trying times.
Thank you for your prayers!
This was my story in my early twenties many years ago. Very excited for your future!
Thank you! I’m happy to hear you’ve experienced Jesus as well
I saw your reflection on one year as a Christian, and it touched my heart. Thankful for your testimony and looking forward to spending eternity with you glorifying God together!
This video is incredible. I'm envious. I want a deeper relationship with Christ. To have such faith and love in him. Can someone pray for me? I need guidance and discernment. My name is Angel
I appreciate that. I believe that all people can be as close to God as they desire. It comes down to how much you’re willing to surrender to Him. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Keep pursuing and praying.
May god keep you in his guiding light & give you & your loved ones health, happiness, success & prosperity now
Your testimony is so touching. I came to Christ in 2023, and one day when I was "forced" to go to church and something *clicked* and a warm peace fell over me like a soft blanket :) and I slowly faded out from my old way and (of course I still struggle, stumble, and fall.. but I know that God catches me every time) become new in Christ! Sometimes Satan will try and bring my past back to me but I rebuke it in the name of Jesus! Stay well and thank you for sharing your journey
God is truly with you! I share most of your testimony before the kitchen reveal. I don’t think or know I’ve had an encounter yet. And at times I feel not saved because I don’t have those encounters and events that confirm things clearly
Wonderful testimony brother. Lord Jesus uses your experience to bring others closer to Him ❤ Praise the Lord Yahweh.
Thank you for watching!
Amazing video. Me and my wife loved it. It makes me tear up hearing about you leading your friends to christ. Keep it up brother.
Thanks so much! I’m glad that it was moving for you :) I appreciate the kind words & all thanks goes to the Lord!
my first real experience with god was at a christian youth rally, it was this year. i’d gone to this rally(C4C) many times before, but was so caught up in the world i never listened to the preachings. but this year it touched me. i felt his presence and i broke down sobbing. i sobbed and repented for all i’d done. i’m tearing up now just remembering it lol. but after that night i had to get rid of people in my life. and it was hard. but the lord helped me through my loneliness, and he continues to help me. thank you for sharing your experiences, brother, may god bless you♥️
great testimony, i was also previous atheist, turned to the Lord, the Crist Jesus. ❤☦
Wow! So glad to hear that. I would love to hear more of your story.
Awesome testimony, brother. So glad you answered His call❤❤❤
Thank you, all thanks goes to God. I had to answer His call, I could not deny what I was experiencing and the life change that it brought.
Awesome testimony! So happy for you and your friends 🎉🎉🎉 God is so good~ I was lost for a long time, but I was found. And He saved me.
Ps: you were baptized on my birthday, March 24 🥳 Double awesome lol
Such an inspiring video. Absolutely loved hearing how bold in your faith you are and how God has already used you to bring others to Him. Garner and I are so proud of you!
Thank you Lauren. I appreciate you & Garner🫶
The man in your pfp? That's Shia Labeouf. You aren't fooling anyone.
Hahaha
@brushfire I appreciate this video. I'm going through something similar. I'm 23 and have considered myself an atheist for the last 8 years or so. And one day while I was riding my bike to work, I was having extremely nihilistic thoughts, and then out of the blue someone yelled, "Jesus loves you" out of the passenger side of a moving vehicle. That alone didn't set me on the path towards believing but there's been a number of moments that've been too strange to be coincidence. I'm still in the agnostic phase but I feel like I'm starting to see things more clearly. Anyway, thought I'd share.
@@Kitsuragi556 wow, thank you for sharing that! Very interesting. I would love to talk more with you or answer any questions you have. I would encourage you to read the gospel of John, or call out to God and ask Him to begin revealing Himself to you (maybe He already is through this video).
I appreciate your openness to share
May God bless and keep you. Keep spreading the gospel.
So well explained, the lord saved you! Halleluja 🙌🏼🙏🏼 I wish more ppl in my family/ friends would experience the same and find Jesus. Amen ❤
This is so similar to what I went through. At the end of 2020, I was taking a shower before bed, and in the past couple years or so leading up to this, I had slowly began to think about God, but I called out to God in my heart at this moment, casting away all doubts for the first time as to the existence if God, and my mind felt like it lit in fire, and I saw lights shooting around my mind and I could understand the Bible all of the sudden, and I understood sin, and I heard Bible passages in my mind which were burried. I felt Jesus reach down through my mind and into my heart, and it was like my heart was dull and hardened before this, but it softened me again and I was crying and feeling again. I understood that time was short and that Jesus was coming for the lost sheep who are on the edge of straying too far. Now all I can do is study my Bible and I just want to be home. This world grieves me. Thank you, Jesus, I love you. ❤✝️
@@eandjroch Wow! That’s a pretty cool story man, thanks for sharing. That is very similar to what I experienced too. It was a super natural renewal of my mind and it was such a wild experience. God changed everything in my life.
This is amazing! This happened to me too when I was saved - I was waking in the night and Bible verses were coming to me that I hadn’t read in over 20 years that I don’t even remember reading before I was saved! The Holy Spirit is working! Praise God 🎉
Love your testimony
Amazing Testimony Thank you for uploading this it's true, sincere and genuine amen.
Thank you for listening to my story!
Crying - is a sign - thank you brother
Thank you for watching
I’ve been falling repeatedly into sin. Please pray for me to overcome lust☦️
Confess your sins to God and other believers and ask for prayer. God is faithful. Stay strong.
Hallelujah thank you for sharing your story
Thank you for listening!
God bless you, brother!
It was amazing seeing what God has done in your life, and I truly believe that this video was shown to me by God, because I have been struggling with faith and addiction for a very long time and feeling like I wasn't 'truly' Christian, and this video has given me the motivation to pursue God once again.
Thank you my friend. All thanks goes to God for revealing Himself to me.
You are never too far from God. He is always with you and always patiently desiring you to turn back towards Him. He wants to have a relationship with you & He loves you more than you can fathom. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. "Draw near to God and He will draw near to you." James 4:8
@@brushfire Amen, thank you
This was so amazing! Thanks for making this video. It deserves more views
@@abeckorilla Thanks for taking the time to listen!
Wow, you really packed a lot of lessons into one video ❤thank you for seeing and answering my comment on the other (1 year anniversary) video…you are planting a bunch of seeds and all look to be coming up too!! Interesting that you brought up the sower and the four soils in this video, I didn’t see this until after my comment on the other video. Funny thing is when I was around 11 years old my parents were taking me and my brothers to Seventh day Adventist church. They are cultish and legalistic and don’t fully teach the truth about Jesus and teach the teachings of a false prophetess Ellen G. White, but one Saturday at church our pastor was teaching out of the book of Matthew about the parable of the 4 soils. I didn’t usually pay much attention to sermons, but I heard this one loud and clear and inwardly I prayed that I was good soil. I wasn’t saved until many years later at age 32, but I still remember times where God used people to prepare my heart to receive His forgiveness and salvation. I pray that God will continue to bless you in sharing His message of peace and love. ❤🙏❤️
Amen, welcome home brother. People dont realize one thing nowadays, Good and Bad doesnt exist if the spiritual World isnt real. Still tho, i have no doubt that God will change their heart just like he did for you!
This was so encouraging. Thank you for sharing about the work that God is doing in your life. Praise Jesus!!! May the Spirit continue to guide you and strengthen you. You're not crazy. ha! ❤🙌🏼
I’m glad to hear it was encouraging for you…& I am glad that I’m not alone haha. Thank you for sharing your thoughts!
God has given you spiritual gifts for speaking and communicating. Praise the Lord
I appreciate that. I've taken a few spiritual gift's tests and have heard similar things from other believers.
37:48 so good! Thank you Jesus ❤
Welcome to the family.
I’m grateful to be here!
Thank you for your testimony. I wish I could have an experience in person with God like that…
PRAISE GOD THE LIVING GOD JESUS CHRIST
Great Testimony!
I was baptized earlier this month at 37 years old. One thing I've learned in my journey to accept the Lord's gift of salvation, is that to walk with Christ does not mean you'll never sin again. I had a similar experience of receiving the gift of His conviction several years ago. The greatest gift I ever received. I think it's great that you were able to turn from all your sins of drinking smoking fornicating etc. For me, it is a DAILY battle. Yes of course, we turn from sin as much as we're able, but we are merely human. We are all sinners. That is not the covenant we live by. We pray and we battle sin together, but when we slip up, we repent. To me, that is the Gospel. No man was ever blameless or sinless or perfect except for 1. God wants us IN THE BATTLE. You will sin, and continue to sin, because we are all sinners. We are not to be made sinless thru Christ. But that he was the perfect sacrifice for the worlds sins. And that all who believe will have everlasting life. I hear you brother. I want to be sinless and perfect. I really, really do. I struggle, but I continue to pray and I know He is with me.
Thank you for sharing that. I’m glad to hear you have a relationship with the Lord and that you were recently baptized. Continue being a light for others and following The Way!
"Doubting" God isn't sin (20:21) - just wanna clarify. I think the way you phrased it could potentially be misleading. It's taking that doubt and using it as a foundation for turning against Him, trusting the *doubt* over God's Word that *leads* to sin that will just pull you further and further from God and perpetuate more sin. Doubt can be good. Doubt can lead to questions that lead to further investigation into God's character. Don't fear the doubt - God can use it.
Great testimony, brother! God bless!!
Thank you! All glory goes to God
I watched your video today because it popped up into my recommended, I have been struggling with doubts and choosing my will over God's. I have been experiencing the Holy Spirit communicating with me for a while now, sometimes I follow, other times I don't. When I heard your story I decided to do the same thing. I asked God "I know you are real, but I have doubts, If you are real let me feel the weight of my sins, let me feel what Jesus felt" And before I could say anything more my legs gave out and I fell flat on my face, I started crying and felt scared. I tried to push myself up but the weight was so much. The more I tried to get up, the more pushed down I got. It only stopped when I said "Jesus help me" and the weight was lifted instantly.
Thank you, I will now work towards getting baptized. It has been on my mind for a while now
Wow that’s amazing. Thank you for sharing that! All praise to God for your answered prayers. Please keep us updated on your baptism!
Such a powerful testimony man, God bless brother.
Thank you my friend
I am so thankful for peoples testimony
The secondary awesome thing, I can tell Cliffe has had a massive impact for Christ as well against the pride of intellect.
I remember coming across Cliffe & Stuart a few weeks after my encounter in the kitchen and I was very grateful for those guys. They helped me contemplate and answer a lot of things at a deeper level.
Amen brother 🙏 What a powerful testimony. You are a good storyteller too and I can see you being a great and knowledgeable teacher in the future. I would highly recommend reading some writings of the Holy Desert Fathers as they have helped me so much in my walk with God. Even just reading some quotes by them brings me so much Grace and love and understanding. May the Lord be with with you and may all the Glory be to God forever 🙏
Thank you for saying that. All glory and thanks goes to God! I will check out some of those writings you mentioned. I am sure they are fascinating.
HALLELUJAH!!!
:) Thank you
In my upbringing my family life was hard, as I am older now I realize the things ive always wanted are wholesome things after experiencing things that were not so wholesome like family falling apart and very hard situations often times I got thrown into & suffered greatly from and spirituality, religion & God aside I crave these things but with God it comes to you! You are changed and brought to God and its the way you were meant to be. God bless everyone we all need more of God man.
Thank you for sharing some of your story & taking the time to hear mine.
Praise God for your testimony!
Thank you for watching. All glory and praise goes to the Lord!
absolutely incredible testimony, one of parts of the body of Christ is evangelism (Ephesians 4:11) and I think you have that. Continue in sharing your views and getting people saved. Looking forward to your next videos
Wow, I appreciate that! Thanks for sharing that. I have been told by one of my church leaders that he believes I have the gift of evangelism and shepherding as well. I recently took a spiritual gifts test and evangelism was my highest scoring gift.
Have you ever taken those tests before?
@@brushfire Interesting I never knew they had little tests for that. We've all probably taken at one point those tests to determine our personality traits haha but I never thought to look up for the gifts of the Spirit. Will definitely check that out.
Here are three different tests links that my church provided. If you’re interested:
www.freeshapetest.com
gifts.churchgrowth.org/spiritual-gifts-survey/?id=901595
www.123test.com/disc-personality-test/
@@brushfire Ooo thanks, will check these out! thanks
No problem!
I believe you i once heard the voice of God and felt his presence we truly live in the matrix
@@theone1535 What was that like?
This video was super good man, I’m 21 and currently having an existential crisis myself, been researching and watching a lot of videos just to like, CONVINCE myself that this stuff is true. It’s weird when you hit a certain age things just start hitting you, like what’s the purpose of life. Because realistically when you become honest and realize that if there is no higher being then to be frank nothing matters other than just living and dying. But I’m trying hard to come to an understanding about this stuff however it’s a journey. Thank you for this video man it’s rare I hear a testimony and can trust what I’m hearing. So thank you ❤️🤝
Thank you for sharing that. Growing into adulthood can be a confusing time. Do not listen to the ways of this world, they’re fleeting and lead towards your own destruction. I’m honored that my testimony spoke to you and I hope that it encourages you & strengthens your faith. God is always calling out to us, we just need to turn towards Him and listen.
I plan to continue making videos on biblical and theological discussions, so if there are any questions you are having trouble with, please send them my way and I can see about incorporating them into a video.
“Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.” James 4:8
@@brushfire of course, it spoke to me on a lot of levels. I commented a little early into the video and when I heard the rest of your testimony of how you got conviction and fell to your knees, I had the exact same thing when I started looking deeper into this stuff, I was living with my roommates at the time and long story short I prayed and fell to my knees in conviction and cried for so so long. Almost daily really, and now I don’t really feel that anymore but remembering the experience of that really helps to keep having what little faith I have now. I was smoking a lot of pot as well and when I prayed and asked god to remove that from my life, the very next day when I smoked it was just HEAVY HEAVY conviction, heart pounding and crying. And that experience too really helps me stay focused a little more. God is real man, whatever those experiences were, they’re super natural. And I subscribed as well I’ll be keeping up on your uploads, thank you again for this video man❤️🤝
I appreciate you sharing your story man. God is good. Keep praying and know that He hears you even if you feel alone.
Those small super natural moments are things you should write down and keep track of so you can look back on them whenever you feel your faith is wavering. I'm grateful that my story was able to hit home with you.
@@brushfire 100% brother, I definitely should write them down I don’t think I have mainly because they’re ingrained in my head lol, but definitely should write them down. And of course it seriously hit home❤️🤝
@@Merkedupon223 I gotcha man. I don't think I could ever forget the experiences I have had either. I will be praying for you.
Keep going. Keep making content
Awesome share brother 🙌
Thank you
Preaaaaaach brother!
@@jdc6954 I’m glad you listened to more of my story! The Lord has done so much in my life the last year and my initial encounter with Christ was only the beginning of it. Thank you for watching and supporting.
Amazing brother, I was doubtful at the beginning but throughout the video I the holy spirit.
Thank you for taking the time to watch it through. The Lord changed my life. All glory to Him.
@@brushfireWhat Is a "god"?
Hallelujah !!!!!🙌
Sub earned. Thank you for your story.
Thank you for checking it out. All glory goes to God.
I love your love for the Lord, brother!! ❤
Wow, we have such a similar story. The moment I was so sick of my life and no amount of money or sex or drugs was fulfilling me, I thought I was in hell… it was an endless cycle. I literally describe being born again as escaping the matrix, most of everything out of there keeps us distracted. Everything of this world is against the truth of Jesus Christ. But ya… Jesus comes for his lost sheep I’ve been seeing a lot of these stories. God bless.
Thanks for sharing that man. I am glad that my story resonated with you and that you've been set free too! All glory to God.
God bless you bro. This is for the algorithm so you can reach more souls!
I appreciate it man
Man this is crazy actually, I myself had my own encounter with God in the kitchen too😭
That’s crazy! Do you care to share more of the story?
thank you so much for sharing your testimony bro
Of course! Thanks for checking it out
You are fortunate to have curbed your addictions, through whatever means possible. Truly.
I'm so glad you met God! I remember watching you months ago, in that video with your dog 😂
Also something that helped me fight sin is a quote " Sin feels good because our body doesn't care about eternity, because it doesn't come with us"
Thank you. Yes, at that time I was blind & was searching for purpose in the wrong places.
That is a good quote. When did you put your faith Jesus?
@@brushfire I was Christian since being a kid but I started being more serious about it during the pandemic. Rn I'm trying to prove my brother that God is real, do you have any ideas? I already made the argument that there needs to be an eternal mind (the uncaused cause) that had to "start" everything but he doesn't buy it.
Hmm interesting scenario. I would argue that without God there are no moral absolutes, no true definition of right, wrong, good or bad…Without God being the standard of these things then, as an atheist, you have no ground to stand on when you argue something is unjust, wrong or evil. If you’re an atheist, and you believe we’re all just mutated and evolved cosmic bacteria, then Hitler’s opinion of good is just as valid as MLKJ’s definition of good because it is one evolved bacteria’s opinion vs another evolved bacteria’s opinion.
But, since we do know that there are moral absolutes (because we’re made in the image of God and He has written His laws in our hearts and mind) we know without a doubt that things like murder, oppression, racism, etc are always wrong. An atheist would agree with you that these things are wrong but without a higher standard, a God who defines these things, that atheists has no true ground to make this claim and therefore lives in a false reality. As a theist, you live in a reality that makes logical and moral sense. As an atheist, you live in a world that eventually caves in on itself because it’s a logical fallacy to claim there is no God and no true definition of moral truth, but to act, live and complain about injustices, like there is a true moral standard. Essentially, you have to steal from God’s world to make those complaints.
Jesus is God