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my best friend of 11 years just left me and i just realized that she had been abusing me that whole time, but i still cry and miss that part of her that was nice to me. and i like to imagine that deep down there was some part of her that cared as much as i did. i’ll never forget her…
It was better for the both of you at the end of the day my friend. Maybe they’ll become a better person and you can’t replace someone like that but you’ll find people who appreciate you. Who knows, maybe you’ll meet again someday.
I get how you feel it’s been 2 years since my friend gave up on me and yet I still miss her, never even got the chance to tell her I’m trans. She was so incredibly abusive towards me but so incredibly kind and helpful I want her in my life again I just can’t tell what part I miss
For me it was both ways I was abused and abusing. It hurts cause it was a never ending cycle I miss her but I would rather miss her for a little bit than hurt her and her myself again.
I've realised that people like to revisit memories of past friends/family/etc, no matter how abusive or how special they were to them, they just keep going back. don't you feel that lingering pain in your chest when you remember, wouldn't it feel better to let it go? my past doesn't affect me, not even yesterday. I've become someone so detachable, and i love that about myself.
even though it hurts, the past is still apart of me. it is what makes me who i am today, no matter how toxic it was. i will always thank them for making me stronger. i don’t usually let go of things, i just accept them.
yes, i understand that feeling. My dad abused me terribly, (neglect, r*ped, and physical abuse) but i keep remembering old memories with me and him, and i dont know if this is weird; but i would like to talk to him again. after what he had done to me, i still want to talk to him, and everyone thinks im crazy about it. My dad went to prison for some of his crimes, and when i wrote to him in prison, he said that he was changing and would never do what he did again.
I wish I could detach. My past haunts me. I relive so many memories every night. I was sort of detached from it when I was younger but everything came back to me when I had time to process all of the things that I’ve been through. It’s exhausting.
This playlist reminds me of when my best friend killed himself, and the other day was the 2 year anniversary of his death. This playlist is good, and it makes me feel literally every emotion possible. I even went into foster care, and all of my friends stopped talking to me, they all forgot about me. I went to another school and I didn't make any friends that were memorable, and I went to another highschool and I actually made some good friends. I only have one good friend that I can trust, and even though I have known him for a short amount of time, he is the greatest friend that I have ever had. I might be moving homes again, and I don't want to leave him and go back with my mum, as much as I love her, I don't want to leave my friends again and make new one's. (EDIT: I didn't expect this comment to get so much attention..... but it's been two years and I just graduated high school! My friend that I talked about dated me, then cheated on me when I had moved back in with my mother. Living here has been weird because we don't really have electric and running water, but it's so absolutely peaceful here. I graduated from my hometown, so I got to see all of my friends, and even made some new ones! I still think of my best friend all the time, he was supposed to graduate with me, and they made a memorable page just for him in the senior video and I screamed so loud for him let me tell you. I cried seeing all those photos of him, and I signed a frame for his graduation. Other things, I have a boyfriend! We just started dating not too long ago, and I'm getting ready to see him next Tuesday, very excited. I got my first children's book published! It was supposed to be an assignment, but the woman wanted to publish our books! I wrote and illustrated it, and I was very nervous because that was the first children's book I have ever made... but that's everything big that's happened! My life is better, there are stressful moments that I absolutely hate, but I have been pulling through.
I'm so sorry for your loss 💖I know how you feel. My best friend is as well feeling suicidal, and it is hard knowing you could wake up and they could be dead. May he rest in peace.
Thank you for this. My father just died last night. He was the light of my life, and I miss him so much. He was so funny, kind, and the best dad I could ever ask for. His death is still sinking in, and I’m not sure if this is real life or a nightmare. But thanks for this, it’s calming me down
My childhood best friend was the first friend when I came to Australia. I stayed in Melbourne for a while but, I had to move away. She promised me that.... “𝓘 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓮 𝔀𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓫𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓼𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓹𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓨𝓸𝓾!” She did come over for sleepovers and we texted a lot and laughed a lot! We even planned our future together! But... I had feelings for her. I asked her out after a while but she gave me a paragraph of why I can't be with her. I said "it's okay, best friends still?" "DUHH" she said. We planned another sleepover and then she came over for the sleepover! I was so excited. But I didn't know what was coming. I tried talking to her and laughing with her and trying to fit in like normal but... This was different. She kept calling her other friends but not me. She focused on her phone but not talking to me. Was I annoying? Was it because I asked her out and she is scared? Or... Is it because she has outgrown me...? It was like the sleepover was proving she doesn't want to be friends with me. She promised. I promised. And yet, she lies. After the sleepover, I broke down in tears on my bed talking over and over why it happened. Now, we don't talk that much. She gave up silently. I gave up loudly. And yet I replay memories that happened when we were younger. That Roblox wave that we would do when we had to go... The Roblox games.... And the sleepovers. Those were the best.
Homie, I know how that feels, I graduated recently and 34 of my friends disappeared for their new life.... silently at that but the truth is you cant control someone, you beat yourself up because you think "was I never there?" "did I matter?" "will they remember me?" and the truth is like a mouth full of fresh razors, the more you try to swallow the more cuts you get and the deeper it goes, my best advice is every time you think of the situation, think of your new friends and their smiles, or even our replies, we may be strangers but we are brought here through late nights staring at the ceiling fan spin for hours wishing your life was more like a movie and mutuality, life sucks and its not going to wait around for you, so you need to stand up, warm up and flog the living shit out of life, thrash it until everything looses meaning. Also you may have some bad run of event in life, but people love you, people adore you and people wish to be by your side, take it from me I was bullied from pre school all through to year 10 just because they were jealous of me for reasons mostly unknown. I hope you can find a reason to smile and if I am luck maybe you will laugh too, remember to keep your head up, I know you can do it because your a king!
my childhood best friend had to move to the other side of the globe. I fell in love with them, and we figured out our gender and sexuality together. we grew up together, even with the separation. everything was fine until her homophobic mom found out about the things we talked about. and just like that, he was forbidden to talk to me. after 9 years. two years later and I still haven't gotten over them :(
I’m just the same as you, my best friend lives far far away and one day he just stopped texting. We don’t talk since january 1st. Hope he’s okay, and hope you are okay, it’s not something easy to process.
Same . . . I miss them so much. I am scared that they might've killed themselfs. They had so many personal problems and suicidal thoughts . . . Years later, I still worry. They were one of the most funny, nice and supportive friends I ever had. I wish I would get to talk to them at least one more last time . . Sometimes it hurts to remember.
Same. His name was MP and his youtube accounts are still up, his discord too. I'm thinking he died. Me and my best friend Nicky were his friends. I think the last time I talked to him was when I cut ties with him- i was dumb and young and attention seeking. I miss him so much and my search remains till this day
thank you. my best friend has been emotionally abusing me lately. i’ve gotta leave her. she’s an @ssh0l3. this made me feel a lot better. thank you again
At this point im afraid only of one thing - to outlive everyone i love, and i'm scared, because life always leaves me for last, i'm always left to observe the end.
My first ever friend ended up k1ll1ng herself 8 years ago and I was the one to find her body. She wasn’t always nice but through those 5 months that I knew her she was the nicest person I’d ever met, it’s sad to think she died so young but Atleast I know she’s probably in a better place now or watching over me from somewhere❤️ she would’ve been 16 today :(
this reminds me of all the friends I've lost... none from death though... not yet at least... just them being backstabbers, moving, or just not wanting to talk to me....
they moved 4 years ago, but the hurt does not go away. i miss them so much. every day i long to see their face again. i miss them. i want to hug them so bad. i love you artemis
@@k_.....910 I'm so sorry for your loss.... I lost my grandma 2 years ago, today is death anniversary. I know I'll see her again, I just miss her , she gave me so many things to remember. I hope that the feeling of loss doesn't hurt u too much :')
I’ve recently learned I have a fear of people leaving, not being alone but for them to leave me without ever returning. And I think I had an anxiety attack last night because I was so scared that them leaving me on read when I was checking on them. I repeatedly was saying “no not again”, “don’t leave”, “please” to the empty ness of my room. I was crying and had a hard time breathing. The only comfort I got was me holding my pillow and telling myself “I’m fine” “it’s going to be ok” And mostly “I’m here for you.” This was my only way to try and calm myself. After stuff like this happening multiple times right before I go to bed I have caused myself to try and not sleep so I can stay up and avoid it to happen again. Because every time it happens I feel lonely, scared, upset, mad, and very anxious. And I can’t get out of this state for 1/2 or 1 hour. I’m just stuck there crying, asking for help in the darkness of my room…
Yeah I feel this, just keep losing friend groups, someone will break something and my friend ship with everyone will fall apart because I had always just been a tag along I've given up now
i haven't seen him in 1 year but i still think about him every now and then. He vented to me about a lot of things going on in his life and he trusted me a lot, then one day he stopped talking to me. I was worried but I thought maybe something happened to his phone then days turned into months. I don't know what happened but I still love him a lot and hope he's okay. He really did help me a lot though too.
to all of the ppl out there, i hope things get better. it’ll be alright; i promise- even if it may not seem clear right now- it will. y’all are so strong n deserve the world
I had an amazing group of friends, we did so much together everyday! I literally took things out of my bucket list, they were so much fun and adventurous. One day a big fight broke out and the group completely broke apart, it hurts so much but I'm happy it happened..
thanks for sharing this, i'm actually going through this exact thing which is weird but how do I get through it without falling apart. I feel like my entire world is crashing and I jus can't crawl out of this hole that I dug. I'm going to miss them, everyone has left me and I don't want to lose them as well but I feel like it's for the best what do I do.
@@rachelshepard435I will be honest, I'm still not over it and I miss them till this day but I came to accept it that things just won't go back to how they were. I saw everyone else that was in the group move on so I did the same. It is easier said then done but you will eventually have to let go and move on. Friendships come and go, although he process is painful you will eventually meet new people and make new memories with them. But the first step is to "move on", let go, and move forward. Staying in the same spot or trying to go back will only bring more pain and nothing good will come out of it. Hopefully this has helped in some way, feel free to reply anytime, I'm always open ^^
@@nene_fae thanks for the help and I think it's time for me to move on from them. I'm tired of being the glue to our table and I wanna tell you how much the closure helps to know that no matter how hard I try missing them won't go away. It helps me move on and know that I will always have a special place for them I know it's weird to thank someone for ensuring pain but it's better than thinking that I can make this go away and avoid it when I can't and now I can do something so thanks
i lost my friend a few years ago but it still hurts i cry evrytime i think of her and the worst part is she was killed by her own mother i miss you pj i always will
I changed school this year and I lost all my best friends who I grew up with overtime I knew that they became toxic and that the friendship wouldn't work anymore but yet I still miss them. I miss hanging out with them and laughing our heads off and it hurts when I see they're social posts with they're new bestfriends to the point I cry but I know it was for the best :) btw thank you for the playlist its amazing
My best friend hasn’t responded to my texts in over two weeks and I’m really starting to worry. For better context my best friend was born with these tumors that grow in her body and every few months she has to get surgery, the last time we talked she told me she wasn’t feeling well and that the doctors said she might have cancer. What makes things worse is that I’m getting transferred over to a new school and won’t be able to see her again. I love her so so much and I wish she’d respond to me and tell me she was doing okay.. I fucking miss her so much and I yearn to be with her. I miss the late night calls we used to have where we’d stay up past midnight just talking about life and venting about our issues. To sum it all up I miss her too much and I’m worried she isn’t alright and that things aren’t going well..
@@LxvelyLxve Oh no she did respond and she’s doing so well now! We’ve been texting each other and calling each other and I feel like she’s hinting to me that she likes me! I mean I like her back sooo.. But anyway things have been good and I’m so very glad she’s alright! And your totally fine for asking.
(1) I miss him so much , I want to jump into his arms and be able to hug him again , yeah loosing a parent is hard , but knowing that they where in pain and couldent show it which lead them to do it is so hard for me knowing he suffered in silence for years until he Finaly killed himself is the thing that makes my heart break the most , stay kind everyone
As a kid I had someone all the time, I changed kindergartens three times once I turned 5 years old I moved to another place and no one wanted to hang out or even talk to me. I thought I was weird because I wasn’t 100% speaking the language. But no I hadn’t a weird accent. I tried hanging out with two girls in my class, one of them ignored me and the other one was just hanging out with me because our moms knew each other. Four year skip and I found out about a lot. My mom took my to a therapist as a 9 year old. I only talked about family problems I had. As a thirteen year old I’ve come to have no real friends. I have tried for eight years now. Nothing, I have questioned everything. Still I’m still a nobody to everyone.
It's sad that every beat of my heart still tightens at the thought of you, the thought of your bewitching lies slowly enrapturing me in your arms, the thought of your alluring whispers fibbing millions of promises. It's sad that you had to use the most sincere truth to deceive me, that you had to break our mirage of illusions into unrepairable pieces. It's sad how much my soul ached behind this emotionless wall I had to build so I don't see myself getting weaker, as I'm watching you fade away. It's sad that I can still remember the way we used to pretend, while I was absorbed in the false truth you made me believe in. You made me feel like I was living for the second time, like a child, you made me overflow with the desire to rediscover this world that seemed so perpetual. I sometimes wonder, why was I always so fearful? Always startled in anxiety for fear that one day I will no longer have you, as if I already knew... But was I really clueless? I sometimes wonder if all these memories are nothing but past wounds that I thought you healed. I sometimes still imagine holding your hand tightly, holding you in my arms like it's our last embrace. I wish it didn't end there. And what if it wasn't over yet? What if I was still living within these warm delusions you created for me? I wish that road had no destination so that I wouldn't have lost you again. I sometimes wish I could cross your path once again, start our story over as if we had never met before, rewrite it again, and give it a better ending, if any. Check my wattpad for more poems! : "no title, just words" by "@Nov_rainn Lots of luvv
my grandpa died, 3 hours after my birthday so feb the 5th. its been basically 3 months now and these songs are hitting hard. I miss my grandpa so much I just miss the memories of me and him singing together. I took care of him in the hospital and I remembered how much pain he was. he is in a better place now
my bf broke up with me yesterday and i've been struggling a lot. i have him in a few of my classes and we have the same friends so i still see him often. i saw the break up coming from a mile away and i find myself sobbing over it anyways 😕 i have really bad luck with relationships ig. this playlist helps and i really love the songs on here
I see everyone is sharing their stories i read a lot of them also who ever is stressed rn i hope u feel better and rest in peace for who died rn :,) (someone dies every second)
it's been 1-2 years (?) since i've last met and chat with him. He was very kind, gentle, and a guy with so much patience. It still hurts me when i remember the day, we were chatting/joking with each other, and then he suddenly went offline. He's been offline for days without a reason, and his family tells me that he's already gone a week later due to an accident.
i dont remember the last time i was able to cry to a playlist. thank you. wholeheartedly. i needed this so bad. i miss her so much. i wish my memory was better, so i didnt only have bits and pieces of her and her personality to go off of. she had a beautiful name. and she liked power rangers a lot, her favorite was the pink one i think. we would spend hours everyday playing with toys, going on drives to the store, and watching novellas (against our will, but i digress). then we would stay up late watching qubo night owl whenever we would spend the night at her grandmas house. it was the best. i cherish what little i have left of that girl. i just wish i could have said goodbye before she left.
!!!!T/W!!!! This reminds me alot of my boyfriend who commited suicide i loved him so much and it hurt so bad to hear about his suicide, i still blame myself for not being able to help him, i loved him so much he was the love of my life, its been about a year now and i still miss him every day.
I have bad anxiety and never had an easy time making friends. I’m in the middle of sophomore year and hardly talk, and don’t really have any friends. My best friend since kindergarten is at the same school and we share some classes together, but we haven’t talked in a long time. This happens a lot, we’ll drift apart because of our different natures (she’s a bit more extroverted than me) and then reconnect and things will be as they used to. I’m really lonely though, and going through a period of depression and I can’t even rely on my best friend. I hope we’ll truly begin talking again, though it’s always on me to initiate and put the work in talking. I love her so much (platonically), we’ve had so much fun and gotten each other through tough times, I miss her.
Dad died ten days after his birthday last 2021 he was the definition of a bestfriend to me without him I'm all alone and I actually don't know what to do with my life
This playlist remind me of my girlfriend who moved away and I don’t think she’s coming back. We both suffer from anxiety and is being separated is making mine worse.. It’s been 3 years so far that I haven’t seen her. This playlist is absolutely amazing so thank you for helping me.
tysm for this...my cat had died in october and i have been listening to this song ever since that day to cheer me up.. you deserve more likes, subscribers and viewers.
listening to this as foreshadowing as i slowly draw myself away from my childhood best friend as she just as slowly joins the toxic crowd i hate thinking about it but i'm gonna have to leave her soon. i'm hoping this will make it a bit easier, it's calming me down already so thank you for this :)
This reminds me of how I am finally noticing that my closest and most important friend group is dead. It's normal and now that I've noticed that we left the good days, it hurts to know that I can't stop this either. Also reminds me that once I leave to wherever for college, I'll be leaving the town I have been in my entire life and literally everything is going to change and I'll have no one close to me anymore; just on my own and by myself. All the stuff that has happened in my life recently has kinda helped me stop making connections so that I don't continue to hold myself back, y'know?
This playlist is really good my father passed away in a car accident when he was coming back home from work last year in 2021 and this playlist just made me feel relaxed but i do still miss him and Thank you so much for this playlist it is a really good one
My best friend since the age of two moved away overnight. Just a month later they became toxic. I.. I still miss them. So many memories. ANYWAYS that’s besides the point. I find this playlist very comforting. Thanks you.
my teacher for 4 years recently passed away. every now and then it still gets me into tears when i remember the times he would help me in my studies and keeping me motivated. i really hope he's resting well. i will never forget the things he has taught me. i hope when the time comes, he'd see how much ive grown because i know he'd be so proud of me. he was the first who believed in me in school and im very grateful for him. thank you for this playlist.
Philip, if you're listening to this. I want you to know that I hope that you make it and hope you get better soon. I really miss you and your bright spirit and your smile that lightens up my day when I'm down
Man, losing a friend sucks. I miss me and my friend, even though we were so stupid and naive together, I miss us and I wonder how we would've ended up if we were still friends to this day. But we're not, all I have left is memories to laugh and cry to and think about all day and night. She didn't leave, she didn't change schools, I didn't change schools either nor did I leave. We just argued apart. We're still in the same school and even the same class but we just don't talk. And when we do it's a quick awkward conversation, I think im way sadder about us falling apart than she is, I mean, she seems so happy with her other friends plus she doesn't hold grudges so... I think it's just me alone in this void of sadness. We were friends for years, crazy how we're literal strangers now. When there comes a time where we have to interact or be close to one another , we act as if eachother are ghost, as if we have no history. We parted so long ago and I still can't get over that fact, I look at her everyday and I'm sure she's aware... I suck with lost, I'm such a sensitive prick with attacthment issue's.
When I listen to this playlist and all the memory of my beautiful friend just appear in my mind. He died when I was 10 now I'm 14. I really miss him I hope he was happy cause I did not hurt myself anymore.
Throughout my short life I've moved a lot, my dad was in the military so that's why. I had many best friends but it only hurt leaving them when I realized I would never see them again.. it took me 2 years to realize that before I moved away again. My mom wants to stay where we are though and my parents ended up divorcing. Its been 3 years since I saw my last best friends from a different place and no matter how many friends I gain, none can compare to them even if I was a cringe 3-4th grader when I knew them.. I really miss them...
listening to this while writing my final letter to my online pen pal, I don't know if she'll even see it since she stopped using the app a few weeks ago but I do know I'll miss her every minute I'm awake. Thank you Flower Girl, you were the best friend I ever had
Reminds me of the friends I slowly lost over the years due to them moving. I miss them a lot and wish them best, some friends I barely even talk to anymore and I miss them. How time has changed.
This playlist honestly made me feel better and I don't know why. One of my best friends died a month ago and yesterday was the one-month anniversary of her death. I just kinda need to feel like someone understands what I'm feeling right now and this playlist kind of summed up all my emotions so thank you for that.
This first song is when I had to leave the park..I forever said goodbye to my new 7 year old bestie. Truest form of pain I felt.. no joke I wanted to meet them more.. they were so nice, a little light In my life. I’ll never forget you
This playlist reminds me of my dead sister that i was very close with, she died a year ago. she commited suicide due too bullying and family problems etc. i still miss her so much till this day and whoever reads this i hope ur alright and have a good day
i RLLY loved him, i thought he was gunna leave me; he got his life together n everything. he ignored me for a week, we talked after that, he promised he’d ‘never’ leave me. but, he did. it’s been 3-4 months. N I MISS HIM SM.
How can you have a friend who you love and cherish, and then just like that you drift away, how could i forget those precious memories weve made over the duration of my entire life?
My moms giving my brother away hearing that made me burst into tears like i dont ever want to lose him he's like a father to me... i dont wanna lose him i can't imagine how hard it'll be without him.
Oh my gosh that’s horrible! I’m so sorry. I don’t know what I’d do without my older brother, I can’t imagine how you most feel. I’m so sorry. I’m not entirely sure how to help but, I love you
My world passed away on Christmas 2022, at 20 months old. My little brother, the most beautiful baby ever, who spent his whole life smiling. He was so small, so round so cute and interesting. He was starting to talk properly and was just the most precious thing ever to me. Words cannot express how much I miss him and how much I wish I could've given my life to him. My most wanted wish isn't even to see him again, I just want him to be alive, I want him to experience everything. Of course, I am afraid, I am terrified of this date, the 24th of December 2022.. What if that was the last time I ever saw him? What if I could never hold him again, these thoughts haunt me. I have three other amazing siblings that make this so much easier and two amazing parents. But sometimes I feel as if I forgot him, I have new memories and it haunts me. I dont want to forget him, I want to be sad forever because he deserves to be mourned. And I his older sister, can't even feel sad sometimes. Well I do feel sad, but less and less. This scares me, I never want to forget him, and to know I'll have to live with this for my entire life now scares me so much.. I am sad he is gone, but I am also sad he couldn't experience anything, he did do stuff, he went down the slide like a pro !! And he could even swim !! At 20 months old !! He was so awesome, such a handsome little boy full of life. He never met the love of his life, he never had one.. and was never destined to have one,, But he deserved to be loved he deserved to have as much people knowing him and loving him. But he passed away at such a young age.. He died in the morning, he went to sleep with a fever, nothing was wrong it was just a normal cold. But a bacteria entered his body while he was weak.. He died in the morning at the hospital. Now my precious little brother is dead. And lonely. He's all alone up there, without anyone he knew, without his mother. I would've done anything for him to be here, I would do anything. If only I had a been a better sister, if only I'd have told my parents to take him to the hospital before, if only I took more pictures, if only I hadn't gone to those stupid hangouts with my friends while my brother was sick at home. I feel so guilty, I feel so dead inside whenever I talk about this. To my family I try to act as if im okay, but im not, I'll never be, I never want to be, how could I be happy when one of the people I loved the most is dead. But I know I'll be happy, one day I'll have kids, and I'll thank my brother for his sacrifice.. This scares me. My dream is to have kids and a happy family, but I dont know if I can do it without my brother. I wanted him to be proud of me when he grew up, I wanted him to love me, and for him to look up to me. If only he lived longer. Thats it for now, I'm crying like a waterfall lmao. Guys please spend time with your loved ones, there might be some friction sometimes, but you'll get through it. Rest in peace, my treasure, my Axxell ♥
my best friend died a week after my birthday.i miss him alot and he was my biggest suporter . i spoke at his funeral but i was told by my mother to keep it together because they needed me to support them....im to young for this type of pressure. its been 4 months now and i still miss him and everyone has seemed to move on i love you abuelo
I used to have a dog named Charlie.He was a laburator and he was like an angel to me.He mad everyone happy and everyone adored him.He was the reason why I loved animals,spesifacly dogs.But before new years in 2017,he died.I didint know how he was,because he was in a hospital for one month,so I was more heartbrocken that I didnt even meet him for a little bit before he passed away.
When I started to listening to this it's like my past popped infront of me and all the heartbreak and pain....I can't even help but feel like shit at night so I try and let out the tears that never want to come out.
este playlist me hizo acordar a cuando en primaria tenia un grupo de amigas y de la nada el ultimo año me empezaron a excluir mas de lo normal y me dijeron que no querían ser mas mis amigas y quede en mod wat, ya que ellas eran amigas mías desde el jardín y les tenia mucho cariño, la razón del porque me asusta hacer amigos
I miss her very much. She left me 3 weeks ago but it still hurts me. I love her very much, but she don' love me back. I haven’t done anything wrong, I’m trying to get her back, but I see she’s happy without me. I cried so much when she left me. Now she's acting like I'm just a stranger. Do I try to get her back? I love her very much.
My best friend passed away from brain cancer in 2021. I miss her more then ever, i had no idea the next day she'd be gone. I never realised how much I needed her until it was to late, (she's 12) I miss you Maddy❤️😭🕊 you'll NEVER b forgotten rip
Damm this playlist hits hard I have no reason to be depressed but most time I feel like I am, and despite some of my friends are depressed as well, I just can’t find the way to relate to them, I just feel odd. (Sorry if you’re getting a lot of vents and I’m another one) but anywho I’ve found another amazing playlist
Today was my first day of high school. I was so happy to see my friends again then randomly in class I got the first song stuck in my head and I didn’t think much of it until I got home. My parents sat me down and told me that my dad and my nana had to take my Nana’s dog to be put down. My didn’t even get to see her or say goodbye. That dog was my best friend and my favorite thing on the whole planet. She was here, and then she wasn’t. I didn’t even get a chance to tell her I love her one last time. I’ll always love you Puffin. You’ll always be my best friend and I hope you’re happy wherever you are. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there with you one last time and tell you how much I love you. You’ll live on in my heart and I’ll never forget you and all that you did for me.
Ive been listing to this playlist every time I think of my sister for a month now. it calms me to realize there are others feeling the same and it also makes me feel that I'm not alone. Thank you.. so much.. to you reading this; for letting me open up to someone who doesn't feel the need to help me through my problems. sometimes listening is the only thing people need.
I miss my family so much, the way they made me laugh, and the way they made it seem like everything was going to be ok, the way they managed to get a smile out of me even on the worst days. They’re not here with me anymore, but sometimes, i can feel them with me. I wish they were here but i wonder if it would’ve hurt worse if they stayed longer. 5-7.
Vent I had a boy bff and he was an online friend and my mom didn’t like it so I had to cut communication and we used to sing some songs together and every time I hear one of the songs I start to cry and there is nothing I can do 💛
It's my dog's birthday today. Would've been her first birthday. I miss her but I try not to think so sadly of the memories I made with her. I've been sitting in the boot of my car in front over her grave since 5:30pm. It's almost 11 now. Watching the sunset on her birthday and lifting off a sky lantern for her and listening to this playlist really makes me cry
she passed away almost two weeks ago. we weren't the best of friends, but i knew her well enough to be hurt i haven't really let anything out. it's been in rare, short bursts of sadness and then i'm fine for the next few days. my walls are too high up and the sudden attention from family trying to support me has made me feel more alone because i would've been continuously ignored if nothing had happened. it fucking sucks knowing that her passing is the only reason that i'm getting anything. i wish she wasn't out at night, on that street especially. there was barely any lighting and the driver didn't see the girls in time. i miss you. i want more time but at least your not in hell on earth anymore.
This remind me of that girl. The one who could make my heart beat really fast. I miss her so much. But I know that she won’t be by my side anymore, because she fell in love with someone else. I hope that person will make her happy cause she deserve it. And I wish I could just forget her
Видеоклипы
00:00 // We'll Meet Again
2:20 // YKWIM?
5:57 // Two Birds
9:13 // Sunflower
11:58 // Meteor Shower
16:23 // First Love / Late Spring
21:02 // GONE. GONE / THANK YOU
ty :)
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@Yumiqtt it means "you know what i mean?" its a verse too 3:25 and 4:14
@@mutantstudiozzz sunflower
L s 😁😡😂😚☮️💅🏻😀🤣🧚🏻♀️🖕🏻😁😁 sackcloth.
Fact: You know it's just not a pov anymore...
Ouch. That one hit hard.☺💀👌
Yep.
it fucking hurts.
This hurts a lot. 🥲
Yeah i know it
my best friend of 11 years just left me and i just realized that she had been abusing me that whole time, but i still cry and miss that part of her that was nice to me. and i like to imagine that deep down there was some part of her that cared as much as i did. i’ll never forget her…
I know how you feel, and I hope that in future that you will find better people that will appreciate you more.
It was better for the both of you at the end of the day my friend. Maybe they’ll become a better person and you can’t replace someone like that but you’ll find people who appreciate you. Who knows, maybe you’ll meet again someday.
Gotta go "sleep" ;-; but you have my deepest condolences, hopefully she found peace.
I get how you feel it’s been 2 years since my friend gave up on me and yet I still miss her, never even got the chance to tell her I’m trans. She was so incredibly abusive towards me but so incredibly kind and helpful I want her in my life again I just can’t tell what part I miss
For me it was both ways I was abused and abusing. It hurts cause it was a never ending cycle I miss her but I would rather miss her for a little bit than hurt her and her myself again.
I've realised that people like to revisit memories of past friends/family/etc, no matter how abusive or how special they were to them, they just keep going back. don't you feel that lingering pain in your chest when you remember, wouldn't it feel better to let it go? my past doesn't affect me, not even yesterday. I've become someone so detachable, and i love that about myself.
with all due respect, I envy you
You an me both my friend
even though it hurts, the past is still apart of me. it is what makes me who i am today, no matter how toxic it was. i will always thank them for making me stronger. i don’t usually let go of things, i just accept them.
yes, i understand that feeling. My dad abused me terribly, (neglect, r*ped, and physical abuse) but i keep remembering old memories with me and him, and i dont know if this is weird; but i would like to talk to him again. after what he had done to me, i still want to talk to him, and everyone thinks im crazy about it. My dad went to prison for some of his crimes, and when i wrote to him in prison, he said that he was changing and would never do what he did again.
I wish I could detach. My past haunts me. I relive so many memories every night. I was sort of detached from it when I was younger but everything came back to me when I had time to process all of the things that I’ve been through. It’s exhausting.
There are two kinds of missing someone
I miss you
And
I miss them
...and I’m missing
i miss me
I miss myself
That's some powerful stuff, man.
I miss what I used to be.
This playlist reminds me of when my best friend killed himself, and the other day was the 2 year anniversary of his death. This playlist is good, and it makes me feel literally every emotion possible. I even went into foster care, and all of my friends stopped talking to me, they all forgot about me. I went to another school and I didn't make any friends that were memorable, and I went to another highschool and I actually made some good friends. I only have one good friend that I can trust, and even though I have known him for a short amount of time, he is the greatest friend that I have ever had. I might be moving homes again, and I don't want to leave him and go back with my mum, as much as I love her, I don't want to leave my friends again and make new one's.
(EDIT: I didn't expect this comment to get so much attention..... but it's been two years and I just graduated high school! My friend that I talked about dated me, then cheated on me when I had moved back in with my mother. Living here has been weird because we don't really have electric and running water, but it's so absolutely peaceful here. I graduated from my hometown, so I got to see all of my friends, and even made some new ones! I still think of my best friend all the time, he was supposed to graduate with me, and they made a memorable page just for him in the senior video and I screamed so loud for him let me tell you. I cried seeing all those photos of him, and I signed a frame for his graduation. Other things, I have a boyfriend! We just started dating not too long ago, and I'm getting ready to see him next Tuesday, very excited. I got my first children's book published! It was supposed to be an assignment, but the woman wanted to publish our books! I wrote and illustrated it, and I was very nervous because that was the first children's book I have ever made... but that's everything big that's happened! My life is better, there are stressful moments that I absolutely hate, but I have been pulling through.
Rest in peace . I hope you're alright :) stay strong 💕💞
I’m really sorry that this happened to you,
Rest in peace, I hope u are alright I wish u all the love and strength.
I'm so sorry for your loss 💖I know how you feel. My best friend is as well feeling suicidal, and it is hard knowing you could wake up and they could be dead. May he rest in peace.
condolence. I hope your doing fine, losing a friend is very hard.
It hits different when u lost someone you love and u guys would never meet again
fr😢
Yep....
Thank you for this. My father just died last night. He was the light of my life, and I miss him so much. He was so funny, kind, and the best dad I could ever ask for. His death is still sinking in, and I’m not sure if this is real life or a nightmare. But thanks for this, it’s calming me down
Im sorry for your loss, he will look down from heaven and smile at the beautiful human ur becoming
Im so sorry for your loss
i'm very sorry for your loss , keep your head up high and cherish every memory you have
I’m so so sorry for your loss… I’m not sure how to help but I’m sorry, I hope you’re doing okay and that things get better in the future. I love you
Hey, if you wanna talk about anything, I'm here. I may be a stranger, but we're in the same boat bc my mom passed in October last year.
My childhood best friend was the first friend when I came to Australia. I stayed in Melbourne for a while but, I had to move away.
She promised me that....
“𝓘 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓮 𝔀𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓫𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓼𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓹𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓨𝓸𝓾!”
She did come over for sleepovers and we texted a lot and laughed a lot! We even planned our future together! But... I had feelings for her. I asked her out after a while but she gave me a paragraph of why I can't be with her. I said
"it's okay, best friends still?"
"DUHH" she said.
We planned another sleepover and then she came over for the sleepover! I was so excited. But I didn't know what was coming.
I tried talking to her and laughing with her and trying to fit in like normal but... This was different.
She kept calling her other friends but not me. She focused on her phone but not talking to me.
Was I annoying?
Was it because I asked her out and she is scared?
Or...
Is it because she has outgrown me...?
It was like the sleepover was proving she doesn't want to be friends with me.
She promised.
I promised.
And yet, she lies.
After the sleepover, I broke down in tears on my bed talking over and over why it happened.
Now, we don't talk that much.
She gave up silently.
I gave up loudly.
And yet I replay memories that happened when we were younger.
That Roblox wave that we would do when we had to go...
The Roblox games....
And the sleepovers.
Those were the best.
Hey, I'm so sorry that had happened to you; but you just have to let go of the old friends and welcome the new friends with open arms.
@@BATIMFNAF thanks :)
@@403.. Your welcome ;)
WOW
Homie, I know how that feels, I graduated recently and 34 of my friends disappeared for their new life.... silently at that but the truth is you cant control someone, you beat yourself up because you think "was I never there?" "did I matter?" "will they remember me?" and the truth is like a mouth full of fresh razors, the more you try to swallow the more cuts you get and the deeper it goes, my best advice is every time you think of the situation, think of your new friends and their smiles, or even our replies, we may be strangers but we are brought here through late nights staring at the ceiling fan spin for hours wishing your life was more like a movie and mutuality, life sucks and its not going to wait around for you, so you need to stand up, warm up and flog the living shit out of life, thrash it until everything looses meaning. Also you may have some bad run of event in life, but people love you, people adore you and people wish to be by your side, take it from me I was bullied from pre school all through to year 10 just because they were jealous of me for reasons mostly unknown. I hope you can find a reason to smile and if I am luck maybe you will laugh too, remember to keep your head up, I know you can do it because your a king!
my childhood best friend had to move to the other side of the globe.
I fell in love with them, and we figured out our gender and sexuality together.
we grew up together, even with the separation.
everything was fine until her homophobic mom found out about the things we talked about.
and just like that, he was forbidden to talk to me. after 9 years.
two years later and I still haven't gotten over them :(
Broo that fvckin sad, got me crying
Stay strong! I hope she's doing alright and you are too.. 💞
Im really sorry, it hurts a lot to do so many memorial things with someone but then have to be cut off from them..❤️
I’m just the same as you, my best friend lives far far away and one day he just stopped texting. We don’t talk since january 1st. Hope he’s okay, and hope you are okay, it’s not something easy to process.
This but I didn’t fall in love with them and they were my cousin
my friend dissapeared without a trace in 2018
i dont have any of her social media accounts that are still active
i miss her
please come back.
Same . . . I miss them so much. I am scared that they might've killed themselfs. They had so many personal problems and suicidal thoughts . . . Years later, I still worry. They were one of the most funny, nice and supportive friends I ever had. I wish I would get to talk to them at least one more last time . . Sometimes it hurts to remember.
Concur...
Same. His name was MP and his youtube accounts are still up, his discord too. I'm thinking he died. Me and my best friend Nicky were his friends. I think the last time I talked to him was when I cut ties with him- i was dumb and young and attention seeking. I miss him so much and my search remains till this day
Hey. I know life is kinda shitty right now, and you miss them a lot. I miss them too. I just want you to know it will get better I promise.
Idk why but this comment out of all of them made me feel a bit better
@@kandgray I'm really glad :) Hope you're doing ok
Thanks a lot..❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
thank you. my best friend has been emotionally abusing me lately. i’ve gotta leave her. she’s an @ssh0l3. this made me feel a lot better. thank you again
wdym u dont know them how could u miss them
Rest in peace technoblade. we will all miss you Alex. it's painful it couldn't last longer.
May he rest
o7
o7
rest in peace our sun
o7
At this point im afraid only of one thing - to outlive everyone i love, and i'm scared, because life always leaves me for last, i'm always left to observe the end.
My first ever friend ended up k1ll1ng herself 8 years ago and I was the one to find her body. She wasn’t always nice but through those 5 months that I knew her she was the nicest person I’d ever met, it’s sad to think she died so young but Atleast I know she’s probably in a better place now or watching over me from somewhere❤️ she would’ve been 16 today :(
Damn, thats really sad. I hope things get better for you
Happy birthday to her! And im really sorry to hear that, may she Rest In Peace❤️❤️❤️❤️
She ki113d herself when she was 8!? I'm so sorry for your loss. 😕
this reminds me of all the friends I've lost... none from death though... not yet at least... just them being backstabbers, moving, or just not wanting to talk to me....
Literally please i just need to talk to someone I lost someone again it happend so many Times already i cant take it please
they moved 4 years ago, but the hurt does not go away. i miss them so much. every day i long to see their face again. i miss them. i want to hug them so bad. i love you artemis
Here bc of techno. I am curently bawling my eyes out
Same, just can't stop crying
Me to..
Mhm
o7
I lost my grandma recently, and it's hitting me hard, I listen to these every night when I cry and talk to my friends.
so sorry that happened to you!!! stay strong:))
Im really sorry about ur grandma, may she Rest In Peace❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Don’t worry your not alone my grandmas died same with my uncle
My grandma died yesterday I miss her and how she made me feel, like I could tell her anything I wish to get that same feeling again
@@k_.....910 I'm so sorry for your loss....
I lost my grandma 2 years ago, today is death anniversary. I know I'll see her again, I just miss her , she gave me so many things to remember. I hope that the feeling of loss doesn't hurt u too much :')
I’ve recently learned I have a fear of people leaving, not being alone but for them to leave me without ever returning. And I think I had an anxiety attack last night because I was so scared that them leaving me on read when I was checking on them. I repeatedly was saying “no not again”, “don’t leave”, “please” to the empty ness of my room. I was crying and had a hard time breathing. The only comfort I got was me holding my pillow and telling myself “I’m fine” “it’s going to be ok” And mostly “I’m here for you.” This was my only way to try and calm myself. After stuff like this happening multiple times right before I go to bed I have caused myself to try and not sleep so I can stay up and avoid it to happen again. Because every time it happens I feel lonely, scared, upset, mad, and very anxious. And I can’t get out of this state for 1/2 or 1 hour. I’m just stuck there crying, asking for help in the darkness of my room…
Yeah I feel this, just keep losing friend groups, someone will break something and my friend ship with everyone will fall apart because I had always just been a tag along
I've given up now
It's a crime to see such an underrated youtuber.
aww thank you
God bless
i haven't seen him in 1 year but i still think about him every now and then. He vented to me about a lot of things going on in his life and he trusted me a lot, then one day he stopped talking to me. I was worried but I thought maybe something happened to his phone then days turned into months. I don't know what happened but I still love him a lot and hope he's okay. He really did help me a lot though too.
to all of the ppl out there, i hope things get better. it’ll be alright; i promise- even if it may not seem clear right now- it will. y’all are so strong n deserve the world
thanks really
Thank you, this means lots❤
no it wont
ur saying it just for nothing
@@despa1rjjj don’t bring the mood down..
The fact that so many POV playlists have omori thumbnails AAA
mari?
hello little brother : )
Hey Mari how did it feel when Sunny left you hanging?
bro… :(
@@somebandkid9731 don’t forget he left you too because of what happened
I had an amazing group of friends, we did so much together everyday! I literally took things out of my bucket list, they were so much fun and adventurous. One day a big fight broke out and the group completely broke apart, it hurts so much but I'm happy it happened..
thanks for sharing this, i'm actually going through this exact thing which is weird but how do I get through it without falling apart. I feel like my entire world is crashing and I jus can't crawl out of this hole that I dug. I'm going to miss them, everyone has left me and I don't want to lose them as well but I feel like it's for the best what do I do.
@@rachelshepard435I will be honest, I'm still not over it and I miss them till this day but I came to accept it that things just won't go back to how they were. I saw everyone else that was in the group move on so I did the same. It is easier said then done but you will eventually have to let go and move on. Friendships come and go, although he process is painful you will eventually meet new people and make new memories with them. But the first step is to "move on", let go, and move forward. Staying in the same spot or trying to go back will only bring more pain and nothing good will come out of it. Hopefully this has helped in some way, feel free to reply anytime, I'm always open ^^
@@nene_fae thanks for the help and I think it's time for me to move on from them. I'm tired of being the glue to our table and I wanna tell you how much the closure helps to know that no matter how hard I try missing them won't go away. It helps me move on and know that I will always have a special place for them I know it's weird to thank someone for ensuring pain but it's better than thinking that I can make this go away and avoid it when I can't and now I can do something so thanks
@@rachelshepard435 Glad to help ^^ 💞 I wish you the very best
I had the same thing happen to me a couple months ago. im so sorry you had to go through that.
i lost my friend a few years ago but it still hurts i cry evrytime i think of her and the worst part is she was killed by her own mother i miss you pj i always will
That’s horrible.. I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope you’re doing alright. Much love ❤❤
@@Owibi thank you
We were best friends. And then she got a boyfriend.
Sad
It,. Was the same way for me. I feel your pain. Just know that you aren’t alone ♥️
same ..
I changed school this year and I lost all my best friends who I grew up with overtime I knew that they became toxic and that the friendship wouldn't work anymore but yet I still miss them. I miss hanging out with them and laughing our heads off and it hurts when I see they're social posts with they're new bestfriends to the point I cry but I know it was for the best :) btw thank you for the playlist its amazing
Im really sorry to hear that, it’s happened to me too and I understand. Stay strong! Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Metoo
I miss you dad...
I miss you bff's...
I miss you grandpa...
I miss you grandma...
❤❤
My best friend hasn’t responded to my texts in over two weeks and I’m really starting to worry. For better context my best friend was born with these tumors that grow in her body and every few months she has to get surgery, the last time we talked she told me she wasn’t feeling well and that the doctors said she might have cancer. What makes things worse is that I’m getting transferred over to a new school and won’t be able to see her again. I love her so so much and I wish she’d respond to me and tell me she was doing okay.. I fucking miss her so much and I yearn to be with her. I miss the late night calls we used to have where we’d stay up past midnight just talking about life and venting about our issues. To sum it all up I miss her too much and I’m worried she isn’t alright and that things aren’t going well..
Did she ever respond? Sorry for asking
@@LxvelyLxve Oh no she did respond and she’s doing so well now! We’ve been texting each other and calling each other and I feel like she’s hinting to me that she likes me! I mean I like her back sooo.. But anyway things have been good and I’m so very glad she’s alright! And your totally fine for asking.
@@KUR4H Thank you and I'm glad things worked out and she's okay! I wish the best to both of you!
@@LxvelyLxve Thank you so much!!! 😊
this playlist reminds me of how i saw my best friend die right in front of me, the 12th was the anniversary of his death. i miss you Sam
im so sorry for ur loss!!! if u dont mind me asking..how did they pass?
@@_noon6_ i live in a really bad area and we got mugged and he got stabbed because he had nothing on him of value
@@maimai20 oh my gosh...im so sorry-
@@_noon6_ its ok, it happened a long time ago but i still think about it a lot
@@maimai20 I understand, my grandma passed on Christmas💔 have a good day/night
This is such an Omori playlist, I can’t even qwq you’ve done a lovely job
i love sporadically finding omori fans in comment sections :)
@@Rennitey same!
agreed ^^
AGREED
I miss my grandma so much, just over a year since she passed. 01.06.21 🕊💕
Missing you forever grandma.
(1) I miss him so much , I want to jump into his arms and be able to hug him again , yeah loosing a parent is hard , but knowing that they where in pain and couldent show it which lead them to do it is so hard for me knowing he suffered in silence for years until he Finaly killed himself is the thing that makes my heart break the most , stay kind everyone
I'm a simple gal.
I see Omori, I click.
Same!!!
Im the same
As a kid I had someone all the time, I changed kindergartens three times once I turned 5 years old I moved to another place and no one wanted to hang out or even talk to me. I thought I was weird because I wasn’t 100% speaking the language. But no I hadn’t a weird accent. I tried hanging out with two girls in my class, one of them ignored me and the other one was just hanging out with me because our moms knew each other. Four year skip and I found out about a lot. My mom took my to a therapist as a 9 year old. I only talked about family problems I had. As a thirteen year old I’ve come to have no real friends. I have tried for eight years now. Nothing, I have questioned everything. Still I’m still a nobody to everyone.
Damn I wish I could be friends with you..:(
It's sad that every beat of my heart still tightens at the thought of you, the thought of your bewitching lies slowly enrapturing me in your arms, the thought of your alluring whispers fibbing millions of promises. It's sad that you had to use the most sincere truth to deceive me, that you had to break our mirage of illusions into unrepairable pieces. It's sad how much my soul ached behind this emotionless wall I had to build so I don't see myself getting weaker, as I'm watching you fade away.
It's sad that I can still remember the way we used to pretend, while I was absorbed in the false truth you made me believe in. You made me feel like I was living for the second time, like a child, you made me overflow with the desire to rediscover this world that seemed so perpetual.
I sometimes wonder, why was I always so fearful? Always startled in anxiety for fear that one day I will no longer have you, as if I already knew... But was I really clueless?
I sometimes wonder if all these memories are nothing but past wounds that I thought you healed. I sometimes still imagine holding your hand tightly, holding you in my arms like it's our last embrace. I wish it didn't end there. And what if it wasn't over yet? What if I was still living within these warm delusions you created for me? I wish that road had no destination so that I wouldn't have lost you again. I sometimes wish I could cross your path once again, start our story over as if we had never met before, rewrite it again, and give it a better ending, if any.
Check my wattpad for more poems! : "no title, just words" by "@Nov_rainn
Lots of luvv
my grandpa died, 3 hours after my birthday so feb the 5th. its been basically 3 months now and these songs are hitting hard. I miss my grandpa so much I just miss the memories of me and him singing together. I took care of him in the hospital and I remembered how much pain he was. he is in a better place now
mine just passed away yesterday *hug*
my bf broke up with me yesterday and i've been struggling a lot. i have him in a few of my classes and we have the same friends so i still see him often. i saw the break up coming from
a mile away and i find myself sobbing over it anyways 😕 i have really bad luck with relationships ig. this playlist helps and i really love the songs on here
i feel like my story isnt as bad as everyone else's but it still felt good to get off my chest
I see everyone is sharing their stories i read a lot of them also who ever is stressed rn i hope u feel better and rest in peace for who died rn :,) (someone dies every second)
it's been 1-2 years (?) since i've last met and chat with him. He was very kind, gentle, and a guy with so much patience. It still hurts me when i remember the day, we were chatting/joking with each other, and then he suddenly went offline. He's been offline for days without a reason, and his family tells me that he's already gone a week later due to an accident.
idk who i miss but i can feel it that i miss someone.
I used to have a bestfriend in kindergarten, and I still miss them, five years later. I miss you, sophia :)
i dont remember the last time i was able to cry to a playlist. thank you. wholeheartedly. i needed this so bad.
i miss her so much.
i wish my memory was better, so i didnt only have bits and pieces of her and her personality to go off of.
she had a beautiful name. and she liked power rangers a lot, her favorite was the pink one i think. we would spend hours everyday playing with toys, going on drives to the store, and watching novellas (against our will, but i digress). then we would stay up late watching qubo night owl whenever we would spend the night at her grandmas house. it was the best. i cherish what little i have left of that girl.
i just wish i could have said goodbye before she left.
!!!!T/W!!!!
This reminds me alot of my boyfriend who commited suicide i loved him so much and it hurt so bad to hear about his suicide, i still blame myself for not being able to help him, i loved him so much he was the love of my life, its been about a year now and i still miss him every day.
glad to see omori being on covers of a playlist, great that a small game has grown much in the span of a whole year
I have bad anxiety and never had an easy time making friends. I’m in the middle of sophomore year and hardly talk, and don’t really have any friends. My best friend since kindergarten is at the same school and we share some classes together, but we haven’t talked in a long time. This happens a lot, we’ll drift apart because of our different natures (she’s a bit more extroverted than me) and then reconnect and things will be as they used to. I’m really lonely though, and going through a period of depression and I can’t even rely on my best friend. I hope we’ll truly begin talking again, though it’s always on me to initiate and put the work in talking. I love her so much (platonically), we’ve had so much fun and gotten each other through tough times, I miss her.
It's like the feeling of meeting another kid at the playground and after that you'll never see them again
Dad died ten days after his birthday last 2021 he was the definition of a bestfriend to me without him I'm all alone and I actually don't know what to do with my life
Expect me to be okay when one of things keeping me alive is fading away.
This playlist remind me of my girlfriend who moved away and I don’t think she’s coming back. We both suffer from anxiety and is being separated is making mine worse.. It’s been 3 years so far that I haven’t seen her. This playlist is absolutely amazing so thank you for helping me.
My bestfriend of 4 years told me a year ago that she was going on vacation for 2 weeks, 1 year later still waiting in the same spot for her.
tysm for this...my cat had died in october and i have been listening to this song ever since that day to cheer me up..
you deserve more likes, subscribers and viewers.
I’m so sorry! Losing a pet is the worst.. I hope you’re doing okay
i'm sorry for your loss, i hope you feel better now. and thank u for the kind words
@@yumeirou dw, im feeling fine now. ^^
my cat is about to die,and im diying slowly with her
My cat also passed in october :(
Maybe both of our cats waddled together to the beautiful fields in the afterlife, And are playing together right now
what made it hurt so much was the fact he wanted someone else and not me, even after acting like he wanted me.
listening to this as foreshadowing as i slowly draw myself away from my childhood best friend as she just as slowly joins the toxic crowd
i hate thinking about it but i'm gonna have to leave her soon. i'm hoping this will make it a bit easier, it's calming me down already so thank you for this :)
She stops me from taking my life but ends up taking her own and I’m here thinking that it was my fault
i've lost my dad this is a nice playlist to think of him we loved many of these songs
I love you never hurt yourself ❤
This reminds me of how I am finally noticing that my closest and most important friend group is dead. It's normal and now that I've noticed that we left the good days, it hurts to know that I can't stop this either.
Also reminds me that once I leave to wherever for college, I'll be leaving the town I have been in my entire life and literally everything is going to change and I'll have no one close to me anymore; just on my own and by myself. All the stuff that has happened in my life recently has kinda helped me stop making connections so that I don't continue to hold myself back, y'know?
This playlist is really good my father passed away in a car accident when he was coming back home from work last year in 2021 and this playlist just made me feel relaxed but i do still miss him and Thank you so much for this playlist it is a really good one
My best friend since the age of two moved away overnight. Just a month later they became toxic. I.. I still miss them. So many memories. ANYWAYS that’s besides the point. I find this playlist very comforting. Thanks you.
my teacher for 4 years recently passed away. every now and then it still gets me into tears when i remember the times he would help me in my studies and keeping me motivated. i really hope he's resting well. i will never forget the things he has taught me. i hope when the time comes, he'd see how much ive grown because i know he'd be so proud of me. he was the first who believed in me in school and im very grateful for him.
thank you for this playlist.
Philip, if you're listening to this. I want you to know that I hope that you make it and hope you get better soon. I really miss you and your bright spirit and your smile that lightens up my day when I'm down
Man, losing a friend sucks. I miss me and my friend, even though we were so stupid and naive together, I miss us and I wonder how we would've ended up if we were still friends to this day. But we're not, all I have left is memories to laugh and cry to and think about all day and night. She didn't leave, she didn't change schools, I didn't change schools either nor did I leave. We just argued apart. We're still in the same school and even the same class but we just don't talk. And when we do it's a quick awkward conversation, I think im way sadder about us falling apart than she is, I mean, she seems so happy with her other friends plus she doesn't hold grudges so... I think it's just me alone in this void of sadness. We were friends for years, crazy how we're literal strangers now. When there comes a time where we have to interact or be close to one another , we act as if eachother are ghost, as if we have no history. We parted so long ago and I still can't get over that fact,
I look at her everyday and I'm sure she's aware... I suck with lost, I'm such a sensitive prick with attacthment issue's.
When I listen to this playlist and all the memory of my beautiful friend just appear in my mind. He died when I was 10 now I'm 14. I really miss him I hope he was happy cause I did not hurt myself
anymore.
Throughout my short life I've moved a lot, my dad was in the military so that's why. I had many best friends but it only hurt leaving them when I realized I would never see them again.. it took me 2 years to realize that before I moved away again. My mom wants to stay where we are though and my parents ended up divorcing. Its been 3 years since I saw my last best friends from a different place and no matter how many friends I gain, none can compare to them even if I was a cringe 3-4th grader when I knew them.. I really miss them...
listening to this while writing my final letter to my online pen pal, I don't know if she'll even see it since she stopped using the app a few weeks ago but I do know I'll miss her every minute I'm awake. Thank you Flower Girl, you were the best friend I ever had
Reminds me of the friends I slowly lost over the years due to them moving.
I miss them a lot and wish them best, some friends I barely even talk to anymore and I miss them.
How time has changed.
This playlist honestly made me feel better and I don't know why. One of my best friends died a month ago and yesterday was the one-month anniversary of her death. I just kinda need to feel like someone understands what I'm feeling right now and this playlist kind of summed up all my emotions so thank you for that.
This first song is when I had to leave the park..I forever said goodbye to my new 7 year old bestie. Truest form of pain I felt..
no joke I wanted to meet them more.. they were so nice, a little light In my life. I’ll never forget you
i had a friend group that was so toxic that i always cry when i try to remember the memories......but yet i miss it
This playlist reminds me of my dead sister that i was very close with, she died a year ago. she commited suicide due too bullying and family problems etc. i still miss her so much till this day and whoever reads this i hope ur alright and have a good day
I wish I could’ve met him. But he’s gone now. Rest In Peace king. Chin up, your crown’s fallin’..
bawling my eyes out and thinking about how i was called stupid by my mom while drawing hot men
this is basically therapy
i RLLY loved him, i thought he was gunna leave me; he got his life together n everything. he ignored me for a week, we talked after that, he promised he’d ‘never’ leave me. but, he did. it’s been 3-4 months. N I MISS HIM SM.
How can you have a friend who you love and cherish, and then just like that you drift away, how could i forget those precious memories weve made over the duration of my entire life?
My moms giving my brother away hearing that made me burst into tears like i dont ever want to lose him he's like a father to me... i dont wanna lose him i can't imagine how hard it'll be without him.
Oh my gosh that’s horrible! I’m so sorry. I don’t know what I’d do without my older brother, I can’t imagine how you most feel. I’m so sorry. I’m not entirely sure how to help but, I love you
My world passed away on Christmas 2022, at 20 months old. My little brother, the most beautiful baby ever, who spent his whole life smiling. He was so small, so round so cute and interesting. He was starting to talk properly and was just the most precious thing ever to me. Words cannot express how much I miss him and how much I wish I could've given my life to him. My most wanted wish isn't even to see him again, I just want him to be alive, I want him to experience everything. Of course, I am afraid, I am terrified of this date, the 24th of December 2022.. What if that was the last time I ever saw him? What if I could never hold him again, these thoughts haunt me. I have three other amazing siblings that make this so much easier and two amazing parents. But sometimes I feel as if I forgot him, I have new memories and it haunts me. I dont want to forget him, I want to be sad forever because he deserves to be mourned. And I his older sister, can't even feel sad sometimes. Well I do feel sad, but less and less. This scares me, I never want to forget him, and to know I'll have to live with this for my entire life now scares me so much.. I am sad he is gone, but I am also sad he couldn't experience anything, he did do stuff, he went down the slide like a pro !! And he could even swim !! At 20 months old !! He was so awesome, such a handsome little boy full of life. He never met the love of his life, he never had one.. and was never destined to have one,, But he deserved to be loved he deserved to have as much people knowing him and loving him. But he passed away at such a young age.. He died in the morning, he went to sleep with a fever, nothing was wrong it was just a normal cold. But a bacteria entered his body while he was weak.. He died in the morning at the hospital. Now my precious little brother is dead. And lonely. He's all alone up there, without anyone he knew, without his mother. I would've done anything for him to be here, I would do anything. If only I had a been a better sister, if only I'd have told my parents to take him to the hospital before, if only I took more pictures, if only I hadn't gone to those stupid hangouts with my friends while my brother was sick at home. I feel so guilty, I feel so dead inside whenever I talk about this. To my family I try to act as if im okay, but im not, I'll never be, I never want to be, how could I be happy when one of the people I loved the most is dead. But I know I'll be happy, one day I'll have kids, and I'll thank my brother for his sacrifice.. This scares me. My dream is to have kids and a happy family, but I dont know if I can do it without my brother. I wanted him to be proud of me when he grew up, I wanted him to love me, and for him to look up to me. If only he lived longer.
Thats it for now, I'm crying like a waterfall lmao.
Guys please spend time with your loved ones, there might be some friction sometimes, but you'll get through it.
Rest in peace, my treasure, my Axxell ♥
i love this just about as much as I love omori and that's saying something
Both of my best friends just fucking backstabbed me in the same day. This is really makin me be chill. Thx for this playlist. Love You So Much
sorry for the late reply, i hope you are feeling better now. i'm sure you will meet with better people in the future
@@yumeirou Its ok u dont have to be sorry for the late reply and thx for wishin for me :))
POV: It's your parents and family you miss... but they weren't like a family, only your mom was
my best friend died a week after my birthday.i miss him alot and he was my biggest suporter . i spoke at his funeral but i was told by my mother to keep it together because they needed me to support them....im to young for this type of pressure. its been 4 months now and i still miss him and everyone has seemed to move on
i love you abuelo
been a year...almost 2....it still hurts alot. but yea, got used to the pressure cause pressure makes dimonds
Haha nice pov! Happend to me before a year ago! Never forgot about them,still in love too!
I haven't seen one of my best friends in 4 years, I hope they come back
I used to have a dog named Charlie.He was a laburator and he was like an angel to me.He mad everyone happy and everyone adored him.He was the reason why I loved animals,spesifacly dogs.But before new years in 2017,he died.I didint know how he was,because he was in a hospital for one month,so I was more heartbrocken that I didnt even meet him for a little bit before he passed away.
When I started to listening to this it's like my past popped infront of me and all the heartbreak and pain....I can't even help but feel like shit at night so I try and let out the tears that never want to come out.
este playlist me hizo acordar a cuando en primaria tenia un grupo de amigas y de la nada el ultimo año me empezaron a excluir mas de lo normal y me dijeron que no querían ser mas mis amigas y quede en mod wat, ya que ellas eran amigas mías desde el jardín y les tenia mucho cariño, la razón del porque me asusta hacer amigos
I miss her very much. She left me 3 weeks ago but it still hurts me. I love her very much, but she don' love me back. I haven’t done anything wrong, I’m trying to get her back, but I see she’s happy without me. I cried so much when she left me. Now she's acting like I'm just a stranger. Do I try to get her back? I love her very much.
My best friend passed away from brain cancer in 2021. I miss her more then ever, i had no idea the next day she'd be gone. I never realised how much I needed her until it was to late, (she's 12) I miss you Maddy❤️😭🕊 you'll NEVER b forgotten rip
Damm this playlist hits hard I have no reason to be depressed but most time I feel like I am, and despite some of my friends are depressed as well, I just can’t find the way to relate to them, I just feel odd. (Sorry if you’re getting a lot of vents and I’m another one) but anywho I’ve found another amazing playlist
most calming playlist i ever listened to
Today was my first day of high school. I was so happy to see my friends again then randomly in class I got the first song stuck in my head and I didn’t think much of it until I got home. My parents sat me down and told me that my dad and my nana had to take my Nana’s dog to be put down. My didn’t even get to see her or say goodbye. That dog was my best friend and my favorite thing on the whole planet. She was here, and then she wasn’t. I didn’t even get a chance to tell her I love her one last time. I’ll always love you Puffin. You’ll always be my best friend and I hope you’re happy wherever you are. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there with you one last time and tell you how much I love you. You’ll live on in my heart and I’ll never forget you and all that you did for me.
Thank you for this, this reminded me of someone, mainly the first one, and it honestly made me feel better, thank you
i bursted into tears as the first song played because it was the song we played at my cousins funeral also the playlist is amazing
Is it just me that when you stare at the two people in the middle they start going further away -
Ive been listing to this playlist every time I think of my sister for a month now. it calms me to realize there are others feeling the same and it also makes me feel that I'm not alone. Thank you.. so much.. to you reading this; for letting me open up to someone who doesn't feel the need to help me through my problems. sometimes listening is the only thing people need.
I miss my family so much, the way they made me laugh, and the way they made it seem like everything was going to be ok, the way they managed to get a smile out of me even on the worst days. They’re not here with me anymore, but sometimes, i can feel them with me. I wish they were here but i wonder if it would’ve hurt worse if they stayed longer. 5-7.
Vent
I had a boy bff and he was an online friend and my mom didn’t like it so I had to cut communication and we used to sing some songs together and every time I hear one of the songs I start to cry and there is nothing I can do 💛
I'm so sorry for you :( I hope you find him some day
@@officialplanetspage thank you
It's my dog's birthday today. Would've been her first birthday. I miss her but I try not to think so sadly of the memories I made with her. I've been sitting in the boot of my car in front over her grave since 5:30pm. It's almost 11 now. Watching the sunset on her birthday and lifting off a sky lantern for her and listening to this playlist really makes me cry
she passed away almost two weeks ago. we weren't the best of friends, but i knew her well enough to be hurt
i haven't really let anything out. it's been in rare, short bursts of sadness and then i'm fine for the next few days. my walls are too high up and the sudden attention from family trying to support me has made me feel more alone because i would've been continuously ignored if nothing had happened. it fucking sucks knowing that her passing is the only reason that i'm getting anything.
i wish she wasn't out at night, on that street especially. there was barely any lighting and the driver didn't see the girls in time.
i miss you. i want more time but at least your not in hell on earth anymore.
This remind me of that girl. The one who could make my heart beat really fast. I miss her so much. But I know that she won’t be by my side anymore, because she fell in love with someone else. I hope that person will make her happy cause she deserve it. And I wish I could just forget her