i have been struggling for tooooooo long, i think i dont want to be free, why dont i want to be free? i don't believe it or that freedom scares me? whats holding me back, i think in essence i don't believe in oneness, it feels like fairy tale or something, all i believe is separation, thats why i keep feeding it, cause the world is so real the separation is so fucking realllll and i just cant go beyond it, after all these years trying.....of course deep down its because i dont think oneness is the truth, i dont believe we are one all is one, i believe everything is separate i believe the body the misery is all there is
yes this is the bloody truth, i don't want to be free, otherwise i am free now, or have been free,,, i really have to ask myself bloodly what i really want
Jesus mentioned you: "Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces”" Jesus said there are two powers ("No one can serve two masters") so you serve either the ego or the Self. Have no thought (be still) and you'll be so happy that you will walk around wanting to hug everybody. I disagree with Lester that you need "release" as all you need is to stay in the Kingdom which will heal you mind (Nisargadatta). This knowledge has been suppressed in plain sight for ever, the chuch so called is the main culprit...our only problem is our condition, we are all aleep, hypnoticed. FREE YOURSELF, have an orgasm!
@@osvaldovaldes10009 well, it sounds good on paper but I bet you’re not a billionaire, you have a job for a paycheck and you’re not totally free not just financially but in all aspects of your life.
@@english_5359 not interested in money at the moment you do get free of BS as I said heals your mind and everything else and like the Man (Jesus) said it is "the Pearl of great price"...
i have to make a serious decision now i cannot fool myself no more, do i really want to be free??? if so right now i can just drop everything and be the freedom which i am, it takes no time, right now right here
Nice and simple, thank you Lester ❤
I try diferents method AND meditations AND Sedona method Is the most powerful tool that i make so far ,i droping all fears everyday
i think deep down i don't want freedom all i want is misery, otherwise i won't have been experiencing it all my life, this is just the bloody truth
Thank you very much fo posting!
Lester.. I'm free af
i have been struggling for tooooooo long, i think i dont want to be free, why dont i want to be free? i don't believe it or that freedom scares me? whats holding me back, i think in essence i don't believe in oneness, it feels like fairy tale or something, all i believe is separation, thats why i keep feeding it, cause the world is so real the separation is so fucking realllll and i just cant go beyond it, after all these years trying.....of course deep down its because i dont think oneness is the truth, i dont believe we are one all is one, i believe everything is separate i believe the body the misery is all there is
yes this is the bloody truth, i don't want to be free, otherwise i am free now, or have been free,,, i really have to ask myself bloodly what i really want
I didn't hear how I'm not the body.
Lester…it doesn’t work.
Jesus mentioned you: "Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces”" Jesus said there are two powers ("No one can serve two masters") so you serve either the ego or the Self. Have no thought (be still) and you'll be so happy that you will walk around wanting to hug everybody. I disagree with Lester that you need "release" as all you need is to stay in the Kingdom which will heal you mind (Nisargadatta). This knowledge has been suppressed in plain sight for ever, the chuch so called is the main culprit...our only problem is our condition, we are all aleep, hypnoticed. FREE YOURSELF, have an orgasm!
@@osvaldovaldes10009 well, it sounds good on paper but I bet you’re not a billionaire, you have a job for a paycheck and you’re not totally free not just financially but in all aspects of your life.
@@english_5359 not interested in money at the moment you do get free of BS as I said heals your mind and everything else and like the Man (Jesus) said it is "the Pearl of great price"...
@@osvaldovaldes10009 then why are you working if you’re not interested in money?
@@english_5359 once again, you’re looking in the wrong direction
i have to make a serious decision now i cannot fool myself no more, do i really want to be free??? if so right now i can just drop everything and be the freedom which i am, it takes no time, right now right here
i know fear is separation, Maybe i dont,want freedom, all i want is misery
i think i understand what he is saying, no i don't understand, or i dont want to understand him, all i really want to believe is this stupid world
God please help me i dont want to live in mystery no more, i want to be free
tooo much fear