Jake is a phenomenal lyricist and vocalist. I absolutely love this band, they haven't released a single "bad song". Literally everything they do is freaking incredible and I really hope you keep going through their discography because every song they release needs to be heard. *Side note: I actually have a public Citizen Soldier playlist on my channel if Tom or anyone wants to easily go through their songs.
Citizen Soldier seems to know what is going on in my head. Almost every song says what I cannot say out loud and how I have felt about myself all my life. You should listen to all their songs.
I have been cut free now for about a year. I have Citizen Soldier to thank, and Jake himself, he actually talked to me last time I had lost the battle to not cut. He reminded me we all make mistakes, it's that we learn from it and that I shouldn't be hard on myself. He has Been a Savor in my life mostly the past two years, losing my mom was what caused me to cut again. I am both thankful and blessed Citizen Soldier is around. God bless and thank you for giving them a chance.
I've listened to Citizen Solider for about 4 to 5 years. I have found that I really like their band. All of their songs are amazing. And it made me realize what I want to study and what i want to do with my life. Their music helped me with my own depression after my cousin took his own life. Even before that when I felt that my parents didnt care about me. But then i gained the courage to ask them if I could go hangout with my friends for the first time ever. In all 14 years of my life had I finally had a hangout with friends outside of school. I gained a lot of hope and it made me feel better. A lot better.
Was so glad to find Citizen Soldier within your videos. Amazing band with amazing messages. They helped me through a very dark period of my life and brought me back from the brink. Please do more of their work. All of it is right up your alley for this channel. Especially "I'm Not Ok" and "Let me Let go"
I listen to "Isolate" and "Just be happy" by Citizen Soldier on repeat for hours sometimes.. they make such good music. They have so many songs (like literally all of their songs) that I would love to see your reaction to
To whoever is reading this: You’re loved. You matter. You have touched so many people that cares for you. Please keep fighting. I may not know your name or face…but I’m proud of you still being here even when you’ve thought you couldn’t… Get something to eat and drink some water, take a breath and try to get some rest. Take any medication you need to do. ~ a friendly stranger on the internet P.S. also welcome to the citizen soldier family. Pull up a chair, have something to drink she listen to some more citizen soldier. We’re happy to have some new family members. All of their songs are so moving. Some of my favorites: I’m Not Okay, Tattoos, ICU (from the album with Reason to Live), If I Surrender, bedroom ceiling…would anyone care… comparison. These guys have a bunch of songs and they all have a mental health meaning.
Citizen soldier can literally describe the emotions and feelings you cant describe. And it helps to make you feel not to so alone in the fight agianst whatever your fighting.
My problem is that people would only cry after I'm dead. I fully believe that. I fully believe that people would come to my funeral and cry if I do something to myself. But who's crying about my life the way that it is right now? The answer is no one. No one is crying right now. They'll only cry when I'm gone and then say at my funeral how much they cared. No one is caring right now.
Ik you’re just a random stranger on the interwebs but I’d care I don’t want anyone to go through what we do. There’s a song by Mass of Man with the a lyric that says “people don’t notice how bad it truly is until they stand around your casket with a basket full of gifts. I’d rather be dead than alive and unhappy people think I’m joking sorry I’m not laughing.” That song helps when I’m thinking no one will care until I die. It resonates with the people who feel that way or it’s just me idk. Keep one foot in front of the other and most of all stay strong 💪🏼 there is light at the end of the tunnel even if it’s just a pin prick. Come to public livestreams for the channel possibly get gifted a free month’s membership which allows you to join a community that will care very much and will lift you up to the best of their abilities.
Thank you for reacting to this band. I just recently discovered them and I FEEL the pain in his voice and his lyrics. His struggle and turning it into positivity is beautifully done.
Thank you for listening to this song and for your reaction. I myself suffered from depression for about 2 years and I can say that it is indeed the kind of depression that I don't want anyone to experience. Now I'm finally starting to get my old self back. Strength to everyone who is suffering from depression at the moment.
I love this band so much, I actually found you in my fyp because of Citizen Soldier Imo they are super underrated! I'm really glad to have found someone who decided to take the time to listen to what they have to say
The first time I heard this (and honestly, every time since) I bawled because this is what it's like inside my head. Their song Strong For Somebody Else also hits home really hard.
Citizen Soldier..especially this song is my go to song when things get to bad. Jelly Roll..Save Me is my other one. These people have saved so many people. God Bless
As someone who's suffering from AvPD, this song and a lot more from Citizen Soldier really resonate with me. This song has it all for me, fear, shame and longing all in one.
Citizen Soldier are making not only good music, but are also taking it upon themselves to bring to the light and the forefront, these mental health issues. And believe it or not, just the fact that a band is singing exactly what you're feeling like gives you a sense of belonging a certain comfort of not being alone. Their music has been helping me through this last though times(although I have a therapist and psychiatrist working with me, having citizen soldier "by my side" has helped me more that I thought it would)
This song makes me feel really really deep. Back before anyone was there I didn't have anyone. I could of to my parents but dear God being alone is so painful
I have so may citizen soldier songs in my playlist. This is defenitely one of them. Thanks for reacting to them. Pandora's Box and hand me down are also some great ones from them
This has got me in tears especially 6:04 i needed to hear this its been a wild year my twin brother unalived himself earlier this year it feels like lifes just falling apart this reaction means alot thank you soo much ❤️❤️❤️
just stumbled across this song and holy fuck-its how ive been feeling for a long long time-feeling torn between ending this fucking hell and being free of the hell inside vs knowing how it feels to lose my best friend and how much im still hurting and fucking struggling :(
I’m just gonna leave this here. I feel I’m not worth it. I feel like the world would be a better place without me. I’m not the person everyone sees me as. I put up a front on me being a happy person cause I think if I were honest with my true feelings people won’t take me seriously cause I’ve put on this mask for too long. I live off of “fake it till you make it.” But I’m at that point where faking is becoming too much and too hard to do. I feel like I don’t even know who I am anymore. Cause I’ve tried so hard to hide who I am cause it’s not what people want me to be. I hide my true feelings behind jokes and laughs but inside I’m crying, I’m broken, I’m dead. How my mind works is I can’t talk to people about it cause I don’t want them to see me as vulnerable or weak cause that’s not who I’m supposed to be. I hate who I am. It’s to the point where I don’t see myself in a relationship cause I feel like nobody deserves all this baggage. I think about this a lot and I can’t talk to anyone about it cause that’s not who I am to them. Like I’m completely ready to die alone not have any kids or anything . I don’t live a healthy lifestyle at all cause I wanna speed up my life. I would never commit suicide but I feel like I don’t deserve to be alive. I would rather live with health problems and shorten my life cause if I die do to my dietary issues people would think oh he lived as he wanted but that’s not the case I died how I think I deserved to. Sorry for the wall of text but I just needed to vent to people who don’t know who I am.
Here is the honest truth. You are divine and have always been worthy and will always be worthy. I would ask that you try each day when you wake up you look into the mirror and repeat to yourself: “You are love, you are a divine being, you are radiance, you are love, you are light. I like myself, I love myself, I am eternal, I am there to help others, I am not separate from God, we are all one. I love all living creatures, I love people. I LOVE MYSELF.” Do this for 10 minutes. Believe the words, because they are true, they are as true as you are.
I started to self harm when I was 6 years old, started cutting when I was 9 years old, my first suicide attempt I was 10 years old, I battled anorexia when I was in my late teens and early 20's, I've been diagnosed with major depression, PTSD and a dissociative disorder. I lost my aunt to suicide on my birthday in 2014 and one of the feelings for me.... Jealousy
My baby, I hope everything works out. Sometimes I wish I could be there for everyone, because I know I would never judge you. I wish I could be there for you. Just know there are people who love, care and just enjoy your company. There are people there who care. I wish you an amazing recovery and hope heal from any pain you may be experiencing.
Hearing a reaction like this sounds like using guilt on someone too close to the edge...to me that just increased my depression and made life even darker
I have started listening to CItizen Soldier in November 2022, shortly after I lost my friend to suicide at the end of October. This was first song I listened to and your analisys is just exactly the same as my thoughts.
I'm so alone in my life. Litterally no friends to talk or hang out with, family gave up on me when I was 5, my mom constantly lies so she don't have to come visit, I ask for help I ask for someone to come over I ask and ask and ask, and the answer is 99.9% of the time it's I don't feel like it. Even my best friend betrayed me. And unfortunately I'm stuck living with so called friend. I'm alone all day and night, every day. No one wants me around or to be around me. If they did I would be included. I didn't even get invited to Thanksgiving or Christmas, I was alone for the holidays. That really hurts. I'm so ready to step off the ledge and be done with this pain I suffer daily. My doctor can't even help me. I hate myself. I must be a horrible person. I do so much for others and they're happy, but noone seems to care I never am happy. I can't just leave, I have no car, no job, nowhere to even go.diabetic on insulin. Mentally fuxkdd. I have been replaced. And it shows. Fuck.
During listen to this .. i felt like to remember something in my past bcs of ``Take back your life`` .. turned out it was something goofy and and im just laughing out loud... thats changed ny mood today into positive! hahaha Thank you for this life changing moment
This song is amazing I love it it also helped me because I’m a sensory kid that help me communicate my feelings with my teacher who won listen to my feelings but the replay this song for her she started to listen
Citizen soldier is absolutely amazing and I think my favorite song by them is bedroom ceiling 😢 almost makes me cry everytime I hear it would love to see u react to it
the only reason i don't take that long step is my wife and kids. @citizenSoldier seems to really hit my mental state a lot lately. I have never found a professional that could understand where i'm coming from. good music, and an assist to those who need the hand.
Nope not even a proffesional care, its their job, they get paid it doesnt necessarily means that they care. We are born alone, we die alone, and we path alone, only sometimes there are parts of the path that someone might walk with us. Noone cares. Sometimes, like in my case, not even ourselves care about our own life.
I love your reactions, your comments are always really insightful and we can see you getting excited about the message of this song. :) I'd recommend reacting to "Reason To Live" which, to me, is like a sequel to this song!
Suicide attempt survivor here and gratefull I failed but ive alot of issues trusting me due to what was done to me but youve kind eyes.We would trust you.
I love Citizen Soldier, but hearing that I'd be missed? That I would ruin lives if I were gone? That makes me feel even more depressed and panicked. I'm in so much pain, both physically and mentally. I have a progressive, terminal neuromuscular disease. It hurts more and more every day, and I have so much C-PTSD from years of medical abuse. I just wanna go now instead of having to wait for the disease to take me instead, but then everyone says how selfish that would be and I know lives that have been destroyed because of friends or family who have decided to end it, and it makes me feel even worse. I've already been in therapy for years, and it doesn't help.
I had a Zoom call with my psychotherapist 3 years ago and she told me she would contact me in a month to talk.....its been 3y, i got ghosted by my psychotherapist and that really hurts. Am i really that broken?
Please please please do a reaction to "Stronger than my storm" by citizen soldier. They released it the same day I was released from the hospital from a very near suicide attempt and it hit me so SO hard. That song means everything to me.
And what if you actually are a burden? What if your very existence has caused nothing but anguish, made the world worse? What if you are so grey that nobody notices when you enter a room and speak over you every time you open your mouth? I keep hearing all this advice and none of it seems applicable to me.
Hey man, listen I'm new to your channel, and I wanted to say that I find your reactions very interesting since I to really love Citizen Soldier. Could you react to 1 of their newest songs named Tattoos? I honestly believe that song... might literally save lives!!
Thank you so much for taking the time to react to our song and help us spread this message 🧡
Thank You For All You Do! ; #LoveOverEverything
thank you so much for this song and this message! cant waitfor the next Citizen Soldier song to react to!
Thank you guys for what you do. It's saving lives! 💙
thank you guys for doing what you do! your music has help me and so many others it's amazing 🫂
That's amazing
Jake is a phenomenal lyricist and vocalist. I absolutely love this band, they haven't released a single "bad song". Literally everything they do is freaking incredible and I really hope you keep going through their discography because every song they release needs to be heard.
*Side note: I actually have a public Citizen Soldier playlist on my channel if Tom or anyone wants to easily go through their songs.
Citizen Soldier seems to know what is going on in my head. Almost every song says what I cannot say out loud and how I have felt about myself all my life. You should listen to all their songs.
Let's go!!! Citizen Soldier is an amazing band and their message is just incredible. They've helped many people including me.
same!! ive been wanting them to react to CS for so long, i hope they do more
@@Beasty2023 I hope so too. With Tom being a therapist and this family being centered around mental health, CS just fit right in.
I have been cut free now for about a year. I have Citizen Soldier to thank, and Jake himself, he actually talked to me last time I had lost the battle to not cut. He reminded me we all make mistakes, it's that we learn from it and that I shouldn't be hard on myself. He has Been a Savor in my life mostly the past two years, losing my mom was what caused me to cut again. I am both thankful and blessed Citizen Soldier is around. God bless and thank you for giving them a chance.
I've listened to Citizen Solider for about 4 to 5 years. I have found that I really like their band. All of their songs are amazing. And it made me realize what I want to study and what i want to do with my life.
Their music helped me with my own depression after my cousin took his own life. Even before that when I felt that my parents didnt care about me. But then i gained the courage to ask them if I could go hangout with my friends for the first time ever. In all 14 years of my life had I finally had a hangout with friends outside of school. I gained a lot of hope and it made me feel better. A lot better.
“Who I Am” by citizen soldier is another great one to listen to
Was so glad to find Citizen Soldier within your videos. Amazing band with amazing messages. They helped me through a very dark period of my life and brought me back from the brink. Please do more of their work. All of it is right up your alley for this channel. Especially "I'm Not Ok" and "Let me Let go"
I listen to "Isolate" and "Just be happy" by Citizen Soldier on repeat for hours sometimes.. they make such good music. They have so many songs (like literally all of their songs) that I would love to see your reaction to
I literally fell into tears when I first heard this song it brought me back from growing up with depression , crazy how music understands you more
To whoever is reading this: You’re loved. You matter. You have touched so many people that cares for you. Please keep fighting. I may not know your name or face…but I’m proud of you still being here even when you’ve thought you couldn’t… Get something to eat and drink some water, take a breath and try to get some rest. Take any medication you need to do. ~ a friendly stranger on the internet
P.S. also welcome to the citizen soldier family. Pull up a chair, have something to drink she listen to some more citizen soldier. We’re happy to have some new family members. All of their songs are so moving.
Some of my favorites: I’m Not Okay, Tattoos, ICU (from the album with Reason to Live), If I Surrender, bedroom ceiling…would anyone care… comparison.
These guys have a bunch of songs and they all have a mental health meaning.
This made me cry thank u random internet person for making me feel better 😭😭❤
Citizen soldier can literally describe the emotions and feelings you cant describe. And it helps to make you feel not to so alone in the fight agianst whatever your fighting.
My problem is that people would only cry after I'm dead. I fully believe that. I fully believe that people would come to my funeral and cry if I do something to myself.
But who's crying about my life the way that it is right now?
The answer is no one.
No one is crying right now. They'll only cry when I'm gone and then say at my funeral how much they cared. No one is caring right now.
Ik you’re just a random stranger on the interwebs but I’d care I don’t want anyone to go through what we do. There’s a song by Mass of Man with the a lyric that says “people don’t notice how bad it truly is until they stand around your casket with a basket full of gifts. I’d rather be dead than alive and unhappy people think I’m joking sorry I’m not laughing.” That song helps when I’m thinking no one will care until I die. It resonates with the people who feel that way or it’s just me idk. Keep one foot in front of the other and most of all stay strong 💪🏼 there is light at the end of the tunnel even if it’s just a pin prick. Come to public livestreams for the channel possibly get gifted a free month’s membership which allows you to join a community that will care very much and will lift you up to the best of their abilities.
I'm in that same boat right now
I've never heard of them before! This song gave me the chills! I'm going to be looking them up!
They are amazing
Thank you for reacting to this band. I just recently discovered them and I FEEL the pain in his voice and his lyrics. His struggle and turning it into positivity is beautifully done.
Thank you for listening to this song and for your reaction. I myself suffered from depression for about 2 years and I can say that it is indeed the kind of depression that I don't want anyone to experience. Now I'm finally starting to get my old self back. Strength to everyone who is suffering from depression at the moment.
Appreciate you watching, commenting and sharing your story…it’s inspiring🙏
This one and their song "Tattoos" makes me cry everytime I listen to them
I love this band so much, I actually found you in my fyp because of Citizen Soldier Imo they are super underrated! I'm really glad to have found someone who decided to take the time to listen to what they have to say
This song has helped me through so many tough times.
The first time I heard this (and honestly, every time since) I bawled because this is what it's like inside my head. Their song Strong For Somebody Else also hits home really hard.
Citizen Soldier..especially this song is my go to song when things get to bad. Jelly Roll..Save Me is my other one. These people have saved so many people. God Bless
This band has kept me alive. And it's not a easy thing to say.
I'm proud of you
As someone who's suffering from AvPD, this song and a lot more from Citizen Soldier really resonate with me. This song has it all for me, fear, shame and longing all in one.
This band literally has never put out a bad song. All of them help people with various struggles. Please do more citizen soldier
Favorite song by them, they have a lot of relatable songs🎶
Citizen Soldier are making not only good music, but are also taking it upon themselves to bring to the light and the forefront, these mental health issues. And believe it or not, just the fact that a band is singing exactly what you're feeling like gives you a sense of belonging a certain comfort of not being alone. Their music has been helping me through this last though times(although I have a therapist and psychiatrist working with me, having citizen soldier "by my side" has helped me more that I thought it would)
LETS GOOOO. I’ve been wanting this for so long. Thanks for doing this tom!!
This is one of my favourite songs im so glad its getting the recognition it deserves🙌
Citizen Soldier and the FromSoftware souls games have both helped me through so much. This song and I'm not okay specifically spoke to me so much.
I really needed to hear your kind words tonight. Thank you!
This song makes me feel really really deep. Back before anyone was there I didn't have anyone. I could of to my parents but dear God being alone is so painful
I have so may citizen soldier songs in my playlist. This is defenitely one of them. Thanks for reacting to them. Pandora's Box and hand me down are also some great ones from them
Here I am, a year after you posted this, and those questions go through my head ten times a day. It’s not getting better.
Would love to see you do more citizen soldier! They have soo many amazing songs that hit like bedroom ceiling!
This has got me in tears especially 6:04 i needed to hear this its been a wild year my twin brother unalived himself earlier this year it feels like lifes just falling apart this reaction means alot thank you soo much ❤️❤️❤️
A song that i used has therapy after my grandma passed away, Disturbed-Hold on to memories, really helped me
“LIMIT” by CITIZEN SOLDIER feat. LO SPIRIT!
Where do you go when your at your limit!!!???
This song…. I just heard today. WOW!
just stumbled across this song and holy fuck-its how ive been feeling for a long long time-feeling torn between ending this fucking hell and being free of the hell inside vs knowing how it feels to lose my best friend and how much im still hurting and fucking struggling :(
I know what it feels like too. I fought this fight without hope and faith in a God.
A professional stops caring the instant you don't pay.... I have experienced this too many times.
I genuinely want more citizen soldier reactions
I’m just gonna leave this here. I feel I’m not worth it. I feel like the world would be a better place without me. I’m not the person everyone sees me as. I put up a front on me being a happy person cause I think if I were honest with my true feelings people won’t take me seriously cause I’ve put on this mask for too long. I live off of “fake it till you make it.” But I’m at that point where faking is becoming too much and too hard to do. I feel like I don’t even know who I am anymore. Cause I’ve tried so hard to hide who I am cause it’s not what people want me to be. I hide my true feelings behind jokes and laughs but inside I’m crying, I’m broken, I’m dead. How my mind works is I can’t talk to people about it cause I don’t want them to see me as vulnerable or weak cause that’s not who I’m supposed to be. I hate who I am. It’s to the point where I don’t see myself in a relationship cause I feel like nobody deserves all this baggage. I think about this a lot and I can’t talk to anyone about it cause that’s not who I am to them. Like I’m completely ready to die alone not have any kids or anything . I don’t live a healthy lifestyle at all cause I wanna speed up my life. I would never commit suicide but I feel like I don’t deserve to be alive. I would rather live with health problems and shorten my life cause if I die do to my dietary issues people would think oh he lived as he wanted but that’s not the case I died how I think I deserved to. Sorry for the wall of text but I just needed to vent to people who don’t know who I am.
Here is the honest truth. You are divine and have always been worthy and will always be worthy. I would ask that you try each day when you wake up you look into the mirror and repeat to yourself:
“You are love, you are a divine being, you are radiance, you are love, you are light.
I like myself, I love myself, I am eternal, I am there to help others,
I am not separate from God, we are all one.
I love all living creatures, I love people.
I LOVE MYSELF.”
Do this for 10 minutes. Believe the words, because they are true, they are as true as you are.
@@Butmunch666 Now try giving them something helpful, without using some fairytale character.
I started to self harm when I was 6 years old, started cutting when I was 9 years old, my first suicide attempt I was 10 years old, I battled anorexia when I was in my late teens and early 20's, I've been diagnosed with major depression, PTSD and a dissociative disorder. I lost my aunt to suicide on my birthday in 2014 and one of the feelings for me.... Jealousy
My baby, I hope everything works out. Sometimes I wish I could be there for everyone, because I know I would never judge you. I wish I could be there for you. Just know there are people who love, care and just enjoy your company. There are people there who care.
I wish you an amazing recovery and hope heal from any pain you may be experiencing.
I’m glad you’re still here, because you make a difference in others lives. And you are a bright and beautiful light that shines to others in need.
Ive been suffering with deppression for over 2 years and feel so worthless my own family just tells me to suck it up and get over it
This is the song that kept me from actually trying suicide it has such a deep message
I love citizen soldier. Their music gave me the courage to seek help.
all of Citizen Soldier Songs are so amazing!
Way To Go Beastly! Great Choice! #LoveOverEverything
@citizen solider! You have put my feelings to words! Thank you for not making me feel alone
Hearing a reaction like this sounds like using guilt on someone too close to the edge...to me that just increased my depression and made life even darker
Beautiful song. Makes me cry everytime.
I know this was someone else’s request, but I just posted a request to do Citizen Soldier yesterday. This is awesome.
Thank you so much, that you reacted to this song! 🙏🙏 If you want check out "This Is Your Sign" by them!🙌
I have started listening to CItizen Soldier in November 2022, shortly after I lost my friend to suicide at the end of October. This was first song I listened to and your analisys is just exactly the same as my thoughts.
I'm so alone in my life. Litterally no friends to talk or hang out with, family gave up on me when I was 5, my mom constantly lies so she don't have to come visit, I ask for help I ask for someone to come over I ask and ask and ask, and the answer is 99.9% of the time it's I don't feel like it. Even my best friend betrayed me. And unfortunately I'm stuck living with so called friend. I'm alone all day and night, every day. No one wants me around or to be around me. If they did I would be included. I didn't even get invited to Thanksgiving or Christmas, I was alone for the holidays. That really hurts. I'm so ready to step off the ledge and be done with this pain I suffer daily. My doctor can't even help me. I hate myself. I must be a horrible person. I do so much for others and they're happy, but noone seems to care I never am happy. I can't just leave, I have no car, no job, nowhere to even go.diabetic on insulin. Mentally fuxkdd. I have been replaced. And it shows. Fuck.
"limit" is their newest song. its good too. go check it out and maybe react to that too. citizen soldier is so good when it comes to mental health.
For sure one of the best band EVER
They have so many more songs to react to as well
Im always feeling like crying when i listen to the songs from Citizen Soldiers. I really wanna die so badly cause people dont actually care about me
During listen to this .. i felt like to remember something in my past bcs of ``Take back your life`` .. turned out it was something goofy and and im just laughing out loud... thats changed ny mood today into positive! hahaha
Thank you for this life changing moment
This song is amazing I love it it also helped me because I’m a sensory kid that help me communicate my feelings with my teacher who won listen to my feelings but the replay this song for her she started to listen
I cried a lot about this music..this is really me
Yes ..is anyone care?
Is anyone will cry?
Because i felt not worthy of love
LET’S GO BEEFUS!!!! Never heard this song before, but it’s prettyyy sick!
this band saved my life.
Thank you so much.
I cried so hard.
Thanks, a lot. Can't even say more rn
Nobody does care until you're gone!
Citizen soldier is absolutely amazing and I think my favorite song by them is bedroom ceiling 😢 almost makes me cry everytime I hear it would love to see u react to it
the only reason i don't take that long step is my wife and kids. @citizenSoldier seems to really hit my mental state a lot lately. I have never found a professional that could understand where i'm coming from. good music, and an assist to those who need the hand.
Please react to more citizen soldier. They are such an amazing band and have saved so many people with their music.
Rosendale's Monster in the Wall
I want to suggest “best I can” by art of dying
I love this song!
Jeder Song ist einzigartig und geht mitten ins Herz ❤️. 😢
This band is amazing you should review more of thier music i think maybe they are saving my life
Nope not even a proffesional care, its their job, they get paid it doesnt necessarily means that they care. We are born alone, we die alone, and we path alone, only sometimes there are parts of the path that someone might walk with us. Noone cares. Sometimes, like in my case, not even ourselves care about our own life.
I love your reactions, your comments are always really insightful and we can see you getting excited about the message of this song. :)
I'd recommend reacting to "Reason To Live" which, to me, is like a sequel to this song!
This song omg 😭
Suicide attempt survivor here and gratefull I failed but ive alot of issues trusting me due to what was done to me but youve kind eyes.We would trust you.
I love Citizen Soldier, but hearing that I'd be missed? That I would ruin lives if I were gone? That makes me feel even more depressed and panicked. I'm in so much pain, both physically and mentally. I have a progressive, terminal neuromuscular disease. It hurts more and more every day, and I have so much C-PTSD from years of medical abuse. I just wanna go now instead of having to wait for the disease to take me instead, but then everyone says how selfish that would be and I know lives that have been destroyed because of friends or family who have decided to end it, and it makes me feel even worse. I've already been in therapy for years, and it doesn't help.
I love your reactions. Found you through NF now citizen soldier as well. Much love
Scarecrow - Citizen Soldier
"Who I am only put me through hell I'm bulletproof when I'm somebody else"
I absolutely love all the juice wrld ones but this was needed 💯❤️
Hello Reaction Therapy I love your content I was on your most recent livestream love and support from the UK! 💯😄😄🙌
I had a Zoom call with my psychotherapist 3 years ago and she told me she would contact me in a month to talk.....its been 3y, i got ghosted by my psychotherapist and that really hurts. Am i really that broken?
Another good one from this band is reason to live
I've been in hell. Grab my hand, I know the path out.
Please please please do a reaction to "Stronger than my storm" by citizen soldier. They released it the same day I was released from the hospital from a very near suicide attempt and it hit me so SO hard. That song means everything to me.
And what if you actually are a burden? What if your very existence has caused nothing but anguish, made the world worse? What if you are so grey that nobody notices when you enter a room and speak over you every time you open your mouth? I keep hearing all this advice and none of it seems applicable to me.
You should listen to " Irreplaceable " by Citizen Soldier
You should react to citzen soldier - If I Surrender! That one hits deep..
No one really does care m..at least it feels that way
Hey man, listen I'm new to your channel, and I wanted to say that I find your reactions very interesting since I to really love Citizen Soldier.
Could you react to 1 of their newest songs named Tattoos? I honestly believe that song... might literally save lives!!
reaction starts at 1:58
When are we getting the Dax depression reaction???
This August will be 7 years since my friends who were trans mtf committed suicide if I only answered the would still be here
Danke! 💯
Need to react to Lesley by Dave or the whole psychodrama album
You should do Clayton Jennings 💜
I’ve always been anted you to react to CS they’ve saved my life many many times
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