okayparisx Out there someone will be wanting to be your friend. I connect to much to this videos, and I guess so do you. You just have to find the right people to stand with.
We love you just the way you are.. I love you just the way you are.. YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH!!!!! Don't let these tipes of videos get the best of you because you are so much better than that. don't let anyone or anything get the best of you because it's not worth it..xx❤
That’s what happens to me💔I’m there for everyone but when I’m upset or something they leave me in the dust and then come running back when they have a problem💘
I’m afraid to call my friends. I’m afraid to be myself. I’m afraid of failure. I’m afraid of life. I’m afraid of loneliness. I do everything I can for people. But I don’t get that back. I’ve never had a real friend before. So, I don’t know how it feels to be -loved- . Walk home with a smile. Open door. Starve. Sleep. Repeat.
Hii maybe I am a little late in saying this but please eat well sleep well and rest well don't starve your body desearve every beautiful thing because it still works even if you don't have hope your body knows that you'll get the courage to pull yourself again and fight again if you're afraid to call a friend please feel free to tell me if you don't have any problem I know you may feel awkward but please feel free in sharing your felings and i love you I care for you you're important God is with you just close your eyes and imagine yourself in God's grace free from any problem if you read this message till last please dont lose hope the world need you and the God and universe cares for you they need you 🙃🙃
"I dont fit in" It feels as if im in black and white. the rest of the world in color. Something that i cannot be a part of, No matter how much i reach, no matter how much i might want to. A world that i dont belong.
you see me in the halls at school laughing,smiling,making jokes. but do you know the me that cries her self to sleep wondering if she will ever be good enough? no💔
im that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path is too small...im the person that gets replaced...im the second choice for someone to talk to...im the stupid, ugly, fat one...I'm the one that wants to die, so fucking bad but I cant because "people will miss me" yeah right....I cant because I'm a wimp but if I did nobody would notice...or care
I feel you. I would tell you it’s going to get better, but I don’t know if I believe that myself. Just remember you’re amazing. I don’t know you, but I mean it’s not so bad not having friends. I like being alone. Find something that makes you momentarily happy, whether that be music, running (no competition), painting, or anything you want. Find something to work hard at 💜 I really hope you’re having a good day today.
Well i know that shit. It always puts me down. Im that friend, that always helps anyone but isn't recognised by anyone. Noone cares. Noone comes on their own to me. I'm last person left alone in group works' group making.... I dont want attention I just wanted to show everyone they're not alone
I feel...*unwanted*. I don't have someone to call *my own*! I don't even have someone to call *Best Friend*! I don't even consider myself to say I have *friend*.... Because who wants *this* girl as a friend...? And "this girl".... is *me*.
HEY. You are loved by me, by God and even if you dont have friends or parents, God is there and he will love you. I will be your friend, i love you and if thats the first time youve heard that, then im glad it was me not sime jerk who didnt mean it and just used you or a girl who didnt mean it and just used you. YOU ARE LOVED TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH.....BYE ME.
I think I’d want you as a friend, I’m the loner at my school, I’m just the weird quiet guy. I feel the exact same as you, if we were friends, we could at least relate to each other.
29 people have disliked it so I'm just gonna say what I think: they don't have a happy life. They just blame others for making THEM feel sad, when they're actually the ones making other people feel horrible
I’m the girl that puts a mask of happiness on and runs home crying myself to sleep every night I may be only 12 but it’s not fair I walk in a room and it’s like I’m not even there
Tilly Frank you are here and I see you. You are beautiful, young and full of life. You are worth so much if only you knew. I’m sorry you feel that way.
I relate to this edit so much . I feel like im not good enough. I try to be kind to ppl but i end up taken advantage of. Im not the person who people would truly appreaciate and love. Ppl always end up leaving . About 2 months ago i was almost raped by my own friend who i trusted. We were friends for 4 years and i didnt saw this coming as i trusted him. One night i was drinking with him and one of his friends. I was drunk and things got crazy between 3 of us. He and his friend pushed me into a room and i tried to fight back but i wasnt strong enough. Both of them were guys and i was alone. I blamed myseld for being so stupid to drink with them. But i trusted him. But i forgave him and forget what happend that day as we were all drunk and i couldnt blame anyone else except myself . But two days later , i was alone with him and i didnt thought anyth could get worse as we werent drunk or anytg. Thn he choke me and force himself on me. I pushed him but he kept going i screamed no , stop but he didnt care and i wasnt able to do anything . I was just so scared that i started to ignore what was going on zoned out . Then i heard friends saying that the incident when we were drunk, he wasnt drunk so it all made sense he tried to rape me. And i blamed myself to be so foolish into trusting him. But i couldnt believe our 4 years of friendship could have ended up this way
dear people in the comments... hi, i’m hailey and sad too.. we all are. and no, i do not know what you are going through and no, i do not know if i can help but i can sure as hell try. u believe that people are sad, not because their sad, but because they are hurt. and a way of being hurt is feeling sad. so, let me try to bring you up! you are perfect, amazing, beautiful, independent, smart, kind, and just an overall amazing person. so do me a favor, SMILE!!! :))
How?...How can I tell my mum everyday. I cant handle this world anymore. Yes I'm cutting myself because nothing in this damn world needs me anymore. No, I don't do it to hurt you. I don't even know if I'm doing it to hurt myself. I just,, don't know what to do anymore..
Universe Ish yeah you know what. life sucks. it's really the worse. you wanna know why? because you feel like you can never live up to other people's expectations. you're not alone,and you never will be. it's okay. I know your pain. I know it's hard. but you need to keep going,keep trying. because why not. what are you going to do afterwards. when everything's black. and no one's there beside you. and you experience that every single day for the rest of your non existence and know that you left everyone that loved you behind. will you be able to cope with that? because this time. you won't be able to get away from it. you can make the best of life now,while you still can. make it worth your wild because you still have a long life ahead. if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. if you feel like you can't talk to your mother. you can talk to me
Universe Ish life is really hard I can't tell you it's going to get better Bc I really just don't know but if you end your life your just passing the pain on to the people that love u
You have only one life. Live the best out of it. Be happy. Be proud of who you are. All the people around you needs more and more from you, but be yourself, do everything for yourself. And don't even listen to the people who tells you that you're not good enough. Positivity is the only way of surviving a good and interesting life. Be strong😊❤
When I try my depression to my mom she literally tells me it’s just an excuse and it’s not big of a deal. And I wonder what would happen when I’m gone...My question is does she even care? Just have to wait and see.
DolanFan 101 Listen to me please !!! You might think that this is the end but it’s not !!! I know the feeling, BUT IM 100% SURE that there IS someone that loves you and everything wil be okay soon , I’m talking from experience, i thought I would never recover but I did, there’s always tomorrow and it always gets better , you are not worthless , you are beautiful just the way you are and there are plenty of people who will come into your life and make you happy I promise, just wait a little bit longer , you are strong enough !! It’s gonna be okay I promise , whatever your problem is IT WILL GET BETTER I know from experience, you are stronger than what you think ❤️there are hotlines that can help you with this , the numbers are on internet ❤️
you need to be gone to make someone care , if you are gone then it’s not worth it , you have to stay strong and learn to love yourself despite what others feel , i they don’t care then you don’t need to care about them , you can be happy you just have to believe that it will get better because it will and believe me there is ALWAYS someone that loves you even when you think otherwise , being gone to attract someone’s attention isn’t worth it because they aren’t worth it and you should throw your life away like that , stay strong and I know it’s hard but keep going because YOU ARE WORTH IT , you are worth a lot and you are perfect just the way you are , stay strong because at the end you will realize that you are actually loved just like I did
DolanFan 101 this makes me cry and i feel you , sometimes when i look at our family picture I couldn’t see my self in there i feel lost and empty and i need someone to hug me and comfort me but who ? I feel like i want to die but i don’t want to waste my life 😭😭😭😭 and my family keep telling me to me that if i have problems i should tell them but how could i if they will just judge me 😔☹️
Literally me. Like I start to feel good about myself like wow I’m good at this but then I start to overthink like... “right...there’s always gonna be someone better...”
I’m the person who is always there for my friends and family. But the moment I need them... they are busy or tired or they think they have it worse than me. That’s why I never speak... That’s why I never make it about me because it’s clear that I’m worth nothing 😌
I feel so done with everyone rn because I’m always there for people🙄but I never get treated the same back. Every time someone shows more love to someone else than to me when I’ve tried to be such a good friend to them and it seems like everything I do is not enough like why it seems like I’m not allowed to be happy and all my kindness is wasted so I feel like cutting everyone off tbh
its the worst when you wake up and you already don't wanna be here, when already just wanna give up but still go throughout the day with a mask acting like you're fine because otherwise people have to worry about you but you don't feel as if you deserve that love. when you live your life fake and show eveeyone fakeness but still someone disappoint so many people in your life that you love. when you feel like you do absolutely nothing right. when everyone thinks you're either doing amazing or you're acting out for attention. whe you go home and cry yourself to sleep and cut yourself. when you want to give up but you can't. when you want to cry but you can't or scream but nothing comes out. when you constantly disappoint and embarrass anyone around you or anyone you love. when you can never be accepted by anyone else so you can't accept yourself. when you can't love yourself. when you give up on yourself.
Imma be honest, I have a playlist full of these kinds of audios. I used to feel depressed to them, but now I use them as inspiration for stories to project the feeling.
Thank you so much to the people who made this, I'm sitting in bed right now crying because I don't love myself and this just made me feel so much better, and I can't tell you how much this means to me, and to anyone else who doesn't like who they are. Just think that you aren't the only one out there who feels alone, and just know that you can be whoever you want to be, and not who the world expects you to be. Never forget that.
i am the girl that listens to these audios like its music this is all i listen to, i cry myself to sleep i cry when no ones home and then when everyone gets home i wipe my tears and say im fine because thats what they wanna hear and then go on with there day
I'm not going to lie.. i suffer from depression.. and everyone keeps on telling me everything is going to be okay.. but i didn't believe them, i didn't think it will ever be okay again.. but as soon as you realise that there is people that cares for you and loves you, you feel a little bit better. I am stikk depressed, but i will slowly feel better, and so will you❤ Open up your eyes and open up your heart to God and He will show you a way. He will get you threw the day. Suicide is never the answer. If you are suicidal, go talk to a friend or someone but NEVER keep it to yourself. It will all just get worse. If you have no one to talk to, you can talk to me.. i know i'm just a stranger but... i understand how you feel. You are loved, and you are pretty enough. I don't know you but i love you with all my heart and i care for you..xx i hope you will have an amazing day❤❤
Chanté Fourie I know I can’t say things that will change people’s lives, but I’m not going to say it’s ok because it’s not. I wish you the best of luck, and have a good day
I’m never enough, my mom replaced me with my cousin, because I’m whiny, annoying , selfish, attention seeker. That was the old me, she doesn’t understand I’ve changed, I’m a A+ student I’m very generous, I think of others more than about myself, AND THATS NOT ENOUGH, WHAT DO YOU NEED ME TO DO TO PROOVE THAT IVE CHANGED, IM NEVER ENOUGH😭😭😭😭
U should not change for anyone, not even ur own flesh and blood, if you want to be playful or happy do it, just do u, this world is cruel and painful but the one thing u have is this terrible world is yourself, so do not change for anyone
I knew this guy for two years. He treated me great at first and then he treated me as if i was nothing. But i gave him my everything anyways because he was the only guy that even looked my way and you know i was just glad to have that and yet he still left
People run from me when I open up my shell. They take one look upon me and see all the scars and the broken heart and don’t want to try and heal me, even though I love them.
Incredibly sad... Many people feel LESS THAN. .. I think if even 1 person is close to those of us feeling this way? Its the doorway to feeling better about ourselves..... A good counselor can do wonders. There is no need to suffer alone in silence...
I'm seen as enthusiastic, energetic, sweet and an extroverted person who can talk to anyone, though that's just how other people see me. They would never have known what I've been through, never felt what I've been through, and never understood what I've been through.
Reminder that there is no perfect person in the world, your personality is what makes you, you, so remember that just over one or two mistakes, life isn’t over, you just have to push through whatever is getting you down, because everyone is always worth something.
Everyone would think of me as the happy one, the one that has nothing wrong and is loving a great life, but I sleep every night with tears. Sometimes reflecting on the past, just makes me feel guilt for all the things I did wrong. But I can’t fix any of it.
Hey you! Stop scrolling! YOU ARE ENOUGH!!! You are beautiful, loved and you have the right body! You are unique and your life is value! You are not alone with this feeling! I went through that too! There are so many people on the earth and I bet that there are MANY people who feel the same too. I know it feels like you are the only odd man out but probably all of your classmates are feeling the same! Appreciate your life, your soul and your body because you are value! Hope you feel better now! Love ❤️
I smile around people, cause if they saw the girl who just sits in her room staring at the wall, tired of not feeling anything. If they saw that girl, they would treat her differently...they would leave her...even more than they do now. But please...don't worry about that girl. She's been doing this by herself for a long time, dont need to change that now
At my school people hate me......I don't know what to change. I can't lose weight...doctor reasons...I look weird and UGH I just hate how I look how I sound EVERYTHING
Try to love and respect yourself, and then love will find you. All are inside you , nobody but you , find the breath of life , and start leaving...life is precious .think positive and your actions will become positive too.
I just feel like no one could like me. I'm not pretty and no one could possibly wanna date me, meanwhile I'm looking at this other girl, just wondering if MAYBE JUST MAYBE, there's a chance something can happen
We all feel like that.. but keep on searching and you will find a way! you will find someone better.. if SHE doesn't love you back then she's not the right one. you will find a better one if you keep on searching. just keep your head up high and you will succeed❤❤
Do you ever fell like there's not a single person in the world who love or cares about you because I do I have had my heart broken so much that now I fell like no one can ever actually love me
Sleeping 15 hours a day wow I have so many dreadful tears in my eyes voices in my head I can’t sleep I get 6 hours of sleep if I’m lucky... But I’m not lucky I never was... Everything is tumbling down right in front of me and I have to watch I can’t stop it it’s just not fair... But life’s not fair you keep going until you really get to the breaking point than you fall down so you ether pick yourself up or you let go you give up... I want to give up only the strong will survive in this world we live in... But I’m week
Everyone feels like their nothing and they have sunk into world full of dangers to them and so if someone is hurt they never talk about it. I feel like that. I cry myself to sleep. Curse negative to myself. This is one way people react to depression or anxiety. It is very scary to live in a live like that... Coming from myself 😔 please stay confident if I can do it you can do it 🙂
Sometimes you feel unwanted and you got to wear a mask in order to fit in with everyone else. Unfortunately some just get to used to wearing that stupid mask that hides the true use we forget who we really are. I am one of these people and if you are too, learn to take off that mask that hide to true you. You’re beautiful smart and amazing. I know it can be hard, I’m still learning too. The only way it gets easier is if you’re surrounded by the right people. People who except you for who you really are under that mask. Some of you may tell yourself that you don’t have anyone in you life like that but trust me you do. I used to think so too but now I’ve opened my eyes and can see I have a lot of people around me that cares so all you guys have to do is open your eyes and take off that mask.
I hide my true self because I don't feel safe, I smile because I don't trust anyone and I know I'm not the only one out there I've been called a freak and I seem to not hear. My friend died years ago because of his dad and I want to follow in his footsteps.
you know what I’ve been thinking on a lot lately and I’ve confirmed it I’m not good enough Nobody gives a sh1t, even if they act like they do Everyone has left me And there’s a reason for that IM NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE happy 13th birthday to me 😭
You all are enough !!! And beautiful.... b kind to yourselves everyone of you.... ❤️❤️❤️💫🧚♀️🧚♀️🧚♀️🙏stand up for yourselves, no one is perfect and yet everyone is i their own way...❤️❤️❤️ just love ... 💫 Now...💫❤️🙏🙏🙏 Love you .....
I once were happy i thought nothing could go down i had good grades but... now i am 14 and there is nothing left to live.. it's all just darkness happiness is a lie which people use to hide from the dark.... i just have to do it i need to jump here right now.. but i can't how can i be important if no one loves me... everyone just hates me..... the world has changed my smile.. i never feel okay... i tried to hide it whit music and by playing sad songs on piano.. i am not struggling i am giving up... no one wants me or needs me.. i don't have any purpose.. i am just a waste.... no one can fix this pain.. i have to end this darkness.. for mines and everyone else's sake..... im not important no one needs me.......... tonight i have to, but i can't do it.... i love many but they don't love me.... no one cares about me.. when i were little i thought there was light but no more.... i don't even have friends... i have to... stop this madness... if someone cares why don't they stop me from doing it.. i walk in school halls whit my hood hiding the darkness.. head down towards blackness i go till i reach the rooftop.. i stop.. cause i can't do it. I am a coward.
Evo Taze It's hard. you keep pretending and nothing makes you happy. no one wants you and you can't feel anything even though so much is happening around you. I understand. and if you need someone. you can talk to me. because sometimes that's easier. being able to talk to someone without judgment. so if you need anyone, you know where to go
To the people that believe erevrything is already lost. I beg to have a little faith. Where I came from, they that the hope is the last thing we loose, so I beg you to not give up, I know it has been hard, I know that you are tired and just want to rest forever. But someday, you will find the reason to live, to be alive, maybe is a hobby you already have, so don't lose hope. "At the end, everything will be fine, and if it isn't, then it is not the end". I love you, whoever is reading this
I always try to be so nice, so good, such a good friend. But I know nobody would ever stop for a second to think about me, I don't deserve the kindness I give to others, that's what I had to learn.
it’s ok there will be someone that will love you as much as you love them with all your heart believe me Ik there’s someone for everyone it’s just most people just give up and that means someone else is not able to love the next person it’s a awful effect but it only takes one person to not give up. And to keep giving your heart and if they don’t love you that’s there lose don’t give up
Finally opened my heart up after a few years, didn't work out whatever. But it's the friendship I miss, how easy it was to block me out your life after everything we shared. I'm sorry lad, I'll keep you in my heart and mind. Thank you for ruining my chances of opening up. Hoping to move on soon, but I don't think a month will do :)
"EXACTLY HOW I FEEL, QUESS WE 'KNOW ',-"THAT I'M THE 'BIG LOSER', I'M THE 'ONE', I DON'T 'FIT' IN, I MUST BE AN ALIEN, NOTHING I DO EVER TURN S OUT 'RIGHT', DON'T YOU 'KNOW ' I 'UNDERSTAND ' WHAT HAPPENED, I SHOULD 'VE WALKED AWAY SOONER, BUT THEN IF I DID, I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN SHE PASSED, YOU HAVE TO KNOW, THAT I WOULD 'VE IF I 'COULD 'VE, & I KNEW HOW, STILL, WITHOUT A # & YOUR NOT, IN THE 'PHONE BOOK'- LOL.OL..LOL.."I DON'T WANT TO GO, I 'FEEL ' LIKE 'DISAPPEAR ', SO YOU CAN GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE, I 'SCREWED UP AGAIN, EVEN WHEN I DO THE 'RIGHT ' THING, IT'S ALWAYS THE 'WRONG ' THING, I DON'T 'KNOW ' WHAT TODO, I 'FELT ' SO LOST 'WITHOUT YOU', IF YOU WANT ME, TO GO AWAY, I'LL GO AWAY, JUST SAY SO, BUT IN MY 'HEART' YOU'LL 'ALWAYS STAY, IF YOU HAVE 'SOMEONE ' ELSE, I'LL 'DISAPPEAR ', I 'UNDERSTAND ', BUT THE 'LOVE' INSIDE MY 'HEART' WON'T GO AWAY, QUESS I WILL, GO TO 'SLEEP ' NOW, I WILL BE THERE-"YES I'M 'DREAMING ', I'M THERE WITH YOU, I DON'T 'WAKE UP', COS WHEN I DO ALL I 'SEE' IS AN 'EMPTY ' ROOM, I 'ACHE', & IT'S FOR YOU!!!..😪😰😢😭😭😭💔💔💔😘😍🥰🥰🥰❤❤❤❤❤💋💋💋🥀🥀🥀
hey everybody i just need to tell y’all something before i do tell y’all i just want y’all to know i’m not doing this for attention this is actually happening so first ummm i don’t know what’s a point of me treating people how people how i want to be treated if people is just going to bully me and be mean to me for no reason and they don’t care if they hurt my feelings so why should i care if i hurt there feelings but i still be nice to people like i could just be there sitting down and not bothering anybody and someone just come up to me and bully me and make fun of me it doesn’t even make any sense but ok i get bully enough as it is there is nothing i haven’t been though i have been bully i have fake friends i have been used i have been assumed i have been made fun of and people has come in my life and than just leave me and people ask me why do i think i’m ugly and fat you wanna know why i think i’m ugly and fat and chubby and stupid and dumb and useless and worthless i Think that because some people has called me ugly and fat and some people call me pretty and beautiful but when i go to the bathroom and i look at my belly i see i’m fat and ugly i feel gross about my self i don’t like anything about my body if i could change myself i would you see everybody thinks i’m fine and ok and happy but i’m not i’m depressed people probably is saying how are you depressed if you laugh and act happy at school yeah that’s all just a act it’s like in front of people i act happy and act like i’m ok but when i’m by myself it’s like the real me came out nothing is going to help me i will never be happy just put like that and everyday i have this dream that these people in my class mate is telling me to give up and just calling me ugly i hear voices in my head that say i’m ugly and chubby and fat and stupid and dumb and useless and worthless because i’m i have really bad trust issues my mom is not in my life she never checks up on me and she says she wants me to check up on. her but i text her and call her but she never answered me she read the messages but she never answer it just to hear her voice to know she is ok would be ok with me but she never does that like am i not good enough for her no matter how hard i try i will never be enough for anybody and everybody says life will get better but it never does it just gets worse one day there is going to be a day that i can’t handle it anymore and i’m just going to end it all to be honest with y’all i’m at a point that i just want to give up on life and just end my life and end it all i’m trying to be stong and brave and try to be happy but it’s not working and nobody see me trying i’m slowly giveing up on life i tried to cut my arm two times i’m really trying but nobody is seeing it i miss the old me i don’t think i was ever happy to be honest with you i’m slowly ending everything
in this world, though not everyone will realise it or understand or accept it, we all needa lil bit of love. Ya kno, it’s funny, cause ik so many who say love is gross when in reality, it saves lives. And I live by words that Ariana grande, the person that has kept me alive, and believe that “love is all we need, love is everything,” don’t sit all alone feeling bad for yourself bc nobody loves u, go out and find it. Search for it, because U needa kno how to handle pain if u want love. And remember, rainy days are only there to remind us of how grateful we should be for the sunny ones. Thank u. Love u. Love yourselves. Ps- rainstorms will eventually stop, and rainbows 🌈 are a continuous circle of colour. You are somebody’s rainbow.🖤☁️🏹😘
"Youre the cause of it" " i dont really know if that gred can pass" "Its because youre not talking to them" Every word was hurt. But if it was coming from the person youre love its a billion times hurt. Being compared everytime, being left behind just like youre doesnt exist. Everytime i talk to them they just say it was you, youre the problem. Even when a parents meeting with a teacher time they didnt talk about you but they talk about your sibling achivement(?) But in the end after all try i just keep it shut, to myself. Everynight i will open this talking just to remind myself that youre not alone there someone out there that suffured just like you. I was like a shadow in this family. Eveything i make just wrong in thier(?) Eyes.
You look so happy with her.. every picture, every text.. You say you love me.. but you just left. You went with her, again. Like I wasn't even there. Those words.. those kisses.. where they all fake?.. did you really ment them? Then why did you left?.. even after that.. I tried my best. To make you happy, to keep you here. But I guess Im not enough, I guess this.. was never enough.
I know that right now, I'm seen as nobody that doesn't matter. If I were to leave, thats when everyone were to miss me. They wouldn't understand that I don't fit in, they'd assume something else that's not like me. And I wouldn't even be able to tell them.
I disappoint myself...
I lose myself
Im there for people..
But they are not their for me
Im not enough
Random Nugget i feel the EXACT same way
Random Nugget you are amazing and more than enough
Yeah😔
Me too
Your best will always be enough
I'm the girl who wears a mask full of happiness and yet when she goes in her room she crys herself to sleep at night
me too
i'm a guy that does the exact same thing as you
me too.
Same
Me too. I don't know how to be happy.
never good enough.i'm easy to replace. always there for people but they twist it.
okayparisx Out there someone will be wanting to be your friend. I connect to much to this videos, and I guess so do you. You just have to find the right people to stand with.
We love you just the way you are.. I love you just the way you are.. YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH!!!!! Don't let these tipes of videos get the best of you because you are so much better than that. don't let anyone or anything get the best of you because it's not worth it..xx❤
Yes you are good enough! :)
you can be my friend as i know what you feel as i've been through same
okayparisx same here bbg
That’s what happens to me💔I’m there for everyone but when I’m upset or something they leave me in the dust and then come running back when they have a problem💘
People: "Why do you wear a mask?"
Me: "Cause people like me that way"
@Arleah Soliz wow- if ur talking abt covid-19, then i'll laugh. but if ur saying that you can relate to the comment, i wont laugh.
This hits slightly different because of COVID-
@Arleah Soliz yeah thats what i though lol
actually, same. I relate to you.
“I was worried I wouldn’t be enough. That’s what I’m afraid of. Not being enough. Not...good enough. Smart enough. Pretty enough.” 💔
I’m afraid to call my friends.
I’m afraid to be myself.
I’m afraid of failure.
I’m afraid of life.
I’m afraid of loneliness.
I do everything I can for people.
But I don’t get that back.
I’ve never had a real friend before.
So, I don’t know how it feels to be -loved- .
Walk home with a smile.
Open door.
Starve.
Sleep.
Repeat.
Hii maybe I am a little late in saying this but please eat well sleep well and rest well don't starve your body desearve every beautiful thing because it still works even if you don't have hope your body knows that you'll get the courage to pull yourself again and fight again if you're afraid to call a friend please feel free to tell me if you don't have any problem I know you may feel awkward but please feel free in sharing your felings and i love you I care for you you're important God is with you just close your eyes and imagine yourself in God's grace free from any problem if you read this message till last please dont lose hope the world need you and the God and universe cares for you they need you 🙃🙃
"I dont fit in"
It feels as if im in black and white.
the rest of the world in color.
Something that i cannot be a part of,
No matter how much i reach,
no matter how much i might want to.
A world that i dont belong.
You should write poetry
Iirci
Reol Deidre But black and white are the colors that shade the rest. In fact, you’re one of the most important people in life. Never forget that.
you see me in the halls at school laughing,smiling,making jokes. but do you know the me that cries her self to sleep wondering if she will ever be good enough? no💔
Same sometimes my family say I can tell them every thing but it too hard to say it
im that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path is too small...im the person that gets replaced...im the second choice for someone to talk to...im the stupid, ugly, fat one...I'm the one that wants to die, so fucking bad but I cant because "people will miss me" yeah right....I cant because I'm a wimp but if I did nobody would notice...or care
Learning To Fly i can relate.. so much. i’m sorry to hear that.
I can relate to that
I feel you. I would tell you it’s going to get better, but I don’t know if I believe that myself. Just remember you’re amazing. I don’t know you, but I mean it’s not so bad not having friends. I like being alone. Find something that makes you momentarily happy, whether that be music, running (no competition), painting, or anything you want. Find something to work hard at 💜 I really hope you’re having a good day today.
Well i know that shit. It always puts me down. Im that friend, that always helps anyone but isn't recognised by anyone. Noone cares. Noone comes on their own to me. I'm last person left alone in group works' group making....
I dont want attention I just wanted to show everyone they're not alone
Jakob Hüttemann Me too. I feel ya. Always last to pick chosen, last to be loved, last to be remembered.
“I’m weird, I’m a weirdo, I don’t fit in” jughead ❤️😍😭
I feel...*unwanted*.
I don't have someone to call *my own*!
I don't even have someone to call *Best Friend*!
I don't even consider myself to say I have *friend*....
Because who wants *this* girl as a friend...?
And "this girl".... is *me*.
Agree
HEY. You are loved by me, by God and even if you dont have friends or parents, God is there and he will love you. I will be your friend, i love you and if thats the first time youve heard that, then im glad it was me not sime jerk who didnt mean it and just used you or a girl who didnt mean it and just used you. YOU ARE LOVED TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH.....BYE ME.
me too.
I feel so...worthless. I just mess up everything. Even the friendship of me and my 2 closet friends.
I think I’d want you as a friend, I’m the loner at my school, I’m just the weird quiet guy. I feel the exact same as you, if we were friends, we could at least relate to each other.
This song makes me feel happy because I know I'm not alone
the 2 people who disliked this video never felt as though they aren't good enough for anyone
29 people have disliked it so I'm just gonna say what I think: they don't have a happy life. They just blame others for making THEM feel sad, when they're actually the ones making other people feel horrible
59 now...
I’m the girl that puts a mask of happiness on and runs home crying myself to sleep every night I may be only 12 but it’s not fair I walk in a room and it’s like I’m not even there
Tilly Frank you are here and I see you. You are beautiful, young and full of life. You are worth so much if only you knew. I’m sorry you feel that way.
I feel and act like you even though I'm 11…
This makes me cry so bad I've messed up my own life
MiddleOfNowhere : sill time to make it better chin up x
Sarah Plumpton Thank you x
I literally messed up
I relate to this edit so much . I feel like im not good enough. I try to be kind to ppl but i end up taken advantage of. Im not the person who people would truly appreaciate and love. Ppl always end up leaving . About 2 months ago i was almost raped by my own friend who i trusted. We were friends for 4 years and i didnt saw this coming as i trusted him. One night i was drinking with him and one of his friends. I was drunk and things got crazy between 3 of us. He and his friend pushed me into a room and i tried to fight back but i wasnt strong enough. Both of them were guys and i was alone. I blamed myseld for being so stupid to drink with them. But i trusted him. But i forgave him and forget what happend that day as we were all drunk and i couldnt blame anyone else except myself . But two days later , i was alone with him and i didnt thought anyth could get worse as we werent drunk or anytg. Thn he choke me and force himself on me. I pushed him but he kept going i screamed no , stop but he didnt care and i wasnt able to do anything . I was just so scared that i started to ignore what was going on zoned out . Then i heard friends saying that the incident when we were drunk, he wasnt drunk so it all made sense he tried to rape me. And i blamed myself to be so foolish into trusting him. But i couldnt believe our 4 years of friendship could have ended up this way
I'm so so sorry this happened to you, I'm here if you ever need to talk, I'm a good listener.
I spent so long trying to make others happy that I didn’t even notice that I was breaking inside
WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE "I'M WEIRD" SPEECH PLEASE THAT'S SO FUNNY
dear people in the comments... hi, i’m hailey and sad too.. we all are. and no, i do not know what you are going through and no, i do not know if i can help but i can sure as hell try. u believe that people are sad, not because their sad, but because they are hurt. and a way of being hurt is feeling sad. so, let me try to bring you up! you are perfect, amazing, beautiful, independent, smart, kind, and just an overall amazing person. so do me a favor, SMILE!!! :))
I'm weird, I'm a weirdo
I don't fit in
Tsineey Joi riverdale gang
Im also a weirdo, and Im proud. Whats fun, whats life without weirdness?
Everything funny is weird for mr
Jughead 😱😭💗💗💗
How?...How can I tell my mum everyday.
I cant handle this world anymore.
Yes I'm cutting myself because nothing in this damn world needs me anymore.
No, I don't do it to hurt you.
I don't even know if I'm doing it to hurt myself.
I just,, don't know what to do anymore..
Universe Ish yeah you know what. life sucks. it's really the worse. you wanna know why? because you feel like you can never live up to other people's expectations. you're not alone,and you never will be. it's okay. I know your pain. I know it's hard. but you need to keep going,keep trying. because why not. what are you going to do afterwards. when everything's black. and no one's there beside you. and you experience that every single day for the rest of your non existence and know that you left everyone that loved you behind. will you be able to cope with that? because this time. you won't be able to get away from it. you can make the best of life now,while you still can. make it worth your wild because you still have a long life ahead. if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. if you feel like you can't talk to your mother. you can talk to me
Universe Ish life is really hard I can't tell you it's going to get better Bc I really just don't know but if you end your life your just passing the pain on to the people that love u
You have only one life. Live the best out of it. Be happy. Be proud of who you are. All the people around you needs more and more from you, but be yourself, do everything for yourself. And don't even listen to the people who tells you that you're not good enough. Positivity is the only way of surviving a good and interesting life. Be strong😊❤
When I try my depression to my mom she literally tells me it’s just an excuse and it’s not big of a deal. And I wonder what would happen when I’m gone...My question is does she even care? Just have to wait and see.
DolanFan 101 Listen to me please !!! You might think that this is the end but it’s not !!! I know the feeling, BUT IM 100% SURE that there IS someone that loves you and everything wil be okay soon , I’m talking from experience, i thought I would never recover but I did, there’s always tomorrow and it always gets better , you are not worthless , you are beautiful just the way you are and there are plenty of people who will come into your life and make you happy I promise, just wait a little bit longer , you are strong enough !! It’s gonna be okay I promise , whatever your problem is IT WILL GET BETTER I know from experience, you are stronger than what you think ❤️there are hotlines that can help you with this , the numbers are on internet ❤️
you need to be gone to make someone care , if you are gone then it’s not worth it , you have to stay strong and learn to love yourself despite what others feel , i they don’t care then you don’t need to care about them , you can be happy you just have to believe that it will get better because it will and believe me there is ALWAYS someone that loves you even when you think otherwise , being gone to attract someone’s attention isn’t worth it because they aren’t worth it and you should throw your life away like that , stay strong and I know it’s hard but keep going because YOU ARE WORTH IT , you are worth a lot and you are perfect just the way you are , stay strong because at the end you will realize that you are actually loved just like I did
my Mom told me the same
DolanFan 101 this makes me cry and i feel you , sometimes when i look at our family picture I couldn’t see my self in there i feel lost and empty and i need someone to hug me and comfort me but who ? I feel like i want to die but i don’t want to waste my life 😭😭😭😭 and my family keep telling me to me that if i have problems i should tell them but how could i if they will just judge me 😔☹️
Ummm. :-(
Literally me. Like I start to feel good about myself like wow I’m good at this but then I start to overthink like... “right...there’s always gonna be someone better...”
I’m the person who is always there for my friends and family.
But the moment I need them... they are busy or tired or they think they have it worse than me.
That’s why I never speak...
That’s why I never make it about me because it’s clear that I’m worth nothing 😌
I feel so done with everyone rn because I’m always there for people🙄but I never get treated the same back. Every time someone shows more love to someone else than to me when I’ve tried to be such a good friend to them and it seems like everything I do is not enough like why it seems like I’m not allowed to be happy and all my kindness is wasted so I feel like cutting everyone off tbh
its the worst when you wake up and you already don't wanna be here, when already just wanna give up but still go throughout the day with a mask acting like you're fine because otherwise people have to worry about you but you don't feel as if you deserve that love. when you live your life fake and show eveeyone fakeness but still someone disappoint so many people in your life that you love. when you feel like you do absolutely nothing right. when everyone thinks you're either doing amazing or you're acting out for attention. whe you go home and cry yourself to sleep and cut yourself. when you want to give up but you can't. when you want to cry but you can't or scream but nothing comes out. when you constantly disappoint and embarrass anyone around you or anyone you love. when you can never be accepted by anyone else so you can't accept yourself. when you can't love yourself. when you give up on yourself.
Imma be honest, I have a playlist full of these kinds of audios. I used to feel depressed to them, but now I use them as inspiration for stories to project the feeling.
youre amazing dont ever feel this way okay/ im always here
Thank you so much to the people who made this, I'm sitting in bed right now crying because I don't love myself and this just made me feel so much better, and I can't tell you how much this means to me, and to anyone else who doesn't like who they are. Just think that you aren't the only one out there who feels alone, and just know that you can be whoever you want to be, and not who the world expects you to be. Never forget that.
i am the girl that listens to these audios like its music this is all i listen to, i cry myself to sleep i cry when no ones home and then when everyone gets home i wipe my tears and say im fine because thats what they wanna hear and then go on with there day
I'm not close enough. In the two cases that I poured my heart into, I just wasn't close enough to truly be loved by them.
I am the outsider and you know it thank you for opening my eyes
I'm not going to lie.. i suffer from depression.. and everyone keeps on telling me everything is going to be okay.. but i didn't believe them, i didn't think it will ever be okay again.. but as soon as you realise that there is people that cares for you and loves you, you feel a little bit better. I am stikk depressed, but i will slowly feel better, and so will you❤ Open up your eyes and open up your heart to God and He will show you a way. He will get you threw the day. Suicide is never the answer. If you are suicidal, go talk to a friend or someone but NEVER keep it to yourself. It will all just get worse. If you have no one to talk to, you can talk to me.. i know i'm just a stranger but... i understand how you feel. You are loved, and you are pretty enough. I don't know you but i love you with all my heart and i care for you..xx i hope you will have an amazing day❤❤
some people have nothing, no friends, family neither do i. What do you do when everything you are able to love is gone ?
Chanté Fourie I know I can’t say things that will change people’s lives, but I’m not going to say it’s ok because it’s not. I wish you the best of luck, and have a good day
Chanté Fourie help me
You are beautiful
Can we please talk??? My insta is h5_qwo
I'm sorry but when jughead started saying "I'm weird" I laughed a little
same 💀💀💀
oh wow it’s been 2 years
our generation needs more people who would actually listen..
I’m never enough, my mom replaced me with my cousin, because I’m whiny, annoying , selfish, attention seeker. That was the old me, she doesn’t understand I’ve changed, I’m a A+ student I’m very generous, I think of others more than about myself, AND THATS NOT ENOUGH, WHAT DO YOU NEED ME TO DO TO PROOVE THAT IVE CHANGED, IM NEVER ENOUGH😭😭😭😭
U should not change for anyone, not even ur own flesh and blood, if you want to be playful or happy do it, just do u, this world is cruel and painful but the one thing u have is this terrible world is yourself, so do not change for anyone
I'm the fearless girl with an outstanding personality just to go home and feel unwanted
when i look down to see my body i want to break down and cry.
I knew this guy for two years. He treated me great at first and then he treated me as if i was nothing. But i gave him my everything anyways because he was the only guy that even looked my way and you know i was just glad to have that and yet he still left
*im scared i will be miserable my whole life.*
That's my biggest fear…
People run from me when I open up my shell. They take one look upon me and see all the scars and the broken heart and don’t want to try and heal me, even though I love them.
Every single friend I had left me. This makes me wonder why I wasn’t good enough
Even no matter how I try to be perfect it's never enough I'm tired
The fact that I don't have any friends and I'm abandoned by my own family....
It's worst than your situation 👌😊💔
Reminder: As long as God exists you are loved. You are a masterpiece, okay? In Christ you are enough.
Incredibly sad... Many people feel LESS THAN. .. I think if even 1 person is close to those of us feeling this way? Its the doorway to feeling better about ourselves..... A good counselor can do wonders. There is no need to suffer alone in silence...
I'm seen as enthusiastic, energetic, sweet and an extroverted person who can talk to anyone, though that's just how other people see me. They would never have known what I've been through, never felt what I've been through, and never understood what I've been through.
Reminder that there is no perfect person in the world, your personality is what makes you, you, so remember that just over one or two mistakes, life isn’t over, you just have to push through whatever is getting you down, because everyone is always worth something.
You don’t get it.
No amount of sleep in the world can cure the tiredness I feel.
Everyone would think of me as the happy one, the one that has nothing wrong and is loving a great life, but I sleep every night with tears. Sometimes reflecting on the past, just makes me feel guilt for all the things I did wrong. But I can’t fix any of it.
Im lonely
Hey you!
Stop scrolling!
YOU ARE ENOUGH!!!
You are beautiful, loved and you have the right body! You are unique and your life is value! You are not alone with this feeling! I went through that too! There are so many people on the earth and I bet that there are MANY people who feel the same too. I know it feels like you are the only odd man out but probably all of your classmates are feeling the same! Appreciate your life, your soul and your body because you are value!
Hope you feel better now!
Love ❤️
I smile around people, cause if they saw the girl who just sits in her room staring at the wall, tired of not feeling anything. If they saw that girl, they would treat her differently...they would leave her...even more than they do now.
But please...don't worry about that girl. She's been doing this by herself for a long time, dont need to change that now
At my school people hate me......I don't know what to change. I can't lose weight...doctor reasons...I look weird and UGH I just hate how I look how I sound EVERYTHING
This hurt my heart💔
I enjoyed your video :) Keep it up!
Try to love and respect yourself, and then love will find you. All are inside you , nobody but you , find the breath of life , and start leaving...life is precious .think positive and your actions will become positive too.
All them really hit me bc it's TRUE. But when the jug head one came about being weird. The REALLY hit me.
I just feel like no one could like me. I'm not pretty and no one could possibly wanna date me, meanwhile I'm looking at this other girl, just wondering if MAYBE JUST MAYBE, there's a chance something can happen
Kara Sims no don't ever think that go search I'm Not Nobody and click on the first video it makes you feel so much better trust me
We all feel like that.. but keep on searching and you will find a way! you will find someone better.. if SHE doesn't love you back then she's not the right one. you will find a better one if you keep on searching. just keep your head up high and you will succeed❤❤
There's this flat I said
You don't need something to be good. You just need something to be yourself.
I just want you to know that your audio videos inspire me.
Same I feel like I’m never enough even though I’m always there for them
Do you ever fell like there's not a single person in the world who love or cares about you because I do I have had my heart broken so much that now I fell like no one can ever actually love me
Sleeping 15 hours a day wow I have so many dreadful tears in my eyes voices in my head I can’t sleep I get 6 hours of sleep if I’m lucky...
But I’m not lucky
I never was...
Everything is tumbling down right in front of me and I have to watch I can’t stop it it’s just not fair...
But life’s not fair you keep going until you really get to the breaking point than you fall down so you ether pick yourself up or you let go you give up...
I want to give up only the strong will survive in this world we live in...
But I’m week
Thanks for the video! It touched me very deep, so I used it for my drone footage! :)
The first audio really hurts for me, no matter how much I wish the world could change, it just never happens
Why not care about how I feel now, but if I were to take my life I finally be a peace in your world?
Yes you are... Stop comparing yourself to others. To me your way better than most. Be who you are and just be happy
Everyone feels like their nothing and they have sunk into world full of dangers to them and so if someone is hurt they never talk about it. I feel like that. I cry myself to sleep. Curse negative to myself. This is one way people react to depression or anxiety. It is very scary to live in a live like that... Coming from myself 😔 please stay confident if I can do it you can do it 🙂
*do you ever feel like there’s no one in the world who loves you?*
yep
Sometimes you feel unwanted and you got to wear a mask in order to fit in with everyone else. Unfortunately some just get to used to wearing that stupid mask that hides the true use we forget who we really are. I am one of these people and if you are too, learn to take off that mask that hide to true you. You’re beautiful smart and amazing. I know it can be hard, I’m still learning too. The only way it gets easier is if you’re surrounded by the right people. People who except you for who you really are under that mask. Some of you may tell yourself that you don’t have anyone in you life like that but trust me you do. I used to think so too but now I’ve opened my eyes and can see I have a lot of people around me that cares so all you guys have to do is open your eyes and take off that mask.
I hide my true self because I don't feel safe, I smile because I don't trust anyone and I know I'm not the only one out there I've been called a freak and I seem to not hear. My friend died years ago because of his dad and I want to follow in his footsteps.
you know what I’ve been thinking on a lot lately
and I’ve confirmed it
I’m not good enough
Nobody gives a sh1t, even if they act like they do
Everyone has left me
And there’s a reason for that
IM NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE
happy 13th birthday to me 😭
You all are enough !!! And beautiful.... b kind to yourselves everyone of you.... ❤️❤️❤️💫🧚♀️🧚♀️🧚♀️🙏stand up for yourselves, no one is perfect and yet everyone is i their own way...❤️❤️❤️ just love ... 💫
Now...💫❤️🙏🙏🙏
Love you .....
I once were happy i thought nothing could go down i had good grades but... now i am 14 and there is nothing left to live.. it's all just darkness happiness is a lie which people use to hide from the dark.... i just have to do it i need to jump here right now.. but i can't how can i be important if no one loves me... everyone just hates me..... the world has changed my smile.. i never feel okay... i tried to hide it whit music and by playing sad songs on piano.. i am not struggling i am giving up... no one wants me or needs me.. i don't have any purpose.. i am just a waste.... no one can fix this pain.. i have to end this darkness.. for mines and everyone else's sake..... im not important no one needs me.......... tonight i have to, but i can't do it.... i love many but they don't love me.... no one cares about me.. when i were little i thought there was light but no more.... i don't even have friends... i have to... stop this madness... if someone cares why don't they stop me from doing it.. i walk in school halls whit my hood hiding the darkness.. head down towards blackness i go till i reach the rooftop.. i stop.. cause i can't do it. I am a coward.
Evo Taze It's hard. you keep pretending and nothing makes you happy. no one wants you and you can't feel anything even though so much is happening around you. I understand. and if you need someone. you can talk to me. because sometimes that's easier. being able to talk to someone without judgment. so if you need anyone, you know where to go
To the people that believe erevrything is already lost. I beg to have a little faith. Where I came from, they that the hope is the last thing we loose, so I beg you to not give up, I know it has been hard, I know that you are tired and just want to rest forever. But someday, you will find the reason to live, to be alive, maybe is a hobby you already have, so don't lose hope. "At the end, everything will be fine, and if it isn't, then it is not the end". I love you, whoever is reading this
The very first sentence... I feel it
this is exactly how i feel :(
I always try to be so nice, so good, such a good friend.
But I know nobody would ever stop for a second to think about me, I don't deserve the kindness I give to others, that's what I had to learn.
I just want someone to understand me, to tell me everything to never hide anything
But why do I try
it’s ok there will be someone that will love you as much as you love them with all your heart believe me Ik there’s someone for everyone it’s just most people just give up and that means someone else is not able to love the next person it’s a awful effect but it only takes one person to not give up. And to keep giving your heart and if they don’t love you that’s there lose don’t give up
Finally opened my heart up after a few years, didn't work out whatever. But it's the friendship I miss, how easy it was to block me out your life after everything we shared. I'm sorry lad, I'll keep you in my heart and mind. Thank you for ruining my chances of opening up.
Hoping to move on soon, but I don't think a month will do :)
This is what hard fear that you are never enough
A thought which is deeply engraved inside me..Would never be good enough for anyone 😥But try to escape these thoughts by keeping my mind busy😇
It's more of you know people love you but you don't feel it because of a mental block, preventing you from thinking that you are lovable.
yea. it makes me think of what happens in life. this hurt me. it hurt me bad. :(
I love that Riverdale part that one hit me
MY RIVERDALE SONS
Schleich horses
** hears jughead **
** dies **
** screams internally **
** fangirls **
I feel like this everyday nothing seems to get better 💔
"EXACTLY HOW I FEEL, QUESS WE 'KNOW ',-"THAT I'M THE 'BIG LOSER', I'M THE 'ONE', I DON'T 'FIT' IN, I MUST BE AN ALIEN, NOTHING I DO EVER TURN S OUT 'RIGHT', DON'T YOU 'KNOW ' I 'UNDERSTAND ' WHAT HAPPENED, I SHOULD 'VE WALKED AWAY SOONER, BUT THEN IF I DID, I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN SHE PASSED, YOU HAVE TO KNOW, THAT I WOULD 'VE IF I 'COULD 'VE, & I KNEW HOW, STILL, WITHOUT A # & YOUR NOT, IN THE 'PHONE BOOK'- LOL.OL..LOL.."I DON'T WANT TO GO, I 'FEEL ' LIKE 'DISAPPEAR ', SO YOU CAN GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE, I 'SCREWED UP AGAIN, EVEN WHEN I DO THE 'RIGHT ' THING, IT'S ALWAYS THE 'WRONG ' THING, I DON'T 'KNOW ' WHAT TODO, I 'FELT ' SO LOST 'WITHOUT YOU', IF YOU WANT ME, TO GO AWAY, I'LL GO AWAY, JUST SAY SO, BUT IN MY 'HEART' YOU'LL 'ALWAYS STAY, IF YOU HAVE 'SOMEONE ' ELSE, I'LL 'DISAPPEAR ', I 'UNDERSTAND ', BUT THE 'LOVE' INSIDE MY 'HEART' WON'T GO AWAY, QUESS I WILL, GO TO 'SLEEP ' NOW, I WILL BE THERE-"YES I'M 'DREAMING ', I'M THERE WITH YOU, I DON'T 'WAKE UP', COS WHEN I DO ALL I 'SEE' IS AN 'EMPTY ' ROOM, I 'ACHE', & IT'S FOR YOU!!!..😪😰😢😭😭😭💔💔💔😘😍🥰🥰🥰❤❤❤❤❤💋💋💋🥀🥀🥀
Your skin isn’t paper, don’t cut it
Your life isn’t a movie, don’t end it
Your heart isn’t a door, don’t lock it
I'm told that someone is there for me then they leave
hey everybody i just need to tell y’all something before i do tell y’all i just want y’all to know i’m not doing this for attention this is actually happening so first ummm i don’t know what’s a point of me treating people how people how i want to be treated if people is just going to bully me and be mean to me for no reason and they don’t care if they hurt my feelings so why should i care if i hurt there feelings but i still be nice to people like i could just be there sitting down and not bothering anybody and someone just come up to me and bully me and make fun of me it doesn’t even make any sense but ok i get bully enough as it is there is nothing i haven’t been though i have been bully i have fake friends i have been used i have been assumed i have been made fun of and people has come in my life and than just leave me and people ask me why do i think i’m ugly and fat you wanna know why i think i’m ugly and fat and chubby and stupid and dumb and useless and worthless i Think that because some people has called me ugly and fat and some people call me pretty and beautiful but when i go to the bathroom and i look at my belly i see i’m fat and ugly i feel gross about my self i don’t like anything about my body if i could change myself i would you see everybody thinks i’m fine and ok and happy but i’m not i’m depressed people probably is saying how are you depressed if you laugh and act happy at school yeah that’s all just a act it’s like in front of people i act happy and act like i’m ok but when i’m by myself it’s like the real me came out nothing is going to help me i will never be happy just put like that and everyday i have this dream that these people in my class mate is telling me to give up and just calling me ugly i hear voices in my head that say i’m ugly and chubby and fat and stupid and dumb and useless and worthless because i’m i have really bad trust issues my mom is not in my life she never checks up on me and she says she wants me to check up on. her but i text her and call her but she never answered me she read the messages but she never answer it just to hear her voice to know she is ok would be ok with me but she never does that like am i not good enough for her no matter how hard i try i will never be enough for anybody and everybody says life will get better but it never does it just gets worse one day there is going to be a day that i can’t handle it anymore and i’m just going to end it all to be honest with y’all i’m at a point that i just want to give up on life and just end my life and end it all i’m trying to be stong and brave and try to be happy but it’s not working and nobody see me trying i’m slowly giveing up on life i tried to cut my arm two times i’m really trying but nobody is seeing it i miss the old me i don’t think i was ever happy to be honest with you i’m slowly ending everything
“I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s wrong”
And I’m left to think
“I guess no one can help me then, because I don’t even know what’s wrong.”
in this world, though not everyone will realise it or understand or accept it, we all needa lil bit of love. Ya kno, it’s funny, cause ik so many who say love is gross when in reality, it saves lives. And I live by words that Ariana grande, the person that has kept me alive, and believe that “love is all we need, love is everything,” don’t sit all alone feeling bad for yourself bc nobody loves u, go out and find it. Search for it, because U needa kno how to handle pain if u want love. And remember, rainy days are only there to remind us of how grateful we should be for the sunny ones. Thank u. Love u. Love yourselves.
Ps- rainstorms will eventually stop, and rainbows 🌈 are a continuous circle of colour. You are somebody’s rainbow.🖤☁️🏹😘
"Youre the cause of it"
" i dont really know if that gred can pass"
"Its because youre not talking to them"
Every word was hurt. But if it was coming from the person youre love its a billion times hurt. Being compared everytime, being left behind just like youre doesnt exist. Everytime i talk to them they just say it was you, youre the problem. Even when a parents meeting with a teacher time they didnt talk about you but they talk about your sibling achivement(?) But in the end after all try i just keep it shut, to myself. Everynight i will open this talking just to remind myself that youre not alone there someone out there that suffured just like you. I was like a shadow in this family. Eveything i make just wrong in thier(?) Eyes.
You look so happy with her.. every picture, every text.. You say you love me.. but you just left. You went with her, again. Like I wasn't even there. Those words.. those kisses.. where they all fake?.. did you really ment them? Then why did you left?.. even after that.. I tried my best. To make you happy, to keep you here. But I guess Im not enough, I guess this.. was never enough.
I know that right now, I'm seen as nobody that doesn't matter. If I were to leave, thats when everyone were to miss me. They wouldn't understand that I don't fit in, they'd assume something else that's not like me. And I wouldn't even be able to tell them.