Adam Calhoun - "Klonopin" (Official Music Video)
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- Опубликовано: 7 апр 2020
- I hope this helps somebody out and makes you feel like you're not alone. I don't do songs like this for views. Things like this are therapy for me and hopefully some of you who struggle with mental illness. This is very real for me and my life. I hope one day I can beat this. Most days I feel like I'm gonna die but we can't let this sickness control our lives.
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This isn’t a joke for people who have to deal with. It’s hard to explain to people who don’t deal with it. Love ya’s as always... You can go right here and stream or buy the album 👇🏻👇🏻
onerpm.lnk.to/BillyGOAT
Or I’ll be posting every song on here, so you can listen to it right here🤘🏻🇺🇸
Absolutely no joke!!! Especially when you have an extreme anger problem and PTSD mixed together.. Love your music🐐🐐🐐
Straight🔥🔥 I can relate 💯 anxiety is terrible, keep dropping 🔥 on 🇺🇸
I take them too and Zoloft it is a real struggle every single damn day.
Dude you never disappoint. Love your music. Thank you for sharing your life story through your music and videos.
When this Plague shit is over bro ya gotta hit us off with a tour. Come through Roanoke VA!!!🔌🙏🔥🔥🔥
Upchurch and Adam Calhoun are legends for the simple fact that they keep it real and never sell out
Add NF to that list
What does it mean to "sell out" cuz I been to 2 of Adam's shows that were sold out?!
@@keiththiering8871 what has nf done?
Cant forget demun jones
@@kicknit3935 sold out as in basically gave up there rights to do or say anything by selling out to a record company. Merk, church, demon jones, tom MacDonald, and adam all made it on there own. They didnt need someone to promote them and they didnt wanna answer to anyone about what they can do or say. If they wanna make a diss track they can and aint shit no one can do about it.
Who still listening
Still
This is one of my favorites. I can tell when an artist actually experiences depression and/or anxiety I can always tell when they’re full of shit. This song resonates so deeply with me and I can feel exactly what he’s talking about. Ugh….SUCH a great song! I just wish none of us had to experience this.
As we speak Skin 💪🤬
We never stop listening
"You can hear a pin drop when I'm pissed off " 💪🔥🔥🔥💥felt this whole song .❤🇺🇸💪
Same here
CALHOUN FOR PRESIDENT 2024!! 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸
YEA ALL THE WAY
bailey bryant fuck yea
bailey bryant upchurch first Adam is a fake
Brobro really they both are good Upchurch and Adam are amazing
Eli Fouty I don’t think they compare at all everyone has their opinion tho I don’t think Adam is all that good Mediocre at best
Always know when he drops something it's going to be fire.
This song speaks volumes to me suffering from anxiety and panic disorder sometimes "klonopin" is the only way I make it through a day!
Seeing him today he has learned to live life on life's terms. Thx for your service adam. Then and today.
Being prescribed these is a love hate relationship. Ruins but also saves my life
I hear ya feel the same... been on it for years...
@The devil Made me say it To all the Trump haters out there.....doesn't it feel GREAT to know he's gonna be our president for another term!😁👍
@@scfinisher1355 they're probably gunna need a Klonopin prescription themselves bahahahahaha
And it's hard to keep up with everything going on when your meds aren't working for you.i just cry alot more now than ever
The devil Made me say it bitch
I suffer PTSD and I don’t take medication for it. I listen to your music on my bad days and it helps. Thank you
I love Adam Calhoun and know I am not the only one! I am a nurse and deal with psych patients. Psych patients are difficult to deal with. I can only imagine how difficult it must be to be the one struggling with mental illness. My heart and prays go out to you, Adam.
As a person who has dealt with this over 10 years and just got diagnosed with PTSD/anxiety/depression this song really hits home. Music is the key that can help relax the mind this song will go as my number 1 to ease my mind. Thank you bro. Keep it up. It's a daily struggle and not everyone will understand or know.
Man listening to this song was like my life being sung to me
Bi-polar II and Manic Deppression. Everyday is a struggle. If you suffer from mental illness, you are not alone!!
Those two are the same thing...so you say this...never been diagnosed...smh
I have bi-polar and manic depression as well I know the pain I can be up one second the next I am so down it feels like I could just die I cant afford the meds because my job dont offer insurance to part time employees which sucks so I use music
I Was Diagnosed At 13 With The Same Shit Girl It Is A Struggle..I Feel This ❤💯💯
@Mark Stein is it a competition? Some people handle things differently and yes every day is a struggle for ME! So you cope with your illness in your way and I'll cope with mine. Didnt realize commenting on a fucking video and showing support for others with mental illness, would cause me to be talked about in the way people are talking about me on here. You dont know me and you definitely dont know how my mental illness effects me.
Manic depression sucks anxiety a MF 💯 we ain't alone!!
I live with anxiety, depression, and PTSD. It never goes away. I first time I was rushed to hospital I thought my heart was going to explode. Hours of testing to find out it was anxiety attack. Triggers there isn’t enough space to write it all down. Everyone handles it differently. My son smokes weed. Others drink and mix different cocktails of meds together. Staying in your head is the most dangerous place to be. This quarantine I know has to be affecting everyone with any type of mental stresses! Due to sensitivity to medication I can’t take most prescribed meds. Wish I could on very bad days. Thank you Adam
The devil Made me say it Fuck off man! You don’t have anything nice to say then just shut the hell up! Nowhere did she say SHE did any drugs! She said her son smokes weed (which is legal in a lot of states) and that OTHERS make a cocktail of pills and alcohol. She said SHE gets lost in her head....meaning she fights it within herself with no drugs! Damn some people are such assholes.....
fiesty redhead19 Girl hang in there! We’re all dealing the best way we can with all that’s going on in the world right now. Sending you so much love and light and letting you know you’re not alone ♥️
Lol let's jump on calling people going through depression, anxiety, and PTSD as druggies. I suffer from all 3 too and that's what many people are seen as that have it. Like Adam said in his comment unless you know what it's like you don't know how it feels. It is utter hopelessness and feeling of being vulnerable. It really takes trolls to say that lmfao just cracked me up.
@The devil Made me say it the way you troll just shows you're the worst kind of "junkie" out there. You should probably be medicated yourself bubba...
I served my country ended up with some "issues" smoking makes it bearable but in true American fashion what's legal in one place will get you a record in another. It's legal to kill a born child in some states but can't smoke weed in others WTF? You can take pills or drink all day but to smoke weed you have to pay the state and have a "license" and pay outrageous taxes but big pharma is free to do as they please. Welcome to America.
Calhoun-Upchurch 2024 for president 💪 🇺🇸 😎
I'm a cop with PTSD and I have to take this to help. Thank you for this song. For the people struggling at least we know we aren't alone.
#AMERICA
Do you prefer it to other benzos?
Former paramilitary guard here, PTSD as well! I'm sure millions suffer from this Just in our country alone. None of us are alone but seems that way sometimes. "If I don't take my pills I ain't going to feel right" same brother!
Thanks for your service 🫠
Be careful my brother...feels funny saying this. Cause I've fought so my times with cops. Now!!! Cops I respect!!!! I've been tased.. maced...hit. but everytime I deserve it. No matter what they ask I do. I have had zero trouble with law enforcement. Matter of fact.....they no longer bother me.
Benzodiazepines worsen PTSD.
Just want you to know... we all got your back acal!
Nobody has/ever will have mine
@@anthonyattaway7424 I got ya back
@@anthonyattaway7424 I got your back bro. Go easy on yourself. My wife always tells me "Be nice to you."
What's a acal
@@ProudWhiteBoy adam cahoun... acal...
Im prescribed those 3 times a day for my PTSD, and anger issues... 7 assault charges😳 but then sobriety💪💪
You're my absolute favorite Adam🐐🐐🐐🐐
Kim King I had to stop taking them it sucks living in a dream state
@@flashbamf0771984 yes it does!! I can't stop taking them because i have horrible PTSD and anger issues. Hopefully one day I'll be able to sit them down...
@@kimking72 same here. People dont understand OUR invisible enemy is ourselves and our experiences. I pray WE dont need them one day in the future.. but I've got anger issues too and it either pop a pill or hide or fight.. I got SICK of hiding.. clonazepam HELPS and it don't fuck you up like xanax. And I would rather take it than paxil which was my other script for over 5years.
They are feeding you speed.
@@rusty1491 don't be a weirdo dude..
Seriously this song is so amazing I wish his music was everywhere he should be having like 30 million subscribers the guy is a Legend!!
I just found this song and it speaks to me on every level. Alot of his songs I can relate too. But this one hits the nail right on the head. I struggle with anxiety panic disorder PTSD and manic depression. I take klonopin 3 times a day just to be normal and have a functional normal life along with xanax and lexapro. It's something that's not curable and you will always have it in your life no matter what. Doesn't make you a bad person it's just an invisible sickness that people can't see from the outside. Wish people understood the pain battling with your own head everyday. You can't escape yourself.
I mean drug's and medication are simply inevitable. It's part of our environment and history.
I’ve struggled with addiction since I was 18 I’m now 38 and I’m still fighting!
mark sgarlata 🙏🏻
Adam Calhoun Thanks man!! Keep on keeping on!!
Keep up the fight
Acal you the man but hold up...how bout stop doing fuckin drugs mark! When I was 20 I had been fucking with bullshit meth for like 4 years already...I got my angel of a wife(gf at the time) pregnant and said:”I’m never gonna be a fuckin spun out loser of a dad”....never touched the shit again. Just call it. Find a reason, swear a fuckin blood oath to god and fuckin stick to it.
Keep moving forward
“I let things build up
And I don't know how to let shit go
I guess I'll let it go till it explodes
My minds fucked up, I lost control
Lines get crossed like electrical
Probably something wrong with my mental
I never thought I'd let it come and get my soul
I'm too far gone, never come back home”
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Matthew 11 28-30
Amen
Thats a reference to the poppy plant
Amen
#JesusMatters
I dont think ive ever related to a song so much in my entire life this shit brought back old memories it also spoke to my heart growing up without a dad an a mom that had to raise 2 kids by herself an growing up this way built that anger it built that outlaw attitude
Adam you aint alone out here skin keep your head up an voice your life voice your opinion fuck what everyone else says period 💯🙏
Fuck ya skin, same here.
Anyone else notice how Adam's recent music has been so personal and deep? I think it's amazing. Some of my favorite tracks from him.
I'm on klonopin and every word every bar hit home. Thank you for this ACAL! I really needed this.
So am i. 3 1mg a day for the last 10 years. I get embarrassed to say it but it was it is. Sht works for me. Lets me function during the day without i dunno what id do
@Peekaboocrew When I first got prescribed them my doc at the time quit taking my insurance and I couldn't afford out of pocket long story short I cold turkeyed off of them. And went a year without them it was rough but I eventually brokedown and had to be put back on them shit sucks man.
@The devil Made me say it You have Trump Derangement Syndrome. lmao. 😂🤣💀
I listen to this song at least 2/3 times a week. It’s almost a ritual. I know I’m not alone with this PTSD ish. You put the feeling soooooooo well into words bro !!!!! Keep doing the DAMN THING 💯. You got a fan for life brotha. 💯. Hopefully one day we can get record something !!! ☝️
The Big Homie is Criminally underrated! Salute Adam Calhoun! 💪🫡✌️
Favorite song on the album!!
The wife and I suffer from anxiety, I can only afford her medication so I find other ways to cope but I couldn’t do it without her. I am my own worst enemy
You, Jellyroll and Upchurch is all I’ve been listening to! Keep making REAL music and I’ll will continue to support! God bless you sir and God bless America
Yeah buddy i listen to madchild and tom mcdonald when im listening to the rap music.
Same and joyner only rappers I listen 2
@@allenfilkinsjr.2685 Yeah madchild upchurch adam calhoun tom macdonald jellyroll and joyner also yellawolf i like the mid 80's to mid 90's rap and hip hop when the industry had real artists. Major metalhead too
Troy Nerton Rhec 2020
Check out Demun Jones
I'm actually on these too for PTSD bro hope you get some relief and great song dude.
I will never understand how this song isn’t platinum?! 🤯 maybe I just think that cuz I relate to this song so much. All I know is this song is amazing.
Well.....any song that expresses what a white man deals with isn't going to get air play. Liberal media ain't tryna deal with the truth.
YEEZY POLICE , YOU ARE EXACTLY RIGHT EVERY SONG FROM JUST HOLD ON , WHITEBOYZ , WILL BE PLATINUM SOON ADAM IS A GENIUS AND ALL OF HIS ARTIST TOO FROM JELLY ROLL FALL IN THE FALL, AND LIFE, TOO BRODNAX STAY DOWN WE JUST ALL OF THEM WE ALL WITNESSING TO LEGENDS IN MAKING JUST INSTANT MEDICINE NOW AND LATER ADAM LYRICS IS SO DEEP
Dude, I can relate to this song on so many levels. You're right, it's no joke. Love ya back man! Thanks.
When i say i felt this i felt this adamn thank you for this right here ive herd this atleast 4 times back to back allready.
Dealt with this my whole life. You can't feel what he's saying till you actually live it. Preach on brother! It does help us out here to listen.
It has been over a year and I still listen to this Damn near everyday
Adam, keep making this dope Hip Hop. Glad to see an MC who respects the artform and does it their own way.
What a dope track and your flow is amazing Adam...
Love this song and you Calhoun. God bless
God bless you and your family Adam. Sending prayers your way my man 🙏🏻 and that's what really helps me stay positive cause it helps the body, spirit and soul. Amen
Not afraid to "Like" before the song has even started.
I have to take a bunch of those, for seizures. Never had anxiety until i started having seizures from head trauma. All that shit is related. Another banger song.
I have the exact same problem seizures from head trauma and now i have really bad anxiety on top of everything got to love car accidents
@@ASH12781 Yep, those and bikes got me. Dumping 4 wheelers with no helmets. I haven't been the same since the first seizure, they cause head trauma too, concussions. Ive had abt 20-25 bad ones. My head is fucked. I have no memory at all from day to day.
Are you in a THC legal state? If so have you looked into THC oil to help with the seizures?
What kind of seizures do you have i have grand mal
@@The85F0X Im in NC, no legal weed here lol. I still smoke though. It's ok for the anxiety and seizures. But is a great pain killer for RA.
I'm just now hearing this song, but it really spoke to me. I'm a combat veteran, and I struggle with anxiety due to PTSD. The pills I was given messed me up more, though. I spent the better part of a month crying uncontrollably until my youngest son said he was worried because I cried so much, and he was 9. They took me off the meds and put me on something different but I just never took them because I wasn't going to chance it. What sucks more is that while my husband, also a combat veteran, wasn't asked to prove what happened to give him PTSD, the VA wants me to prove it. It sucks but I keep it together for my kids on a daily basis. There's enough going on with my degenerative disc disease and migraines. I just wish I wasn't so broken for their sake. Listening to your music and a few others really helps.
I love this song , I love that I can relate to your music on so many levels ,, your an amazing artist .. Thank you 😊❤️❤️👏👏👏
Yo Adam man this song speaks volumes, for myself and my wife,
Thanks for putting yourself out there like you do.
Brother, I deal with PTSD, anxiety, severe depression from my time in the Army as many do. I hate it and I have found the best way to deal is to vent and listen to good, honest music like what you put out. Your music really helps me with my daily struggles, you are not alone brother. Much love and respect sir, thank you for being honest in your music.
So far, every song that I have heard off this album is freaking awesome, Adam please never stop! You just keep giving us your fans great music to listen to, thanks for all that you do. Stay safe and thanks again.
Chris Smith,
Fort Valley Georgia.
Yet again .... more 🔥 from Adam Calhoun... not surprised I love it!
2 and half minutes of unforgiving truth....I might need this new album more then Everlasting Country!
Dammit brother you have been a busy man! We appreciate your hard work and find our release in your music!
Thanks for another great one! Stay safe. God bless America!
Adam this is bloody brilliant you inspire me always thanku love an god bless x
I've been saying this for years, I am tired of shouldering the weight simply by being cis and white. I'm done apologizing for my Irish heritage. I'm a proud 🍀 woman!
Agreed a fellow Irishman keep your head up and fuck em
No Irish has anything to apologize for on that score. We were nearly wiped out, our population reduced to less than 10,000 world wide. The only reason we survived was because the architect of our genocide, Oliver Crombwell had us drug across the world as forced labor. As the english lost territory we were left behind and free to repopulate.
Y'all bitchin about she wrong or this and that I'm Irish and polish. And a female. And I grew up in Vegas. Talk about struggling. God bless and sending love and respect from the WESTSIDE 702 & 775
Aye I'm of {partial) Irish descent too
I take it for anxiety, and panic attacks, love this song ❤
How much this hits home, you don't even know God Bless you Adam and everyone involved MUCH LOVE FROM CLEVELAND
Epic Voices & Masterpiece Songs Forever Bro.Appreciate It. Keep It Going. God Bless You.
I struggle with addiction. I'm in recovery now but it's my mind that is hard to control. Thank you Adam for this video! Amazing lyrics!
Thanks for making this song Acal, I feel it on every level.
This is hands down the best song out there. Love all your music. You are an inspiration to me and believe it or not you have definitely helped me from going back to prison! I appreciate all that you do for us!
Adam, I have followed you for years and constantly feel inspired by you, but this song, I felt this in my soul. Mental Health is a dangerous thing our society ignores and I'm thankful you were so willing to open your heart to help those of us that have mental health issues. Thank you ❤
Much love from Central California
I love this song. It's hard for people to understand when they can't go through. I suffer from mental illness and this song hit my heart. Love from MD!
Lived in MD for little over four years, might be moving back though
I couldn't take you seriously as a musician until I watched this..
You're on to something..
Dig deep..🇺🇸❤💪
I'm late but I'm glad I was finally able to sit down and watch this. Thank you Adam.
I have no idea how many times I listened to this song. But each time I do, I get the same chills I did when I first heard it.
Adam Calhoun Is The Angel Of War On The Mic. 🤔🇺🇸
When men talk about their broken homes without a father. Y'all have me in overtime making sure my boy knows he's loved by the rest of the family and God. He's 8 and only knows him by a couple pictures and 2 online chats. He ran to another state when I was pregnant.
He's worthless
Didn't meet my dad till I was 12. He's was around for a year. Would of been better if I've never meet him. If he runs once he will run again. Surround him by good people. Your son isn't missing nothing
@@csalas9694 my boys father has a hair trigger temper. I didn't bow down to that's why he left. If he did want to see his son I wouldn't trust him alone with him anyway. He turned out to be a jeckle and Hyde personally.
Thank you for you words and understanding in this song I hit home hard for me again thank you 🙏 and god bless
dude, the last couple drops are hitting in the feels.
someone out there putting words to expressions that i dont understand going on in my own mind.
thank you
One thing is for sure. When we are young and think we know it all. Peer pressure is something. I use to think poppin pills and drinking smoking and going to clubs was my cure for my depression. Hell I even drunk lean. Until I realized I have kids that depend on me now and I have family and house hold. Left the game changed my ways but it built me into the man I am today. My dad suffers from a chemical imbalance and pops pills like candy and drinks like a horse. Hes 53 but it looks like he is 70. Depression is real. Sometimes we say fuck it and drift off with out caring. What I'm saying is you can become someone your not proud of or you can stand up be a man and fucking put your set up and go out swinging against your demons. You can beat them. Have faith. Can't never could cant never will. 💯💯💯🤜🤛
@Kidd Rebel yup then they die of o.d or get they ass killed over materialistics. 80 percent of these guys put on for the camera. And are fake as barbie dolls ass.
Man Adam you killed it with this track that was my life in 4 min keep doing you when this bs ends can't wait to see where your tour is so I can figure out how far I'm driving
I love this song
I know just were you are coming from for the ones that don't know your lucky ! Love your music so just keep it real just as you have been !!
love your music, keep putting out what you feel and the truth.
Damn... I've listened to this song at least 10 times today. I connect with this shit 💯. 🔥
Adam Calhoun is murdering every track n every other artists he's on a whole NOTHER level #SALUTE CALHOUN
Adam calhoun allways keeping it real feel like this was wrote for my life .. so true ! Much love!!
God bless you love this
This song is amazing and so relatable!
As a Army Veteran who suffers from PTSD and went to jail after for self medicating. Who comes from a family that went through a lot and grew up pretty poor. I feel this song so deep in my soul...I'm gonna be banging this the rest of the day.
Thank you for reminding ppl that they're not alone & that ur just like some of us!!
I feel this song.. like for real 💞 much love
You can hear a pin drop when I get pissed off.. I don't want to talk, I just wanna ball my fists up..
Makes me think of me
Sounds like me. I've struggled with controlling my rage my entire life.
I feel your pain here bro. Honestly do.
I take meds I struggle with the thought in my head I deal with alot. Love you Adam ❤💕💕💕
Adam Calhoun you did it again bro another song from you I can feel in my soul.
🤘🔥 Stay Blessed big Homie...... Dem 💊 ain't no joke. Watch your intake. Mad respect and love 💯👑
Really feel this one off the new album glad we got a solid visual
Timbo Music you’re disgusting that’s no even funny joking about incest
So sorry that was ment for some one else so sorry
@@amandacarr5366
It's ok lol
Timbo Music thanks ✌️🏴
One of my favorite life sucks and Adam's music help me keep kickin lol..keep it up plz you and struggle are awesome
I am hooked on your music!!!
Best song I've heard by you.
This was lit Adam, much love
This room needs to be labeled as legendary since it shared the likes of yours and struggles greatness!!
Much Respect from East TN 🇺🇸🦅💯
I needed this helped me
His Rap Style is Unique. Damn good lyricist!
Been on Klonopin for years and you touch on every part of the disease of depression and anxiety. Thank you for saying where we come from
Amazing song. I can relate to this song
Holy fuck this shit hits home. Adam you truly have helped so many people with what you’re doing keep that shit up man!!
Needed this I felt like I was alone taking clonzepam.... I suffer major panic attacks. 😔 much love Adam 🇺🇸
My favorite from Mr. Colhoun. He gets it. I also have anxiety/panic attacks. I suffer from these afflictions but will not play victim! You inspire me Adam
Been listening to this daily. Helps when I am feeling anxious. Appreciate you putting yourself out there. Nice to see successful people do deal with shit too. Much love man you and Ryan are on a roll this year. Keep it up we are listening here in MN..