I Slept With the Wrong Guy and Now I'm a Suspect
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- Опубликовано: 16 июл 2020
- I was always a suspect. At least I always felt like one. Even in middle school, I'd get looks, rumors, accusations. People'd interrogate me; be like, "are you gay?" And I'd be forced to defend myself from their accusations - as if it was something that needed to be defended. I've heard them all. And was it true? Maybe... But did it still hurt? One-hundred percent. And so everyday felt like I was putting on a mask, pretending to be someone else; like I was on the run... from myself.
Our chemistry was unlike anything I had ever known. We bumped into each other after the school game and spoke briefly. It couldn't have been more than a minute, but in that time I grabbed his phone number and he? He stole my heart. Ever since that moment, we didn't go a single day without talking to each other. I was wanted. He was someone I confided in, someone I told everything and, most of all, someone I loved. But to Ricky, I was a secret. He reasoned it was because he was still "exploring his sexuality", but deep down I knew it was because he wanted to protect his image.
He was a football player. On his team, he was "the man", destined to "get the girl" and the scholarship. On one hand, I felt like he was ashamed of me. I saw him as just another man hiding behind a mask, pretending to be someone he's not. But on the other hand, I get it. I know I would've derailed his whole thing. So I held on, hoping for the day that he could run up to me after a game, in front of his team, and show everyone the side of him that only I saw.
He cheated.
If we just broke up right then and there, maybe things today would be different. But instead we argued. We argued for weeks. We argued about how he lied, how he kept me hidden, and what was it that we had. An open relationship? Friends with benefits? And so I started thinking, maybe he didn't cheat. Maybe I just misread what we were. Still, that couldn't fix the fact that I was shattered, disgusted, embarrassed. I loved him with my entire being and he only loved me with a fraction of his.
But when he turned up at my house not long after and apologized, I knew we were more. And I forgave him. I didn't think I'd ever find another relationship like this, so I held on - even if I knew I'd never be as happy as I was before. Something inside me broke, permanently. I wasn't special no more.
Still, I couldn't shake the feeling that there was something he wasn't telling me. So that night, after he fell asleep, I took his phone and went to the bathroom. I know its wrong, I know its a breach of his privacy and his trust. And I would have felt bad if I was unjustified. But I was. I found evidence. He'd been talking to another man,"David". I don't know when it started and if it was serious, but it was on-going. I couldn't believe it. If he told me, I would have been okay. But he lied. Again. Right to my face. It was so easy for him, I had to wonder what other things he'd been lying to me about...
It had been a month since that argument and I wanted to pay him a visit. I was calm. I didn't want to get back together. I just wanted to get some answers, some closure; end on better terms. This relationship deserved that much. I tried calling him - but no response. I tried texting - but he hadn't been online in a few days. I thought, maybe he changed all his contact details so I checked his Instagram, clicked on "tagged posts", and found a recent picture. I remember thinking, "I guess he didn't change his Instagram".
Then, I read the caption: "R I P Ricky".
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The main character did the right thing. He didn’t deserve to be lied to, and he had all rights to stand up for himself.
I agree. 👍🏾
I agree with you Sophia
The narrator sounds so sad,his voice broke me a little... :((
Me too...it’s just so sad... :(
he sounds so sad i feel bad for him :[
nobody should make you feel like that they are perfect together :D
Wow the voice actor for this really gives off so much emotion
Yeah I was thinking the same thing ✌😊
Me too i love 💕 when voice actors give so much emotion when there acting 🎭 it feels like you are in the story with the main character ❤
If his partner was willing to destroy their relationship by cheating at least twice, there really wasn’t anything worth saving. The main character did the right thing by standing up to him, he shouldn’t blame himself for events that were completely out of his control and for standing up against a toxic partner/relationship.
He DOES NOT DESERVE HIM AND HE DOES NOT DESERVE HIM HE SHOULD FINE SOMEBODY BETTER
I agree. 👍🏾
Poor guy I hope he’s okay now I’m sure he’ll find someone
@Brendan Bowden welp your still watching them
Brendan Bowden most of them are but either way they all have a good message
@@evie7265 why you watching them then?
@Brendan Bowden oohhh ok then cry along
@@VixenVulpix266 I'm watching it since in interested in there stories and dont care
So little people have seen this at this time. I feel special, just like the first to comment does.
How is this comment 17 hours ago
Expert FN haha, it’s probably a glitch
@@ema9785 fax
stxr.1ight or youtube is drunk
Me too
You aren’t responsible for this, he cheated on you twice
Truth
You wanted allways the best for him
Ya aren’t you
This is fake story
@@rysing-alexhd5078 Some of them are real😳
My bf is too ashamed to be gay so he did the unthinkable
YES THANK YOU OMG
My bf it too ashamed to be gay so he did the unspeakable
I slept with the wrong guy now im a suspect
Why don't people understand that sometimes you won't get the answer you need. Sometimes the closure you will get is that the cheated on you and they didn't care or respect you.
Don't feel sad it isn't your fault. You wanted the truth. Maybe if he was honest it may have gone another way.
RIP
Eventhough, pride month is done. For me, pride is important and should be exposed more than ever to people.
Pride shouldn't be a month long thing. It should be celebrated 365.
Are this real stories. Or not?
@@refused-_-8491 some are and some aren't
Most are fake though
PRIDE MONTH IS EVERY MONTH he seems very left out and i feel bad for him he might find somebody better :)
@@jungyhawaii8016 as a lesbian person i really think that pride month is every month :)
Wow this voice is actor is amazing!!!
Nobody:
Absolutely nobody:
Ugandan interviewer: Why are you gae?
Who says I'm gae?
He's not an interviewer, he's the prime minister of South Africa lmfao
@@jasonk4846 IM-
Why are people always lying like damn telling the truth really ain't that difficult
It actually is. You can see why many people of the lgbtq+ community aren't open, it's because several states don't provide protection for those of the lgbtq+ community. So many people lie about who they are, telling the truth is really difficult when you have to consider how much they will have to go through once they start being open about themselves.
Oh it is very difficult actually
@@avamyers9715 right
Minute videos: uploads
Everyone: *GOES STRAIGHT TO THE COMMENT SECTION*
I hope he finds the best guy for him :(
“..then, i met ricky..”
**ad plays**
LMFAOO
😭 So sad and also a warning for me if I have a boyfriend that I truly love I will be by his side no matter what 😾✊
Why did the video say one minute ago but the comments say 17 hours ago?
SERIOUSLY THOUGH-
Idk
Likely was on private
They changed the title, that’s why.
poor guy.....
@Brendan Bowdenwe know. It's supposed to teach a lesson😐 :C
You're very brave, you deserve a lot of happiness
woah i feel special seeing this video
So do I. I was just watching RUclips and this randomly popped up.
Why is it 1day ago
allen leong huh? the video was unlisted when i commented i guess
My BF is too ashamed to be my BF so he became my GF!
I wish it'd work like that
This person deserved better and the narrator did such a good job
isn't this the same channel that made the anime girl homophobe story?? >_>
Yea
@@Finleyforgor yikes, how the turned have tables-
Star Noodles
They just animate what people send them. I bet Karen made up that homophobe girl one.
@@kadkadislogy it's a video they've taken down, but strange aeons made a whole video on it-
just look up "strange aeons roasting this anime child"
I came from a closet In a 7-8 grade. I knew I was different when I was In 4-5th grade. I got no story like his, but its beautiful and painful. Im so so sorry for your loss ❤️
He had a man who loved him with all his heart, and died by the hands of a man who didn't love him at all.
*I find it really cool the description also tells the whole story*
Good morning love the story’s keep up the good work
Oop. I just got an emotional kick in the face-
Quite rare for me to hear gay stories. This is a first
Dude as a lesbian this is difficult to watch I
As a neef and hetero,this is difficult to watch
@@SaturdayMorno86 yeah
Great narrative !
I feel bad for the poor guy
I know how it feels to be lied to and how some people just don't care that much for you
No matter your sexuality, or gender identity. You deserve so much more than be someone’s second best.
This is so beautiful
These stories are so sad 😪😪 So messed up how close minded people are ... Also, he shouldn’t feel guilty for him at all!!! It wasn’t his fault and it was the guys fault for cheating twice!!
U do deserve better and u r worth so much
I really feel like searching the article on Google
Im sorry that you gone through all that no one should gone through what you've went through
I'm glad his doing ok,but just make sure that if the wound is open don't go in it that deep😢💕
☆ Aww I am sorry love 🥺 just know that it wasn't your fault it was he's and just remember one more thing to stay strong 🤧☆
People should not be afraid about who they love because they can love who they want and if they love same gender then it's totally alright and love that person so if people say "oh you are gay" or "oh you are lesbian" in a wrong way then don't be ashamed and don't listen to them and live your life how you want.❤️ (if I said something wrong then I am from Czech Republic so sorry 😂
I agree. 🙂👍🏾
He didnt really love u he cheated on u twice
Omg girleeee don't be afraid to be who you are.
Poor person
@Brendan Bowden .......... :0) no dip Sherlock
This story is sad and very very emotional I was crying in the middle of the story.
But you know it's fake?
@@mosesmuhane Yeah i know but it really really feels like it is so so real.. BUT I TAKE THIS STORY SO REAL SO DO YOU NEED SOME HELP HMM..BYE.
His voice is so sad, it’s heartbreaking...
I’d never wish death on my worst enemy, which is why it hurts when I read stuff about bad people dying, and people say “they deserved it” or “karma” because no one deserves that.
“fIrSt” ya’ll really
The first time someone cheat on you - you break up with him/her and forget about them, that's it, finito...
This is so f*cking sad I just want to cry 😭😭😭😭😭
Cheated on me .....
Hope you're doing good ❤
I Can't Believe I Watched This Entire Video
Both of my girlfriends are ashamed to be gay as well so they did the unalabambable
I'm a boy btw
😑 YOU KILLED HIM !!
It wasn't special if the guy wasn't into it as much as you were and he clearly didn't care as much because he completely pretended you aren't his partner from the beginning on.
well everyday i have to put on a mask to go to school
I don't know what to say for this video i have brain damage
Damn....
It hurts right here in my meow meow TT
I'm actually crying
:D I can’t stand love I watch a ton of it with an online couple D:
So sad😕😕😕😟😟😟😟😟
I’m early- Edit:why am I even subscribed to this channel-
Ikr 😂
🖤Titanic🖤Sinclair🖤
Sweetie, you are a wonderful and beautiful individual who I wish all the best of love and happiness, and what he did to you the lying and cheating that is unforgivable and even though death isn't the answer, and as we all know karma will come back around and depending on what was done it can determine what will happen to the individual, but as I said again death isn't the answer.
i always make the right choices
I feel so sorry for him ❤❤❤I am praying for him yes I am Christian and I have gay friends
the first time they actually have a genuine story that makes sense
really sad story
I don't blame him for being ashamed.
Does anyone know where the story about Paul went?
Why do you always change the title?
*wow...*
But how did he die tho??!?! Someone tell me!
I understood that he had ended his own life, but I'm assuming that since such things are really triggering for some, they can't/don't want to go into full detail of his death, but I guess what would make the most sense is that he ended his life himself.
I feel u bro. U were cheated on & lied to. Ricky wasn't the guy who u were searchin for. He lied & decieved u. U were disrespected & it was Ricky's fault, not your's. I feel u bro. So was I cheated on & lied to. It was a girl, not a boy. I loved her deeply just like u did with Ricky. 1 day, I was betrayed, u were betrayed. At some point, we all weren't meant to be in that relationship. Soon, u will find someone knew. Someone who loves & appreciates u for who h are.
The drawings are so from Jojo l can’t-
Wait, what happened to him????
Sad
Ok
@@weridcookie7869 that person keeps replying to peoples comments-
Oh thank you
@@weridcookie7869 ya no problem
Ok!
Lol
😢
Ik this story is fake but I still like it :D
This is a true story ._.
This is not like "MY BROTHER WAS PREGNANT BY MY MOTHER, BUT IT WAS ACTUALLY MY DOG"
U don't know that if it is or not it could be real
Are these just pictures being erased in reverse it doesn't seem like it's being drawn it just wouldn't look like that.
Yay early
😳 DOES ANYBODY SEE THE WIG 👧 THE HOW IS HE HIDING 😳😳😳😳
Wait I wanna see how him up sum body give me something
Part 2
It's not your falt if it's time to go thin its time to go I can't giv you good itvice cus i am VARY BAD at that i will end up making you feel wers thin u alredy do
Main character: "I'm gay." Illustrator draws Nicky to look like a girl... wtf?
i don't understand.
Black people are the best
So he died in a car crash??
ibro khan no he was killed in an argument with his lover
Anyone want to tell me what happened? I dont have the patience to watch the video😅
The main characters boyfriend was on the football team and was gay but in the closet he cheated on the main character 2 times and he got killed by the man he was cheating with
😈👹👿
wow.....why wood he do that to you that's so mest up.
but...I do know that he did it with owt tiking....I'm so sorry for you.
Splash
🏳️🌈🙏
I feel like it is true and forced at the same time.
Wow this only has 238 comments