false i think many people dont wanna be idols bc of the lifestyle and sacrifices its kinda sad having to live such a restrictive and pressurizing life when you only have one tbh so people who are idols must have a lot of passion
4:18 i mean this explains it all... i think many people just want to be one bc they see whats on the surface.... u know all the rainbows and sunshines but under that is a loooot more and is a lot deeper than that
Tessïa Emard not really nowadays in kpop many groups can’t be considered artists because their company does everything for them and they just perform it. In fact many popular idols these days can’t be considered artists I would classify real artists as those groups who attended queendom and kingdom and groups like bts etc because they solely have the talent to create masterpieces themselves it’s sad some of them are way to underrated for the talent they posses.
@@Nyx-dd7tx i wouldnt consider bp artist but that doesnt mean they dont have talent, and i guess teddy is an artist because hes a pretty good producer himself and has a natural ability for music but yg as a company isnt an artist.
@@joeyzapata6786 stereotypes are a widely held and oversimplified ideas/images of a particular type of person, it have nothing to do if these stereotypes are real or not. Example of Asian stereotypes in the west are that Asian guys are unattractive, so when you have Asian male group being the hottest thing for females between 15 to 45, it helps undermine the existing stereotype.
@@404gram Sorry, doesn't compute. Since as long as I can remember, I have never bought into stereotypes. I either have been blessed to meet people that break the mold that is perceived by others or In just plain have to find out for myself. It's not my fault if other people are weak and think that there's some magic guideline that distinguishes every race, gender and creed.
@@dimplemon7697 For you, they did. How old are you? Seriously? My mom used to tell me something like "no matter what people say or how many people say something about someone else, you will never really know the truth until you find out for yourself." I used to breakdance in the 80s, yeah, I'm that old, and many Asians (Filipinos, Koreans, Chinese) were among my contemporaries and they broke every mold that was cast about them throughout media at that time. So whatever enlightenment you're having about Asian men now, I had back in 1989. Don't act like something is brand new just because you discovered it. You're late to the party pal. Less internet, more real life.
7 lovely boys 6 years together 5 different place where they born 4 vocalist 3 rappers 2 side of story 1 group that will change the world 0 chance they will get forgotten BTS 는 세계 최고의 소년 밴드 ♡
i actually think it's pretty normal that you didn't "feel anything." even though you look up to them, at the end of the day they're just regular people saying hello. i also feel like the fangirl phase people have in the beginning faded away a bit, so it was less fangirling/idolizing and more respecting/looking up to them, i guess? nothing's wrong with either though, i just wanted to share my thoughts. also your dad liking bts is really sweet lol
very good insight; don't have to be a fanboy or fangirl. but I also appreciate great talent and hard work. This is why I don't get fan groups that hate other kpop groups
I see what's in their hearts. They are amazing. I'm 68 years old and for a long time I haven't heard such amazing music with so much positive messages. Thank you for your experience in KPop and hope that you have found what you really love to do in your life. 💜💜💜
As you mention how you were treated as a trainee vs how bts’ company treated them. Bh also had this separate rooms for female and male trainee and RM wrote a song condemning it lol. At least big hit never forced the boys to be something they are not long term wise. Really really really hope that they can influence a change in the training system. Rules are necessary to keep young trainees disciplined but those that strip away their personality to fit the company’s own narrative is disgusting and is why kpop is so negatively viewed. I will work hard and root for bts’ success bc they might be the only chance this landscape might change for the better. Companies are already training idols in areas of producing and lyric writing. It’s a good start bc only if you are genuinely passionate abt music and not just popularity will you be able to shine. BTS stood out bc them and the company is in for the music. It was a gamble from the start bc everything is abt money in the real world. I’m so thankful they made it. It’s a miracle.
to add to your post, bighit did force jin to be someone he's not until fire, they literally told him to adopt a cold personality and to hide his true self. it made jin unhappy too. it was a very disgusting thing to do to someone for multiple years, but i'm glad he overcame it.
@aniyah williams I got the impression from jin himself who has talked about it on multiple occasions? he has also mentioned multiple times that fire was the turning point for him. I made a post about it with screenshots of when he has mentioned it: jinsbts(.) tumblr(.)com/post/185546055856/for-new-ish-fans-a-quick-reminder-that-yes-bighit.
@aniyah williams agree to disagree! but Jin literally said 'concept given to me' and 'they said let's go for a cold image' and how he was happy to start things over during fire. I'm not discrediting your post but I think it's important to know that bh has its flaws and mistreatment too.
@Jin Biased I agree that they've changed when it comes to certain stuff, just look at txt. But op said that bighit never forced bts to be something they're not and that's just not true? I was just commenting on that. And there's other stuff too, like recently I how tae and jimin weren't allowed to duet on a song because it fit better for a man and woman to sing. How they mistreated jin for years. Bighit isn't any better or worse than other companies, I'm just saying to be realistic. Idolizing a company is never healthy.
joey zapata I don’t think bts performing at the super bowl halftime would be a good idea. Think about it. The majority of people watching the super bowl are older white males. Seeing Asian men with makeup, singing high notes and dancing would not sit well with some people. Not to mention that they’re singing in a foreign language. It would not sit well with the majority of the super bowl viewers.
I think that BTS was meant to happen, like it was destiny. It was meant for BTS to form and to be under bighit. Bighit is an amazing company that gives BTS so much freedom. I’m sorry to hear that your company treated you so badly , it’s so sad that most companies control their trainees. Companies should learn from bighit haha
@@standreamcatcher544 yes they are. yall are so annoying with the whole mistreatment shit. solo stans love to act up and claim a member is mistreated either by bh or even army. no bh isnt perfect but they are an amazing company who care bout their artists more than money and actually treat them with respect. bts love the staff and bang pd so please stop crying "injustice" over the smallest or even non-existent shit and go do smth about the companies that are actually problematic.
@Blinkeu FOREVER y'all are blind to think big hit doesn't mistreat them. Just like every other company big hit wants money haven't you seen what there doing to the members?? This is the first time since debut they've had a 2 month break. It's been 6 years! That isn't normal and the more popular bts gets the more money hungry bh gets too. Y'all such company Stans you won't even dare to look at what's happening.
I had to go to university where one of my favourite influencer( omar farooq) was, although I liked him alot and had enormous repect of the message he was spreading, I could never approach him and say that to him while I said the same thing in insta comments, once I was studying in the library and when I got up he was in the front table, I got out immediately, so i think for a super introvert and huge bts fan I would never want to be in the same class with him. Hehe why im saying my story in a youtube comment😂
I like your fresh and honest take on K-pop in general and BTS in particular, of course. Keep it up. I'm going to be your new subscriber. Have a great weekend.
I love how she described BTS and in relation to other idol or idol groups as well. I was so happy when she said the word 'respect'. Thank u also so much for sharing your trainee experience :)
Thanks Jessica for sharing your experiences and wisdom. There much to learn about how to live and perceive life in a way that you are more focus in innerself than external influences. Your strength is more on internal than the worldly things. I adore your character and rare personality at your age. Young filipinos should mirror you of how to spend more of themself than those idols.
I’ll be honest, I believed in many stereotypes dealing with eastern Asian men, but BTS made me realize on a deeper level that people are just people, you can’t box an entire race of men.
@@nitalchordia606 Actually, there are many stereotypes like that all Korean men are macho, homophobic, racist ... Things like that. In fact I have heard it from many people .. Saying that Korean men only pretend to be good but that they are not, etc. Personally, I don't think they are all like that. There are good and bad people anywhere in the world. And from these guys I have seen very good comments from people ... Not only from her, but from other people within the industry.
You say you don’t know why you didn’t feel anything seeing them at this show. I think you just felt burnt out and tired of the K-Pop industry. You must have felt like you’ve had enough of all this bs so naturally they didn’t impress you much since you were so done with the whole industry. I think sometimes we need to pause and reflect on such things to understand better how we feel and draw conclusions to help us in the future :)
Explained perfectly. I think BTS has set the bar of boy bands in this generation. It might be hard for others to even come close to what they have accomplished and already doing in the music industry. They are still very young but I must say, they are already legends.
finally! a former idol who proved that BTS is different from other kpop groups...they are that group who comes once in a life time Jessica thanks for sharing and being bold and honest! So many BTS haters need to hear this, these boys hit differently because they are so humble, real, sincere, kind, respectful, hard working, and free of scandals no matter how much ppl try to push them....its all around they are so unique and deserve more than their success💜💜💜💜and btw who is your bias or was?
See BTS literally paved the way. I'm not discredited other kpop idol especially BTS senior but because of BTS, kpop now is they can enter western market very easy
Thank you for sharing 💜. I’m very glad that you are on a path better suited to you, now. P.S. BTS we can confidently say are the biggest boyband in the world, not just the biggest K-pop artists. They truly are on their way to becoming one of the biggest and most influential artists in history. Thank you for respecting them 💜💜💜💜
@Estela Lopez so? they accomplished and broke many barriers kpop groups haven't or even just artists in the west, that itself is undeniably phenomenal. And they just might one day perform at superbowl and British awards.baby steps, just like grammys...BTS never had anything hand down to them, from the beginning they started at 0 and slowly climbed up to 100 and they will surpass that💜
I hope they don't cos superbowl level is deep satanic rituals and playing the politically correct game American entertainment is not all that..kpop performers beginning to make American artistes look average. This whole entertainment industry is a dangerous one..most of the stars are depressed and don't know what they signed up for Kinda sad,Superbowl,Grammys aint shit
you are a very courageous person for taking the path that felt right for you! World need more ordinary people and extraordinary. Be proud of being who you are and being true to yourself. You are an exceptional person! thank you for sharing the story without TMI but just right.
you are beautiful, and i’m so proud of your for coming to realize what the industry is like and choosing your own path. i’m already a total fan of yours now 💜
I seem to recall Jungkook saying on a video that he was no longer allowed to go to the gym as they want him to keep his young boyish look. Obviously that has now changed because look at him now!
He's like twice the size of jimin now 😂😂 even Jin said that he should be nicer to jungkook because he could literally peel a pineapple with his BARE HANDS
I found you in my RUclips recommendations and I just have to say, you’re so beautiful and well spoken! I really enjoyed hearing your experience with bts and your thoughts on them! I hope all is well, and you have an amazing day, you’ve got a new subscriber!
Thanks for sharing and also giving us such a insight of BTS. It was very nice for you to have such an experience and that was very brave and courageous of you to come up with such a decision. It is not easy to make such decision to get out before you got burned to the point that you felt your assistance was worthless. Realizing your limits and doing what is best for you is the most important thing in life and if you were not happy and kept questioning yourself then what you did for you was a great decision you made. Do not listen to anyone negative comments about your decision and it your life. You are still love by your parents no matter what and the friends who live and care about you are still going to be by your side. Keep your head up and do what makes you happy and continue to be true to yourself. Take care and thanks again for sharing your story.
Before I even watched this video I knew You would say good things about BTS. They are good guys and so nice to everyone. I get the impression its very hard work being a K-Pop Idol. Great video and interesting story :)
While I'm watching the old videos or vlogs of ate Jessica is I don't know why this content is next to the previous vlog that I've watched since I'm an ARMY also or what they called baby army😅...I click this video as fast as i can so that it wouldn't disappear and while I'm enjoying watching this video until ate Jessica talks about how BTS started until they became a popular or the most popular boy band group in the world is my tears are slowly coming down my face... because how Jessica unnie started to be a fan is same as I used to be, actually I regret that why I'm so late (I'm 15 year's old in this year where i was started to know BTS) to know this kind of boy group...i just want to say thank you unnie for this kind of content i really hurts it to. I'm always here rin po to support your inspiring, joyful and beautiful vlogs. Thank you unnie💜💜
If you are new army pls listen love myself, paradise, tomorrow, magic shop, 2!3, mikrokosmos, epiphany, mikrokosmos, blue and grey, zero o'clock, bulletproof pt2, nevermind, so what, etc Pls watch The rise of bangtan docu-series
Thank you for sharing your experiences in the industry, and kudos to you for figuring out what you wanted vs. did not want and acting accordingly. It's also great to hear everything you said about BTS, it reaffirms our faith in them. :)
Really good.. Jessica, really speaks a lot of sense, I've learned something to some of the vlogs and I'm fond of listening to you, plus those beautiful eyes who makes our day. Keep it up! More vlogs and more power to you! 👍👍😊
It’s the first time I see you but you look so beautiful🥺 I’m ARMY and would click to every video related to BTS but for the first time I clicked because you look so lovely and pure 💜
That’s so cool I really like them it’s been 2 years I was introduced I really respect them for what they went through and other kpop artist bc it’s a really hard industry
you summarized bts really well....they are now legends who broke sooo many worldwide records. Also, they opened the pathway for the kpop industry and culture because of their influence. Really, BTS only comes once a lifetime. you will never find people and artists like them.
I'm proud that you realised that the Kpop world wasn't for you before it was too late to turn away from the lifestyle or make it kill you. Continue to strive for what you believe in :D #FIGHTING
Agree w everything u said about BTS & what an interesting experienced for you as a teenager being in that industry that must be quite exciting w all the hard work & disciplined. 💕😂
Thank you for speaking so well of BTS.. I am so touched as a fan!! :'0 And I hope you are happier now because you truly deserve being your true self. Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I subscribed!!!
Based on my personal experience with my friends i feel like whoever gets introduced to bts won’t be their fan for too long . All my friends have lost interest on em now n they all got to know bts coz someone introduced em to em ㅋㅋㅋ I’ve been an ARMY for 6 years n my love for em just grows everyday n more .
SAME! I went to BTS concert twice and I felt nothing... I was very close from the stage but I think it's just the fact that I was already used to watch them everyday that seeing them irl felt the same. It's like being used to have them in my entourage and not realize it anymore
BTS is literally known as humble and hardworking group since the beginning. only positive rumor about them. we love organic group. thank you for saying that jessica :)
Your words are so good and beautiful! Your perspective and describstion of BTS is EXACTLY what everyone need! I'm so happy i watched the whole video, I'm even taking notes haha
What i got from this : Im glad you found your way out of that world, next time u feel that u should be happy or sad at the moment and not feeling anything even an after effect. Its good to take a Mental Check cause something in you was already exhausted . You should feel even a slight joy or excitement knowing they are old HS crushes. A symptom of Depression is loosing interest or not finding joy in stuff that used to make u happy.
I don't know why but I watch this video after Jungkook's "scandal" about car accident and it's make me worried about them. I hope people still see BTS as a group who bring positive influence in KPOP world or in general. I'm not said that what Jungkook did wasn't wrong. I'm not shielding him. After all, Jungkook is a human too that can made mistake. Human is not perfect. No one.
@@appaisanairbender5043 I forgot the date but in November apparently Jungkook had a crash with a taxi driver when he drove a car. He was already admitted his mistake and give compensation to that taxi driver. No one got bad injury nor Jungkook drank when that accident happened. From some story, Jungkook crash with the taxi driver because he tried to avoid some cars that parked illegally. The point is this issue made same antis to have a reason bashed Jungkook called him criminals etc.
I like the FACT that her reaction to BTS is good like LITTERALLY SUPER GOOD...and yes i stan them and one more stuff when the captions or notes that saya "and thats how i became an ARMY yo sameeeeee
Thank you for explaining your own experience with your early teenage life being a trainee and also about how did you feel about BTS. 감사합니다! Salamat po! You were a fan but now you are telling your story with really so much fun and cool. 쩔어! 꿀잼!
We have the same feeling when i go to this show and met my idols or other famous celebreties,i shouldve freakout but i didnt feel anything like it was normal to see them in personal.:D
I really want to be an idol so I researched everything the good & bad side the pros. & cons. so I decided that if big hit will not have an audition that suits my age then I will not pursue my kpop dream. This is not about BTS but after months of research I realized that I will not be happy if I will be under in other companies cuz base on their experience as a trainee/idol & base on my opinion of the type of music & choreography of other companies I don't like it. I don't want to be an idol just to be an idol I want to have freedom in music just like BTS & I realized I enjoy being a fan. If I will not be an idol then I'm happy to stay as a fan, I love being a fan😊
thank you for the video An off topic comment-Your English is lovely,smooth and pleasant. English isn't my first language but I enjoy listening to you and hope to learn few things. Hugs
Firstly, I love the way you talk 😍 because English is not my first language and I am so inspired by your kind of talking 😆 ( I'm an introvert and I love to see people talking ) And as an army I'm so happy when you said good things about them, I can't even describe this kind of proud and happy feeling Yeah because you said it as a former kpop idol and you know how the things in the industry Love youuu 💜💜💜
Pr💟ud ARMY here 🤩. Enjoyed your video and well said about BTS, love love love the ENERGY✨PASSION ✨HARDWORK✨.They became a GREAT INSPIRATION to everyone. 💜💜💜. I am so happy for you that choose the right path for yourself 👏🏼🙌🏼👊🏻. Thank you for sharing your story about your KPOP journey and BTS. Take care and stay safe! Greetings from California 🇺🇸.
I can summarize all Jessica said about BTS in one word... BTS = "ORGANIC" .
I heard this in Joon's voice 😂
She's so brave considering her decision to not be a k-pop idol anymore when almost everybody wishes to be an idol.
Bcs she didnt earn money when she were idol. 😂
Idols barely earn money and the treatment they get is so bad I can never go through all that
false i think many people dont wanna be idols bc of the lifestyle and sacrifices its kinda sad having to live such a restrictive and pressurizing life when you only have one tbh so people who are idols must have a lot of passion
4:18 i mean this explains it all... i think many people just want to be one bc they see whats on the surface.... u know all the rainbows and sunshines but under that is a loooot more and is a lot deeper than that
@@kzdwt9969 some do , some don't.
Jessica really out here saying FACTS about BTS. *hands down*
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STAN QUEEN JESSICA Y’ALL!!!
@Mariah&WhitneyLamb she's just fangirling no need to be rude.
Mariah&WhitneyLamb how is that crazy lmao why don’t you just mind your business and stop spreading negativity😘✨
,, i see them as artists,, that got me the most.
I mean yeah idols can be considered as artists
Tessïa Emard not really nowadays in kpop many groups can’t be considered artists because their company does everything for them and they just perform it. In fact many popular idols these days can’t be considered artists I would classify real artists as those groups who attended queendom and kingdom and groups like bts etc because they solely have the talent to create masterpieces themselves it’s sad some of them are way to underrated for the talent they posses.
@@KaylaHuang-s2v Would you consider blackpink as artists? Or It's just the company that controls them.
@@Nyx-dd7tx i wouldnt consider bp artist but that doesnt mean they dont have talent, and i guess teddy is an artist because hes a pretty good producer himself and has a natural ability for music but yg as a company isnt an artist.
@@KaylaHuang-s2v What about the whole bighit label and their sublabels what do you think of the artists/Idols under them. Source Music, Pledis.
Bts total package. They really changed the stereotype on asian men.
Not really because the stereotype of Asian men isn't true. Thus nothing was changed.
@@joeyzapata6786 stereotypes are a widely held and oversimplified ideas/images of a particular type of person, it have nothing to do if these stereotypes are real or not.
Example of Asian stereotypes in the west are that Asian guys are unattractive, so when you have Asian male group being the hottest thing for females between 15 to 45, it helps undermine the existing stereotype.
@@joeyzapata6786 They did change it 🤷♀️
@@404gram Sorry, doesn't compute. Since as long as I can remember, I have never bought into stereotypes.
I either have been blessed to meet people that break the mold that is perceived by others or In just plain have to find out for myself.
It's not my fault if other people are weak and think that there's some magic guideline that distinguishes every race, gender and creed.
@@dimplemon7697 For you, they did. How old are you? Seriously? My mom used to tell me something like "no matter what people say or how many people say something about someone else, you will never really know the truth until you find out for yourself."
I used to breakdance in the 80s, yeah, I'm that old, and many Asians (Filipinos, Koreans, Chinese) were among my contemporaries and they broke every mold that was cast about them throughout media at that time.
So whatever enlightenment you're having about Asian men now, I had back in 1989. Don't act like something is brand new just because you discovered it. You're late to the party pal. Less internet, more real life.
7 lovely boys
6 years together
5 different place where they born
4 vocalist
3 rappers
2 side of story
1 group that will change the world
0 chance they will get forgotten
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i actually think it's pretty normal that you didn't "feel anything." even though you look up to them, at the end of the day they're just regular people saying hello. i also feel like the fangirl phase people have in the beginning faded away a bit, so it was less fangirling/idolizing and more respecting/looking up to them, i guess? nothing's wrong with either though, i just wanted to share my thoughts. also your dad liking bts is really sweet lol
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very good insight; don't have to be a fanboy or fangirl. but I also appreciate great talent and hard work. This is why I don't get fan groups that hate other kpop groups
classmates with jeongguk ?? y/n material !
jimins thighs y/n is quaking
i thought the same LOL
she needs to have a messy bun tho or jungkook won't fall in love with her
What is y/n?
@@lunaelkiran3854 y/n could be anyone.. it's just "your name".
I see what's in their hearts. They are amazing. I'm 68 years old and for a long time I haven't heard such amazing music with so much positive messages. Thank you for your experience in KPop and hope that you have found what you really love to do in your life. 💜💜💜
wow I'm glad to read your comment 😍 borahaee
and I didn't know that there's also a 68 years old army ❤️ I'm so impressed 😍
Your comment just made my day. 💜
As you mention how you were treated as a trainee vs how bts’ company treated them. Bh also had this separate rooms for female and male trainee and RM wrote a song condemning it lol. At least big hit never forced the boys to be something they are not long term wise. Really really really hope that they can influence a change in the training system.
Rules are necessary to keep young trainees disciplined but those that strip away their personality to fit the company’s own narrative is disgusting and is why kpop is so negatively viewed.
I will work hard and root for bts’ success bc they might be the only chance this landscape might change for the better.
Companies are already training idols in areas of producing and lyric writing. It’s a good start bc only if you are genuinely passionate abt music and not just popularity will you be able to shine.
BTS stood out bc them and the company is in for the music. It was a gamble from the start bc everything is abt money in the real world. I’m so thankful they made it. It’s a miracle.
to add to your post, bighit did force jin to be someone he's not until fire, they literally told him to adopt a cold personality and to hide his true self. it made jin unhappy too. it was a very disgusting thing to do to someone for multiple years, but i'm glad he overcame it.
What song are you talking about?
@aniyah williams I got the impression from jin himself who has talked about it on multiple occasions? he has also mentioned multiple times that fire was the turning point for him. I made a post about it with screenshots of when he has mentioned it: jinsbts(.) tumblr(.)com/post/185546055856/for-new-ish-fans-a-quick-reminder-that-yes-bighit.
@aniyah williams agree to disagree! but Jin literally said 'concept given to me' and 'they said let's go for a cold image' and how he was happy to start things over during fire. I'm not discrediting your post but I think it's important to know that bh has its flaws and mistreatment too.
@Jin Biased I agree that they've changed when it comes to certain stuff, just look at txt. But op said that bighit never forced bts to be something they're not and that's just not true? I was just commenting on that. And there's other stuff too, like recently I how tae and jimin weren't allowed to duet on a song because it fit better for a man and woman to sing. How they mistreated jin for years. Bighit isn't any better or worse than other companies, I'm just saying to be realistic. Idolizing a company is never healthy.
Bts are not only the best kpop group right now but IMO have been one of the top 3 acts worldwide for the past 2 yrs.
When you are not top group in your hometown but in the world
Just projects the stereotypes and mentality of the people there
Offtopic, but BTS should have gotten the Super Bowl halftime show.
i agree with this!
Is imo from the past generation??
joey zapata I don’t think bts performing at the super bowl halftime would be a good idea. Think about it. The majority of people watching the super bowl are older white males. Seeing Asian men with makeup, singing high notes and dancing would not sit well with some people. Not to mention that they’re singing in a foreign language. It would not sit well with the majority of the super bowl viewers.
I am a simple fangirl, I see BTS I click
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Same lol
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same Armys are united😂
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Your story of becoming their fan is very similar to mine, except that I don't have a trainee friend who's classmates with Jungkook lol
@aniyah williams I listen to their songs since around 2014 but I never understood the hype except after watching them outside their music videos
@aniyah williams I can relate
I think that BTS was meant to happen, like it was destiny. It was meant for BTS to form and to be under bighit. Bighit is an amazing company that gives BTS so much freedom. I’m sorry to hear that your company treated you so badly , it’s so sad that most companies control their trainees. Companies should learn from bighit haha
Bh isn't an amazing company lol. They may have more freedom then other idols but bh is still no different
It's because of that I believe in destiny!!!
@Blinkeu FOREVER bh still miss treats the memebers like Tae and jin. It's all over twt go search it up
@@standreamcatcher544 yes they are. yall are so annoying with the whole mistreatment shit. solo stans love to act up and claim a member is mistreated either by bh or even army. no bh isnt perfect but they are an amazing company who care bout their artists more than money and actually treat them with respect. bts love the staff and bang pd so please stop crying "injustice" over the smallest or even non-existent shit and go do smth about the companies that are actually problematic.
@Blinkeu FOREVER y'all are blind to think big hit doesn't mistreat them. Just like every other company big hit wants money haven't you seen what there doing to the members?? This is the first time since debut they've had a 2 month break. It's been 6 years! That isn't normal and the more popular bts gets the more money hungry bh gets too. Y'all such company Stans you won't even dare to look at what's happening.
imagine being classmates with jungkook...
Yeah i hope i could reicarnate to be his classmate in my next life (ik i am hallucinating though hah)
cjoyce I’ll probably get 0 in that class bc I’m too focused more on Jungkook than the teacher😂
@@ritalun_naulak i'll probably look forward going to school because of him :)
I will study hard for sure... So that if he needs help, I'll be there for him.
I had to go to university where one of my favourite influencer( omar farooq) was, although I liked him alot and had enormous repect of the message he was spreading, I could never approach him and say that to him while I said the same thing in insta comments, once I was studying in the library and when I got up he was in the front table, I got out immediately, so i think for a super introvert and huge bts fan I would never want to be in the same class with him. Hehe why im saying my story in a youtube comment😂
I wish there is more like you, your such a mature and respectful fan.
I like your fresh and honest take on K-pop in general and BTS in particular, of course. Keep it up. I'm going to be your new subscriber. Have a great weekend.
I love how she described BTS and in relation to other idol or idol groups as well. I was so happy when she said the word 'respect'. Thank u also so much for sharing your trainee experience :)
Thanks Jessica for sharing your experiences and wisdom. There much to learn about how to live and perceive life in a way that you are more focus in innerself than external influences. Your strength is more on internal than the worldly things. I adore your character and rare personality at your age. Young filipinos should mirror you of how to spend more of themself than those idols.
I’ll be honest, I believed in many stereotypes dealing with eastern Asian men, but BTS made me realize on a deeper level that people are just people, you can’t box an entire race of men.
What are the stereotypes?
@@nitalchordia606 Actually, there are many stereotypes like that all Korean men are macho, homophobic, racist ... Things like that. In fact I have heard it from many people .. Saying that Korean men only pretend to be good but that they are not, etc. Personally, I don't think they are all like that. There are good and bad people anywhere in the world. And from these guys I have seen very good comments from people ... Not only from her, but from other people within the industry.
I'm an older fan. I really liked the insight from your video about your experiences. It was very REAL! Good job!
You're so pretty and I have to agree with BTS changing Asian men's image.
You say you don’t know why you didn’t feel anything seeing them at this show. I think you just felt burnt out and tired of the K-Pop industry. You must have felt like you’ve had enough of all this bs so naturally they didn’t impress you much since you were so done with the whole industry. I think sometimes we need to pause and reflect on such things to understand better how we feel and draw conclusions to help us in the future :)
came to hear about the boys, stayed for your cute personality
Explained perfectly. I think BTS has set the bar of boy bands in this generation. It might be hard for others to even come close to what they have accomplished and already doing in the music industry. They are still very young but I must say, they are already legends.
finally! a former idol who proved that BTS is different from other kpop groups...they are that group who comes once in a life time Jessica thanks for sharing and being bold and honest! So many BTS haters need to hear this, these boys hit differently because they are so humble, real, sincere, kind, respectful, hard working, and free of scandals no matter how much ppl try to push them....its all around they are so unique and deserve more than their success💜💜💜💜and btw who is your bias or was?
Thank you for sharing your thoughts! I enjoyed hearing things from your perspective :)
See BTS literally paved the way. I'm not discredited other kpop idol especially BTS senior but because of BTS, kpop now is they can enter western market very easy
Thank you for sharing 💜. I’m very glad that you are on a path better suited to you, now.
P.S. BTS we can confidently say are the biggest boyband in the world, not just the biggest K-pop artists. They truly are on their way to becoming one of the biggest and most influential artists in history. Thank you for respecting them 💜💜💜💜
@Estela Lopez so? they accomplished and broke many barriers kpop groups haven't or even just artists in the west, that itself is undeniably phenomenal. And they just might one day perform at superbowl and British awards.baby steps, just like grammys...BTS never had anything hand down to them, from the beginning they started at 0 and slowly climbed up to 100 and they will surpass that💜
I hope they don't cos superbowl level is deep satanic rituals and playing the politically correct game
American entertainment is not all that..kpop performers beginning to make American artistes look average.
This whole entertainment industry is a dangerous one..most of the stars are depressed and don't know what they signed up for
Kinda sad,Superbowl,Grammys aint shit
you are a very courageous person for taking the path that felt right for you! World need more ordinary people and extraordinary. Be proud of being who you are and being true to yourself. You are an exceptional person! thank you for sharing the story without TMI but just right.
you are beautiful, and i’m so proud of your for coming to realize what the industry is like and choosing your own path. i’m already a total fan of yours now 💜
I seem to recall Jungkook saying on a video that he was no longer allowed to go to the gym as they want him to keep his young boyish look. Obviously that has now changed because look at him now!
angela kenny When did that happened? There's footage of JK going to the gym since 2014 so...
He's like twice the size of jimin now 😂😂 even Jin said that he should be nicer to jungkook because he could literally peel a pineapple with his BARE HANDS
That was a long time ago! JK said it, not me.
I found you in my RUclips recommendations and I just have to say, you’re so beautiful and well spoken! I really enjoyed hearing your experience with bts and your thoughts on them! I hope all is well, and you have an amazing day, you’ve got a new subscriber!
Thanks for sharing and also giving us such a insight of BTS.
It was very nice for you to have such an experience and that was very brave and courageous of you to come up with such a decision.
It is not easy to make such decision to get out before you got burned to the point that you felt your assistance was worthless.
Realizing your limits and doing what is best for you is the most important thing in life and if you were not happy and kept questioning yourself then what you did for you was a great decision you made.
Do not listen to anyone negative comments about your decision and it your life.
You are still love by your parents no matter what and the friends who live and care about you are still going to be by your side.
Keep your head up and do what makes you happy and continue to be true to yourself.
Take care and thanks again for sharing your story.
How fun to have been so close to them thank for taking the time to tell me more about you.
Before I even watched this video I knew You would say good things about BTS. They are good guys and so nice to everyone. I get the impression its very hard work being a K-Pop Idol. Great video and interesting story :)
While I'm watching the old videos or vlogs of ate Jessica is I don't know why this content is next to the previous vlog that I've watched since I'm an ARMY also or what they called baby army😅...I click this video as fast as i can so that it wouldn't disappear and while I'm enjoying watching this video until ate Jessica talks about how BTS started until they became a popular or the most popular boy band group in the world is my tears are slowly coming down my face... because how Jessica unnie started to be a fan is same as I used to be, actually I regret that why I'm so late (I'm 15 year's old in this year where i was started to know BTS) to know this kind of boy group...i just want to say thank you unnie for this kind of content i really hurts it to. I'm always here rin po to support your inspiring, joyful and beautiful vlogs. Thank you unnie💜💜
PS. HINDI PO AKO GANON MARUNONG MAG ENGLISH BUT ATLEAST I TRIED MY BEST TO PUT IT UP LIKE THAT HAHHAHAHAHAHHA
If you are new army pls listen love myself, paradise, tomorrow, magic shop, 2!3, mikrokosmos, epiphany, mikrokosmos, blue and grey, zero o'clock, bulletproof pt2, nevermind, so what, etc
Pls watch The rise of bangtan docu-series
Thank you for sharing your experiences in the industry, and kudos to you for figuring out what you wanted vs. did not want and acting accordingly. It's also great to hear everything you said about BTS, it reaffirms our faith in them. :)
Really good.. Jessica, really speaks a lot of sense, I've learned something to some of the vlogs and I'm fond of listening to you, plus those beautiful eyes who makes our day. Keep it up! More vlogs and more power to you! 👍👍😊
It’s the first time I see you but you look so beautiful🥺 I’m ARMY and would click to every video related to BTS but for the first time I clicked because you look so lovely and pure 💜
I REALLY LOVE how pure jessica is. I think as a small youtuber, this attitude has a big impact on your viewers💕
Talk more about your other experience of other kpop groups that you've met during your idol days jessica
I'm getting jealous af at that moment you said you've been in one place with them..
this is so off topic, but I love Jessica's plaid shirt
i got teary eyed 🥺 i love how you spill the truth about the boys. i love them so much and i love you also, jessica! btw, i'm a filo army ❤️
I’m so shocked when I saw your description !! We were born on the same day, the same month, and the same year!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IM JUNGSHOOK 😳😳😳😳
10:15 Omg.....i thought my dad was the only one . Lots of love to you and your family. Thank you for this video very nice ^^.
has anyone ever told *you look like "joy from red velvet"*
Same here, I felt like I saw her somewhere but couldn't remember, well it turns out I was thinking of Joy from red velvet..
That’s so cool I really like them it’s been 2 years I was introduced I really respect them for what they went through and other kpop artist bc it’s a really hard industry
you summarized bts really well....they are now legends who broke sooo many worldwide records. Also, they opened the pathway for the kpop industry and culture because of their influence. Really, BTS only comes once a lifetime. you will never find people and artists like them.
I'm proud that you realised that the Kpop world wasn't for you before it was too late to turn away from the lifestyle or make it kill you.
Continue to strive for what you believe in :D #FIGHTING
Why doesn't he want to be a K-pop idol? Is he really not responding or not?....؟؟؟؟؟؟
Yess please make more videos like this where you talk honestly about a topic (if you want and enjoy doing these videos of course)
I'm so proud of Bangtan 💜
They have something, I don't know what is but THEY ARE SPECIALA
Thank your for share your experience 💕
Thank you so much for sharing your experience with former BTS 💜
Did you meet Onda when she was in Idol school ?
I just did one thing nice in my life that is being their army and supporting them ......they inspire me to do hardwork ...
Wow. She went to school in the Philippines as an ordinary student and speaks good English. Good for her
This is why I became an army. They really hardworking and dedicated, this make me wanna support them no matter what.
for your friend who used to be junkook's classmate...
SALA OL
The way you edit your videos is amazing! And you're well-spoken 🖤
Agree w everything u said about BTS & what an interesting experienced for you as a teenager being in that industry that must be quite exciting w all the hard work & disciplined. 💕😂
Thank you for speaking so well of BTS.. I am so touched as a fan!! :'0 And I hope you are happier now because you truly deserve being your true self. Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I subscribed!!!
Based on my personal experience with my friends i feel like whoever gets introduced to bts won’t be their fan for too long .
All my friends have lost interest on em now n they all got to know bts coz someone introduced em to em ㅋㅋㅋ
I’ve been an ARMY for 6 years n my love for em just grows everyday n more .
I want to see Jessica with Dasuri Choi together with a vlog😁
You look like Joy from Red Velvet
Nah
She's prettier than Joy IMO
@@MikeNolan dont say that both are pretty
梁やキムジェニー I did not say Joy was not pretty. I said this girl is prettier.
Lovelyzfan Nah joy is prettier let’s not lie.
SAME! I went to BTS concert twice and I felt nothing... I was very close from the stage but I think it's just the fact that I was already used to watch them everyday that seeing them irl felt the same. It's like being used to have them in my entourage and not realize it anymore
Sooooo lucky you went to he comcert😢😢😢how did you gather the money and did your parents support u
Such a nice story thanx for sharing !!!:)))would love to hear more stories about kpop your trainee days and life in Asia
BTS is literally known as humble and hardworking group since the beginning. only positive rumor about them. we love organic group. thank you for saying that jessica :)
Yes I think that is a reason why they gained so much fans and respect from the industry of their hardwork and the most humble sunbae.
You're a natural storyteller.. Please make more videos where you just tell stories!
Your words are so good and beautiful! Your perspective and describstion of BTS is EXACTLY what everyone need! I'm so happy i watched the whole video, I'm even taking notes haha
What i got from this : Im glad you found your way out of that world, next time u feel that u should be happy or sad at the moment and not feeling anything even an after effect. Its good to take a Mental Check cause something in you was already exhausted . You should feel even a slight joy or excitement knowing they are old HS crushes. A symptom of Depression is loosing interest or not finding joy in stuff that used to make u happy.
Now I know what's the difference of an idol and artist. Thank you!
I really really loved this and your story too. I'm really happy that now you're doing what you really want to do. Lots of love💜👍
I don't know why but I watch this video after Jungkook's "scandal" about car accident and it's make me worried about them.
I hope people still see BTS as a group who bring positive influence in KPOP world or in general.
I'm not said that what Jungkook did wasn't wrong. I'm not shielding him. After all, Jungkook is a human too that can made mistake. Human is not perfect. No one.
ntzkyh 95 - 2 may i know what car incident ?
@@appaisanairbender5043 I forgot the date but in November apparently Jungkook had a crash with a taxi driver when he drove a car. He was already admitted his mistake and give compensation to that taxi driver. No one got bad injury nor Jungkook drank when that accident happened. From some story, Jungkook crash with the taxi driver because he tried to avoid some cars that parked illegally.
The point is this issue made same antis to have a reason bashed Jungkook called him criminals etc.
6:15 JESSICA got JUNGSHOOK! 😨
💜ARMY U !
love how real you are, jessica!! 💛
I like the FACT that her reaction to BTS is good like LITTERALLY SUPER GOOD...and yes i stan them
and one more stuff when the captions or notes that saya "and thats how i became an ARMY yo sameeeeee
Thank you for explaining your own experience with your early teenage life being a trainee and also about how did you feel about BTS. 감사합니다! Salamat po! You were a fan but now you are telling your story with really so much fun and cool. 쩔어! 꿀잼!
yes, I see them as an artist too!😊💜
ARMY here!! Yes you always hear from other staff, people they’ve worked with before or former trainees how good hearted BTS is.
We have the same feeling when i go to this show and met my idols or other famous celebreties,i shouldve freakout but i didnt feel anything like it was normal to see them in personal.:D
_yassss, i've been waiting for this._
I really want to be an idol so I researched everything the good & bad side the pros. & cons. so I decided that if big hit will not have an audition that suits my age then I will not pursue my kpop dream. This is not about BTS but after months of research I realized that I will not be happy if I will be under in other companies cuz base on their experience as a trainee/idol & base on my opinion of the type of music & choreography of other companies I don't like it. I don't want to be an idol just to be an idol I want to have freedom in music just like BTS & I realized I enjoy being a fan. If I will not be an idol then I'm happy to stay as a fan, I love being a fan😊
thank you for the video
An off topic comment-Your English is lovely,smooth and pleasant. English isn't my first language but I enjoy listening to you and hope to learn few things. Hugs
They deserve all the recognition. hope they’d come to manila again so i can see them 😍 jimin and taehyung will always have my hearteu ❤️
I think they will not back to the Philippines because back in 2017 I think Jin had a trauma when a Fan threw him a piece of Bra. So disrespectful.
Firstly, I love the way you talk 😍 because English is not my first language and I am so inspired by your kind of talking 😆 ( I'm an introvert and I love to see people talking )
And as an army I'm so happy when you said good things about them, I can't even describe this kind of proud and happy feeling
Yeah because you said it as a former kpop idol and you know how the things in the industry
Love youuu 💜💜💜
I think it's safe to say they are the biggest band in the world. Beyond only kpop
Pr💟ud ARMY here 🤩. Enjoyed your video and well said about BTS, love love love the ENERGY✨PASSION ✨HARDWORK✨.They became a GREAT INSPIRATION to everyone. 💜💜💜. I am so happy for you that choose the right path for yourself 👏🏼🙌🏼👊🏻. Thank you for sharing your story about your KPOP journey and BTS. Take care and stay safe! Greetings from California 🇺🇸.
*Danger* was what got me into them too! ☆♡☆ (^□^)/"
Thank you for sharing your story! ☆
ARMY HERE! I SUPER DUPER LOVE THIS VIDEO :) THANK YOU FOR THIS
This is why Bighit is such a respected company
sana ol kaklase ni jungkook, sana ol nakita bts in person ng malapiiiiit. isang malaking SANA ALL😭😭😭
Thankkk you 😍
This format is really good! Keep it up🖤♡
"they're inspiring people" YES THEY'RE. " "they're so humble",,, I like them so much and I admire them so much toooooo, they're the best artist💜
thank you for this!
the essence of being famous. yes you nailed it!!
Yes!! I agree with everything you said!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow! Same thing!