Gang Member interview-Country
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- Опубликовано: 17 окт 2024
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Country, a gang member in Los Angeles.
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i wish i had a time machine to help this dude growing up
DIGs We do...for the next generation.
Kids still going through this...
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly oh are you videos gonna stop drug addicts from having kids? Better yet, drug addicts from selling their bodies? or drug addicts from getting raped?
@@adamcoleman6541 wtf is that supposed to mean. Its awareness dumbass and that in itself will help the next generations cause of the young people who are interested in the shit compared to people who need to grow up in it to servive the world is fucked up and you cant blame one person for it but one person can make a diffrence about it, these guys have crazy story's and fucked up lives lots of people doo and that's what hes getting out there alot are still alive surprisingly and alot have turned around or matured but you grow up a sertan way most people follow that path few brake it but more and more are cause of things like this cause a person's message today can reach 100x farther then it did in the past
Zack Moore with your thinking, you’d fault the 95 percent of people that never make it out of those situations as failures. That’s what bothers me. By showing these videos to 13 year old boys, if they don’t immediately want to go to Harvard, it’s their fault. It bothers me that you all believe a bunch of RUclips videos is all that these kids need to escape.
“I don’t think I like being sober, because I’ll have to deal with me.” Wow. Many aren’t tough enough to confess this.
For real. It’s true though I been through a lot of shit as a child and as and adult and the only way I could deal with the trauma was by getting high. I couldn’t cope with everything that happened in a healthy way, I would just rather get high and be numb.
nickgavis0305 I hella feel you brother. Stay strong. Just remember, you went through sh*t, you are not sh*t. You feel me. ✌🏾and ❤️.
I can relate
Jesse W I’ve been there. Hang in there. ✌🏾you got this.
@@mytimebytony2315 my bad I took your commit the wrong way
He's so traumatized he can't even cry real tears anymore.
oh shut up
@@JimA-pp2nu mad?
@@inactive-z2o Yu do heroin tho
@@ukdrillvsusdrill7587 lol, i've never done heroin and never will. i'm fucking afraid of needles and of overdoses. I only smoked weed.
Hes just off of drugs
This man's sorrow is so deep. Every time he says "I don't like me" My heart breaks a little
So sad
its very sad, you can hear the pain in his voice
@Beyond Midnight that is a load of horseshit.
this is what happens when u abuse drugs that make u happy ( E pills ,Molly ,Crystal ) now what happened to him as a child was very sad but that part is due to drug abuse, hes chemically imbalanced , hes pumped too much dopamine to his brain, now he cant be happy without those drugs
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when i clicked on this i didn’t expect this interview to go like this. i pray he gets better.
I second that emotion.
Love sent bro
Took the words right out of my mouth and mind. This was deep!!
Why? Cause you thought he'd be just a hoodlum or something? Ignorant ass.
@@hshshdjdhdhdhdjd7828 Ignorant? So you expected him to go onto this video with smiles and good vibes and shit? You're the ignorant one here
His daughter waited for him before she left the world
Lord forgive me if I’m ever ungrateful
It is easy to do. Thank you for helping me to remember.
Adrian Derrett - amen
Adrian Derrett 🙏🏾
Why let the lord this happen
Stop looking to the “lord” for your meaningless lives.
If you read this big bro, dont hate yourself. I see a soldier with a heart of gold.. you have a lot to give. Keep strong. Proud of you..
Brock Nichols that’s 💯💯💯💯💯
you da man for writing this. Agreed 1000%
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Stop.
@Mr Tea 82 loser
Yeah I mean look, can you really blame his mom for stabbing that guy for what essentially amounts to sexual abuse of a child? At least she had the balls to do what many of us would say we'd do but never do.
@michael x she was a drug addict, although she must be held accountable she was probably around those scumbags for a source of cash.
But we can blame her for almost selling his sister we can blame her for bringing all these dumb motherfukers around her children we can blame her yes we can and I am
mosipd one of my homeboys mommas was locked up for stabbing a nigga turns out she schizophrenic she calls it her gift
michael x you should tell the interviewee his mother is at fault...see how that goes over!
mosipd she had the guts but at what cost? Look at him. You can’t do things in the moment. You gotta think
Im a grown ass man. And this dude had me in tears. No wonder he's an addict. I think we all would be if we went thru what he has gone thru. So terribly sad. Wish there was something I could do to help him
You and me both brother. I'm Christian but some days I don't even care if there's some other hell beyond this one; takes all I have to forgive God for just one 'Country', it wouldn't be right if an entire village had to bear the burden he's born. May the sun rise for him tomorrow
Same here
I get the point your trying to make but honestly... no, we would not "all be addicts" just like him. Most would go insane or take their own life after going through the things this man has... his strength is leagues above your 'average joe'
Bro same here , how some people can be so evil
When he talked about his 'twin bond' with his sister and discovered her being raped.. my heart nearly fell out. So sad :-( Adults that sexually abuse children are demonic.
No more like it's a Demonic spirit being passed around because more than often the people doing the raping or molesting were once victims of the same act. It's like a disease being passed around from generation to generation.
Sour Diesel🍀 You are so right. Smh
Literal subspecies
The pain is so severe. I work with juvenile offenders and while they do horrific things, I give them unconditional love/acceptance. I know that I cannot fathom what they have witnessed or been through. I still believe they need to pay for their crimes but they still deserve unconditional acceptance along the way.
Childhood trauma inflicted by adults (be it phsical, mental or sexual) clearly results in episodic PTSD in adulthood - this is something that should be researched more - just tragic
Oh absolutely. I agree.
Bullshit
This is not PTSD
@@johnnybankston9340 What is it then?
Rahman The Writer I agree it’s very tragic it’s a cycle , I’m sure his parents and parents before them had their own tragedy as well. Pain creates pain misery loves company. Something and someone needs to create a change there need to be more people like this man letting these people share their stories , I’m sure they are grateful to be heard . I can see and feel the pain in this man 😔I pray he finds peace he deserves it
These interviews really changed me as a person. I respect life more now
Y I was thinking the same thing
me too
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There is so much pain in this interview. He seems so genuinely broken. Losing both is daughters so tragically 😢 I just wanna hug this man. I hope he knows he can honor his daughters by celebrating life and making it his mission to be a better man, clean & sober
Kita B heart wrenching 🤗
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First, he has to love himself. Self-hatred runs deep.
@@davidadams2395 that's hard to do when you have a shitty upbringing like his even though he isnt at fault a young mans mind can be mysterious
@@davidadams2395 its hard to get over self hate if you cant affect the situation/things that make you hate yourself
I feel so sad for this guy. You can just hear in his voice that he’s torn and hurting. I pray to God he finds hope...even after all he’s gone through.
That hope is God...pray for him @Jasmine
Oh spare me the platitudes. There is no God, this dude's life illustrates that
You can hear and feel the pain through the entire interview
Instead of praying for him, which is hopeless, why wouldn't you want to do something instead. Like track him down. Take him into your home. Take him to work with you. Teach the man to fish. Prayers are just words. Like being compassion. Take action. Do something about. Stop praying people!! People need help not prayers!
Yes I feel his pain
This is one of the realest and most sincere pain an individual has revealed in the interviews ive watched so far.
Reminder for the spoiled folks who think their life is bad. This man has rarely had a fair moment in his life.
"She left." Sad as hell. This man is a product of his shitty environment. He's smart and has a huge heart. Unfortunately, he's playing the hand he was dealt...
All facts I felt that when I red it
That's all we can do
Notice the theme in all of these videos: born into a shit childhood with a single mother. People want to talk about “white privilege” the only privilege is being born into a loving family. Black, white, whatever. It’s having a loving family that makes a difference. BLM want to dissolve the “nuclear family” and it makes no sense.
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Empathy come in many forms. He has my heart and I pray for his healing and freedom from his broken heart and mental prison.
This has taught me that Sometimes I can be so judgemental. Hearing his story gave me true understanding of why some people do drugs and live life styles such as his. Goes to show, you never know what a person has been through in life. I feel so bad for this man.💔💔
It's crazy you say that... the whole country America where I grew up is so fucked up we all became the judges the jury and executioner !! Yeah there are bad fucked up people out there no doubt but nowadays it's like everyone sits behind their phone or whatever and judges everyone over anything... crazy tho this man sheds light on how someone gets to where they are... and his road ain't a road I'd ever want my girl to walk ever. I pray for people who go thru the fire and change try to be better and dont give up ! Peace to all
I work in Social Services and am on the Human Trafficking Response Team...I have yet to meet a victim that was NOT sexually abused as a child. Facts
LuLu Pryce Damn
There's usually an underlying trauma/issue that is the root cause of addiction. If we ever want to win the war on drugs, we need better access to mental health services so more people can have a healthy outlet/some support and won't feel the need to turn to a vice to dull the pain.
Hi nice too meet you beautiful
I'm 6 minutes into this and I'm having to emotionally prepare myself to hear the rest. What some people have to endure is just heart breaking.
The thing that caught my attention more than anything in this video was his ability to say “losing my daughters is my fault”.
That takes a hell of a man.
this is the most powerful interview yet. should start a gofundme to get him off skid row
jinxie clark real talk
Amen
How do we do this??? I’m so serious!??
I agree whole heartedly
Did he say he lived on skid row? And he can make his own money he doesn’t have a problem doin such he’s a soldier he knows his way. What he does need is positivity and some mental health and addiction services to deal with all the trauma
Country... You'll probably never read this but... your story is one of the heaviest things I've ever heard. After all you've been through, and you still say it makes you smile to see your friends smile, and living for other people makes you happy... this story has changed me. I love you man. Forgive yourself. You're so much better than you realize...
Ong I dropped a tear
He’s so broken... my heart yearns for him. He’s in my prayers I want nothing but peace and healing for him 🥺
This shattered my heart. Nobody should ever go through that, especially a child. The pain in this man's eyes makes me tear up.
Being a twin ain’t no joke. I always know when something is going on with my brother even when we’re not physically together. A different type of bond foreal
Identical twins share similar genetics, and that's why they feel connected. They are basically the same person with different bodies
@@dontbelongherefromanother no theyre not
I believe it my siblings are boy/girl twins and I grew up experiencing them feel each other’s pain
How do you know exactly I’m sure it’s a subtle feeling or something but I’ve always been curious and never really heard a satisfying explanation
Don't Belong Here, From Another Planet
Not at all
Country we love you man. You have been through a lot I wish I could take your pain. Your a smart man, and have so much potential. God loves you and always will.
Coming from a mexican, you my brother man. We in this shit together homie. I don't care bout no hood politics or anything man, we brothers.
I'm a Blackman coming from Oakland it use to be a time we're we all we're tight with each other black and brown wish we all understood each other
@@charlieboy501 yeah man, if only. We're all brothers
I hear back in the 80s that the Mexicans and blacks who shared hoods or lived close by would actually kick it when they weren't at war with their their enemies
@@8BallBroadway True Story
@@matthewalex5104 thanx for verifying I heard it in an interview Kev Mac videos a OG named Lil Doc Thone from ECC said it in one of his interviews....
Now I got a knot in my throat 😭😭 no one deserves a life like this man I pray for complete healing & restoration for this strong man
He took care of his daughter while living in a hotel with a drug addiction. Wow his will to survive is relentless, he has more potential than he realizes, just too high to see it.
Yeah he's Relentless ✊🏾
Too high? Nah on a deeper level he's extremely depressed because of his abusive childhood so he's in perpetual survival mode to defend his mind from painful memories and satisfy other addictions like gangbanging, his own words. Getting high isn't the chief cause of unrealized potential in his case is what I'm saying.
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@@CockLobster I agree with you. He is so messed up that the drugs are just the icing on the cake. His trauma is indescribable.
"I ain't got no light at the end of my tunnel.... And I don't Care..." Damn
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There is with Jesus. Shame that he’s never been around people to properly introduce him to the Saviour.
@@WornDownSaint whatever you say space-man, yeshua ben hoseph is who i believe you are referring to. jesus is a fictitious name for a mythological demi-god.
who was crucified on a pagan symbol for the sun,
on a day where the sun set at its lowest point of the year,
remained dead during the spring equinox
and was resurrected the very morning the sun began its new cycle and started rising each morning.
he had 12 disciples around him, just like the sun has 12 months before earth does a full rotation around it.
son/sun
the sun of god is the morning star,
the bringer of light, the sun/son of god that is worshiped, is Lucifer, the morning star, (the only star seen in daytime), gods most beautiful angel , ''the sun of god who was cast out of heaven for thinking he was the center of the universe.'' all which was written by men who believed the sun rotated the earth, and not the other way around.
like it or not, you're following pagan based religion.
don't believe me? research how your bible was entirely sanctioned by the roman emperor Constantine and the council of nicea.
where they chose what was allowed in the bible and what was taken out (some of which is now known as the dead sea scrolls). which is important because Constantine at the time was a devout pagan and did not believe in god, jesus, or anything he was allowing in the book, and waited till his death bed to be ''baptized'' so his sanction would not be in conjecture with the vatican. he purposefully took out any mentioning of yeshua from age 13-30, because in that time, he was married and had children. his wife was too important in certain situations to be discarded from the story entirely, so she was called a prostitute instead. he died at age 33, mason number, god is called the great architect, come on man.
you worship the newest pagan idol, thats why you eat his flesh and drink his blood for communion, thats a pagan ritual, just like eating the heart of what you hunt.-
you worship the son/sun of god, Lucifer. =
now, i am sorry to talk shit on your beliefs, but i feel that you commented because of my username, and i feel that you were talking shit on my beliefs bu the way you did it.
and you did it in an uppity, holier than thou type of way so i look like an asshole if i say anything negative.
by design, i can't call it forsure, but thats what it is.
if you would have said god instead of jesus, i would have agreed with you and left it at that.
make sure you go watch the sonrise this morning
Everett Ika i read it and it makes absolutely sense. Lol ur mad ur god doesnt exist
@Everett Ika whats sad is your closed-narrow minded, blind obedience and inability to understand your supposed opposition.
everything i said has evidence to back it up, well, everything except the supernatural portion, but still.
Can y’all imagine how strong this man is to keep in his tears like that 💯💯
Jrock 317 crying don’t make y weak
He has probably cried every tear that he has. So terribly sad
Right ik my big ass couldn't listen to this
Crying feels good you need to let it flow, it’s actually kinda scary when you get sad but the tears won’t come out anymore the consolation is over it’s just time to nut up and do what needs to be done
@@_RobBanks amen
He seems like a good dude for the most part. He was trying to take care of his kids. To lose two kids and everything from childhood its overwhelming. He shouldn't beat himself up. I think he should like himself more. He didn't kill his kids both circumstances were out of his control. Tragic story..I was hoping the end result didn't have to end that way. Country your handsome just so you know, articulate and caring. Your a decent guy in my book.
I agree.
Totally agree, but I didn’t get who shot his daughter
His daughter getting shot hurt me
M Ciddy that’s what I’m trying to find out
sadly i believe he is implying that his gang life was the reason his daughter got shot
My black brother, you may feel that you don’t like you but I LOVE YOU! You are the world and the entire universe. I commend you because you still have air in your lungs, your heart is beating. You have such a great purpose. And that is to live. To live and tell your story but please know, your story is not your destination. You are beautiful, you are strong. You are WORTHY! You are enough. You are the definition of greatness. Please stand up and take your rightful place my brother. Your place is not to take life, it is to give life and to live life and to BE LIFE. YOU ARE LIFE! God bless you, anything that ever made you feel unlike life, was always dead. You ARE LIFE 👌🏽👌🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
See this is why addicts are addicts people think you choose to do this well people usually why we choose to is bc TERRIBLE TERRIBLE things happen to us & the only thing to make us feel nothing is drugs or alcohol...if you choose to give birth remember you are that child’s protector you are that child’s example ...& if you can’t get yourself together give that child to someone who will love them protect them !
Alcohol is a drug, one of the most lethal at that
I sorry for your losd
Loss
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STAY STRONG BROTHER.
It always amazes me how children can break the hardest of people. This guy's story digs deeper than normal.
Probably the MOST touching of all the videos I’ve seen. I can truly feel his pain..no one should have to feel the pain of losing a child
Yeah, I can fully understand why this guy became a gang member unlike some of the others where they kind of play off their felonies etc. as the "good old days" etc. and never really show much contrition.
This is sad. This is probably the first time he's every talked about this to anyone.
The way he holds his tears in... please release that!
Yasss that will kill you. Some men have the misconception that crying means weakness...and that's not the case. God is able!
@@kenziemich it’s sad but most older men still believe that they shouldn’t cry because it isn’t many or makes you less of a man.
He don't know how, it's a sign of weakness he thinks he he let's go in reality it's the strongest thing one can do is cry.
I feel that he has endured so much ,that he is " all cried out." There are many stages to grief and I think he is at a stage where the tears just " won't" fall.
Man. This was a powerful interview. I'm sitting here...emotionally drained.
You’re not ugly. You’re beautiful 🖤❤️💚
Thanks God for you ✳️ forever sister ✡️ ♑✳️ ✳️ for uplifting the brother God bless you Lord Almighty is with you
Shara Harry don’t patronise the man
Gregory Chatman I love all my brothers. We need to love each other. We got enough problems.
Ernesto Calderon I see my
Comment about black love got deleted? Hmmm? How funny 😂 just proves my point. I love all my BLACK KINGS. Loving your people is not patronizing.. it’s called self love and If you don’t like it keep it moving...
Thanks God bless you ✳️ brother forever always May God Almighty God bless you ✳️ forever sister ✡️♑⚕️✳️ forever for uplifting the brothers Amen 😇✡️✳️✳️✳️ Thanks
You can really feel his emotions when he pauses momentarily to flash backs of his childhood.
Right..Like there was so much more that happened that he didn't even divulge.
Hey boss hope this gets to you somehow, I sat here watching this relating to parts of your story, I am of Mexican descent & I am very proud of my ethnicity & want to say not all Latinos are Mexican. I sincerely feel for what you have gone and currently going through I felt the need to tell you that although life put you through tough times you're a king and it's not too late to change, everyday every morning we have on this earth is a new opportunity. I want to finish this by saying you got 2 very special Angel's watching over you who protect you I love you man keep that chin up og
Man the story about his youngest dauhter is so deep. This channel is incredible. Gives a voice to those who think they have never had one or the opportunity to speak. This man has been through some wild shit. Insanely rough childhood, lost two seperate children and probably so much more.
This is the most amount of humanity I've ever seen on the internet. Thank you.
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For real 💯💯
seems like a decent man to me, can tell he's genuine, unlike some of them. Feel bad for him, with a back story like that how the hell is anyone ever going to get up over it? Some people really are, through life circumstance, just set up to fail. Sorry about your daughter man, that's hard.
oh shit I carried on watching. Dude lost his other daughter as well. Speechless
I agree with you it's very sad and he seems like a good person
Mark Rice same here - no words for his suffering 🧚🏻♂️
His gangbangin' notwithstanding, Country does seem like a decent guy.
Wish i could help. Most geniune real guy
I'm very jaded to the hard life, but this brought me to tears. If he finds himself in northern ca I would extend my resources to him to have a place to live and get him in that suit and tie.
Im hurting listening to This
These stories seem to always be heartbreaking, but this one was another level of soul wrenching and I’m at a loss for words. 💔
same here. i had to watch it split in days and i can take sad, dark tales, but this--its just a punch to the soul and gut wrenching
I agree. This poor baby.
How do you turn to God, if your second child, whom you are proud of, is randomly killed by a distracted driver?
The emptiness in this mans voice is heart shattering.... I totally understand why he gets high. But I wonder if he ever thought about what a testimony he could be? Him telling his story to ppl that’s not even been thru what he has but knowing the road they’re own could lead them to that might would help them stop too.... Idk, I just don’t know what else to say. I want to help this man some how. I also want a follow up video he needs to know there’s ppl out here that wants to listen to him and help him. There’s power in prayer and I will be doing that for sure.
He couldn’t even cry... my heart hurts hearing his story I just wanna hug him 😢😔
I swear I will never take my life for granted. Watching your stories makes me realize how extremely blessed I am and the problems I face with my family are so incredibly small compared to others. 😞🥺❤️🙏🏾
We live in a Cold Cold Cold world boy. Smh wow that story hit me.
cOLD cOLD cOLD
This is why single mothers need to be careful about who they date & let around their kids.
ben yosep someone obviously has mommy issues lmfao
Maybe deadbeat dads need to start taking responsibility for who they create
chiefs816kc maybe, just maybe men should keep their hands to themselves...
@ben yosep lmfao 💀 sounds like a "single mother" broke your heart and left you bitter ASF!!! Hahahaha
@@killplayz1000 are you seriously against what he said?
When he starts talking about his sister you can watch him tense up. Nobody should have to go through these things
Literally speechless. My heart hurt watching him share his story. He is a survivor. These good people go through so much tragedy. There’s no time to recover with blow after blow. I know he’s doing his very best. I hope he heals. Your story is unbelievable. You deserve a little peace and a lot of love.
This page makes me a lot nicer to EVERYONE! Keep this page alive. It’s healthy
He’s carrying so much pain and hurt. He looks crippled with hopelessness. All he wanted to do was look after his sister
Life’s so difficult now. We all must count our blessings.
He’s such a nice sole.
Bruh, This dude here reminds me of some friends I had growing up, 3 of them particularly all brothers, came to my house with cigarette burns all over them at 3 AM once, my dad went to their dad (they lived alone with him at the time) and I just remember going with my mom to bail him out and seeing his dad sitting there in processing when they opened the doors and his face swollen up and bloody and my mom busted through the door and started screaming at the guy that burned his kids and told him they arent going back and they are staying with us now. For 8 years my parents took care of them and to this day they are all still my little brothers and I love them dearly, the most loyal down for whatever guys I know. My parents were both preachers, we didnt have much but we offered a lot of love back then before everything went crazy and we had a tight knit loving family that most people were jealous and ashamed not to have. We had little- we lived poor its amazing what having a father in the house can change, married couples have it hard enough keeping up with everything happening around them single parents got no chance at all. Man I feel for this dude I really wish I could have been there to help him and try to make him see that life isn't about rage or anger- its about living to the fullest and respecting yourself enough to own up to what you owe yourself - That is pursuing your dream and instead of being surrounded by yes men (like gangsters who will tell you anything to flip you into their gang as a young person to form and mold you how they want) instead finding people who are willing to say "no bruh thats a horrible idea" people who encourage you, lift you up. It gets better in time, don't live jaded if you see this comment please don't let a mind as good as yours be stuck in the hamster wheel I can tell you're better than that dont get caught up in that loop anymore. Take control of that shit and make it yours man. God bless and I hope things get better.
Nobody cares man. Just shut the fuck up
Hellbaby I tried not to laugh- but I did AHAHAH
even i wanna tell your parents thank you.. damn..
Shut up. White men like you stay coming into spaces making things about yourself and your perspective of life. White privilege man...
Do you have any idea how ignorant you sound? "My white privilege kills my ability to make a solid point?" I spoke truth and it offended you and the best you can pop off with is "white privilege man" like an insult? You don't even know my heritage at all. Ironically I have no Anglo blood at all but hey if you want to use basic insults I guess I can go with "Simple minded crotch pheasant with no good opinions of her own whom can't think for herself." Yeah I like that one , simple enough for a laymen to understand and long enough for only someone intelligent with the ability of forethought to get. Fantastic. Cheers.
He broke my heart...wish I could give him a hug and make him understand that he DOES have value.
This is absolutely the worst story I’ve ever heard and I’m a corrections officer. 😔
I was a correctional officer but I had to quit. The inmates was cool but the CO are dangerous 😂😂😂 frfr lol
I bet you still treat him like a subhuman if he was in one of your cages
This story is alot of people's story. They might just have slight variations. Its so sad.
@@joewatts4839 The types of COs that would do that aren't the same kind who would come on to RUclips and leave a comment like this. Have some respect.
You’re a pussy
PTSD Is a soul destroyer. It seeks you everyday and reminds you everyday that your peace is only for a moment.
You can't sleep, can't eat and your thoughts just repeat itself every second it gets. It literally fills like your mind is destroying you. May God have mercy on us.
What he said about his friends was deep. This guy has a good heart didnt deserve this life
This man broke my heart when he was recounting what happened to his daughter. Poor thing, that shit killed me!!! Stay strong Country.
All this man wanted was to be the father he never had for his daughters. This is as real as it gets . thankyou for your story country 💪😎.
He couldn’t bring himself to even say the word “died” when referring to his youngest daughter. I literally shed a few watching this. Wishing peace ☮️ in your mind and heart ❤️ brother. I pray that one ☝🏽 day you will “like you”.
Yeah 2 shots to the face if I heard him correct. He even said excuse me when he was about to cuss. Really had my attention from that point. It just felt real.
The evil some people have to liv through just isn't understandable, makes you question if God is real.
This man has a heart full of REAL SORROW!
When u don’t have parents and then adults abusing you, is it a wonder these people turn out like this.
What are children to do? They raising themselves!
There is a special place in Hell for the dirtbags who abuse children, like the ones who hurt this man when he (and his sister) were little.
we already live in hell.
Ethan Derrick No. In Hell, there is no hope. No goodness. No redemption. HERE, on earth, there still is.
@@Norwalquero doesnt mean we dont live in hell. our definitions must be different. praisethedevil2k20
Ethan Derrick Yes, I was referring to ‘Hell’ in the theological sense, (I.e. traditional Judeo-Christian theological), rather than a metaphorical word to convey the notion of life being hard and unjust. “Praise the devil”?! Uhm....yeah ok.
But I don’t understand what happened with the rubber band???
I come back to this interview periodically to listen to him again and again. Please do an update on him soon. I want the best for him in life he’s been through so much😔and no matter how life hardened him because of all the shit he went through, you can still feel how huge his heart is..
Jeez, it's like the universe refuses to give this guy a break. I hope that one day he can find help and some peace. What a shame to have to go through all that he went through, from a child till now. From the bottom of my heart, May God Bless You Country!
I just want to give him a hug 🥺nobody deserves to be alone
Me too .. but I wonder if he'd accept a hug from a Mexican ? 😔
He broke my heart. And he is beautiful. And he deserves to be comforted to.
I will echo what everyone is saying. This is a man with a good nature and a good, kind, compassionate heart. One day, I hope he will be rewarded for that. He did more than his best but some of us are born under a bad sign....we have to go through it
Damien Dolomite I really like him. If his mother and father done there job. He would have been an assume son to be proud of.
@@weeannie495 yes he is the kind of friend one would want to have.
Damien Dolomite Definitely. I would love more friends like him. Everyone is so self centred these days
Am not a native english speaker, but I understand enough to feel so damn sorry for you. NOBODY deserve this. NOBODY 😔
my favourite of interviews so far, this dude is genuine and delivers his story in such a heartdelt way. Best of wishes to you my man, i hope you rest easy
Good lord. Life is unfair. I would live to give him a genuine, kind hug. And hot meal.
Country you’re not ugly! Truly you’re a beautiful man who needs to know how truly beautiful and loved you are .
Hey bro, I’m really sorry for your life story, I sympathize with you 💯 I know you don’t like Mexicans, but we not all like that. Keep your head up and your faith in our god. Love.
This shit is real
✊🏽❤️💯
I think he saw that with the Mexican woman who helped him at the hospital.
@@davidadams2395 that lady was an asshole to him
She helped him but you wouldn’t know cause you didn’t pay attention
Hearing this man talk about his daughter man breaks my heart. My son jus turned 2 years old and I couldn’t even imagine a thing happening to him. Much love to this man I pray he gets better.
😢 This interview broke my heart. I’m looking at a grown man but I can’t help but see the hurt child in him. God help him in his journey, he should go on the road and be an advisor to parents.
God bless him - how much can one person take ? Such torment and self hatred - so so sad 😞
Jack Mehoff and the same to you sir 😊
Jack Mehoff troll go away
Ahhh man the ending broke my heart... “I don’t have a light at the end of my tunnel” 😢😔😣😔😣😔😢😢
He may not like himself but I LOVE HIM ❤️
Listening to Country's story brung me to tears and I'm a 52 year old man. Everyone has a story and if you don't know what a person has been through don't be so quick to point the finger.
Don’t ever judge a person with a whole different struggle than you. You have no right.
@Joepie De poepie ?
@Joepie De poepie jumping to conclusions. very typical for somebody who has a lot of hidden insecurities on the topic being discussed. no reason hiding it and being an asshole, and i'm not gonna tell you to go fuck yourself either. move on or get help
Joepie De poepie so why do you watch the videos then? The point of the channel is that there’s more than what meets the eye. And you come on here just to condemn them.
Say that
@@cslantz4020 that part
I definitely appreciate how the interviewer doesn't interrupt the interviewee!! He just lets them get it out👏
I had the opportunity an was blessed to actually meet country our paths crossed in this thing called life so when i seen this video even typing these few words i dont even know what to say i feel chills because i know for a fact that he is literally 100 percent real an genuine yet under the circumstances we met in the belly of the beast you would have no idea the amout of pain inside that he is dealing with based on how strong of an individual he is an the fact that in that place vulnerability is a no no but i can bear witness to what he said and expressed in the beginning about seeing the ones he calls friends which obviously are few happy an that giving him the piece of mind to be able to breath if only for that brief moment in time because even though we were in that predicament and at the lowest point stripped of our freedom he really was more of a friend then even people ive known a lifetime an we only crossed paths briefly so with that being said be slow to judge that which you don’t understand life has ups an downs an none of us are perfect BIG Country Keep yo head up brotha my condolences on the losses i had no idea an couldnt wven imagine the amout of pain you dealin wit but i know you strong an anything you put you mind to you can achieve an any obstacle you encounter you can overcome I believe in you big homie stay strong out here much love an respect an thank you as well for jus being you
A real one 100
This is so sweet
Michele Moore thank you I appreciate you
He's from 83 Hoover ..?
that's deep man. You have any of his social media?
Punctuation is a thing God damn.
I pray he finds peace. He's suffered a lot of loss in his life. It's so hard to watch him cry those invisible tears that he can't cry. I pray he's able to have a better life.
He takes a Break when he's about to cry, when he does that it breaks my heart! He has been through so much, he can't cry, I just wish I could hug him!!! This man needs peace!!!!!
Mark thank you for giving this people a voice! I really didn't expect this to be soooo heavy. Kids shouldn't go through this. 😢
Love from South Africa 🇿🇦
Thank you for sharing your story, Country. I hope someday you find peace and the strength to face your pain, to accept yesterday for what it was and focus on making tomorrow better. That's really all any of us can do.
Hes not a bad guy. Been though a lot though. Hes also hurt. Bless him. Hes so insecure its sas to listen to. He NEEDS to know that this isn't his fault and hes not ugly.
@Pro Tips that's just wronge to say. So rude
He has a beautiful soul, just tragic circumstances beginning at birth and no light to a better path in life. Devastation.
I appreciate his honesty. I do not blame him. I’d use too. I pray he can find a meaning in life one that can bring him closer to his family on earth until he’s reunited with them.
I can hear the pain and hurt in his voice ..it’s so tragic that we feel because we are humans yet we numb ourselves with drugs and alcohol not to feel becoming less human...those emotions we hide from can never harm us it’s our friend actually telling us that somethings is wrong and we need to make a change.. ignoring them and our actions are the real harm we do to others and ourselves
At the same time people want to numb their feeling because people don’t seem to care 😢
Henny Miller I think how you feel is all about you .. whether they care or not . it’s nice to know that someone cares . However No one can change the way how you feel except you ...
kirk marshall this is one of the saddest thing I’ve seen on this program
Tijan I can understand why you say that
My soul hurts listening to his story and it always reminds me to not walk past people as if they are not alive no matter the financial or social class we are all going through something sometimes people just need someone to listen to them and help them
This has got to be the saddest person you’ve interviewed! Where is his twin
Dora Wilson fuck you he ain't sad, he a victim of the streets bitch
@@bitchnigga6334 he cried multiple times you fucking idiot
@@bitchnigga6334 wishing you weren't a victim will make you cry.
bitch nigga bitch nigga
Ray Mone 😂😭 hommie set him self up
One of the hardest stories I have ever heard. I can understand how this dude is the way he is, and justify it. I get judged all the time now. I am all jacked up, and don’t get around too good. I get looked at like I got a disease. People don’t know the story of the person they judge. Good luck to this brother.
Damn. I have tears in my eyes from this man life story. I hope and pray this man finds himself and finds genuine happiness in the world. Hearing him talking about his sister....respect for him, dawg. Really praying for you brother 🤙🏽
I just love this channel so much it really gives us a chance to see inside the minds of different walks of life. I can’t imagine the things these people have experienced. These stories definitely make me look at people differently and never jump to judgement.
Ok. Im in tears. So many horrible adults preying on babies. When he said "I don't like me" 😔, watching him push down his emotions in order to talk about his childhood and daughter...no one should have to go through these things but so many do.